Manic Monday: My Story. Rape & Molestation: Painful Truths

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Painful truth
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It doesnt have to hurt!

[@Chloe9Isabelle]

wow the way you speak about this is like wow i cant explain it this is a really good video, this helps me think about some issues ive had with my experience with molestation

[@missmimiwallace]

+Chloe Isabelle thank you and i am glad it can help, its a hard thing to deal with and harder to understand and grasp if that makes sense. I send you tons of love and blessings, stay strong, your beautiful! xooxoooxxooxoxo

[@reneerussell344]

You did great w sharing you're story.. And so sorry you had to go through these things!! Ive never shared my story before and dk if i ever will

[@missmimiwallace]

+Renee Russell Thank you so much, Ill be honest once I recorded I haven't watched it, I know if i did Id probably delete it, Def not easy to talk about things. Im sorry you have a story to tell, i send u lots of love and blessings. Thank you xooxoxoxo

[@PerseveringStar]

Honey, you are so courageous. This video will help sooo many, I'm sure it already has. Love you, angel, K

[@missmimiwallace]

Thank you my love! Right back at ya!

[@Grave_bane]

I grew up with a lot of verbal abuse before developing dissociative identity disorder when I was sexually abused a while back. I remember nearly none of it because of dissociation, but I have flashbacks sometimes, where my mind has no thoughts, just terror. Everyone I know calls them body memories. Also, I don't know why, but I find your voice very relaxing. Just saying, 😉

[@missmimiwallace]

Many blessings and love to you, I am sorry for anything you had to deal with, I know how hard verbal abuse is, its very hard to deal and live with. I send lots of love your way as well as blessings. ;) Good luck with everything

[@RealAyzeNZ]

How old were you when the 3rd and 4th incident occurred

[@albemarleZane]

15:20 Animals can be very emotionally empathetic and I think maybe your cat was just feelin' your pain...

[@missmimiwallace]

+albemarleZane they def can feel us, thanks for watching Hun many blessings and lots of love

[@LilyBlessed24]

I’m way late. Thanks for sharing your story. I hope you’re doing well love. 🥰🙏🏻❤️

[@MissSunshineHS]

Thank you so much for sharing this and being so fucking honest. I just stumbled upon this because I am still dealing with my own sexual abuse issues and you said things that have been so hard for me to admit. The fact that it doesn't always feel bad. I KNOW, in my heart that this is wrong and what happened to me is wrong but sexually I have been so messed up from what happened to me. I've put myself back in similar situations out of my own confusion and I have ultimately hurt myself more. But listening to you, you sound so strong and I believe everything you say and just as the other girl said I clung to every word you said because you are so honest. And I truly needed to hear that I am not alone. So thank you.

[@missmimiwallace]

MissSunshineHS I'm so happy it helps, your not alone. It's not easy, I'm always here if you need a friend, thank you for sharing with me, sorry about anything bad you ever had to go through, I wish you lots of love! God bless darlin, your loved

[@Pam_in_IN]

I am so sorry you went through this horror in your life. Yes it was wrong of those perverts. Pray over your child everyday, make sure she is with someone you trust, tell her adults are not always right! God bless you! Thanks for sharing your story.

[@missmimiwallace]

Pam Payne I pray like crazy and yes omg i tell me daughter how people are, I am very honest, do not sugar coat and tell her people are weirdos and can be awful don't trust em. I tell her not all people but we never know who, it can be anyone, we are all human wether its a reg person, aunt/uncle, preacher whoever human is human and some are not right in the head, She tells me I keep her in a bubble lol! she will thank me when she's older. Thank you so much! many blessings and thanks for your kind and caring words. God bless my love

[@Elliezmadness]

(No More Secrets) Abuse can in fact Change how you are how you think also how you feel through out your whole Life, however you have the Choice to Make it Better or Continue being the Product of Abuse and let the Cycle Continue or you can be Different and make a change keep doing what you do best by sharing your Story you Inspire me to Continue on my Road to Sharing secrets that should be brought to Light hear my Story kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpS2ZWiagLVnetU Elliez Madness

[@lillycaz6119]

I'm a big strong guy. I would of beat all the johns ass if I was there. I'm really sorry, and this situation makes me pissed at them. your husband is right about you being strong because your courage to post your story is amazing.

[@missmimiwallace]

+Lilly Caz ☺️👍 thank you so much! I really appreciate that! Hope all is well, many blessings to you!

[@lillycaz6119]

+Mimi Wallace of course. thank u too

[@googleguest7961]

Oh, Mimi, you're a brave soul to tell your story, same here went through similar. Praying Lord Jesus heal your heart, as He healed mine. www.fathersloveletter.com/ You'll love this song by Theresa Grifith, Jesus singing over you: kzbin.info/www/bejne/nquXqpl-ntiUZrs 💗 Leah

[@justmeashley7923]

I wish moms would stop leaving their children with these new bfs without proper vetting. Not that anyone can ever be 100% sure BUT you can spend lots and lots of time ensuring you know as much about the person as you can. It took YEARS before I left my daughter with my bf. While we were dating as she was a baby he wouldn’t change her, bathe her, nada. Still won’t and she’s 6. Women think omg I got a new bf and he’s such a good surrogate “dad” and takes the load off of me by helping with bathing and dressing her etc. NOPE. He never has and never will. Even now five years on and I’d trust him fully with both my kids WE still won’t allow her in the bed with us. Makes her always have clothes on. Doesn’t approve of her sports bras I give her for gymnastics. He isn’t about. We don’t want there to EVER BE a shadow of a doubt that there was ANYTHING inappropriate happening. Again not blaming your mother. JUST in general i just see wayyyyyy too many women leaving their kids with their bfs and they are molested beaten or murdered by them. It breaks my heart. It’s our job to PROTECT our kids. I keep my kids as close as possible. We can do all possible and it can still happen i know that. But I don’t see taking the unnecessary risk.

[@Livin4TheMoment]

Arie's ♈

[@LeoAlegreOlivera]

I've been having an excruciatingly hard time dealing with things a lot of bad people did to me when I was a child, and a "family" where abuse was an institution that everyone participated in and I couldn't break away from them until I was 42. I'm 46 now. The things you said about in this video have helped me more than I can ever express! It will take some time to let things sink into my being but they will and I will be a lot more free from the poison of them than ever. I wrote down so many things you said so I can remember them and make them a part of me. I feel so much freer already! Thank you so much!!!!!

[@missmimiwallace]

+Leo Olivera I am so so so happy that my video was of help to you, life is so hard and so confusing. stay strong!! Your comment really means the world to me and i wish you lots of love, luck and blessings. I get some very hateful comments on this video, its nice to see some really good ones, it makes me feel good about keeping it up and putting it out there, not easy to share ourselves with others but its an awesome thing... You sound like an amazing and very strong person, lots of love and blessings! I'm glad u were able to break away, you have your life now :) make it whatever u want it to be and do what makes u feel happy and peaceful, never give up, times get hard then they get wonderful, and sometimes boring, then exciting, and sad but then happy,. We gotta just fight for what we want and what makes us happy and enjoy everything we can. always easier said then done but its doable :) hope i make sense. Always here if you ever need a friend. Many blessings!!!

[@agirlinjeans77]

It takes a lot of guts to tell your story to millions of people I applaud you, and respect you so much. I will be writing you a letter this weekend, I know completely where your coming from, I was 14 and it was my 1st time .Anyway, on a different note, I went to the dollar store today and picked up the krispy creme candles, and they smell soo good, now i want a donut LOL. I know the candle comment is so random right? LOL It's the way I deal with the craziness of my past

[@missmimiwallace]

+Vanessa Lacey Thank you very much and I can't wait to get your letter. Life aint easy thats for sure. And yes yes yes those damn candles make me wish we had a crispy cream near me, we used to but it closed, so sad they are some good donuts. Ow man drooling now hhehehe (I do the same thing with conversations, hahah, aint no one go time for one topic lol) xoxooxox many blessings

[@agirlinjeans77]

I burned the maple donut one last night, and I and craving a good donut, no krispy creme here either. These candles are not for the ones who are dieting LOL. U take care I love your videos, your a real person, NOT FAKE!! Not many people out there like that

[@missmimiwallace]

not for dieters is right lmao! and thank you so much, thats really sweet and your kindness really means a lot. Todays a very tough day for me, your sweet comments and love really bring a smile to my face, i truly appreciate it more then words could say. Thank you for being you! lots of love

[@agirlinjeans77]

I have a lot of those days, stay positive, keep trying, its the only thing that keeps me sane

[@missmimiwallace]

amen doll. lots of love, always here if u need a friend. xoxo

[@angrygrampafanpage]

6:25 some may have mental issues but don't judge people we all make bad choices

[@rbthurston]

Thanks. Really moved me. I can relate to your story. Been in denial for over 30 years not wanting to admit or believe that awful things happened to me and a little sister. Finally getting some professional help, a true blessing. You mentioned the love and support of your husband, that he loves you just as you are, my wife, thanks be to God, still loves me just as I am, I finally told her my story, been married to her over 25 years but never told her, it was upsetting for her to hear what happened, but she is so supportive of me expressing my feelings, she says that it has helped her connect the dots and understand some of my quirks. I was afraid she would hate me if I ever told her, but she says she loves me even more. Thanks for your great post, I get it.

[@missmimiwallace]

Thank you so much and I am so glad you have support and were able to let it out. I wish u tons of love and blessings!!!! Thanks so much. Never give up 😉💜💜

[@kearrabrantley1175]

I'm so sorry what you had to go through. Stay well and safe.

[@TheGimpPimp1]

I am 42 years old and it took me years before I could finally tell my story recently...People like you are heroes...And that's all there is too it...

[@missmimiwallace]

+TheGimpPimp1 that is so kind of you to say, thank you so much. lots of love & blessings

[@TheGimpPimp1]

Mimi Wallace You're welcome...And thank you as well...I just tweeted my story to your page...Would you mind having a look..??

[@missmimiwallace]

+TheGimpPimp1 Going to check it out now, thanks for sending!

[@AhmedHussein.81]

You didn’t told us what happened for this guy when your mom called the police did he went to jail without evidence or what ?

[@dostainzagar2742]

Honey u survived you have got a new life you are brave girl God bless you plz b safe ❤❤

[@DenishaKaivon]

Your story has inspired me to bring what happened to me out to the light. I too was molested as a child and later was raped as a preteen by a family member. What happened was wrong. And now the creep who did these things to me has kids. And I refuse to remain silent any longer because he could easily be abusing his own innocent children. My parents recently found out what happened because I told them. So currently we are seeking justice. Bless you and never stop what your doing.

[@missmimiwallace]

+Denisha Milton I am without words, you are so amazing and so strong, I commend you and applaud you and am so so proud of you, you are more courageous then words could explain. Your a true angel and I wish you lots of love, strength and blessings. I wish you the best and thank you for sharing with me, many blessings and always here should you need a friend. Xoxooxoxoxoxoo God bless! And u go girl!

[@missmimiwallace]

+Denisha Milton and if you ever need someone to talk to I am a DM away! Lots of love and blessings

[@user-bl9hu8tv2z]

Pets. Sense the bad vibes . . . not a good idea to hold your cat. ..at such a time . If there is ANY supistion that a person is still offending, summit a report .

[@ronaldsmith1282]

You talk way too much before getting to the subject at hand

[@RoseorRosieHWeinstein]

You are one brave young woman 😢😢❤

[@CosmeticsBeautyAndMaturity2nd]

Its bad I've watch true story movies about issues like you experienced, we somehow put those negatives thoughts away that we experience in life even when bad things happen as we get older like I've experienced in my teens I just never let it get to me. Are you in a porch so no kids can hear you? i just figured I heard a kid. messy background.

[@missmimiwallace]

No kids hearing me, there may have been some kids outside, I live in a pretty busy area but ow no no kids listening to me while i did this and yes I am in an old enclosed porch. I pushed everything aside for a very very long time, it all came flooding out with very little control. I havent watched this video since I posted it over a year ago. Its been a good thing for me personally to let things out and allow myself time to understand, cope, deal, forgive and allow myself to heal. Lots of love

[@RoseorRosieHWeinstein]

I am so sorry 😢😢😢😢😢🎉

[@lyndamarie5169]

Thank you for your video. I have some similar history as you. You're so brave to put it out there. The pressure is to keep quiet and pretend all is ok. Even when the perpetrator is a family member. I know I felt/feel like an object, not really a worthy person from my experiences I can only imagine how you must feel but we have to remember that the issue was them, not us! I can tell you are a caring person and was given the gift (or fought for) of being able to speak up. Thank you, you are a blessing to me today!

[@missmimiwallace]

+lynda marie thank you, sorry you can relate, it sucks and you are exactly right with what u say, we just have to make sure to stay strong and always always always know our worth!!! We are priceless and no predator piece of shit can take that away! Love to you and many blessings

[@tarakeebler9242]

This was excellent!!! Well done!

[@missmimiwallace]

+Tara Keebler Thanks hun! lots of love and blessings

[@IwanSetiawan-ht4kf]

Mau cantik love 😍💝💍🇮🇩

[@dostainzagar2742]

Honey you are brave ❤❤

[@angiemcillwain7874]

Thank you!!! I've never heard it told this way. Amazing!

[@missmimiwallace]

Thank you. Its very true its too bad its not spoken enough about, probably why so many feel so much blame when they should never feel that. The only person who should ever feel blame and shame is the perpetrator but sadly its usually the other way around.. Tons of love and blessings, thanks for talking the time to comment. Happy New Year!!! xooxox

[@SteveBlankenship-zb6sn]

Baby, I Love U❤

[@nlambert9496]

Kiddos, girl!!

[@36742650885]

so sorry these things happened to you bless you

[@missmimiwallace]

+don carson thank you, many blessings 🍀🌻

[@stevendaniels601]

I am very impressed with the fact you have displayed total honesty and I have to extend an awesome amount of gratitude towards your personality and disposition and last but not least I admire your courage to tell us what we need to know about the issue in question. I'm sorry that you had to go through this. You tell it like it is or how it was. I have experience in this area that occurred many years ago and I still have thoughts of my ordeal and this was over 50 years ago. Like you I am never going to forget what happened but I have to admit that I liked the way I felt so I was a kid then I am grown now and I have to realize that I have been using the thoughts of how it felt so good and so I use these to get a climax. I'm not going to apologise for the way I think because of my past experience as long as it remains a thought. You know I'm telling the real. You are going to be affected by the way you were feeling back then and we both know that we liked it so we both know that we think about it when we need to. I'm not going to lie and say that I love hearing about others and what they went through. I would be lying if I said I don't get aroused. I have to keep it real with myself.

[@VeganZombie0x]

Very strong girl. Such a inspiring story. Thank you for sharing your story because it has helped so many people that are trying to get their story out..off topic but the back ground of the rain and bird noises sound so peaceful..

[@missmimiwallace]

+Liv Watsonn Thank you so much for your kind words, it really means a lot and seriously makes my day. xooxoxoox Many blessings and tons of love

[@LilyBlessed24]

Thanks for sharing. God bless you. New sub❤️💗🌹😍😎💕

[@LilyBlessed24]

Btw, I love Punky Brewster!😻

[@missmimiwallace]

+Lily Blessed Thank you Lily! Lots of love and blessings to u and thank u so much for subbing. God bless doll xooxoxo

[@missmimiwallace]

+Lily Blessed She was too cool :)

[@LilyBlessed24]

Wow!!! I watched this 4 years ago! Lol!

[@calliekatielady]

Thank you for sharing this.

[@missmimiwallace]

+calliekatielady thanks for watching ! xoxoox many blessings lots of love

[@nasirabdi5249]

It was Sad listening to this but that cat 🐈 @ 15:25 made my day 😂

[@ronhale9868]

Very well said. You are amazing. Thank you.

[@Julie2554]

I hope things are going a lot better for you now.

[@sirsticka9113]

i love your story.and would love to share my story

[@jimgagne3801]

I like that you talk fast.

[@CopeMoneyMan]

Are you a feminist?

[@karlil7185]

.im 12 years old and my dad left when I was 4 and like I said I'm 12 and he changed his number and it's hard for me to not have a dad

[@missmimiwallace]

Nerd Girl 23 im sorry you have to deal with that, it's never easy. Stay strong, know your loved and keep focus on positive ( easier said then done) but we must always stay strong. I wish you love and luck! Many blessings

[@karlil7185]

thanks and I will and you should too

[@salmacash9257]

Hey im 12 aswell, im so sorry, i also grew up without a dad since i was 2, its hard i know but stay strong youve got your mum or any other siblings or friends dont worry just stay strong and live a happy life❤️🌍

[@missmimiwallace]

many blessings and thank you so much, You are a gem! Lots of love!!!!! I wish u the best of the best

[@robbingmarksproductions3895]

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