Creep-P - Don't Touch Me ft. KAITO

[@ItsCreepP]

Because I know people will NOT read the description: Yes, I know that Don't Touch Me sounds like a lot of my other songs; and it has the same structure. I'm aware of that. The only excuse I can give is that I wasn't taking much criticism when I was writing TV (album, not song), which ended up being a really bad mistake on my end, and I wish I had listened; but I can see what people mean. I posted the song because this song means a LOT to me. So please, if your comment has to do with that this song sounds the same of a lot of my other songs, or about the 2nd verse (which I do explain in the description of why it's a bit off), then please, keep it to yourself. Thank you.

[@ItsCreepP]

I do appreciate the comments, and usually they come from a place of criticism that is genuine, and as I said, I do appreciate it, but I'm aware of this fact for this song (along with others), but as just a request from me to you guys, if you have constructive criticism (which ISN'T just "oh this song sounds the same as [insert song]", please go ahead and tell me! Otherwise, if it's just that the song sounds the same; keep it to yourself.

[@jl3606]

Creep-P (Eyeris) please just get better.

[@lilygiron7587]

I love your songs!! really!

[@hugoc.m.7727]

kaito looks like bendy

[@cinthiacooper7252]

Creep-P (Eyeris) your songs are the best I've heard in a long time

[@TinyDragonG69]

"Don't let them see Don't let them see Delete your browser history."

[@michele9681]

TinyDragonG By “let them see lies” “While you will die”

[@intoxicated5321]

*Everybody's life in a nutshell*

[@pichu478]

Thanks

[@780-b9r]

Michele "Fabricated truth of all deceased"

[@elizadesiree843]

The entire male gender and me,a girl who is 11 and scheartes this kind of things 6 times in a week: *Y E S*

[@marinakat9237]

"Delete your browser history" Oh shet u rite

[@lolmdr2601]

Marina Kat I agree

[@bagelee_]

Marina Kat ikr

[@nimabegum7244]

Marina Kat kaito found the hentai stash runnnn!!!

[@pierrebustamante3783]

Hahahaha

[@scrapednun458]

Marina Kat, relatable.

[@nanik4913]

I'm really in love with the old timey art style Ghost drew for the main character (You?) But goodness.. As the song went on, I got so worried and honestly thought this was some goodbye song but I checked out the description.. Creep, I know I'm just a random stranger, but I'm really proud of you trying to keep strong and move forward! I also suffer from depression and suicidal thoughts frequently so its really inspiring to see you still fighting through it all. Stay strong!!

[@nanik4913]

take a fuckin sip babes Yeah I realized after I posted the comment lol I'll go ahead and edit that~

[@KellyTheCat-ns1oh]

Nani K I've tried to do something horrid to myself too, so I know how it feels

[@forestdragon778]

I just noticed. The character is in what looks to be a Hospital Gown. Maybe the person who "just said goodbye" was them?

[@forestdragon778]

Oh my go d I'm screaming you loved my comment

[@tiredcat5481]

They smile when all the hearts disappear. That's actually really convincing.

[@_kitkat.08]

Monokyu read the description

[@queenofspadesely]

I have a feeling you should be thinkong more along the lines of mental health facility hospital gown.

[@jathpurr]

@@queenofspadesely No. In mental health units you don't have to wear hospital clothing unless you're still considered a danger to yourself or others (they only do this sometimes though). Doesn't make much sense to wear hospital clothes but I guess it's to make the nurses feel like they have power. I'm not exactly sure. That's how it is where I live, at least.

[@Graywolf848484]

Reading the description....wow, I'm glad you're here still :).

[@kittentv1200]

same

[@noodledragonuwu8921]

Graywolf848484 same. I would've cried. I mean. Everyone's important.

[@bloodcake8602]

Razzy Arts millions of people die everyday and some commit suicide and you didn't notices hey everyone's important

[@noodledragonuwu8921]

Character Dreemurr I know that's why I cry almost every night, but that's not the point. Everyone important no matter what they do.

[@kittentv1200]

ture

[@maxi.e.586]

I honestly love that you can hear the hidden message, but it means different things to different people. If that makes sense?

[@tun4046]

Yes

[@uwumaster1837]

At lest I'm not the only one

[@Forgiven-ng4zy]

Honestly, I think it either means depression or cyber bullying

[@rucealexander2848]

I think I finally understand the narrative in the song. If there is no narrative, then this is how I interpreted it. (yes I have read the description) Someone close to the main singer depicted (who I am calling the boy) has killed himself as a result of cyberbullying. Either the boy was reluctant to help "biting my tongue, taking far too long," or he was the cause of it " 'psycho' 'crazy' 'mental.' New labels added on," "don't let them see, don't let them see, delete your browser history...ect." and "I'm a little liar, I'll die in the fire." showing that perhaps he wants to hide what he did. At and after the funeral, everyone showed backhanded and fake sympathy "sorry for your loss, he was a lost cause." They probably tried to show sympathy and comfort by resting their hands on him or patting him on the back, causing him to get fed up with either guilt, or their fake sympathy and yelling "please don't touch me" and "please stop talking." The second verse is probably describing more about the victim and the boys relationship "at the age of 12, TV taught us well" "still learning ABCs" "paranormal movies" are all showing things that the two of them did together. Watching TV, going to the same school, and watching horror movies. Also this showed when the suicide occured. "love is dead at 6 am" is probably the exact time the victim died. There were also many implications of internet abuse "don't be regular, you're a predator" talking about how there are many predators on the internet, and either one of them targeted the victim, or one of them was the boy. The biggest sign of internet abuse is the line "stuck in a room of red." Red rooms are an Urban legend on the deep web in which people pay to watch a live stream of torture and murder. This shows metaphorical torture that the victim was stuck in, and a metaphorical murder by leading the victim to kill himself The ending nearly speaks for itself. The boy is tired. After dealing with so much guilt, fake sympathy, and feeling like everything he loved is all gone. He's given up, and is ready to follow in the victim's footsteps. Whether he went through with it, or got help is up to interpretation, I feel. *Ahem* That is my interpretation, feel free to add more if you want to. Creep-P, if this is what the song was supposed to mean, and this is how you feel, I am really sorry. I'm so glad that you were able to overcome that, and if you ever feel this way again, please reach out for help. I know that all of our sympathy and comfort that we, your fans, friends, and family, extend to you, is not fake or backhanded. I don't know you, but I still care about you, and I know the people who know you care about you even more than you could ever imagine.

[@notyourdaughter666]

For the second verse, Ive always seen it as the tv misleading you in real life. At the age of 12, tv taught us well. "Dont be regular" is a message learned from the TV, and the result pf not being regular is the next line, “you’re a predator”, which is something someone would tell you if you are not “regular”. Same goes for the next line, “Let’s be creative”. The TV is teaching you to be creative, but in real life, you will be told “you’re prohibitive.” I personally thought about this this way because in school, I was always called prohibitive for being an artist and for being creative. The reason was because my creativity was distracting, and teachers and authorities didn’t like that. Anyways, that’s just how I interpreted that part of the second verse. The rest I completely agree with. I believe the line “sorry for your loss, man” really represents that this song is about a friendship ending in suicide. The word used, man, shows casual talk, like something someone would say to their “bro”. And the “knew him like the back of my hand” also reinforces this idea. Thanks for allowing my input!!!!

[@rfacproductions6552]

I agree with both of your interpretations :)

[@jayjacket]

Your interpretation is honestly pretty good it makes sense for most of it for what I got from her that it was kind of telling the narrative of a child going through a predatorial relationship. Like they might’ve found as most kids at that age nowadays (like Omegle or Facebook , Snapchat , Kik) A random stranger on the Internet that they could connect with and build a relationship. Not really knowing what this person‘s true intentions are. I feel like when they start mentioning that the television teaches us well it’s kind of a reflective of how we have sexual education and relationship discussion within schools or between our parents or maybe even certain episodes on TV of what could possibly happen When you’re in a type of relationship like for example in this case there is a lot of talk in high school nowadays about sending inappropriate photos to another person especially when you’re a particular young because I could be considered child pornography.Always either in sex Ed or just talking with your teacher or talking with your parents you’ve always known in the back of your head that it was always been bad so I feel like that quote that television taught us well as kind of a reflective of that. And maybe this kid might’ve sent inappropriate photos to this predator who seems to be wanting more from him. Honestly that is never really a good situation to be in because you’re pretty much stuck on the fact that they’re pretty pressuring you to do something that you know was wrong and you shouldn’t be doing but you do it anyway to please them and I feel like eventually this person might’ve realized that maybe this is going a step too farAnd they might’ve wanted to reach out for help and the fact that he kept stating that they call him crazy or psycho or mental is the effect that he might’ve gotten from his parents or his peers which is pretty common because with the most sexual assault cases The victim is sought out to be a negative person like if they were just blaming them a set of trying to figure out what really happened today we’re just basically name calling them and suggesting that they were the people that edged it on and it’s their fault that it happened and they called him a little liar because they’re like hey you we know maybe it’s consensual. Incense maybe that the person didn’t get help the relationship didn’t get any better and eventually they might’ve been lured into a red room like you said to previous comment where people can watch other people being murdered or sexually assaulted without the fear of anybody knowing. And in this case at 6 AM this child was set up to be sexually assaulted by the predator that he perceived to be with a relationship with by the two phrases of don’t touch me and the phrase let’s get creative. I feel like it really hits home as well as they were stating that I’m tired and is this over yet suggesting maybe they were just persuaded to do this but now they don’t want to do it because it’s hurting them and they don’t want it happening anymore. In the end of it I feel like the suicide was a stage to cover up the murder of the kid The only reason is being is that they mentioned always to delete their history And I feel like it was trying to say that this person was trying to cover up of what they did to the child so they would “delete their history “ and stage the whole thing to wear if the body was found it would be perceived that the child had killed him self This is the least my interpretation of what happened I’m not very sure if it’s really right but I don’t know man it makes me terrifyingly sad and anyone going to the thought of suicide please get help no one‘s going to judge you in fact we want to help you if any of you have any suicidal thoughts I would really suggest going to the link in the Description or call a suicidal hotline

[@cryingcatperson8312]

i think it means different things to different people but im not calling what you said wrong

[@bean2706]

I've always thought of the song meaning the person was kidnapped and sexually abused and the doctors in the back are trying to help/stop the person on screen with someone who killed themselves and him trying to do the same but your guys's make more sense

[@BG-hn3to]

I love this... while I cannot relate to the song as much as others can, I've had to play the role of a psychiatrist multiply times and I honestly couldn't push the message more of how much you're all worth every breath that you take, and every breath you give... cheesy, I know, but someone's got to feed the mouse

[@lilacsblossom]

Dracia da dragon Bless you, I'm trying not to cry now. How are you so nice?! You're a saint to be so kind to strangers online..

[@ded6658]

After immediately reading the description, I listened, and when you started explaining in it that no one is worthless, it honestly hit home so much. I apologize for the kind of things you've been through. But I'm glad it's in the past, that you are okay. All your fans love and support you, not just your music. Everyone genuinely wants you to have an amazing life. Thank you for sharing your story, and your song.

[@rabbit_anon3356]

I just found this song not to long ago. I heard a clip of it when I was like 13. But I didn’t know what the song said since it was the “internet will” part which has distortion. But now like 4 years later I find the song in my recommended. I’m actually really glad to hear the song again. Because it came to me after a really cruel depression I went through for 4 weeks (due to anxiety medication). So as soon as I got off those meds and got time to relax this song really hit me. Cause what it was saying sounded almost exactly to how I was thinking and feeling. But I’m glad to hear the final message of the song. This song is really helping me right now and I thank you for it.

[@anforet6203]

Ok, but this is so relatable. Honestly though, I really do want to get help. The problem is, my mom. She doesn't take anything seriously about my problems. "Hey, Mom, I feel like I'm ugly" "Everyone does, at your age! Quit being dramatic!" "Hey, Mom, I've been feeling extremely anxious and nearly had a panic attack at school 3 times this week" "You're only saying that cause you're sister had anxiety. Liar." "Hey, Mom, I think I might have depression" (I was actually diagnosed) "You're just moody, it's a teenager thing. Quit being an attention whore" And I think the worst was, "Hey, Mom, I have a friend who harms themself, what should I do to help them?"(She didn't know that I was actually talking about myself) "Slap some sense into them. Only crazy people hurt themself. If I ever catch you hurting yourself, I'll send you off to a mental institution!" I want help, so badly, but I can't. My mom brushes me off as a dramatic bitch, while my dad just doesn't care. I scratched myself with pencils, and with my nails cause I was too scared to cut, and I constantly have to lie and say "The dog did it!" or "It was an accident at school!" My left arm, is scarred, up and down, and I haven't stopped. I want to, but there's nothing else that can make me feel better. I've tried everything. Breathing exercises don't help. Stress balls don't help. And I can't ask for help, so I can figure out what else I can try and stop adding more jagged lines to my scarred arm. All because one woman is too close minded to try to help. (Don't worry, I'm too anxious to commit suicide, or anything like that. But I'm also too anxious to ask for help. I'm trying my best to stop hurting myself. I've been getting better, but it hasn't stopped completely) (sorry for pouring out my feelings)

[@_woozers_-8903]

I feel bad for you man. I hope you feel better. Ask a friend or another family member.

[@anforet6203]

TheLegend 27 Thank you so much :)

[@anforet6203]

Thank you for the tips :)

[@Otra_Chica_de_Internet]

why you hurt yourself? (sorry for bad english)

[@mahimahimahi666]

look for help, talk with a friend, pet a kitty, try to do something when you were sad and do your best

[@aggressiverodent4493]

I love this artstyle

[@ianflowforever]

Honestly while it sounds somewhat like other songs from TV, I think there's a motif in it all, and it has a sort of framing compared to other songs, their symbols, kind of like a climactic point in a story arc? This is all based on personal experiences, so that sounds kind of almost fucked up but,, I don't think the song is nonsense or 'unoriginal'? A lot of it has moments of "#relatablecontent" as I've referred to some stuff, but uh ya, thank you for sharing this with us. But ya I wouldn't say that this is criticism, but I do hope it's at least constructive in that while it does have sound motifs from other songs (look at Undertale sountrack's similarities to itself), it generally has it's own original points, putting twists on sounds from others, and being it's own culmination. It should generally be obvious to people who've followed your work for the last year, and listened to most of TV, read the description, etc that this is a major work to you, and that (I'm not finding words anymore to say..)

[@forestdragon778]

This song Is so good But so unsettling

[@uwumaster1837]

Along with the two story lines to this song

[@seanwilliams7655]

This song is due to a mental kid WTF

[@OfficialBKN14]

@@seanwilliams7655 w h a t .

[@mouth.g0re]

fr

[@_woozers_-8903]

*NOW LETS ALL AGREE, TO NEVER BE CREATIVE AGAIN*

[@UnseenHuntress]

NiomiIs Upstairs Let's wear green. Green is not a creative color

[@vanessapowell7834]

*WHOA THERE FRIEND, YOU MIGHT NEED TO SLOW DOWN*

[@rfacproductions6552]

Sorry but creep-p made a song about DHMIS 1-2, basically, Paige broke her promise.

[@jaziellara6984]

YEAH! IM GONNA WEAR SOCKS FROM NOW ON! 😝

[@yonakakurai1265]

being creative is a waste of time

[@officialkathychan]

I LOVE THIS YO! Good job cutie! ❤️✨

[@kindhearted7013]

Wut ama tell your gf

[@1dogissky]

1:22 me when my mum asks to use my phone...

[@Kuromiirl666]

Oh my god 😂

[@lolmdr2601]

*mum voice* dogissky why your telephone smell sperm

[@1dogissky]

Cobra Lol I'm a girl but that made me laugh

[@Otra_Chica_de_Internet]

same

[@-pinkvoidisfalling-3198]

True true xD. I also delete all of the messages i send to my friends.. and my gmail accounts xD

[@nonbinary--pan6561]

is it bad this matched up so well with my life? Just yesterday I downed 3 handfuls of pills hatin everything Now here I am puking basic stomach acid Life's still shit Seeing someone that has been making songs that put me at ease A small hope in my life I just want to say Keep up the good work -a random fan

[@dollbunni]

Vampericmaid 1 Are you okay now?

[@nonbinary--pan6561]

ya, its been going ok.. just regrets I guess Keep going ok also YAOI IS AWESOME

[@peepeetheanime8670]

Vampericmaid 1 what the fuck has yaoi got to do with anything

[@nonbinary--pan6561]

Fujoshi= yaoi fangirl like not the person there but that what that word means

[@Чтоэтобыло-н2л]

Vampericmaid 1 You said your life was shit but you found yaoi and everything is good now? Gimme five, my fujoshi friend! -I know I'm 6 month late but still-

[@sophielahnt5554]

I'm aware that I'm just some person in the sea of millions, but I can relate to what you've gone through. Maybe not completely, because everyone goes through different things. But I've been in and out of hospitals, and it sucks, I know. The most hurtful critic is yourself though. I'm glad you're okay, that you're still here, and that you're continuing to do what you love. This song actually made me tear up cause, well, I still feel that way about myself. But it's an amazing song, and I adore the positive message you wrote in there. (I don't think you should change it at all by the way, the second verse is the one about the internet right? I took it as you were using the internet as a safe place until it turned on you, causing you to fall into a deeper depression until you broke down, screaming for everyone to not touch you and to stay away while you were bombarded with insults from yourself.) In any case, keep being yourself, I believe you can do it! You've made it this far, and I'm so proud of you for continuing to live! No matter what life tosses at you, take a deep breath and remember that the pain will never stay forever, but the moments you spend smiling will last and will be kept alive by everyone around you! Stay strong, and stay you!

[@WhaleAndWasped]

I wish that more people will read your comment. You are a very great person and I hope you and Eyeris heal from your experiences together

[@eevee.9351]

a single downward note progression here 0:57 (8 notes total) has stuck with me ever since I heard this in middle school. i keep putting it or trying to put it in my own music... this song really touched me when I was in middle school bc I was incredibly mentally ill .. im doing a little better but I still have some way to go. anyway, I used to listen to ur music all the time. u were an inspiration to me and a beacon. i don't listen to ur music anymore, not even the old stuff.. but i hope ur doing better now. someone out there has been changed by ur music 💜 keep doing what u do.

[@madnat2907]

i hope you do well and just know that all your friends and fans have your back

[@madnat2907]

and love the new intro

[@tlobevarb]

MAD NAT same

[@monarq2201]

...*Dont do it* ............................ *Sir pelos Intesifies* *DONT DO IT* DON'T TOUCH THE CHILD

[@charadreemurr2170]

WHOS TOUCHIN DA CHILD?

[@charadreemurr2170]

@@gvilla004437 >:0

[@rave77777]

HES TOUCHING THE CHILD

[@gvilla004437]

@@rave77777 ye wot

[@shuttleman]

What's wrong? DON'T U WANNA ATOUCC DA CHILD

[@takaokatoshiya]

Hello. It's very unique and mysterious techno song with these computer picopico sounds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@SasuNaru17021995]

I did the same thing back in November 2014, cut my arm so badly I still have like 15 very visible scars. Long story short, I was in a toxic relationship and ended pretty badly, wanting to die. So I tried, but something in my head told me I wasn't going to die then. As I was bleeding badly, held my arm and ran for help. Sometimes it feels like there's no other option, that the pain of doing that is less than the pain of keep living, but there's always someone that will miss you. I've been struggling with that choice I did for two years now, and it's sad, that now i can't have like a normal life without the scars topic coming out from time to time with strangers or even friends, and be reminded of what awful choice I did, but you learn to live with it. And I accepted it, because it was my mistake, so I have to deal with the consequences. I'm fine now, but yeah, it's never that bad.

[@lupy5121]

ok

[@balloooondog]

Good on you for getting through it! I'm proud of you! ❤❤❤

[@-WallyStudios-]

I've been listening to this song at least five times a day. It's really been helping me cope with my depression. I've been cutting for a few months, and my family would yell at me if I told them. I know these songs aren't therapy but they remind you that you aren't alone. Also the second verse is amazing.

[@lisafluke9592]

Ok so the first time I listened to this song I literally cried. I felt the emotion internally and it related deeply with me and my experiences. I hope I don’t seem like some sort of preachy bastard writing this but you’ve captured some of emotions people go through when they are in that situation very well (this is coming from someone that had to go to a hospital because of multiple suicide attempts). This song makes me think back when I was in that state and it makes me feel proud of how far I’ve come, and if whoever is reading this has been through something even remotely similar to this I want you to feel proud of yourself you too, whether you’ve are experiencing it now or if you have already been through the crap. So long story short treasure yourself.

[@BanjoJill]

I already liked it because I knew I'd love it right away.

[@bagelee_]

Kerry Sene sAME

[@Adamsmithstock]

I liked this song on Spotify at a time where I knew nothing about Vocaloid nor Creep-P. Just because it sounded different and tortured. Now that I've read the context I like it even more. Art is a life-saver indeed, and every bit helps making the world a bit less shitty. Thank you for staying with us longer, and for your message. It's not easy to admit those sort of things and I think you're brave for doing so. Keep going

[@belenramos9863]

2:55 "Delete your browser history" omg kaito, what were you doing

[@likikoari]

hey. you yes you. you're a really good person you're really interesting and the second verse? that was Really Creative man like legit I loved it. kinda punny too thank you for being awesomw

[@grayhadeswolf]

You need a heart for this. I love this comment 😂

[@kairesidi5456]

Thank you dude

[@disgustof-riley]

I still dont get the pun

[@ivyj.9489]

heck man this song is so good and sad/intense too....hot damn

[@ivyj.9489]

as a follow up i rly rly like the second verse with the names of your songs!!! it's cool

[@haneeyahmcmillan3758]

"LETS BE CREATIVE." DONT HUG ME, IM SCARED.

[@gagepatoine]

AAAAAAAAY!

[@Mimikyuzzz]

All of those phrases reference a song of the album, though I can’t recognise all of them

[@bunille]

All of that verse are names of his songs he made.

[@Archmybaculaaa]

NoW lEtS aLl AgReE tO nEvEr bE cReAtiVe aGaIn

[@TRAUMATURGESS]

this is a song that gives me inspiration to try and draw in some old cartoon style tbh... and i can relate a bit to it too. I wonder if hearing this with headphones can actually let me be able to hear Kaito's voice because I literally had a hard time listening through how high the instrumental music was. Even though, overall I like it... I can't wait for what you have in the future. you are literally like my favorite song writter. I love you, keep the good work! 😛😁

[@cheyennethedragon1200]

Is the teeth pulling line in this one inspired by novocaine and hyperdontia by any chance?

[@originaluseername]

MHM

[@-violet-601]

YEP

[@samd.4921]

I love your work so much Creep-P! I remember discovering this about maybe 4 years ago. It resonated a lot with me back then, and it still does to this day. As someone who struggles a lot with mental illness, the feelings expressed in this song really touched me as well as learning from the description that this song came from a dark personal experience. What I love about this MV is that even though it’s dark and expresses a lot of negative feelings, it provides a really positive message in between. I don’t see enough of that style in songs like these. Thank you for all your work Creep-P. You’re an awesome musician and I hope you know that your music has really touched (haha) people like me! Your new music is so good too and you really do keep improving with every track. Anyway, that’s all from me!

[@mskittygemma]

"We call for MOMMY" Mommy knows best, right? I'm sorry, that was a bad joke.

[@superfox7274]

Yes it was but not THAT bad it was a normal joke

[@girlhell1997]

I WAS LITERALLY ON THIS CHANNEL A COUPLE OF HOURS AGO TO SEE IF ANY NEW VIDEOS WERE THERE AND NOW THERES THIS, YESSSSS

[@leaftailofwindclan]

this song is beautiful and looking at your other works I see the different references I find it beautiful though unsettling and I just want to say you're amazing

[@andythesamrat9309]

[TW!!] See, I understand this is an older song but I'm still in love with it, ever since it came out I couldn't stop singing it, mainly because I relate to this, I myself had to go to the hospital (for like, 5 hours. Not much but it felt like days to me) I had kept crying to go home, I had called 911 due too all the stress building on top of me, kids in my school had some really bad thing happening to them. (it's still happening, this has been happening for years btw) I was Sexually harassed, and abused (yes, it's still happening the worst I've got is punched in the back or smacked, also the punches are really hard to the point I have to go home because I feel sick) and I went to talk to my guidance consular but he was always was in a meeting. I snapped and wanted to shoot myself right there and then. so I had called 911 because of the abuse. I ended up going to the hospital (as said at the top) since I said I was gonna kill myself in front of a bunch of teachers. my original father had sexually abused me. And i have PTSD and Depression due to that. I was stuck in foster care for telling my therapist about him, foster care lasted for 5 years. they had to keep changing me. My first was racist, my second was to religious to the point they forced religion on me and yelled at me for drawing demon characters. my 3rd the same thing. I finally went home. To my mother and stepdad. My friends always tend to worry about me. Especially ones I've been friends with for WAY to long in my book. I'm feeling better but still have bruises from kids abusing me. Your music tends to make me feel better and cry in a good way. (also, I really hope you don't mind a child listening to your music-) Sorry for all this depresso stuff and yeah. Have a great day.

[@simplyasimp694]

I hope your doing better now

[@person5596]

Yo, to everyone who relates to this song, I hope you're doing okay.

[@-violet-601]

Thank you

[@azraalican1]

what is the song about? sorry im pretty dumb

[@sophiasmusic335]

​@@azraalican1you probably know it by now basically the creator tried to do something very bad to themselves but thankfully they failed and got send to a hospital and wrote this while they were at the hospital ( I think)

[@0puffbuck]

Wow, I just read the description. The reason I haven't done it before is because I was always listening to the version with Equinox and not this one. So.. I'm kinda there myself. AND stay strong, Creep-P! Your music is unique and I love it!

[@nym2717]

man does this take me back. back to when i first started college. i remember saving this video to watch it later. felt... personal, ig, considering i had an AWFUL day that day. ... things havent gotten better since then. still like the song tho

[@TheEventH0riz0n]

Its sad that this song speaks for so many people, myself included. At the time this song came out I wasn't mentally stable at all, by that time I had gone three years without treatment for my depression and this song expresses exactly how I acted and was in general. My family was very unstable with my parents constantly arguing and leaving, giving me no way of expressing just how I felt without thinking I'd make their relationship worse. This went on so long that I just....stopped. I stopped caring, I stopped feeling, I just lost the will to live but had no out. My grandparents had lived with us then so I couldn't do a n y t h i n g to lift the constant weight on my shoulders. After a while my health started to deteriorate and I just became a small boney teenager who looked constantly tired and sick. I guess what I'm saying is that this song speaks to me more than anything, even now when I'm finally having proper treatment as the thoughts of dying never truly fading, but I owe it to ya Creep-P. Your songs were some of the few things I still enjoyed back then and honestly probably kept me from finally loosing it.

[@ron9365]

dont make physical contact with me

[@Godyeater]

*Do not make physical contact with the child.*

[@blushbunni3]

No matter how many times I listen to this song the message at 4:20 and the end always helps so much This song expresses how I feel so much and the messages there hit me so hard every time

[@Daisy-fm1ou]

I love how Kaito's voice sounds here

[@angelsobituary]

I like how you made references to your other songs! That was really neat. I'm sorry you went through such a hard time, but I'm glad you're still here!

[@lillyp7208]

The first time I listened to this, I wasn't a fan (Mostly since Kaito was cussing, but I don't mind anymore) and I realized this song has a pretty powerful message.

[@jadziadax1686]

This song is very touching... I cried on the first listen. Thank you for being you and don't let the haters get you down. We love you.

[@Croakersilent]

Wow..... omg thank you.... I have seen so many songs dealing with suicide that just end in either the person actually doing it or just about to... this is so damn good!!! I WAS IN TEARS SEEING THE AMAZINGLY MOTIVATIONAL MESSAGE IN THE MIDDLE! Thank you for making a song that expresses the theme but encourages the person to seek help! I'm glad to hear things are looking up for you!

[@kriss-m6x]

OMG. I love this song so much. It's so relateble and listening to it makes me want to finally do something . Thank you for sharing it! Your art inspires me

[@melon2383]

kaito be like "Fucc off u cactus"

[@randomelsen9891]

Melon, Kaito: Don't touch me. Don't do it. No. STOP. NO. GODDAMMIT I TOLD YOU TO NOT FUCKING TOUCH ME YOU SHAGGY-HAIRED, CACTUS-CHINNED FUCKING IMBECILE!

[@professorcreamcheese2511]

I actually deleted this from my browser history

[@TRAUMATURGESS]

*Have thought for long while now...* We'll call for mommy (MOMMY) As we stop crying (CRY) At the age of 12 (12) TV taught us well (TV) Don't be regular (REGULAR) You're a predator (???) "Let's be creative..." (CREATIVE) You're prohibitive!! (???) Love is dead at 6AM (LOVE & 6AM) Still learning ABCs (ABC) Paranormal movies (PHANTOM[?]) Videos; teeth pulling (HYPERDONTIA) Kids in town are dead (CUL-DE-SAC) Facts crawl under my skin (CENTIPEDE[?]) Stuck in a room of red (RED ROOM) Letting demons win!! (PONY) ~I have been noticing these references since this song was uploaded dear god-~ ~I still don't know 2 but probably references some of his japanese songs and I don't understand them at all~

[@itabrosstudios7321]

Predator is possibly referencing to Animalistic

[@MyNameIsTheGreatest]

This song reminds me of when I was in treatment (psychological hosptial and a sort of wayward home for kids, we just called it treatment because thats basically what it was). A lot of people kept trying to say they understood me and they wanted to help me, but unfortunately barely listened and instead listened to someone else's accusations (someone who, in truth, knew NOTHING about me). It was a very very hard time for me. Literally every line in this song is something I thought (or very close to things I thought) about these people and this song really resonates in me. So basically what I am saying is you did a FANTASTIC job on this song. The emotion is stunning and I can see why it means so much to you. Please keep up the good work and I look forward to more songs, including this one if you re-release it!!

[@forlessthanthecost]

this is by far my favorite song by you. the lyrics hit rly hard and i couldn't help but cry the first few times i watched it. and thank you so much for including that message near the end.

[@peanutbutter6625]

I surprisingly love this song! it's actually my favourite song now! great job!

[@cephalopodenergy2790]

Not going to lie, I thought this was going to be a electro swing song when I first saw the rubber hose drawing of what I assume is either you or Kaito. Oh, how wrong I was. But in the end, this is a very amazing song. I've been in the same place a few times, but I always manage to get out in the nick of time before I do any real harm to myself thanks to the suicide hotline, friends, and family. TL;DR, you did gud eyeris.

[@invadore_8612]

I LOVE THE SECOND VERSE SO MUCH It has all the titles of your songs in TV and makes me so ridiculously giddy. I'm so excited that a video has been made for this song!!

[@netgeekdoggirl]

You accidentily wrote "Your life _isn't_ worth it" in the description-

[@alextheglitch1101]

Gloomy Pen lololololololololol

[@pulilinda]

lol

[@trekkiepizzaSLIDESHOWS]

Eyeris, you are amazing. Everything you do is amazing. The fact I can have nightmares from this, but also so much happiness is incredible. Please never stop doing what you do, and never stop being happy.

[@pizzadepina973]

4:23 I started crying when I read that, I really needed it.

[@TheLadySquid]

Even after two years this song still means a lot, and using my favorite vocaloid on top of it just makes it more meaningful

[@rave77777]

“Delete your browser history” Me: *deletes my search history that was all countryhumans, Undertale, statehumans, hetalia, 2͟ h͟o͟u͟r͟s͟ l͟a͟t͟e͟r͟.͟.͟ FNAF, and sans fangirl cringe*

[@-Solidwater]

Relatable. I use internet so much that deleting it would be a waste of time.

[@haiiooo3858]

Same but SCP and Danganronpa

[@AlbinoLoki]

This song really hit a nerve in my heart. As someone who has been close to the point of no return, I can fully relate. I managed to come back on my feet again and I'm so happy that you did as well and even managed to turn those demons into something productive. This song is truly a masterpiece, not only because of the production but the story behind it as well. Good job, and bless your heart.

[@r3nkogaming260]

1:46 when someone with corona touch you

[@ashistrash994]

first song by you i listened to and still my favorite by far. and with my favorite vocaloid in the world! i think it's helping cure my depression. thanks :)

[@unused.dontgohere.9564]

Okay yeah but First of all, eyeris, you are a beautiful and magnificent human being, never change. Second of all, if that IS you wearing the masks in the background... *D A M N S O N Y O U R H A I R I S F I N E*

[@NocheTenebri]

I love the second verse and how you included all the other songs on the TV album in it. That's so clever.

[@MaximusDream78]

COME ON MAN STOP TOUCHIN HIM

[@al3vcld429]

I loved this song, the theme is very immersive and I love it. And by the way, are those help lines really amazing? 🥺

[@momokitten5097]

The lyrics are perfect. I love finding songs like this that I can really relate to, it helps knowing someone knows how it is.

[@dpscorpiobrio]

A great song and video with a wonderful and important message to be shared! I'm very proud of you for getting through it all-not to get too sappy or anything! You're really a great inspiration to me, Eyeris. Thank you for everything. As always, best wishes~ 💖✨ And as a last note, to EVERYONE: you are loved so much, and every breath you have ever taken, and every one you will ever take, will always be worth it. Trust me. 💖

[@HellodollfaceAVI]

I CAN'T EVEN READ A DESCRIPTION OF A KZbin VIDEO WITH OUT CRYING GOSH DARN IT

[@faleeria7029]

Well, this is another awesome song that you created. Thank you for giving us the opportunity to listen to masterpieces like that. And thanks for helping us to go on even if something terrible happened. We all love you too and we're glad that you're still here.

[@Alissi-P]

I came here to revisit this after watching the new season of DHMIS,, I was NOT prepared to cry over the message at 4:26,,,😭😭😭

[@lobster9290]

It sounds like Kaito is in serious emotional pain.....Great work on the tuning! I love it!

[@cherryvanillaa]

aghhh i havent listened to this type of music in like 3-4 years tbh but seriously this stuff is much deeper than half the crap ive been listening to now damnnn.

[@RowantheSongbird]

Ok, so I have been feeling pretty crappy this past week with myself and the stress of everything, and just listening to your music makes me feel so much better, honestly I'm glad I found you!! I get so inspired by your music and your channel is a good place to just let my feelings out and relax, I just thank you for making music that helps and personally for me like I said before it calms me and let's me just understand myself more, so once again thank you!!

[@mikip282]

I like the second verse A LOT. It doesn't make much sense, but that's how I felt all three times I was hospitalized. My mind couldn't stay on one thought for more than a few seconds. Also, "don't fucking touch touch me?" A M O O D

[@BlooTheBerry]

Don't let them see Don't let them see Delete your browser history (When you watched porn on your dad's computer)

[@peepeetheanime8670]

Funnily enough after I read this I went downstairs saw my dad on pornhub on his phone 😂

[@mobilegamer3327]

OMG

[@annw7417]

Owww!!😂😏 Friend:your dad is coming!delete that! Me:k

[@strinkfamily1940]

I'd like the comment but it has 69 likes and it's too perfect

[@kirbybeuwu4263]

@@peepeetheanime8670 *i think that's enough internet for today

[@ewewewewewwtf]

I mean at least Kaito uses his manners.

[@sleepyredcryptid]

I want to very seriously let you know that I found this song while I was feeling really depressed and heavily considering the easiest thing to do to go into a coma and I read the message in the middle of the song and then read the description. I went and got help right afterwards. so honestly, thank you for putting that in there. I am incredibly thankful despite life still being shitty. But I'm still here, so all I can say is thank you.

[@alexmarchand6374]

I'm a computer, I'm a computery guy.

[@charadreemurr2170]

Everything made out ot buttons and wires

[@charadreemurr2170]

Also Don't touch mEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[@-violet-601]

I'd like to show ya, inside my digital life

[@shuttleman]

Inside my mind there is a digital mind!

[@Christopher-lu1pf]

Oh.Maybe you could help us onto this question What is the biggest-

[@Skyler_Spritez]

this is one of the songs that got me through covid and now it gives me nostalgia along with the other vocaloid classics, This will forever bring back memories and impact my love and appreciation for producers

[@luluminn]

Almost got my leg ripped off while listening to this. Just- It's beautiful...

[@Mimi-sd6cn]

Oh god the description and the end of the song made me cry because it gave me hope. I wanted to say thank you.

[@VortexTC]

I can definitely appreciate the message here and it's good to hear that you are going forward. I really like the song, the only critique I have is, I can't honestly hear the words "Touch me" in the first few verses, I hear it as "Talking", yet later on in the song, they sound fine and it's good nonetheless.

[@centromeda]

hey! i think its just a typo and youre correct! on eyeris' bandcamp the lyrics are as you're thinking

[@diopentagram]

Colin: Don't Touch Me!! Kaito: Please Don't Touch Me. AT LEAST KAITO WAS MORE NICE!

[@-violet-601]

Exactly!

[@minhanhpham2251]

It's kinda like Disney's style, I really like it! :D

[@jademcdaris1242]

When you get overstimulated in the middle of the grocery store in the snack isle:

[@fantomnova2801]

Have you ever been told you have a very distinctive and unique style?

[@lakoritheweirdskelly]

It's GHOST's

[@murderousroomba8569]

OMG YOU RELEASED IT ON KZbin! THE FIRST TIME I HEARD IT WAS YESTERDAY AND IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO FIND IT CAUSE ITS NOT ON HERE OR ANYTHING ELSE HOLY SHIT. THANK YOU

[@shinystarsparkles5]

With the coronavirus spreading. Everyone: 1:45

[@superfox7274]

Introverts:haha gg easy noobs (sorry for my bad english i speak spanish)

[@gizmou]

This song was the first song I heard from you... I loved both the music and the message and started listening to all of your songs... you are amazing. Not as many Vocaloid Producers go to the extent of providing the phone numbers for a suicide hotline, putting encouraging messages throughout their PVs, and caring so much for their fans. Please continue to stay close to your fans and listeners, it will take you far. I haven't been through this type of point in my life yet, but it still encourages me to stay happy throughout my life and realize that, yes, you do care, as well as others. Keep up the amazing work!

[@Mx.muffin]

Oh my, do I relate to this. Losing someone, turning to the Internet for an escape, realizing there are people who want you dead (especially for me, as I am lgbtq), lying to people that you're okay, telling people online more than your actual friends or family, and just wanting to burn it all to the ground with you in it. But, that's just my interpretation of this that matches with my experience. I hope everyone (including me) can find help if you need it. It's alright, really. You're only human.

[@sugaismysugadaddy7843]

"delete your browser history" i relate to this so much

[@shwebbid8778]

Man, what a throwback.

[@funkycow1200]

Ahhh I adore this song! I love the lyrics,and especially the chorus! Glad that this helped you in a bad time!