💜 a lil note: 💜 When I initially started filming these video diaries, I had come out of a breakup and couldn't imagine falling in love again, let alone finding my (soon to be) wife! I’m nervous to share something so vulnerable and raw, but i've posted this in the hopes that someone feeling this way will find reassurance in that they're not alone in this experience, and that it is possible to find love like this. *** Whilst i’ve kept a lot of footage, I have removed quite a bit of stuff I just don’t want to share it with the internet, some bits are just between me and galpal! So consider that this isn't the full picture of my emotions going through it! Just the bits im comfortable sharing :) If there is one message you takeaway from this video, it’s that there is a girl out there for you. You will fall and you will be caught. And it will be magical.
@charlietao-x9h2 ай бұрын
that last paragraph hit so so deep. i've been, idk how else to say it, broken by so many people in the past. i've found someone who i really, truly like and it feels so different to liking anyone else. what do i do??
@UrwaBasharatali2 ай бұрын
Seeing you happy feels so good I'm glad you found Erin you guys look amazing together and I know that there I someone out there waiting for us but what if I don't wanna let go even though I'm not in a relationship it's a crush I told her I like her after a year of crushing over her and she got scared so I said I just wanna be your friend but deep down I'm dying to have her with me I like her way to much Infront of her I can't even look at her damn she's so so pretty but there are only a few months left after that our schools will end and I don't know if I'll ever get a chance to confess that I loved her way to much I wanted to be with her every Friend of mine knows that I like her and one of her friends know too that girl helped me so much to confess but now I have to let her go and I don't know why but I promised myself I'll never move on I'll never stop loving her cuz I don't want to I don't wanna think about someone else I can't do that thinking about someone else feels weird even though I'm 18 I don't know if it's love or attraction but it's something I don't wanna feel anymore I cry whenever I realize in a few months she'll leave I won't have a chance to tell her I can't even say that I want her to be with someone who she deserves cuz the thought of her being with someone else is killing me
@J178912 ай бұрын
This makes me extra emotional because in Dec 2023 I sent a question to your channel for a gay q&a about online dating. And your advice was basically go with the flow. And I did, and I’ve been in a relationship with my girlfriend for almost 9 months. Thank you for all that you decide to put on the internet, including this video! It’s so comforting and sweet. I can’t wait to know when you and galpal are officially getting married!
@Slam_24Ай бұрын
I really needed this. Just left a four year relationship with my fiance. Worse pain in my life, and I'm convinced I could never be in love again. She was my world. But your video and comment reminded me that one day it will happen again even though it doesn't feel like it will.
@sweetsyndrome2 ай бұрын
“i had our first bath today, it was really hot but it was really HOT” i was cackling bro lolol
@laurenelloiseАй бұрын
😅hahahah
@grahamquick42122 ай бұрын
Possibly the most beautiful couple ever on the Internet. Certainly the best diary of a relationship ever. Hollywood couldn't write this.
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
Awww man 😭🥹🤍 thank you, what a kind comment ahhaha appreciate !!!!
@artemisday2 ай бұрын
As an autistic queer person who doesn't always understand how relationships are supposed to go, this is an extremely useful video. Also what a tearjerker! So moving
@myrainbowheart932 ай бұрын
I feel the same. I feel like the only part of my life that my autism has affected is being able to understand relationships, but seeing this still gives me some hope. Even if I don't have it all figured out right now there's still hope
@angelamartinez114Ай бұрын
@@myrainbowheart93you deserve love right now as you are
@alexisfarquharson5Ай бұрын
Yes! Makes me excited for my Journey.
@aquademoneyАй бұрын
YESSS U GET ME BRO
@OmbrelloGiallo2244Ай бұрын
I guess somehow most autistics are queer, especially girls i think
@LittleWitch1432 ай бұрын
The timing of this couldn't be better, I've been really depressed the past couple days, and I really needed this.
@Oliveequality2 ай бұрын
I hope you feel better soon! I’ve been in your position before ❤❤❤
@caes_diary_x2 ай бұрын
@@LittleWitch143 I’m so sorry 🙁 I hope you feel better soon 🩷🩷 ur so loved no matter how bad you feel
@sappho-favourite-pupil2 ай бұрын
Sending love, things will get better 🫂
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
this truly warms my heart that it came at the right time for you
@caes_diary_x2 ай бұрын
@@laurenelloise I love that you responded Lauren. You’re so considerate for your viewers and that’s what we love about you!
@akhonathabede8570Ай бұрын
I'm probably a lesbian but I dont wanna accept it because of my religion. Looking at this makes me really wonder how something so beautiful could be a sin.
@jeonjelly20625 күн бұрын
i feel you. y’know, sometimes the guilty feelings comes bcuz i’m not straight
@josiepye25 күн бұрын
U not alone! But be sure that God´s love for you or in whom ever u believe is much greater than that!❤
@copyrightstrike694918 күн бұрын
Me too. I love Jesus. I also love women. I feel happy and free. I trust that God made me this way and loves me this way, just like he loves you very much. I hope you find yourself, sending love💕💕💕🫶🫶
@Ck87JF15 күн бұрын
Please do yourself (and your potential future partner) a favor and really put some effort into assessing your faith and sexuality. There are some great books out there on queer faith being a very doable thing. There's also a concept of "deconstructing" faith - recognizing the flawed parts of a religion and stepping out of the shadows of those flaws. In the Christian faith, a lot of historical leaders had agendas and pushed for rules to ensure people were boxed into a very narrow way of living (yeah, "narrow is the gate," but that verse isn't trying to be manipulative like these people...). I fought my truth for over a decade. I got tons of prayer from other people to "fix" me, I prayed a bunch too, but all it led to was self-hatred and shame.
@mileskile952013 күн бұрын
I think in the Catholic Church at least. Lesbianism is completely fine since the problem that the church has with gayness is because men are having sex and reaching their “zenith” without the intent of procreation. TLDR: your religion might actually be okay with you being lesbian
@MissTotos2 ай бұрын
This video is so sweet. As a 43 yr old lesbian that has given up on love and relationships it's still so lovely to see other women being courageous and falling in love. All my sincerest best wishes to you and your fiancé.
@kassidy4466Ай бұрын
Please dont give up!! Give us hope 😩
@madisonmaria3981Ай бұрын
This is art as a story teller myself, you SHOULD be so proud of the impact
@laurenelloiseАй бұрын
aww thank you!!
@Malluu92 ай бұрын
The crying over being scared because you know you’re falling is just sooooo relatable omg so happy you had her to catch you when you fell:,)
@dragon-born-nerd2 ай бұрын
screaming crying kicking feet this video is a MASTERPIECE! you're so brave to put all of this out into the big wide internet!!! thank you for sharing your journey with all of us baby gays 🏳🌈🥹 also the way i GASPED at the end!! the cliffhangers are killing me but the videos are so worth it 🫶
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
ahhhhhhhhhh :') thank you so much! it def was a nerve wracking thing to do, but everyone (including you) has been really sweet! i knew this was something i really wanted to share, as it wouldve been so comforting for younger me to be able to watch, so im glad its out in the world 🫶 all these cliff hangers i know im sorry hahahahe
@simple.human.being02Ай бұрын
The gradual change in your smile throughout the video and the growing sense of scared but falling in love were so human to watch in a video .
@mysteriousmagic13412 ай бұрын
This was sooooo cuteee - and the fact that u asked her in October 😭🥺
@mysteriousmagic13412 ай бұрын
You fell in love in October 🤌🍂
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
thats why i love fall
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
(except it was spring in australia)
@aquademoneyАй бұрын
@@laurenelloiseshhhh it still works😭🙏
@MelHyde12 күн бұрын
😭
@mermerilin2 ай бұрын
I dont know when I'll find my partner in life but when I do, I want to come back to this video and thank you for making me believe that someone is out there for you.
@alexandradasilva3Ай бұрын
You better reply to this when you do.
@wolfzmusic9706Ай бұрын
I hope I find someone too. I'm a 19yo lesbian (almost 20 🎉) and I know I'm still so young but I've tried so hard with women and it's honestly really difficult 😅. I also prefer older women which I think makes it harder too and yeah, sometimes I feel slightly hopeless trying to find someone lol.
@jax58239 күн бұрын
@@wolfzmusic9706 Don’t worry. You got this 🫶🏼🙌🏼
@youresoskibidi-p2pАй бұрын
22:05 the painting from the first date on your shelf 😭😭 that's so cute
@AnonymousNocturne22 күн бұрын
17:10 ‘I have a place in her place’ made my heart melt thank you for this amazing video
@Multi.fandom.edits.1Ай бұрын
this is so magical i genuinely cannot describe as a girl writes poems about love even though i never experienced it, this gave me hope that true love does exist even in this toxic day and age and i truly wish the best for you both -love Skylar
@remyelle2 ай бұрын
Ok this was the cutest thing ever, my heart is so happy now! I understand you aren't showing everything, but I really admire how much you ARE comfortable sharing. I don't think I'm that brave lol. Watching this made me realize some things(well, they're things I already say to myself but they seem much more reasonable when hearing someone else say it to themself too) and that was NOT something I was expecting, I just came for happy feelings. Thank you so much for sharing this Lauren!
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
nawwww 🫶🥹 i really really appreciate that you understand its not everything, i wasn't sure if it would come across that way or not! documenting is something that ive always done, so it felt natural to create it, just a hard task to edit it to the level i was comfortable sharing 🤍 im glad that you feel validated, makes posting this video so worth it. sending love 🤍🤍🤍
@remyelle2 ай бұрын
@laurenelloise the biggest thing for me was the self doubt. I am always so paranoid I'll be wrong about something even if I'm clearly right(especially when it comes to interacting with other people), so hearing you say "this girl just told me she's laying on 'my side' of her bed hugging 'my' pillow idk if I can say the L word what if she doesn't feel the same" made me feel like "IT'S NOT JUST MEEEE" lol
@ShamTheRat2 ай бұрын
I've loved watching y'alls relationship grow over the years. You are both so inspirational and have helped thousands of people feel comfortable in their own skin.I'm so happy for you!!! 💜💜💜
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
THIS. :') this is why i uploaded this video
@Soft.biscuit2 ай бұрын
Lauren, this is so raw and vulnerable, which makes it all the more beautiful. This video touched a few fibers in me and I’m thankful for that. Please know that your openness and vulnerability in a lot of your videos are really inspiring to me and this one in particular, reminding me that love can be fucking scary but also it’s worth it to take the risk and let yourself be loved and love in return. Thank you also for putting boundaries in what you share with us, I find it very refreshing and a great example to everyone on how important it is to respect oneself and your partner. Again, thank you for being so brave and courageous to show us this so we can have representation. Representation matters, your story matters and I, personally, feel that your videos always have a positive impact in my day, they make me feel more hopeful. Thank you for putting yourself out there for us 😊
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
this is my favourite comment. you really understood it. its so hard sharing something to vulnerable and not being 100% sure people will understand it, understand that i couldnt share allll of it, but still wanted to share bits of something that happened, and would hopefully be comforting to others!
@liamshelley496Ай бұрын
This has to be one of the sweetest videos on the entire internet
@40-wattАй бұрын
That was the most wholesome video I’ve seen all year, especially for KZbin, thank you so much for sharing this
@laurenelloiseАй бұрын
aww that's so sweet, thank you for watching :').
@Jaythedragon_032 ай бұрын
Dear Lauren, thank you for your content and your channel, you give me the courage to be myself and accept my identity.
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
Aww, thank you so much, im so glad, that means the world to me 💕
@abstractist2 ай бұрын
This is so beautiful and real - so real that it kinda scared me cuz it awakened that curiosity to seek this out for myself again one day and that’s TERRIFYING!
@sapphicsapphh2 ай бұрын
i'm so glad this video came up on my home page. the poems and just everything about it is beautiful and heartening. i'm so glad you found someone who makes you feel secure after the hurt you spoke about. thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this with us 💛🫶
@just4english9 күн бұрын
i cannot quite put into words how gorgeous this is. ive been feeling like it will never last for me, ive only been in one relationship in the past and it SCARES me to get into another one, but seeing you feel that fear but manage to love through it is So important.
@aquademoneyАй бұрын
i love these poems in between the clips sm too its so cute
@ellabeitle168521 күн бұрын
17:10 - “I have a place, in her place” sobbing omg
@utterfl26 күн бұрын
You do not understand how badly I needed to see this. Haven't even finished the video yet, but just reading your pinned comment and the title it really resonates with me. A few months ago my 4 year relationship ended (with a man) and I'm free to start discovering my queer identity now. The thought of falling in love with a woman is such a magical idea to me!! I'm so grateful for this opportunity to see it through your eyes! Wish you both the best
@ellabeitle168521 күн бұрын
Sobbing at the poem she wrote to you about the secret omg I’m so excited to love someone
@EdwardRoderickMarks2 ай бұрын
i discovered u and subbbed to u today .you are a beautiful lady, my niece loves a woman , my brother do not like it but i told him she was born that way go and love her. she is still your child
@DieCoolstePotterАй бұрын
Thank you, you are a good unkle :)
@caro5620Ай бұрын
wwowwwwwww i’m obsessed with this i’m so glad you posted this
@laurenelloiseАй бұрын
nawwww
@alainaz77132 ай бұрын
I nearly cried watching this video, it is so sweet and surreal and emotional. I just recently realized maybe I’m not bi, maybe I’m only gay, and it’s been a little crazy because one of my friends is the reason I realized. I like her so much and she’s so cool and funny and I love being around her, but it’s so hard to take a risk. I understand you so well this whole video in how nervous you are because you don’t want to get hurt. I’m only in undergrad uni right now, but I can’t wait until I find my wife ❤️
@aquademoneyАй бұрын
GO GET HERRR (if it doesnt work tho pretend i didnt say this😭 but idk anything abt yalls relationship, from what ur describing tho i dont see why it wouldnt work!!
@cl_kim082 ай бұрын
I cannot tell you how beautiful and amazing this video is. I absolutely adore the fact that you documented this, it is one of the most real and purest things I have ever watched and I am sure it is wonderful for Erin to watch this. I know I would just weep if someone made this for me. I long for that feeling. This year, after being rejected by my best friend, I only longed more and more for the feeling of warmth that you describe. Someone I can give my love to, I can hold in my arms, I can kiss, have sleepovers with, dates, movies, everything. I know I can't force love, I have incredible friends who I love very much but this is the longing that just doesn't go away. This made me fall in love with poetry again. I used to write poetry a lot, now I barely do it anymore. I have lost touch with my passions and after being mesmerized by Erin's words on this screen I am starting to feel it again. I love this, I love you, thank you so much for everything you have done for me. For being the LGBTQ creator that helped me become myself, that helped me come to terms with everything going on in my head. ❤❤❤
@lilmoony246012 ай бұрын
I am crying. I’m so young and only really came to terms with my sexuality a few years ago, but I can not wait for the future, stories like yours bring me hope for the future :) ❤❤❤
@voyance4elle2 ай бұрын
I think this is the most wholesome brave and authentic thing on the internet!
@NIGHT_B0N3Z11 күн бұрын
This is so cute. And it’s perfectly shows what she’s trying to show and more. The emotions, the overstimulation, the overthinking, and the fear of rejection. This is too cute!!!❤
@RanDom-bk8tt2 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing! It’s a great reminder to not let fear be in the driver’s seat in our lives. A very creative and real video log. Thanks again!
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
yesss, love this way of phrasing it! im going to remember that one.
@almanewgard78092 ай бұрын
im proud of you for showing these videos its very hard sharing personal clips of your life!
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
ahhh thank you so much!! 🥹 def was a hard one to edit together and decided what to keep/take out but i knew i wanted to
@ElizabethEdwards-yi3gfАй бұрын
This is the most beautiful video I’ve ever seen I went through a tough break up a few months ago and you’ve helped me realise I can love again
@EllieTX3526 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for this video. I am turning 20 this year, and I've never been in a romantic relationship. I have good feelings this year, but I feel scared and anxious to take the first step. I feel less afraid after watching your video. Congrats to you and your partner! It's lovely seeing your relationship blossom.
@natalie_b310Ай бұрын
This has came at such a good time for me cos i am sooooo scared to get into a relationship or anything and you showing how scared you were too has helped so much to know i'm not the only person to feel so scared about everything hahhaahahah
@paulacarlosrojo9214Ай бұрын
I needed a video like this in this exact moment
@laurenelloiseАй бұрын
so glad it came at the right time for u
@letsbeabeanАй бұрын
KZbin just knows I needed to cry today This was beautiful
@abdouglas76032 ай бұрын
OMG I’m so happy for you guys!!!! I found your channel years ago, and you gave me the confidence to come out to my parents and friends, and my life and mental health have completely turned around! Even now as a teen in America fucking terrified for the future and the next 4 years, you guys give me so much home that someday this could be me. You are my Rose and Rosie ❤️
@noitavlasАй бұрын
This video made me want to make one of my own. To write, to record myself, to gift it to future me and give her a little wave of nostalgia of the life I have today. Beautiful storytelling, so sweet, so authentic, so human. So happy for you and so happy for your wife ^^
@Greenday6789123452 ай бұрын
laurennnnn i've been watching you since almost the beginning and I'm so so happy you found your person 😭😭 you are so perfect for each other!!
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
awww man thank you so sticking around for so long !!! thank you so so much, i feel so lucky!!
@beancarable2 ай бұрын
this made me so happy to see. amazing idea with documenting the phases of catching feelings. this must feel great to see after a couple years- all the best for you two.
@ronhey17092 ай бұрын
Thanks
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
aww thanks so much for the tip!! 🥹🫶 very much appreciated!!
@mayacrs2 ай бұрын
Cried at 15:50.. I hope everyone experience this kind of feeling, this tender and pure love and joy 💕
@soaphi706918 күн бұрын
This is SO CUTE!?!?!?! The planes and the poems I'm tearing up RAHHH I love love
@CariboumarchАй бұрын
I remember the time I fell in love. I was in middle school. My first crush. It was my best friend, but she liked a boy. I hated that I could never be with her, but I loved her nonetheless. She was beautiful, inside and out. We fit together just right. But then we moved. I’ve never loved like that since. I don’t think I ever will. I hope to see her again, one day.
@SaplingSketchesАй бұрын
This is honestly so comforting to see, thank you so much for sharing your experience❤❤❤❤
@NeeksTheAngel2 ай бұрын
OMG I’ve been waiting for this , you guys both deserve each other and I hope you guys continue to have an amazing relationship that most of the gays hope for
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
this is very sweet, thank you so much!
@KSPCProject2 ай бұрын
So cute 🥰, the poems, diaries, both of you two are really made for each other. I love the Idea of recording video diary like this, it just looks quite cutee, lovely sapphic diary ❤
@nobodygnomesАй бұрын
stop this is making me cry as a young lesbian 😢😢❤❤it’s beautiful thank you and great luck to you both
@EmilyHoot25 күн бұрын
i don't know why you asking her mom for her blessing got me so bad, but here i am crying!!!!!!! something about being able to follow typical traditions, but with a woman . god it heals my soul. this video gave me hope for myself thank you for posting it
@DippyFresh-d6l2 ай бұрын
Oh my god I can't wait for everything to come! I am kicking my feet knowing that my crush also likes me and I'm gonna ask her out like next week and I'm just so excited! Wish me luck...
@sapphicsapphh2 ай бұрын
good luck lovely!!
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
naww wishing you luck! 💜
@DippyFresh-d6l2 ай бұрын
@@laurenelloise thanks! I got this
@totallyasmr5402Ай бұрын
how did it go??:)
@prakashkotipalli989224 күн бұрын
You’re a great narrator, even better at being human.
@lassam3332 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing this emotional ride. Love the poems inserted in the video and I even understood the Christmas in winter although I live in the northern hemisphere. So happy that you managed to overcome your fears and come to this stage of your relationship where you propose to each other. One step closer to your wedding. So excited already for next week's proposal part 2.
@Zoomalyssa2 ай бұрын
Oh my goodness. Your story with Erin is so beautiful! This was so inspiring to watch, I’m so happy you found each other!! You also give me hope for myself, so thank you for that 🫶 :’)
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
Thank you so much!! 💖💖 yesss ofc!!
@CRL_FilmsКүн бұрын
Probably one of the most authentic depictions of modern humanity i've seen.. ever? Incredibly moving, funny, heartfelt, unbelievable work
@miriviАй бұрын
CONGRATULATIONS. This is going to be a good watch, love is difficult and a whole journey. It takes time, especially in a WLW/queer world, it's so difficult to find the right person for a variety of reasons. Thank you for recording this, it's nice to hear about others experiences. 22:19 - THE BACKGROUND. IS THAT THE WINE PAINTING YOU TWO DID TOWARDS THE START OF THE VIDEO..?
@bixby45122 күн бұрын
THIS is the content we deserve, not any of that fake stuff influencers upload. This is real life, raw, unpredictable, just beautiful.
@inthesensethat12348Ай бұрын
This. Is. So. Adorable. This may be one of my favorite videos on the internet. It’s so cute and it gives me so much hope❤️
@CarolKreinАй бұрын
you inspired me to start my own video diary series! hoping my journey will be just as sweet as yours 🥺 so happy for you two!!
@iaminmymumscahvroomvroom3953Ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing this. As a baby gay, I didnt really know how I was supposed to handle my relationship with a certain someone. I was so confused and worried if i was doing the right thing or if I was going too fast. This video showed me that these feelings that I am feeling are quiet normal. thank you for giving me direction!! this helped so much
@itselisa269614 күн бұрын
I have no more tears left in me. Thank you. After three years of being so completely and utterly in love, you brought me back to all of those emotions in an instant. Thank you. For your love, and her poetry.
@lottiehodgson22302 ай бұрын
I cannot tell you how excited I am to watch this!! I'm so unbelievably happy for you 2 and I hope we all experience this in our lives ❤ I've just watched jt and it is the most beautiful video ive ever seen!!
@Annan-yb5br16 күн бұрын
I have goosebumps all over my body this is so special thank you!!!
@RebeccaWestwood-zy4wj2 ай бұрын
Thank you for this video, and showing your fears and worries because that gives me so much more hope that when I have similar feelings
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
You are so welcome! it makes it worthwhile knowing this is helpful! i feel like baby me wouldve really liked a video like this
@DancingArcher2 ай бұрын
I can't imagine the bravery it must have took to make this video initially. So happy that you found your person in the end. Incredible video
@Crystal-vi6bbАй бұрын
❤🥺this is soooo cute the world needs more of this.
@ibytam20 күн бұрын
This made me tear up its so lovely 😭
@duckatali19 күн бұрын
the hesitant alien shirt tho... omigosh...(this video me cry so much y'all are so cute)
@linnaesheng37512 ай бұрын
this is the most wholesome video
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
🥹🥹🥹
@neisulore_dv2 ай бұрын
STOPPPPP I NEED THE PROPOSAL VID SOONER
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
very soon!! ive been re-editing it because the file corrupted 😫 but its coming hehehe
@Jewel0612Ай бұрын
I'm so so happy for you Elloise ❤
@NIGHT_B0N3Z11 күн бұрын
This needs to be a movie❤
@Poppy_viccytoria2 ай бұрын
Oh. My. Gosh. TEARS YALL ARE ADORABLE
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
ahhhhhh 🫶 🥹
@eviiiiie2 ай бұрын
I FINNALLY GOT AROUND TO WATCHING THIS YAYY (ive been very busy) this literally made me cry. and also ERINS POEMS ARE SOOOO BEAUTIFUL. I just wanted to say that you guys are my rose and rosie. congratulations, and i cant believe i had the privilege of watching your relaionship over the years. ❤
@trekkie74656_2 ай бұрын
You two are the loveliest couple! Thank you so much for posting! Having something like what you two have would be amazing! I first found your videos almost 3 years ago when I was still questioning and you have helped me so much over the years! Maybe one day I'll be ready too!
@palomalinde2 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for posting this❤❤ I’m truly so thankful!
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
You're so welcome!
@hfortenberryАй бұрын
Wow, I’m 56 and my girlfriend is 60 and we JUST went through all this the same time as you’re filming your story, so I was crying a little (happy tears) watching this. 🥹 She is the first person I’d ever been through all this with. I’ve never been mutually in love before her. We met 7 months ago and have been seeing each other for about 6 months and I was the one who said I love you first. However, she was the first to have feelings (I was not far behind her though ❤) and I have felt she was in love from very early on. Then I said it about 6 weeks ago but she’s so scared to say it. She told me she just takes a long time to say it because it’s hard for her. Last night, she kissed me and stopped and said so tenderly, “I almost said ‘I love you’ just now”. ❤ She’s getting so close and it’s beautiful to see her feeling more and more comfortable as she catches up to me. She’s so good to me and makes me feel so special and accepted and loved. I’m so happy. 🙏
@ArtichokeHunter2 ай бұрын
ngl this stings a little at the breakup wounds but i'm glad it works out for you two!
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
ahh i feel you! i know how much breakups can hurt, but you will come out the other side much stronger, i really mean it
@heidiroush54482 ай бұрын
This was such a beautiful video!! It's amazing how much of your inner thoughts that you captured along your journey.
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
Thank you so much!! it was really nice to be able to watch it back and see where my head was at during different stages
@samyuktha.14 күн бұрын
this is so beautiful and vulnerable. Thank you for putting this out❤
@jonahnichols12 ай бұрын
This is so adorable!
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
naww thanks
@tcort2 ай бұрын
This video is amazing. It must have taken heaps of time to edit. Thanks for putting in that time and sharing it.
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
thanks fam! it took me about 2 weeks on and off. mostly because it took a lot emotionally/mentally to go through all the footage. thanks for being here
@bluecheshirecat131092 ай бұрын
This is the definition of sweetness ❤❤
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
🥹💖💖💖
@jaime-t5jАй бұрын
oh my gosh. You guys should play this at the wedding
@lemon-pfeiffer2 ай бұрын
Awww y'all are amazing!
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
🥹💜💜💜
@vanessax69382 ай бұрын
This was so beautiful, and it made me incredibly happy. Thank you for sharing ❤
@maxinecheng2202 ай бұрын
You guys melted my heart ❤ thank you so much for sharing 🌻🌻
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
awww 🥰 ty ty
@dianeralph464214 күн бұрын
Congratulations!!! I am so happy for you both!
@sophiaisabelle0276 күн бұрын
You both look incredible together.
@rockstar.marcelineАй бұрын
may this type of love find me one day
@Aliyahearts2 ай бұрын
Literally so cute!!❤
@laurenelloise2 ай бұрын
eeeeee 🙈🥹
@roniredansky63412 ай бұрын
I love you both so much!❤ I hope you have the best life together!
@crystalspencer693427 күн бұрын
This was so beautiful to watch ❤
@quinnzy_ECHOESteamАй бұрын
This makes me believe in love again.. after getting out of a 9 month relationship with who I thought was the love of my life