June Was...A lot | Monthly Struggles

This is a different kind of video and new series talking all about the things I struggled with and worked through in the month of June. This month includes things like my health, anxiety, ADHD, and self doubts about coming back to my KZbin channel. I hope y'all will be able to relate and please feel free to share about your own struggles in the comments if you're comfortable/want to!
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[@holisticmaya]

I never saw this kind of monthly video on any other channel… how refreshing! I absolutely loved listening to you sharing these moments of your month. And it definitely feels good to see the more human side of someone especially online. Looking forward to this series! 💕

[@TracyCampanella]

I love how real you are. I stayed subbed, hoping you would come back. I'm glad you did. ❤ I relate to the overthinking, among other things. I have anxiety, depression, ptsd, panic disorder, get migraines and my life was turned upside down by illness. Let's hang in there together

[@TimandCeleste]

I love you and your vulnerability. I’m an over-thinker too, so I feel you! So excited to finally catch up on your new videos. You have a beautiful space here on KZbin and as long as you’re enjoying creating that’s all that matters! Totally get it though. You’re inspiring me to start filming again, too. Big love to you 🫶🏼💞

[@amaryy21]

Thank you for being so real! So glad I’ve stayed subscribed to you all these years ❤ you got this and you should be proud of yourself!

[@emma0x3]

Trust yourself when it comes to your meds! I am a huge supporter of medications simply because of all the benefits I have experienced with my autoimmune disease, anxiety, depression, and ADHD, but I completely get that some are not the right fit. I've had to ask my doctors numerous times before to check into my medications because something just didn't feel right, the side effects, etc. but after years I feel like I'm finally starting to find the right balance with my meds. It's still a work in progress, especially with my adderall dosage, but it's not something I ever considered challenging my doctor on before until more recently, and the result has been a very mutually helpful one 😊

[@taylorb3084]

I’ve followed for years and am so glad you’re back. What a refreshing video style. Thank you for your transparency and honest reflections- the tough things and the things you’re proud of yourself for. I’ve had such a rough month with my health/adhd/anxiety and panic around health stuff. Thanks for making me feel less alone.

[@renapatrick-hinson2669]

Oh I’m so, so happy to see you back ❤

[@Jamiecheryl83]

Omg I relate so much!🥹so many emotions, even with positive feedback when coming back to youtube. I haven’t really fully come back yet, it’s a process and harder than I expected! It’s a new era of youtube and can be hard to navigate and be vulnurable. If it helps, we are all so supportive of you and love any and all of your your content!!

[@LisaAnnConley]

I stayed subscribed hoping someday you would make more videos. I was lucky enough to be your friend on IG and get a glimpse of you now and then. I also follow your Mom and Solomon. 🤭 sooo glad to see you back. ❤️

[@MsAxaxouxa]

Thank you so much for sharing and for being real, I loved this video idea!!I related to a lot of what you said

[@justinjenkins1999]

Always know your Worth, Life can be challenging but at the end of the day only you can be who you want to be , You seem like a great person you got this 😊

[@LillianMasie]

Aw thank you! Appreciate the encouragement :)

[@andreascola4840]

This was a great video ❤️ thank you for sharing these experiences - i also experience ocular migraines and they can bring me a lot of anxiety! A lot of what you said is what I experienced this month too- Helps to not feel alone! And Happy Early Birthday!☺️

[@alaynaovern6484]

I’m so glad you’re back ❤ Can super relate with the migraines and health anxiety and work struggles due to health. You are so appreciated and loved!!

[@ania5038]

I LOVE that painting/drawing in the background! It looks like Indigenous art

[@annlatham]

Thank you so much for coming back! i really appreciate you! i think i dm’d you at some point to please come back and you did say you would eventually & here you are ! 🙌🏼❤ I am just so glad you’re not letting anything hold you back 💪🏼 Ohh.. You cannot care what anyone thinks! You know you and you know your heart and worth -you’re golden. I hope you can get a few snippets for your birthday trip! ❤️ My bday is also in july ♌️ 🥳 CHEERS!!!

[@Ninitschga]

I think a lot of the insecurities for creators come from the fact that „engaging“ with a camera is something we did not evolve to do. As an audience we see your face, you are a familiar person to us even though we don’t really know you - just by facial recognition - our brain realizes: Oh, this is Lilian, we know her, she shared her story with us etc. - You on the other hand don’t have that. You get some statistics 📊 about who and how many people are watching on average but for a large part we are strangers to you and I hope that over time technology will find a way to change that so you‘ll get more direct positive feedback. But for now, let me tell you: I‘m very happy to see you back ❤ and your content is anything but boring. 😉

[@maramara6144]

❤

[@Stumpbeefknob]

Thanks for this!

[@solomonpetchenik2573]

username award

[@LillianMasie]

lmao

[@LillianMasie]

You’re welcome, thanks for watching!!

[@blueflower7684]

Hi Lillian. What is your job? Did you try sophrology for anxiety? Works very good

[@LillianMasie]

Hi! I work as an Executive Assistant and no I haven’t heard of this!!

[@saradiana8675]

I feel you on the health anxiety stuff. I really struggle with that too. It’s so hard🤍

[@LillianMasie]

SO HARD 😭 I’m glad to hear someone else understands, but also sorry that you struggle with it too. 🫶🏼