It's just medicine meme || Vent...? (read desc)

Some explaining? The first few frames show some stuff that happened in the past when I was 4-5 till I was 8. The next and last ones show what im currently going trough. One of my irl friends is supportive of me (they are apart of the LGBTQ+ community too, they're nonbinary and lesbian) and they always try to validate me by correcting my other friend when he misgenders/uses my deadname. However, even tho he claims he's a LGBTQ+ supporter he never uses my prefered pronouns (me being genderfluid) or my name which is Ash. The stuff with my dad and mom... welp, I don't want to say anything else from what i've shown in the video. Let's just say I don't really have a good relationship with neither.
And also, please know that im not posting this because I need attention or anything. Im just posting this because I had the urge to vent, and because of this I decided to make a vent video. Sometimes it's much more easier for me to do a video and show what happened, rather than talk about it. I wanted to do this to take this off my chest in the first place... I never really vented on my channel other than that time when I was getting a lot of hate comments and I demanded them to stop.
I'll probably go back to posting normally tomorrow? Not sure.. We'll see what happens.
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Want to do a collab with me/Have any vid ideas for me? Tell me on my discord server (at the section for "vid ideas") or dm me on insta, tik tok or discord! Or u can tell me in the comments!
Im willing to see what ideas u guys have!
Pastel/Ted out~!🧸

[@emilykatelyn188]

As someone who also experienced the same things as u, trust me, I know how u feel * virtual hug *

[@pastelteddybear9767]

Please remember that you're not obligated to "forgive and forget" anything that has happened to you, you are valid and your feelings are valid. A rotten childhood can lead people down many nasty paths but you seem to have fought through it and didn't let it define you, which I am so so proud of you for ♡ Please remember that there is no timer to healing, it could take you until the end of time and you'd still be in your right to keep healing from it. Take as long as you need and don't be afraid to vent, let your voice be heard!!

[@likelylovegacha]

It's a good thing that you were able to vent without that much fear of consequence

[@sehamyousif365]

I was like that too… Really! But from time to time I forgot about it and moved on :) Don‘t worry! We believe in you :D

[@pastelteddy8670]

Thank you..! Also, im proud of you!! Keep going and never give up

[@sehamyousif365]

@@pastelteddy8670 Thank you!

[@CheekyChica.]

Omg….. You poor thing, I have trauma too but listen,. Everything is going to be fine. Just don’t focus on things bad, only focus on things good. Trust me, everything will pass:) That’s what my grandma said when my dad went to El Salvador for a year

[@littlelight6456]

If only I could rant with this I've been thou enough but don't have enough talent

[@e7maa_]

Oh sorry that happened to you:(,you deserve better than this💗😭

[@lemon_rose-break7881]

Aw :( sorry that happened to you you derserve so much better :( Things will get better I promise By time passes they will change little by little

[@Ghostie-nation]

I've noticed something that's a theme to some LGBTQ people. And that's a bad family relationship. My guess, on why some people chose to change their names or genders is because they want to not be the little girl who was hurt by her father, or the little boy who never got to eat. They want to leave it all behind and act like it never happened. They replace their awful parents with people they love, that they can love. At least that's my guess, but whatever the reason, be safe, and know that some where someone is just waiting to meet you and help you and be there for you

[@littlelight6456]

I'm sorry u still are going through this just remember we are all here for u 💓 💗

[@pastelteddy8670]

Thank you so much! 💗

[@Glitch_Voice]

I know what your going through… I am going through the same thing. Please, feel better ❤️‍🩹🫂

[@pastelteddy8670]

Thank you so much!! Im sorry you're going trough the same thing... but hey, some advice? Keep your head up buddy!! Try and smile and never give up, trust me, it'll be worth it someday!

[@Glitch_Voice]

@@pastelteddy8670 Yeah. I do… understand..

[@Sleepwhatsthat]

yea my mum always hated me- idkkk butt im good now-

[@korosenai-chan6558]

💖💖

[@iloveurmomokok]

I'm sorry this happened to you. I hope your life gets bwtter in the futere, and that you can be happy for now on. I believe in you, even though I haven't watched you in a Long time. I'm subscribed to way too many people to catch up. I'm sorry about what your going through though! :(

[@iloveurmomokok]

Honestly, almost every single one of my neighbors hate me, except for 4. Plus, I think i'm starting to become lesbian. I dont think many people like/support me, but I don't care.

[@pastelteddy8670]

Thank you for your kind words, I really appreciate them! I support you :D If you think you're lesbian, then it's completely fine!! I bet you're a great person even if I don't personally know you. And if anyone ever dares tell you otherwise, man, they're just blind and can't see the kind person in front of them ♡

[@iloveurmomokok]

@@pastelteddy8670 Tysm!

[@CheekyChica.]

@@iloveurmomokok I support you!!!!!

[@iloveurmomokok]

@@CheekyChica. tysm 😭😭

[@sehamyousif365]

Second

[@sehamyousif365]

:C