Low Self Esteem and Distorted Self Worth

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[@vernonistaken]

im stopping posting weekly 😢. i’m thoroughly overworked and my love for the art of videography is diminishing. I can’t make my best work rushing to complete a full video with 2 days of free time since 5 days is taken by the military. The videos i make don’t feel fully thought out, the editing is not a ‘true expression of my soul’ (womp womp). I’m starting to get bad anxiety when out filming with my friends when it’s something i love to do. I’m rushing to complete a video all the time and dealing with a lotta anxiety at home because i have to participate in mandatory family dinners. I want to make thought provoking, well evaluated ideas explode with beautiful cinematography and delivery. And powerful art is often not made with intense anxiety. I can’t help but think, if i’m not consistent, if i don’t optimize the business side of things i won’t win. But truthfully, i’ve been balancing both business and creativity and that hasn’t brought me anywhere significant either. So, I’m taking a risk. What will happen if i focus on creating something i love rather than consistency. I think consistency is important in the work you put it. But consistency in creative output could perhaps be what’s limiting me from making something ridiculously magnificent. I will now be posting AT LEAST once a month for now. just to make sure i keep practicing. Rewatch my older videos if you need your reminder of hope 😊 I intend to post videos i genuinely believe in, with multiple considered perspectives, with thoroughly sought value. Keep thinking and dreaming. I love you, good luck, to a better world 👉🏿👌🏿

[@unadulteratedcal]

“it takes so little to make someones’ day” you’ve been sharpening your tools, and doing great at that maybe detaching and refocusing on your why will prove to be less exhaustive ns sucks, I relate to that, do what you can to make life interesting despite the road blocks also prioritize sleep, and ill be here whenever you choose to post again

[@Enzo-yd4te]

Aye i barely get time to watch videos but i wanna say thanks for making these videos man, just remember ur videos made me really think and even brightened my days. Hope you do well and i ll keep watching 👽

[@vernonistaken]

love you man

[@SEIICHII32]

"it's not our fault but, it is our responsibility." speaks to the soul bro

[@VernonsAbode]

I'll be making more unfiltered unscripted thought provoking videos here hehe xd

[@xyzor4717]

This video hit me at the perfect time. Absolute gold. Thank you

[@vernonistaken]

ur welcome 😁