Machine Gun Kelly - lonely (Official Visualizer)

[@sgram0921]

This is legitimately what losing a parent feels like. You're just stuck and everyone is moving so fast and the world keeps moving on around you. Thank you for making this. 💗

[@Maven904]

Losing any family is like this. I took care of my grandma and i lost her last july and it still hurts

[@sgram0921]

@@Maven904 I understand, I lost my grandma 5 months after I lost my dad and it was a huge loss. Grief is really rough and I wish you the best of luck in your healing 🙏

[@skullqueenxo]

So true. This is exactly what it feels like.

[@malloryberkeley5591]

yes yes yes

[@stanleygluegunkelly793]

Savannah Grammo W2s

[@linobausback9327]

The last part is his dad talking about colsons birth. Colson mentioned that to Howard Stern when he emotionally explained his late relationship with his father💔

[@fearlesssockpuppet]

Was MGK actually born with a heart problem? Or was that just made up?

[@azariokellman4265]

@@fearlesssockpuppet he still suffers from chest pain sometimes so it seems so

[@linobausback9327]

fearlesssockpuppet he was born with all the problems his dad mentions in the end but thankfully he survived

[@Icy_XCV]

fearlesssockpuppet believe it was last year his team rushed him to the hospital cause he collapsed and scared tf out of them , he never fakes anything

[@stanleygluegunkelly793]

fearlesssockpuppet yesssd

[@khushbu_2006]

he wrote this song about his dad and his aunt. the only lady who was there for him. I know how it feels when the only woman you want to tell, "I MADE IT!" doesn't pick the phone.

[@heisenbergthaphantom2746]

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[@kaylynn3583]

I would feel this way if it was my Grandma I'd lose it

[@xxwhitewolfyxx0513]

Well i’m sure she would’ve picked up the phone but she passed away almost 6 years ago

[@khushbu_2006]

@@xxwhitewolfyxx0513 That's exactly what I'm trying to say.....he wanted to tell his aunt that he has finally made it, but time doesn't stop for anyone and she has gone

[@xxwhitewolfyxx0513]

@@khushbu_2006 unfortunately 😔 that's true I hate it but all you can do is pray you get to see them again one day

[@tommynguyen5642]

I cry literally every single time I listen to this. So emotional, heartfelt, soulful. So much anguish. My heart...

[@annabrown4049]

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[@kodeczora1338]

Me too, me too..

[@AbayIskakOfficial]

Best comment

[@Alexander_W]

Likewise

[@aiishataal]

i rarely ever cry, but i’m tearing up while i have this song on repeat. his mum left, his dad was an alcoholic but they reconciled before he passed, his beloved aunt who supported him passed away too. Colson you have gone through so much, we love you❤️

[@mikehannah1649]

😢

[@khatiakhutsishvili4959]

You have no idea how sad you made me I'm in tears 😭😭😭

[@jamesgarnerr1]

he is so strong that he can turn his emotions into music. i could never lol

[@jbeatS24]

Colson baker ur a gift from God himself keep making bangers bro

[@destiny59555]

Don’t wanna get sappy but like since my dad passed in Jan I’ve felt this 😬💔 miss you dad!

[@carlakilljoy5209]

Same,but with my mom It happened years ago but I still miss her a lot, so I understand you :'c

[@destiny59555]

That Killjoy I’m so sorry for your loss!

[@martinkuta4693]

Hope ya'll doing alright, loss is tough as fuck

[@Samozy]

Hope y'all are Ok

[@cfmoe5234]

Rip nothing is worse than a family loss

[@Olivia-ph3kz]

beyond proud of him for becoming vulnerable to us in his music

[@mattsaracen7]

He's been vulnerable in his music since the beginning

[@zrizzle19]

He has always been vulnerable, what are you talking about?

[@ms5202]

@@zrizzle19 I think she’s also talking about how he’s switched genres, that takes balls to do that

[@Wizkerbizkit1]

@@ms5202 he was always like this just hasn't done a full album

[@ms5202]

@@Wizkerbizkit1 yeah I know that, I’m pretty sure he started his career in punk rock / rock

[@ahmedkhaled4359]

The idea of the visualisation is perfect . He scream that he is lonely and he is silent at the same time and the fast drums means the noise in his head He literally decribed the moment i feel everyday Thank you MGK

[@SadGhost-rainstorm]

I love how open he is about his mental health in a non-cringey or disturbing fashion. I know mental health isn't always like that but- he just makes it so gently tangible even for people who don't have it. This is an art form all its own

[@elsalvadorxx5891]

🎯 💯

[@hayleybell666]

Beautiful 🖤 look out for when Heylel comes back into the fold ....all these amazing artists like MGK have been paving the road in 2020 for this ....for “the devil” aka a beautiful angel to emerge and be accepted easier ....can’t wait to show you 🔥

[@akitsuko6960]

I'm 17, my father passed away yesterday, he left too soon, way too soon... Thanks dad, I love you.

[@bladenjones1064]

i lost my mom when i was 11 ur gonna be alright u can do it

[@lucaszubrod8504]

I’m sorry to hear... hope u feel better

[@ifheemay]

i’m so sorry :( things get worse before they get better

[@mustangforlife7383]

Seriously this is sad I teared up nl

[@reecesenior23]

hope your ok

[@Dane_Shorter]

Lost my girlfriend to a overdose two years ago this song gives me peace. Edit: Thank you to everyone who left all the support, it truly does mean allot and to the haters for some reason idk why there are any. My girlfriends name was Alyxis she was the most beautiful girl she had a family, a mother and a sister and was loved by many people but she had a disease of addiction and she was also bipolar she used to cope with life because she wanted to die. She and many other people die every day from fentanyl My left fell apart after that even more so than it was, but thankfully i was able to get clean and I am coming up on 2 years march 13, 24. I posted this comment when I was under a bridge 2 days before i went into treatment.

[@Mystyyx]

Damn im so sorry but I'm glad this song helps

[@cassidy983]

My dad overdosed in February of 2020. Love you.

[@michaeloneill6174]

❤️

[@jdking5175]

Lost my gf two months ago and I'm broken 💔

[@anthoniz8605]

I am so sorry man, that's hard

[@wayne3093]

im 51 and lost so many people i cant count them anymore, this song makes me cry.

[@ryeguy2256]

Honestly I’m in love with his new album. I can’t get any of the songs out of my head. I think I need help

[@chelseakayyy]

bro sameeee 😰

[@kyefloyd7306]

Est

[@MediMeda]

Same here 👽

[@NaveenDewangan]

Same. Guys this song lonely sounds a bit like this one "Envoi - The Kill" check out kzbin.info/www/bejne/m6m2kKargdmehKM

[@luca7018]

I think you're Okay ifykwim

[@omgitsadi7718]

This song hits hard rip to his dad

[@Mars-ys9cr]

and his aunt 😔 it mentioned in the second line they both died

[@CarolinaRamirez-po6lb]

@@Mars-ys9cr how did they died ?

[@nilsmullah3447]

@Lonely Grandsouls lol

[@subham0095]

@@Mars-ys9cr K

[@MD-Xed]

🤞

[@ignasov2000]

I swear that his one of the very few artists who really let his fanbase know how his feeling and put it all in lyrics instead of just writing shit about cars bitches and money. EST FAM since forever and forever💪🏻❤🤜🏻🤛🏻

[@iCarlyRox18]

Well he actually used to write like that on a lot of his early tracks and was reluctant to be vulnerable, but this song has been a heavy reminder of how far he's come lyrically and sonically! Been a fan since 2014 and goddamn every time he comes out with raw and honest songs like this I get so, so proud. EST way past forever XX

[@xxredscalperxxxd7312]

NF IS the deepest. But MGk is...well there's only one.

[@maximusjean4840]

true

[@gav9255]

Guess you never heard of Lil Peep

[@ignasov2000]

@@gav9255 I guess you didn't read the first fucking words of what I said 😂

[@scotthowe3980]

My brother passed away 3 years ago in a car accident. I was 14 at the time & now I'm 17 almost 18. Whenever I listen to this song, it reminds me of him. Ik he's looking down at me proud of the man I am today. He always was. Machine Gun Kelly, Thank you. ❤️🕊

[@anthonygrinnell8095]

sorry to hear about that

[@ryantony7743]

man it's dope how during the verses it shows how the world is moving so fast around him as he just sits there, frozen and when it gets to the hook it switches to how it feels for him, dark and lonely... that's fire visuals right there and definitely relatable

[@ZackoRiiaH]

🤔 good point

[@domeddd]

It's so awesome

[@kaywee4200]

It's beautiful. Bawling atm; for the millionth time.

[@mnattew]

Indeed.

[@hannahroyster9624]

It's definitely the "you're in a room full of people around you yet you still feel alone" type vibes and that's really sad if you think about it, I actually feel really bad for Colson that he had to go through what he went through

[@vinnyhughes007]

It sucks having to make art about losing loved ones, but thats sometimes when the best art is produced

[@hndsmboy3268]

True emotion

[@RaccMax]

@Zachary Lash real music. I'm hoping for a song with Mgk and NF

[@waltermoore2859]

People say I sound like a younger mgk 🎸 soundcloud.app.goo.gl/ywbn5WXudrTtWycv6

[@braceq6921]

lmaoooooooooooo hahahah

[@kaylynn3583]

Emotions ... just let you explode and say what you're feeling

[@huttchIam]

Tears almost every time. This appearantly was one of the hardest songs for him to record. Hes stronger than he probably gives himself credit for.

[@katharinawolf1145]

Yess that sooo right.

[@deborahkonwerski7767]

This is a super dope song for real. He is at his BEST right now ❣️❣️❣️❣️❤️❤️❤️

[@chrishawley6968]

My 5 year old son died today and lonely is how I’ve felt all day Mgk has always helped me through the hard times his music helps me keep going doesn’t matter if it’s rap or rock

[@dinkerdan4140]

Damn bro I’m sorry man 😢

[@Roxy560-oc3ws]

So sorry for your loss ❤

[@bigbrekkie]

fuck bro im so sorry i cant imagine how that feels

[@sadspedupaudio]

i’m so sorry

[@kenzogames8997]

I mean I can't exactly relate cuz I've never lost anyone in my life but I couldn't imagine how I would feel I would probably fucking terrible like I wouldn't be able to cope with it anymore

[@DrewTua_]

Those drums are soooo blink. Travis, I HEAR YOU

[@AILILIEIN420]

The whole album feels like blink!

[@MissKaygee101]

Love this comment

[@indridzero7742]

MGK the new Tom Delonge?

[@DrewTua_]

@@AILILIEIN420 Yeah, but this even more!!

[@melrobidoux5355]

Hope so. He collaborated and produced the album lol

[@CortiBeats]

This visualizer really shows what loneliness feels like...

[@laurieb3703]

Literally. 💔

[@tvbnine793]

You can get invited and go to all the gatherings and parties you want and still feel lonely... this song exemplifies that. Something I really wish I learned sooner

[@LilXancheX]

@@tvbnine793 no? If you’re invited to parties and still feel lonely you’re probably depressed. Idk what to tell you bud. Cuz I for One know if I go to parties or I get invited somewhere all that loneliness goes away

[@pharowe315]

@@LilXancheX this song isn’t about getting rid of that loneliness, it’s about no matter what you do or who you’re with it stays with you because that one person isn’t there.

[@lesliegraley-tz1iw]

This reminds me of my grandma, grandpa, uncle, and mom and dad tht passed thank you I'm lonelllllyyyyy

[@derekperry8366]

Man, I'm glad hes shedding the skin of his younger arrogant image. Hes honest and vulnerable now. Hes better mixing rap with rock. The last 3 albums are my fav honestly

[@HeIIboyKev]

I second that. I am happy he's finding his image.

[@denizorhan9149]

He is more like, mixing hip-hop & punk

[@kaywee4200]

I agree. I loved seeing him grow and now look at him 😭😭😭😭🥺

[@joannakopf852]

He's awesome. Bringing rock back!

[@bums009]

@@joannakopf852 about time right?

[@joelacourt]

Whoever disliked this song obviously still has their dad in their lives. I lost my dad a few months before this song was released and it helped me with that pain immensely. Forever grateful.

[@ชิชญาส์-ฒ3ต]

R.I.P I lost my dad 9 month ago And I really do miss him

[@Huffster21]

My dad is getting old and this is my greatest fear. I don't have my mom in my life either :(

[@paytonwayne2294]

This perfectly highlights how being lonely actually is. It’s not that there’s nobody around because most of the time there is. It’s just u feel empty. Like nobody in that room actually cares about you. And they’ll say they do care. But it doesn’t help. Your still lonely. But there’s that one person who could make it all better. And on a side note thank you kells for the amazing album. We all appreciate it.

[@jackieochoa7806]

“ I’d trade it all for you “ damn.

[@marycroft4545]

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[@xavieralmanza5188]

Facts! I’m surrounded nothing but with brothers & my girl is from Texas like me, but I’m a thousand miles away, because I’m in the Army. She just left for the Marines 8 days ago for boot camp. I still drink & hangout with my brothers, but just like in the video I’m sitting somewhere quiet asf secretly hurting deep inside & wishing I was next to her.

[@mypaulbry]

"Then he said goodbye way too soon", hits different. The emotion of this song was beyond sadness.

[@jdog6286]

"i'd trade it all for you "hit so different bro i can't this song gets me in a different spot💔

[@julianshepperdSOAOBR]

That reminds how I lost my dad. I miss him. I wish there was more time with him.

[@Condonut]

I love and miss you dad. I love you mgk for this song and the person you are. Thank you ❤️

[@suhelalamba8914]

STOP IM CRYING THIS HITS SO HARD WHEN YOUVE JUST LOST SOMEONE

[@obstsalat8118]

Hope you're okay.❤️

[@suhelalamba8914]

@@obstsalat8118 thank you. Just this small message means a lot in hard times.

[@obstsalat8118]

@@suhelalamba8914 Wish you all the best. You'll make it through this! ❤️

[@suhelalamba8914]

@@obstsalat8118 thank you again omg ❤️

[@jordanwest3151]

Agreed loss my grandfather couple months ago and I feel this hard. It’s amazing how a song can make u feel so many emotions with the artist! Like we are all going through the same thing in a sense

[@stonebuckley4015]

Mgk is king, he got me through my depression and my parents divorce, he is my idol

[@Ev3e]

ikr

[@itweakonline]

damn bro I’m sorry hopefully ur doing better stay strong man

[@mtbmb4330]

King of wearing womens clothes and getting spanked outta the rap game Lol Lol Lol yes 😂😂😂😂

[@nataliaart8338]

@@mtbmb4330 I see that you are crazy about him, you comment on each of his songs.take it easy, we tolerate gays at EST

[@darkerelk72]

I parents are divorcing now, and I’m going through it so I’m really happy this album came out noe

[@El_Nino10]

*Claim Your "Here Before a Million Views" Ticket Right Here* 👇

[@ryanmuller4996]

You really are first!

[@GuapoBaby5]

🔥🔥🔥 me

[@XotiicTV]

IM HERE

[@zig6019]

HERE BEFORE A MILLION

[@bigkb5667]

Here

[@MAX-oz9um]

[Verse 1] I got in trouble The first time my dad saw me Dance with the devil How are we so opposite? I lived with your sister My first home since Mom had left And I wrote my first song with him in the basement [Pre-Chorus] And then he said goodbye way too soon And this don't feel right without you [Chorus] Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'm lonely, lonely, lonely without you [Verse 2] I got in trouble The first time the cops saw me Dance with the devil I ended up in handcuffs and then You called your sister She cried when she picked me up Goddamn, how I miss her 'Cause she didn't give a fuck [Pre-Chorus] And then she said goodbye way too soon And this don't feel right without you [Chorus] Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'm lonely, lonely, lonely without you [Verse 3] The last time I saw you (Fuck) I cried, I wish you had more time left The last time I heard you They held the phone, you took your last breath The last time I saw you I cried, I wish you had more time left The last time I heard you They held the phone, you took your last breath [Chorus] Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I'd trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I'd trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I hate this, I'm jaded, and I'd trade it all for you [Outro] Boy, it was just a dangerous birth His umbilical cord was stuck around his neck And so I ended up, uh, undoing the umbilical cord, and, uh Well, he was bigger than the normal child I don't know what it was but he had a, uh He had a heart problem and they didn't think he would live

[@plex1995]

Haven’t listened to this guy since the Eminem beef, wow what have I missed...

[@SupaSavage24]

Almost the whole hip hop community clowned him so this is where he is now

[@emmid6756]

@@SupaSavage24 this is where he should've always been. Even as a rapper he was the most punk dude ever.

[@SupaSavage24]

@@emmid6756 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 ok

[@callsignblaze4388]

Him switching to 2nd gear on Eminem. Poor Em can’t keep up, he’s stuck doing the same shit.

[@plex1995]

@@callsignblaze4388 I mean he’s still stacking up too tho

[@kristingibson67]

My kid's dad died in a pretty terrible accident after struggling with addiction and I always thought he'd get better. I'm over here battling my demons and your music's really helped get the emotions out. I loved lace up but this new shit is real.

[@cyetex6148]

Stay strong 🙏🏽❤️

[@Andrei_s_thoughts]

LYRICS 🥀🖤🥀 I got in trouble The first time my dad saw me Dance with the devil How are we so opposite? I lived with your sister My first home since Mom had left And I wrote my first song with him in the basement And then he said goodbye way too soon And this don't feel right without you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'm lonely, lonely, lonely without you I got in trouble The first time the cops saw me Dance with the devil I ended up in handcuffs and then You called your sister She cried when she picked me up Goddamn, how I miss her 'Cause she didn't give a fuck And then she said goodbye way too soon And this don't feel right without you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'm lonely, lonely, lonely without you The last time I saw you (Fuck) I cried, I wish you had more time left The last time I heard you They held the phone, you took your last breath The last time I saw you I cried, I wish you had more time left The last time I heard you They held the phone, you took your last breath Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I'd trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I'd trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I hate this, I'm jaded, and I'd trade it all for you Boy, it was just a dangerous birth His umbilical cord was stuck around his neck And so I ended up, uh, undoing the umbilical cord, and, uh Well, he was bigger than the normal child I don't know what it was but he had a, uh He had a heart problem and they didn't think he would live

[@jovanasinadinovic5496]

thanks a lot

[@kotacolestock]

Much appreciated I see you posted the lyrics on many videos. ✌💜😁

[@jakeangel25]

Thanks man!

[@lenelucian]

Mersi de versuri!

[@melvonh-town6003]

Thanks kzbin.info/www/bejne/d2PFe5KJa9-GaKc check him out

[@megamonster174]

Just lost my dad yesterday 10/30/2021 this songs really comforts what I'm going through fly high pops

[@caleb2766]

Lost my mom 10/23/2021

[@Memiss]

[Verse 1] I got in trouble The first time my dad saw me Dance with the devil How are we so opposite? I lived with your sister My first home since Mom had left And I wrote my first song with him in the basement [Pre-Chorus] And then he said goodbye way too soonAnd this don't feel right without you [Chorus] Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'm lonely, lonely, lonely without you [Verse 2] I got in trouble The first time the cops saw me Dance with the devil I ended up in handcuffs and then You called your sister She cried when she picked me up Goddamn, how I miss her 'Cause she didn't give a fuck [Pre-Chorus] And then she said goodbye way too soonAnd this don't feel right without you [Chorus] Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'm lonely, lonely, lonely without you [Verse 3] The last time I saw you (Fuck) I cried, I wish you had more time left The last time I heard you They held the phone, you took your last breath The last time I saw you I cried, I wish you had more time left The last time I heard you They held the phone, you took your last breath [Chorus] Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I'd trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I'd trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I hate this, I'm jaded, and I'd trade it all for you [Outro]

[@LORD-kg4sl]

Thanks

[@m-l3558]

thankyou so much!

[@aymerick_]

Thanks dude

[@KritzOnShotz]

You are doing gods work

[@Dev-hp9hc]

Bold of you to assume that I haven't heard this song enough that I don't know the lyrics off by heart 🤣

[@sophieprest5451]

this song was sad enough but damn its so much more sad after downfalls high Edit : thank you all for the likes jeez :O

[@delaneyyy813]

I was just thinkin the same thing

[@amelias_outlet2221]

dude itseven sadder after you watch the live one from snl

[@zlxrican]

@@amelias_outlet2221 he showed so much emotion in that performance

[@amelias_outlet2221]

@@zlxrican dude 2 :30 of that performance broke my heart

[@zlxrican]

@@amelias_outlet2221 I know :(

[@erine387]

To everyone saying they lost someone, my whole heart is with you ... think of all the people who are listening to that song rn, with you : we're in this together. We're feeling the same way as you feel. And it's gonna get better. For all of us. I promise ❤️

[@1...MusicVideo]

▶️🎧🎸🙋‍♂️ 🇫🇷

[@savvyanderson2586]

❤

[@derzik5958]

To all those people that have lost someone, in death or just loosing them personally, i hope things get better for you. And mgk congrats on ur amazing track and beautiful album. So many people missed this side of u and we need it forever

[@insomniacmusic8210]

This song is absolutely gorgeous and completely underrated. Good job Kells. Proud of you.

[@youreedgy9885]

you need to give it more time to even consider it overrated lol. this is still a new album.

[@spartanfitness9959]

This song just makes me feel like yelling my fucking lungs out bro

[@spartanfitness9959]

Haha kewl! This made me feel great dude

[@dan182v]

same

[@annilillifee5941]

same

[@linzym.nunezc.1207]

Me too

[@blackshogun272]

@@fadedgrim7578 this song makes me wanna cry while scream shout these lyrics out in the wilderness for all the friends and loved ones I (and others) have loss over the years...

[@youngorangee]

This reminds me of Jesse in breaking bad having parties at his house and feeling alone

[@xXDunceBoyXx]

dear god i hope this guy dont turn into jesse, that would be tragic.

[@chancepirkey2327]

Both have been through some shit!

[@annabackus1269]

I thought the same exact thing then saw this comment

[@lildezzy3839]

you couldn't have found anything better to relate this to!

[@lildezzy3839]

@@youngorangee yepppp i just binged the whole thing too so man if you think about mgk could have got the idea from there that would be the best place to relate it to! LOL

[@chadmoyer1453]

I love this song. I'm a 41 year old dad and it makes me think how much more I want to be around my kids. Thank God.

[@kauchemar5152]

lonely even when the room is full...this line hits me like a truck in my face

[@tomdurst2859]

I know right!!!

[@fannyh9601]

i just got a new dog

[@johnmichaeladelman]

Nice, has your dog helped you feel less lonely? 🐕

[@ChefJerfey]

Mgk's relationship to his dad reminds me of my own. Like him, my dad kicked me out when I was 18. I was a fuck up. I don't blame him. But at the time I carried a lot of anger towards him. I continued doing whatever I wanted & wouldn't see or speak to him for years afterward. I kept doing drugs & drinking like nothing mattered Then I remember going to an old friend's funeral who went through the same thing as me. He hadn't talked to his dad either ever since he left home & he ended up dying from an overdose. I remember watching his dad hug the casket & cry nonstop until eventually his family had to pull him away. They never got to reconcile. One day my best friends mom asked me how I think my dad would react if I had passed away too (she was at the same funeral as well). I already knew the answer. It was too much to even picture. Shortly after that I went back to my dad & it was slightly awkward but I couldn't imagine walking away again. I definitely couldn't imagine losing him after just getting that bond back. MGK is dealing with something I wouldn't even want to imagine at all. My mom left when I was a kid too & my dad is all I had. I hear this song & I genuinely feel how lonely Kells must've been feeling when he wrote this. I really wish him a great future

[@carlykaye9493]

Thats... Deep

[@alexmastrodomenico1436]

I feel the same way bro. My dad and I have a fucked up relationship right now. I haven't talked to hime years. I can't remember the last time I hugged my father

[@marlobelanger5358]

This here is so identical to my background! I feel this so much and want to say thank you for sharing! Made me feel just a lil less "lonely", as we are going through it all differently but together while not knowing! Much love and hopes that all continues to move in positive directions! Again kells can do it all and we love him for this! Were EST. for life! Support the man and the fan!!

[@ChefJerfey]

I wasn't really expecting a response from this, I almost forgot I wrote it. I just wanted to say thank you guys for taking the time to think on it. We all have our own history.. that's ok. We may not be on the best of terms with someone we love, to varying degrees but I just want to stress how important it is to show your love in whatever way you can before it's too late. Even if it's not through conversation. You don't want anybody to go away feeling like there was too much left to say

[@emilyp6772]

Damn this hit me right in the feels. I wish his dad was still here to see all his success with this album that means so much to him. Ugh 🥺

[@SummermH_97]

This really messed me up because it made me instantly think about my aunt. She ended up passing away to cancer so I in 2020 I’ve been a mess without her she was practically a therapist for me a mom best friend a ride or die. She was only 43 when she passed away. This song just instantly made me think about her. She was a mom to me. I’ll forever & always love her. RIP Aunt Angelia💜

[@o.portista]

After Eminem flammed him, my man turned into a goat, this album is just straight top tier shit. Eminem basically made him have a new chapter of his music career, and I swear this is the genre he deserves. So fucking good, the best album I've heard in a while, can't stop listening to this. It's as if were back in the era 90s-2000s again. Best album by far.

[@rafaelsoares8282]

I almost post the same thing, good to see you have the same feeling.

[@kartik6592]

Eminem didn't have shit to do with this,he been a goat

[@piqresq]

@@kartik6592 fucking EXACTLY. I'm getting sick of people somehow connecting Eminem to his carrier

[@andrewrose1957]

I really don't think em had any effect on this album this whole album is about love and loss

[@nickcampanelli1041]

Giving Em wayyyyyyyyy too much credit lol

[@Rockmanticist]

Everything related to this album is a masterpiece. The hype was real but it didn't disappoint at all.

[@ghost_lckz4443]

The visuals are basically me at house parties

[@stefan19xx5]

😁

[@hannahb3415]

Same

[@chrisbastajian5171]

Listening to this song makes me feel sad but reading these comments is even worse. Stay strong for everyone who lost someone close to them you'll get through it.

[@user-07gojosensei]

❤

[@heilynumberger6359]

Just remember people With God nothing is impossible. Gods with us thru it all good time and bad

[@christiansmid4710]

there is nothing like "getting through it". You will just accept the pain like its part of you, you will just learn how to live with it.

[@alishahicks1139]

it becomes like scar tissue it taints all your memories it breaks you even after 12 years it still finds a way to tear you apart

[@theharshtruthoutthere]

@@alishahicks1139 Overnight rich and famous? - made the blood contract with the devil and placed the public aka fans under the spells. For none can´t become famous nor rich until the DEAL is done. And once the deal is done, singers and actors work/talent becomes dark and darker. Lamentations 5:7 Our fathers have sinned, and are not; and we have borne their iniquities. Daniel 9:5 We have sinned, and have committed iniquity, and have done wickedly, and have rebelled, even by departing from thy precepts and from thy judgments: Matthew 27:4 Saying, I have sinned in that I have betrayed the innocent blood. And they said, What is that to us? see thou to that. Psalms 106:6 We have sinned with our fathers, we have committed iniquity, we have done wickedly. Exodus 32:31 And Moses returned unto the LORD, and said, Oh, this people have sinned a great sin, and have made them gods of gold. Lamentations 5:16 The crown is fallen from our head: woe unto us, that we have sinned! Psalms 41:4 I said, LORD, be merciful unto me: heal my soul; for I have sinned against thee. 1 Kings 8:50 And forgive thy people that have sinned against thee, and all their transgressions wherein they have transgressed against thee, and give them compassion before them who carried them captive, that they may have compassion on them: Romans 3:23 For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; Jeremiah 33:8 And I will cleanse them from all their iniquity, whereby they have sinned against me; and I will pardon all their iniquities, whereby they have sinned, and whereby they have transgressed against me. Souls, search BIBLE + FREEMASONRY. For the masons need to be exposed. For they and their deeds are the most sick and evil.

[@Joris69420]

this is one of the best visualisers i've ever seen. This represents feeling real lonelyness so well, eventough there are people there for you. sometimes you're just in your head and no one can get in, no matter what. and everything around you just gets past you...

[@nikkinmusic]

The song really turned out to be sad and COOL !!! MGK RESPECT !!! MORE ROCK !!! and record at least one HARD ROCK song with Tommy Lee !!!

[@francescomamoli2496]

Nikkin Music he has already recorded a song with Mötley crüe

[@nikkinmusic]

@@francescomamoli2496 I know, I'm a Motley Crue fan :) it just pisses me off that Tommy Lee calls all sorts of uninteresting rap artists, so I want Tommy Lee to record a great RAP with MGK, since Tommy Lee is a fan of the genre - rap since 1997. :)

[@gabriellastonee2768]

My dad was killed in October this year so ive never resonated more with one of your songs . ive been a fan 10+ years and have never cried so hard to you . I love you daddy ! Till i see you again 🖤

[@1...MusicVideo]

▶️🎧🎸🙋‍♂️💜

[@sammyleet03]

I lost my dad almost 3 years ago at the age of 17 to cancer. This song really hits hard when you have a parent in heaven. R.I.P. Dad. Thank you for everything ❤🙏🏻

[@bobbyboucher8845]

Rest In Peace to your father

[@vickykeplin7584]

much respect my mom died of covid. So your not alone much much respect to you❤❤ she died whenever it was coming close to my birthday but i moved on you should to :)

[@MelodicallyMaskedPlays]

Hope you doing good man

[@vickykeplin7584]

@@MelodicallyMaskedPlays i am thx!

[@iyeriyer548]

His lyrics are very relatable.. That's what a like.

[@haileydial5984]

This song always makes me drop everything just take in the lyrics and cry

[@tylerlewis9089]

My dad committed suicide when i was 10 its been 8 years and i would do anything to be able to hear “im proud of you”

[@M3AMG]

damn vro.. im so sorry

[@castorabernathey7135]

aye i’m proud of you homie

[@timsimon8995]

I'm proud of you and I'm sure he is, he just had pain that he just couldn't fight anymore.

[@tylerlewis9089]

Glad to know there are still good caring people out there, everyone just keep on keepin on, you got this

[@worse0185]

stay strong for your loved ones man, life is not easy but it’s better with you in it 💕

[@cheekeebreekee]

Just lost my Father to leukemia and this song has been on a constant play cycle. Thank you.

[@lofigirl97rawrxd3]

😢 I am so so sorry.

[@cheekeebreekee]

@@lofigirl97rawrxd3 Thank you. Life goes on friend.

[@aditir4874]

Every song in this album is a god damn masterpiece

[@hannacastMAKEUP]

Lost my mom at 20 .I feel this song the most out of the entire album, this song made me cry. Then feel stronger..

[@Kaminokaminokamino]

i’m so glad genuine rock is coming back to mainstream

[@colsonsblunt]

my dad passed when I was 10, I hate the fact he won’t be able to see me graduate, or even where I am now, my mom also passed, it’s like when you succeed or do something great, you have no one to call, no one to tell, you can’t tell your friends how you feel because you don’t wanna make them feel bad, so I struggle in silence because I feel like these emotions aren’t valid among society, thank you kells your music makes me feel like I’m valid I could never thank you enough for the amount of hard times you’ve helped me through

[@The_Cherokee_Gypsy]

Mgk just gets me. I don’t know why, maybe it’s because we’re the same age. We were raised on the same music. I love him. Papa I miss you so much. I fucked my life up when I lost you. I’m lost. I wish you could be here for me like you always were 💕 unconditional love. Someone who never gave up on me

[@runedine]

My dad died on May 18th from a very sudden and short battle with Cancer. It really sucks to lose your dad, but stay strong! You're in my prayers!

[@heisenbergthaphantom2746]

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[@usmanzahid3551]

I recently lost my pops too and I’m fucking my life up right now. It sucks to be frozen.

[@meganmayhem9290]

Wasn't a fan of MGK until now. This is raw, honest, emotion and it is straight fire. Stay true to yourself, Colson, you have so much to give the world!

[@alexcline9726]

I swear MGK saved my life! His music is so amazing!❤️❤️❤️love you colson

[@GBoyd23]

This song is the one MGK song I relate to the most. The worst thing about feeling alone is when your surrounded by people but you still feel like your invisible.

[@erykczyzewski4009]

im with u man and 10 million's people too :) keep fighting!

[@jazzyj1782]

Listen to more of his music a lot of it is relatable

[@izakwein]

Fr man

[@maviest]

honestly it is my favorite song on the album, it moves me in a way, it is very difficult to lose someone and i never find a song that demonstrated as well as i feel. It must have been painful to write it but I am very grateful that you wrote it, I hope that this music reaches more people

[@stevejenkins9984]

I lost the love of my life and my son passed in 2012. Mgk is someone I feel a connection to just listening to his music. Music is why I'm still here

[@brxndonthorne]

MGK saving Rock music. He seems like he is finding himself along the way!

[@Ilovemusicxxx19]

I totally agree he is amazing!!loving him in the rock genre vibes 😀😀

[@Lemonloafff]

His shit sounds so similar just like blink 182. He has not found his own sound he needs to work with other pop rock artists to find his own sound he takes too much influence from travis

[@shubhamtamse5465]

@@Lemonloafff that is the reason why main artist have featured artists in their songs

[@brxndonthorne]

lizor I agree with you on that aspect. I was referring to himself as a person. His lyrical content and just the entire album as a while probably helped him head into a direction that he truly wants.

[@Icy_XCV]

lizor you realize the Blink sound is just Travis right? He produced and did the drums on the whole album so yeah he’s gonna sound like Blink which is also the point anyway

[@maxthefrog4484]

my grandmother passed away last year due to covid and this song has helped me cope with that. the last time my grandmother heard from me, I was homeless and couch hopping with my husband in new york. I would give anything for her to see the man I've become. i miss her so much

[@jessicawilson2772]

My heart. My mom left (suicide) when I was a kid and I lost my dad a few years ago (in my 20s) to cancer. I so needed this the past year!

[@1...MusicVideo]

▶️🎧🎸🙋‍♂️

[@scarypunkghost870]

stay strong

[@MrEarnbud]

This song hits much harder now I lost my dad last week he was 71. I feel so lonely, even with my brother and mom. He was sick from an infection, but was getting better. Then got the worst phone call. I still don't believe it at times, how my dad's gone and life just keeps moving. I would trade anything to see him again. I miss you so much dad.

[@tyholt8074]

You don't know how good a moment is until it becomes a memory.

[@julianshepperdSOAOBR]

"And he said goodbye way too soon And this don't feel right without you" Those lyrics remind me how I lost my dad. He was 50 years old. And this song makes me escape my troubles from the real world and I find my peace while this song plays.

[@katiesmith2537]

This album has helped me so much. My depression and anxiety this year has been at an all time high. I swear Kels you make me feel whole and normal, more like myself. I also lost my dad this year. He was an addict who never acknowledged my existence, even when his family included me in family events he never talked to me, never gave me an answer to why I wasn’t good enough, then he passed and I never got that closure. Much love Kels thank you for this album. ❤️

[@heisenbergthaphantom2746]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/hmXSkqNogtOqnqs

[@StefanAlexandruGeogloman]

The soundtrack of my life.

[@jesusmata669]

This is reminiscent of both missing someone yet that SOMETHING was never lost in the first place. It's hard to explain, Colson makes you face the music within your OWN life. Tragedy reflects Triumph. .EstTilltheDeathofMe.

[@lucia.x.lildevil]

mgk is so versatile compared to any other artist around him! Punk, rock, rap, pop. Dude does it all. Thats a fucking artist. He specializes in his genre but he can get down to anything.

[@thavoc8768]

this has been my favourite song for about 4-5 months and it still hits the same.

[@Scorpiorisingx]

How could almost 800 people dislike this it’s such a beautiful song with so much meaning

[@hv7848]

Stans

[@Wasn94]

i just cried. my father passed away 2 years ago. we were really close.

[@sporgiii]

may he rest in peace 🙏 my condolences to you, stay strong

[@linablues6881]

Mine -7 months.

[@laurieb3703]

Mine too 😔 I feel you

[@jamesjones5020]

People hate when you change , this is art . Pouring his soul out in music, doesn't matter the genre .

[@PACKGOD3078]

Facts.

[@mcq.connorf9697]

I'm 15 and my dad died 13 years ago, it was hard without him, but I found a passion for goalkeeping in soccer playing AFL, and doing other stuff, this song sums up everything I + my family went through without him.

[@maurizio7989]

This song hits different, my girlfriend died one year ago after getting hit by a drunk driver. Miss you love, i’ll see you soon Ps. To everyone who read/liked this, i appreciate all you guys and i’m here for anyone who wants to talk or just needs someone to listen. Stay strong in these tough times. Life is tough but i believe strongly each and everyone of you will get through this and find the happiness they deserve Pps I’m glad my message reached alot of people, sorry for me not responding. My mental health has been dwindling alot and it’s getting worse and worse. Just know you’re not alone. If anyone needs someone to talk to let me know, you can all reach me and i love each and every one of you.

[@JJUSAWESOMEYA]

If you need someone to talk too I am here! No one should be lonely 😞 I will lend a hand to anyone fallen. I’ve been low and watched everyone grow and be happy while I was just there. I had no emotion. I felt broken. I couldn’t open to anyone. Like I was a hollow shell. But I found myself and am growing. I’m here for you bro

[@rogerfriddle726]

May she rest in peace brother

[@CrawfishJimmy]

My gf also passed in a car accident. Stay strong brother we will get through this.

[@maurizio7989]

@@JJUSAWESOMEYA appreciate it mate, we’ll make it eventually

[@maurizio7989]

@@rogerfriddle726 thanks brother, appreciate it!

[@kimkolodziejewski4276]

every time i hear this song i feel the pain that will overwhelm me when a loved one dies. I am already suffering from loss in the future.

[@1...MusicVideo]

▶️🎧🎸🙋‍♂️ 🇫🇷

[@Orestes-e7o]

Happens to me a lot too. I cry over stuff that hasn’t even happened yet

[@AnnaBryant-z4c]

Rip dad 💔Thank you for making this song. It really helped me 💙 Just lost my dad a month ago , and you never know how much you miss them til they are gone! 😔

[@vaa6N0ikf]

prince six GOMUNKUL 6d = FUTURE, his music will be popular as hell in 2 years trust me

[@ryankelly2624]

Damn I swear I was just going through the Lace Up documentary and Boom I see this in the notifications Here from the 1st day❤️

[@Colo_Caos]

Miss these times 😔 EST

[@ryankelly2624]

@Emily Sharpe lol u would have never said it if u actually knew me.. A fan from the 2012 prolly.. from 100 words to Blackflag.. till this date I replay the Lace Up documentarys over and over again coz They are fkcing Gold❤️

[@ryankelly2624]

@Emily Sharpe oh then you are correct I wasn't there in the 1st day when he started Everything..but I wasn't even too late also like the most.. I started listening to him when i was 12 or 13 i guess.. now I'm 20.. His music always gave me the strength inside like Yes I can Fight and Overcome..thats what his music means to me And now look at us Our Family is Now All over the world.. people recognizing him.. That's what everyone of the EST dreamt for so many years

[@ryankelly2624]

@Emily Sharpe Wow❤️ And Now We have the NO 1 album in the World! Cheers mate

[@neonjaystones1992]

This hits way too hard. I lost my stepdad a couple months ago, and I’m so lonely without him. He always treated me and my brother like we were his own, he raised us good back when my dad wasn’t around. Rest in peace 💔 I’ll miss you man

[@alexisxo3311]

I lost my nana back in 2013 when I was in 8th grade and it’s 7 years later and I still feel like it was just yesterday I lost her.. In 2018 I lost my moms mom(grandma) and I miss her so much it hurts.. In March of 2019 I lost my great aunt and I miss her fry bread and potato salad.. none taste as good as hers.. and I lost my great grandma in August of 2019.. And honestly this is the loneliest I ever felt in my life.. I miss them all so much it hurts. This song brought me to tears. I can hear the pain in his voice.. and relate to it.. I love your music MGK don’t ever stop making it!! Been a fan since 7th grade and now I’m 22 still healing with your music..

[@alexisa1179]

My papa passed this year and this song had me bawling. When I seen MGK concert experience in theater I cried to this song. “Last time I saw you, I cried I wish you had more time left.”

[@jessabellbaby]

I lost my dad in the pandemic. This song hits me hard.😭

[@marycroft4545]

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[@southernfriedwestcoaster]

I'm sorry that happened

[@Rafa-qj4if]

I'm sorry for your loss

[@ginosantana1604]

I lost my pops to cancer during it . It hurts till this day but I do right by him to this day everything he taught me It always reminded me of him you live and learn it sucks but he will always be there

[@imissmyjacuzzi]

Me, too .. couldn't even visit or say goodbye.. so fucked up.. 💔

[@mrpurge2496]

been lost without you . rip my love❤❤

[@dulcepuente6011]

Ever since I lost my grandpa. This song would play randomly and I would break down crying. I lost him this year and it’s been hard. I miss him so much.

[@RachelEllis-i6d]

Mgk bin threw way to much for his yung age ❤😢😢😢 love the the dude im obsessed ❤

[@TrollinGames99]

Can't lie, I lost my father when I was 3 years old. This really don't feel right without you dad. Thank you mgk for making a relatable song. We are in this together guys.

[@mylesh4406]

Here we gooooo 🔥

[@xandertuttle9843]

everyone talking about how amazing the song is, but imagine sitting expressionless for that long. it's a time lapse too.

[@signorasottocolle6218]

Don't know how many times i've listened to, and how many tears fell down. Lost the count.