Life is Bumpy | Trying to SHINE

Life has been a bumpy ride of late. I'm still living with pain and it's exhausting me but I am showing up anyway and doing my best. And, just like everyone else, I am a work in progress muddling my way through it all. So whilst I am trying to embrace the journey, I'm also, in truth, struggling aswell. As always, my journals are my best support so that's where I go to dive deep into the whole process, find self compassion and a few other surprises too!
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[@christinesheppard5759]

“I tried being normal for awhile but it got boring so I went back to being me.” Who defines normal and who defines bonkers? It’s self defeating to “fit in”. Also, I often think about the announcement on an airplane that tells us to put our own oxygen mask on before helping others. We can always see your light Wendy, even when it’s very very dim. It continues to guide us ❤️

[@Needle2Needle]

I fully agree!!! I feel exactly the same way! ❤

[@aimeemorgado8715]

Amen

[@PaperPensandCoffee]

I fully agree!!

[@AlwaysknowsMe]

Actually, Ive reclaimed behaving normal. Im finding it comforting.

[@heathertroynak9041]

That last statement makes my heart swell at the love of that statement. At the truth of that. Wendy’s light is always light and guiding independent of the degree of how light she is feeling. Wendy. Is. Light. And so is this community. Thank you for your post.

[@judyfaul8524]

Proud to be bonkers! It looks like I've found my tribe!🤪💗

[@theunexpectedgypsy]

yup!! teee!!!!!

[@writeyourselfhappy]

My mum who passed away a few weeks ago LOVED Llandudno and we visited it so many times when I was a child and adult. Like you, I found it so inspirational and it sparked my own creativity which has remained with me ever since. Mum brought me up to believe in fairies saying they were our protectors and would always be there when we needed a gentle hug. I have never forgotten what she said and now I am here grieving my loss and missing her so much I only hope that my mum is watching over me alongside one of her beloved fairies x

[@leelee607]

I just love how honest you are. You are always so incredibly authentic. That is proof that you are a wonderful healer. I hope you recognize that in yourself. Your vulnerability is your strength. How you show up for yourself and show us how to as well...another strength. 😊 Thank you for shining your light! 😘✌❤

[@Practice_Kindness-1st]

We would be a rather bored bunch, if we didn't have someone as unique & bonkers as you! Don't ever change that. Keep smudging us with your awesome aura! ❤

[@drewsartsymom]

I feel like you need to publish a book of poems with your fairy illustrations or a children’s book of some sort. I love your style.

[@veronicashipley9123]

Hello Wendy ☺. Wearing a nice soft scarf, even inside, is a must when when you're feeling so cold. I cannot bear my neck being cold. It definately helps keep your body warm. Happy Spring Equinox today. We're heading into the light now, yay! Love, peace and bright blessings xx

[@lisakeenan1970]

Have just gone through cancer and healing from surgeries. Not complaining, I am grateful things were caught in time. I really cocooned during this period. My problem now is coming out of this cocoon. Getting back to doing things I loved. Becoming motivated to create again. It is so hard to keep a healthy balance in this life. You have been quite comforting to me these past few months. I will continue to try and pull out of this slump I am in and get back to shining my light. Thank you!

[@CharlotteUnser]

hello Lisa.....be your own best friend.....take it one moment at a time....Find things that you enjoy, nature, beauty, music. I am also a cancer and surgery survivor and have learned to cherish each day....remembering my favorite John Denver's song: "Some Days are Diamonds, Some Days are Stones"....My you eventually have more days that are diamonds. (Char)

[@magdastar2249]

Best Wisshes and Positive Vibes for your healing. ❤

[@DreyaLynx]

Wishing you a cozy and beautiful healing!🤍

[@pamelasusanne22]

Wendy quote to live by: “I got to the point now that I don’t really mind if people think I’m bonkers” 😂😂😂 This totally made my day!❤

[@daledapprich3122]

❤️❤️❤️

[@maryannette3455]

You are not bonkers. For me you restore my faith in Humanity, and the people on your channel too. Beautiful comments said it all for me too. Thank you.

[@dianehigham1293]

Back pain should never be underestimated Wendy. We always say "other people are so much worse off" and take ourselves on a guilt trip. Back pain is very real. Take good care of yourself sweetie, lots of love xxx

[@suev4143]

A flickering light alternates between shining and resting/recharging. And a bright light looks dim in the darkness. If you are passing through a challenging time, don't burn your light out, but recharge it, so you can shine brightly when the time is right. Love and light to you. Joy, shine, and find Grace and healing, Wendy and all my creative friends! Please remember, you may think your light is flickering, but others still think you are sparkling!!!

[@moniquevanderster1867]

Oh, and Wendy; having the COURAGE to choose a slower lifestyle is nessesary for a lot of people. It means taking care of yourself, but also being ok with less money and less luxury, but enjoying more TIME to do the things you LOVE❤it’s hard to understand for a lot of people. But it’s a healthy choice for others. It made me really happy when i finally made that choice!!❤love, Monique

[@joannadavis3520]

Sweet Lady, aren’t we all a bit bonkers?! I would rather be friends with someone who is truly themselves than someone trying to be something they aren’t! Embrace your bonkers! I love you just the way you are. I have had pain since an illness and it really sucks the life out of you! Sending healing energies your way! Biggest warmest hugs! Annie

[@magdastar2249]

Well said. ❤

[@debramalmos]

No lies against you will ever prosper. Don't be fooled - you're perfect as you are.

[@theunexpectedgypsy]

awww, xxxxxxx

[@kimjbrandon]

I really like to thank KZbin for recommending your channel! You are awesome!

[@anngosda7333]

Thank you for making my day better, love your fairy poem❤

[@theunexpectedgypsy]

awwww lovely! thank you xxxxx

[@lindajohnson615]

I have RA. Started when I was 55 and I am 72 now. It's in my hands, fingers are twisted and I can't open them at all. Can still hold pencil and paint brushes, so still able to create. Love making junk journals, crochet and many other things. Can't stand for any great length of time. Husband does most of house keeping, laundry and cooking. The pain is all day every day. Have other health issues, but I try over power the pain with the joy of creation. Don't forget to let your light to shine ❤

[@theunexpectedgypsy]

Soft hugs for your pain 🙏🙏✨have you tried castor oil packs? Just a thought 💭

[@ivanahanus5101]

Dear sweet Wendy. You are an inspiration to all, unique and real, we all love you the way you are. I am a "bonkers" 64 year old, who likes to do things her own way, and do things that people my age would not do. I have also been dealing with back pain for a few years so I relate to you regarding. It does get exhausting, but I find being outside in nature takes my mind off it for a while.

[@Kassandra-z5t]

Hello Wendy, I cannot express to you how helpful this video in particular has been so helpful to me at this point in my life. Thank You so very very much. I must tell you that what I have been through in my life as of the last year most especially. I have been watching your channel now for the last two years. It is as though you have been there as a friend would be, speaking directly to me most of the time. I have valued you being there for me, and I just had to let you know how I so very much appreciate all of your sharing your wisdom, thoughts and experiences with us all. Much Love To you Wendy. Kassandra Cornelius Powers. I hope you are feeling better now. My thoughts and prayers are with you wherever you are.

[@HollyWood-pm3xq]

Your poetry is very magical. You are very magical. Your videos are comforting and inspiring. Thank you.

[@magdastar2249]

Thank you soooo much for this inspirational chat. It means more than you know. ❤🙏🌿⚘️🌿

[@SharonM13]

Being in my 70’s I need to say that you are a very wise woman and I agree with all that you said. I have lived in fibromyalgia pain for 30 years and some days you need to rest.

[@MortalGoddess75]

I needed this video. I had to quit my internship at a yoga studio, and it was my dream job, but the owner was taking advantage of me working overtime and babysitting(which wasnt in our agreement) for free even after saying she'd start paying me for all the extra stuff i did outside the internship. I cried for weeks and still do bc it is the only local crystal shop/yoga studio around. It was the only job i have ever loved and i know its just a step in the right direction bc now i know what to do and i have completed my Reiki levels 1&2. Im a certified practioner and have completed all the necessary training hours. I keep telling myself "you manifested it once you can do it again!" So thank you again

[@lauriedunn6198]

Yes we are all a work in progress! Thank you for this chat today!

[@Mindful_Hippy1111]

Beautiful Kindred soul...I bet I am not alone to think that I relate what you are going thru. I am going thru what I call the "transitional phase," and it's quite physically painful, mentally exhausting. However, I find peace when I pursue my creativity because it makes me happy. You truly inspired and know that you are helping others by sharing your pain, your beautiful poems, your paintings... Thank You for sharing. 🧚🏼‍♀️💖

[@sandramariesolander]

I do hope you're able to get past the pain soon...er... We do whatever it takes to keep from being dragged down, it's an ongoing battle😢 You are a warrior and I'm so proud of you for taking us along with you because, no one ever rides alone. ❤⚔️❤

[@theunexpectedgypsy]

Thank you flower, xxx hopefully !! xxxx and you are so right, we are not alone! xxxx

[@pathuboi6594]

❤

[@rosarieramon1081]

Enjoyed your video, Wendy. Loved your Fairy poem. As you showed us the snow flurries floating by, first thing that popped into my mind, my imagination, was the flurries are fairies making their presence known. Or am I bonkers thinking this. Nope, I'm just being a creative soul. As for the aches and pains, one of my cousins, told me she woke feeling the aches and pains, depressed, she has fibromyalgia. She goes to the pool at a gym for the warmth and movement. She works in her garden, when weather permits. But this one day she told me, she kind of figured that the problem was she was mourning her youth. I started to wonder that is what I as well am doing, mourning my youth. Heavy sigh. Then I watched a movie, "Jumanji, the Next Level" . Grandpa Eddie says, " Getting old sucks and don't let no one tell you different. But at the end he changes his mind and says, "Getting old is a gift." So, I just need to make the most of my time and just be. Wishing all of us warm wishes for positive , creative, wellness energy. Thank you.

[@peggybaggenstoss3817]

I enjoy your videos. I agree we all need time to do “ nothing”. I make effort to sit, close my eyes, don’t think for a few minutes. I’m praying from Arkansas,USA, for you and James as you seek house, land and van. Hugs…

[@Electricdawn64]

I too am completely bonkers 😂❤

[@theunexpectedgypsy]

oh lovely!!! xx hahaha!

[@serenitys_zephyr]

I wonder if the combined price you pay for a studio plus your current home would allow you to find a new home with room for your studio. Thank you for having a calm, inspiring, and refreshing channel. I always feel recharged and full of inner peace after watching your videos. *gentle hugs for a most gentle soul*

[@beethimbles8801]

Sometimes, it’s just your company that’s enough. I need nothing else but that alone.

[@janinafisher101]

Shine on, dear Wendy. I think the Shine Fairy is the same as dear Fairy Wendy! She is lovely. I have much to learn from your beautiful gentle spirit. Guess I just have to keep watching, eh? Sending healing hugs! And wishing you warmth!

[@riverbenson8932]

About being a bit bonkers - My mom once called me weird. At first, I was hurt by her characterization of me, but then I made weird into a beautiful thing. It gives me more room for behavior that others might not have. Recently I found this definition "suggesting something supernatural; uncanny." I was all about that! Yes, I am supernatural in my essence, and I am absolutely uncanny at being me! May we all be a bit bonkers/weird! Bright Blessings NMRK

[@theunexpectedgypsy]

i am honoured to be weird with youuuu!!! Thank you dear River!! xxx big loves xx

[@w-squared]

Hi Wendy! Greetings from a Wendi in Michigan in the US, where it is quite cold and snowy, and will be for quite a few weeks yet. This video really hit home with me as I've been struggling with depression for the last month or so, and not shining very brightly. I'm getting to work every day and doing what needs to be done for my elderly mother, to whom I am live-in caregiver, but getting through just the essentials of each day really saps what little strength I can muster, and there is nothing left over. I've dealt with this my whole life and know to "cocoon" as you put it, and take care of myself until it passes. I feel for you with your pain. It is exhausting and sucks the very life from you if given the opportunity. I'm so glad you are doing what you need to recover, including maintaining your creative practice. Also glad you found the strength and opportunity to let us know what is going on with you. I, for one, am very grateful for your light. Love and warmth. 💜❤

[@PaperPensandCoffee]

Being in WI and having the first day of spring on monday it's been a hard month thinking about it spring all the things that it brings. may you find your light soon with warm days ahead.

[@w-squared]

@@PaperPensandCoffee Thank you. ❤

[@patriciacarpenter6821]

Remember to take a little time off to yourself if you can. I was my mother’s caregiver for 5 years until she passed. I would do it all over again, but it is exhausting. It is very cold here in northeast Ohio USA too.

[@w-squared]

@@patriciacarpenter6821 Thank you - we're going on 11 years and I'm very weary, but hanging in. ❤

[@PaperPensandCoffee]

@@w-squared you are welcome

[@melaniehellum1281]

Love your poem. Made me smile and feel warmer. My better half passed 2 months ago. Loosing him was like loosing the biggest part of myself.

[@kateryneart]

HI Wendy, You really are an awesome lady. I so enjoyed this video. I especially loved when you said that you didn’t mind if people thought you odd. I bet that most of us see ourselves that way. I actually prefer to not be like everyone else. My favorite quote from the movie Practical Magic was “my darling girl, when are you going to realize that being normal is not necessarily a virtue? It rather denotes a lack of courage.” Aunt Frances. I also loved your poem. You are really talented. My mom loved fairies too. I think of her when you are talking about the fairies or painting them. She had a book of poems she wrote about “The Wind Fairies” They were mischievous and funny. We all need to take the time we need to rest where needed, isolate when needed, heal where needed. Relax and definitely give yourself the space you need. I’m always happy to see you but I don’t put the requirement on you to produce anything. Just be you. That’s why you have followers. You are wonderful. 😊

[@gordonmeeks2447]

Your videos are as creative as your (conventional?) art. No guilt. No boxes. "Wasted" time is as important as empty space and "white noise"(?).

[@angelay1925]

I love your videos, I've had quite a stressful day and burst into tears with relief when I got the notification of your upload, "there she is" I said with a tearful smile. No matter how down I'm feeling you always lift my heart and I'm (almost) always smiling and feeling grounded by the end of them 🥰🥰

[@theunexpectedgypsy]

awww sweetheaart, big soft loves to you thankyou so much for keeping me company xxxxxxxxxxx

[@jacquelinehillson9589]

Menopause is a hard time, HRT really does lift your mood, do enquire Wendy, try not to be to brave , really it’s not a weakness to get your hormones back, it’s natural we live so much longer now, we really need to keep our bodies and minds strong,we are our hormones,we need them,there are so many symptoms , unreal how it affect us without really realising it’s related to the menopause.❤

[@nancyfielden270]

A beautiful video ❤ I had decades of illness and injury becoming unable to pursue my art. I was always a go-getter, so it was quite difficult for me to adjust. I learned I could still make "to do" lists if I looked at what got checked off the list rather than what didn't. On days I woke up too ill or painful, rather than writing off the whole day, learning to let the day unfold without any prejudice on how it would unfold. I learned how to distract myself from the pain to get through the day rather than taking meds. I thought it would only get worse as I aged. Unfortunately and fortunately, I was in a car accident and because of that, lucked into meeting someone brilliant to help me. Now over 20 years later, I am so much better. I can garden again and have just set up my at home art studio again. I came across your video on is it too late to start new things after 40+ (paraphrased) not knowing you were an artist. Watching your videos has helped me so much to finish my setup , to know how I want to re-eneter my painting life, and so many useful art tips that I never learned when taking art classes. I can't thank you enough ❤❤❤

[@donnafriend153]

Love your full moon fairy poem, especially being a moon child. As regards to bonkers…my closest family members [sons] have expressed, not even lightly suggested that my way of thinking is bonkers. My daughter understands me completely though, she is my light. So life goes on doesn’t it? Still waiting for Spring here in Ohio, had a very cold weekend, but…looking up because the sun is shining brightly today…blue skies, not even a cloud. Wonderful walk this morning with my little girl [jack Russell] Riley! At 66 I can relate to the lows of aches and pains and being alone, your videos are so encouraging my friend! Shine on ☀️ ☀️

[@littlebird619]

Oooo a gypsy wagon art space... Build it! When the energy is there :)

[@cherylcarlson3315]

Good bootstrap episode. Had 4 yrs of pain and intense fatigue, shortness of breath and blurred vision that ALL the things I loved to do had to be put on pause and I was failing everyday life. I finally got medication for myasthenia gravis and have been slowly fighting my way back to me, forgiving myself on days I just can't. Have decided I am now to be the mosaic artist of me and must give up the elegant, purposeful me. Some days are harder. Do you not have space heaters you can use there? Heaters dying in my guest house that was to be temporary..10 yrs ago.. so most of winter has been 54-60oF inside, today is balmy at 65! Space heater and leg warmers are wonderful. My mind keeps going back to Ukraine where even 50o inside might be wonderful but it all still drains me a bit. Hope the upcoming week is better for you.

[@CMoore8539]

Thank you so much for this calming video! It’s very difficult to give when we are overwhelmed already but most of us are forced to do it anyway. Just remember if you’re already overwhelmed to take extra good care of yourself too. Lots of Love and Respect Always!♥️. ~Cindy

[@darleneelkins1999]

What works great for me when I'm cold is to put a scarf around my neck. It helps tremendously. A hat makes a big difference too.

[@lilyotv9767]

Dear Wendy, I hope you feel better soon. I enjoyed your poem and painting and love how you have your studio organized - especially the paint tube display on the wall. I moved into a tiny space and the last tenant left some odds & ends which I put in the shed out back. There's two curio shelves and I'm going to clean them and put my acrylics in them - one will hold cool colors and the other warm.The easel will come later! Thank you from one lefty Wendy to another!

[@lisaa6099]

God u are so refreshingly honest. As someone w depression amd anxiety i find your honesty and genuine positivity and kindness so great. Gawd i just turned 52 and my hips have all of a sudden been such a problem in the last 3-4 months……

[@kayrichardson2520]

Wendy, thank you so much for this video!! Your messages always speak directly to to my heart and resonates with my soul!! You are truly a special human being….and I am so glad that we are on this life path at the same time and I can see, watch, and hear all of your beautiful words of wisdom!! As always, thanks for sharing with all of us!! Prayers of healing for you and soft hugs as well!! Love you to bits!!!! 🙏🏻☘️🙌🏻❤️😘

[@VinWhiteartistry]

I really needed to hear this right now. Thank you so much for the reminder to slow down. All my creativity has been zapped from overworking. It’s an awful feeling. My body is saying rest. Yet, my mind feels guilty when I do rest and not check off all those goal lists. Happy I watched your video. Please keep your light shining because you have so much wisdom to spread. I look forward to seeing your videos and art. Brings more light to my day. Stay gold!

[@amberrichards8078]

Lovely poem and Shine fairy. So funny how we got the tease of spring coming then it got cold and snowed. Thanks for sharing

[@kreativekatevlog]

I've stepped outside my comfort zone yesterday by launching my website.... it was the scariest thing. It feels all so professional and huge to me ARRRGGHHH .....

[@tannaorr4133]

Your videos are so inspiring! I always look forward to them. Blessings for healing your healing Wendy.

[@braveheart213]

For me working on and in my businesses alone is one of the hardest tasks. Yes showing up is 90% they say. Creativity can be exhausting but the love of it all pushes me through especially when the magic happens when the right colors appear. Magical. Thanks for sharing

[@susanborsi-hampton8538]

Wendy👩🏻‍🎨🖖🏻🙏🏼💕💓 your messages to all of us are soothing remedies for our hearts,minds,bodies & souls, Many many thanks for sharing visuals with us as well🦋

[@ellamarson3882]

Hello Wendy Thank you for sharing your highs and low's plus your beautiful poem it was amazing , I so understand your pain , I live with back and knee pain , my chiropractor adjusts my back and pelvis ( which seems to be the main issue ) through the roof of my mouth ! Its quite amazing and works . Another thing I've been doing is saying I have a " feeling" in my knees and back rather than saying to my self I'm in pain .....it really works and is worth a try . Pain is such a lonely journey . I totally would be looking for a new studio , how can you work on anything when your freezing cold . Bless your beautiful mum for knitting your a cozy warm cardigan . I'm turning 71,in April and my wife and I are selling our home atm ( which is very stressful) and we are going to rent a friends house, being on a pension its hard to afford all of the rises in mortgage payments , petrol , food and maintenance etc , I'm feeling anxious and over whelmed atm, plus so unmotivated as I've done some packing of my crafts ( thinking we'd sell quicker , but it's 7 weeks of open houses which is tiring. Thank you Wendy you've inspired me to dig out my journal's in the morning ( its 11pm here in Australia) and get connected again with my inner being , I've neglected her for to long . I love draggon fly as much as you love faires, I use to write poetry but am struggling with it now ? .. its so great to see you and hear of your struggle's ( I'm sending healing and gentle hugs to you ) as it helps those of us who live with pain not feel so alone plus it helps us to share it to , praying you get relief ASAP . thank you for doing a vlog even though your not feeling your self , we really love to see you. Take great care Ella xxxxxx

[@booksandstick5544]

I'm delighted that you popped up on my feed! Thanks for the positivity!!!

[@nancyfielden270]

I forgot to say I have to do things much more slowly and mindfully BUT now I enjoy doing them so much more - being more fully immersed and in the present moment. With that awareness, I know my art IS going to be exactly as I want it, rather than worrying will I ever get there. I love the word devoted to describe our passions and will borrow that. I use the word ritual to describe my daily tasks because work can carry a negative meaning a lot of the time. And I don't want to view life that way. Big hugs to you ❤

[@jasonchipmanhowlett]

it is always what i need to hear here.

[@nathalieeisele6130]

Also wool helps very much for back pain❤️🍀

[@Kassandra-z5t]

I loved the Fairy Poem and how you read it! I thought it was very beautiful! Thank You Wendy. Lots of love Kassandra Powers

[@sagepremoe1565]

I like, "I think I'm at a point where I don't care if people think I'm bonkers." My life too has been dimmer than usual. I'm glad you're showing up anyway. I think your landlord should be responsible for the heating, providing you with a space heater and discounting your rental space by the number of days the heat is out. I find back pain to be one of the debilitating pains. It's so difficult to get rid of and pain IS energy draining.

[@maryannknox7158]

Just Be You ……Prayers 🙏for your back …..I Love 💗 you the way you are 💗

[@ehpeachylove]

My dear Wendy it was so good to spend time with you today. Thank you for sharing time with us no matter you’re not feeling in full healthy mode. I loved the old church and love beautiful architecture too. The details are exquisite and the artistry of the masons just amazing work. You are perfectly formed as intended, not bonkers at all. To be honest I never seemed to really fit in growing up, had to work harder in my work life than most to feel valued. After retirement in 2014 my life slowly reached the pace perfect for me. I’ve found the artistic side that was buried inside. But there are days the back pains and body aches get the best of me. Thank God I have a dog that helps me keep moving pain or not as it may be a shorter or longer walk but still moving. Your poem is absolutely beautiful and written from that beautiful place in your heart and soul. Wendy, no matter what your feeling your light still shines, your words of wisdom and honesty touch so many of us that love and understand what you say to each of us. Your painting are expressions of beauty that is of You. I’m so very happy to call you a friend and continue to pray for your full healing. Much love and softest hugs. Hello to James too. I spend a lot of time alone and your videos brighten my days. ❤❤❤ Have a good week and see you next time. When the heat is off spend the time at home as your health is most important. Coldness exasperates the pain I have found at least for me. 🥰🧚‍♀️🧚🏻🦋🙏🤗😘❤️By the way I loved watching you paint Shine, she is glorious. 😀

[@jillychandler]

Our wonderful Wendy, we love you just the way you are. I live on my own with my dog, and talk outloud to myself all the time, I even answer my own questions! This can be embarrassing if someone is nearby, whom I have not noticed, on my dog walks, so I pretend I was talking to my rescue greyhound Madge! Living alone, with dog, and not having any human company, I have to talk to someone, so why not me?! I think it is awful that you are paying rent on your studio, and there is often no heating. I hope that you can find a better place, somewhere else, as this does not help your state of mind, when you are freezing. Big hugs coming your way from me, and loving licks from Madge! xxx

[@jeanettebarto2774]

Looking forward to poem postcards ❤ Showing up is a really big thing. 😢 It is horrible it's not warm when you get there! I hate cold inside! When you're in the storm, it's hard to picture sunshine. I hope you are soon out of your storm of pain and into the sunshine of good health. 🌞🌞🌞

[@theunexpectedgypsy]

they should arrive this week so excited to see them and check if they look ok! xxx and thankyou xx

[@pamelacollard567]

BeYouTreeFull ~ Love your videos Wendy, Uplifting, Inspiritational and Truly Authentic ~ And Yes you Shine Brighter each time I watch 🌠Thank You for spreading your Light so freely and Lovingly into the World and Beyond ✨🌹✨

[@mrs.e3909]

Wendi, you need to find a young person who is very computer savvy to remove the "bug" from your laptop. For the apple shop to not want to intervene to remove the actual bug intruder sounds like a case of laziness to me. I agree with talking to things out loud considering that we are inspired by spirit and they can find a way to help move us along with projects. I love your fairy poem!

[@jennyvanduinen4943]

Hi Wendy, your little smudge was quite feelable✨✨✨

[@sjsomer917]

I feel like I have found something/someone that is magical. I have been watching you for a week now. I loved your poem today and I love you. Thank you taking the time to vlog.

[@SimMess]

Hi, I'm writing before I even watched the video. I found your channel some time ago and from the first glance I knew it's so special! It wasn't right for me back then, though. So I kept it for later, and now this time has come. I lost my mother recently, and I'm so glad I could immerse myself into this beautiful world of yours. It helps me so much in these hard days. Thank You for being a sun shining through the cloudy sky!

[@scorpionink4735]

Happy Aries season 🌍🌎🌏

[@cielotree1]

I’ve been watching your videos for the last few months and this is my first comment. I really needed this video this morning in my own struggles and wrote down some of the things you shared. Things I know but when you’re in the dark place of being “in it” reminders and not feeling alone in it are so important. Sending so much appreciation. Thank you ❤❤

[@annalloyd5929]

Hi Wendy! Have you considered getting a space heater for the studio? Also, you could get electric heating pads - some are quite large - and even use hot water bottles to stay warmer. There are electric heaters filled with oil that are quite handy and portable. Love you your art and your posts!

[@victoriacritchlow9069]

I love you're poem it's beautiful I know how hard it is too live with constant pain and the isolation it can bring blessings for an easier journey from now on xx

[@LavenderHazelwood]

I agree with you about taking breaks. We are cyclical beings, not meant to push, push, push. xo, Aurora

[@karennewbury6430]

Wendy, your videos are always beautiful and inspiring. I love the sound of your voice. Your artwork is pure love. Thank you again!

[@kathyduer7108]

Hi Wendy. Loved your poem. Your work is such a gift. Your videos are always uplifting. I also love that you share your personal life as well. We all have our struggles. Your channel reminds me that its ok to be a constant work in progress. You make my world a happier place. Thank you Wendy.🥰

[@shirleyadamson9326]

So happy to see your light brightening, love the pondering, love the fairies, love the virtual visits in your studio. Take care of you, blessed be everyone ❤

[@Ms.Stephanie.C]

I stumbled across your channel 2-3 months ago. I’m not an artist but I really love your content. Thank you for sharing your light with all of us. I can see some “fairy” in YOU. 🧚‍♂️💕

[@lisahatch2649]

Your fairy poem was beautiful. I love the progression of where your art work is going. Such growth. 😊

[@karlaneumann650]

I love you Wendy💞 You just make my day!!🥰 Loved your card reading! I believe everything will be okay! You are so silly! True! We Connect! People tell me I'm too hard on myself! I know I am but it has to do with what has gone on around me all my life if anyone can understand? You are so blessed to get to experience all those things we just dream about it! And take about it! I had the same thoughts about my voice too I get afraid to play back the videos or even watch them it's bizarre I don't quite understand why I am like that! Other then my husband telling me I can't sing and peeing me down or shutting me down if I try to talk or when we are with a other people not letting me talk he hogs the conversation Anyone else go through this with their husband of man you just said it! Feeling fragile and exhausted from pressure and stress! You make me smile! You warm my heart!❤️ Yes the world has gone bonkers! We need down time!! Yes!! BeaUtiFul!❣️ you are such an Inspiration! Need I say more! Have A Wonderful Week!🥰

[@jeanninef2110]

Dear Wendy, your words are spot on for many of us…..I too know that taking time to do nothing is a good thing, and I have so many creative ideas and I plan to go into my studio and paint, but somehow the motivation to just go and do is not there. Then my brain takes over and I think that one day I will regret not just doing!! Pain is a horrid thing, especially when it goes on and on. (I’ve used Traumheel cream….helps quite a bit or Thieves Balm which is a mix of essential oils, which helps too…at least temporarily!) Take care, and be more specific with what you are looking for….house, van, etc, as the more specific you are in your vision, the easier it is for the universe to manifest it! Hugs from Canada! ❤

[@wandalindsay3548]

I’m sorry you are experiencing pain….it can be so hard. I’ve had pain too, and have several chronic health challenges I cope with. You have gained a lot of wisdom about this time…. Not worrying what anyone else says, being kind to yourself, practicing self care, and pursuing the creative path that seems full of healing power at the moment you choose it are all SO important. Also for me, spirituality and learning to fully rely on God is the ultimate way through any difficult situation. For I believe it is “through”, not around, that contributes the most to the process of being our best selves in spite of life’s bumpy roads. I’m going to come back to the 2nd half of your video another day and listen again to the quotes for inspiration. Loved the journal page you were adding the words to at the end……so lovely and calming. If we can keep our minds and spirits well even when our bodies may not be will be well worth the effort! I have learned that few others can appreciate my pain, or understand my challenges so I have decided it is not important that they “get it”. I participate in life & the world with others as I’m able, and make myself the best company to me I can be! Be kind to yourself!

[@Sunflower-tm2hi]

Just loved the poem, I love listening to you, you are so soothing after my ten days of radiotherapy, slowing down is right whether it’s planned or not! Soft gentle hugs to you Wendy💕🌟💐compassion and grace is right, lovely to see you

[@scorpionink4735]

Missed your channel, glad to be back. Happy you're still here ✨

[@corallie7746]

I also feel like I don’t fit in many places. But I did find my place in my workplace, I work in disability services and everyone is just as weird as me, it’s so great to find a place where people are just like you. I’ve found my crew, where it’s okay to be weird.

[@trudlarellano11]

Hearing your words Wendy is inspiring.. We are all here as one.

[@jillychandler]

I think your spirit Shine is you Wendy - she looks just like you, beautiful and loving and full of possibilities. Fantastic drawing, so full of meaning. xxx

[@lindaellis9349]

Thank you for taking us inside the beautiful church...you are a sweetheart Wendy...may your hips soon be comfortable..trust the Bowen technique gives you relief 💞

[@lisacompton3913]

Thankyou, Thankyou I am in constant pain (waiting for surgery, covid backup delay). I'm bonkers, yes I am, and I revel in being uniquely bonkers. Your an angel and in this vlog have helped me become a deciduous tree and shed my leaves and become dormant for a little time so when my leafs start to bud I will flurish.

[@theMermaidRhonda]

When I stopped caring what others thought of me I became free! Sending you healing vibes and tons of hugs! Love you Wendy! 💙🌟🧚‍♂🧚‍♀🧚

[@natecanale7889]

Priscilla here. I enjoy your videos. Keep up the videos as they inspire me.

[@jumpingbee4717]

Hello Wendy, watching your video made me think of Acceptance Commitment Therapy, which is part mindfulness, part stoicism, part cognitive therapy and part value-based living. I've just discovered it myself in my own journey through living with chronic depression, anxiety and more recently recovering from panic disorder. So you're not bonkers, you're probably just ahead of the curve lol I think as a society we're slowly (veeeery slowly) moving away from hustle culture. The issue is that the institutions and mentalities need to catch up to allow people to go back to living as humans and not as "punchcard robots". Much love and gratitude for sharing your life and your art 🙃

[@janeeverett7239]

You will be very blessed to watch Doreen virtues new testimonies on y.tube🙏🕊

[@sherribristol3393]

Love the fairy poem!❤ Being like everyone else and doing what others expect is not living.

[@lillianlee4610]

I love your full moon fairy poem. 💖 Be well!

[@kerenvalentin7082]

Beautiful painting!!! You are so right!!

[@sheilajoseph9953]

Lovely poem. I can honestly say I've never fitted in, considered as a bit of a loon even my family think I'm strange. I put it down to I'm individual, having a life experience and not following the sheep. It's OK to be odd quirky, strange and in a world of my own. At least the experiences I'm having in life are mine and for 90% of the time are wonderful, spiritual and up lifting. To be honest I don't want to just fit in. I want to be me. I love your work.❤

[@Needle2Needle]

Love you Wendy!!! 🧚🧚🧚

[@carolinesimmill4962]

I too have been suffering with pain and found your video very uplifting and interesting. I do find not being able to paint does frustrate me, but I do go into my studio and stand by my bouquet of flowers and green plants and gaze out of the window. I notice the birds flying home or the seagulls flying out towards the coast. It is calming and I actually put some distant birds into my own painting back in January. So even when we are not being creative we are in many ways a creative sponge!! letting the beauty of nature soothe and calm us even when in pain and eventually it will become future inspiration. Do feel better soon, sending you my very best wishes from Scotland.