This made me incredibly sad. | Farm Life Vlog

I've received some bad news and I became very emotional. I also show you how to make sloe gin, and I make a box of happiness for a friend who is having a tough time.
I contemplated whether or not to include the part where I am crying, as I know there are much worse things going on in the world, but I want to be open and honest with you. This situation is frustrating and I thought I was dealing with it all well, but that silly song (let's blame it on the song) made me realise that I needed a good cry!
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In the Happy Box:
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Dog Smile Toy: geni.us/DogSmi... (Amazon Affiliate)
Bacon Flavoured Bubbles: geni.us/BaconB... (Amazon Affiliate)
Logic Puzzle Book: geni.us/LogicP... (Amazon Affiliate)
Neom Happy Candle: geni.us/HappyC... (Amazon Affiliate)
Mask Set (similar): geni.us/MaskSet (Amazon Affiliate)
Yak Cheese Chews: geni.us/YakCheese (Amazon Affiliate)
Sloe Gin Jars: geni.us/Kilner... (Amazon Affiliate)
Sloe Gin Steriliser: geni.us/Steril... (Amazon Affiliate)
Vanilla Pods: geni.us/Vanill... (Amazon Affiliate)
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Intro song: Growing Up by Scott Buckley / scottbuckley​​​
Outro song: It meant everything to me by Le Gang - / thisislegang​​