Issues - Disappear (Diamond Dreams)

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Remember when I didn't need you
Well I need you now
To hold my head up high say...
Some days I feel like a saint, I'm so alive
Some days I can't make any moves
It's like I have no spine
Can't do anything right
And when midnight comes I've run out of time to
Make some kind of difference
I constantly overlook the impact I've made
Maybe I'm longing to change my own face
To make you proud, I wanna make you proud
When you're looking down on me
My mind's wide open like starry skies
I ask God questions and wonder why
The hell that you're not here
I wanna disappear with you now
But I'm a selfish broken heart and how I got this far
Coping with the thought of holding you a minute longer in my arms is beyond me
I set you free
A product of a free world
Take wing over the coast of a better day
I'm stuck in my dark days
But I can be stronger than you remember
We're coming up on December, but I'm not cold
My mind's wide open like starry skies
I ask God questions and wonder why
The hell that you're not here
I wanna disappear with you now
Remember when I didn't need you
Well I need you now
To hold my head up high say it's all better child
Remember when I was alone and crying out
You will be missed
I'm gonna miss you
But I know you're all better now
REPEAT

[@MetsMania15]

The emotion that went into writing this song just completely flowed out. Incredible song, incredible story. Rest in peace Rachel, I can only imagine Tyler's reaction if he was able to see you just one last time...

[@SillyFillyFreeWilly]

I completely agree with you dude, this song is amazing in it's reimagined state.

[@safecampdee]

Thats what im saying. You can just hear the heart break in his voice.... Damn.

[@themagictrash]

i dont know the story behind this song. will you explain it to me?

[@SleepingWithJonah]

Michaela Green Likewise, I didn't know this was about Rachel.

[@MetsMania15]

Michaela Green Tyler's best friend Rachel Reece was struck and killed in 2008 by a drunk driver. They were supposed to enter the music industry together, and he wrote this song because of her.

[@onmercuryy]

The beginning brought me to tears. I just know Rachel is looking over Tyler and is so proud of how far he has come. Stay strong, Tyler c:

[@Swat32097]

CAN YOU TELL ME THE STORY BEHIND?

[@twodoctors9160]

He wrote this for his grandmother...

[@xyrenegade]

@@Swat32097 5 years late, Some parts of this song was co-written by the dudes in the band especially AJ. But the story behind Tyler was he had a bestfriend named Rachel Reese. She died on a car crash because some drunk driver decided not to be sober and drive. The old pianist in Tyler's cover of "Hello" by Adele was actually her father. Neither Tyler nor Rachel's father was an actor and this is just my opinion, their reactions felt like genuine the time Tyler arrived because I think it is.

[@colbyisham1986]

Tyler Carter, you sir have played a big role in inspiring me to write. Music, poetry, blogs, personal entries. Thank you brother.

[@markdenton6427]

at least I inspired someone. most of the time I get talked down. how I can't sing or write. all that matters is its a hobby. no one can take that away from you.

[@markdenton6427]

sorry, Tyler Carter isn't real. whether you believe it or not? is up to you.

[@mackhope6301]

+mark denton he is as real as ever!!! his voice is beautiful! he is my inspiration

[@caylei9967]

+mark denton lmao I've seen them live and he's real as fuck yo

[@teaisashawol]

Disappear's original version already makes me cry, but this is on a whole other level. Tyler's soul in this reimagined version is unreal.

[@triciaelizabeth9790]

The pain in his voice. Oh my god. I started crying my eyes out. It hurt. So much. To each and every person, this song is different. It reminds them of someone they loved once, or reminds them of the person they used to be. I lost someone in a way no one should ever be lost, and the last lyrics of the song "You will be missed." "I'm gonna miss you." "But I know you're all better now." I could barely breathe. Because...Joey you are missed, I miss you, but you're in a better place.

[@vivia28877]

H o ?🎇🎁 😁j,.mJ?J😭😔BH

[@bigfootisreal9359]

towards the end of the song you can hear his voice change into a more happier tone, he knows shes doing fine watching him from above 🙏🏼

[@safecampdee]

A masterpiece. This is so beautiful. Tyler put his 100% all into this. Rachel is looking down on him with such pride and love.

[@vianoreen1894]

One of my favorite vocalist, he sings with lots of emotions, even though you can't see him singing, when you hear his voice you can really feel what he's trying to express.

[@emmalevy118]

*USING MY LITTLE SISTER'S KZbin TO WRITE THIS.* As I've said countless times about TC music, it's helped me so much to get over the death of my bestfriend. WIM first album came out right after he died.. He had been waitinf for it to come out because he was a fanbif APLT... I have never lose your flames tattooed, not only for myself, but for him. He is my flame. My light. The reason I keep pushing foward. And while i felt the emotions in the original, as ibhave with every song Tyler has ever sang, with the exception of only maybe a few, but I have never connected with a song more than i did while listening to this. Truly beautiful.

[@carterrourke5786]

Damn. You have a pretty sister

[@emmalevy118]

love this kate

[@Kornfan3987]

Savannah Thorne Calling someone pretty is being perverted now?

[@emmalevy118]

carter roukre she's 13.

[@Kornfan3987]

Well that changes things

[@Blackhawks19_xx]

hearing tyler break up in the beginning of the song just proves that this man gives 110% of emotion and passion in everything he writes.

[@cheyann0818]

That beginning made me cry along with him. Dammit Tyler why do you do this to me?!

[@laurenroach7564]

I was just about to say the same thing xc

[@thomasramirez5252]

fr 💕

[@joelpursifull3098]

Emotion describes a musician, not music. Beautiful

[@josieyasmeen982]

My dad died in 2012 and he was my best friend, honestly. When the original version of this song came out, I was so astounded. I never knew I could connect to a song so much. I would fall asleep listening to it, crying every single time I would repeat it. And hearing this version now, a year later, it still just as great. The emotion and passion Tyler puts into singing this is so beautiful, and it broke me hearing him almost break down in the beginning. This song is what keeps the memory of my dad alive, what helps me through it and I just hope Issues knows how grateful I am to all of them for creating their music.

[@hvmesick]

i love the emotion that goes into this song. it makes me cry every time i listen to it because i just cannot believe this would happen to someone as sweet as tyler. i wish rachel was here with tyler because he did not deserve this. no one does. i just wish tyler could see her again, just one last time.

[@kinatemp3148]

Words can't describe how much I love Tyler. When I heard him cry, it broke my heart. I'm so glad I discovered this band when I did.

[@SelenaSwitchblade]

tyler needs to PLEASE PLEASE make more songs with him like clean-yelling the lyrics at 1:40. oh my god that part gave me chills, his voice to me sounds so much better being sung that way.

[@alyssa447]

This song helped me get through (and is still helping me get through) my mother's suicide a year and a half ago. I try to act strong but every once in a while you need a good cry and this song and you, Tyler, Michael, AJ, Skyler, Josh, and Ty, are the ones I have to thank for that. Thank you for helping me indirectly realize that I'm more than everybody's everything; I'm my own something.

[@blin6005]

stay strong

[@racheljordan3006]

Same with my fathers suicide.

[@RapidFireRaps]

Holy Jesus Christ. This is so beautiful. I love Tyler and all of Issues with everything I am.

[@Dropearth]

You are shining every time I hear this I want to hug you and run away with you. I hope you are well. Chris.

[@carawells9786]

I seriously break down every time I listen to this. I feel his pain. Rest in Peace to my brother Corey. 3 months without you and I still cry almost everyday. God I miss you so much.

[@sammipike3982]

I'm so sorry for your loss.. I can't even begin to understand how it feels to lose a brother.

[@carawells9786]

Thank you, and believe me it's the hardest thing my life has ever encountered.

[@lyss2727]

I LISTENED TO THIS EARLIER AND NEARLY CRIED SO I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE OKAY TO LISTEN AGAIN AND IT WASNT OKAY IM CRYING

[@annaspinos3245]

When Tyler cried in the beginning of the song made me cry😔😭There was so much emotion that you guys put in this song. So far, best song on Diamond Dreams for me!😭

[@kkenidyy]

This song, especially reimagined, makes me want to cry. It's so beautiful. It must have took a lot for Tyler to do this. I love Issues. And all their songs. But this song, in particular... Oh man.

[@azchrosette]

Today is the anniversary of my grandfather's passing and even though I'm sitting here bawling, this song is my absolute favorite. My sister also lost one of her best friends recently - both her friend and our grandpop passed from cancer. I just want to say thank you for bringing back all the sweet memories with those two beautiful family members through your music. Keep up the amazing work

[@kyriehaines870]

Miss my big brother tyron been over 2 years now since he passed from cancer... Honestly this song helped me through a lot

[@Browneyedbambii]

I found this song after i losy my grandma to cancer... Thank you Tyler for this.😩 it helps me cope.

[@AustinGarrisonDrama]

It takes a lot to write about things like this. Tyler Carter has been my Idol for a very long time now. If i ever got the chance to meet him, I would love to just sit down and talk about writing music because i know we could go on for hours about it. He takes a lot of emotion when he writes, and thats why he is such a wonderful artist

[@mindfreak619100]

The beginning put me in tears. Oh I know Rachel is looking down on you. I just know she's proud of how far you got. Tyler is staying strong no matter what! I love you.

[@WestonDuong]

I've lost people close to me too. This really helps me with it. It makes me feel not alone in this when the feelings of their loss do come up. I'm glad music like this is still being made.

[@SelenaAutumn97]

This song always made me feel sad. It makes me think of my aunt. Issues is one of those bands that made a really big impact on me in so little time that it would really be nearly impossible to ever let them and their music go.

[@Shimotsuki_D_Alber]

CAN'T TELL YOU FOR HOW LONG I'VE WANTED AN ACOUSTIC VERSION OF THIS SONG. Love it, love this band. End of story

[@pmsluver1]

Tyler Carter is an amazing vocalist and I am in awe. I bow in respect to your beautifully created vocal cords.

[@jbfanshadow123]

I have to force myself to listen to it there's so much emotion omg and the beginning and message behind the song hurts my heart so much. I love these guys

[@SAngeline97]

This song reminds me of my mama. She passed away back in 2013 after fighting 2 years of a rare cancer. I'm now living with my deadbeat dad that doesn't care much for me and a piece of crap step mom. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about her and wish she was still here with me. Don't take your parents for granted, you guys. You may fight and argue with them and swear that you hate them but when they're gone the worst thing is how you constantly tell yourself how you took them for granted.

[@UBCKay]

Stay strong hun. :)

[@ciarrafederspiel2469]

stay strong lovely, i know your feeling i lost my mom 6 months ago, due to cancer as well.

[@blin6005]

stay strong ;(

[@LolrusGaming]

Completely agree. My mum passed away in March unexpectedly and suddenly, aged only 48. I'm lucky to have a loving dad and step-mum, but not a day goes by where I don't miss my mum.

[@miahmarvelous7164]

The emotion here is so raw. I honestly fight back tears every time I listen to this song. Makes my stomach hurt.

[@Bluee2shoes]

The emotions flows out a lot more in this version. I loved the first, but I won't be forgetting this one any time soon.

[@marigarcia-ns4pi]

the amount of emotion tyler put into this song, just makes it ten times more beautiful. i love it.

[@StrangxrDanger]

I listen to this song constantly. I lost a loved one young and I listen to this sing on repeat feeling wrong and guilty for how I acted. Thanks for bringing my emotions into a song. I know my father is looking down on me. I pray for a son to carry on his legacy.

[@natashaburns5106]

I just bought this album yesterday and I've never even heard the version of this song. I looked up the meaning of it awhile ago and now listening to this version crushes my heart.

[@boreasnotus4485]

you could feel the emotion pouring out of him...this gives me chills

[@RaZorblack22]

This song is so beautiful and full of emotion. It brings tears to my eyes. It's so perfect..

[@ImUnclassifiable]

The strength and emotion in his voice is absolutely breathtaking. TC is an amazing vocalist. I can feel his voice, that's talent.

[@MrHitotsu]

Just can't hold back my tears. Such overflowing emotions that is within this song. Simply amazing.

[@DeZireLightning]

I honestly can't stop listening to this song... Reminds me so much of all the loved ones I lost..

[@tammiesharp9284]

Tyler totally brought out his emotions in this.... he's emotions about Rachel flow straight into you and just make you cry.. And make you love Rachel like Tyler did.

[@taylarlauren8539]

Oh my gosh, I think apart of me just died. This song is so real. I cried, it reminds me of my grandma. Rest in Peace Rachel, Tyler she's always with you.

[@karyssapettersen7079]

This song is one of my favorites by Issues. My grandfather died a little less than a month after I was born and I was the last grandkid he held out of the many he had. To this day I think of him everyday and wish that I could remember him. I feel like hes watching over me each day I live and directing me where to go in life.

[@DomesticBump]

I lost my 14 year old brother 5 years ago I understand these emotions 150% and this song makes me cry everytime, and it's never a bad thing, just the amount of raw emotion put into this song is so overpowering.. I listen to it daily because it has such a strong message, and I feel every note in the bottom of my heart every single word sung and string strummed.. I just want to say thank you so much for making these songs no matter how much it may hurt. You're making us stronger out here you're giving us unity, helping us know that we're not alone And that's the best thing any musician can do So again thank you so much and I love your fucking faces

[@MrPoppinz4543]

You guys, I saw you guys in San Diego during the American Dream tour and you guys didnt play this live but I was listening to it for awhile and the new track on Diamond Dreamns, props guys. Keep it going.

[@deathpanorama_]

this is how the song should have been played in the first place. the emotion, the truthful feelings ugh so GOOD!

[@RokkNinja]

Listening to this version of the song really helps me better understand the meaning of it. It slower and calmer and it totally beautiful! I can wait for my CD to come in the mail next week. I fall in love with every CD/Song that Issues makes. It all ties into my life someway or another.

[@karenrubalcava5617]

This song hits home so much. The fact that it's from the heart and the rawness of the message proves that he'll most people go through when we face a loss. I adore this song because it has helped more than I can explain but also, mainly, it proves that no matter how long it has been there's always strength, love, and pain. It'll be okay.

[@sevinahartry7752]

The beginning of this song always pulls at me. Tyler is such a strong incredible artist for not cutting the emotional parts of this song out. Much love to you both Tyler, and Rest In Peace Rachel.

[@kaylavaldez7371]

Years later, and this song still brings me to tears.

[@AlehCatastrophe]

Only a Word "Chills", oh my Derek Tyler Carter, Hit my heart how much you want, much love.

[@gafuraskarov2814]

Love that song. You can really feel that lots of work and emotions were put in it. I love Issues

[@Corabar]

Can’t even imagine that his fiancé was ended by a dui driver. Soon as they were about to be signed together but then he got signed with Woe as applying for GSU. People throw hella hate on Tyler but imagine being in his shoes.

[@besitosxalma]

This song has meant so much to me over the past few years. I lost someone who was like a sister to me. She introduced me to issues and she passed away in December of 2015 so when it says "I can be stronger than you remember, coming up on december" it really hits me..

[@lainebee9535]

in almost exactly a month it'll be the 2 year anniversary of my grandpas death. i didnt have a mom or dad but he filled both of those spaces in. i find myself listening to this song every day and it helps with the grief. R.I.P. Rocky

[@lainebee9535]

5 days until the big day but I know he is safe now.

[@lainebee9535]

today is his birthday and i find myself listening to this

[@bighippo353]

I really don't get why people hate this EP it's so damn good and love what issues have done with this stop hating on something so good

[@ShelbyRene00]

The emotion in this song is unbelievable. I love it so much.

[@kayleelauersdorf1494]

Tyler is so amazing and there's so much emotion in this it's insane. I love this and issues as a whole

[@MiissxHeroine]

I lost my mum when i was 13 and whenever I hear this song I remember her so much and that reminds me that I've keep fighting... Thanks for wrote this amazing and emotional song.!

[@WickkedgamesXO]

This song brings me to tears every time. I love this song soo much. You guys are the best.❤

[@Hannah3299]

My heart is breaking for Tyler OMG

[@renee8735]

Ugh the feelsss. This is such a beautiful song. I cry whenever I hear it. The emotion in Tyler's voice is unbelievable. Issues is such an amazing band.

[@kaylanguyen4718]

The emotion in this song is unbelievable. I loved the other version of this song and I just love this one, too.

[@a_d_k2405]

omg. the beginning. i just can't help but tear up every time i hear it

[@LolrusGaming]

I never knew this song would mean so much to me till my mum passed away this March.

[@besitosxalma]

Rest in peace Robyn and Davyius.. I miss you guys so much.. my heart can't handle this pain. I dont know what to do without you guys. It's so hard living in a world of pain and cruelty..

[@aleeshapehlke2102]

So many feelings in one song.

[@Ekt3lion]

Thank you issues for bringing me music for my soul, its like a medicine,i know you may not be world wide popular but you've got a special place in my heart for spreading the emotions on your songs that relate so much to myself, i ask god questions and wonder where you are! bands like you, really now :/

[@rsquaredgaming481]

Every time I hear this version specifically, I just kinda break down. I've lost so many friends that I considered family to tragic events. I can relate to this song so much in so many ways and the emotion put into both versions but this one specifically really brings up old memories and feelings that I have just tried to lock away, feelings I never wanted to confront. Thank you for this you guys, I honestly believe that this song has helped me face those demons and find some closure, even though its small, with those deaths.

[@gators765]

Honestly just listened to it twice and cried both times. Absolutely love this version.

[@mak7917]

Did anybody else stop everything you were doing when Tyler broke down? Such power in one man.

[@trevorborge]

Such talented musicians and so diverse. They constantly and evolving and they are the future of metalcore

[@emmayounce5344]

Never fails to make me cry, I literally can't handle this song

[@marlenereyes7530]

Oh.. Ty cries in every minute of the song.. I feel it. :'(

[@mariahall3960]

When he loses it in the beginning, I lose it too.

[@pheonixraven8637]

When ever I listen to this song I always break down in tears because it makes me think of my dad I lost him when i was 14.... I'm 18 now but it still hurts to know he's gone forever....

[@lay7504]

This song absolutely breaks my heart. This boy i used to talk to introduced me to Issues about a year and a half ago, and told me to listen to 'mad at myself (Acoustic)' and it tore me apart, and i haven't stopped listening to them ever since. Even though him and i are strangers now, he disappeared on me, and it sucks because i really don't know what happened. But i miss him a lot, and whenever i listen to issues, i think about him. it makes me really sad. but it brings back some good memories.

[@NizziWoods]

The intro breaks me inside... R.I.P. Rachel 3

[@blankedmusic]

This song is so good. Shout out to Tyler Carter for writing this.

[@ghvstgrl]

He didn't write it. It was Ty and AJ

[@patekphillipe3348]

natalie way um... this song is a song about tyler's best friend? where does it say he didn't write it?

[@skater14414]

No, Tyler wrote this

[@erikshaw7]

Tyler came in later and wrote parts about his friend Rachel. But in general, this song is about losing someone you love, not just Tyler's friend. AJ talked about this on Twitter

[@RianROX]

Literally all I can do is cry when I hear this song! Especially this version! I can relate on losing someone!

[@dee7269]

I've listened to this songs so many times, and I never feel less pain time after time..

[@tumblingman28]

Crazy how a song can bring me into tears so quickly like the lyrics were meant for me.

[@gabbie3174]

Oh my gosh, I can't believe I haven't heard this before now. I listen to Disappear (Remember When) all the time, it's one of my favorites by them. The emotion is heart breaking. Makes me look at Remember When differently.

[@elizabethterrones3834]

Emotions everywhere 😭 I love this a lot of people can relate in some way .❤️

[@DaBofBaD]

I love this song ! I can't listen to it without crying! I lost my mom to breast cancer my grand pop to lung cancer both in the same week. And my uncle committed suicide. So this song means the world and beyond to me!

[@delayedhome]

Oh my god... The emotion poured out in this song. It gets me so emotional just hearing it.

[@learningtobenative]

This holds a special place in my heart honestly

[@dreaminginnoother]

issues is the best metalcore band. most people I show think tyler's voice doesn't fit with the music, but I think it's original and refreshing. And even just this song is brilliant.

[@alysaaroon3667]

I couldn't help but just cry while hearing this song. I lost my best friend to a drunk driving accident and just hearing Tyler's story and hearing this song just reminds me of him.. the emotion that you can just feel in his voice and the lyrics explain everything. I'm so sorry this happened to you Tyler. May Rachel rest in peace. I know she's looking out for you and she's proud of what you've accomplished.

[@xfallen_angel13x60]

Gods above, and I thought the original version of this song was heart wrenching! The acoustics and softer tones in Tyler's voice really helped to bring out the emotion, though. Ahh, I have chills and I feel like in gonna cry. ;-; Agh, I freaking NEED this EP!

[@loganfeltes3355]

Been listening to them from Tyler moving from Woe is Me so happy he did but also sad he did, but anyway this song is amazing. Tyler is bae😍😍😍 Love your voice.

[@AbstractSorrow]

Really had me in tears thinking of my sister... She passed away October 5th and the pain just wont go away :( I love this!

[@cosmic_gemini7]

happy birthday in heaven daddy. i wish i could see you so bad today is hard for me.

[@alibisbystorytellers]

This has to be one of the most powerful songs I have ever heard.

[@greenplasticwateringcan]

I'm definitely more of a prog metal/jazz/post-rock person, but this song and the whole album really speaks. Anyone can appreciate this.

[@Active-88]

Man....You can literally hear the heartbreak in his voice...

[@hannahswartwout414]

ugh Tyler....your voice is all I need