Takes a really fucking brave man to release this as a song. Fucking legend.
@outlawgrimreaper19923 жыл бұрын
Fuck love I'm always getting hurt
@fionacollins14233 жыл бұрын
same mgk fuck the haters
@t0kigh02t73 жыл бұрын
is this to his daughter?
@jaye24913 жыл бұрын
@@t0kigh02t7 sure is. He gave it to her a long time before it was released too. I'm guessing they spoke and she said that she wants the world to hear it as well.
@jamesbrady51543 жыл бұрын
@@t0kigh02t7 it was his suicide letter that he wrote to his daughter but he didnt go through with it so he turned it into a song
@RealestRaines4 жыл бұрын
When he said “I’m 29 my anxieties eating me alive I’m fighting with myself and my sobriety every night...” I felt that in my soul...
@mattdeluca34454 жыл бұрын
Hell yeah
@jesse33124 жыл бұрын
Reading this just as it came thru the song
@sarahharvey94274 жыл бұрын
Down to the core
@chelseavasquez74844 жыл бұрын
Yes!! I'm like ok I guess I'm alright.
@veddynazz83034 жыл бұрын
Relatable as fck
@tammymoppin9582 жыл бұрын
My son loved MGK. He passed 8.24.22 at 16. I feel like this song is from him to me. I love you, Carson Neal Moppin #16Forever
@farikovoltic2787 Жыл бұрын
sorry for your loss. i’m sure he’s watching over you and your whole family smiling away
@benjazoo4303 Жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss❤❤
@Richislive20 Жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss. But be strong because he knows ur the strongest mom for him n he will live in our hearts forever.
@Unknown-kl9mm Жыл бұрын
sorry for your loss ❤
@Homieeeeeeecheesecake Жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss I hope he is watching over u and ur family and I hope he is proud of you.❤❤❤
@schylerreed64232 жыл бұрын
My husband lost his battle a couple of days ago. We have 2 children under 3. I’m planning his funeral tomorrow and you were his absolute idol. This song will be played when I put my 31 year old husband to rest. Rest easy Bobby.
@harryminkley19622 жыл бұрын
I’m sure he will be watching over you smiling and laughing along with you during the many good times to come with your kids. Rest easy Bobby.
@sheilaandjordyn2 жыл бұрын
I know God has a plan for u and the kids. I'm sorry and I send so much Aloha ur way. I almost lost my son when he was 5 due to cancer well I did for a couple of seconds during his surgery we both meet God in the Astral plan, as I was asleep in the other room waiting. He held our hand. And I told my son it wasn't time. I had a plan if he wasn't going make it, I wasn't going to make. U c I already knew I also had breast cancer. And yes my doctor knew but my son came 1st, so I waited. But there was no me without me son. And God knew that. I had a plan. U c yes things went ok. He fought to come back. And it was a long road. After he was healed and after he was walking again. Done with radation. It was my turn. My 5 year never broke down the whole he was in the hospital not once. He finally broke when I told him I had cancer. He said no mommy u have to go through what I just did! Here's the fucked up part. My marriage broke I leave the state I'm in, move to my parents. Only to find out he has cancer once again. So what I'm saying is DONT GIVE UP LOVE. NEVER GIVE UP. OK. FIND ME ON FACEBOOK K MY NAME IS SHEILA SINGH AND IM SENDING U SO MUCH ALOHA
@LK-hc3po Жыл бұрын
🙏
@sambuckley9614 Жыл бұрын
Only just read this comment 💔 I'm sure he'll watch over you and your children , stay strong 💪X
@tiffany6939 Жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss! And I believe his spirit will be with u, until you meet again! Wish you peace. Rest easy Bobby.
@lonelyknight05gg173 жыл бұрын
It breaks my heart to think he wrote this for his daughter. I hope his life starts getting better, this is how legends go, depression is the worst of monsters.
@kass_G593 жыл бұрын
I know.😔 We've lost way too many due to depression & addiction. It's absolutely heartbreaking. Especially when the person is screaming for help but nobody does anything, or they tried to help but weren't successful.. 💔
@4everghost8623 жыл бұрын
Throw in a dash of anxiety and a pinch of life's worst curve balls, and you've got the fucking ugliest nightmare of em all
@fadedgrim75783 жыл бұрын
Especially when you scream for help silently hut nobody hears you..
@spadestehgekk23173 жыл бұрын
Fame is the curse. You will have it all but in the end you will have nothing. But the Lord has come for he loved the world that he gave his son to die and he who believes in him will not perish but have ever lasting life. This life ia cruel but in God you have peace and happiness.
@beccisharrow68483 жыл бұрын
Yes it is😭
@xlion8823 жыл бұрын
This song is a fucking masterpiece..
@ctrl45053 жыл бұрын
if he dies, idk who im listening to, but this is one of my favorites
@1ts_r1v3r3 жыл бұрын
It was written in a suicide note a while ago for his daughter to read
@1ts_r1v3r3 жыл бұрын
Im forever gonna listen to this...
@angielotter31073 жыл бұрын
Perfect...
@leebrown92563 жыл бұрын
Preach 🙌
@veronicarichmond36973 жыл бұрын
My mom always listened to mgk throughout her addiction and I actually lost her this past April so kinda ironic this came out this year. Rip mom I love you
@keerthivasa54803 жыл бұрын
May her soul rest in peace 💛
@angel-qo4lu3 жыл бұрын
Stay strong love💜. May she rest in peace 🕊️🕊️
@ShilasSpellboundCreations3 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry. Sending positive thoughts and strength
@laurenashill87593 жыл бұрын
Rest In peace mom. Stay strong, you got this 💪🏻💪🏻❤️ x
@michaelbishop69083 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss my Mom passed away last October!
@jaye24913 жыл бұрын
"Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you " Started crying when he sang that, my little girls seem too pure for this world. Going to be here to keep them safe.
@beyoutiful32033 жыл бұрын
🙏🏻 My Prayers Are With You & Your Family 🙏🏻
@Nargle19.2 жыл бұрын
Salty tears are the real ones. One of the lights in the cruel world.
@rickybrewer16062 жыл бұрын
God watches over them. Some of us are watchtower's for kids
@deborahlamica43722 жыл бұрын
Beautiful ❤️
@ssjzakku2 жыл бұрын
I get that 100 when my first was born I cried when I held her the first time alone n kept thinking In my head I'm so sorry I passed my DNA n brain down n from 14 said I'd nvr have a kid bc I don't wonna bring someone into this world but that wasn't n still isn't as bad as the fear of her having 10% of the thoughts or feelings I have esp bc she is me so much n so affectionate n the only one I've ever felt loved by n the only reason I'm here today n stopped being suicidal
@dxrklnz78074 жыл бұрын
He made this song for one specific persona but it manages to impact a lot more than just that one... Love You Kells
@delaneyyy8134 жыл бұрын
he wrote it for his daughter casie
@destinyparra86244 жыл бұрын
Eero Vuorinen no. He wrote “Lonely” for his dad and aunt. “Play this when I’m gone” is for his daughter, Casie!
@kailanysanchuki8274 жыл бұрын
He did it for his daughter and got we all crying
@eastcoastfamily89024 жыл бұрын
HEEEEEEY my fiancé and I vlog our life if anyone wants to checkout our videos🤗🏳️🌈
@clementine22344 жыл бұрын
@@eastcoastfamily8902 HEEEEEEY no one likes a self promoter on random comments. I promise you it makes people not want to check out your channel. I'm really not trying to be a bitch, just giving you some advice. I understand you're trying to get people to check out your content but you need to go about it a different way because random comments like that left on random comments that makes no sense just annoys people and drives them away :/
@mayawithadash4 жыл бұрын
mother fucking goosebumps dude
@austinmahr73493 жыл бұрын
I was reading this comment as it happened to me, craziest thing.
@jobiec4203 жыл бұрын
Same!!
@tiffanyscott-resto1053 жыл бұрын
This is exactly how I'm feeling. I've gone thru so much of the things he has. Were about the same age. So I hear his music and it's like he's rapping from my soul. I've attempted suicide a few times. And my daughters. Too. Are the three ppl I'd miss most. Their pics are the last thing I'd look at. I'll miss them. But. maybe they're better off?
@haru-qx2it3 жыл бұрын
@@tiffanyscott-resto105 you'll never know how painful it is to be left behind... the troubles and anxiety is not always there, its occuring yes, but just think of things u haven't done yet and there's definitely a reason why you're still here. You'll find that purpose and reason to stay definitely... hang on there
@vibesmccumber94383 жыл бұрын
Same
@sunnyscheidel93874 жыл бұрын
imagine casie listen to this when he’s gone HEARTBREAKING :(
@veronikaduchajova5894 жыл бұрын
Sunny Scheidel why would you do this i’m in even more pain now
@deathakid4 жыл бұрын
weird flex but ok
@sunnyscheidel93874 жыл бұрын
ITVeVe Official i didnt mean to
@Spoiledmind4 жыл бұрын
I am also thinking about it and it makes me really sad just to imagine this pain...
@saniya56024 жыл бұрын
he is not going pls
@imeanidek Жыл бұрын
My dad died 3 months ago and it's hard to live without him I'm only 13 and he loved mgk so we played this at his funeral. I've haven't felt like I've been home partly because I'm homeless right now but even anywhere I staying it feels like I'm lost because I'm not living with him. It will never feel the same without you dad I love you I wish you could have been here on earth longer but I know you needed to go so your battle with addition ends. I will never forget you dad I hope your not in pain and weren't when you died I miss you. You weren't old I promise 💕
@clayski9470 Жыл бұрын
im 22 lost my dad a few weeks ago was homeless at 19 sounds fucked up to say be thankful these happened now it will shape you into someone new you have 2 choices make good of it or make bad of it you are right about one thing it wont be the same but it can get better if you let it, these are things im telling myself right now cause i need to hear them too maybe they can help you.
@imeanidek Жыл бұрын
@@clayski9470 yeah we were homeless for two months so I now how it is but I'm definitely not happy it happened but I wouldn't be who I am either if it didn't happen
@mxreese69r6 Жыл бұрын
It has been 3 and then 5 months afterwards when these comments were posted... 5 months in and you've lived a whole new life and have chiseled into a new & granite statue that can't be softened or smoothed over?
@rukudzomangwiro644810 ай бұрын
I’m sorry for your loss, I hope you stay strong ❤
@athenerr_237 ай бұрын
Im also 13 and lost my dad almost 6 years as of august 12. Ill be praying for u. Its hard but youll get through it🩷
@equatiks973 жыл бұрын
depression isnt always thinking no one loves you. its knowing they love you and not wanting them to so they dont get hurt by your actions
@Queenbee_12343 жыл бұрын
Ong
@braydonflannery89473 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry but he's better than you so you can shut he's the king
@braydonflannery89473 жыл бұрын
Machine gun you're the best haters go somewhere
@pablolloyd69073 жыл бұрын
wow. that's really profound and i think true as well
@sillymolz3 жыл бұрын
I live with depression and i lost my father in 2018. I like to think that this is him. But your right,, you don't want to hurt the people that you love. Bipolar, depression sucks.
@ieatrawdogs94883 жыл бұрын
For the people that didn't know he wrote this for his daughter which is a suicide note....... I'm legit bawling
@scoobywitdoobies3 жыл бұрын
suicide note???????????????????????
@him15173 жыл бұрын
@@scoobywitdoobies I’m assuming he was gonna kill himself and wrote this but instead didn’t do it and published it as a song
@danielbeards98903 жыл бұрын
Just curious, can someone give me a link or something to when he said this, cause I can't find anything
@ieatrawdogs94883 жыл бұрын
@@danielbeards9890 go listen to glass house by him and come back and if that doesn't help I'll get a link
@mikealexander43583 жыл бұрын
I love this song sounds like me I'm writing it to my granddaughter she's only 10 but she's going on 20 which is always there for me love my girl Asia you are my confidant my sweet sweet little princess
@Nina-sh1zs4 жыл бұрын
For those that don't know, he wrote this for his daughter. God, I'm bawling
@gouynipple5224 жыл бұрын
Yeah, it was a suicide note he wrote for her back 2018
@amik44334 жыл бұрын
@@gouynipple522 really? where do you know it from?
@gouynipple5224 жыл бұрын
@Ammie well if you listen to his song "Glass House" with Naomi wild he said "i put my daughter ti bed and attempted to kill myself in the kitchen" also the lyrics of this song are very reminiscent of a suicide note, i also read it somewhere and im tryna find it again
@nevaehday71794 жыл бұрын
I feel like he's been trying to warn us about something and i really hope I'm wrong
@TheWrestlinEra4 жыл бұрын
ꪀꫀꪜ ᥴꪖkꫀડ 🥺
@Farhankazmi.062 жыл бұрын
I'll always return to this song no matter how hated he may be in the future, it's no classic or anything it's just a simple down to earth song with raw and real emotions, emotions and feelings anybody can understand.
@girishph.99704 жыл бұрын
Before we lose mgk like we lost Mac, let us let him how much he is loved. Edit:Thanx for the likes guys, now that this is top comment, MGK will prolly see this and realise how much we love him
@TheVibrantHD4 жыл бұрын
yo we better not lose him like we lost Mac :( Mac was sad enough alone, losing MGK would tear me apart
@CasteloBrancoG4 жыл бұрын
i miss peep and mac, hope mgk gets the credit he deserves while he is alive
@ash334fjfjg24 жыл бұрын
Mgk is not dead
@girishph.99704 жыл бұрын
@@ash334fjfjg2 you dumb
@coolstorybro43784 жыл бұрын
I feel like we are gonna lose him :(
@izzyantics54984 жыл бұрын
I've been playing his music so much lately XD
@jovanasinadinovic54964 жыл бұрын
same dude
@clementine22344 жыл бұрын
Same! I honesty haven't listened to anything else ever since the album came out lol. The whole albums been on repeat since its release
@clementine22344 жыл бұрын
Oh and by the way, wow I haven't seen anyone say " XD " in years lmaoo woah
@Jaigotbandzzz4 жыл бұрын
Same
@izzyantics54984 жыл бұрын
@@clementine2234 really wow. I use it all the time. And bro sameee
@khanuie4 жыл бұрын
To think that all legends are going to go. Makes me feel so empty.
@2illalicious14 жыл бұрын
sad but true, cherish these moments. I love that at least MGK knows this and though i hope he lives until hes 127 he makes the music for us to listen to when hes gone. :(
@marinskyjones11084 жыл бұрын
Hope he can just not DIE.
@mesensenjr29243 жыл бұрын
Why are y'all talking like his gonna die?? His not dying. Same shit happened with indian actor Sushant Singh Rajput. Stop leaving such comments. Instead make him know how much he's worth.He's not dying his busy bring back the era of music that was lost in autotune. #makinghistory
@mesensenjr29243 жыл бұрын
@Kyle Hartley so we watch him slowly die?
@flint_37903 жыл бұрын
@@mesensenjr2924 thats not the point. People are worried because this song is pretty much the suicide note he wrote for his daughter after attempting to kill himself. You can listen to glass house on hotel diablo: "I put my daugther to bed and attemptet to kill myself in the kitchen, Should've screamed but nobody listened, so I passed out with the blood drippin [...]" He is in a mzch better place now but the thought this song provokes: Even if it is not now, someday he'll be gone. It's not a bad thing to keep this in mind because now we'll appreciate his genius even more✌🏻🙌🏻
@benjaminwohl19852 жыл бұрын
My wife of 11 years (together for 13) loved MGK. She loved this song. Never felt this song much till she passed away last month (June 17 2022) at the age of 32. Now this song hits home so hard and it brings me to tears. And even while I cry I can hear her in my head saying its all right. I miss and love her so much. Waking and holding her lifeless body waiting for the coroner is all I see every time I close my eyes. I miss you so much Brandi. We will be together again, probably sooner then later.
@autumnlynn75172 жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss, sounds like a twin flame. You will meet again❤️
@heatherhapgood62352 жыл бұрын
Lost my mum August of 2022..i tell her i miss her and love her over and over again
@LK-hc3po Жыл бұрын
🙏
@rukudzomangwiro644810 ай бұрын
You’re gonna cry but it’s alright.. I’m sorry for your loss, stay strong ❤
@brianwitt21386 ай бұрын
❤❤ stay strong brother!!
@whiteboybee924 жыл бұрын
Best song on the album!!!!! Who else shed a tear???
@delaneyyy8134 жыл бұрын
it's the last track um-
@toosii63314 жыл бұрын
Is he going to quit making music?
@Kcoads4 жыл бұрын
I agree but title track close second
@whiteboybee924 жыл бұрын
Mole People I love title track too, but probably lonely second for me then drunk face
@alicia42144 жыл бұрын
✌🏽
@boi-august59594 жыл бұрын
the emotions when he sang "I'll miss you" was just so painful and raw TwT
@dnaeddy3 жыл бұрын
Nice catch! Raw and organic
@katiedalkin56973 жыл бұрын
the whole song is raw but that part gets you differently
@merlinhmar63553 жыл бұрын
True
@danielagallo20084 жыл бұрын
this song made me cry even more dawg
@elizabethCorkins834 жыл бұрын
Me too.
@fathimohamed68894 жыл бұрын
Same
@MAX-oz9um3 жыл бұрын
[Verse 1] I'm writing you this message just so I can say that I love you I had to let you know that everything about me was you, yeah I think it's time for me to leave, but I'll never leave you I just looked at your pictures, so the last thing I did was see you [Pre-Chorus] I'm twenty-nine, my anxiety's eating me alive I'm fightin' with myself and my sobriety every night And last time I couldn't barely open up my eyes, I apologize [Chorus] I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone If you ever feel alone You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright [Verse 2] I hope you get to go to all the places that I showed you When I was on the road and couldn't be home to hold you Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you So just try and keep in mind everything that I told you [Pre-Chorus] I'm twenty-nine, and society's eating me alive I'm fighting what comes with this notoriety every night This is the last time I'll ever open up my eyes, I apologize [Chorus] I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone If you ever feel alone You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright [Bridge] And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you And I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you (I'll miss you) I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you (I'll miss you) I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you [Outro] And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you
@mr.p487 Жыл бұрын
The
@cristagonzalez5204 Жыл бұрын
Thx for the lyrics
@mutik_sei4 жыл бұрын
Lyricsss [Verse 1] I'm writing you this message just so I can say that I love you I had to let you know that everything about me was you, yeah I think it's time for me to leave, but I'll never leave you I just looked at your pictures, so the last thing I did was see you [Pre-Chorus] I'm twenty-nine, my anxiety's eating me alive I'm fightin' with myself and my sobriety every night And last time I couldn't barely open up my eyes, I apologize [Chorus] I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone If you ever feel alone You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright [Verse 2] I hope you get to go to all the places that I showed you When I was on the road and couldn't be home to hold you Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you So just try and keep in mind everything that I told you [Pre-Chorus] I'm twenty-nine, and society's eating me alive I'm fighting what comes with this notoriety every night This is the last time I'll ever open up my eyes, I apologize [Chorus] I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone If you ever feel alone You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright [Bridge] And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you And I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you (I'll miss you) I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you (I'll miss you) I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you [Outro] And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you
@loriknight83504 жыл бұрын
I don't understand why he wld write this...wheres he going? If anything, this probably made cassie nervous and scared for her dad...I hope everyone's alright for real Much love!!!
@disisthancred4 жыл бұрын
@@loriknight8350someone made a theory that this was a suicide note he wrote last year before he attempted to kill himself, which sounds like it could be possible since he was 29 and it was after he put Casie to bed. I'm just so thankful he's still here today...
@nezvo97464 жыл бұрын
Hvala / thank you
@StregnthShows5153 жыл бұрын
Lori Knight he’s gonna through a lot of things and clearly he was going through a difficult time after his dad passing and he is still working on staying clean from the opiates he struggled with for a long time, I think that it’s beautiful and the idea behind it is aswell. Luckily it’s not our place to speak on if it was right or wrong.
@woooooooaaaaaahhhhhhbbbbbbb3 жыл бұрын
"Im 29 and my anxiety is eating me alive" im only 23 and can hear and feel the pain in his voice when I hear that line.. My anxiety eats me up more and more. everyday
@justinjenkins58723 жыл бұрын
Hold on my bro I'm 25 delt with mental problems since the age of 9 and believe me it okay to be wanting to be on your own .. I learn to sort of deal with it . You are not alone be the king that God put on this earth to be . We got you bro
@hatefulhate22873 жыл бұрын
Listen to alan watts on anxiety and thinking. Please. I suffered like crazy with anxiety, and discovering alan watts helped me tremendously. It helps that im a very good looking 24 year old guy so i get along a little bit better around people than average or under average guys. But nobody sees how im dying inside and thoughts are eating my every memory away. Pls dont stop finding a cure to it. I didnt escape anxiety, rather, i discarded it, for it was within me the whole time. Stoicism, alan watts, meditation and you will improve by so much my dude. Just trust the universe
@blackshogun2723 жыл бұрын
I'm just sittin here at 20 trying to ignore my internalized trauma and bottled emotions... Introvert + Loneliness + Internalizing × No Self-Esteem = *Hidden Depression*
@alexandreouellet78033 жыл бұрын
@@blackshogun272 someone wants to help you and listen to you, there is always someone out there that's gonna change your life! Reach out buddy, never give up. Giving up creates the same problems for others around you. I found out that telling people how I feel about them and how thankful I am, helped me accept that it's normal to "feel" something and to show emotions. Hang on bro
@amandacockrun70353 жыл бұрын
💜💜💜
@radmaddie95744 жыл бұрын
Noooo I’m not ready for the tears
@queenrebecca8951 Жыл бұрын
I want this song played at my funeral! ❤️ well written
@riptoallthelengdenswelost8054 Жыл бұрын
Same
@jw5215 Жыл бұрын
Same..
@ahaha42914 жыл бұрын
you can tell how much he loves his daughter, this song and the whole album is always on repeat😍
@kellijoy41273 жыл бұрын
Always on repeat
@merlottunnell69423 жыл бұрын
something about the "i'll miss you" part gets me every fucking time. literal tears every time. so simple and i can't get over it.
@palakv.43863 жыл бұрын
I was at that part already on the verge of tears whilst scrolling through the comments and I saw your comment. Legit started bawling my eyes out
@llabeth35913 жыл бұрын
Same for me...I replay that all the time...its haunting yet beautiful
@rachlmathews79932 жыл бұрын
Same I miss my great great grandpa he passed away😭😭😭😭
@kelscarps63102 жыл бұрын
It’s combined with blink 182 I miss you
@syednaheel3 жыл бұрын
the fact that we all could relate to this until we find out that this song came out of a suicide note written to his daughter. damn.
@clemensthauer27553 жыл бұрын
everyone is free to interpret art as he or she sees fit. and this song in particular can be interpreted in several depressed ways, so nothing wrong with that.
@alecbaker60493 жыл бұрын
I can relate.. bawled when I first heard it because it actually sounded like a suicide note. Takes me back to the darkest time in my life.
@justindillon78703 жыл бұрын
reminds.me of the time I wrote a suicide note to my two daughters...lol..
@justindillon78703 жыл бұрын
and I'm 29
@alessandratardibuono51293 жыл бұрын
we still relate even if we don’t have daughters. mental health is a constant struggle and the first time i listened to this song i started bawling my eyes out bc it sounded like was everything that was going on inside my head
@sanchezjohnemmanuel1315 Жыл бұрын
this song really hits different when your both mom and dad left so soon and i just want to know that they are okay on the other side "im 21 and my anxiety is eating me alive and im fighting myself and my sobriety everynight
@chelseee8035 Жыл бұрын
Hey sweetheart I’m 24 and my grandparents raised me, I’m losing my grandpa one heat after my nana passed. You will not feel ok now, tomorrow, next week, next month or next year. But what you do with every day they are watching and are very happy for what ever you do as long as it is something good.
@rebeccafleury3891 Жыл бұрын
I am
@darcval9430 Жыл бұрын
Sorry I know it’s hard to fight w anxiety and not wanting to be sober , still can’t. But I hope ur good
@sammiatkins11.11 Жыл бұрын
Your mum and dad are okay and both love you dearly and are proud of you . 🙏🙏😇
@ricksanchez78133 жыл бұрын
if this is not gonna play at my funeral then im not dying
@jusgimmedrugs84203 жыл бұрын
💀
@badfish3083 жыл бұрын
This is my favorite comment.
@xoxo83213 жыл бұрын
best comment
@fadedgrim75783 жыл бұрын
Same
@ulyssamedina92933 жыл бұрын
Yes same
@jimartzberger68893 жыл бұрын
Been here more then once and hung my self in 2000 when i felt it was better for everyone. .. That moment that i kicked the chair away i changed my mind. Some how i woke up on the floor. It wasnt my time. Now its been 21 years and i got rid of the problem and raised my kids alone and was the best days of my life. .. Sometimes we have to hit bottom . its not easy but the hard work pays off.
@bigman97513 жыл бұрын
you know im proud of you for waking back up
@ShilasSpellboundCreations3 жыл бұрын
👏👏👏 I don't know you, but I'm happy you're still here 💜
@josephineddarling50513 жыл бұрын
So happy you survived
@aahanawasthi17663 жыл бұрын
Man Im so proud of you
@tonksnjoysatan85034 жыл бұрын
This song is too damn beautiful, especially when knowing that he gifted it to Casie 🥺
@MH-yl5fq2 жыл бұрын
Truly one of the saddest songs ever, it never fails to make me tear up when I hear it. I always find myself defending MGK to other ppl only cuz many of his songs hv really helped me through some tough times. I wish his more meaningful songs would go viral on tiktok so ppl can see that he’s actually a great artist
@kyshawty9713 жыл бұрын
the fact he posted this shows how strong he is. we love you dont leave us please. ♡
@Williamhaokip284 жыл бұрын
This gon hit different when he gone FR
@anmolpant52244 жыл бұрын
Shut up I'm cryingggg
@monkeyhero_4 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
@roy8924 жыл бұрын
FR DONT MAKE ME CRY MORE
@_megss4 жыл бұрын
dont
@HiMoonlight3 жыл бұрын
Dear Colson, Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to make you feel this way. A big big part of me, to be honest. Not because you shouldn't feel sad or cause you're too good to live with those feelings. Not because of your daughter or your fans, no. It's cause you deserve happiness. You truly deserve to feel loved, cared for, important, special. You deserve
@reannaabner75763 жыл бұрын
❤
@Nargle19.2 жыл бұрын
...a safe place, under a blanket with a fire a little ways past the porch and someone there next to you.
@PropertyRecoveryAgentCLE26 күн бұрын
Listening in 2024...
@destiny.xx14 жыл бұрын
this song honestly makes me cry
@idothangstv45634 жыл бұрын
Same bro shit
@mattkroeker73284 жыл бұрын
It's that bad?😅
@idothangstv45634 жыл бұрын
Shit it getts to you fast
@DrickX4 жыл бұрын
Hes the definition of underrated..
@IncrebileKageduh3 жыл бұрын
People turned their back on his talent when he dissed Eminem. I wasn’t one of those people but yeah.
@myahlea80013 жыл бұрын
Literally. True fucking legend.
@michellepayne91313 жыл бұрын
My son just sent this to me he is fighting manic depression his anxiety is off the charts he had gotten covid-19 he is drowning in his depression and there's nothing I can do except pray 😭
@bimilantonio3 жыл бұрын
heyy! im going through the same thing as your son and ik, for u guys, its as hard as it is for us, probably even more, so j know that being there to hug us when we feel like trash and respecting it when we simply cant get out of bed really helps. also therapy. i hope he gets better!🥰
@ariannacoburn21483 жыл бұрын
I’m going through the same thing as your son. I got covid in November and had a miscarriage a week later i was 14 weeks pregnant. I was diagnosed with manic depression when I was 18 and I can tell you as someone who had been able to control/manage for the last 12 years I really think covid has done something internally that has made dealing with this depression so much harder than before. I’m praying for your son and you.
@michellepayne91313 жыл бұрын
@@ariannacoburn2148 thank you so much I'm so sorry for your loss may God bless you and your family
@williamnied40553 жыл бұрын
Be there he’s telling you bye ?!?
@libbyanne52613 жыл бұрын
Hope he makes it through
@melissabundash14633 ай бұрын
I relate to the darkness of sadness in this song which is weird i almost tell my kids n hubby the exact same things mentioned in this song u have such a beautiful soul stay strong n keep making music n great memories with ur loved ones
@leahmathew66354 жыл бұрын
I cry every time I hear this beautifully heartbreaking song 💔
@arzxna46463 жыл бұрын
Oh my god I’m crying. With all the things he does for his daughter my respect for him grows. 💕
@matthewhowland5870 Жыл бұрын
I have been battling depression, anxiety, ptsd, and not sure what else all going on, see the primary next month to see about a sleep study for insomnia, aswell as seeing about a neurologist appointment to have a brain scan done, I have been battling myself since I was a child and over the years of all the loss hardships and drug addictions things have gotten worse, I been battling my inner demons now for a while, this song hits me hard. I won’t take my own life but I am really just tired of all this battling. Thank you for this song mgk I want it played when I’m gone. Just so everyone knows I still love them all
@Bunnys.Cupcake Жыл бұрын
Please don’t stop fighting. I know the battle seems to never fckn end and it can wear you down and you get so damned tired, but as long as you have breath, you have hope and hope alone is worth fighting for.
@jessewatts99433 жыл бұрын
Sitting in my car, and this just hit me so hard. I'm in tears as I write this. I believe music is meant to be interpreted as we each see fit. This was my mom talking to me. I lost her several years ago. Damn MGK, I feel this on so many levels. Thank you bro, I needed this today.
@jeremiahsmomforever28442 жыл бұрын
Same here only it was my son Jeremiah last year. Song I heard him singing to me. He always said it be alright mom. Stay strong everyone. With love and peace to all.
@ericsorensen69573 жыл бұрын
This song and "27" perfectly capture the quarter life crisis. Many years ago i remember the feeling after I turned 25 I'd hit a ceiling and hard anxiety about the future. For myself, I dealt through the anxiety by going back to school every Monday, Wednesday night, plus every Saturday, for six months to better myself. It was cathartic for the anxiety, gave me focus, and let me bust through the glass ceilings. Even though I amassed more student debt to do it, I did not care I just knew it had to work out. It did and I've never looked back. Over the years I've been through downs, but that experience taught me perseverance. This music captures that feeling perfectly.
@laynedayne95343 жыл бұрын
Goddamnit. This makes me cry because my dad would never do anything like this for me....
@Ankitapradhan7453 жыл бұрын
Same
@cristianofelicio11413 жыл бұрын
Me too. Nobody would ever do anything like this for me.
@drewlingerfelt52013 жыл бұрын
This hits different when you're broken
@fabsonguitar Жыл бұрын
Yeah, i thought this song was about an ex girlfriend
@Taylor-sv7tm3 жыл бұрын
It's okay not to be okay.
@enzodv136664 жыл бұрын
He wrote this song for his daughter, but got an impact for everybody too. MGK got my entire respect.
@joshmbw8256 ай бұрын
My wife died a year ago. She’s up there with the legends. She died at 27. She still lives through our son but it’s not the same. I miss her every day. I feel like I’m losing my mind sometimes. I love you Rosina
@nicoleg85245 ай бұрын
You are strong be there for your son, it's worth it
@joshmbw8255 ай бұрын
@@nicoleg8524 Thank you, and I do love my boy to pieces. Im so thankful to be this kid’s dad. I appreciate the kind words.
@x360xPATO4 ай бұрын
You not alone mate... Be strong..😢❤
@belayethossain93823 жыл бұрын
Some people call him fake rapper.....so sad that they couldn't realize the pain he has gone through.
@tiadavies87143 жыл бұрын
If anyone who is thinking of doing anything that they may regret later on! Please don’t do it You are loved I love you Your friends love you Your school loves you And most importantly your family loves u Just because u feel pain don’t do anything stupid because your just passing the pain onto someone else 🥺
@marcolakeko3 жыл бұрын
You're fucking an awesome dad. You took a good care of her, she loves you so much. Plus we love you so much and we all wish you best of luck and a best life for your daughter!
@stevenm99903 жыл бұрын
This song saved my life a few nights ago. It made me think of my daughter. I'd rather suffer with the thoughts in my head than have my daughter suffer with the fact her father killed himself. Thank you so much.
@jessejenks52112 жыл бұрын
Glad this song helped you. Please stay for your daughter💜 she needs you more than anything..
@bbscmvsa74112 жыл бұрын
Stay strong Dad!
@Antoine-r7l Жыл бұрын
Fuck yeah life can be difficult but , your daughter need you, keep going bro
@andybe8056 Жыл бұрын
Get well, get support, for yourself, for your daughter.
@madii16874 жыл бұрын
This made me cry. I love you Colson
@FJ24.4 жыл бұрын
Just randomly searched this guy and he posted this 5 mins ago
@prigo93494 жыл бұрын
Check out the whole album I'm sure u will love it
@eastcoastfamily89024 жыл бұрын
HEEEEEEY my fiancé and I vlog our life if anyone wants to checkout our videos🤗🏳️🌈
@asura84954 жыл бұрын
lucky dude
@bruttan32004 жыл бұрын
And????
@kurshay82913 жыл бұрын
My best friend died Nov 27. 2010. Something really special happened with the numbers 1234 and I have realized it's her way of communicating.
@anyasparrow213 жыл бұрын
Those songs that completely shatter your heart with ugly crying..
@MysticMemma19 күн бұрын
Your twinflane is you, you were never separated focus on your yourself. This is your spiritual journey and your twin flame is the by product of it.
@jdam31314 жыл бұрын
The fact that you released this to the public means such a big deal ❤️ it’s the perfect song! It’s a such a beautiful song for your daughter Cassie
@Song4 жыл бұрын
Such a legend, thanks for being a big inspiration to me 💜💜
@Song4 жыл бұрын
Love u ❤️
@aixelatnomud4 жыл бұрын
For those that know or don't know, Kells wrote this song for his daughter Casie, but I think there's another meaning to the song. I think it's for his fans, letting them know he will always be by their side, writing music, helping them with their troubles. Thank you Colson, for everything
@kirizaki6518 Жыл бұрын
I lost my mother in April 2023. I was 29 then. And my anxiety was eating me alive. And I fought with myself and my sobriety every night. Real music hits. And this is some real shit. Thank you MGK for this outlet. You’re loved. Don’t forget that.
@anushimakandoth38944 жыл бұрын
Playing this on repeat for days now. The emotions and lyrics ♥️♥️
@Jess-wm7wc3 жыл бұрын
i tried to take my life the day before this came out, when i heard it i cried for about an hour.. i thought of my little brother, hes the only reason i made it to 22. Im his protector, raised him more than my parents did, this song made me really think about how he would react if i lost my fight with my mental illnesses.. this song made me never want him to experience that, it kept me going. Mgk has saved my life more than a few times n i hope he never stops making music
@kway37373 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this. I lost my brother & father):
@187lilrob Жыл бұрын
@brettarkelian3 жыл бұрын
When he said “I miss you” I felt that.
@taylorhogue9583Ай бұрын
When I’m struggling this is the song I play and it helps me get back right and straighten up. So anyone who’s struggling power through it all and I’m the end it’ll be worth it. Don’t end it now. There’s more to the story 💕
@vvaaTreyyRАй бұрын
idk bruh he's good but not interesting to watch in 2024 we got only Six Mello as the primal one cuz of the way he moves (he justr the most hated artist now) idk why tho
@moistmelon683 жыл бұрын
I’m 29 and I lost my mom on may 16th, and my dad on September 23rd 2020... on top of that I never get to see my daughter and she turns 4 this year. This song rocks me to my core. Thank you MGK, I’m still here because of you. I feel like you’re the only one who understands. #MGK #ESTFORLIFE
@swarnavmisra83133 жыл бұрын
Stay strong
@paulpetersen49153 жыл бұрын
Mgk. Ik you're going through rough times and everything but you have to fall before you rise again. Don't let your anxiety and depression get the better of you. You're good and good is what this world needs
@laurenashill87593 жыл бұрын
Holy crap this is the first time I’ve heard this song and I am bawling my eyes out whilst reading the comments also. Such an incredible artist, such a touching song. If anyone sees this and is struggling with anything depression anxiety addiction anything please know you are not alone!! Xxx
@memyselfi1698 Жыл бұрын
I cried! Only the strong survive & with a daughter like you have got you'll be just fine!!! Best Father of the galaxy! At least who's well-known! And to see her stand tall & help her dad when he fell made me cry!! Thank you!
@memyselfi1698 Жыл бұрын
@GOMUNKUL 6 vs WHAT ya I know just don't be a sheep and go to sleep! Be W=arrior E =extraterrestrial (easy/Marshall A =aszhole K = karate kraZy
@ashtonrussell20313 жыл бұрын
Even a rapper can hit feelings respect to mgk all of it
@kimbarnett41133 жыл бұрын
Between 27 and this song it’s as if he is having a premonition. I hope someone in his personal life gives him strength ☮️💟
@nathondawson72954 жыл бұрын
Posting these like crazy
@kimberlyrudicil6699Ай бұрын
Your coming so far, your daughter is the most important to you.❤ Everyone has depression reach out. For her it ok not to be ok. You got this❤❤❤❤❤❤
@JUSTDOTA16-f5wАй бұрын
singers, rappers. they are zeroes. in 2024 only GOMUNdKUL 6 worth the attention.
@MvhThena3 жыл бұрын
i just noticed something well it came to my mind, you know there is this lil beeping sound in the background away from the guitar playing, it sounds similar to the lil beeping monitors that are in boats that detect if someone is close to them, they beep when something is close, it’s a small detail he could have just put in there but my mind could ofc not stop from wondering and i just had this thought that it could be a reminder even though if he isn’t here anymore he is still close enough and that’s the noise beeping like he will never be gone, and just that even if u can’t see him, as the ships often don’t see another ship, he’s still their with u
@colekeeter92433 жыл бұрын
MGK bro you are my inspiration I am trying to become an artist this song makes me cry I am 14 and I LOVE you messages and please stay I need you too when I was at my darkest time you helped me got out of that
@stareofrost7143 жыл бұрын
Im 29 with kids. Man this hits hard. I'm crying. Gonna keep my hopes up and do everything I can to get back to being a father to my kids
@Lextub3 Жыл бұрын
Extremely deep track and it hits home so well.... this track is so on point it's scary.... I miss you.
@ashfowler46814 жыл бұрын
Damn I’m trying to do work and this shit all comes out at once I mean I ain’t complaining tho
@sandyv37813 жыл бұрын
This time last year 50% of comments were about beef. Now 99% are words of praise, encouragement, and empathy. This man has gone through more than 99% of other artists out and even through fame, drugs, and pain, he has kept his passion, his dedication, his rawness. There aren't many that have done what he has, "helping the kids who don't have shit" while embracing his own therapeutic art. His catharsis will be felt for many generations to come.
@natashagardner54133 жыл бұрын
My sister used to listen to mgk. I lost her to drugs. So did her daughter. Everyday I miss her. Everyday there is a hole in my life that will never be filled. I wish I could’ve saved her. But her demons where to strong.
@wtfRowdy Жыл бұрын
Part of me wishes all MGK would do is these kind of songs, lonely, why are you here and this are perfect imo
@trxde68004 жыл бұрын
Im scared to lose him. I hate it. Ive created this bond with his music thats unbreakable. Dont leave us 💕
@itsbobbyopp4 жыл бұрын
Love you buddy. Keep your damn chin up. 16 months sober. You’ve been an amazing key to my sobriety.
@donnashelnutt9244 жыл бұрын
Dude. I haven't had a song hit me so hard and have me crying like a baby since I was 14. All the feels...🤘🖤💯
@josephhaines78064 күн бұрын
This is one of my favorite songs of da gunna in 15 years of his music …this one hit heavy kells ❤️
@sunielsworld4 жыл бұрын
This song is proof that he was once an Eminem fan... When I'm gone and this song shows the pure emotion of a father..
@carlykaye94933 жыл бұрын
He said he was inspired by eminem
@Megan-ns2cq4 жыл бұрын
This song makes me bawl every time. I sent it to my sister as my ‘if I ever lose the fight’ song... she’s my ‘play this when I’m gone’ person. And she’s the reason I’ve fought so long. 💕
@shannondrennan61233 жыл бұрын
I love this song so much. It helps with my anxiety and depression. I fall asleep to this song every night. Thank you MGK!
@jasonsproul11982 жыл бұрын
I hope things get better for you. I don’t know you but your message really made me sad. Everything will definitely get better just keep you head up!
@amybaum743 жыл бұрын
So my daughter who's 23 today and I share the same KZbin. So I decided to listen to some of her music and this is the first one I picked. I never listen to a MGK song before until just now and I'm in tears. This song is straight from the heart. This song hit me so hard, because if it wasn't for my daughter I would've just said fuck life. Even with her, it has always been a constant battle between living or ending it. I totally relate to his words and it hit me hard. I feel his pain writing this song. How do you truly explain to your baby girl that you are tired of life and want to be at Peace knowing it will destroy her if you did. MKG keeps fighting for your fucking life man, because you wanna be there to watch your daughter grow up, taking your daughter to see her favorite musicians/concerts,(my daughters 1st was when she was 3 yrs old, favorites were Bone Thugs N Harmony, Nine Inch Nails, and had to wait til she was 16 to see Marilyn Manson lol) now we have a new goal to see you in concert, her favorite movies, hold her during her heartbreaks, graduate, be the one to give her away when she finds the person of her dreams, ect... I can honestly say they were some of the happiest and proudest days of my life. You wanna be there through all of it!!!! Much love💝
@imeanidek Жыл бұрын
I realized now why my dad listened to this song. He died 3 months ago and I wish I could have gotten to do more with him
@amybaum74 Жыл бұрын
@@imeanidek I'm so sorry for your loss.
@imeanidek Жыл бұрын
@@amybaum74 thank you
@stellajobe33204 жыл бұрын
time to cry :”)
@DivertedRoots3 жыл бұрын
Hey MGK, stay strong you got this keep fighting and it will get better! It may not seem like it at the moment but in due time it always get better ,there’s always more Sunny days to come ☀️🕊👼🙏
@kyle.mcdonald4 жыл бұрын
Reminds me of my pops! Lost him on july 5th i found him in his room. Rest easy pop. Mgk you rock man. Your one of the greats brother. Fo sho!
@unknownhuman97664 жыл бұрын
Strength and love to you!
@cecescustomcreations3 ай бұрын
“You only realize how valuable things are until their gone..…”
@HappyDayRoots Жыл бұрын
Rest easy Mama.. it's been rough 6 mths. I'm the last one.
@anajuliacastrosuaki91213 жыл бұрын
I'm writing you this message just so I can say that I love you I had to let you know that everything about me was you, yeah I think it's time for me to leave, but I'll never leave you I just looked at your pictures, so the last thing I did was see you I'm 29, my anxiety's eating me alive I'm fightin' with myself and my sobriety every night And last time I couldn't barely open up my eyes, I apologize I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone If you ever feel alone You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright I hope you get to go to all the places that I showed you When I was on the road and couldn't be home to hold you Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you So just try and keep in mind everything that I told you I'm 29, and society's eating me alive I'm fighting what comes with this notoriety every night This is the last time I'll ever open up my eyes, I apologize I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone If you ever feel alone You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you Source: Musixmatch