It breaks my heart a thousand time that the only way i see my daughter is on a video about drug addicts at K&A. No one has abandoned you. Me and your father have offered you help over and over, you don't want it. You have been allowed to stay with both of us but you want to do things on your term. You don't like rules so you leave. You can probably go stay in florida with your grandmother if you go to rehab, but you think you don't have a problem. I have been clean 37 years, i know a little what needs to been done. Dealing with your shit and being a responsible functioning adult is a lot easier than living on the streets being robbed, beaten up, raped, and whatever else. You have lost so many friends to drugs. You lost your cousin and your sister to drugs. What will it take for you to wake up?? I already lost one daughter, i dont want to lose another. Only you can change your situation.
@vampiraJ Жыл бұрын
Bless you for trying, and I hope you find peace 💜
@LilibethDev Жыл бұрын
I admire your frankness. There are two sides to most of these stories and we need to hear from the addicts' families more often. You are victims too. I pray for your daughter's recovery and for your healing as well.
@eternalsun.3400 Жыл бұрын
Exactly...her choice
@MaMa-uj4pp Жыл бұрын
Sorry Lady, but there must be something clearly wrong in your family when you have two daughters and both struggle with an addiction! Ever thaught about what it can be?
@nmm913 Жыл бұрын
@MaMa-uj4pp not necessarily. It can certainly be possible but sometimes good kids from good families end up messed up. I've recently began talking to my kids about drugs (they are 7, 9, and 10). Prevention through awareness...I am talking to them about it now before they ever get in a situation where drugs are present. We can do all the right things as parents and still have a kid go astray. There is no manual on raising kids. We should have compassion not hate towards these families who are dealing with a loved one on drugs
@criticalcrab1125 Жыл бұрын
you know how it hurt losing your sister. think of your son. how he’s hurting without his mom. start thinking of others. do the right thing
@donnaflade8258 Жыл бұрын
She lost him from using not the other way around. She is lying
@millenniumtowerskelton5143 Жыл бұрын
Very well said. She is sad and in pity mode. Please get get better for yourself and your son…. You can do it mama!
@michellelouise8764 Жыл бұрын
@@Daybydayshi😔💯🖐🏼💜🙏💯 well said , sorry your story is heartfelt and sad ,but 🖐🏼💕💪🏻 respect to you 💪🏻🙏 hope each day gets brighter for you 🙏🕯️
@leneo1731 Жыл бұрын
@@DaybydayshiAmazing comment. What you wrote about depression hijacking the brain is so spot on. I've tried to tell people the same about addiction. Addiction totally changes your brain and thought process. There's no logic anymore because the drugs have taken over. People who never have been addicted or have had close relations with addicts can never understand that. Even I who have a past with alcohol addiction can understand how people steel from their family. Or in the worst cases sell their children for drugs! Like, wtf? I mean, steal from stores, sell yourself, but you don't sell out your children for drugs! When I was at my worst, I always put my dog first. I was terrified of something happening to him. So how people can do that to their children, is absolutely impossible for me to understand. Your father sounds like an ass, btw. He choked your sister for talking to men? And he molested you both? I'm a bit slow, so I apologise if I misunderstood. Just one last thing. I'm struggling with a lot of not liking myself, no friends, severe depression, severe OCD, all types of anxiety, and more. I'm the whole package, right, haha! But I don't believe in God. What do you recommended for me to get out of this shit hole? I'd love therapy but I get rejected and I can't afford to pay for it myself. I'm so happy for you that you managed to find a way to work on yourself. It always give me that little glimpse of hope. So thank you ❤️ Love from Norway.
@sunny9233 Жыл бұрын
Poor me!!!
@jaxskal22 Жыл бұрын
Don't ever give up being back with your son! I lost custody of my kids for a few years. I still saw them when I wasn't high, but I know that hopeless feeling of never being their mom again. But one day I said "screw that I am their mom and I absolutely can get them back." I live with my kids now and I am 4 years clean. YOU CAN DO THIS AND BE REUNITED WITH YOUR KIDS. Get clean! You are beautiful. You can be a good mom still. Your son needs you more than you know. You can be happy again WITH your son.
@eternallyrising1673 Жыл бұрын
Right on mama. We got this 🤎🤎🤎 so proud of you 💯
@stacy2622 Жыл бұрын
Love this comment ❤Best of luck to u and your son
@MaddHeather Жыл бұрын
This makes me so grateful for my sobriety, suboxone saved my life then god blessed me with my son. I have almost 5 years clean and i pray this young lady gets herself together. Life is so beautiful on this side of the street!
@lauraestes9304 Жыл бұрын
Ive been on subs for 5 years also. I couldnt go cold turkey even off real dope . These people now are in a real hell.
@missindependent1973 Жыл бұрын
Methadone saved mine ❤ been clean for 13 years 😀
@MaddHeather Жыл бұрын
Congratulations yall
@N1kk1009 Жыл бұрын
@@missindependent1973 Are you still on methadone? No judgement, just curious since I only know one person who takes it and it seems most with Suboxone don't take it for as long as it seems with methadone and has less of a stigma. I have done a Suboxone program for about 1 year and that with counseling and changing surroundings made a world of difference. The second time around was much different. I went through depression I didn't think would ever end, I can see how so many decide not to keep going or to not stay sober. I won't knock methadone or Suboxone because it's not healthy to cry and be depressed for years and if it helps people get back to achieving their goals and being happy then I see nothing wrong with it. It would just scare me being on it so long and worried if it got taken away (the long term method I mean) Hope this makes sense 😂
@msr305 Жыл бұрын
Jelly, I identify deeply with your experience. You explained depression PERFECTLY. (nothing anyone could offer would make us happy..not money not drugs..nothing). You only want your son to be happy. I have a suggestion: if you could write letters to your son....document your struggle for him, he will know how much you love him and understand WHY you are not there. if he reads your journal, he will feel close to his mother.
@Dpurple28 Жыл бұрын
I didn’t have parents that raised me but this is such a perfect idea, I wish my mom in particular would’ve done that!!!
@misstabithasnails2314 Жыл бұрын
That’s a good idea, let him read it when he’s mature enough to understand, but before it’s too late to get to know her again should he want to.
@asherdash12 Жыл бұрын
That's a great idea.
@CookDogosNZ Жыл бұрын
I love this,then he will feel so much closer to his mum ❤
@itzyzaza1806 Жыл бұрын
Hi Jelly, I am a therapist, and I can tell you that many of us genuinely care and will not judge you. Like you, I feel like I was put here to help others. There are other people like me in your area who do have the knowledge, training and desire to help. You owe it to yourself to try therapy.
@brookesouvigney7608 Жыл бұрын
Her son was not taken from her out of spite. She lost her son after given So many chances! And when she STOPED caring and seeing her son she was NOT an addict! I hope you do get clean for you and everyone around you. But what you’re not going to do is sit there and make up lies when you should be thanking all of the people who stepped up for your son when you stepped down but instead like you’ve done for years now try and make everyone else to be the bad guy!
@greenie75 Жыл бұрын
It's interesting to hear a different perspective.
@stuff17842 ай бұрын
Yeah, addicts always paint themselves as the victim.
@robertruiz9466 Жыл бұрын
Unfortunately I had to give up on my ex for her addictions. She ended up passing away not what I wanted for her sometimes we need to just walk away to save our own self. Nothing we can say will better the situation
@cathrynm Жыл бұрын
Rest in peace. Yeah, that's a tough situation.
@peaceloveandhappiness8377 Жыл бұрын
If this is not who you are or who you you want to be- then put the excuses down and change your life. No more " yeah but's", no more " you don't understands" .. take a stand and change your life..
@maysummerfield6665 Жыл бұрын
Jelly go home you really dont need to be out there❤
@AuddieCakes Жыл бұрын
Jelly... It's crazy because today at 10 a.m. I have my one-on-one with my counselor but yet I look at this video and I feel like I was you ten years ago without this horrific dopenthey have out... This s*** is beyond what was ever normal if there was a normal heroin, it's causing deformation of the body but let me just say this girlfriend I had an endless amount of money for years and years and years given to me my parents were never there for me every time I cried out for help or they would just drop me off at a rehab they'd never wanted to get to the bottom of what was really the underlining issue until years later and I finally just had to let it all out and tell them look this is how it's got to be I need help you can't give me money you can't do this you can't do that and sadly it didn't change because they were so used to being in that addictive lifestyle that I turn them on to not even being addict and still to this day they aren't addicts either one of my parents but they continued to enable my brother and me even if it's not with drugs. I nevercraved emotional attention and love from my family so much in my life they thought that money could fix everything but it can't and it never will it's the root of all evil. I wish that I knew your number or could come get you and take you to a meeting if you are interested please have mal get at me I am here for you girl much love and respect to you XOXO
@alphadog1961 Жыл бұрын
The man doing these interviews sure deserves a BIG Pat on the Back for being a GEM with these people...THANKS friend.
@kelleyswanson-qy1ot Жыл бұрын
My heart goes out to Jelly and all the girls like her ! I wasted so much time in addiction . My prayers are with you ❤
@4eyes2sea Жыл бұрын
Honey.. you have family who loves you.. go home, don't wait for them to come get you. You are beautiful inside out and your place is not alone. ❤ *much love girl*
@robertruiz9466 Жыл бұрын
Your videos are amazing thank you for bringing us a way to help others and love others every one is important and deserves happiness m
@josephinescott24894 ай бұрын
Sending healing prayers find God ur still young 🙏❤️🙏
@melkingggg Жыл бұрын
What a beauty. She is so pleasant and easy going. I hope she gets the strength to enter a program! Girl, you could go to treatment in Florida!!!! That's where I live. We have TONS of treatment centers. You can get on suboxone or methadone to help curb the cravings and to also have sober support. YOU CAN DO THIS ❤
@missindependent1973 Жыл бұрын
Yup, I’ve been clean for 13 years, methadone saved my life ❤
@Ruth78620 Жыл бұрын
Youre not a cry baby youre hurting, i just wanted to give you the biggest hug. I hope you find tpur way you come across as a sweet, sensitive girl. Im clean and dont be too hard on yourself we all do things we would never do to feed our addiction. You can get your son bck and be the mum you want to be. Sending love from Scotland ❤
@dianebellitti4590 Жыл бұрын
Sweetie you have yourself and your kids. You have to help yourself. Trust me I know. I’m 61 years old I started late in life but that wasn’t me. My children are 42 and 38 years old and my kids are adults and haven’t seen me in 12 to 13 years. I’m heart broken but thanks to the AML family support I was able to talk about it and of course I cried I laughed. You go thru many emotions. I had a wonderful week after going on live with the AML family. Mal is a wonderful listener as well as the family. Mal I’m sorry I didn’t make the live this past weekend. Honey you have to want it bad enough to get it. I will be praying for you🙏 God bless you. Much love ❤
@Carol-sc3eb Жыл бұрын
Jelly, you're so sweet. Please reach out to any available resources and try recovery again. It's a challenging world for children and your son loves and misses his Mom. You have it in you. Best to you, 🙏🦋🙏
@amstel5468 Жыл бұрын
Knowing that you're capable of more is the first step to recovery. I feel sorry for the people that believe this is how their life was supposed to go..
@marcswepson Жыл бұрын
Jelly so sorry for your loss 🙏 Thank you for sharing your story. Your a beautiful, smart young woman. You deserve a better life. Don't give up hope. You can recover. I'm praying for you and rooting for you. Blessings to the AML Family and Mal 🙏🙏🙏
@dawnwalker4965 Жыл бұрын
Most of us have crazy family’s,get a grip,be different,always blame life,change it.x
@karenhenry2430 Жыл бұрын
When she said she likes to help people, and help people, to make her feel happy. That's the thoughts of a carer. I have been a carer for years & years, it still gives me the best feeling, caring for others. If you were clean, that could definitely be your vacation
@missbabbett9086 Жыл бұрын
When you did the close up on Jelly I noticed she has got beautiful eyes. I think there is such a spiritual strong hold down there. I hope she gets out and back to her kids and Life. 💜✨💜
@stacy2622 Жыл бұрын
Jelly u don’t belong there !U r beautiful , intelligent,clean .Your son and family need u Best of luck to u .❤
@rockinroe5423 Жыл бұрын
Hey Jelly, fellow Libra here and yes we are very caring for others putting ourselves on the back burner to care for others. Hoping you get off the streets of Kensington soon! God Bless 🙏
@sheshe681 Жыл бұрын
When we use we Arnt who we really are, everything changes. We do things we normally wouldn’t do, steal, turn tricks, do family dirty. I speak from experience, now with 30+years sober. You can stop you can get out and you can have your family back. You have to have that burn inside of yourself and be strong. Walk away get help your family wants and needs YOU!!! Go home girl your stronger than you know. Jesus listens better than anyone. ❤
@dianebellitti4590 Жыл бұрын
People are dying going thru withdrawals having heart attacks without a detox they don’t know what to give people cuz of all the crap they put in the bags.
@unmaskedtruth765 Жыл бұрын
It sounds like many people have survivors guilt when they lose someone to these drugs, and they end up right back where they started because of it.💔
@DDSMASH74 Жыл бұрын
🎶I don't think you ready for this jelly, I don't think you ready for this jelly...🎶
@millenniumtowerskelton5143 Жыл бұрын
Jelly, wishing you the best. My sister passed of alcoholism at 52 in front of her kids 2021. She was my best friend before addiction took a hold of her. Then, we didn’t know her. She changed. We tried everything to get her better. Rehab twice etc. Please get help. You seem like you want it. Peace, Love and Recovery. 🙏🏻
@sherbear_87 Жыл бұрын
My best friend lost her sister from an overdose last yr and honestly she did the same herself went closer to the drug bc she don’t know how to deal with grief
@AWildTWOcard Жыл бұрын
Excellent interview location.
@kerripotkonen43002 ай бұрын
She is my favourite interview so far ❤I pray for her!!!
@mlamarta0 Жыл бұрын
Stop excuses!!! I have a lot of problems in my life,but i dont leave alone my kids,i figth every day for my childrens.... Drugs are an excuse for this people.They are selfish... No more excuses!!!!
@MrBobbo18 Жыл бұрын
Put yourself in your kids shoes……. Have empathy for him. Setting up the next generation of drug users….. filling the void of moms love with opioids. 😢
@zigginzag584 Жыл бұрын
Once you learn to be grateful for your adversities, the addiction leaves you.
@jacquelinemcleod9582 Жыл бұрын
I understand the hurt and the pain you’re going through I once was there not in Kensington but in BC Vancouver and I lost my son and as soon as I went to recovery and got clean, I got him back right away. I’m a present full-time mother and I know you can do it. I have no man .My ex beat me with my son in my arm he was just an alcoholic like not a drug addict. That’s what made me turn to drugs again and then I snapped out of it went to recovery tried to do it for my Sutton couldn’t them did it again and did it for myself it’s the best feeling ever and I know everybody out there can do it. It’s funny I was so delusional thinking and alcoholics better than a drug addict but in reality it’s all the same we all can get help and there’s help out there and God bless you. You’re in my prayers. All of you and Kensington are in my prayers.
@megaudc Жыл бұрын
Jelly, sending you all the love in the world and wish you the best in everything. You are a good mother because you love your son and want him to be happy
@timknight2605 Жыл бұрын
Sadly, she's no where near wanting to get sober and imo every word she utters in this video is a lie. Godspeed girl. You've got a really really long way to go to sobriety.
@donnaflade8258 Жыл бұрын
You are correct
@MarkOrourke-rh5fu7 ай бұрын
Sadly I feel that to, but I hope I'm very wrong, and she works it out..
@specilk2818 Жыл бұрын
You were trying to numb the pain, that’s what we do! I have faith in you! Your sister understands! It’s hard to move on I understand! I hope you get out Claw your way out! Like I said I have faith in you! Your raw honesty will help alot of people
@ivygirl257 Жыл бұрын
Worry and help your son. Isnt he enough. Stop worrying about street ppl
@ilenetyrrell4484 Жыл бұрын
She's still saying the same things as she did on another interview 1 month ago.
@emmavardanega9700 Жыл бұрын
❤sending love and hugs from Cleveland (Queensland, Australia.) You touched my heart today. If I could take you and your boy away and over to Australia where I live, I truly would. I miss people giving a shit the way you do. Despite what you went through and your past, you still have honesty and integrity and you are being hurt by the systems and people that let you down. Your son is happy. But happier if you get sober, stay sober, and make sure HE NEVER TOUCHES THE SAME SH** girl!❤
@brookesouvigney7608 Жыл бұрын
Her son is where he should be and with who he should be, the system didn’t fail. He has great role models around him & he’s not going anywhere.
@anyagramiak5133 Жыл бұрын
I love this girl , praying hard for her
@lianeoneill2880 Жыл бұрын
Not being with my child would be the bottom for me. I hope she sees she can be a good mom and still miss her sister . She’s in so much pain it’s so obvious and so sad. I hope she gets help and reaches out to her family
@nmm913 Жыл бұрын
I agree. I would do anything to be with my children (I have 3). Their dad has t seen them in 1 yr r months due to severe mental health issues and drug addiction. He has been in jail twice for failure to pay child support, this second time he's still in jail and it's been 4+ months. He refuses to work and support his kids, doesn't care to see them through supervised visitation, and has been homeless since a few months after we divorced a few years ago. Yet I know he cries for our kids. Addiction and mental health struggles are so strong, yet it's the kids who suffer. He is too scary to be in the presence of our kids bcuz he's so mentally ill (sober right now bcuz jail for 4+ months). It's amazing that not seeing your kids isn't rock bottom for these people. Excuses excuses excuses...addiction is strong
@shay0912 Жыл бұрын
Now & Then is a great movie. I hope she starts to get clean for her son & stays clean for herself. You have to be good for yourself, b4 you can be good for others. Sending love from CO 💚
@Dpurple28 Жыл бұрын
I love that movie Now and Than. I loved the actress gabby hoffman!!!!
@isaiahjudy2914 Жыл бұрын
Prayers for you 🙏
@johndeane5864 Жыл бұрын
Being watching these for some time now. All I hear is excuses ….
@trubabiblu06 Жыл бұрын
Im sorry ur hurting. I too lost my lil sister in january n i can relate to the feeling of lost all friends n fam n just alone with the pain. If u need a friend id b a great listener. We share similar lives n u do deserve to live too🤞
@deannazee6368 Жыл бұрын
There are plenty of therapist who also used to be attics, and I met a lot of them when I was in rehab in Florida… And I promise you if you do your homework and find a rehab, they will help you get back on your feet, they will help you get back into housing and help you find employment. You just have to want it for your self. You absolutely cannot change your past, but you absolutely CAN change your future, Praying for you love. And God Bless you both 🙏🏼💕🙏🏼
@lisaj.j.2999 Жыл бұрын
I don't know what my talents and gifts are. That's because you can't become the best version of yourself while you're putting mood alternating substances in your body. You can't be who God the good Lord calls you to be when you use substances to cope with situations. Until you change your ways you are still a part of the problem. Once you decide to Become part of the solution, you will no longer participate in activities that are problematic to this world. then you can find your gifts and talents in this world. I pray for this girl that God's love can change her heart so she can change her ways . Join the Army of the people of God.
@skp6613 Жыл бұрын
This hurts to see. I’ve never been able to tell my story even though I’ve been given numerous chances throughout my recovery. I just can’t seem to do it. I wish I could speak on everything the way other people seem to do it. Some people are able to speak so eloquently about all they have been through and I just wish I was able to get it out.
@matthewcadle7200 Жыл бұрын
You can turn things around, and the best feeling is showing the doubters that they were doubting the. wrong person. (You).....
@MakimaCD07 Жыл бұрын
I hope and have faith she can get better, and i know this job isn't for everyone but honestly, with her looks and stature-she could be a fine model indeed.
@JustLiveYourLife1. Жыл бұрын
sending you HUG! and LOVE!
@michellelouise8764 Жыл бұрын
Good interview mal 🖐🏼💕💪🏻,this girl is very beautiful , her eyes are stunning , but hold alot of pain 😔, she definitely had aloy of heartache 💔and sounds like she really hurting on the inside ,but like you say she still has all her marbels , and could do soO well in life ,if she can find the strength to get out of there,fund her beautiful self again ,stop hurting and be reunited with her son and give him and herself a better life 😔🙏💪🏻💕🕯️ you can do this girl 🙏🕯️✨ for you,thanks for letting these beautiful lost souls 💔 tell their story Bro 👼🏾💖
@lauraestes9304 Жыл бұрын
Shes right about the dope. We who were real og heroin addicts and even fetty mix.....have no idea what hell xylazine withdrawal is like. So despite my 15 years of struggle i still wouldnt know what shes going through now.
@CookDogosNZ Жыл бұрын
She reminds me alot of Danielle 💕💕
@greenie75 Жыл бұрын
Genuine question that I grapple with: Can a parent with kids be free and independent?
@carmenbrown3437 Жыл бұрын
I think the reason people neglect relationships and problems is because they never had a good experience with such things in the past. Broken families do not help produce good relationships and coping skills.
@suzannehatten566 Жыл бұрын
She dosen't come from a broken home. Her issues are from her own guilt with herself
@edwardshighonstreetlife Жыл бұрын
Oh jelly last time I saw you on interview you looked alot better the streets are taking a toll let us pray dear God please help jelly she is in the struggle please help her heal from the loss of the sister please help her grieve for the dope is preventing the grieving process dear lord please protect her from satins grip I pray in gods name please jelly consider help these addicts are not your friends they are caught in the storm there's people who care 🙏 Mal cares he is just not a you tuber he is a soldier of God he is aml family we care special protection prayer in Arabic for jelly ah ozzoo belahe Monash shay ta nerozeme this will help protect her 🙏 ❤️ again I pray again I shed a tear a man will not make you happy yet being sober and with your kids will help God please use your power to help jelly there's still hope still a chance for jelly it's horribly wrong she got raped and her things stolen jelly your a good person please you deserve much better 🙏 much love sent to jelly
@KnewEyes1990 Жыл бұрын
Her eyes are Gorgeous!..Sending her lots of love ❤️
@TRANQUILSOUNDSANDMUSIC Жыл бұрын
She's a beautiful young lady with a great personality. I think I'd get along with her lol. I hope she can get outta there like she wants and get back to her kid.
@amyslates3342 Жыл бұрын
This breaks my heart ❤
@warningsigns4526 Жыл бұрын
Sackler family resides in Switzerland - FYI - they are a huge part of this problem here -
@missevolucion77374 ай бұрын
That's the thing YOU have to be there for your self no one else.... I hope you find that strength and pull out of this hell....
@isabellemat9160 Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤She is so beautiful I love the person she is!!!! She must got out of this!!!! I would like so much to meet her but sadly I live in the UK. BUT NEVER NO!! ( PLEASE BE STRONG GET OUT THERE
@lyndseytester9226 Жыл бұрын
She is so pretty and she has a firm head on her shoulders I so hope she gets out of this lifestyle because she deserves way more she has way too much going for her she’s beautiful inside and out and I hope she can she that she is worthy of better things xxx
@susanatkinson967 Жыл бұрын
Lovely lass xxxx wish her all the luck x
@Mel-pj3os Жыл бұрын
BANG ON !!! SAY IT LOUD.... ITS DESTROYED THESE PEOPLE .... WHEN ALL THEY NEEDED WAS PATIENCE AND TO BE TAUGHT!!! TEACH!! WE ARENT TEACHING WERE CONDONING.....
@MikeMartin-gz6ix Жыл бұрын
You have to tell her to go to rehab because she doesn't belong there.
@margaretr5701 Жыл бұрын
You can tell her if you want, she gave her email near end of video.
@trinbean6918 Жыл бұрын
Love ya voice MAL❤
@ronniewilliz153 Жыл бұрын
I tried to get my sons mom to be around and be a mother... She couldnt get over we lost our son and my parents stepped in and she had a lot lf hate twords them for that but it wasnt their fault.... I was ours. Never got him back but I just moved in with my paremts so i cpuld be there for him. Been with him for going on 14 years. Im.not 100% clean but im.not shooting dope or on h or ice. I hope they get tired of being sick and tired.
@Beef5 Жыл бұрын
She says, "i was raped" like i say i had a cheeseburger for lunch. Geez...
@7777VANITY Жыл бұрын
That's the reality of Kensington though. It is a trauma induced place.
@harryschneider1760 Жыл бұрын
Its not dope....the high last few hours..i got high cause i loved it...period..its a choice to pick up everyday....just my opinion
@Andrea-64 Жыл бұрын
It would be nice if Angelica could stay at her moms get clean and get her son back. She needs to reach out and take the first step. I hope she leaves that hell hole. 🙏
@ilenetyrrell4484 Жыл бұрын
When they get these wounds? After the hospital cut a limb off in America, on average how long do they keep them in hospital and what medication are they placed on afterwards?
@jermainep5314 Жыл бұрын
You're not a bad person, please remember that. Good luck with things, you can overcome those Demons!
@AuggieCR Жыл бұрын
Lots of love♡♡
@Caremmn Жыл бұрын
Does anyone know how I can get in touch with Jelly? There's so much her and I have in common & i feel drawn to her... I would just really love to be able to connect with her if that's possible. Thank you so much! 💓
@margaretr5701 Жыл бұрын
She gave her email towards the end of the video, for ppl who want to contacting her.
@timgutierrez2211 Жыл бұрын
Yes, it is beyond traumatic to lose a loved one in your family, as there are many horrible things that happen to many of us in life .....but...it is not the trauma that keeps people addicted. It is the power of the specific drug and the brain chemistry of the individual person. There is no addiction gene that runs in families. What runs in families is traumas that cause a person especially young people to make their brain chemistry change. Either way there is only one positive way ot, and that is to find a way to quit. I an losing my eye sight ans will one day be blind. I wonder if I woujd change my situation where I would rather have good sight and have to quite drugs, but this is something for this girl to think about. If all I had to do was avoid so called triggers to save my vision, I would do it in a second. Triggers may be real, but if you arfen;t in recovery they are an excuse. I hope Jelly is able to find the right timing /trigger that tells her it is time to quit.
@AshLytton_JesusLovesYou Жыл бұрын
What you need is..... Jesus! Jesus loves you and wants to heal you and keep you under His protection ❤ He doesn't ask for anything in return but that you believe in Him and trust Him! When you choose Him , He will turn it around girlfriend! He is the only one that can love you 💯 perfectly and feel up that empty spot you have! I will pray that you are filled up with His love and experience the power He has! Much love and blessings 🙌 🙏 ❤️
@RonnieLeeBeauford Жыл бұрын
the first thing addicts ignore is the golden rule. then they go into self pity mode
@migdaliacolon5001 Жыл бұрын
Omg i been looking for her for months please tell her if u talk to her that her friend maggie is been looking for her i been clean for 6 years now i been trying to find her to help her... Jell im looking for you if u see this yo i just been looking for u with ur black hair... ima go look again i hope i find u try n stay safe God bless you.
@migdaliacolon5001 Жыл бұрын
I will help her get in my program Jell you know I will.. I'm glad I got to see this video thanks for posting this n making this video with her.
@MoneyMike3883 Жыл бұрын
I will pray for her
@elisabethsalmon41079 ай бұрын
Im a Libra too...I get it...an empath
@WarriorWon Жыл бұрын
She has the most beautiful eyes. She seems real cool
@Nursing609Ай бұрын
She has a lot of excuses!! Hopefully she will grow up soon, and realizes there is help for all her issues she has to want it though. Her family could come get her 100 times but until she is ready to change it will always be same for her!! And i am sure her family is tired of being disappointed. They want her well .
@andybeck7615 Жыл бұрын
Mal. You did a wonderful job in letting Jelly (Angelica( tell her story. I think she would like a book on drawing, poetry, or a musical instrument like a flute or harmonica for her to learn something new.
@erinl.5303 Жыл бұрын
RIP Duff😢
@cheryllines4106 Жыл бұрын
Shake that shit off baby girl, take all the help thats offered & ask if it's not. Like u say ur on ur own out there, going through more trauma u'll av 2deal with. Take that 1st step before u can run, u weren't there 4ur sister dont make the same mistake with ur son❤️ Try not 2judge ur family they're in crisis 2 , get out of that hellhole, maybe a program will set u on the right track. There's nothing gud goin on in that hellhole. We all got issues, its how u deal with them, sometimes u gotta let shit go to move forward. U got Mal there sharing ir story reaching out to u - people r there 4 u dont black that out & let the rot set in. I know its easy to 4 people 2 tell u wat 2do, but they're trying 2help , accept that. B uur Best Self b4 u get more desperate. The Apocalypse life ur living isnt normal, u cant blame ur family really for not wanting 2get dragged down. Please B Safe & Brave, im sure ur family care, atm U SHOULD change who U R - ONLY U CHANGE THAT ❤✌️🙏
@fjc11212 Жыл бұрын
Guppy in the shark tank. Time to escape Kensington.
@chrisbuzzard25362 ай бұрын
If you cant handle your kids getting taken from you for being on dope-then you cant handle raising them. Get clean, take some classes, watch your parents, whatever it takes to be a good parent. Or leave them with people who are strong enough to raise them.
@kylez23 Жыл бұрын
Real talk ❤ stay strong Jelly 🙏🇦🇺❤️
@even61135 ай бұрын
Jelly go home your mother loves you and will help you become rehabilitated and a responsible mom
@lenarhynehart5784 Жыл бұрын
She could be who she wants to be ❤️🙏
@OwenGriffin-u5i Жыл бұрын
How is techology worth anything on the street? mann she can talk, so she isn't too far gone.