Jubilee Team Reads Each Other's Darkest Secrets

[@jubilee]

Thanks for watching this special episode of Seeking Secrets where people from the Jubilee team read each other's secrets - it was a great reminder that although we are a tight-knit team, everyone has more to their story than we know. If you want to get to know us even more, subscribe to our second channel, Twobilee! We just released a video where we talk about how and why we created one of our most popular shows, Spectrum: kzbin.info/www/bejne/oGWWpq1ojaaUfLM

[@hh-uk8hd]

hey Jubilee. loved the video

[@occamsrazor9183]

Jubilee, honestly, I do not know how your channel idea came about but my opinion there is no other channel that does what yours does as in real life perceptions in an instant with civility among the opposition. A thought juggernaut🐾...

[@biomechanicalintegration6137]

Love how you were able to state that your team consists of just humans which are by nature imperfect, angsty and ever-changing

[@S0nder]

This video was so heartwarming yet at the same time soul-wrenching. I'm in awe that this is actually a video on KZbin. The raw emotion and feelings within their vulnerability is exactly what we need more of in this world of ours so that the whole world can become a more loving place. We're not so different, you and I. We're all human, this I know. If any one of you would like a real friend then just hit me up "@brianloves_you". Life really shouldn't be such a miserable place. Truly, I wish to see the beauty in all of this 💙

[@occamsrazor9183]

@@S0nder Tnx for the playlist🐾...

[@Ruebenett259]

Must be super heavy for that person who has memorized everybody’s handwriting.

[@akagrimreaper6702]

Wow I just realized that lol

[@nhandang5105]

Maybe these words were printed

[@mooominpapa]

They were probably printed so that it's easier to read

[@Ruebenett259]

Papa Moomin yeah still but they were printed by SOMEONE sooo..

[@leakenny1125]

Could be submitted anonymously through google forms or something like that?

[@zurmy9413]

There is a Japanese saying that fits this video well... everyone has 3 faces, the one you show to the world, the one you show to your friends and family, and the one that you never show which is the truest reflection of yourself.

[@ameenashafiq216]

Yes! I love this saying because the more you look at others, the more you realize how true this saying is.

[@mshbeatbox]

I remember this saying almost every day and its true for me

[@akagrimreaper6702]

Thats beautiful

[@RiotousRaichu]

I disagree. I think if anything there's four faces. I reckon most people act pretty differently around their friends than around their family.

[@NiceEyeballs]

I totally agree

[@Johanisthestar]

"I'm afraid I've lost my passion for life" hit different

[@Ayveh]

More like hit a spot on my end.

[@pransyang4403]

me rn :(

[@emmy3325]

I have no will to live :)

[@markushogberg8130]

For anyone needing to talk, I'll be here! I may not be the best person to help but I'll do whatever I can. If you don't want to talk here, you can message me on Instagram @Markushogberg_

[@lyn3792]

Frrrrrr

[@Alliedeathdreamer]

Everyone that surrounds you has their own personal story to tell and I feel like we often forget that

[@aus-li]

What's your own personal story?

[@angelgjr1999]

VoidX Some people struggle to share personal stories. Regardless, we should show support and love.

[@aus-li]

Angel Gutierrez Well, I wish I had one, lol.

[@aspebb]

The word that applies to this is "sonder".

[@aus-li]

@ Lol, I'm not young, unfortunately. But I don't know what defines a "personal story"?

[@Localguitarman]

This is the equivalent of the class clown making everyone happy and then coming home sad

[@mirianchiemerieonyema35]

sigh and its very sad

[@lmariecarroll]

Like Robin Williams ... committed suicide.

[@whos_regine]

@Miguel Hernandez I dont think that's what they were tryna do...

[@555starangel_]

@Miguel Hernandez Calm down, that's not what they were trying to do😳

[@RosemaryTurner2002]

That's genuinely so heartbreaking 😔

[@nawdeaa]

“our brokenness brings us together” that one hit

[@cubegram948]

r/iam14andthisisdeep

[@devenbattish5701]

Cubegram 😂

[@DeAnne1233]

IKR? Peach Preach!!!!

[@KierstonKxsh]

Trauma bonding 😢

[@larsneedsjesus]

“I’ve stolen thousands of dollars out of my coworkers wallets, and I don’t have any feeling of regret” imagine

[@francine2493]

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@francine2493]

I'm so ⚰️⚰️⚰️⚰️ LMAO 😭😭😭😭

[@rayraygaleva9493]

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@joshbroushini8306]

Must really hate this person

[@Yara-us5ey]

I would be so guilty like as soon as i get home i would repent

[@zahraakhalife9150]

"I don't have anybody in my life I can 100% truly be myself with." This is one of the biggest problems I have. Every time I get to have a friend that is so close, something would happen that will makes me disappointed...

[@Ayveh]

Hugs! Don't give up hope. I used to feel that way and was that way for 24 years of my life. I met my best female friend in 2014/2015 and then I met my male best friend almost 2 years ago. I can finally be my full self around the two. I found them both after giving up of finding real friends and just accepted that I was meant to be alone however that didn't mean I have to feel alone. I had made my peace with being alone and then Tadaaa lol XD

[@the_nevaehtnes]

You wanna have me ? 🥺

[@stilljustawalrus8135]

I’m kind of the same way. I looooooove my friends and we all get along really well but sometimes the most fun I have is just me alone in my room dancing or whatever. Not that that’s a bad thing at all! Being alone is great, especially as an introvert lol. But sometime you wanna experience that fun with other people too

[@dman4897]

Just be yourself, and if they don't like u they don't deserve u.

[@zahraakhalife9150]

Thank you for you comments. I should no longer see this as a problem. I don't have to have a very close friend. And at the same time, it is not healthy to isolate myself, so I gotta have a balance. Most importantly not to get attached to any friend, so that I won't get the same amount of hurt that I got in the past. I used in the past to consider a best friend nearly as myself, but this is just wrong.

[@Zomb1ekiller2014]

*Pulls card* “I have embezzled money from Jubilee” *What if that happened?*

[@saracha-sauce]

I would lowkey live for that lol

[@rasheemwyattreid3351]

Me looking at everybody: 🍵☕🐸

[@bangtwitterandtwicetagram830]

That would be hilarious

[@onyii2735]

👁👄👁

[@mooominpapa]

💀💀💀

[@nihility.]

Definitely needed Jason's advise at the end. Wasn't sure if I'd ever find my "passion" in my lifetime but that gives me hope otherwise.

[@user-gs7ln2gl8n]

samee!

[@miaenten2954]

Same!!!

[@cristianasilva6127]

same, I felt like he was talking to me

[@ShelbieMua]

Wishing you and everyone who feels the same the best! I'm sure that must be a hard feeling to get rid of.

[@emmy3325]

I’m still pretty sure I’ll never find my “passion”. Nothing brings me joy anymore. It just feels like I’m waiting to be happy again but whenever I feel like things will go back to normal, I fall apart. My life is just an endless cycle of me just waiting for things that’ll make me happy, but once I get to things I want they don’t make any impact. I’m just sitting here waiting to die.

[@RustyRayy_21]

well next day at work is gonna be awkward..... lol

[@cleoa6006]

or not they seem really close

[@theylooklikeprostitotsmich959]

🤣

[@farida6638]

Wow this takes a lot of courage

[@AxxLAfriku]

WARNING I am the unprettiest human YTer worldwide, but somehow I have TWO HOT KZbinR girlfriends. Thanks for being a future subscryber, dear farida

[@yara6824]

AxxL is your brain okay?

[@hassanshariff8403]

@@AxxLAfriku on

[@hassanshariff8403]

O

[@farida6638]

AxxL I’m sure you’re very pretty in your own way, pretty is just a word no more no less just a word

[@LanaDelReySupremacy]

bet after this they went looking at everyone’s handwriting lol

[@nala3101]

They probably might have been printed out,,,cuz handwriting's can be a bit difficult to read sometimes

[@universaleliteinc.6554]

J they literally were writing down in the beginning

[@nala3101]

@@universaleliteinc.6554 I'm pretty sure that's just for bringing out the realness of the video, if u get what I mean. Or after writing it down, they might have printed those out. Those notes were written as anonymous, so it would be cheating if they could identify the person from their handwriting

[@FaylunaRaRa]

@@nala3101 They could use blocky text to make it less clear... As long as they can all draw straight lines normally...

[@the_leaning_tiger2707]

BTSSS ARMYYY 1:18 He said he changed hand writing

[@epoembille3746]

"The older I get, the uglier I feel inside. "

[@dollcrazy300]

Epoem Bille - Very sad! Sounds like someone needs to practice some form of self-forgiveness. I recommend this little book: “Walking your Blues Away” by Thom Hartmann.

[@kinitoprovoost1300]

Normally when you quote, you should add something to it, like a comment... Otherwise it's just a repeat of what we just watched.

[@hoodpriestessphilosophy7669]

The uglier I feel outside too. 😂

[@epoembille3746]

@@kinitoprovoost1300 I think you are right, the reason why I quoted this without any comment was because this part hit me most when I watched it, I kinda felt a little speechless and said that I bearly could find anything to express myself..

[@epoembille3746]

@@dollcrazy300 That's very said, it also feels like someone who's looking for some kind of salvation when actually speak out.. The book looks awesome, thanks for your recommendation!

[@jenn1545]

Truly did not expect these secrets to be so heavy. I think we could all somehow relate to some of them and hopefully this will allow those who still suffer to feel less ashamed and to humanize themselves again. Also thank you Jason for your words at the end of the video bc I absolutely understand what this person is going thru, I very much needed that.

[@david91lvb]

8:40 one should remain ashamed forever

[@Brucelee89896]

@@david91lvb well i can relate to that secret but i am not ashamed, is from the past but i don't feel bad either

[@kacyashworth7390]

@David Massawa the fact that you watch this video and still come back to the comments to judge ... do you even understand the point of the video? You only know a fraction of the story, whoever said that may have a very good reason as to what had happened and why so think before you speak next time.. this whole video is about people feeling judged for their secrets and feelings and you did just that

[@tshegoblessings9142]

7:57 when he said that he has different pockets of friends, I felt that. Growing up I never had a solid group of friends even now I feel like I still don't have friends.

[@pinkaestheticchic9843]

I feel like that as well. Like I have one best friend from elementary, but even after 6 years, I still don’t feel comfortable showing my authentic self to her

[@tshegoblessings9142]

@@pinkaestheticchic9843 happens fam

[@Oyama_]

Same here, I find that usually people consider me to a bore or too awkward so I don't really have friends I am a loner for sure...

[@tshegoblessings9142]

@@Oyama_ can totally relate, I myself am very shy and awkward like you, but being lonely isn't that bad, it just hurts a lot when the people around you make you feel isolated

[@cuhnty2032]

rt

[@niamh1972]

“It’s our brokenness that often connects us all” wow.

[@marysamson9228]

TRUE, THAT %100 !!!!

[@FruitOfTheSpirit]

“I feel like plus-sized models should lose a little weight” is your *darkest secret.* Okayyyyyyyy...

[@all4uuuu]

Chris I Right thats what i was thinking too😭😭

[@sruthysk3962]

😂😂

[@stannisstewart4879]

i guess jubilee is meant to be positive

[@Brucelee89896]

that's not a dark secret 😁😁😁

[@Anthony-op7xz]

Sad how someone feels the need to hide that from their co-workers...

[@VeganDefinition]

No one: Jubilee: making everyone’s quarantine better during this hard time ...

[@AxxLAfriku]

original comment

[@nikke8410]

VegCeps ok

[@pepsican1]

Never seen this comment before 100% original

[@itsasecret4451]

Woofy Face well when you think about it absolutely nothing is original

[@k_mma]

Ur still in quarantine? I’m so sorry.

[@spaceboundlad2622]

I don't have imaginary friends but I do just talk to myself and there have been times I have to talked to myself for an hour. Its not weird. I feel really good after doing that. But obviously there should be a balance.

[@Ruebenett259]

Everybody does that. Its basically thinking but you are doing it out loud. And yes it is perfectly normal to feel good after that, after all the only one who relates to you as much as you do is you. It helps improve your self love and confidence. Plus it makes you know yourself better. So that’s a good trait you have.

[@liliflwrs]

@@extrashotofespresso_ I do that but haven't done much research besides earning the name and a few other things that I could find

[@silvervixen007]

I do that too 🙈 especially when home alone

[@jhonsnow1146]

Once someone called me crazy for doing it 😔

[@coxqxz]

Does the voice answers back too? Like as if your talking to someone. Like having a conversation

[@samanthacollins5683]

now you KNOW they’re sitting there trying to figure out who wrote what👀

[@journeytosis_tainability2161]

Whew this was too good. So glad Jubilee has created this space for people to be more empathetic and vulnerable. ❤️

[@alara6500]

Everytime i see Jason in Jubilee's videos, i feel like he must be an amazing boss. He is an amazing person. The idea of a channel like Jubilee alone is just very humanly and beautiful.

[@ZarrysLux]

I really wanna have a bestfriend or a soulmate and talk about anything like I'm jealous of other people that have just someone that they can talk to about anything. I know I'll always have me but it would be very nice to experience to have someone you can be comfortable with (or maybe I'm just very lonely lmao) great video as always tho

[@Veeliaa242]

You might have one ... 😊

[@-taemiso-292]

Same, but I emotionally deflect people because I don't think I can handle betrayal again.

[@ThePurpleCosmos]

Indeed. I can't understand why I'm the only one I know who's been alone this long.

[@AzeezahIbraheem]

Omg this!!

[@evil_bnuuy666]

Same. I have close friends. However, I feel like mostly I Iisten and care for them too much that I forget about myself. I always talk with them about what THEY want, I let mostly THEM to speak. I always thought that it's my purpose to just cater to others. It's sad, but I'm getting better at opening up about what I think and feel. And I wish you and people who are reading this comment rn and struggle with something familiar to find people that will truly care, listen and understand you. All the love to you. You deserve it

[@lisagriffin8221]

I think this video was so important because as viewers, we forget there are real people with real problems and insecurities behind every component of Jubilee.

[@EnableHacks]

I really wanna work for Jubilee and love the way the whole desire is to create empathy for all no matter any situation, use discord, and sharing as a platform to grown and learn. Using perspective and difference to create conversation. Just Love Personally!

[@jacobarmstrong5308]

You have to tell us your deepest darkest secret then

[@connor5469]

I absolutely agree 🙏✨

[@EnableHacks]

@@jacobarmstrong5308 BET

[@ameenashafiq216]

Jubilee is literally the best channel. After watching Jubilee, I feel like I gained a lot of insight on different perspectives and ideas. And above all Jubilee is still able to be vulnerable with us. Never did they stop teaching empathy. How many people of you guys were impacted by Jubilee?

[@Iloveiman1]

Do an episode of CEO's reading about what employees have to say about them and the company. Along with things that they have done on the job.

[@faithfaith5154]

This was depressing, and yet satisfying. Just knowing you’re not alone

[@hs6094]

It’s weird because I could relate to more than one secret...

[@Brucelee89896]

i can relate to the family meber one 🤐😯🥱

[@aaronkou1751]

BruceLee'sLegacy 😱

[@layla-lg1et]

I related to 5 total

[@sherryjackson8474]

BruceLee'sLegacy You on IG ? Was it incest?

[@fixerupperer]

Not weird, just human

[@Amya.]

Just know Jubilee team, you help make peoples day better. Always remember you're a good person and thank we would miss you and we love you.

[@mindy9138]

The fact that someone’s ‘darkest secret’ is they judge plus size models...whew chile

[@raghadalashoor6650]

I agree with you to some level yet their reason actually is true Alot now are taking the plus size models as a role model for not losing weight and ending up with diseases due to it So as to it I agree and somehow disagree

[@chrischross4116]

I mean, there is more after that

[@yuriyou6845]

I know righttt, it’s weird to think that one of them has those thoughts since they’re all about empathy and understanding others

[@lisasmiley4683]

@@raghadalashoor6650 Just to add some perspective (englisch isn t my first language and I don't want to sound harsh, just to give an argument) a lot of plus size/obese people have a lot of weight because they have self-esteem issues. So they cope with that with food and that even lowers their selfesteem and so on. But imagine you are plus size / obese and you see someone who is the same but with confidence as a role model, maybe that will give you some confidence and you will start by wearing nicer thing, than sport, than maybe losing some weight and be okay with your body and finnaly yourself. Sure genetics can help or worsent your possition but I think the first step lise in your selfesteem. And I think everybody should be confident and happy about themself.

[@rodrigolopezvillegas4272]

@@lisasmiley4683 how i see it is very simple:If you're not happy with how you currently are then try to change,if you are then be 400 pounds for all i care.Problem is that some people that arent ok with their body's are saying they are because they dont wanna put in the work.I used to do that about 2 years ago until i realized otherwise and ive lost 60 pounds since and im still improving

[@user-gs7ln2gl8n]

showing vulnerability takes a lot of courage! kudos to yall

[@david91lvb]

Yeah apart from the 8:40 one

[@user-gs7ln2gl8n]

David Massawa im still at 5:04 haha !

[@aishaar718]

When he said the secret was based on 'thought distortion' .. it hit me real hard cause i feel like i deal with depression mostly because of my inner thoughts

[@chloebrandii]

Aisha Ar - I’m sorry. I’m sure you’re a beautiful individual. And your thoughts can be beautiful, too. Try and focus on that. Just find something to be grateful for once a day (I’m sure you’ve probably heard that before haha) and know that there are people here for you.

[@peepmam]

ok but seriously, why are early comments so weird and random

[@spaceboundlad2622]

Because they want likes at any cost. And they want to get out their comment asap.

[@xlllNIGHTMARElllx]

Most aren't well thought out and the comments that tend to be voice a popular opinion have yet to shift to the top

[@justinx.5154]

Its popularity. Everyone is hungry for likes so they juast type any unncessasary thing

[@elikirk2800]

"Attempted murder" "Incest" "I feel bad about myself sometimes lol"

[@ifiwsaflowridbearose]

Yeah.. I definitely get these are personal secrets but some of these people are admitting to crimes. Incest is definitely a crime. And the attempted murder part, like even tho they didn’t do it. It still sounds really bad. That’s definitely something that needs to be worked out for YEARS to come..

[@jinjunliu2401]

@@ifiwsaflowridbearose It's good that they had the courage to write it down, that probably means that they've gotten past a certain point and are on a good track of living past that

[@Brucelee89896]

@@ifiwsaflowridbearose i relate to the incest secret but it wasn't that extreme

[@asmrlacedwithpearls4310]

BruceLee'sLegacy having sexual intercourse with a family member isn’t extreme? 💀

[@macetyy5189]

​@@ifiwsaflowridbearose I don't think they attempted murder. They just thought about it and had a plan but never acted on it, therefore it's not really a crime (I think).

[@DIProgan]

I feel like this might create some serious conflicts up the road when the writers gets revealed through process of elimination.

[@bonniebayley-skinner5708]

I’m sure it would have been completely optional to take part in this video

[@michellerains2732]

I completely agree & was thinking about this with each secret being shared.

[@hobiismyhope673]

" i have spend so much time making other people happy i am unsure how to make myself happy" i can relate :(

[@NiNi-Rmtae]

Same but our sunshine boys make us happy at least for me this year has been hard but tae and everyone 💜 has help me be happy at least for while

[@marissal8787]

“I still have imaginary friends” This is 100% relatable for me. I’ve never told anybody that my imagination goes this far, but whenever I’m alone, and even sometimes when I’m not, I have characters from tv or my own original characters with me. It helps with loneliness because I know that I’m not alone.

[@icantthinkofaname6991]

This video has comforted me so much. I’ve been dealing with my own personal guilt on certain things and it’s been eating at me for years. I’m glad to know I’m not alone.

[@hongwonie]

"I don't have anybody in my life I can 100% truly be myself with. every time I've tried I felt judged, and it makes me sad I cope with it by having different types of people in my life that I reveal different parts of myself.." really hit me hard.

[@simsdiy]

the plus size statement isn’t a darkest secret it’s just an unpopular opinion lol

[@kaitlynkilpatrick36]

I feel like if u are plus size tho it would sound weird coming outta your mouth. So it might be from a plus size coworker. I myself am plus size and i hate the plus size industry. It's all morbidly obese women that are glorifying being unhealthy and normalizing it.

[@theelectionmaster9786]

I hated that statement its ok to be bigger that what makes people unique as long as they are not unhealthy I don't see a problem with being on the bigger side everyone comes in different shapes and sizes

[@liv5296]

@@theelectionmaster9786 yeah just because you're plus size, doesn't mean you aren't healthy. that "secret" pissed me off

[@f.k6920]

@@liv5296 I can never really take anyones "concerns" about plus size models seriously because none of them ever come with the same energy about models who are close to being anorexic, throwing up their food and practising unsafe diets.

[@FandangoJepZ]

Not unpopular opinion, most people I know agree on the fact that the message overweight models spread is bad. They’re literally promoting obesity

[@marquonsmith9943]

2:21 i know who wrote that. because she had said it in another darkest secrets video and i can say that her opening up about that in that past video had helped me get through one of my saddest moments at the time, so thank you Kendra

[@isabelw.9884]

*reads about apathy while wearing an "empathy" shirt*

[@Orynae]

The person who feels apathetic: To me this sounds like depression, not just "I'm not sure if I believe in my career project" like that guy was describing. I don't want to armchair diagnose, so I would suggest to them to go see a therapist. It doesn't mean anything is definitely wrong, just that you need some help right now!

[@jonericsanchez3421]

I dont think the guy was describing a “i dont believe in my career project” he was just sharing his own experience... knowing it would differ from the writers but sharing what he went through and how he got through it. And he’s right. When life gets boring you need to say yes to new experiences and once you find ur passion, you can feel fulfilled by it

[@helenwinter3320]

honestly yeah i had a time when i was kinda depressed and that description defenitly fits to the me of that time. for me getting out of that was a lot of different things that accumulated wich helped me over a long time, but a main thing was the seasons change. it helped a lot, but also following positive mental health blogs, and also an important one for me: writing diary entries to process my emotions, clear my thoughts, calm my head, whenever i felt overwhelmed, underwater, just emotionally unstable (often the smallest things could be too much for me i had lots of very high highs and very low lows, wich was very emotionally draining.) or felt that weird feeling i always describe as "gray" I can't really dwscribe it, just numb and well apathetic and tired, so so tired of just living. writing just what i feel has helped me analyze my emotions, identifying them and taking means to cope. i have a playlist for when i got so panicked or overwhelmed I'd hyperventilate (idk if those were panic or anciety attacks, i don't want to selfdiagnose when it comes to the heavier stuf. pretty sure i can say i had experiences with depression overall though? idk probably) . it was a long journey. and healing isn't linear. i had backtracks, especially when the days became darker, i think the hormones in my brain are a lil sensitive to that. but i always knew that there was a chance to feel alive and good again. one day. so i kept going hoping for that one day. but it was a lot of little steps in lots of different directions on lots of different days. it was hard, and I wasn't always persisting or working on it, i just really tried to unlearn unhealthy behavior and/or thought patterns as best as i could and i think im in a muh bwtter place now. the literally constant overthinking and the inner critic haven't been around in some time. i do think part of that was because of puberty, since that messed with my hormones, wich doesn't mean it was any less serious. but yeah. to anyone struggeling rn my advice would be to just hang in there, it's gonna get better, it won't be easy and sometimes getting out of a dark place can feel worse than being in it, but it's worth it. it is so worth it in the long run. and when you can, do your best. try to be easy on yourself, i know this is easier said than done, but this is a very important aspect that requires constant work to rewire your thinking but yeah. also don't surround yourself with depressing things. write sad music to express, but don't listen to it constantly. draw sad things, but don't make that the only thing you see. surround yourself with things that have a positive aura. god im so sorry this got this long lmao

[@MJK8000]

I was thinking the same.

[@cleoa6006]

It could be depression, but it could also just be a quarter life crisis

[@mint7325]

The beginning of depression, exactly what I felt. They could sink very deep, but would evolve for the best. Advice to anyone going thru this: seek a therapist pls.

[@essencehulsinger8982]

The way they conduct themselves is so honorable. You can tell they belong here on this platform. They are doing a great job of sparking dialogue respectfully

[@saraslife4895]

i love hearing these things. bad or not. makes me not feel alone when i’m down 🥺❤️🤞🏼

[@aurathenomnom]

This was so intense, every single person we walk past has a story, it's beautiful to learn about other people without fear and without judgement, and learn more about ourselves in the process

[@emilyrose2895]

Sometimes I spend so much time making others happy that it feels like my only purpose in life is to help others work through their problems and make them smile. This is so much that when I’m alone or someone shows dissatisfaction with their own life, I take it to mean I’ve done something wrong and I feel eternally sad.

[@kaidiver3089]

" i am unsure to make myself happy" DAMMMMN, THE VERY FIRST ONE.. HIT ME SO DAMMMMN HARD !! ITS THE STORY AND DEFINITION OF MY LIFE !! I LIVVVVE MY LIFE, EXXACTLY LIKE THIS !! IT BRINGS ME SOOO MUCH JOY AND WARMTH WHEN I HELP AND GIVE SOMEONE A HAND AND KNOWING THAT I HAD HELP THEIR LIFE SO MUCH EASIER !! KNOWING ITS AGAINST MY BELIEFS, MY MORRALS, BENDING BACKWARDS, GOIN THRU HURDLES AND AGAINST WHAT I STAND UP FOR. I PUT MYSELF WAYY TO THE SIDE. ALL FOR KNOWING IT HELPS THEM. I DO IT ALLLLLLL OUT OF MY HEART, WITHOUT ANYTHING IN RETURN. THEY NEVER HAVE TO ASK !! I LISTEN, I HEAR THEM AND IM AN EXCELLENT LISTENER But when it comes to myself, I'm lost and numb. EVERYONE COMES FIRST, TO BE HONEST, THIS MAKES SO MUCH MORE SENSE TO ME !!

[@ifmmm]

"It's our brokeness that often connects us all" - Jason, CEO of Jubilee 👏

[@nataliagrimaldi3465]

" Sometimes the people you grow up with are not your people " that hits me hard... I wish my dad would die but the only things that makes me afraid of losing him is that I still rely on him financially...I want him dead but I got no choice if I ever get a stable job I would never care about him ... I would not fully ignore him because my religion forbids this type of attitude towards parents but I would stay away from him as much as I can . I hate him from the bottom of my heart for everything he've done to me and my mom and siblings but I do my best to hide it ...it's a daily life struggle

[@tinybrit3225]

7:08 I really like that she addresses that some people’s body types can be related to genetics. How some people struggle to lose weight others struggle to put on weight. I’ve always been super skinny and hated it, people assumed that I didn’t eat and tell me I needed to eat more. I only began to gain weight after 25 yrs old.

[@Acarruth98]

Wow. I feel choked up watching this, me being 22 I feel very lost and also feel like I'm on a sinking ship. I can relate to a few of these secrets and I feel I need a space to talk to someone about things I'm experiencing but it is hard to find that space and someone that I can fully be vulnerable around. I don't know what to do. But I do know I feel a little more relieved that there's channels like this one who help spark that real deep layer of conversation. I hope one day I can meet a few employees because I feel grateful to have watched this channel over the year.

[@kunalmahajan7761]

This was the most heart touching video of Jubilee. Venting out is one of the most important task one needs to perform throughout life. I was so amazed of how the other co workers reacted to each others story. Such an amazing team of amazing people!

[@aisadal2521]

Self disclosure is never easy because it invites vulnerability, but self disclosure allows you to get something off your chest, it allows you to become closer to whoever you disclose to

[@Alex-on4ns]

Plot twist: they are actually reading their own secrets

[@wooof.]

Bruh, I can't believe they exposed themselves 😩😻 praise

[@KittyKat-un9jd]

When I look at the members of jubilee members, I didn’t expect that they would be this hard on themselves. We are all humans. We make mistakes and learn from them. It may take time, but I hope for everyone to overcome their obstacles. Thanks 🙏 Jubilee members for sharing. Although it was hard, I feel like the subscribers learned a lot about you guys from this video. I have not seen any other KZbin channel that brings light to the topics you guys do. Keep up the good work.

[@julysascott3384]

I love how understanding they are 😪but the stories whew💔

[@Aliv_ia]

7:26 it’s always your family and close friends who can judge you the most and make you hate the things about yourself... Maybe bc they feel comfortable enough to voice their insults

[@seeleausstahl3595]

Their judgment can be the scariest because you feel like the people who know you best think badly of you or don't understand you, and that can make you feel like no one will really see you for who you are if even they can't. But honestly, I think everyone just has their own life and things they're dealing with and figuring out within themselves, and unfortunately it can be difficult for them to understand the deepest feelings, experiences, or thoughts of others on top of their own. I think that we can influence society to be better in that way though, by being open and vulnerable when we can and responding the best we can when others open up.

[@rhiannonhooper]

People that care about u most r the harshest towards you. They can see the potential ur not meeting usually:)

[@rattytheratty]

"It felt like I was the last person on a ship that was sinking." That hurt me. That's such a terrible, helpless, lonely feeling.

[@nabidiboyjones6567]

“One is not going to always provide what you need” Worst thing you could’ve said but I appreciate her trying to console someone for making a mistake.

[@nabidiboyjones6567]

A. Simmonds I know that... I wasn’t saying that not finding what you want in a relationship is a bad thing. The person definitely should have had a conversation. My problem came with how she made it seem like it was ok for her to cheat.

[@JessiHenderson]

Jason is so well spoken. I could listen to him talk all day long.

[@connor5469]

The advice at the end was so impactful. This is the exact energy I've had for the past two and a half years on my spiritual path but Jason just put words to what I've felt for a long time. There is so much power in vulnerability and openness. Incredible video and channel. We need more channels like this.

[@julliiaaaa]

Sometimes i feel like i cant talk my problems with the people and family that im with because i dont want to put my problems out and ruin the happy mood that they're in. I am a happy person when i dont think about the sad things going on but when it gets late at night the thoughts all come back again. When i try to open up and say that im sad they shrug it off in a way and say that im not sad. I try to laugh it off to hold back my tears. Even though my problems are not big i feel that i shouldnt be sad because as you can see there are so many people facing so much harder things in life, but i cant help but just feel sad in the moment and then fall asleep and start my days over again, going through the same cycle continuously. As one person said in this video that "our brokeness is what brings us together" i feel at ease at knowing im not alone in this world with problems and that everyone has their own dark sides. I hope that one day we'll all be able to be free of these deep guilts and secrets and enjoy the life we have because there's only so much time we have on this planet.

[@NiNi-Rmtae]

Whats crazy for me is people domt know the pain I feel I side cause I distract myself with BTS this boys somehow take me from reality but if I dodnt have them that the scary part I think I will have face ehat I hide

[@farida7148]

to all jubilee crew members, thank you for your vulnerability. really. thank you

[@caritomei7798]

I am so proud of everyone in this video for being able to have courage to speak about their deepest secrets. I know that so many people will be able to relate to all of this and will find comfort to knowing more people feel the same way. Some of these were really heavy, but I really hope all can recover from it and find a way to feel happier somehow. Also thank you to Jason for his kind words of the end, I always find his talks so motivating. Sending love to everyone, thank you for this.

[@misshaenschi1033]

I literally teared up when Jason gave his advice at the end. This hit me hard, but it also gave me hope.

[@Gavinsull]

Watching this really made me think to myself and really realize how unhappy I really am. I’m always trying to be that person that is super fun and caring and I’m always trying to help others,but I really forget that I need to make myself happy. Im always the one people can go to if they have a problem and need advice or just need to get something off of their chest. Now I just feel like I’m stuck with all of these thoughts and emotions and I have nothing I can do try to cope with them because I have no one that I can go to for help and I don’t want people’s views on me to change.

[@noellalazar7843]

Just want to say that Jubilee is one of my favourite KZbin channels...the way taboo topics are dealt with, the way various perspectives are put forth, the way different people are represented here...I have just learned so much. Thank you Jubilee team, for all your work. You're an amazing group of people ❤️

[@norrishafisher1622]

jubilee really is the epitome of empathy. love the team.

[@mionnepallidare8116]

3:18 Same. When I start watching more videos from Jubilee, it's like I open different portals accidentally because I am able to hear different perspectives, and stories from strangers. As I become more open, not too open but tolerating, I find myself so scared all the time that one day I'll wake up don't already know what I am going to believe because there are thousands to millions of perspectives that I want to consider out of sympathy, and humanity. It's like losing my sanity, my guide, 'cos there is a higher chance of becoming too open to everything. I start to struggle with my own thoughts, I doubt my perspectives, and I don't know what to fight for. I'm scared to lose my morals, values, perspectives, philosophies, and myself someday.

[@koalasaw]

Kendra is so perfect and beautiful inside and out!

[@maddietocher9406]

can tell this is going to be good ❤️

[@NyotaParker]

Jubilee has the most impactful content on KZbin. Thank you for your message, passion and insight. Never stop doing what you’re doing as a team! 🖤

[@cindytakyi8222]

7:25 has been my whole life. I don't think its something talked about enough, I'm so lonely, and the thing is no one would suspect it. I can't even make internet friends, I don't know how and I can't find people like me. If someone asked me what I wanted in this world the most, I would ask for a best friend.

[@Demifan39]

Why not make friends in the comments :)

[@seeleausstahl3595]

@@Demifan39 I recently was commenting back and forth with someone under a KZbin video, and it just kept going and getting more interesting so we got in contact elsewhere lol. So apparently that can happen. Connection can be found sometimes when and where you least expect it. To the original commenter, don't lose hope. :)

[@cindytakyi8222]

@@seeleausstahl3595 thank you :)

[@cindytakyi8222]

@@Demifan39 haha I actually don't comment often, Im always the reader :)

[@seeleausstahl3595]

@@cindytakyi8222 ❤️

[@WeirdlyWonderfulASMR]

It's really empowering to see these relatable secrets being spoken, brought to light, and how you encourage each other. As someone who is fighting to overcome social anxiety, I appreciate Jason's advice to find ways to say yes to little things. Little by little, we are growing.

[@megamanz6618]

"It's our brokenness that often connects us all." True

[@ph0non]

Tyre seems to be really positive and accepting, I like that 👍

[@seeleausstahl3595]

You know what? This is a freaking beautiful channel. Thank you for this vulnerable video that has uplifted me and helped me not feel quite as alone and misunderstood.

[@sean_mccadden]

For the person that was intimate with one of their family members, you were young, you either didn’t know better or gave into curiosity. I know at that age its hard to fight everything going on inside you, with all the changes and you probably just wanted to explore it with someone you felt comfortable with. I know its completely looked down upon in our society but it’s understandable and its good that you had a conversation with that person and that you saw a therapist to work it out. So just keep working at it and hopefully you’ll be able to come to terms with it one day

[@Neo-wg9cl]

When the person started talking at 7:27, I broke down crying 😢. So far the friend I have right now, has accepted more than any other person has, so I am truly thankful for her, and even though she may not accept all of who i am, but she still has no idea how thankful I am for her, I would say some to her but I can’t even build up that confidence to do that.

[@rheanng1920]

kendra is such a lovely human! ❤️

[@senoir.]

2:36 I love how he saw a positive in it

[@ajoshua2552]

Wow. I taught these people were all smiles but when I saw this video reality hit me. You shouldn't judge a book by its cover.

[@sean_mccadden]

Yeah everybody has their own struggles, no one is a 100% confident in themselves 100% of the time, sometimes the people that seem the happiest are unfortunately actually the ones most tortured on the inside. Its really beautiful though in a way when people use that pain to better themselves and try to create a better environment for everyone else. Its unfortunate though that they’re going through or went through that and I hope they’re able to learn how to cope with it if they haven’t already

[@sillygoose3314]

I commented on the last one of these saying that I don’t love the series but I do really like this episode. I think sharing secrets with context is a lot more interesting and probably has more of an effect on those reading/watching. Good work yall

[@chandlermays1882]

I wish I had a group of friends where I could be vulnerable like this...

[@courtneywhetten8094]

I think this is my favorite one of these because it helps remind me that every one of these Jubilee employees is still a person. sometimes I think I look at them and I think these are such an amazing people that work for such an amazing company, and they must be so happy and that's not necessarily true and I think this episode has been the one I felt the closest to because it's reminding me that everyone is human, even these people we think we know.

[@ellavalaskatzis9239]

7:24 the secret about not being able to be yourself 100% around anybody is literally EXACTLY how I feel. I am a different person with my friends, family, strangers, and myself.

[@rachelpaterson5089]

Honestly it would be my dream to work for jubilee. Imagine working somewhere so safe so supportive. You can be genuine and you’re around other genuine caring people. I’ve never had that. I’ve never been myself like that. All of the staff here look so happy in their job and I honestly find it so inspiring that a company can have kind of impact on its employees and on the viewers of your content.

[@sil1798]

i feel like in every friend group there's so many things you dk about each other and that is weird to think about and we keep forgetting it

[@christicrochets9011]

I am 16 years old an I also have imaginary friends and i am just getting help for it now and i feel so validated that there are other people who experience the same thing. I thought I was crazy for so long and I felt so ashamed but now I feel so much better knowing that it isn't just me.

[@Hadeel.414]

you are not alone.... i felt ashamed too

[@christicrochets9011]

@@Hadeel.414 I felt so scared to reach out and now I feel so normal. Thanks ❤

[@LennyCartwright]

This was so deep and emotional.

[@heenakaur7330]

Hearing people's grief, relieves me in some way. I've been overwhelmed, heartbroken and to some degree I relate to more than one person's confession..... That sucks..... But I'm hopeful that I will find my joy again.

[@mae6346]

When I got a notification, I can already tell this is gonna be real good

[@strangeanimations2518]

Yeah, I'm a gamer

[@alifeaway]

i think one of the most significant takeaways that i got from watching this video is that even though it's supposed to be "deepest, darkest secrets", i can relate to most of these secrets and im sure a lot of others can too and that is so relieving in a sense that even though yes, it can be extremely scary, but the sense of relatability is still there and it helps with the feeling of isolation and loneliness

[@petermcginnes5628]

Jubilee Is literally the best channel on KZbin.

[@Zara-dq2tu]

When Jason was talking about passion in life and feeling lost in a way I started gettuing emotional because the older I get, the more worried I am about the future and if I'll getever find my true passion in life