Life Update

[@mia1879-db]

Been watching you for six years, you’ve lived so much of your life without him you will be so ok. You’ve gotten through the hardest part which is the first month, it’s hard to believe now but there’s something bigger and better waiting for you.

[@LucilleXox98]

@@mia1879-db Wow, I can’t believe you’ve been watching my videos for such a long time! Thank you, it means a lot to me ❤️ That is so true and it’s such a good way to look at things. I’m definitely doing better at being more positive and believing that everything happens for a reason. 🫶xxx

[@emilylowe1112]

Same! I remember when you guys first met but I watched you way before then. You always made my day when I’d watch your videos!! So as this lovely girl said, you were ok before, you’ll be ok again without him 🥰 you’re a beautiful person inside and out, and the universe is protecting you always ❤️ sending love xx

[@Chloeabzzz]

Tbh you could of done much better than him was always something off about that guy. Just keep moving forward life is short so ya know.

[@leannelangston6648]

I’m so sorry Lucille. When I went through a break up of my long term relationship, I would tell myself to take one day at a time, which helped. Don’t think about the future right now, it’s too much, just focus on each day at it comes. And chocolate. Lots of chocolate! Sending lots of love x

[@LucilleXox98]

Such great advice! Thank you so much. ❤ I’ve definitely been eating lots of chocolate to get me through it 😂 🍫 You’re so right about just taking each day as it comes and it does help not thinking too far into the future. I appreciate you taking the time to share such great advice 🥰 xxx

[@eliciajane01]

oh lucille I’m so sorry. I’ve watched you for years and I always look forward to your videos. Seeing you so upset is so heartbreaking. I was thinking about you the other day and wondering where you were.. please take good care of yourself and you’re absolutely right that everything happens for a reason. There are so many good times waiting for you on the horizon. Sending so much love xx

[@LucilleXox98]

Thank you for watching my videos for so long. It means everything to me that you still look forward to watching them. It was nice of you to think of me, that’s so sweet. Your positive words are exactly what I needed to hear. I’m doing better at looking at things positively and looking forward to my future because as you say, I’m sure there will be good things ahead. Thank you for taking the time to leave this comment, it means more to me than you’ll ever know ❤ xxx

[@hanimckenna]

remember partners are not your life, they're an addition TO you - as an already whole person! think of how you'd comfort a friend if they were going through this and say those things to yourself xx

[@LucilleXox98]

@@hanimckenna This is amazing advice, thank you so much! I will definitely think about what I’d say to a friend if they were going through a breakup and then say those things to myself. I never even thought of doing that but it’s so true that we’re good at giving advice to others but then we’re harder on ourselves and don’t take our own advice. Thanks so much again 🫶xxx

[@mxfolkard]

I’ve been a silent viewerwatching you since your first few WIEIAD. And wanted to remind you that it’s okay to feel however you’re feeling right now. Breakups are hard, and I know things might feel heavy, but you’re not alone in this. Remember that healing isn’t linear, and it’s perfectly okay to take all the time you need to feel better. You’re stronger than you think, and I believe in you. This is just a chapter, not your whole story. Keep holding on-you’ve got this. ❤️

[@cerysthompson9641]

Lucille so sorry to hear this news. You are such a loyal & strong young lady. I know you probably don't want hear this right now but sometimes life has other plans for us that we can't understand/make sense of at the time. I'm a firm believer in fate and everything happens for a reason. Please believe in yourself and take the time you need to heal. Spending quality time with family/friends makes us realise just how lucky we are. Look back at the holiday vlogs and see how happy you were enjoying your time away with your parents and plan the next one - enjoying travelling. Stay positive and look after yourself xx

[@LucilleXox98]

Hi, thank you so much for this comment. Your kind words mean a lot and are honestly more helpful than you’ll ever know ❤ I totally agree now that I’m thinking more clearly, that life does have a plan for us all and some relationships, situations, friendships, hard times, etc. are just temporary so that we can learn from them and grow as a person. I’ve been surrounding myself with my family and friends and it’s honestly been so helpful. Thanks again for taking the time to leave this comment 🫶xxx

[@liah3107]

Aww, hun...... breakups are always rough..... especially your first ever. :( Be strong girl, you are beautiful. God puts people in our lives for a reason and he was what you needed to someday (hopefully very soon) to experience your most epic love

[@notcountingsheep3361]

He didn't deserve you. You're supportive, adventurous, loyal, caring, kind, and honest. He should not have proposed that early. Take this and learn to get to know someone fully before committing to them for life, trust takes YEARS. Protect your heart because each heartbreak takes a chunk out that is never replaceable, it changes you. Right now it feels like your heart is living outside your body attached to them, but it won't be forever. Now you get to find your travel buddy who actually wants to go on vacation with you.❤

[@monicaaaaah]

The best comment! 💯 x

[@LucilleXox98]

Thank you for your comment. I definitely have learned to protect my heart and so I’m trying to take the positives from this and use it as a learning experience. I’m feeling a little bit more like myself as each day goes by so that’s a good thing. ❤

[@kathyhowarth2934]

This blog brought me to tears,I’m 60 and have watched you with one of my granddaughters for years,you are an amazing young woman and you have a long life ahead of you,I’m glad you are in a better place mentally now,40 years ago I was in the a similar situation as you,I had a baby and 2 weeks after she was born her dad left me,I felt like you,alone,desperate,heartbroken and confused,but honestly Lucille it will take time and you will go through a lot of emotions and will never forget your first love,but time will heal you and one day a beautiful person like you will find love again,stay brave Lucille,sending you positive energy ❤

[@LucilleXox98]

@@kathyhowarth2934 Thank you so much for this comment, it really touched my heart. It’s so sweet that you watch my videos with one of your granddaughters, that really made me smile. ❤️ I’m so sorry to hear what you went through just after your baby was born, that must have been so hard. You’re so strong for getting through that and such an inspiration. I’ve definitely been going through a lot of emotions, but each day is getting easier and I’m starting to feel more positive again. Thank you again for your kind words, it means everything to me 🫶xxx

[@kathyhowarth2934]

@@LucilleXox98 Bless your heart🩷it will take time,im so glad you have your family,take care lovely,you have a lot of love and support on here,stay strong 💪❤️‍🩹xxx

[@Laurabrys2020]

I’ve been watching you for so many years, you are genuinely beautiful, kind and you’re incredibly brave for posting this and I wish you nothing but the best you will find your spark again and it’s okay to be upset! Girl to girl you really don’t need any man to make you happy they are an extension of you, they don’t define you! Do what makes you happy and chase whatever dream you want! You can do it🤍

[@LucilleXox98]

@@Laurabrys2020 This is such good advice, thank you so much for this. I totally agree, life doesn’t stop when you’re single. You just need to live the life you want to, do the things you enjoy and if you meet someone along the way who wants to be part of your life then great, but if not you just have to keep on thriving solo. We only get one life so this mentality has really helped me ❤️

[@jolenelong8267]

I’m sending you so much love ❤️ I’m devastated for you, I can literally feel how deeply you felt for your relationship through the screen.❤

[@LucilleXox98]

Thank you for your kind words and for sending love my way. It really hurt so bad at the time of filming this video but thankfully now in present time, I’m doing a lot better. It’s devastating for a relationship to end though, especially when I did feel so deeply about it. But onwards and upwards from here, I’m just staying positive and pushing through. Thanks again for taking the time to leave such a lovely comment ❤xxx

[@alicec4218]

Stereotypical but stereotypical for a reason as it’s true - Time heals Lucille. Thank you for being raw and honest, far more people resonate than you will ever know. We love you

[@LucilleXox98]

@@alicec4218 Thank you for this comment, I always worry and overthink about posting videos where I’m really honest like this one, but comments like the one you have left, makes me feel glad that I shared my experience and talked about my emotions. I can’t thank you enough for your kind words, it means so much to me especially during this difficult time. ❤️xxx

[@AliceMClarke]

He didn’t deserve you chick! , all the best on your future endeavours and don’t ever leave ur fansssss! ❤

[@LucilleXox98]

Thank you, your kind words mean a lot ❤ xxx

[@sally-annfern9436]

One thing that was said to me when I went through an awful break up is “he is not the one, if he was the one he wouldn’t be doing this to you” and that helped me to move on from the relationship because suddenly it was so clear to me that no one who loves you would put you through such pain. You have got this, things will get better and there will be so many wonderful things ahead ❤️❤️❤️

[@LucilleXox98]

@@sally-annfern9436 Very wise words 🫶 Thankfully now that I’m a few months into the breakup, I do see that he wasn’t the one for me so realising that has definitely helped me feel better. ❤️❤️❤️

[@amythorpe8998]

I’ve watched you for years and my heart breaks seeing you like this. Sending you love & strength, it does get easier ❤

[@Enaidakimot]

I’m very sorry to hear about the loss of your dear family member, but what a loving family to have been a part of! And you truly do have such a wonderful loving family! While researching traveling to Scotland several years back, I somehow landed on your channel. This was before your relationship began! You have such a zest for life and all that you’ve shared in your videos reflected that. As weird as this might sound, I’m excited for you and am looking forward to see what you can accomplish with nothing holding you back! Time is on your side! Keep something to look forward to and remember, those who matter don’t mind and those who mind don’t matter! Contrary to everything, as someone who is just a viewer, your journey hasn’t really began and so far, despite a sad loss, your life that you’ve so far shared has been filled with love, so you have a solid foundation in that! Oh the places you’ll go! ❤

[@LucilleXox98]

@@Enaidakimot Thank you for your kind words. I really appreciate it. That’s amazing that you found my channel so long ago and that you’re still watching now. That means a lot to me. I’m definitely looking forward to finding my cheery, happy, full of life self again. I’m finding things way easier to deal with when I look for the positives and focus on those. Thanks again for your kind, reassuring words ❤️ xxx

[@emilythomas2326]

Sending you so much love Lucille. You are so brave, and strong, and things will eventually feel ok again. I'm so proud of you, you are truly an amazing person ❤

[@LucilleXox98]

Thank you so much for your kind words, that means a lot to me. It’s so nice of you to say that you’re proud of me ❤xxx

[@emmataylor3686]

Lucille, your videos provided me so much comfort when I was going through my breakup a few years ago. You WILL feel okay again, I promise you. I’ve been there and I felt like it never ever would. Loads of love x

[@LucilleXox98]

@@emmataylor3686 I’m so glad that my videos brought you comfort while you were going through a difficult time. Thank you for your reassuring words, they mean a lot to me ❤️ xxx

[@caitlindonaldson6097]

Literally choked up watching this I am so sad for you😢 but I know things will get so much better for you in time! I've watched you for years and my heart absolutely breaks for you, but you have so much love to give, please don't let this dull your sparkle🥺 I lived with someone for over a year and went through a horrible breakup and then 3 months later unexpectedly met someone new who gives me so much love and affection and patience.. everything happens for a reason❤

[@LucilleXox98]

@@caitlindonaldson6097 Thank you for your reassuring words. I definitely do believe that everything happens for a reason. I’m looking at things more positively now and I’m feeling better in myself ❤️ I’m so glad that you found your person after going through a horrible breakup 🫶

[@carlymurtagh2472]

You have so much to give to the world! Your kind, caring, supportive, trustworthy and if he could throw your relationship away then more fool him! You do so many amazing things without him, your holidays are some peoples dreams and you conquer them by yourself! Now it is time to conquer the everyday life too. You don’t need him to be your happiness. YOU are amazing xxxxxxxx

[@rachelburge2338]

Brilliant advice ❤❤

[@LucilleXox98]

@@carlymurtagh2472 Thank you so much for this amazing advice. I definitely think it does help that I’ve always done a lot on my own so I know I will be okay. I really appreciate your kind words, they mean so much to me 🩷xxx

[@monicaaaaah]

Oh no Lucille sending you all the love!! Been watching you for years and will continue watching wherever life takes you next!

[@LucilleXox98]

@@monicaaaaah This is such a kind thing to say and it means the world to me. Thank you for your continued support and for sticking by me no matter what. ❤️xxx

[@hannahporritt7550]

Needed to see this today! The exact same has happened to me too. We broke up 2 weeks ago suddenly and have lived together. So hard, so heartbreaking. I’m so sorry for you but please don’t feel alone in this. Lots of people are going through it too xxx

[@LucilleXox98]

@@hannahporritt7550 I’m so sorry to hear that you are going through the same thing. I’m sending lots of love your way. Thank you for sharing this and making me feel less alone. We’ve both got this 💪 xxx

[@nazakbarnazakbar1719]

I am going through all of this but of 19 years of marriage and with 2 children

[@francescacockcroft4199]

I'm so sorry. It absolutely will get easier in time and as you say everything happens for a reason. You will look back in the future and realise it wasn't meant to be, even though it doesn't feel like that now. Keep your head up and carry on going❤

[@reminilsen7702]

sweet sweet Lucille. ive been seeing your vlogs for so many years now. and this was sad news to hear. and im 1 of those who notis when u not here, sharing your life with us. who are so blessed finding u. i wish u all good in life. your in my toughts

[@LucilleXox98]

@@reminilsen7702 Thank you so much for the lovely words! It means a lot to me ❤️ I appreciate you watching my videos and your continued support xxx

[@reminilsen7702]

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[@niamhdoran8158]

I was in the same position last summer (I instigated the end of the relationship however) and I can promise you, you will find someone EVEN better for you who is an even better best friend! I moved back in with my parents and worked on myself and found someone who is literally made for me but I wouldn’t have found them without going through those really tough few months - they make you so much stronger as a person and as even more time passes, you will be shocked at how strong you will become! Don’t be too hard on yourself for being upset and crying as it is a huge transition not just in your romantic life but in your environment, day to day life etc!

[@hd2000]

Believe me when i say "everything happens for a reason". One day you will look back and be thankful for the journey you were put on ❤

[@Peachsnowcone]

Heartbreak is really rough, but you'll move on. its hard, but time really does heal. I've watched you for years and as well as other subscribers. We completely understand. Take all the time you need. You're such a genuine, caring person. You deserve happiness and you WILL find it again. Even if it hurts, healing isn't linear but it will happen. We'll be here when you're ready to post again. Just by posting about your experiences you help a lot of people. You're so valued. Sending you all the support and love imaginable

[@carolb9208]

I know exactly how you feel Lucille and for the first few months you feel that you’ll never meet anyone thats suited to you again but you will, you think you wont be happy ever again but you will, so glad you ended the video with such positivity, when you have such a wonderful family you already have everything❤x

[@mariasol1545]

literally!! esp if she is like me, where I fantasized what my whole life would be like w that person... it hurts like crazy but its makes us stronger in the end

[@carolb9208]

@@mariasol1545you’re so so right, you just want to give her the biggest hug, i remember someone telling me it’s like grieving an actual death and it’s true, it’s the same emotions but strength as you say always wins💪❤

[@LucilleXox98]

@@carolb9208 Thank you so much for this comment, it means so much to me that you took the time to reassure me that things do get better. I’m in a better headspace now and so I’m thinking a lot more positively and just being appreciative of the amazing things that I still have like my wonderful family. You’re so right, strength does always win 💪❤️x

[@carolb9208]

@@LucilleXox98you’ll b ok lovely, takes a lot of time to heal, i was sent this “friends grab a spoon” once, made me chuckle😂❤(except from a female perspective) kzbin.info/www/bejne/bXiQn2Z3osZ4o5osi=QQc37Rpi-CQLWita

[@carolb9208]

@@LucilleXox98 they don’t call it heartbreak for nothing lovely, ooft it hurts like actual pain, please take care & be as proactive as you can, my friend sent me “grab a spoon” from a friends clip, made me chuckle if you look at it from a female perspective❤️x

[@Shannon-pm5zs]

Lucille, we are all here to love and support you just like we have been for years! I’ve been watching for so many years, and your videos are such a comfort to us all. I myself haven’t been through a break up, so I am no good with advice, but I’m so happy that you are in a better headspace now. I’m sure the pain will still be very prominent, but over time I know this will get better. You’re such a ray of sunshine and the world has so much to offer you! It’s so crap that not everything is forever, but I think everyone comes into our lives for a reason and it breaks my heart to see you so sad, but maybe one day you can look back on your relationship with Michael and treasure the lessons that it taught you and the way that relationship changed you as a person ❤

[@sarahlauren2989]

Ohhh sweetheart I’m so sorry to hear this news. I too went through a breakup with my fiancé. And I’m SO glad it happened. I didn’t realize this initially, but I knew the whole time something didn’t feel right in my heart even when I said yes, I would have been so miserable had I married that man. To be honest, it was a blessing. It will take time to feel better, but know in your heart it wasn’t meant to be and perhaps it will turn out to be a blessing for you too. Something about you two together seemed quite off. I’m a very intuitive person and I could see that in your videos with him. Sending so much love and hugs.

[@sophiepaige222]

oh girlie I’m so sorry to hear this 🥺 I’m also 1 month into my heartbreak era after a 5 year relationship so best believe I know it feels like the hardest thing ever right now but try to stay positive and remind yourself that better things are coming - and I totally understand that it’s easier said than done, but I hope you can find some comfort in knowing that you’re not alone 🥹🤍 I’m right here and healing with you angel!! sending lots of love and hugs xxxx

[@James-b7p2k]

Some body blew you out they must be mad

[@amanda.s9948]

Aw Lucille. We've all been there. You are so young, there's something greater out there meant for you. You will have good and bad days but life has a way of leading us to where we're meant to be, even if the path is unclear right now. For now just focus on yourself and the little things that bring you joy and trust that better things will come xx

[@joshhoman]

I hope that you find what makes you happy soon! Be blessed!

[@lovelyjubblyy2657]

Dear Lucille, I was wondering why you have been quiet lately, my heart breaks for you, but you are so strong, and full of life! I broke up with my ex 3 weeks ago, and whilst it hurts, we ended on mutual terms, and have decided that it’s healthier to go our separate ways. I’m 24, and it was my first break up, and first relationship, but I have college, work, my dog and family to keep me going. You are such a kind, gentle, funny and caring young woman, and you’re a joy to watch! Wishing you all the well wishes, love from West Lothian 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿💛xx

[@LucilleXox98]

Hi, thanks so much for taking the time to leave a comment. I’m so sorry to hear that you are also going through a breakup but I’m glad to hear that you both feel that it’s for the best. As I’m writing this, a couple of months after I filmed this video, I too can now see clearly and see that this breakup was for the best. I’m feeling more positive about things and just feeling better in myself. Thank you so much for watching ❤xxx

[@lovelyjubblyy2657]

@@LucilleXox98 So glad to hear you’re doing well. It is traumatic, but I’m a firm believer in everything happens for a reason, despite some things being those heartbreaking moments. And whilst we go our separate ways, we can be thankful of the good times, and how we’ve grown as a person through own own experiences. Just taking thing one day at a time is key, and make sure to be kind to yourself. Whether that’s a bubble bath every night, or eating junk food in the evening, or even sleeping in well past 12pm, whatever fills your heart in the moment is important, and will help us heal and move on. Even as a viewer of many years now, you’re a ‘girl next door’ just like myself, and radiate so much joy to those around you. You are special, worthy and capable. Never stop being you, Lucille 💛 Please also pass my well wishes onto your family 🙏🏼✨💛🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@kaitrose498]

I'm so sorry Lucille. I've been watching you for years. Sending you love 💕 You are brave & strong and things will feel okay again. 💕

[@ApolloHeller]

I've been watch you with my mom since I was 12, that was about 6 years ago, and I've always loved your channel. I think you're such a sweet and kind person, I hope you find your match one day because you deserve it. ❤

[@chelslifex]

Sending you so much love, i have followed your channel for so long and i love every single upload you do. Things happen in life for a reason and no matter how hard it gets, there is better things coming

[@LucilleXox98]

Thank you for your kind words. It means so much to me that you have been subscribed for so long and that you enjoy watching my videos. I appreciate your advice and I really think you’re right - onwards and upwards! ❤ xxx

[@shayjenkins6268]

I’m so sorry Lucille , sending you all the love in the world xx

[@LucilleXox98]

Thank you for your kind words, I appreciate it ❤ xxx

[@michellew3652]

Oh I’m so sorry hun I I really feel for you. It’s not easy I’ve been there but the only think you can do it wait it out. The day will come when you wake up and don’t cry that day. It might not seem it now but it will promise xx

[@sheilalyburn310]

I'm so sorry to hear this news, Lucille. I've followed your vlogs for years. I can relate to so many of the things you're experiencing right now, and it does get better with time. It will also make you a stronger and more resilient person. Do keep busy, do keep doing the things you love, and just remember as Taylor sings..."I can do it with a broken heart". Sending love and hugs ❤

[@J97736]

I’m so sorry Lucille. You’ve gotten through the first month, it will get easier, I know it won’t seem like it. But trust me, there will come a day when it feels better. Keeping busy will really help. Sending love ❤

[@maddieh1821]

Oh Lucille, you just have to know that something better suited is coming just around the corner. I promise it will get easier. So sad to see you upset. I really hope that you are doing better!!! You've got this angel xxxx

[@tricia4479]

Hi, Lucille. I’m very sorry to hear that you are going through this. I know how difficult it is, as my relationship ended after 7 years. I was exactly the same as you. Absolutely devastated, heart broken & cried every single day. It is true what they say, it does get better within time. It’s great to know you have your family & friends to love & support you & talking about it, certainly helped me. Eventually in time, I got over it & got back to my old self. Try & keep as busy as you can. Go places & try new things. Anything to keep your mind occupied. Obviously I don’t know what caused your problems, but in time my thoughts were, his loss, not mine. Now I feel even stronger than I was, before. Give it time & you’ll be smiling again, soon. Hopefully on KZbin, once more. Take care, Tricia. xx

[@hannahgriffiths8117]

I’m so sorry lucille, sending you so much love and strength 💖💖💖

[@claireh248]

Sending hugs Lucille 🥰 it’s so tough to navigate but you will get through it. You are strong ❤️❤️❤️

[@milliem9141]

Everyone has been there! It felt like my insides were falling out all the time. I moved back home for a few years, saved and now have a lovely little place I own by myself. Not interested in love now though haha. It gets better!

[@mollyhamer9174]

Chin up girl I’ve been watching you for years and you are such an amazing girl! Everything happens for a reason things fall apart so better things can come together. Stay strong xxx

[@Pinknwhitefluffsoundslikedex]

Very brave of you to post this. I have watched you for years. You are a lovely, kind, pretty, inspirational young lady. Really sorry about your relationship break down. I am so glad you still have Harley. You don't realise your own potential. It's not for me to say or comment as to what happened but you will love again!!! You are one of life's genuinely nice people! xxx

[@julieroberts6335]

Lucille, this is so so sad. I am thinking of you and hoping that with each day that passes, things get that little bit easier for you. Take care xx

[@marym6733]

Aw Lucille my heart hurts so much for you, you're a wonderful person from what we can all see from what you choose to share with us, and I truly hope one day you find happiness in the way you deserve it and this pain you feel will be a distant memory 🩷

[@carlymacmillan6392]

I’m so sorry you are going through this ❤ it does get better in time and you will come out the other side stronger! Keep going xxx

[@sophiebennett8555]

lucille i can promise you it will get easier no matter how insane that sounds right now. i went through something very similar at the end of last year and the first few months are very hard and you'll feel like your heart has been ripped out , but with time it'll heal and there's amazing things to come ❤

[@michelledirom1035]

Oh Lucille! I'm soooo sorry to hear this! I've watched you since ur wieiad Wednesdays and ur videos with Laura. It's like a close family member or friend is going through this - I feel emotional! I havent been through a break up but I've lost my mum. I think they are similar in some ways as u r grieving the loss of a relationship/future. I had the same feelings - heart ache, nausea all the time. I used to look at people on the street and think how r they going about their business, my mum just passed away. Lucille, it does get easier, the pain lessens each day. Glad that u r managing a little better since u filmed. Take care. Wishing all the best for the future . Sending hugs xx

[@SianEvans96]

I’ve watched you for a few years now Lucille, and honestly you are such a lovely person and not going to lie when I first subscribed I binge watched all your vlogs 😂 and I absolutely loved the ones when you lived at home! I feel like I can relate a lot in terms of loving your family and spending time with them as I’m the exact same and also a fellow Scot 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 Never feel like you need to rush anything either, time is a healer, I honestly love watching all your vlogs, they are such a comfort to watch, sending you and your lovely family lots of love and hugs ❤

[@clarec3]

My heart breaks for you, Lucille. But I know from watching you for years, you are a strong, amazing young woman. And beautiful inside and out. Your grief will lessen over time and you will begin again to write the next wonderful chapter in your life story. Many years from now you'll look back in awe at the experiences you had because you opened yourself to them. Even knowing some of those can end, imagine life not having been open to taking those leaps. Its ok to give yourself as much time as you need to grieve the loss of the relationship, and you will find comfort in time. Much love ❤

[@user-ts5uk1kl7w]

I’d really recommend watching Ally & G’s episode on the break up, she went through the same thing couple months back and I believe it may be validating to watch someone going through something similar. Maybe make you feel less like a small fish in a big pond. Sending you all the love and healing you need ❤xx

[@jadestrachan2472]

You’ve got this girl remember who you are you! You are beautiful and kind and deserve the world 💕💕

[@fawnfox]

You are meant for great things! It’s horrible to see you hurt but you will gain so much new introspect about yourself and the things that matter to you from going through this. We go through life expecting a linear path but what we get instead makes for a more interesting life in the long run, with so many stories to tell and lessons to learn. If you ever need a friend in Scotland, I’m here for you! Sending you my love ⭐️

[@sarahrose9379]

Sending you hugs ❤ it will get easier beautiful we all promise you, take all the time you need just know we are rooting for you and your happiness always xx

[@athina11114]

Oh Lucille i’m so sorry! Been watching for a couple years now, quite a silent follower too. But just so you know, every day gets a little easier bit by bit when these things happen. Like feeling sick, tired all the time and crying. Trust me girl!!!! you’ll be okay i promise promise promise! Sending so much love ❤xxxx

[@rhirhidoi6820]

Rejection is redirection. ❤

[@elainereeves7364]

lucille my heart goes out for you but in time you will become stronger and the tears will stop ❤

[@LucilleXox98]

@@elainereeves7364 Thank you so much! I do truly believe this, you are so right. Time has already been such a healer. ❤️xxx

[@shellydee9377]

I had to move back into my childhood home at the age of 30. To be honest, I embraced it, the love, security, sense of peace.....At first I did wonder what other people would think, but they didn't seem bothered or interested why. You'll get through this, try not to overthink. Take care.x

[@phoebe1997x]

So sorry to hear this, really hope you’re doing okay. Things do get better, as unbelievable as it may seem at the moment, it really does. You are very lucky to have such a caring family ❤️

[@CocoAmande]

Lucille, I’m so sorry you’ve had a rubbish time ❤ You aren’t complaining. It’s a massive change and it will take time for you to adjust. At the time of this video, it had only been a month. Even in the present day, it will still feel very different and probably will feel strange for a while yet. Just take time and be kind to yourself. You have the most loving and supportive family around you. If you ever need a chat you know where I am. Sending you all my love ❤❤ xxx

[@LucilleXox98]

Hi lovely, thanks for your kind comment. You always know the right thing to say. I appreciate your support so much. ❤ It’s weird adjusting from living with a partner and being so independent and feeling like a real grown up, to moving back home with my parents and not feeling grown up or independent anymore. I have to say, it already feels more normal though and I’m trying to look at the positives such as how great it is getting to spend quality time with my family again. It was just mainly the first month that it felt so strange. I really do have the most amazing, supportive family and I’m so glad I have them to help me through it. I will message you on Instagram asap. Hope you’re doing well. 🫶xxx

[@rhiannaclark265]

So sorry you're going through a heartbreaking time honey, watched you since the beginning and seeing you bloom is amazing; it's gonna suck for a while but it will get better with time and taking care of yourself ❤

[@TLouiseHockey]

I’m so sorry Lucille. I went through the exact same thing, I moved out too with someone who ended up cheating on me and I ended up having to move back home with my parents. You’ll realise in a few months that it was all meant to be ❤

[@TheHoolibird]

I’m so sorry Lucille 💔 I had to move back home after being with someone for 5 1/2 years too - it was the hardest thing but honestly the best thing that could have happened to me and I hope you’ll feel the same way once everything has settled. Your friend gave good advice - keep yourself busy and keep doing things you love! So glad you’re surrounded by family and friends. Take it easy on yourself ❤

[@erinsmith1398]

I went through a similar thing last year when I left a five-year relationship and moved four hours back home to live with my parents again. I had also just lost my job so it was one of the hardest few months of my life but fast forward a year and a half and I'm back living in the city I left, I have a great new job, and I'm with someone I feel like I should have been with all along. It sounds cliche but sometimes you have to feel like you've lost everything to get a clean slate and move onto bigger and better things x

[@mollymelena6104]

You will fall in love MULTIPLE times throughout your life. We always think that we will never love again or we'll never love someone as much as we love at the present time but YOU WILL. I absolutely promise you!!! You're feeling tremendous loss because you've invested 4+ years of your life to this relationship but it's also 4+ years of experience and learning. Everything that happens to you makes you grow and develop. You become a better, stronger version of yourself. Trust in the process.

[@DebbieDoherty-cy8hz]

Ooh sweetheart, be kind to urself.ur a strong person take time all u need.sorry this has happened to u.god bless❤

[@rhirhidoi6820]

One day you’ll look back, you won’t care and you’ll be thankful it happened xxxxx

[@LucilleXox98]

@@rhirhidoi6820 ❤️❤️❤️

[@saraht1547]

My sister and I have watched you from the what I eat Wednesday times. We are so sorry to hear this, sending you lots of love. Look after yourself ❤

[@samanthakirkland5935]

Lucille im so sorry but your right every thing hapoens for a reason. I can only imagine how you are feeling but looking forward and trying to be positive is always good. You will get through this it will just take time thinking of you at this difficult time, stay strong xx

[@Sylphadora]

I am so sorry, Lucille! I’m glad that you are feeling better at the time of posting this video. Time heals all wounds. There’s nothing wrong about living with your parents. I was way older than you are when I finally moved out because I couldn’t afford it.

[@silvisounds]

Everything does happen for a reason! This sort of big change makes way for something better. Take care 💗

[@LucilleXox98]

Thank you for this! I definitely am seeing clearer now and do believe that this was for the best. Hopefully better things are ahead ❤ xxx

[@rebeccaclarke1099]

Oh I am so sorry, I thought this was the case. Sending love! You’ll find yourself again x

[@LucilleXox98]

Thank you Rebecca, that means a lot to me. ❤ xxx

[@rebeccaford5350]

I have been watching you for years! I went through the same 4 years ago and it was heartbreaking as you make all these plans for the future! But looking back I realise he wasn’t right for me, we didn’t connect. Fast forward 4 years I am married to my soulmate with a 10 month old baby! So what I am saying is you are now able to meet your soulmate, rather than stay with the wrong person wasting time with them, sending lots of love, with time it does get easier I promise ♥️ xx

[@lucyfeneley]

I've recently separated from my partner as well. Sending you all the love ❤

[@LucilleXox98]

I’m so sorry to hear that. I hope you’re doing okay. Sending love to you too! We’ll both get through it and grow and learn from it ❤xxx

[@melbrockbank3892]

I'm so sorry Lucille, I've been watching you since you were Lucy locket, i know it's so so hard right now but it'll get easier with time I promise, a year from now you'll wake up and this won't be the first thing on ur mind anymore, it really does get easier. Sending hugs 🤍xx

[@emily7297]

Sending you SO much love Lucille ❤

[@LucilleXox98]

Thank you so much 🫶 xxx

[@alangiles776]

Lucille, please remember what a special person you are. Obviously, your family love you but so do all of your subscribers. We all love you. The joy you clearly have, when you post your vlogs is always clear. If you feel you can, you should continue your channel. Only post when you have the emotional strength though. I hate seeing you crying; it's not right, you are always happy. The US vlogger, Lucia Cordaro went through a break-up in February this year and she vlogs her life post her break-up. Maybe you could watch her post Mid-february vlogs. Sending you my best wishes 🫂.

[@peeachylauren]

i'm so sorry to hear this. It will get better, it sounds so cliche but time really does heal. You have all of us here for you, forever x

[@charliannegore540]

I know how hard it is to see at the moment but you’re so right, life has a plan, things happen for a reason, you end up when you’re meant to be, you’ll look back on this it’ll be a bad memory, but you’ll be happy again, I promise, so much love and hugs to you Lucille please don’t stop posting, always loved your vlogs ❤️

[@vetherantis]

I’m so glad you didn’t give up blogging etc! ❤️ you also don’t have to share every detail, we signed up for you! The pain will pass but you will find yourself again and the empty space will be full and happy again. X

[@LB123hannah]

Just take your time. You will get there. There are better things on the horizon for you xx

[@LucilleXox98]

Such helpful advice, thank you so much ❤ xxx

[@hollyvipond168]

Hi, I've been a prescriber for a while and I was wondering why you hadn't posted about your home/family life a lot recently.. I'm so sorry your experiencing this difficult time right now... As hard as it is, just allow yourself to feel ❤ Concentrate on YOU now. This is YOUR chapter. Lots of love xxx

[@aqilaali2354]

So sorry for you, very brave video - maybe in a few months you’ll realise the relationship wasn’t working and you’ll find exactly the right person. For now keep yourself busy, take up a hobby, stay social and cry as much as you need to x

[@sparkles877]

Oh Lucille sweetheart, I'm so sorry. Heartbreak is one of the absolute worst feelings in the whole world. I promise that it gets easier, please believe me. Time is a truly wonderful healer. Try and remember that you have a whole gang here online supporting you and thinking of you and sending so much love. You take care of yourself sweet girl 💕 xxx

[@MsLauren51]

I’m usually a silent watcher but wanted to comment on this one. I first started watching your vids when I first decided to move to Scotland alone and knew nobody 6 years ago. It was so scary but I’m so glad I made the jump. Would you consider a flatshare near your family so you don’t feel like you’re taking a step back in life but you won’t go broke? I used spareroom to find some flatmates/flat when I moved here first and it was great (although one small bad experience but quickly just moved back out haha). Usually quite reasonable because you’re sharing the cost and you can get something really nice. It’s sometimes great to have people your own age around to go do fun things with, that you might have done with your ex without needing to schedule a plan with other friends. Obviously be safe and bring someone with you to the viewings etc. but you usually it’s safe. I always lived with someone who isn’t a live in landlord so I never felt like I was living in someone else’s space. I can’t relate to the long term relationship, but you’ll come out better and stronger from this ❤

[@emilymay94]

I've been watching your vidoes for years. I'm so sorry to hear this, sending you so much Lucille ❤️❤️

[@LucilleXox98]

Thank you for watching my videos for so long and for your kind words ❤ xxx

[@mollybryan7522]

Lucille, this made me so so sad. Me and my friend have watched you for years and always admired you and how beautiful inside and out you are. Remember everything happens for a reason and I know it’s hard to see right now but eventually you will come out the other end and this could be all part of your life plan for something better to happen to you❤️

[@gretakrumhauer8502]

Sending you lots of love❤️ I’ve been watching your videos for years now, seeing you so unhappy really makes me sad.. You seem very strong though and I’m sure with time it will get better❤️‍🩹

[@GracePenhaligon]

Oh honey. I’ve recently moved out too back to my family home and I can completely relate to this. He promised me anything. I’m also two weeks away to giving birth to his child so feel like my whole world is falling apart. ❤

[@whythoidk]

Oh angel loads of love for and to you xx

[@LucilleXox98]

Thank you, I appreciate it ❤

[@sophiecardy6389]

So so sorry Lucille, trust me you will see the end of the rainbow soon, you are amazing kind and caring, you deserve so much, i hope your life gets easier soon ❤❤

[@nataliefleming8977]

It's the worst feeling in the world right now. But, in time, your heart will ache a little less. It'll sneak up on you, but one day, you won't cry. And another, he wont cross your mind for even a moment. "This too shall pass" Keep busy. Do the things you love. Surround yourself with cheerleaders. You've got this!

[@Storm_grey]

I know it doesn't feel like it right now, but you will one day look back on this time and realize how much it helped you grow and get stronger. The struggles and heartache does become wisdom after the grieving process is complete. You will feel happy again, hang in there and take it one day at a time. Give yourself time. Find things that make you happy, even if its only for a moment.

[@hka_c9240]

Lucille, I broke up from my husband in March! The hardest thing I have ever gone through!! I totally understand how you’re feeling..it does get better but it’s going to take time ❤