An overdue Life Update | moving plans, nursing school, & life decisions

[@KeeganActon]

these are my fav videos from you!!!!

[@KiaraMadisen]

Aww yay!! Thanks hype woman :)

[@MUgrl22]

Nursing is such an amazing profession because there are so many avenues to choose from. You can go from the hospital to specialized practice offices, different specialty areas, and even continue your education to be an advanced practice nurse or nurse practitioner. I graduate in two weeks and I’m so excited to start this career! Good luck in applying! You would be an awesome nurse!

[@mayas.g.m.7715]

Congrats! 🎉

[@callied8426]

I was waitlisted my second time applying to nursing school and after a week I was sitting down trying to figure out plan b when I got the acceptance email! Flash forward to now I’ve been an RN for 9 months. My advice-keep fighting for the dream. It’s so worth it in the end

[@bronwyncurnow2960]

Ok hear me out, Doug and Kiara podcasts. Or Doug and Kiara live streams where you build or do stuff. I would watch.

[@KiaraMadisen]

okay I like this I like this...lots to think about haha

[@sophievancoillie9666]

GIRL THE HAIR!!!! Slay it😩😩

[@KiaraMadisen]

I LOVE U.

[@carlyhope3696]

Honestly, so happy to hear that you are moving back home. I’m doing the same thing at the end of May to move back into my aunts basement for the same reason- finances. I was always worried about it considering I’ve been on my own (dorms and apartments) for like 5 years now and honestly how it would look being 22 moving back but I know it’s what I need to do. It’s just comforting to know someone my age is doing the same thing!

[@KiaraMadisen]

wow I feel so much better knowing I'm not along either 😂 we are in this together!

[@nab8326]

In my country we always move back to our parents house unless we plan on staying in another country...until we become stable in our career and get our own place. But honestly it saves so much money.

[@pattyfrank85]

Love your channel! Many years ago I was in the same boat as you. I was rejected from all the nursing schools I applied to near my hometown. I eventually made the choice to move 5 hours away to a small town where I got accepted and while it was very scary to leave, it ended up being the best decision of my life. 2 years away from my family and friends just feels like a small thing to me now and I'm so grateful I didn't delay becoming a nurse any longer. Nursing is a great career and as someone who trains a lot of new nurses I can tell you will be an amazing nurse! Good luck!

[@millionsparks96]

I moved back in with my parents after living on my own/in a shared apartment for 3,5 years because I switched my major and wasn't applicable for student loans in Germany anymore. I didn't want to work my butt of to live on my own while my parents lived super close to my university, it just didn't make any sense. Also very much more happy back with my parents than I was in the shared apartment, because my roommates and I didn't really get along anymore at all!

[@wildcatsfan10]

There is nothing wrong with moving back home!!! I moved home to commute for my last semester of college and my first year and a half after I graduated. Financially it's smart, and if you've got a great relationship, totally worth taking advantage of it!

[@kaylawebre2233]

I chose to go into Occupational Therapy because of the different opportunities OT can bring to the table. Being able to focus on helping people of all ages return to their ADLs and the research opportunities that is within the field sold me. I did a lot of observing before I chose OT over PT, PA, Speech Path, etc. I just really enjoyed how personal and flexible OT can be when it comes to specialties..I may even consider being a clinical instructor one day!!

[@jillianhajek901]

Have never commented before, but your videos always put me in such a productive mood and inspire me so much. An exciting thing happening in my life: I will be graduating in a month from college and then starting summer classes for grad school to be a math teacher. Pretty pumped :)

[@KiaraMadisen]

I'm so glad you decided to comment! Very excited for you to continue on your journey towards your dream too! I would kill to have you as my math teacher ;)

[@abbyd5017]

I chose PA because I wanted to do more than a nurse but didn’t want to spend all that time in medical school. I can still see my own patients, make my own decisions and treat based on my medical knowledge! I can also switch specialities and find where I feel most comfortable! I’ve loved every second of PA school

[@xoEmelyxo]

hi question! what was your undergrad? i’m looking into pa school but been debating between my undergrads haha

[@skylarrowe4899]

I recently just got into nursing school for fall 2021 and my reason for going into nursing was obviously wanting to help/care for people and be a part of their healthcare experience. I really want to be the nurse they remember giving them the best care possible. I want my patients and their families to know that I got them and they don’t have to worry about anything because I’m doing everything I can to help them. Also like you I love the ability for nurses to work in different units and different areas of nursing. You can really do so many things with a nursing degree which I love! so excited to start and can’t wait to watch your journey! ❤️

[@hayleeframe9194]

This might be a long comment (lol Im sorry!) but I hope this helps! My mom is 53 and is a hospice nurse. She is currently back in school to get her RN (she has her LVN). When she first went to college when she was 18 she was a business major and ended up leaving after 2 years and finished her associates in business at another school after she moved home. She lived in Detroit for about 5 years doing business work at a generic company before moving out to the Bay Area to work at AT&T. After she met my dad and had me she became a full-time stay-at-home mom. When she had my little sister 4 years after me she decided she wanted to get into nursing. After my uncle passed from cancer when I was in the 8th grade it really motivated her to finish her LVN. She has been working in the nursing field since then and went back to get her LVN and now RN when she was in her 40/50s. Take all the time you need, it is 100% possible to go into nursing at any age in life and be super successful and rewarding. You're doing great and you are such a ray of positivity during these really hard times

[@lauraphillips1135]

I'm a PA student right now and I chose this path because I knew I wanted to be a provider, but I wouldn't want to commit to one specialty. My background is in public health so going the nursing route was considered, but PA was faster and my personal preference was to be trained under the medical model as opposed to the nursing model. Both are great, but the medical model was more my style. I also knew I wanted to take on a role where I could move around within the medical field based on where the needs of the healthcare system are and PA school really trains you to do that. Naturally I also get asked a lot "why not med school?" and it bothers me at times too! All that matters is that we're happy where we are at and I'm so excited for you to continue on the nursing journey!

[@taylorwall6169]

Hey Kiara! I did the SAME thing! Going to nursing school in the fall in Canada (after completing a undergrad a few years ago in another field) and moved back in with my parents September to save as much money for school as possible!

[@KiaraMadisen]

Genius!! I have my summer savings goal set, so hopefully I can pour money into my savings! Congrats on getting into school, so excited for you to start your journey!

[@rachellllhines]

I'm starting medical school in the fall, and my reasoning was firstly because I love school and being a student and learning so the years of education didn't deter me! Also, for the career I want (most likely psychiatry) I knew that medical school was the only path to that!!!!!

[@avaoppenlander]

I moved back home for between graduating with my bachelors, and before i get married in mid july! I start my big girl job in mid august at a fortune 5 company! For the past month, me and my fiancé have gone to my dads house, his parents house, my mom came to idaho (where I graduated school). I feel like i havent had a landing place for a minute, and it just made sense in all of the ways to come back home. I am excited for you to have a great summer boating with your friends and other adventures!! I know i am :)

[@jillianlewis2574]

Kiara! You are so amazing! I am going to college next year and you are the reason why I picked University of Oregon. So I wanted to thank you for sharing your life and everything because you made my decision so easy. Out of all the schools I got into, you provided so much info on U of O and how your life has turned out after college which made me so confident in my decision. Love you, ScoDucks!

[@Danivg14]

I just started to train to run a marathon and I'm so excited. Is a long process and a lot of dedication but is one of my goals

[@KiaraMadisen]

okay love this! Good for you!

[@ashleyjohnson4423]

Moved back home after college and saved SO much money! Me and my parents have a better relationship because of it, as they were able to understand me as an adult. I paid my parents a very low rent and helped with utilities which helped create a great balance for us, so I was able to be independent while still living under their roof.

[@kate8375]

How long did you live with your parents after college? Just curious, I'm moving back in after graduation and I'm not sure what a good timeline is on how soon after I should find my own place.

[@taylorross6295]

I wanted to pursue medical school because I absolutely love learning (i actually AM excited to stay in school for another 4 years before residency LOL!) and I am extremely passionate learning about the pathogenesis of a disease in a person and teaching it to them in a way that they understand, while building a long term patient relationship! I really want to help the medical science communication barrier and I think by becoming a doctor (specifically an Immunologist or pathologist for me) will allow me to contribute to that. THAT BEING SAID - you are sooooo right in the sense that not everyone should go into this path just because they like medicine! I’ve had to take the MCAT TWICE (which is so expensive sos) and i’m taking it for the third time this summer.... which is just so stressful and I wouldn’t wish that on anyone! I’m also in Canada (with some family in America) and truly love our health system, so that helps drive my passion. Doctors here seem to love their job much more than doctors in the US so I’ve heard?? But anyways, I’m super exited to see your CNA/nursing school journey, and every study/exam video you post keeps me SO motivated!! Love you Kiara!

[@KiaraMadisen]

Taylor thank you so much for typing out such a thoughtful response! I have no doubt that you will be so happy with your decision, and I think it's so important for people to see the different perspectives people have. I love that the medical community becomes a family & I can't wait to hear all about your journey as you go! Please keep me updated & good for you for retaking your MCAT and making your dreams happen! SO proud ❤️

[@taylorross6295]

@@KiaraMadisen Thank you for your kind words, i absolutely agree!! I will let you know how everything goes as well! We got this!! ❤️

[@zoietintiangco]

I decided to go into nursing for a few different reasons. My grandma was chronically ill my entire life and I felt a sense of powerlessness in the fact that I couldn't do anything to help her. I also started working in an assisted living facility when I was 17 and that experience inspired me to go into the profession. Fast forward almost 10 years later (I'm turning 27 next month) and here I am having just passed the NCLEX last week! To finally call myself a Registered Nurse is the best feeling in the world! I have no doubt that you're going to make an amazing nurse and I can't wait to follow along to your journey through nursing school! Also, I started my accelerated program at 25 and there were SO many people who were in their 30s, 40s, and even 50s who decided to go back to school. It's NEVER too late to go back!

[@gemUPS]

Hi Kiara! Nursing School is also really hard and nurse hazing is real. However, being a nurse is one of the best things that happened to me. I know you can do it! Stay positive and you will be a BSN, R.N. 😍😁

[@KiaraMadisen]

Aww thank you so much! I'm dreaming of that day where I get to graduate! So much to learn, but I am very excited :)

[@juliawoodson5136]

My scary box: not having a good enough GPA/resume to get into PA school. But moving to NYC next week after graduation to work in fertility!! I def ended up with PA school because I'm forced to get those patient hours before going back to school. Love the update, you seem like youre in such a great place!

[@joannalawson7957]

I just know you’ll be the best nurse someday soon! This journey isn’t easy but it’s going to be SO rewarding. I am graduating with my BSN this December and I have so much pride in the career I’ve chosen. Nurses are so misunderstood by the general public but once you are in the hospital as a CNA you’ll see the true magic of it :) no other job is as holistic and healing. Keep at it girl!!!!!

[@samanthasteinbrecher3305]

I chose speech pathology because I wanted to work in the medical field but I wanted to have a specific speciality. I’ve always loved reading and writing and I love that my field allows me to restore these abilities for people with neurological disorders (:

[@bridgettepronozuk360]

I'm in nursing school (at Warner Pacific, in Portland!) because I was more impacted as a patient by amazing nurses than by amazing doctors :) and I wanted to be that for other patients as well.

[@lizpatanders]

The box analogy is so good! I feel like you could be a great therapist if you ever went down that route. My update is that my work routine is changing a little in May.

[@KiaraMadisen]

omg I think I talk too much for that job, but I'm glad you found it helpful! Excited for you to navigate a new routine, you got this 👏💕

[@doingdentalschool]

I COMPLETELY get what you meant when you were talking about the "why don't you become a doctor" thing! Personally, I'm going into dentistry and there are so many people that have told me "why would you want to stick your hands in people's mouth? is this a backup because you couldn't get into med school? why don't you become a doctor, you'd make so much more money?" IT IS SO ANNOYING! I'm going into dentistry because I have a passion for it! I love learning about oral health and helping others smile! Similar to you, I just ignore it! I know I'm working towards my passion!

[@nu_row_sigh]

Not really medical field, but I’m working towards my PhD in Applied Neuroscience atm. I’m on the research track but was strongly considering clinical for a few years. Everyone around me told me I’d be a pretty good clinician but that as a result I would probably burn out in two to three years because of how hard it might be to separate work from home life. So I chose the research track bc I can still work with people I want to help and the risk of burnout decreases significantly.

[@setgoals312]

I totally understand what you mean by experiencing your city as an adult. I grew up in and around DC my whole life, then moved for a couple years as a teen to New England, and then back to DC as a an 18 year old. I didn’t realize how many things about DC I never noticed until I actually had the freedom to just wander by myself without any type of supervision haha

[@KiaraMadisen]

Yes! It's totally different & I love it! You get the perk too of being a local and knowing where you are...it's just awesome!

[@christinaj22514]

Hi kiara - currently in medical school, and my fiancé is a nurse actually, I think I really wanted to have the ability to guide patients treatment as a physician, however I can see the nursing side of things and my fiancé really liked the hands on nature of nursing

[@JulieBravo]

Never clicked on a video faster!! Your videos make me so happy and what I look forward to most!!

[@KiaraMadisen]

Julie you're awesome! Thank you so much for watching!

[@katylrp]

I moved back home with my parents in July after graduating from OSU...and honestly, it's been pretty nice. You have roommates you're used to, you don't really have to pay for food, and spending time in your childhood bedroom can be rather comforting. It's also a good send-off, as I'm getting married this summer, so I'll never live here again :(

[@KiaraMadisen]

These are all such good points! ALSO. OMG. CONGRATS!!! Very excited for you wedding and I hope you DM me some pic so I can see ;)

[@gretchenfrost12]

i never knew you could summer ski in oregon, that’s so cool! my plan for summer 2021 is to try and prepare as much as i can for freshman year of college and spend time with my friends before we all leave for school!!

[@victoriagillerlain]

I don’t comment on your videos very often but this video really helped inspire me and helped lift me up. Your advice, just talking thru some of your thoughts, just hearing from another young person who’s still a bit older then me and hearing their struggles/plans/ideas was so so refreshing. You being comfortable in yourself helped me feel more secure in my own ideas and plans somehow hah, Thank you and can’t wait to see what life brings you 🤍🤍🤍

[@bhattsweta771]

You look different in this video, pretty different ❤️❤️ love your hair style. Can't wait to see what summer brings for you❤️🎉

[@KiaraMadisen]

Thank you so much!!

[@rheamuncini]

summer 2021, is going to be a good one, I can feel it! Also, you're so inspiring, adn you did it once again! :)

[@AhhDahliaa]

Love listening to your life updates! Wishing you the best of luck 🤞🏽 and sending good energy ✨

[@KiaraMadisen]

Thank you so much!!

[@liza7459]

Omg looking forward to the Doug content 🤩

[@KiaraMadisen]

me too ;)

[@faerielass]

My boyfriend just moved back home after a few years in his own space. Now we’re a few weeks in and it was one of THE BEST decision he has ever made. Paying less rent/saving money, living closer to the city, having a backyard, living closer to me and his best friend.

[@alissamonroe99]

i’ll be graduating this may from WSU and am so excited but nervous for what’s to come! i’ll be working as a summer camp teen director through august but then hopefully starting the medical assistant program at PCC while working as a phlebotomist 🥲 it’s really inspiring to hear you talk about your experiences with gaining experience, paying your own rent in the city, and still wanting to have a life ❤️ thanks for always being so open!

[@xoxoimre]

I'm almost graduating as a midwife and i love being this close to the 'patients'! In holland we also do a lot of homebirths and pregnancy and birth is just miraculous to me. :)

[@KiaraMadisen]

I'm sure you're the most amazing midwife! So glad you found something you love!

[@annajohnson308]

I have an internship this summer, and then am graduating in December, I feel super lost, your videos are so helpful!

[@KiaraMadisen]

You got this! You are going to learn so much at your internship & be such a rockstar!

[@ganeajones88]

I’m starting my MSW program this summer. Also i relate to moving home after being alone. Early 20’s are a weird but self discovering time. You got this and i love your content💛

[@LOSTobsession1415]

Also starting an MSW program this year! Good luck!

[@ganeajones88]

@@LOSTobsession1415 good luck to you too that’s amazing!!

[@KiaraMadisen]

You got this! Congrats 💪💕

[@Sportyjones14]

I’m wanting to be a veterinarian mainly with orthopedics and rehabilitation. I just love the surgery side and helping wildlife. Love your videos btws!

[@KiaraMadisen]

That's so amazing! What a great profession! Thanks for watching & commenting!

[@toriirons3114]

This summer I'm studying for the CPA exam to get my public accountant certification. There are 4 sections of the exam and each section is 4 hours long so I definitely have my work cut out for me! I'm graduating from college in May too so lots of changes are happening!

[@MarieClark55]

This summer I am gearing up to start an accelerated nursing program and moving too! It's scary and weird going back to school but I'm so excited and feel like it is going to be a great fit for me. I'm nervous to move again and meet new people- that part is so stressful Kiara, so I totally understand what you were describing in your video about moving/living costs of living alone. You have really inspired me through this past year and getting into school was such a huge accomplishment for me. I think it is awesome that you are applying again and diving even more into opportunities to help patients. Keep going! We got this!

[@deliafuchs2138]

Well I’m still in high school but I’m starting to think about college and the programs I want to go into medicine is because of past personal experience. I was a trauma patient This past year and when watching the trauma team in the ed made me realize I need a piece of that for my future. I’m highly considering peds em for the future! I wish you the best of luck in nursing school and in medicine!

[@sydneyelizabeth5173]

I literally look forward to your videos every week, my fav!

[@KiaraMadisen]

Thank you so so much for watching my videos!

[@sydneyelizabeth5173]

@@KiaraMadisen you really are my inspo for making every day count and staying positive, love ya girl

[@KimberlyCan]

Plans for the summer: 1. Work, mental health social worker at hospital so it’s busy! 2. Golf, at least twice a week. I play in a league. 3. Bike, just got a Norco bike so I’m heading to hit the trails and road.

[@KiaraMadisen]

Sounds like an awesome summer 👏 hyped for you!!

[@KimberlyCan]

@@KiaraMadisen just wish I could find a tennis Tuesday buddy and then the summer would be complete

[@KiaraMadisen]

Kimberly Can maybe I should start a tennis Tuesday match making site 😂

[@karlatrevor7596]

You’d be such a good budgeting KZbinr !

[@KiaraMadisen]

That would be fun! I’m not an expert though but I could definitely work in some tips ;)

[@KiaraMadisen]

Or I’ll just give you money saving pep talks

[@VejenTilSygeplejerske]

I have 2 years left before i become a nurse in Denmark 🇩🇰 and I chose to become a nurse because I love the possibilities I get + I love being hands on with the patients + I loooove wearing a uniform + the nurses in Denmark have a good reputation ❤️

[@Anna20009]

Girl your hair looks BOMB! So excited for your summer vlogs 😍

[@KiaraMadisen]

Thank you so much! I am so excited to live my outerbanks life again 😂

[@kyrathomp_]

This video is so comforting as a uni student, inspiring as a youtuber and happy as a person. You're so driven and inspiring girl! Thank you for always being you on the internet; it is beyond refreshing and again... inspiring!!

[@KiaraMadisen]

Kyra!! You're totally making my day! Thank you!

[@schafer380]

I"m pursuing the field of child life to become a child life specialist because I love working with kids! I think it's important to allow kids the opportunity to learn about what is happening to them in the hospital and to advocate for their needs. I have a lot of respect for nurses, doctors, and other healthcare professionals... but love the idea of getting to work and play with kids and help them "be kids" in the hospital. :)

[@Lea-ft6yn]

Love this so much, I’m about to graduate college and currently thinking about starting another bachelors degree but I’m really unsure and it’s making me absolutely insane!!! Glad to see you navigating so well through uncertainty. Really gives me hope☺️

[@ninawithann]

I had the same feelings before starting nursing school and had to go through pretty much the same things as you! I don't regret a thing and know you won't either! Good luck to you, Kiara! :)

[@mirrorballgirlie]

Kiara just wanted to say you look absolutely beautiful and you are glowing! Hope you have an amazing day ❤️

[@oliviarose1313]

I always love these videos. I love how you seem so sure in what you want now, I wish I had that certainty in my life right now.

[@KiaraMadisen]

You will find it in time! Don't over-stress. Proud of you no matter what you decide ❤️

[@oliviarose1313]

@@KiaraMadisen thanks♥️

[@ami_fc]

your advices are the best you’re like a big sis ❤️ i can’t wait to see the summer/ moving vlogs 🤩

[@KiaraMadisen]

Excited for a new change, thanks for watching & commenting!

[@katelynfeihe1645]

This is one of my favorite videos you’ve ever made!

[@KiaraMadisen]

Wow, thank you!!

[@scarlamackey1031]

I love yours and your dad's relationship 🖤 my dad came into my life when I was 5, he passed suddenly in October 2016 22 days before my 32 birthday 😔 .. I found your channel the following month and I binged watch every single one of your past and current video's! Im sure I have told you some of the story ... I had a rough day the other day and I want you to know how much you and your channel mean too me. You got and still get me through some of those rough days 🖤

[@faerielass]

Reasons for nursing school: time commitment for med school, wanted hands on with patients, loved flexibility of nursing career path (exactly what you said)

[@GummyBear121499]

Have you considered applying to Linfield? Applying for their spring start gets you a higher chance of getting in. Linfield doesn’t look at the experience but care about your grades and rec more. Plus if you start in the spring you have the option to join the ABSN program if you have a previous degree.

[@KiaraMadisen]

I just got an email about this, but i am a bit confused as to what the situation would look like for me...I'll have to look into it more, but thanks for the idea!

[@marlenegadea890]

Really appreciate your comments about living in the moment. Great reminder for me and i really appreciate your positivity!! Love this vid!

[@KiaraMadisen]

You are so sweet! Glad you enjoyed the vid & I hope you're having a good weekend!

[@alexwyler4570]

medical school is 4 years med school plus 3-5 years residency before you start making money. A lot of studying to pass MCAT, Step1, Step 2 than the Boards. Kiara has the best life. Making a solid living wage helping people 3 nights a week. My sister in law has been an OB nurse for 40 years. Tu W Th nights. She makes so much money! and doctors do not rush to the floor when she is on duty. She has so much experience delivering babies.

[@charlottestarling8543]

fellow portland dweller here- if you end up selling any of your furniture you should give us a heads up! I love how you’ve furnished your place and would totally buy some of the pieces haha

[@ariciagomesmiranda2782]

Heyy Kiara! I am a brazilian medical student and I love to watch your channel. I totally get when you talked about the differences between being a nurse and a doc. Both areas are amazing, but each has their own advantages. Hope you get into nursing school! :)

[@henrysmart6854]

You are a beautiful girl🤗😇

[@laurenmoore2843]

Thank you so much for sharing how you get through uncertainty and feeling lost. I’m waiting on results for a certification test next week and have been feeling like my life is so dependent on those results- it’s hard to feel out of control and like you don’t have a plan. So I really appreciate your advice about keeping distracted and creating your own “busy-ness” in life in the meantime! Keep shining, girl!

[@hannahwells2608]

Physiotherapist here - we also get the 'why didn't you study medicine at uni'(the marks the physio are higher than med at uni) all the time. I felt the same about having more flexibility, work life balance and just as much clinical expertise. I have worked in metro and rural hospitals, community settings and teaching in the 6 years since graduating; whereas my doctor friends are still in the training years and working horrible hours!

[@NiharikaGuptasings]

On Netflix, there is an anime show called 'Fruits Basket', where one of my favourite character talks about the future and being afraid about what's ahead. He says, Imagine life and future like a big big huge pile of Laundry. You wouldn't climb up to the top to remove it right? you would start with what's at your foot. This really hit me and kind of helped me calm my nerves. Hope this helps someone. Great video btw

[@isabellagonzalez2000]

Amazing videos, thank you for your insight ❤️❤️❤️ My moms car also got broken into, it is honestly such a hassle. Please explain more!!

[@KiaraMadisen]

Aww man that’s such a bummer :/ if she has renters insurance she should file a claim through them because they consider your car also apart of your personal property!

[@lydschnid61]

I'm graduating in May and I've never known what I wanted to do after school. I have three majors so the world is so open and I feel like there are just so many options. I had an internship over the summer that turned into a job, and although I didn't expect that as a career pathway and I'm still not sure if that's what I want for my career, I'm just going for it. There is so much uncertainty that I'm just running with what I have.

[@abbyobrien5655]

Your videos are like a breath of fresh air i always feel so motivated when I finish watching one of your videos x❤️

[@KiaraMadisen]

I'm so glad! Thanks for watching Abby!

[@jordankillenberg1762]

I'm soooo excited for this summer because all of my friends and I will be vaccinated and things will ~hopefully~ be getting back to normal! I'm staying in my college town for my last summer before I graduate next May and working my first full-time corporate internship :))

[@schimitilara]

so many exciting things about this video i could comment on lol but overall really happy and excited for you!! 💓

[@KiaraMadisen]

I know lots of changes haha! Excited for a bit of change, but also more of the same old stuff that makes me happy :)

[@Abbyel]

I'm only 2 seconds in but have to comment - omg your hair looks so good 😍

[@KiaraMadisen]

Thank you so so much!! My hair girl Kaylee really popped off

[@julietalujanaguilar2653]

Loved this video! and thank you so much for answering my question!

[@KiaraMadisen]

Of course!! Thanks for asking a question, you're the best ❤️

[@eliseauthor]

I had to pause and write this, last time with the assumptions video I was waiting for the question about your channel not growing and your answer made me realise that I've never seen you as just a youtuber, but more of a big sister figure. I really trust your judgment and words and I honestly feel connected to you somehow. You make us feel like we're actually a part of your life, that's why not many people watch the life update videos but I WAIT for them because its like yes kiara, what new? I wanna know! I guess what I'm tryna say is that you're amazing and I love you so much even if we'll never meet!

[@KiaraMadisen]

okay wow this comment just filled me up with so much love & I appreciate it! I feel so lucky to be able to connect with you guys on a more personal level and truly share my genuine thought with you all! Thanks for being a real one & leaving the best comment. Hope everything in your life is going well 😊

[@Horchatalover22]

Love the video and the way you explained about putting the unknown in a box and just living in the moment 😌 queen you rule!! Can’t wait to see what the future brings to you ❤️

[@KiaraMadisen]

I'm so glad! I think it brought me comfort too to think of it that way! Thank you so much for your sweet comment ❤️

[@XSemperIdem5]

The plan last year was to leave my crappy job and work in my field. Then we all know what happened and I lost that job anyway. At this point the plan is financial survival and I'm not even looking beyond the basics. I don't have family to move in with, on the contrary I actually help financially support family. So summer will be no fun and all adulting.

[@annabeldyson8933]

The pro-athlete question was my question! So exciting to be a part of your Q&A! I love your skiing content! I’m a skier in Aus and our season is just about to start!

[@KiaraMadisen]

omg I so appreciate the ski related question! Thanks so much for watching & I hope you have the most amazing season! More ski content will be coming when I train this summer!

[@LP-en9eo]

Kiara you are just awesome. I think you will be an amazing nurse!!

[@KiaraMadisen]

aww thank you so so much!

[@lmb41]

Good for you!!! You’re making tough but smart decisions 😀👍

[@KiaraMadisen]

Thank you!! 😊

[@emmarosehassan]

I went to high school with you, and we never really talked but I would always see you around but I stumbled on this video and I just wanted to say congratulations! You are doing amazing things! I love your positive attitude. 😊

[@KiaraMadisen]

Aww Emma!! Thanks so much for watching and saying hi! I think we had a class together, maybe it was english, but anyways I hope you’re doing well & have something fun to look forward to this summer!

[@marianatheuerkauf4876]

I love these kind of videos ❤️ I'm probably going to the US to visit my boyfriend, who I haven't seen for almost two years!

[@KiaraMadisen]

OMG!! So excited for you guys to be reunited! Summer 2021 is going to be awesome ❤️✨

[@karendiamant6640]

In israel school is not so very expensive, at least university , and all medical fields are learned in university's and not college. I studiet physical therapy and i really chose it because i wanted more hands on the patient, time to get to know his soul.. and the ability to go through a full hands on rehabilitation journey with him.

[@ambersmeets6736]

Love the video Kiara as always!

[@KiaraMadisen]

Thanks Amber!!

[@AyseG2SJMS]

I just started the video but your hair looks SO good!! 💕

[@KiaraMadisen]

Thank you so much!!

[@kellymeyer2733]

University of Portland was a great nursing school. Have been a nurse for 2 years in postpartum!

[@KiaraMadisen]

Yes they do! Sadly I'd have to take 4 more classes just to apply to be a transfer student in their program which there are not many spots for :/

[@amelieggg7865]

Sometimes I am really overwhelmed because even though I know what I wanna become I don't know which way I should take to get there... So that's why I am really looking forward to watch your newest video every week because you motivate me so much to make plans for 2022 !!

[@KiaraMadisen]

You'll figure out eventually! Keep exploring your options & Hang in there ❤️

[@amelieggg7865]

@@KiaraMadisen I will!

[@rileywilson9839]

Update: I'm an RA Fall 2021 - Spring 2022, I'm an Orientation Leader this summer, and I feel like I'm really coming into myself

[@KiaraMadisen]

Girl you’re a rockstar. So crazy proud of you & your smart decisions 👏

[@emilyhsieh9028]

Really want to see those financial-based videos!! Just moved out to NYC for school/internship and would love to hear what insights you have 😊

[@KiaraMadisen]

You got it!

[@kendallhoffman7034]

I'm really nervous about this summer-mainly bc of the pandemic-but I hope to work & find genuine happiness :))

[@KiaraMadisen]

You can do it girl! I'm rooting for ya! 💪❤️

[@bhagyak1833]

The answer to your question about our opinion on medical related college is...I am in dental college now but I wanted to join medical college or architecture which are 2 very things but which were my primary preferences but I couldn't get in them and I didn't wanted to take a gap year hence I joined dental college cuz it was my next preference...now I love it ..I wouldn't change it at all if given the chance to go to medical or architecture college...yes I love dentistry cuz it's a beautiful mixture of medicine and art I think....and I can have a better flexibility in my life in future...so here's my opinion and story .. And I really understand your need to be more hands-on with patients and doing what we love even though what others opinion are about it... Hope you get admission in your favourite nursing school❤️ *fingers crossed.... God this is a long rant... Have a good day ❤️

[@mwahha6965]

Good for you talking honestly about renting and making smart financial sense, save money

[@KiaraMadisen]

Thank you ☺️

[@youtubeuser7785]

You seem like such a genuinely good person :)

[@KiaraMadisen]

aww thank you ❤️

[@rosariocl2835]

A sensible decision! Good for you 🤍

[@KiaraMadisen]

Thank you, I appreciate that ❤️