So raw and so tender, wow! Thanks for being vulnerable. I know that feeling. In my experience it lifted when God came through for me, lifting me out of a dark situation and giving me a new sense of purpose in life. I pray that anyone going through this keeps going. The end will come! 🙏
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Amen and amen 😭. Wow…thank you so very much
@Peggy_Ochieng2 жыл бұрын
I'm glad I came across this. This was literally me the whole of May, June and July, and a bit of this month. At the time I couldn't really describe what I was going through but now that I'm kinda getting better, I look back and realize that I was so lost. I'd lost touch with the things that would usually make me happy. I was unable to pray for so long. I lost touch with the people around me. I was struggling at work. I found myself crying a lot. I really found it difficult to just live and at some point I just wish I could die. I'd say I'm getting better now, still not there yet. And one of the things I realized is that God was with me through all that. In as much as I found it difficult to pray and connect with Him, He was there for me and was kind enough to allow me to feel that which I was feeling. At no point did I feel any kind of pressure from Him to get better or get out of that space. For sure, He held me down and still does. And I trust that He did it for you as well. And for every other person who is in this season, be still and know that He's right there, and He'll heal every part of you 💛
@MichelleisMyName2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing 🫂 I’m so glad you feel better. He held me down too…I am in a much better place 🤎
@nylaimanischannel82383 жыл бұрын
I read this once somewhere... Everything happens for a reason. Every event has a purpose and every setback it's lesson. Failure, whether of the personal, professional or even spiritual kind, is essential to personal expansion. It brings inner growth and a whole host of psychic rewards. Here's to more victories and deeper growth!!..Learning how to take a step at a time while being kind to ourselves allows us to survive, then thrive. It is well.
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Wow…a great encouragement this is…it makes so much sense. Thank you for sharing with us.It is well
@theglen853 жыл бұрын
Oh Michelle, you are strong for sharing this.... There are so many people going through such and social media isn't making it any easier because people are always showing their best moments, so those suffering depression or anxiety probably sink deeper because they think other people's lives are all rosy... In regards to the times in Dubai, it was normal to think you feel that way because you are away from family and friends, but this time you were actually confronted with these low moment while being home, so that for sure prompted you to have a deeper look and face some realities... One thing for sure, you are not alone and the blessing to have is knowing God
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Yes..absolutely. Thank you my dear. I’m glad I was able to share this 💛
@winnienjema84833 жыл бұрын
Anxiety/mental health awareness.thank you so much for this .Also the clarity and quality of your video is really great
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Thank you babe.I appreciate you
@teresamaina47203 жыл бұрын
I was in the same situation this whole year(2021),had a lot of misdiagnosis and spent so much money as my insurance got depleted as i was always in the hospital.The symptoms were lethargy,Irritable bowel system,anxiety attacks,chest pains till one doctor told me to seek the services of a psychiatrist and a therapist.In a nutshell i : 1.Sought the help of a therapist.She was/ has been very helpful and even connected me to the best facility and psychiatrist for mental health. 2.Sought the services of a psychiatrist and got medication because my case was severe. 3.My friends engaged with me a lot and took me out on weekends which helped a lot. Now am much better,not yet fully recovered but am starting to love doing the things i enjoyed doing.Most importantly i have let God to take control.
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry you went through that hun…I’m glad you’re feeling better.God is still on the throne,even through these seasons.He loves you and values you way too much…more than you can fathom. Hugs
@catherinewanjiru86073 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing. It shall be well sis. I journal alot when having those moments. God knows you and your capacity to handle what he sends your way. Shalom
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
🙏🏾
@yvonnemartine94083 жыл бұрын
I have been feeling like this for a while now. Had a surgery just before the first lockdown in 2020 right before the pick of the pandemic... Right after that bad news started falling, undefined unpaid leave, no salary that lasted a year, end of contract, unability to find a passion that i could have turn into a lucrative business... But i always remember that in all these i am not alone because The One that promised never to leave me nor abandoned me Is Faithful and Capable of getting through all. The LORD is literally my Strength and comfort. Stay blessed Michelle, through Him you are and will always be strong. Thank you for sharing your story 💐💖
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Wow 😭….hugs to you my darling.Amen and amen.We share these moments in order to be able to show the goodness and greatness of God in our lives when His purpose is fulfilled in us.I’m glad you’re encouraged.Stay encouraged.He loves us.
@evetotts3 жыл бұрын
You just made me cry!!Big hugs mama..this is just a season and it has passed greater things are on your way.
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Amen and amen.It is well.Thank you for being here mama
@nylaimanischannel82383 жыл бұрын
Thank you for being raw and honest and authentic.... May someone be encouraged and uplifted by this. Truly a blessing Mich. Love you 💕💞
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭😭 love you too.I bless God 🙏🏾
@anupiworld3 жыл бұрын
This is deep and also encouraging... I love the set up, your voice, the clarity, the new phase and more subs yaani Growth and Grace....
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Hey mama…thank you so very much 🤎
@kimgrace31013 жыл бұрын
Darling Michelle♥️you are so beautiful😍 thank you so much for sharing this. Sending hugs 🤗
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Thank you hun 🙏🏾 I bless God for you
@beccawinsy28733 жыл бұрын
"I didn't want to exist in a world where I had to socialize " I feel like this everyday...
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
More grace to you babe
@TherapyToThePoint3 жыл бұрын
As a provider, thank you for raising anxiety awareness!
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for the work you do as well 🙏🏾.I pray for more grace over you
@TherapyToThePoint3 жыл бұрын
@@MichelleisMyName Thank you for your kind words :)
@rosemarygichuhi91083 жыл бұрын
I have the same feeling right now,,,since I gave birth to my daughter life has never been the same again,,,,I think of negative things all the time,,,,I don't like things I used to do before,,,,am just there
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Oh hun…you’re probably going through postpartum depression.You need to seek help.Have you talked to anyone about it?
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Also have you watched unmothering the woman videos?
@rosemarygichuhi91083 жыл бұрын
Nop I haven't
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Please look at the resources I’ve mentioned
@rosemarygichuhi91083 жыл бұрын
Thanks dear,,, I will
@ivyokwado30623 жыл бұрын
One of the people close to me has been struggling with depression for years now. And I was begging God to just heal her and I felt like the more I prayed the more things took a turn for the worse. This affected my faith too.I also didn't feel strong enough to pray. Because I was struggling to trust God.I was in a funk for so long too. For a long time I was just sad...really sad. So when I went throughmy lowest lows I just let myself feel what I feel (really go through it) then let it pass. When I got strength to pray I'd pray, sometimes I'd just cry before God. And slowly by slowly He has restored my joy. I'm learning to cling and trust Him regardless. And focusing on the goodness of God in my life. This was very intense Michelle. Thanks for sharing this with us.
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
😭 amen. Sending you hugs love. Thank you for taking time to share with me as well. I appreciate you 🤎
@thatnicte3 жыл бұрын
Talk about it girl! Thats the first step....:)
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
🤎🤎🤎
@faithkui80033 жыл бұрын
Sending you 🤗 🤗 and lots of ❤️ 💗….
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Thank you hun 🤎
@mollinedove3 жыл бұрын
Awh, Michelle. I cry as I watch this because I totally feel you. 🥺 I've been on a similar journey the past about months, yes, the time I was trying to start a channel. 😅 I send hugs. 🥰🤗 You are not alone. You will be fine! 💖 It's a journey... As you speak, I feel like you're actually putting my mind to words. I keep saying mental wellness is so underrated! Nakulove! 🥰🤗 Thank you for sharing. 💖🤗
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
I love you too 😭😭😭😭 thank you for being here.Sending hugs to you too 🤎 We will come out on the other side.
@QueenOptimist3 жыл бұрын
Sending both of you virtual hugs, we shall walk out victoriously 💖💖💖
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Amen..we truly shall!
@sebentilezanini1085 Жыл бұрын
I came back here because I just though how much I have missed seeing you....and with the mental health issues we are all dealing with from one day to the next, I said a little prayer for you. Hope you are getting better ...one day at a time
@MichelleisMyName Жыл бұрын
Wow 😭 thank you so much.I hope you’re doing well too.
@MichelleisMyName Жыл бұрын
And I am better.God has been faithful and has carried me. Thank you for taking the time to check up on me. Thank you for your kindness
@sebentilezanini1085 Жыл бұрын
@@MichelleisMyName i truly believe our God is faithful aand fulfils His word and promises.... each day comes with enough grace for that day....not more not less. Jesus conquered on our behalf over 2000 years ago....
@sebentilezanini1085 Жыл бұрын
@@MichelleisMyName most welcome. We have a mandate to carry each others burdens as children of the Most High❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@naomiecavitt3 жыл бұрын
Love ❤️ from Ghana 🇬🇭 🇬🇭
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
@evelyneatieno69713 жыл бұрын
Hello Michelle, yes, this was 'beautifully' intense! I am one of those people who hardly subscribe. Maybe today you changed me. I hit subscribe 😊 so at the very least to offer you a smile and let you know we love you and your content. Truly authentic! Just hang on, speak to us, God has your back.
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Wow 😭😭😭 This has made me smile so much and made me cry…Thank you hun 🤎.Thank you for subscribing.I appreciate you
@mollinedove3 жыл бұрын
I love that we are thinking about the same thing! 🥰🤗💖
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
We are ☺️… its the same struggle all around
@caramel92442 жыл бұрын
God bless your sweet soul Michelle. Going to pray for u love, all will be well in Jesus’ mighty name! 🙌🏾 Whenever u feel down, always remember that there are certain strangers out here who love you & find u inspirational just for being who u are. No pressure sis 🤗🥰
@MichelleisMyName2 жыл бұрын
Wow 😭… thank you so much for this.You have blessed my heart 🤎🤎🤎
@sebentilezanini1085 Жыл бұрын
Mmmm ...what do I do when I feel lost and tired ....or fatigued? I normally go back and read up my journal and remind myself how far I have come....that always helps me. Also, I ask my husband to cuddle me more and let me be whe nI am unable to get out of bed. Lately what zou are describing has happened to me to some degree ...at first I thought it could be the lack of sunshine here in DE...then I remembered I buried my father about 5 months ago so of course that is emotionally heavy...coupled with the fact that I am far from home living in a country where none of the languages I am good at are spoken! To summarise, I journalise my feelings....and go back to the old journals written when I was going through the most difficult times in my life....and Iam lucky enoughto have a cousin whom I go to to remind me who I am ....truthfully and how I conquered ...I allow her to say it all without filters. Will keep you in my prayers my dear. Much love xxx
@MichelleisMyName Жыл бұрын
Oh my dear…🫂 More grace to you in this season.More peace to you. God is ever so faithful and has kept me well..I know He has you too.So glad you have a support system out there with you.May God fill your life with joy and peace that surpasses your understanding. Love 💕
@sebentilezanini1085 Жыл бұрын
@@MichelleisMyName ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ thank you Michelle
@mollinedove3 жыл бұрын
You know it's really bad when the exciting things you used to do don't sound cool anymore! 🥺😅 So apart from blaring the music so high and dancing my ankle off, 😅 I clean, write, sing, organize, play with BillyBow or a nice clip of something. A few of my favourite things that save my life! 🥺💖🥰
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Oh hun 😔…I love you so much.I know you feel me completely
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
I’ll try some of these remedies
@lauramulima46943 жыл бұрын
Sending you love, care and understanding you Sis. I’ll inbox you. 💕💕😘
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Hugs to you as well my dear.Asante
@ifYOUaskme13 жыл бұрын
Oh Michelle. Anxiety can be debilitating. it helps to talk to a therapist, they'll provide you with practical coping skills❤ new sub here
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Yes very true.. thank you.And thank you for subscribing 🙂
@faithtitus38993 жыл бұрын
It shall be well, the description you give at the start of the vlog are symptoms of depression, you may want to be checked by a therapist and/or a psychiatrist. It's not sth to worry about though, you'll overcome,the symptoms will alleviate
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
It shall be well!Asante 🙏🏾
@haronouma23943 жыл бұрын
I’m so exhausted. Why does the battle between our selves and our mind have to be so difficult.I truly understand how it feels am at that stage trying to come out and it's not easy
@MichelleisMyName3 жыл бұрын
Its not easy but we’ll definitely come out on top with God’s help. I pray you have better days ahead
@eunicemaina1722 Жыл бұрын
How is you now,thats my situation now and it's disturbing me much I feel like to gave up with life
@MichelleisMyName Жыл бұрын
Hang in there Eunice,I’m so much better!Some days are harder but there are always pockets of joy.Find those moments and hang on to them and just remember to take a day at a time.