Let’s talk about | Struggling to be happy in life | Lack of fulfillment | Going through the motions

[@shylowedayne]

Your delivery is so on point for me. Thank you!

[@kweenc4880]

Dont know if you will see this but I’m a 19 year old university student (going into my second year this fall) and things haven’t been the best the past few years. I’ve fallen into a very depressive state where sometimes I would go a week without properly eating or getting out of bed. I’ve tried and tried again to turn my life around but everything has fallen flat. But this video really connected with me for some reason, I think it’s the first time where someone is describing pretty accurately how I feel. I’ve definitely fallen out of love with life and I guess I didn’t truly realise it till hearing you say it. Hopefully though, this will be the start of better days! Thank you for this video, I’m off to watch part 2 now!

[@Rockstarmamastyle]

6:51 crying been here for 14 years and finally feeling like my time wasn’t wasted and that I still have a life to live.

[@_msvanity]

So much more life to live and experience!!!

[@leilamohammed1759]

This felt like a virtual hug of reassurance that I'm not alone. Thank you. ❤

[@_msvanity]

And a hugeeee virtual hug back!!

[@dee00011]

this is the first time i’ve seen anyone articulate my exact thoughts and feelings that i’ve had for years.. and I always thought there was something wrong with me

[@_msvanity]

Nothing is wrong with you 🤍

[@cynthiacastaneda200]

❤

[@lorrainesietambi]

So glad i found your KZbin! I had been following you on tiktok but recently deleted it so im so glad I dont miss out on you x

[@_msvanity]

HEYYYYY GIRRLLLLL🤍

[@Aishwarya_0310]

JUST what I needed to hear, are you kidding! ❤ Running to part 2. 🏃🏽‍♀️

[@_msvanity]

Yeesss!!! Hope you enjoyed it!

[@o20otina]

I prayed to God TODAY about giving me a purpose after feeling lifeless & unhappy, and THIS video is my answered prayer. This is no coincidence. I found you on Tik Tok and typed as fast as I could on You Tube. God is so good 😢. He truly is amazing!

[@o20otina]

Waiting impatiently for a part 2 😊

[@juliamendoza8412]

I’m scared because the lack of fulfillment, feeling like I have no purpose, not being happy with myself…feeling disconnected..is starting to manifest into dark thoughts. I don’t want to live anymore. I keep seeing things about following god…I found your video on instagram and I feel like this is a sign.

[@ashashxxo]

May God's peace be with you. You were created on PURPOSE for A PURPOSE. Seek God FIRST AND HIS KINGDOM and everything else will be added ONTO you. (MATTHEW 6:33) I'm praying for you Julia Keep your head up!

[@juliamendoza8412]

@@ashashxxo thank you 💜

[@_msvanity]

Hey girl!!! I completely understand, and something I think a lot of people don't realize is that there were so many times in the bible we saw somebody wanting God to take their life because of how hard things got. Job, Elijah, Jesus himself in the garden of Gethsemane was in so much sorry he was sweating blood. This world is the devils playground and it's broken but always remember that this is not your home. We are just on the way there. We are on our way to eternity in heaven and until then, we just thug it out on earth with the Holy Spirit!

[@juliamendoza8412]

@@_msvanity thank u for your message 💜 I appreciate it

[@ashashxxo]

Thank you vanity for sharing your story. I'm a new mom and literally felt like I lost myself completely but I'm learning to go to God and lean on God for everything and to not idolize the things of this world around me I look forward to your second video I'm slowly but surely coming out of the dark places

[@_msvanity]

BUT SURELY. It’s a process for sure and we just have to embrace the moments and keep seeking first HIS KINGDOM

[@tina4410]

Thank god i found you. You are amazing. Thank you. Can’t wait for part 2

[@_msvanity]

Soon!! Thank you so much for watching, I appreciate you more than you know.

[@catherinebethydao]

Found your KZbin channel through TikTok, and I’m so happy I found you. So relatable. Looking forward for part 2🤍

[@_msvanity]

Hey hunnyy!!! Pt.2 is out now!

[@LissaExplainsIt]

Just discovered your channel! Love it.

[@_msvanity]

Welcome!!!!!

[@7779311sassy]

So glad I found you! Motherhood definitely takes a lot out of you. I was wondering around for so many years until C0vid happened. Then I ran back to Jesus. I still feel I need therapy but I’m not where I used to be. Can’t wait for part two!

[@_msvanity]

YES!!!! Thank you so much for sharing and it will come out soon 🤍

[@musalambani9354]

ms vanity, part 2 pleaseee

[@_msvanity]

Tomorrow!!

[@cynthiacastaneda200]

Part two please

[@_msvanity]

Hey girl!! It's out now!

[@beechannel27]

This was so relatable. It really resonated with me. I'm in a space where my confidence is growing and if i keep working on it, I can make more progress. I like that i am getting out of my comfort zone by networking and podcasting and blogging. But I need to get out and socialize more; which can be hard to do as a caregiver. I recently found you on somebody's Pinterest and followed you everywhere. You have great content. 😊❤

[@_msvanity]

Hey!! Thank you for sharing because it just reminds me that I'm not alone either! Going through this phase in life, no matter the age, can be super challenging. I LOVE that you are putting the effort and understanding you could use more socialization. I'm so happy you are here!!

[@beechannel27]

@@_msvanity Aww you're welcome! Glad to do it!🤗

[@eishaluc4058]

Hey girly where’s the second vid ?

[@_msvanity]

Out now!!

[@kiyaholman410]

I’m here from instagram and I cried watching because this is what I’m going through🫶🏽 thank you for making these videos much needed realization of where I am in life right now and where I’m trying to go.

[@_msvanity]

Heyyyy!! Thanks for stopping by over here. I for sure was speaking to myself through this video and i'm happy to hear you did have that realization because when we identify / acknowledge it really takes the weight off of our shoulders.

[@kiyaholman410]

@@_msvanity Yesss! :)