Its been a year since my mental breakdown.. Lets Talk. || Harmony Nice

[@wildchild5955]

I like the metaphor of a relationship being a cherry on top of a sundae, because you can have a sundae without a cherry, it’s still good without a cherry. A cherry is an extra not a necessity

[@tamarabrady5672]

Isn't it just perfect? i'm definitely going to be using this to describe relationships to friends and my children in the future!!! go on Harmony!!!

[@CharlotteHodgetts-du2jq]

It was a very good metaphor. She’s a wise young woman x

[@goodmorningcece]

"There is no end goal, we're all going to die" Honestly if that aint the perfect Tinder bio idk what is.

[@CrocodileCookies]

Don't give me ideas 😂

[@aaronsilver-pell411]

That's untrue. We will all be revived. This is reality.

[@altercell_]

Would you F to that? I would F to that

[@caelestiavulpes5457]

My mother always says it takes a life to learn how to live. I'm currently in the process of getting help for depression and social anxiety and it gives me hope to hear about your story. Much love.

[@LaLaLonna]

I love that, its very true. Your mother must be a very wise person.

[@lilyevans4250]

Seriously can’t express how much I appreciate you ♥️ You’re such a ray of light! Xoxo!

[@amazinglasiter]

Thank you so much for sharing your journey. I appreciate the hell out of you for taking your time and energy to make this video. You have such a beautiful soul . I've been going through a self growth journey and it's so helpful to hear someone elses experiences and journey. 😭😍

[@amazinglasiter]

Haha definitely didn't mean to leave my comment as a reply to yours. Guess that's what happens when I watch videos late at night 😂

[@jayde_884]

lily evans I really thought this said you’re so gay so we learned 2 things. 1, I’m illiterate. 2, nope just 1

[@larissavinkful]

watching 47 minutes is not a punishment at all

[@SkyDiverification]

Just so you know: my five month old kitten, Wasabi, started rubbing his face on the phone over and over again and purring when this video started playing. 😊

[@doralilikovacs2898]

omg your cat has the cutest name 😍

[@user-gx8xv2un5n]

I just wanna say this is so beautiful and inspiring to anyone with mental health struggles. Thank you fo being so open and strong, beautiful ❤️ I know it gives me hope!

[@naife1000]

I had a mental breakdown when I was 14 & I had to drop out of school. I’m 18 now & in all honesty I haven’t improved as much as you’d think you ‘should’ in 4 years. Sometimes I’m like ‘girl, what is u doin, it’s been 4 years, & you’re still depressed, you’re still scared of life, you still have panic attacks etc...’ But it’s odd. No matter how much I suffer, & how long I suffer for, I’ve always known that somehow, some way, some day, I will feel bliss. You’ve just gotta remember, your time will come :) it has to :)

[@clo1958]

The exact same happened to me, yesss our day will come🥰🥰

[@naife1000]

Clo19

[@amiecollins3155]

Girl I feel you, I've had so many instances that you could call "mental breakdowns" but I prefer to call "going into crisis" in my life, and I still struggle with the littlest things. But in the last video I watched Alex Meyers said something like "I used to try to be better than everyone else but now I just try to be better than my last time and honestly life is much easier." and I feel like this is true for everyone. Just because it doesn't feel like you've improved when you compare yourself to other's people's lives *which you never know what people are actually going through so honestly, it's just not a great way to evaluate your life*, it doesn't mean that when you look back you didn't gain anything. One step at a time!!

[@naife1000]

Amie Collins really kind of you to take the time to respond to me. I’m rarely open about this so to receive kindness when I do means so much. Really, thank you

[@amiecollins3155]

@@naife1000 I think I was talking to both of us haha

[@Passiekassie]

I didn't watch this video immediately because I am stubborn and I don't want to face my own reality. But I know I have to. And it is comforting to know that you went through the shit I am going through right now. At first I felt like I deserved to be miserable, I LIKED being miserable and sad. But I got so used to being like that, that now I just can't seem to get out of it. I want to be happy now but it feels like no one is understanding how I feel. But I'll be honest, hearing from people that 'you have to get over it' sounds infuriating at first but I hope that some day it will click in to place. At the moment i'm feeling good. I know I have to get over it. I know I just need to DO things. But when you are in that negative mindset it just seems to make it worse. I wish much strength to you and everyone else dealing with these sorts of issues. You don't need to be perfect. Your life isn't over when you didn't get what you expected. It is ok to be sad but don't let it overtake you. We will die in the end anyways, so why not just see what happens living life first?

[@nalina1703]

Harmony we love you and I’m so proud of you for talking about mental health and your life, you really help me and others for talking about this!!! We love you Harmony 🥰❤️💖

[@sojadoesrandomstuff]

This is the most precious video on the internet. Thank you for this, I definitely needed it💕

[@xLiLlyx98]

I agree about that appearance thing ... I've been wearing only black for ages and now I feel like implementing some natural colours and I'm genuinely worried that everyone will address it or comment on it... well we'll see heh xD This video was very helpful or at least I plan to take it to heart and actually do something about being a paralysed slug. Soon... soon... Also I think the links in the description are missing 😅😘

[@efoy_ivyhund6172]

It has been very similar to me and I am worrying the same thing. Want to agree that we will both implement at least one new, different clothing piece by December 31st? I'm trying to give my self a lot of time yes

[@gothempress]

This is to both of you. Wear what you want on your bodies and know that most people aren't nearly as aware of what you're doing as you think they are. Some people may comment, but I bet most of the comments will be encouraging. Change is a GOOD thing, and, as a fellow all-black (goth) wearer, it's not like we don't' already get weird looks and comments, right? Haha! But I know anxiety isn't something you can rationalize at any given time. My advice is just keep reminding yourself that you're safe, you're absolutely fine, and that you look fantastic. Hopefully this helps! ^_^

[@saranox7319]

Same, the challenge is on to not buy anything black clothingwise. 😜

[@xLiLlyx98]

@@efoy_ivyhund6172 sure let's do it! I'm desperate for fall to begin because I have a gorgeous dark green sweater that I wanna wear 😂

[@xLiLlyx98]

@@gothempress i know. If I get comments they're all on good faith and meant as jokes, no one is going to give me shit about it. Also in fall I will be starting in a few uni classes where I probably won't know anyone so I can basically do what I want free of expectations, yey 😊

[@willowgrey5983]

We love your Harmony. I just came out of one of my biggest mental breakdowns. I really needed this. I've been a huge fan forever and you have always been my anti depressant in my life. 🖤

[@anabella2570]

i can feel myself and my mental health starting to decline, and it’s scary to sort of be at the top of the roller coaster, just waiting to start the decline. it’s a scary prospect, even if i’ve been through it before. keeping things in perspective and seeing the end of the tunnel is almost impossible, when the tunnels only just started. but thank you for speaking about your experiences and your recovery, harmony. it’s nice to hear from somebody else that the tunnel does have an end, that the lowest point means you can only go up, and every other fucking cliche in the world. it’s hard to remind myself of that, so hearing it from somebody else helps.

[@viola8169]

This is so strange, I was thinking about you and binge watching your videos and you uploaded 💖 Love you from Italy💫

[@Jimoarikika]

I am just simply proud of you, I am still struggling with my mental illness but it’s also getting better. You’re my inspiration and motivation 🖤 Glad you’re alive and here, with us.. sharing your amazing creativity and ideas, you’re so pure and beautiful person. Thanks to you I could find my way in witchcraft and I will ever will grateful even I’ll never meet you 🖤🌙 xo

[@artsya95]

Harmony, Thank you so much for making this video. I also have gone through much of what you described in this video. Last year and part of 2017 was some of the lowest points of my life. Graduating university really hurt my mental health since it took me a while to realize I wouldn’t be seeing the people I want to see as often anymore. Most of my friends from home were in school still so I didn’t see them often either. I felt truly alone. I was also stuck in a job where everyone who worked there were just absolutely horrible and toxic. I had a mental breakdown around the same time you did where I ended up quitting my toxic job, started going to therapy, and started to pick up the pieces of my life a little. I also found your channel a little before my own breakdown and your videos have definitely helped me a lot. I just wanted to thank you so much for everything you do, and I’m so glad that you are doing better. I absolutely agree that everyone should go to therapy, even if you aren’t “mentally ill” because it really does help you gain peace of mind and it also gives you a place to freely talk about your problems. Before I started therapy I definitely feel like I over shared my issues with my friends and I’m sure they felt just as burnt out as I did. By going to therapy, I definitely think I mended my friendships, and I also realized some of them were more toxic, and I cut them out of my life. I feel more at peace with myself than I’ve ever been!

[@allieconzola]

Harmony!! I'm so happy and proud of you! I went through a period of depression around the same time you did. Seeing your videos talking about mental health really helped me and made me feel like if you were getting through it, then so could I. And we both did! You're right, mental health does waver and it's never perfect, but i'm so glad you're doing better now. The amount of emotional and mental growth you've shown in the past year or so is incredible. Thanks for keeping it real. :)

[@madduxvas1031]

Love you and your vids harmony! Keep up the good work💜

[@cryptidcutie164]

I'm so proud of how far you've come and I can't wait to see what else this journey has in store for you 💙 a literal goddess

[@cclecombe]

I'm glad you're feeling better than you were a year ago! I feel like July/Ausgust time is when all the life changing shit happens. Finding a good therapist is soooo important and getting a good one who gets you makes SUCH a difference. On a seperate note, I definately say you in the city the other day and smiled but soon realised you wouldn't have had any idea who I was lmao.

[@elieli2893]

Harmony, this spoke to me on a deep level. Listened to it all, and many pieces of your advice kind of hit me to the heart. I also have problems with anxiety and depression, and it's getting better now, but of course I'm not completely out of it yet. I also go to therapy and I think I and my therapist are an okay match. It felt so relieving to hear someone in a similar situation talk about this stuff. It also actually soothed some of my current little persistent anxieties about stuff that I really can't control 😅 Thank you, you beautiful person :)

[@chelseaanne9843]

Starts out looking like a life tribute at a funeral... brings in wisdom for the ages. Beautiful. 💕

[@batbob3085]

47:40 well spent ❤️💜🧡💛💚💙 I thought I was crazy but what you said is how I felt thank you ☺️ for making me feel more normal and less alone

[@lindsey7569]

Goddamn Harmony. I cried during the clips of the short film. Ugh I love you and am so happy for you on your life journey

[@milataraczky]

She is so inspirational. As an artist, as a witch, as a writer, as a filmmaker and as a person. Thank you Harmony❤️

[@jess57565]

wow.. i needed this so badly. thank you so much.

[@HeliPalviainen]

Oh my goddess, this video... It all is common sense but still needs to be said and HEARD from time to time. THANK YOU. What an emotional rollercoaster. I needed to hear all this severely. This opened something inside, some Pandora's box. All the feelings are rushing over me right now and it hurts but cleanses at the same time. Thank you. This was a good beating.

[@drakenfolk]

I just wanted to say that I really appreciate your words here. I'm currently in a really stressful moment of my life and felt really exhausted, tired and not good in general. I just really enjoyed sitting down, taking up my first beginner knitting project and listening to your words. I wanted to learn knitting for some time now because its just really cool to be able to create your own clothing for autumn and winter, but I felt silly because knitting is something .. well that has a not-cool and boring stigma around it. But I just said "idgaf" and am learning a new hobby now just because I want to. It's soo important to do things like this. :)

[@julim.2855]

I am just going through a very bad phase in my life and you are right: it's very nice to see a video like this. Wish you all the best x

[@21summerdreams]

On a serious note....Thanks for your videos you mean so much to a lot of people & I want nothing more than to see you prosper in life, you amazing wiccan queen💚

[@MsNightcorelover]

Thank you Harmony :) I don’t know why, but even before you get really into things in these mental health videos, I already feel a bit better... like I have this rush of motivation and energy whereas I’m normally sluggish and lack motivation.

[@darcyo7982]

this entire video helped me SO MUCH more than you could imagine. bless you, love your videos.

[@AleksUndead]

First of all; Baaaaaaaaaaaaabeeeee 😍 And Second; I NEED that lava lamp! Wtf 😳🔥 This honestly makes me so happy and sad at the same time. Seeing the you from the mental breakdown video reminds me of myself. I'm doing better now, but still have a long way to go. You are such an inspiration to me Harmony, it gives me courage to pull through. Thank you for putting yourself out there and spread word on mental health. We need more of you in the world! Like literally more Harmony's haha 🙈😘

[@madelineNstokes]

Harmony I relate to everything you have said in this especially “the right people will not take advantage of you” I have been an empath forever and have had so many toxic and manipulative people take advantage of that. This really opened my eyes to see that I need to look at myself and not undervalue myself and my friendships.

[@LiiLMisseuh]

now this is a helpful video at this period of the year. i've been stressed about going back to school for the first time in almost three years, and this video has given me a lot of confidence

[@paintbyflo7409]

I wish I could get this whole video tattooed in my brain so I never forget all the advice you gave. Thank you so so much, this helped me so much

[@belucastelo_]

Thank you so much for sharing what you have learnt with us. This is really helpful and I already feel less alone. So glad that you are doing better and hope you continue to improve and grow as a person.

[@ericabeauchamp3157]

I still come back to this video when I feel like I’m having a low. Just used the entire 47 mins to have in the background while I cleaned my room, and harmony’s voice and vibes always feels like a cleanse. I hope she’s living her best life ❤

[@jadedpotato1574]

same i miss her sm i hope she's doing amazing ❤

[@samjade1205]

This is the best, thank you Harmony. I can see just how much you've grown in the last year just by how you're talking and the advice you're giving, I love you, you're an angel x

[@Gypsymumma90]

Wow girl alot has changed in your life bless your heart ❤💚💜💙💛

[@anne-louisecantat6014]

Hi Harmony, I’ m already sorry for my english ( i’m french). But I juste want to say that your vidéo make me think a lot bacause I have regonized myself (but i know that every story of dépression is differents). And I’m sure your video help me to move on . So thank you so much. Kisses

[@migglep]

Mine happened in 2015. It gets better and better, then it gets harder, then it gets better and better, then it gets harder, then it gets and better and better and better and better! Sometimes it feels like two steps forward, one back, but it ALWAYS gets better

[@iyeris]

1. If you have a bad experience with therapy, try again. 10:50 2. Even though someone may make you feel good sometimes, doesn’t mean they’re good for you. (Recognizing toxic relationships). 15:34 3. Healthy boundaries in relationships and friendships are a positive thing. 22:39 4. You can’t control everything. 27:40

[@WisdomClarity]

Thank you for doing the work. Everything anybody needs to know lol if they cant afford one on one therapy. Wooh. Thanks so much gorgeous ❤ wish you still made videos

[@cBake0]

Glad you overcame :D, I've been going through a complete breakdown of my own. Thankfully I've got amazing friends in my support network and they have helped me through it. I feel like I'm finally cresting the hill after almost a year and six months of crushing self destructive depression. Got a job now and hoping to get on my feet within a couple months. All the strength for your continued journey, and thank you for sharing your experience it helps the rest of us out here to not feel alone or alien in our own experiences.

[@rhaec]

I am on the outgoing bit of a mental breakdown and hearing someone I admire talk about this was so healing for me. I lost my job (fired for the first time in my life) and recently started my own business which is scary and hard on top of all my emotions. I am also a super super sensitive and soft person. I needed to hear this today.

[@nicoley.7429]

Love you so much Harmony. You spoke much wisdom here. I see a therapist as well! She improved my life so much and I go back to her as needed for years now. I agree that everyone can benefit from a good counselor.

[@jordiewoods9303]

I have severe depression I’m obese and suicidal I am thankful that I didn’t go through with my suicide because I found the light in the end of the tunnel I’m getting a therapist soon. My life has gotten so much better in the last few months, never stop fighting harmony!

[@gia.r03]

This is exactly everything I needed to hear right now - thank you for being so open and real and reminding me (and everyone) that muddling through life is normal and my best is enough❤❤❤

[@MRVAANY87]

💜💜💜💜YOUR MIND YOUR RULES happiness and peace comes from within its a choice 💜💜💜💜💜know love forgive grow control your self and the universe will be your playground much love kindness hope strength magic miracles true friendships epic adventures luck sexiness happiness

[@the_bob_147]

S e x i n e s s 😏😏

[@meganbolton207]

I'm so happy that there are more people talking about this. It makes such a big difference. Believe me when I say I've been in a constant battle with myself. It's nice to know that a beautiful, sweet person like you are willing to help others learn. 😍🥰😘

[@richiebjustan80sgreb68]

Your a Beautiful Soul Harmony, Blessed Be ⛤ 🌛 🌕 🌜 ⛤

[@SpoonG]

You're growing so much and becoming more confident day by day, and it shows! Of course you cannot be all shiny and bright all the time, but it's more a matter of dealing with your issues healthily than "defeating" the "wrong" part of yourself. Thank you for sharing your struggles and the things you've learned with us, you're so much helpful and you literally have no idea. (Also, I think you might like Kelly Ann Maddox' KZbin channel, if you don't know her already, she's a fellow witch and cohnselor and her content is bomb) Hugs and kisses!

[@blue_boulevard4429]

Thank you, thank you so incredibly much for making this video. { TW SUICIDE } About a year and a half ago, I attempted to kill myself and almost succeeded. And now I’m looking back at this period of my life, and I know for a fact that I am not recovered, that I still struggle, that living will remain a fight, and yet I can tell I have made so much progress and I’m in a completely different place And at the time I was so sure there was no way for me to get out of this situation So thank you for bringing hope for those who struggle with mental health and might feel like they’re completely alone 💕 So proud of how far you’ve come! Keep going Harmony, we love you SO MUCH

[@woodwalker2264]

Long video... Worth it ..This was refreshing and i kinda needed it today. You appeared different even in this one, like something had brushed some of the crap away revealing a beautiful soul. No clue if you've ever tried it but think would be fun for you maybe to go try a Rage room. BB- Taurus Witch

[@amberelizabeth3439]

im legit saving this so i can remind myself of all this high quality advice. legit felt so blah after leaving my therapist apt last week, but this video helped wonders :) thx homie

[@BuffTaanJai99]

Love you - never stop showing kindness, never stop showing love

[@threatlevelmac3497]

I love you harmony. you have helped me with so much more than I originally thought your channel would and I'm so thankful for you as a person and as a KZbinr. thank you Harmony 💓

[@alexfairywithboots8389]

I needed this video right now, i m having a very bad time and all the tips are just what i need, thank you so so much♡♡♡♡

[@bubbiesful]

This was so brave putting out your faults and insecurities, I've been struggling too and it's refreshing to see someone grow and move forward from these challenges

[@chelle4444]

Thank you so much for sharing your experiences (that must've been nerve wracking...let your confidence soar). I can relate to what you've shared but I'm so sorry to hear that you've been through such hard times. So glad to hear that you're making progress though and when the tougher days do come around just remember that you've made it this far and you will make it through them again. You are a blessing my dear and your journey will teach you all that you need to learn about yourself. Thank you so so much for sharing. Much love xxx

[@evaweir4007]

This is one of the most validating things I've ever listened to

[@stephenmartin8197]

I'm bipolar. I admire your honesty!

[@patsuri7314]

Bipolar too❤️

[@salemwitch5220]

Thank you for this video. Perfect timing. I've been slipping more lately into dark areas in my mind. I'm at a job I absolutely hate with a passion. I just recently decided I have to get out. I'm interviewing this Wednesday with a company I've had my eyes on for some time. Everything about it just feels so right and super positive. My instincts tell me this is it. It took time for me to admit just how miserable I was. That I had it in me to make the necessary changes. Thank you beautiful young lady for being so honest and real. August 22. Job scored!

[@fancyfallacy]

I know it’s been ages ago, but just so happy you got the job! Hope you’re still happy there!

[@kathlenedaniels9401]

I had a mental breakdown last year as well, I'm really proud of you for talking about it. I still don't talk about mine. Thanks for being a good example

[@regankain699]

Thank you so much for this video! I really needed to hear this! You’re a beautiful person! 🌻🧡

[@nicolabraybrooke6732]

Hamony you are a inspiration and you should be soo proud of yourself thankyou for your videos it gives me hope that the darkness will fade

[@ramona1890]

I've never wanted to hug someone as much as i want to hug you

[@josephhudson7378]

Stay soft and caring. There are enough people who let the world make them "hard". This was a great video! Now, us fans are curious about you.

[@caterinastella4303]

Girl, you are BEAUTIFUL, outside and inside.

[@visitinghours420]

I need to stop falling in love with KZbinrs. It's not healthy.

[@mrsdaisymama]

The intro was so well done!!! 💛

[@sunnyd7598]

as marina said in her song "i guess i've known it all along, the truth is you have to be soft to be strong" you should listen to that song! is beautiful and relatable: marina - soft to be strong

[@tiffanymoore1026]

I’m only 10 min into the video and it’s already what I needed to hear. It took so much for me to go to therapy, and I finally made it there. My first session was so short. I’m not good at opening up so I didn’t mention much and surely didn’t mention the bad things that brought me there. After the second session, I only mention good news too and she declared me cured and said to cancel my future appointments. I’ve never thought about trying a new therapist until now. It was so hard to get to this one that I didn’t want to go through the process again (I’m in the US and mental health services are extremely difficult to get). Thank you for this whole video. You are amazing and inspirational 💜

[@lottehale6868]

I really needed to hear this. Thank you Harmony and I wish so much love and happiness your way 💖🌸 You’re doing amazing x

[@ellamcguffee2736]

I have been considering Wicca year’s your videos and support to all of us who don’t know about it helped me make my final decision I respect you so much and want you to know

[@bethanygreenwood8259]

I wish there was a way to show more love than just a thimbs up! What an amazing honest video. All the love for you!! 💛💛💛

[@ryleenhannah]

Going through a hard time right now and this helped me take mind off of it and give me hope.

[@platypups]

I'm exactly the same, I've never been able to leave toxic people and situations. My brain makes excuses for them: "We all make mistakes", "No one's perfect", "They've just had a bad day, I shouldn't overreact about this", "Oh, but they've got *insert mental health issue*, so that's why they're treating me badly; I'll forgive them even though they just crapped all over me". It wasn't until this year that I finally found the strength to say enough is enough with the toxic situations in my life.

[@JustMe-ne2ne]

So much love to you!!!

[@roxyakanotsatan]

Even if you would do a video which is an hour long I would definitely watch it because you are one of my favorite KZbinrs and I really enjoy your content! Keep doing your amazing work and don't worry about being late with a video, your only human lots of love

[@thebarefoothobbit]

I really needed this today. I feel the exact same way and react the same way as you did to things.

[@caciehayworth7283]

harmony, you are such a goddess. 💞

[@juliebrand]

Thank you so much for this video, i'm going through really hard times right now and you give me hope for my future ♥

[@mapmappampam8758]

Thank you harmony♥️ you're such a role model.

[@Thepearlescentdakini]

sending healing ur way, thank u for tryng ur best and sharing. i myself had bad expereinces with therapists, but i have . a new one now and ibe grown alot

[@levanamoonshadows]

Beautiful video! Thank you for sharing your story

[@zipbaf8841]

About saying you're going to therapy... When I've said that I might go to therapy or I was going to therapy many people told me that they'd gone to therapy, they were still going to therapy, or asked me information about going because they wanted to go. So yeah, you're not alone

[@AlexandraHelm]

This video seriously came in the most perfect time!!! I'm currently facing some tough times since my boyfried left a few weeks ago to study in Bali for one semester! On the one hand I'm soooo happy for him that he gets this awesome opportunity, on the other hand I have some trust issues because of a relationship that did not go so well in the past. A few days ago I found myself crying and seeing everything super dark and pointless. But I talked everything out with my Boyfriend and he could calm me down and make me feel safe again. I know that for the next few moths it will be hard for me, but like you said I need to switch over to positive thoughts and don't let myself go crazy over things that only happen in my head!! Thanks for this video, Harmony!!!!

[@nuithaditrahoorkhuit6229]

I love your videos! Brazil here!

[@sophieisobellloyd3629]

For some reason I got a bit emotional at some parts of this video. I've had a few bad experiences with therapy and have recently been considering going again when I go back to uni.

[@BuffTaanJai99]

Go! 💚💙💜💚

[@romanticdove]

This video is so inspiring and helps so much! Recently I have come to realise my anxieties with my relationships and friendships and how I have a hard time trusting people and believing in me. I'm actually currently looking for a counselor to help me work on this and to help me work through some of the anxieties I face with having autism which is a daily struggle.

[@victoriaelle6397]

thank you for being so open with us!! you're always so relatable. love you 💓

[@WillowNightOwlInTN]

Sending you love and hugs from this old gal in Tennessee, I do understand, more than I can say. It is so helpful for others to have you speaking out so honestly about these issues that affect so many of us. Thank you for your honesty, and your courage to be open. :)

[@clara2797]

This video gave me so much motivation! thanks you Harmony :)

[@amberbrealey1122]

You are "spot on", i got alot from your video, we have to work hard at this everyday !!! Well done !

[@belladonna1083]

I love you...mental is s form of suppressed shamanism...Grateful for you being you...love Gemini

[@marieroseeee]

you are such a beautiful soul

[@miranda1594]

I have a similar situation mental health wise, depression as far as I can remember, however. I remember watching these videos and feeling for you. When you were getting better, I felt so happy for you, yet jealous because I felt like things would never change for me. Shit was BAD bad for a while. I had panic attacks constantly but I finally had one that my girlfriend felt was severe enough to take me to the ER. After a few appointments, good and bad, and trials with medicine, I’m finally on an antidepressant that’s helping me. My girlfriend told me a few months ago that I’m a completely different person. I can do simple and difficult things now and can calm myself down without even realizing it. It’s so crazy how drastic things can change and how happy you can feel. I used to think being numb was better but holy shit I’d rather feel all the bad just so I can feel all the good too.