[Lyrics] Suicideboys - Leave Your Things Behind II

[@XBROWN4]

This shit lifts so much weight off my shoulders, but it all comes back as soon as the song ends.

[@kayanmatos4423]

Jooj

[@jamieadams5372]

OŻA That's why you listen to it on repeat 😊

[@lOl-dv1vc]

Things will get better bro, head up

[@melvinmkay1921]

Daniel Hines(Student) ikr

[@godfatherkyu3276]

I feel the same way

[@RagingBlackGuy]

When you listen to this after a break up its so bad and emotional

[@MandenTV]

RagingBlackGuy guess you ain't raging no more

[@johnbrown35]

It helps me, a lot

[@godfatherkyu3276]

but it's so good you can't stop listening to it

[@lillianvictoria6689]

tbh

[@kahiawhatuira4938]

maybe if i could get into one in the first place

[@mooodygraphy]

I can listen to the intro and the outro so many times and never get bored of it, such a beautiful song, hits me deep inside everytime.

[@nothinglasts5432]

Know the sampleee????

[@mooodygraphy]

@@nothinglasts5432 Sorry I don't, now I got curious what the sample is!!

[@brianwabwire]

@@nothinglasts5432 PartyNextDoor also sampled it for "cuffed up"

[@zamora666]

hi, if you haven't found the sample already, it's mishkka - lux, enjoy!

[@captainaesthetics]

Met a girl at a town that I ran away to 6 hours away because I was originally in a long distance relationship with her cousin for ten months. I suffered emotionally due to the fact that her cousin would always hang around her guy friends who were into her. I spent so much money trying to see her only to have the worst luck and failed attempts. She probably just liked the attention and engulfed herself into it because she knew how beautiful he was. She continued to let her best friend get at her despite knowing that it was torturing me. But I still loved her with all my heart and felt I could forgive. I guess it was worth killing me inside to her. When I got to the town to see her cousin at her house, she wasn't there. Her family took her somewhere else because they didn't like me for some reason. I knocked at the door and no one answered. I waited for an hour. Nothing. I was broke and at that point after 10 months of work and pain, I was torn apart mentally and spiritually. All I wanted was to see her just once so badly.. I left down the street breaking down and tearing up. Wanting to give up in my life. I'm stranded and hopeless. That's when her cousin came up from behind and gave me a shoulder to cry on. This is the girl that I would end up being with for the next 3 years. She snuck me into the house. Her mom was watching the house for her sister who was the mother of my soon to be Ex. The one I had the long distance relationship with. Turns out, this girl that snuck me into her room was in a very shitty situation. Her father passed away when she was three and his sister ended up forging his signature and stole everything from her and her mother. Her and her mom ended up being homeless and had to resort to taking this man's offer on getting them a Motel room. They ended up trapped in his grasp for the next ten years in motels. She grew up in Motels all her life in the same room with this Meth user who was also bi polar. She witnessed nothing but dark emotional abuse all her life and could never get away from it. She ended up growing up in the worst area in Turlock and was involved in gangs, drug dealing, cartel activity, ect. Witnessed gruesome things. When she let me in that house, I met her mother's psycho Meth user boyfriend. Her mother was also on Meth and still is for 16 years and going. Her mother is all she has left. None of her family even talks to her. I stayed in that house in the same room with her for an entire year straight. Never went outside much. I learned her inside and out and we grew so close under scary situations. Her moms boyfriend would always go crazy, yell, and punch walls. Sing to himself. He was a fucking freak. I could never lay a hand on him because then the cops would get involved. We always got into altercations that eventually left me and her with bad anxiety attacks everyday. Some days we would just sit and feel completely numb but I was always there for her. I knew that if I would've left, then she would've ran away with her friends to probably become a prostitute or get involved in dangerous shit. And I know she wouldn't want to run away with me because she didn't want to abandon her mom. So we stuck it out for a year. My mom ended up giving me money as a life savings. A couple thousand. I used that money to help me, her, and her mom sneak out one night while he was asleep. He was getting worse and worse so we just had to get out of there. We fled and moved from Modesto CA to Salem Oregon. Being 18, I never had life experience. I grew up having a sheltered life. Pretty shitty one too. Once we got to that state, we had to stay in the Motel 6 for about 3 months. It was one of the most depressing times of my life. At times, I couldn't take the darkness we were engulfed in but I stuck it out with her and her mother because they were family to me. Plus, I loved her more than anything. We created a bond so deep based off of terrible situations. We literally needed each other every second to cope. I can't even explain to you the deep fucking connection we developed as boyfriend and girlfriend. Just unreal. Not your typical boyfriend and girlfriend relationship. This was life till death. All or nothing. Eventually, we got into an apartment.. I had no work experience and suffered from severe social anxiety. Going outside would make my mind spin. But for the sake of taking care of my baby, I forced myself to get out there and find a job. I found one and worked full time to take care of her. She had severe PTSD, Insomnia, and god knows what else. She was very unstable but I didn't care. I loved her more than you could possibly imagine. Think you can? No. Push even further behind that possibility. You would never truly grasp it unless you're me. I worked hard and took care of her for the next two years. So she could rebuild herself and become a better person. To like herself and deal with her inner problems. She improved over time and even though it took so much time and effort, it always felt worth it to. Because of.. me. She became a completely different person for the better. My creation. My pride and joy. Yes, we fought a lot. Things were never that happy and joyful but I had to stay a strong man. I had to keep pushing.. We go evicted a couple times but I didn't give up. I just worked harder. I shaped myself without anyone's help. From dirt to gold. After that 2 years passed by, we had developed such a deep bond that I trusted her more than my own mother. I would die for this girl. I would sacrifice everything for her. And I did. I was far away from my family but I didn't mind because I was with her. I wanted to marry her as soon as I could and she felt the same way about me. I was fully convinced that I would be with this girl for the rest of my life and have kids so I could be the father that I never had. I met a friend at work. He ended up getting kicked out of his own place because he couldn't afford rent. He was suicidal and was suffering badly from personal problems. I was worried and wanted to look out for the homie. I have a good heart and can't stand to see fellow human beings suffer like that. He had no where else to go besides a shelter, so I let him stay with me. I told him that he didn't have to pay rent so that way he could get into a place quicker. I was always there for him. Whenever he was depressed. For some reason, he started to ignore me when I never did anything wrong. 2 months later, my girlfriend confesses to me that they've been developing feelings for each other for an entire two months. They were fucking behind my back that entire time. Everything that I put my entire soul into, destroyed.. Everything that I am.. Gone. I'm nothing anymore.. She broke down and could barely function. I never seen her so distraught and I hated seeing her that way. Despite all my pain and anger that I felt towards the both of them, I was still there for her. She grew up all her life hating herself so deeply and I put in so much time into teaching her to love herself, I just couldn't make her feel like that.. So I was there for her.. She told me that I deserve to go down to Cali and see my family. She said that she had a friend who would let her stay there so that way she can think about things. My "friend" ended up attaching himself to her and told her that she was the only thing that kept him alive. He completely betrayed me and used me. And now she had already developed feelings for him. My friends were supporting me telling me that I'm a good person. It's not the right thing to beat his ass to death. Because I wanted to so badly. I wanted to kill the fuckboy. No, I followed my heart. I'm a good person. So I took a bus down to Cali thinking that she'll have time to think because she won't be talking to him. Apparently she ended up getting kicked out by her friend because of some argument and guess where she had no choice but to go? His place. And do you know why he even has a place of his own again? Because of me. He never apologized. Never even said thank you once. Everything that I built and created with endless blood, sweat, and tears goes to him now with any effort put from him. I just want you guys to know that this world is truly a fucked up planet. I hate people and I hate the filth this corrupt planet produces. Thank you for reading my story..

[@captainaesthetics]

Throw me away.. Throw me away..

[@mr.nature3466]

RapidJoey honestly, im sorry dude this world is fucking stupid. If this was true, i wish i knew you, you seem like a person anyone can trust. But if this was made up, shit man good job and you almost me made me cry. This is the most fucked up story i heard. Fuck this world wasn't made for me or the other way around either way.

[@aliel-nowhey3761]

RapidJoey THIS MAN JUST TYPED AN ESSAY!!! HOLY SHIT!

[@captainaesthetics]

+Jorge Garboni It's not made up, dude.. But thank you. I appreciate you taking the time to read it. (': This world is a fucked up place but I hope you find your way, man.

[@bt-fj5pw]

RapidJoey I love this

[@jontamale2108]

this group knows my emotions

[@alexcabral636]

This song makes my heart melt.

[@Jaredd999]

Alex Cabral 🔥🧡🔥

[@ferchx6986]

This song is my whole life ok no xd

[@ScoobyNibblrs]

that throw me away got me

[@happystoner9393]

Gabe Rodriguez Str8 up

[@jacksonswift7597]

scooby snacks sameee

[@armandofaso3]

Shit the f UP useless fool

[@JeffDeath99]

Bro the way he says black in black skies is satisfying asf *bwlllauackk skiiiiiiies* 😂😂😂😂😂

[@DrKensho-ow9ws]

0:40 that " allow me to " ... god damn.... i could listen to those three words all day in a loop... no one could say it better than ruby... god damn his flow and voice....

[@jnic3336]

Prolly gonna go in bed, turn this song on and let the depression kick in again

[@flurshedx]

FuckWith Me oh yeah yeah

[@andrewking1468]

Depression doesn’t just come and go like that, it stays day and night until sum happens.

[@DankAk-47]

@@andrewking1468 bi polar depression does.

[@samsalazar2456]

Mood

[@jnic3336]

@@andrewking1468 it can actually mane

[@iamlabyrinthh]

At 0:23 the melody of the person's voice sounds like they're saying "going through the pain" if anyone ever noticed that.

[@splitbarrel2230]

Its a sample of lux by mishkka just heavily altered over a beat from a quavo song called cuffed up.

[@splitbarrel2230]

soundcloud.com/mishkkamusic/lux-ft-bamiyah & soundcloud.com/migosatl/quavo-ft-partynextdoor-cuffed-up-prod-murda

[@Tehfightz0rz]

"there's a subset meaning, in the nonsense that you say... gaze the eyes are weeping as my heart consumes your pain"

[@nobodyreally1361]

who hurt you scrim let me find out

[@SempaiTasuku]

ben dover he's talking about his addiction.

[@ferngonzalez680]

ben dover talking bout heroin

[@nobodyreally1361]

i hope he beats his addiction i just seen his latest tweet

[@rayanwazir9978]

nobody really he's sober 17 days 👏

[@andreibaicu8819]

Oddy.

[@michalynj8843]

I like the beat and how they rap and sing the song it’s how I feel sometimes,” THROW ME AWAY,the end only come when it’s time, not a star in sight, that’s why I get scarred in light”.

[@dr.karasuoverhaul6963]

This song just made me cry for the first time in over a year...

[@Orenji_000]

I fucking miss her, bruh

[@kzpylj7729]

Jonathan AG fuck her you don't need her

[@jeanarizta2201]

Jonathan AG shit hard but life always keeps going. Move forward dont give up.

[@Orenji_000]

Thanks dudes :,)

[@hHULEEOHh]

Jonathan AG exactly

[@MandenTV]

Jonathan AG then you a bitch ass

[@Yungscarxrd]

Ruby's voice tho, it's so emotional

[@shel1627]

And so seductive at the same time... ❤️❤️

[@fatimawasgington9647]

They way $crim says baby 😍😩

[@zeroy3149]

Bayyyy bayyyy

[@fxxc777]

Ameen

[@LittlegeckoAndFriends]

My broken heart really feels that song deeply. Such an ugly feeling to have in your chest.

[@johnnylawrence1516]

Suicideboys really live up to there name, there music, lyrics. Everything!🔥

[@jinxnarzy2920]

2:48 is the saddest part

[@onestepman47]

XDD

[@artutomarin5903]

I know the end

[@mr.nature3466]

“Seems like I can’t get enough, of you ripping me apart”😭😩

[@alexmarie4865]

my boyfriend w a s obsessed with this band😭😭 theyre the reason we met. hed never met a female with the same taste in music. he died 3 ft from me 2 . theyre the only thing keeping me going rn. the last 2 years were heaven and now im alone in this

[@mikeybattaglia5429]

Keep your head up. I’m sorry for your loss. I bet he was a cool dude.

[@lepr59]

Scrims literally preaching exactly how I feel

[@nicolas0099]

*when I die , play this at my funeral. 🌹💕👌*

[@thesudsufool]

same

[@zackmartinez4563]

Seems like I can't get enough of you ripping me apart. Damnnittt

[@alirezamotiei2958]

I been Leaving Things Behind since 08' . Rip Brother.

[@raywalsh4382]

Rip to a legend

[@solemnmodz]

Rip homie, may his soul forever rest in peace.

[@whotfisyou8821]

because it's only you i want.. i'm hurting, i can't front 💔

[@Wakiyan117]

Who tf is you? Damnnn I fucking miss XXXTENTACION

[@HELLA_Tentacles]

You ever just want to drive somewhere just anywhere to get away from here while listening to $uicideboy$

[@luismoran9016]

Every day

[@Roachomane]

I feel every word in this song! But my hearts broken, & the lyrics aren’t what they use to be

[@Peachflamingo27]

One of the most beautiful songs I’ve ever heard

[@t4maras4ffr0n.g59]

no one will understand how much i appreciate $b, bro their music has saved me

[@hi-rez9759]

I just semi recently got into suicide boys and im still discovering songs of theirs..a day after this girl (the love of my life) broke up with me after 4 years (all of high school) to get with someone else my friend put this song on in the car..it hit like a ton of bricks..especially scrims part, especially given the situation..I still listen to it daily

[@slo3spec022]

All the stuff they say, I keep inside and have no way of expressing it, scrims verse really describes how I've been feeling lately.

[@dilloncook2411]

slo3spec 02 real shit

[@rickypinedo1694]

This song and lyrics hits so fucking deep it’s indescribable

[@MAGEBEATS]

one of my favorite beats/lyrics/composition of all time. i consider this like fucking art. it means so much

[@Abrasumentex]

this is the absolute perfect hybrid between pop-punk and hip-hop

[@dustdogg1011]

I've been with my wife for 20 year's and 6 kid's. Now this song helps me get through each night

[@camdamcool6125]

This song makes me want to cry but I cant and havent done in so long..

[@veryill8821]

I just saw something on Instagram that asked “what song would you play out of this speaker” and it’s a subwoofer the size of a stadium. Now I am here.

[@buriednftp5759]

I could die to this song tbh

[@LucianoMoney]

SCRIM SAVED MY LIFE THANK U 1:33

[@noobtheloser7191]

Funny how 2 years ago I was disappointed in myself for not have materialistic things for the girl I loved now I can fathom that she wasn’t the one. So stay strong and keep your head held high

[@davidberidon7060]

This song gets you in your feelings 💯🔥

[@destinyrenee6412]

❤ this is your listening in 2024!!

[@asyouwish.4098]

The continuous ad libs in the back are amazing 🤘🏾👌🏾👌🏾

[@EternalGrey420]

thanks bro knew the lyric just didnt get that timing now its stuck in my head

[@drae-lynnnorton8753]

One of my favs by them purrr

[@ibejesus5233]

2019 is here and still bumpin this☝☝

[@andrewdean3977]

ibejesus yup

[@officialdustin6831]

2k20

[@lillyonahpiazza]

scrim touched my heart. my boyfriend cheated and i never left him. were healing and hes hopefully different now but its still so hard to trust him out of the blue when hes lied before. i didnt leave because he means more than everything to me and i have nobody else, so i forgave him from the start but i just hated the thought. The suicideboys helped me get through that with this song and i love them for it forever

[@kikiriki00]

Damn scrim verse hits hard

[@cryingblood59]

Though this song may have another meaning behind it, you may miss her.. and I want to let you know not to fuckin miss her, people who hurt you the most did it so much to the point where you almost felt it was a daily obligation.. their addictive.. you just want back in and have that love and torture back in your life it almost feels like.. yeah Ive been there forsure, life is tough, but survive because the fire inside burns brighter than the fire around you.

[@richardwales1415]

Damn this song hits me deep into my blackened soul🔥🔥🔥

[@lxuisix1276]

that scream at 1:03 is just so beautiful...

[@inspectdpower2191]

i got dumped just a couple of hours ago because he isn’t over his ex and this song hit so hard and hurt me so bad:( i relate way to much to this

[@misoto4498]

inspectd power felt that 😔 she left me for some dumbass nigga, we can move onto better people. At the end of the day its just character development

[@professionalmemer776]

rubys voice.. fucken beautiful

[@richardguzmanduenas9891]

Jus a different vibe wen u in ur room high 🙃

[@sadboi466]

I always accidentally bite my own tongue every time I try to sing Ruby's verses :(

[@DiegoRodriguez-pq4qu]

throw me away

[@trevorhall5664]

I love this song so much.

[@severiinliiv7652]

I JUST LOVE HOW RUBY SINGS LIKE U CANT UNDERSTAND SHIT LOL I LOVE HIM

[@gabriellel2672]

For me this songs more about addiction than a breakup.

[@DarcyFerrier]

it's both for me. crippling post relationship depression amplified by addiction to a lifestyle drenched in alcoholic tendencies.

[@fxckingmanuel4488]

Ruby is outta this world I fucking love him

[@kevincisneros9526]

This song explains my situation rn in life

[@visual_matt1854]

Good to listen in a realonship I feel good with it.

[@User_-gt2ur]

I miss her :/

[@richarddee607]

Yoo this song got me right in the feelers, love this song!

[@trevagist8124]

I just need to say that $uicideboy$ are the best - best beats realist lyrics that i relate to. I jam them EVERYDAY!! thankfully I stumbled upon scrim and scarecrow about 4 years ago. #musicallysatisfied

[@Loojx]

Scrimmy the slickest of the sloths is the scarecrow out the shadows, he's the yung christ in the boat without the paddles... Ruby the cherry, red but as cold as snow, spots n stripes a leopard in polar bears clothes... now you understand the G, the 5, the 9... the Suicide

[@Itznotjoeyyy]

Throw away part gave my tingles in my back cus I just woke up

[@nickicollis593]

Ruby's voice give me the chills!

[@edgarramirez951]

i already know the lyrics but clicked to hear a great song

[@MAGEBEATS]

actually crying really bad rn i cant stop

[@rubydachevy]

я продам свою душу чтобы услышать эту песню вживую, настолько я люблю её, шедевров лучше ещё не придумали

[@kashmarsuicide3708]

ruby said some true stuff

[@vasilissakellariou9030]

Im so heartbroken💔

[@abitchbegoingthruit7726]

Hope your doing well now fam

[@roybabin924]

My favorite song by them

[@academai11]

the background really fits the song

[@265lbs9]

Love is scary man

[@brettortega87]

Sometimes i get sprung on a song or something but sometimes people got to let go of things they like because we got to move on in life to live a normal life and for the brain productive healths sake but i dont know what anyone does with thier life and its none of my business also life is an adventure of a life time i love this paradise on earth.

[@MandenTV]

It's a shame that this music will be forever erased when the war happens.

[@anthonybeltran608]

song makes me think about my baby mama how she left me when she was a month pregnant still haven't seen her been almost two years Dayum time goes by in a blink of an eye fuck it all I need is me and my family and the bangers from suicideboys trifling ass hynas

[@wakeupcryin]

scrim's verse always gets me 😔

[@genie3531]

Sorry to everyone talking about a breakup but this shit is about a heroin addiction that shit sucks a lot more

[@gezerdobleh4834]

best part 1:34

[@mmagod7]

wisivi 45 hardest fuckin part of the whole song. That bass drop when he says baaaabyyyyy 😲🔥🔥🔥

[@undergrxxnd5997]

Itz David 1:03

[@cjbray6584]

Itz David 0:40 - 0:52

[@johnnygriffin1222]

The best part is 0:00 threw 2:47

[@jelielbrady3879]

“My heart evolves from pain”

[@MrEasye6996]

I love this song

[@drewboi8863]

I miss you every day , may peace be with you my beautiful little 🥀

[@orsonorion9681]

Hurts so good..

[@lilbenz3212]

1.33 best part what a fucking legend KEEP LOVE TRUE EVERONE

[@amonkeyhousevideo]

Yall keep on trucking

[@RanDom-bq4gy]

My dead heart cries...

[@dbxspazz5932]

Shit hits the soul.

[@kenzievaldez3234]

Honestly!

[@Jasper1815]

$crim’s verse cuts me so deep. My life at the moment. It’s literally like I wrote it. Word for fuckin word.

[@angramainyu6998]

My liver will handle what my heart can't But my liver is pretty fucked up too See ya someday

[@brennanjay2430]

The more days the more emptier we’re getting

[@clavididk1236]

Hit that nail on the head.

[@juanackers246]

I love this

[@Dante-xn1xp]

This song is beautiful and I can't stop listening I think this is the only song that I like Ruby's verse more than $crims by a small bit.

[@murderholick3798]

Throw me AWAY

[@nin9teen984]

I miss her and it’s killing me deeply everyday

[@bigsleez8655]

they should make a track out of those first 0:09 seconds

[@ReeferFarmer420]

the beginning has been eating at me.. I really need to know what the beginning is saying... it's truly the part that helps me...

[@johnnycinco37]

Coy same homie