It's OK - A cinematic short film about mental health.

Hello again everyone...
Something a bit more serious for today's video. Although world mental health day has passed a little while ago, i still believe it should still be talked about and be made aware of. The film is a visual piece on why it's OK to not be yourself. You may have things in life that aren't going that great, but there's always a way for them to get better. It was an interesting idea to portray through video, and we thoroughly enjoyed making it, but i hope the message is able to get across to everyone.
If anyone does/can relate to this, and wants a friendly face to talk to, my messages are always open and my email can be found on my about page. So please don't hesitate to get in contact.
Other than that, hope you all enjoy the video :)
If your interested in seeing more of the people involved with this video, you can find their Instagrams here:
Vanessa - www.instagram....
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Gear used in the video:
My camera - Nikon D5300
My lens - Tamron f/2.5 24mm, Nikon f/1.8 50mm
This was edited using DaVinci Resolve 16.
Just to cover myself as well...
All music used in this video IS NOT owned by me and I DO NOT claim any of it as my own. The track was found on a copyright free website at the time of use.
Thank you.

[@chaotic.visionz]

If anyone has anything that they do want to talk about, please feel free to reach out. 🙂

[@madelinesikes9853]

Hey you probably won't see this and I'm really sorry to bother you but I'm not doing well and need someone to talk to. Lately it just feels like my world is caving in around me and I can't stop it. Every tiny aspect of my life that used to be so easy now feels tedious. I'm just so tired. It's not like a sleepy tired but more of a can't get out of bed because my depression has left me so weak that I cannot move. I've been to therapists but it never helps. My parents are afraid of it so that just pretend like it's not real. I've recently gotten back into self harming which helps numb the pain but I know that it isn't going to make me better. Sorry for the rant I know it's not your problem

[@chaotic.visionz]

I'm really sorry to hear this, and I'll try and help any way i can. Do you have Instagram by any chance?? If so, find me @chaotic.visionz or use the link in my about page and shoot me a message. I'll be more than happy to talk. 🙂

[@malakmalakahmed229]

@@madelinesikes9853 hi Madeline..... I'm really sorry you feel that way if you still need someone to talk to I'm malak and I'm Egyptian I don't have social media but we can talk on what's app if you're comfortable with that

[@Sunflower_that_loves_you]

This is so underrated .... I was having an episode , and this comforted me alot ....nicely conveyed the message and the film was calming . Don't stop making such videos .... mental health needs awareness

[@chaotic.visionz]

Appreciate the kind words, thank you. And I'm really happy to hear that it helped. 😌

[@Sunflower_that_loves_you]

@@chaotic.visionz yeah :))

[@srslyumang]

The irony of Hope & Faith is even after suffering hell continuously for years you think "what if tomorrow is different" but it nvr is 😶😣

[@chaotic.visionz]

I agree. But at least the hope and faith keeps you going till hopefully the light at the end of tunnel appears. 😔

[@peninagreenspan9878]

While awaiting tomorrow, find meaning in today. Find something positive, no matter how small. There is always something. Appreciate it, savor it, take comfort in it.

[@sofacushion8153]

Great work! Really loved the colors and everything. Good story, good filming. Very nice. Underrated

[@chaotic.visionz]

Really grateful for the kind words, thank you. Glad to hear it. 😌

[@kadambarikadam7896]

I love the way you express it. It's a warm feeling. Life is unfair mostly but after all it's a life and words really matters, Words works like a shell at hard times.

[@chaotic.visionz]

Thank you so much. And that's such a good way of putting it. Life is unfair, but we can all help to make it better - even if it is just through a few words. 😌

[@nikkistewart1766]

Honestly, it doesn’t matter how you feel in life, no one makes it out alive, no matter what age you are.

[@chaotic.visionz]

Very true words. Which is why you should make the most of it.

[@JaydensNotMyKid-os5yh]

Silence is all that is left. No more kids, no more family, no more friends, bishops and missionaries have abandoned me, the world hates me and I so desperately want my life over to make my ex-daighter happy.

[@torenielsen9993]

People want to be around people that are ok. They want to hire people that are ok. Not being ok sucks extremely hard.

[@chaotic.visionz]

I agree massively with this. However, i believe that you're not living for others. That's what helps me. I WANT TO BE HAPPY...and therefore screw everybody else's opinions of me. If people still want to be around me, or hire me, than that's what makes me know that I'm happy and comfortable with myself - even though I may still not be fully ok. I understand that this may be different for everyone and that it sure as hell is difficult too. But not everyone is the same - in every sense. 🙂

[@Colton.ontheadventure]

I’ve been battling mental health on and off for a few years and I’ve really debated on sharing my story. I really want to do it, especially to show other men out there that it’s okay to feel this way and get the help we need. Im just not sure how to do it. I know i look super happy on the outside but the people with the biggest smiles are often covering up the most :(

[@chaotic.visionz]

Thank you sharing that. It's often the best way to start helping yourself too - to share your struggles. I know it's hard to keep it all covered, but letting it out, even to one person, can be enough to get the ball rolling to help yourself. Of course, this is from personal experience, so it may not help everyone, but don't be scared to share what's happening. There will be someone who will listen, even if it's a stranger. Kindness is still a thing, and hopefully it will help. If you feel like you need someone to talk to tho, and you don't know where to look, my ears are always available. Don't struggle alone. 💚

[@VilkanVisions]

Awesome shots, I love the colors!

[@chaotic.visionz]

Thanks very much!! 👍

[@Shree12344]

This is very true ..no one knows that what's the purpose of the bad time that is shown by god/life to you, we would never know if we end our life at that moment. I believe every bad phase in life has a purpose ..may be will come to know about it after 1 year or 10 years..but it is true. Always make your brain to think positive even in the negative situations. A Hindi Saying in India - Akhirkaar Aag me tapkar he to Sona khata banta hai ! Translation - After all a metal becomes a pure gold only after burning itself in fire ! It means a true human being is that who faces every bad phase in life and becomes stronger and stronger !

[@chaotic.visionz]

Thank you so much for your words!! And i couldn't agree more. 😌

[@ijo58media2]

This is awesome, "great work" and the message is definitely on point........

[@chaotic.visionz]

Really happy to hear that, thank you.

[@flixnite5383]

This video is so comforting, it helped me more than other video with 1M view. This is Underrated

[@chaotic.visionz]

Really happy to hear that it had that effect. It makes me glad to know that it is helping people. Thank you for the kind words. 😊

[@meghbalika727]

you i have related it with me I thought it is just my story that is going on I appreciate .............. this is one of the best short story that I have ever seen or heard narrating

[@chaotic.visionz]

It's both good and bad that you do relate to it, and i do hope you are ok, but i really do appreciate the kind words. Thank you. 😌

[@meghbalika727]

@@chaotic.visionz thank you ....i am not ...but trust me really trying to be ....but thank you sooo much

[@chaotic.visionz]

That's good that you're trying. If you do need anyone to talk to, please do let me know. But you are very welcome. It's no problem at all. 🙂

[@meghbalika727]

@@chaotic.visionz thank you dear ...this care itself means a lot to me .....really !!

[@chaotic.visionz]

That's all good. No worries. 🙂

[@ecehant9395]

Even the fact that there's no capital letters affected me

[@chaotic.visionz]

Haha. For the most part, it was on purpose. It was meant to be like one long line of text. Plus, capital letters looked really hard against the footage, if you get me. But i will admit, there should've been a capital after the "pause." bit. So apologies for that. 😕

[@FreakinfreakInfreaki]

But I am alone. Nobody around me really understands or gets it. I feel tired, anxious, unwanted and beyond worthless. I've been waiting for things to get better for years. 5 years ago I told myself that if things don't get better by the time I'm 30 then I'm done. I turn 28 soon and honestly I don't know if I'll even make it to 30 at this point.

[@chaotic.visionz]

They might not understand or get it, but there will somebody who will listen. Baby steps. Just talk to people. What have u got to lose? But things take time. Not always the same amount of time, but still time. If you do need an ear tho, gimme a shout.

[@darianadelarosa1526]

I’m sorry you feel this way 😞😓💔

[@antiroxtaartwork821]

You are so good in composition...and the story is great

[@chaotic.visionz]

Appreciate that, thank you. Took a little while to come up with, so I'm glad it paid off. 😌

[@antiroxtaartwork821]

@@chaotic.visionz your color grading is awesome...hope to see more

[@chaotic.visionz]

Thanks a lot. And hopefully I'll get to creating more videos soon when we're allowed to leave the house. 🙃

[@antiroxtaartwork821]

@@chaotic.visionz that is so true... ive stuck at home too...stay safe

[@chaotic.visionz]

@@antiroxtaartwork821 yeah. Thanks, and you too. 👍

[@kathydavenport4422]

Life is not fair but it’s ok. Thank you for sharing

[@chaotic.visionz]

Mhm. You are most welcome. 🙃

[@princeadil1966]

Very positive feelings you re not alone

[@chaotic.visionz]

Thanks very much. 😌

[@cosmicreef5858]

Life IS fair but it is not a living being! It gives you ALL the chances to be happy but YOU have to recognize them! Without hard work your success would be meaningless. Yes life is hard but it supposed to. If you keep up with it, follow it's rules then it WILL pay off! You WILL be the best you as you can be! Do not give up! You are not alone! You are more than enough, strong enough, pretty enough, smart enough! You don't have to accomplish outstanding things just to worth as much!

[@chaotic.visionz]

That is all very true. But not everybody has that drive to find happiness. Being stuck doesn't mean that you're not trying tho. It may mean that so much is being thrown your way, that your unable to see a way out. Everybody experiences things differently. One person may not have to try as hard as the next person. But one person's will to keep going and push isn't the same as the next person's either. Life is different for everybody. That's the unfair part.

[@stefyguereschi]

THANK 🌹

[@himalsaud7008]

Thank you so much for this Perfectly matched with my situation 🥰❣

[@chaotic.visionz]

You're most welcome. I'm glad you could find resemblance through it. 😌

[@rudy_kolibri]

Nice motivation video, hope it will get better one day... but nice video

[@chaotic.visionz]

Really appreciate the kind words, thank you.

[@rudy_kolibri]

@@chaotic.visionz np

[@brandjoker3139]

Can I use the background music for our Mental health presentation this weekend?

[@chaotic.visionz]

Sorry i didn't get to reply straight away - but an answer anyway - the music isn't mine, but i believe is copyright free. So you should be all good for future. 🙂

[@Stevow_]

I'm 0:08 seconds in and im already crying.

[@chaotic.visionz]

It means a lot to hear that it's hitting so many people in this way. The aim is to spread awareness and make people understand what goes on with those who are struggling. I hope you are doing well, but please do use this as somewhere to vent if not. 🙂

[@hayleyburkhead]

so good

[@chaotic.visionz]

Thank you so much. 🙃

[@kuldeepjsingh6786]

Ur not alone a tight hug from me to u God bless u

[@chaotic.visionz]

Thanks a lot! And back at you! 😊

[@jomarfabi7089]

Good day to the creator of this video..May I ask a permission to use it in my exam as part also of the video I making. Also some of the sounds. Thank you continue to spread awareness 💚

[@chaotic.visionz]

Heyo. Yes, of course - please do!! I hope your exam goes well!! And i will do. 🙂

[@robinhiltz3968]

Just remember it's o.k. to not be o.k. I tell myself that everyday.

[@chaotic.visionz]

Exactly. But even if you tell yourself that, and it's still not helping, you can reach out to someone. That might help too. 😌

[@miramacanovic6435]

❤

[@AFFECTIONNNNNN]

🥰

[@ranirahman229]

🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@chaotic.visionz]

Thank youuuu!!

[@EnterTheVoid-]

Thank you 😊

[@chaotic.visionz]

You are most welcome. 😌

[@kckctorrefieltorrefiel101]

Hello!! Can I use it for our short film? Thank you!!

[@chaotic.visionz]

Yes, of course - not a problem!! All I ask is if you can make sure to credit me please? Thank you. 🙂

[@jasminevinuya8963]

What is the background music? For project in school only 😊

[@chaotic.visionz]

It's a piece i found on a site for non-copyrighted music. Unfortunately, i can't remember off the top of my head - might be listed in the description of the video tho. 😁

[@AngelRoseOngoco]

Good day😊, May i ask your permission to use your video for educational purposes only, Thankyou in advance🥰❤️

[@chaotic.visionz]

Heyo. Yes, of course!! If you could just credit me in some way alongside the usage, that would be great - no worries if not though. 😊

[@adamv9784]

Everyone leaves sooner or later if I open up.

[@chaotic.visionz]

Better to be open and have people around you that actually want to be there instead of fake people.

[@adamv9784]

@@chaotic.visionz ig that's true, but that's also how i ended up with having noone

[@chaotic.visionz]

Don't measure your life by how many friends you have. You will tend to find what you're not looking for.

[@adamv9784]

@@chaotic.visionz I'm trying not to, it just gets lonely sometimes

[@chaotic.visionz]

I know. But that's one of the good things about the internet. You can talk to strangers and never have to worry about seeing them again.

[@jamaicahguro89]

Good day! May I ask your permission to use your vid for educational purposes? Thank you 😊

[@chaotic.visionz]

Hey there! Of course! It would be my pleasure, and i think that'd be great. Thank you for asking, and i hope it goes well with whatever you're using it for. 💚

[@JohnCarlNicanor]

Can you tell me what's the background music you use

[@chaotic.visionz]

It's a copyright free instrumental piece. Can't remember exactly what it's called, but there's a website for royalty free songs that you can use in KZbin videos.

[@ecehant9395]

dreams - fireflies

[@chaotic.visionz]

Thank you. 👍

[@nursyahirahchua3482]

What’s the name of website?thanks I’m advance. Love your vid

[@chaotic.visionz]

Audio Library. And thanks so much!! 😊

[@ecahsunday2535]

may i know what is the title of the music you used in the video?

[@chaotic.visionz]

I do apologise - i actually can't remember. All i remember was that it was from a royalty free site, and was in the more emotional/cinematic-type section. 😅

[@ruthbonghanoy39]

Feeln so lifeless😶

[@chaotic.visionz]

Everything ok??

[@vialigtas]

I feel sad watching 😥

[@chaotic.visionz]

I am sorry to hear that. I do hope you're ok. 💚

[@vialigtas]

@@chaotic.visionz yes thanks.

[@rayr536]

Yeah, im so stupid and worthless that i got lost, thats it

[@chaotic.visionz]

There's nothing wrong with getting lost. U just just gotta find the path back that's best for you. 😌

[@veronicasimone6204]

Permission to use???😭

[@chaotic.visionz]

Yes, of course!! As long as we are credited, please feel free to use it. 🙃