may roosvelt - memoir #2

film: wuthering heights

[@hala2355]

This song feels like finally giving up after trying so hard for years

[@nbj6284]

Hey, are you okay ?

[@yourstruly69_33]

Hala talk to me if you need someone

[@lentodistante]

Can confirm. I'm just about to do that (1st update: just to let y'all know. i'm alive. unfortunately and tragically enough, things have only gotten worse to me.) (2nd update 01/07/23: still alive lol) (3rd update 04/03/23: yep, still here :). things are going great now)

[@hshsbshsbshsbe_hh]

@@lentodistante hey

[@gelagela6390]

@Yourstruly69_ l need

[@Eva-zl2fu]

i never knew a song could bring out such a deep feeling of sadness in me without a single word being said

[@raize0276]

agreed

[@ontaikou]

I understand how u feel 😞

[@GG-jk6yl]

Idk for some reason it makes me feel at peace I can’t describe it

[@raize0276]

@@GG-jk6yl agreed

[@reidkelecius6801]

Go out and work a 15 hour shift working your balls off then come back to this and listen to it. You’ll realize how bad it is

[@trashrat420]

This sounds like grief, like realizing you lost someone and they will never be back. Just pure sadness. Like the way your stomach sinks with realization.

[@_niyxl-is-stoopid_]

. . .

[@iykyklad]

literally. and it feels like the end of a funeral,when you realize these are the last moments your gonna spend with them

[@fuckablepancakes]

It’s also like that grief with a sick sense of relief because you no longer have that little bit of hope that they will get better.

[@sarakurtishi4359]

Yes! And when you think the moment with that person.

[@pyrovsthewrld]

fax

[@Baconest_Of_Bees]

This song feels like you just committed the biggest mistake of your life and you just sit there taking it all in.

[@proctorritter5176]

It excellently captures that feeling of “Everything is ruined, but I’m not even entitled to feeling sorry for myself since it’s all my fault, so I have to just sit here and suffer”

[@longishlettuce]

I just made the worst mistake. I fucked my whole life up. This encapsulates my feelings, and I regret what I did so much. I lost all of my friends for just miswording something, and now I don’t think I’m going to be on this planet tommorow. Alive at least.

[@Baconest_Of_Bees]

@@longishlettuce still here gng?

[@BegoneDamenScraps-ms9sd]

​@@proctorritter5176heyyyy it's me 😀

[@ffffff6104]

@@longishlettuce i hope you're okay.

[@Kid2loW]

This song sounds like loneliness or like ur inner child crying

[@sam-yn1pz]

This

[@bex503]

i thought that abt the inner child

[@ourplebloobat]

ouch. my heart. I don’t want my inner child to cry. 🥲

[@bruh7527]

I think it sounds like when your trying hard on something but it's just to difficult and you just give up miserably

[@Fightingthurgetokms]

Ur describing me now in the wc

[@bigman2963]

This song is what it feels like to look at your house one last time before you move away

[@rosvlinds]

Okay this one did it for me. Crying time

[@shilohwhiloh9636]

Fuck. I lose

[@kmdrew]

NOO this one got me

[@stuntcox5731]

Nah it’s more like when you come back to your hometown and see that same house abandoned, overgrown, and dilapidated.

[@evilemoji420]

oh naww. i’m thinking about how i got kicked out by my psychotic father and him keeping my dogs from me to this day.

[@mathea464]

this feels like a scene in a movie where the main character’s days are blending together and you see them laying in their bed different lighting and outfits their room gradually becoming more and more messy and chaotic.

[@Starfluff_]

THIS.

[@wokery]

This feels like me rn

[@po3alily]

Help me I’m drowning

[@holographicwings]

u actually just described how the past 3 months have been 4 me wtf

[@euniyaquasha]

bella in twilight when edward left

[@Fofofozan]

"The painful cry of a mosquito".

[@facelessthebestAnimatorEver]

PLS WHY 😭😭😭

[@Velociraptor.]

0:23 is when the mosquito starts

[@aridaichavez4171]

Haha

[@YoSoyMigo]

Poor mosquito... 😭👊😭👊😭👊

[@janeblackwood9740]

I was all getting emotional and laughed when i read your comment 😂

[@skylar2102]

this song is the comforting melancholy that you feel at the realization that the happy moments might never outweigh the sad. i wonder how i could ever be happy in a world where i have no true freedom, where the essence of my humanity is slowly stripped from me. i can find it only in flickers. it will never be enough.

[@tobbsthweedman]

To me this song feels like waking up from dreaming, either the melancholy of the dream or the sadness of having to leave your favorite place

[@cassii999]

To me this song feels like the realization that everything is only getting worse and my lowest moments from 5 years ago would be the best moments if they happened now. In the future I may remember writing this and have the same exact same thought. I don't think my mental health has ever become better in the last few years. I hope one day I will feel better than a year ago.

[@karenhercules3029]

Your worded this so beautifully perfect. Thank you

[@forgetmenotfaery]

this is how it feels when i realize how much trauma and cptsd affects nearly every single thing in my life

[@patrickbateman2966]

You should watch the movie

[@lattenhans7854]

Let’s pay respect for those who will never find this beautiful sound 🫡

[@annhentaiuser6658]

Don't worry, I'm sure everyone will come finding after a particular trend 💀

[@Depressed_until_dead]

They are lucky, I've never felt so much pain hearing this

[@lattenhans7854]

@@Depressed_until_dead Damn, I kinda don't remember asking tho

[@Depressed_until_dead]

@@lattenhans7854 damn brah, i didn't know people go from chill to childlike in 9 days ... impressive

[@ahinotani5175]

@@Depressed_until_dead Fr

[@lindseydempsey]

This song is like seeing yourself out of body laying on a bed , eyes open expressionless and slowly zooming away until you can't make out who you are anymore

[@lupuadriancornel6668]

Did you manage that?

[@theguywhoasked6104]

its impossible to do that when you listen to the “opera singer” in the background pitchbending snd going absurdly high pitched towards the end 😂😂😂💀

[@sluvsaaa]

@@theguywhoasked6104 That is a violin sound not an opera singer i think

[@GoldTU8E]

Braking bad🤨

[@kevinjozsefkovacs7511]

Alzhermeirs

[@janantoni3]

when you expect a loud fart but its the silent one and gets warmer.

[@AstronomyCole]

And it stinks really bad.

[@burakcglynn]

this got me crying bruh 😭😭😂

[@diaaeddinalhamad4522]

I never knew a song with no lyrics could be so sad and emotional detached. I've never felt that intense before.

[@lucid4271]

it reminds me of the time when i saw my own friends dead body after she hung hersellf

[@loveinstars]

@@lucid4271 i hope youre doing okay ❤️❤️

[@lucid4271]

@@loveinstars i am

[@exchangAscribe]

the music/instruments are the main aesthetic driver of a song. lyrics are a secondary component. it has always been this way.

[@ericgamer8360]

Man I rarely hear music with lyrics

[@eoinwysey]

This song is the best audible description of controlled chaos I've ever heard. Like the peak of a breakdown, where everything is spinning and your head is screaming at you, but you're just sitting there, sobbing and stopping yourself from exploding into screams and loud cries, tears streaming down, your mistakes and fuck ups all pressing against the back of your eyes at once, hurting your head, feeling scared, angry, sad, relieved, and confused all at once.

[@_.cera._1706]

this gave me chills

[@gabbeskillz6262]

🤓☝️

[@m-kh3ild734]

You described this perfectly this is what I go through every month and when I heard this song i felt so touched my it and related to it I am stopping my self from crying

[@nathansmith8963]

You’ve clearly never played dark souls you just described gwyns theme man this is just some sad sample of moaning bro go get in the thick of it at lordran

[@realshmo]

@@nathansmith8963 gwyn theme's good but id say this is a better example of what they were talking about

[@amphoraoftea9537]

For me, this song doesn’t just portray sadness…It portrays trauma

[@fathercosmic8061]

That's exactly one of the things I was thinking too. Like it sounds like the very personification of trauma represented through song. Like all the suffering of man just became a person and you're hearing all of their voided thoughts.

[@ratstickz6300]

🤓

[@fathercosmic8061]

@@ratstickz6300 🗿

[@808proyect9]

Ok and

[@fathercosmic8061]

@@808proyect9 I don't really think there needs to be an and...🤨

[@AeonLeightholmeYT]

This song perfectly encapsulates the feeling of loss, and loneliness. It’s painfully beautiful.

[@halskki]

this is the last thing i want to hear before i leave this life, absolutely breathtaking

[@siwar9316]

.

[@hdhrdfsrkgh]

This sht creepy af

[@franky_2024]

@@hdhrdfsrkgh it sounds creepy but at the same time it sounds like if I wanna feel something lol idk

[@unicornlord6327]

I feel like earthmover would be a better choice, wouldn't only bring back the negative aspects of life.

[@olyviermonteau4300]

@@franky_2024 how is magician a long name?

[@Bugs4Brains]

The feeling of being forgotten. Waiting by the door for someone who isn't coming back. It's been so long. She doesn't look herself anymore.

[@windgrace031]

Or like being left somewhere on accident. Trying to remember their face but nothing comes back. The warm yet swallowing, fading memories of what you both used to do together. Trying to remember certain moments only for you to have to remind yourself it doesn’t matter but that you also don’t care.

[@ahinotani5175]

This gave me the most amount of goosebumps I’ve ever felt in my entire life..

[@lillbayb1]

Well this comment made me cry. Thinking about my children leaving home for the final time and I'm alone 😔

[@tofoo72]

@@lillbayb1 It's okay, you can still stay in contact with them. That's what social media and the phone is for :)

[@gillianneilsen6823]

this song is so scary but comforting at the same time??

[@elizabethmarshall6151]

cause it makes you realize shit but not feel alone

[@alexign2004]

This song ain’t rlly scary it just makes you sad

[@Popsickle24680]

Its like losing everything and completely accepting it all at once

[@matteonicoli8691]

Because it's scary to feel all these feelings

[@slashgod6976]

@@Popsickle24680 exactly

[@girthday-birl2000]

this song gives me chills. when i hear it, i feel like something horrible is happening. it gives me that horrifying anxiety that, even though everything is fine, something horrifying is happening. even though you cant see it, even though you have no clue who or what something bad would even happen to, something evil and dark is going on, and theres not a thing you could ever possibly do to stop it.

[@Ihavehadmanynames7779]

You watch too many 👔🇨🇴👅videos? I get like that too sometime i think some cartel is coming to behead me and i can never get those damn sounds out my head. I still remember videos from 20 years ago my friend would show me

[@dr.markus-level3researcher]

​@@Ihavehadmanynames7779oh God don't remind me of what I've seen. The cartel is crazy.

[@Hiawatha_man]

@@dr.markus-level3researcherthe heart video still beating engrained in my head or the kid singing cailou

[@dr.markus-level3researcher]

@@Hiawatha_man kid singing cailou?

[@alexparraparra4484]

yea

[@aqwaa3057]

Memes aside, this is actually a masterpiece. I don’t even know why. But it gives me goosebumps every time.

[@谭竣升]

You come around yea, you ease my mind you make everything feel fine

[@brolydz5400]

​@@谭竣升 Keep going

[@waylonwebster9795]

FR

[@waylonwebster9795]

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[@waylonwebster9795]

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[@fsherman9717]

This song portray the deadliest look of a middle age commando man with a skull mask .

[@miguelkerkhoffgoulart4991]

💀

[@Depressed_until_dead]

@@miguelkerkhoffgoulart4991 you put a mask, I put tissues on my face while crying half an hour now ... we are not the same 🥲

[@Yogesh_Paliwal]

💀

[@macboi36]

That middle age commando man with a shull mask is called ghost 💀👍

[@ericmanea2764]

Bro,is the ghost 👌

[@villainnugget3346]

This song feels like I'm dying in a cold empty place, alone.

[@mohamedmostafa-uy2bq]

Same here

[@catchyname58]

feeling of hopelessness

[@josmamatotaldrama]

Dread

[@odioposting]

ZHVT VP WEEB

[@youtupro_newVFN]

​@@mohamedmostafa-uy2bq facts. it feels like screaming on an empty void

[@meidanrrustemi8322]

This song feels like watching someone else live your life, while you can only watch from behind the screen of your eyes

[@keinanos4077]

It feels exactly like this for me too, it's just, weird.

[@RaresMadness]

"does human confict have A reson or are we Just fools?"

[@xJustice789x1]

for me, this is a representation for when you’ve hit rock bottom and everything has gone to shit. There’s no intense dramatic music, there’s just a chaotic silence, cause you just can’t anymore

[@retardmode]

exactly

[@luvole]

swear i had to come back to this comment. perfectly articulated omg

[@IAmToky0]

@@retardmode nice name

[@retardmode]

returning to this song and this specific comment again cause i wanna explain why it means so much to me. 2021 was hell for me, between the loss of a close family member and several friends, drug addiction, wasting what i think was the only chance i had to get a legitimate job, a very negative mental state (wouldnt call it depression cause i have no right to diagnose myself) and poverty resulting from the aforementioned issues it was probably the worst year of my life since 2017, hope this shit doesnt repeat ever again, if it does lord knows i wont live through it. please dont turn to drugs as a coping mechanism no matter how much shit life hits you with, addiction will ruin you

[@urfav.berechet]

Exactly

[@l.mclovin9782]

This song makes me sad for a piece of myself that has never really existed. A what-if version of myself that never can exist. Art really is so moving, if not completely eye-opening.

[@wisemysticaltree9449]

@Patrick Schackthis song is drugs lol

[@fakecrackdealer]

This song feels like when your sitting on a floor with no expression and your eyes are tearing up like you lost everything

[@JoseHernandez-pp5um]

Calla fan de bts

[@seufimeaqui9034]

@@JoseHernandez-pp5um gth bruh

[@dawg5005]

@@JoseHernandez-pp5um what?

[@bigghostkilla2956]

@@JoseHernandez-pp5um don’t be so hateful you’ve obviously got some demons your self

[@Private_Account101]

Real

[@Carrotwoof]

My aunt was found almost dead after an attempt and this song was on loop on her spotify. So my grandma went into her room one morning and this was playing while there was v0mit everywhere and she was passed out. Shes 23 only years old i will never not feel awful whenever i hear this

[@thelifeofzakkai12]

Wow. That would scare me.

[@gaijinhoney69]

Omg… now that gave me goosebumps-

[@lordhawkridge4116]

Reminds me of waking up in March two years ago. The sun was shining through my curtains and it felt like a beautiful day. Heard my mom on the phone downstairs and overheard that my grandma had been murdered. Never heard such a primal scream of grief from anyone before, let alone my mother. Never heard that noise again.

[@playernut3529]

Murdered, To die to another’s hand is just terrible. It’s the kind of feeling you get when someone betrays your trust, but it’s a lot more painful; Impossible to describe in words. I’m sorry for your loss; I wish you the best of luck.

[@idan82]

Rest in peace

[@jeffreydahmer9799]

May god give life to the lost

[@Inhumane-official]

i am so sorry to hear that my friend. even though this was 2 years ago my heart goes out to you. for another humans life to be stolen so early is such a cruel thing to have to go through. i hope you are doing well and that your mother only grows stronger as a person my friend.

[@wisemysticaltree9449]

Its always the “nice” days

[@makingsofmisha]

For everyone listening, it's okay to not be okay. To suffer is as human as it is to breathe. For every dark instance you live through, for every hurt and pain you power through, you are here. You are alive. You made it this far and I am so very, very proud of you. You can do this. Heal in your own time. Validate your emotions. Feel what you need to, because one day, you will smile on a better tomorrow. Keep fighting!

[@lindseyanroblox9968]

ily thank you

[@sthefanycortez8986]

Thank you.

[@makingsofmisha]

@@Retro-gj4ws There is no timeline for feeling accomplishment - that can be felt at any time in your life. Make your own timeline for success. Also, be the person you need most right now. Don't wait for others to care for you - care for yourself. If you don't, there will not be a body or a self others can care for. Sure, random people on the internet may seem to care than tangible people around you, but therein lies the beauty of it. When you finally feel cared for, it will have made the fight worth it.

[@mysecretaccount8222]

thank u so much really

[@elenikrp7031]

This really made me tear up..

[@TheSoothingAmbienceArchive]

This song feels like your soul is drowning, but yet the feeling is peaceful, like you’re on a hill being drenched by rain, wind passing through the creaking trees. It’s just such a powerful song but it makes everything feel so silent.

[@GG-jk6yl]

You helped me comprehend what state I’m in

[@TheSoothingAmbienceArchive]

@@GG-jk6yl I’m glad, I hope you find whatever you wish for and hope for. Have a good life friend :)

[@appletree.inthepark508]

this is very beautiful, thank you for writing this

[@solchatz5871]

Pure waffle

[@solchatz5871]

You need to learn how to use "but"

[@anastasiak3277]

This song feels like waking up and realizing that you don‘t have no person on your side anymore. You normalize it being no more happy and not having the chance to talk to somebody over your problems. It shows the loneliness and the pain of people that have been through so much pain and scared to death making a fault

[@tripletamv75]

Damn @Anastasia K

[@itzflowertea311]

... i have ppls on my side but when i listen to it, i think everyone is against me....

[@gregor_corbies1702]

2021: depressed song 😭 2022: ghost meme song 💀

[@Wlc765]

💀💀

[@SonicStar737]

💀

[@DoYouSeeBananaManTH]

2035: bad pigs man face

[@MagmaXDWasTaken]

💀

[@EOS32]

💀

[@s1nn3rxp]

You don't need lyrics to understand what the song's message is, there's so much pain in it....for me,this song portrays the death,the sadness and the littlest happy moments in life...Great job to the ones who made this ...a masterpiece....❣️✨

[@teexcv]

I sleep to this every night

[@user-yp5ko8us9j]

Bruh this song is just the audio version of 💀

[@Bigguytopia7400]

You forgot the skull mask guy

[@unclebob4735]

​@@teexcv bro, you ok?

[@ReturnOfQwari]

Thank you Robert Mihai

[@sippinjac]

This song perfectly embodies the feeling that everything in your life is out of control, spiraling into oblivion, and you aren’t doing a damn thing about it.

[@XanderLupus]

Either that or you physically can't do anything. Like, if you're too young, or people ("trustworthy" adults) won't listen to you, so you can't get the help you need

[@agateanemone8472]

@@XanderLupus ma man that's a lot specific... Are you okay? Did you suffer? I maybe can't help you, but at least I can try..

[@idkman2069]

It’s more of “My life is starting to shake in a building and I can’t get out because I never got help and nobody ever cares” because it’s true. In this world people can start to spiral into a great grieving and nobody will ever care because people are selfish and brutal.

[@Zeldafan1ify]

this is what is sounds like when you're in a sleep paralysis dream and a mosquito decides to fly near your ear 💀

[@cannonp08]

My cat of 7 years just recently passed and this song brings back all of the good memories with her rip Shelby 2014-2022

[@jun31d_14]

Im so sorry for your loss, I hope you are feeling better now

[@callboots3446]

Im sorry for you

[@cannonp08]

@@callboots3446 thank you

[@cannonp08]

@@jun31d_14 thanks man

[@callboots3446]

@@cannonp08 is a pleasure bro

[@annadgs]

this song feels like your mute and can't talk, everything is so overwhelming and your desperatly trying to say everything out loud but through your mouth it just turns into gibberish sobs and yelling that leaves a feeling of unsatisfaction and uncompletion in a way. Unseen and abandond is what it feels like. A loop that never ends

[@hbombfreak]

Respect for the Hange pfp ✊

[@randevsthirdeye]

i have no mouth, and i must scream

[@XCA7IBUR]

this song feels like when you're sitting in a car, wearing a skull mask and black face paint, starring like you have been through shit into the thin air 💀

[@hvtexry]

and also having the name “Ghost”

[@painlessplate58]

I just can't put my finger on it man

[@hoIIowpoints]

LMAOO

[@PeriodBloodSpirit]

This supposed to be sad asf but I'm laughing so hard at this comment

[@edwardopaisnel5074]

so I'm not the only one that shazamed the song from the meme?

[@malenkiyhikikomory9474]

когда я слушаю эту песню, чувствую такую тоску, одиночество и безнадежность.. будто все серое и все впало в депрессию, будто дальше нет ничего нового и интересного, и это так реалистично

[@GxeFil]

согласна, ощущение безысходности и ненадобности всему миру, особенно когда в мире творится такое. даже как-то легче на душе от осознания всего ужаса.

[@Sunnys.painhub]

this song is like the feeling you get after an intense mental breakdown at 3 am while looking at the ceiling and realizing that Noone is there to hug or comfort you and the only option is to sleep with tears on your pillow just to do this all again the next day

[@idan82]

Bro

[@mercenariosmechaghost9579]

Funny that's how I'm feeling right now at 3 43 am

[@idan82]

@@mercenariosmechaghost9579 yo

[@LordFarquaad_]

I relate so hard to this comment

[@SlapStyleAnims]

I haven’t broken down in over a year. I wish I could because the numbness I feel is crushing me

[@ItachiUchiha-mq7ln]

This song is intrusive thoughts while everyone else around you is going along with their normal day, they have no idea what you're going through.

[@kaiyoung7326]

so accurate omg

[@tcaw]

dude this is exactly what's happening to me right now

[@Sl3ndyy]

"I want to try to start a fire inside of this walmart right now, I want to see everybody's reaction." My thought 10 minutes ago when I was in a Wal-Mart.

[@Gronolo_31g]

pfp and username says it all 💀

[@deez8162]

@@Gronolo_31g lol ye

[@russellg2046]

y’all listen to this song and suddenly everyone a poet

[@epic7608]

W pfp

[@chipontop]

fr

[@TheDragonsRose]

Is that a bad thing? To try and be expressive with one's words and emotions? Are you so insecure that you have to bring others down with bland commentary? lmao

[@joblesstess]

@@TheDragonsRose it's a joke, don't cry

[@TheDragonsRose]

@@joblesstess You misread, that wasn't crying. Just like you misread the OP. They weren't joking, they were being a jerk because the majority of responses were thoughtful. Go find something better to do, buddy. xD

[@daan881]

Si alguna vez se plasmara la depresión en una canción sonaría algo como esto..... Es hermosamente melancólico

[@kiskila1]

Crees que por eso nos gusta? Porque me hizo llorar pero al mismo tiempo lleno mi alma

[@danyandino263]

@@kiskila1 cuando escucho está canción siento una culpa que me mortifica, por los errores que llevo cometiendo desde hace años y me prometí a mi mismo cambiarlos, pero siempre puedo comenzar de nuevo mañana.. ¿Verdad?

[@francotherox5853]

Para mi la depresion sonaria mas como un ruido constante y bajo , como ruido blanco

[@santi2333eber]

Alguien sabe el género musical? O por lo menos canciones parecidas

[@israelibate]

@@danyandino263 💔💔

[@bigbandyo8051]

This song feels like when you drop your ice cream and just stare at it with sadnees

[@mmmyummychickennuggets]

it sucks when that happens

[@coolasmr4498]

Saddest thing i read this week

[@JackJockyJac]

Death stare

[@cadenjackman9452]

Bro what

[@nitgotlost]

finally, a jokester

[@rodrigues664]

I heard this song on a cloudy day when I visited my old house in my old city. I remembered my late mother, my brother, my father when he was still present in my life, my cat, my old friends and all the memories I had lived in that house since my birth, and now there was nothing left. Besides, it was so devastating...

[@edsonpessoa2834]

Por isso o nome da música se chama "memoir"

[@luise.merida2189]

Everything changes.... Nothing stays the same

[@wisemysticaltree9449]

@@luise.merida2189thats just like 😭

[@miadavis5172]

i miss him more than he will ever know.

[@Juank-Skorpion]

Si La tristeza, desesperanza, depresión y miedo mezclados tuvieran un sonido determinado sería este.

[@suquis8293]

Si bro 💀

[@joserafaelpino5171]

Concuerdo 🤝

[@joserafaelpino5171]

Concuerdo 🤝

[@pianorat6265]

this song makes me want to curl up in a ball and die slowly and i can’t even explain why. i just wanna waste away into nothingness. i am so depressed.

[@makingsofmisha]

I don't know you and you don't know me, but I care that it's you. I care if you waste away into nothingness. Please know that your absence will be felt. You matter. I don't pretend to know what you're going through, but as someone who struggles with depression, I empathatize. It's okay to not be okay. Keep fighting. Sincerely, A person on the internet who hopes they can help someone

[@pianorat6265]

@@makingsofmisha thank you so much for your words. i’ve been struggling a lot lately and it’s nice to hear that someone cares, even if it’s a stranger :)

[@munteanalechs1984]

@@pianorat6265 sometimes, the closest thing we have as a friend is a stranger. i’m here too for both of you :,) i struggle with depression and all kind of stuff too. but you know what, whatever or whoever is that thing that keeps us alive, do it for him. do it for the little men that is so hopeful inside every single one of us :,) a stranger of the internet

[@pianorat6265]

@@munteanalechs1984 thank you, recovery is just very hard but hopefully we'll all get there together. :)

[@logiciansvlog5800]

@@pianorat6265 I know you can do this. I care too 😊❤

[@djkapustka]

since everyone is explaining their own feelings about this song, here i go too. About two or three years ago, i was woken up during a school night by my great grandma, at around 3 am. She was struggling with altzheimer during her last years of life and it has become extremly dangerous for her to live alone, so we took her to our place. She woke me up and started speaking about her experience of 2nd ww, sitting on the side of my bed, not even being able to recognize me or the fact that its the middle of the night. At that time i was also struggling immensely but not with alzheimer, with myself, with insomnia and depression, with derealization, with suicide thoughts, and i just knew that i wont be able fall asleep again and im just gonna have to wait out the night and go to school like everything is comepletly fine and im not slowly falling apart, having troubles differentiating whats real and whats a dream. I didnt stop her from talking i just listened calmly waiting for her to be done, but my grandma, her daughter was woken up by the light comming from my room. She came in and started to explain to my great grandma that i need to go to school tomorrow and that its night and she needs to go to sleep, and she agreed. I got up and basically carried her to her bed and came back to mine, lights still on. I sat where she was sitting and broke down, tears falling from my face but keeping on the straight, emotionless face. I still think of this to this day, that feeling was the worst i've ever felt in my entire life. I was struggling to explain that feeling to my therapist, it was just pure emptieness, hopelessness, as if everything inside me went silent. This song reminds me of that feeling. And i know it shouldnt, but it is comforthing.

[@jullianreynoso9308]

Sobbing and I hope everything is okay:(…truly

[@kacka2972]

this made me cry , i cannot imagine what you were going thru , i cant even say how much i want you to be alright , this story is heartbreaking , i wish u only happiness because thats what u deserve , you deserve to be happy and live normal life

[@adrijavalaityte6292]

Hope you’re doing okay🤍

[@Bosskiller7226]

Sister,God loves you a lot,go to Him he is calling you❤️

[@caseyboyle3514]

This song feels like a failed suicide attempt

[@scourgeakabane1408]

it does right? Its exactly what the thoughts in my head sound like the morning after when i realize im alive.

[@kacka2972]

@@scourgeakabane1408 im so proud of you for still trying and being here , i cannot imagine what you are going thru but i know everything will be beautiful in the end , all those lonely and depressed days will turn out into pretty days again , i wish u happiness and luck

[@Mo0se0508]

No, it feels like transcending in regret after a successful one.

[@strawberry_eli4704]

This, but me, today morning, violently crying because I genuinely couldnt take it anymore. I'm alright and stable now tho!

[@xoltama2557]

As someone who failed offing myself, I find this comment funny for some reason.

[@ulti536]

this song is like kerosene. When you play this song you get some weird vibes.The vibes like something will happen,its like your out of hope and cold

[@tiredofcryinglmao9283]

This song sounds like extreme pain, feeling bad, the realization everything you had is gone, everything, as your heart shrieks in pain as you feel like crying, nothing is left, all your memories with that location or person, they just left everything behind as you, you are let down, all alone and quiet,As i listen to this I feel like screaming in emotional pain, it feels like someone died, what a sad feeling.

[@elmatapacos7441]

This song feels the death of my mother,just the feeling of being empty,and then filled with a inhuman pain,that dismembers and eats everything good inside you,just turning you into a dead man walking,a body without soul.

[@franky_2024]

@@elmatapacos7441 ouch 😓💔 I’m so sorry 🥺

[@emilemoi7235]

U good bro🥺

[@AmbassadorPineapple1]

Pretty rare for a song to instantly make me cry without words lol. Incredible piece

[@NBA0]

LMFAOOOO BRO THESE COMMENTS HAVE ME DYING😭🤣🤣

[@S1chn]

@@NBA0 ong💀💀

[@bumblebri7659]

@@NBA0 😭is it bc they depressing or bc u relate?

[@NBA0]

@@bumblebri7659 they’re depressing asf, the way how EVERY comment just sounds overly dramatic got me rolling 💀😭😭 doin the most

[@bumblebri7659]

@@NBA0 ngl i kinda agree.. I mean this is a really depressing song so I understand why these comments are depressing soooo🧍🏽‍♂️ I mean you don’t come to these type of songs to dance and shake ur bum right? that’d be funny

[@johnyj2082]

This song feels like when you're sitting in a car, looking at your buddy who is driving you to your girlfriend's house without asking for directions 💀

[@ChildofYAH12]

😂

[@jojotreynaw6083]

You got this from a instagram post you ain't slick

[@IlllIIIIlllIIlllIIlll]

@@jojotreynaw6083 expose his ass

[@GoldbergToastyBred]

@@jojotreynaw6083 cool jojo

[@bigbuffoilymen]

@@jojotreynaw6083 is that a jojo reference??

[@XanderLupus]

This song feels like turning 17 and realizing you have less than a year before you gotta start worrying about taxes and bills, and you haven't even had chance to have a childhood

[@SchneKatz]

Shit i just turned 17 last month and you just make me think of that

[@discorddoge304]

Nice, I've related to this for a couple of years now,despite the fact ill be actually turning 17 in 9 days.

[@TheIT221]

It’s been a year since this comment was made…

[@kennadevalor4561]

This song sounds like loneliness and decay but please know you aren't alone. Someone, somewhere knows of your presence and is delighted that you're still here, still living at the same time as them. Be safe, you're so loved. Thank you for experiencing this song with me.

[@darjagreynshpol6181]

That's off topic but if it's you on the profile picture, you're really beautiful

[@reka5924]

The mesmerizing sound of the theremin... What an artistic and beautiful instrument

[@wisemysticaltree9449]

I need that instrument

[@wisemysticaltree9449]

Its beautiful

[@reka5924]

@@wisemysticaltree9449 I'd say I need it too... Maybe in another life. It's expensive as hell and extremely hard to play 😅

[@sirspectre3485]

This song cuts me deeper than the stares of a man with a skull mask in the back of a car

[@taufiqhanan5146]

I cried knowing...Life is a hassle...But must be continue...This song is beautiful.

[@_momo_o.]

I feel you 💀

[@AndyTheBoiz]

Sadly the stares of a man with a skull mask in the back of a car cut me deeper than the song did 💀

[@ABELPLIER]

@@AndyTheBoizWhy 💀

[@AndyTheBoiz]

@@ABELPLIER He stared at me a bit too much 💀

[@idunno7166]

This song conveys a feeling of losing everything, nothing is left and just waiting for the inevitable end.

[@chew75]

time is cruel. the realisation that nothing lasts forever hurts more than any physical pain ever could

[@dominikkanzler2967]

May be controversial but to me, this track definitely mirrors a feeling of defeat. Of having lost to something unknown. It instills a deep feeling of dread in me, for the real future that lies ahead of us. It perfectly captures it really, that deep drone in the beginning coming to a slightly more cheery yet still woeful crescendo makes it truly sound like someone laid his heart out on the instruments.

[@BegoneDamenScraps-ms9sd]

no idea how that's controversial but I agree

[@TiernanHousman]

​@@BegoneDamenScraps-ms9sdanything can be controversial in these times. Maybe that's what we lost to.

[@JohantheFunnyguy]

we lost to Twitter?

[@cvberlemon6866]

this isn't a song, it's an emotion

[@joshcrackedboooi2392]

it makes you feel like a man with a silly skeleton costume giving you a death stare within a car

[@FatherL33]

There's this movie where a building gets blown up and body parts start raining on an onlooking crowd of people. Forget the title but it looked WW2 era. This music reminds me of it

[@ihl_28_]

May Roosevelt deserves recognition for her piece. So much was said even though nothing was said. It’s a beautifully haunting song that sent chills throughout me. Wow Ms.Roosevelt.

[@dandeleyeon]

This feels like the desire to be completely numb and apathetic to the world and life, all the suffering in both, but instead screaming and crying and punching the wall until your throat is raw and your knuckles are covered in blood and the world is crashing down on your head and it's the worst type of alive a person could ever feel.

[@abowers2007]

Whilst being apathetic and numb is nice, I prefer the sadness that washes over me from time to time. It makes me know that I am not just a lonely robot with no emotions, and it allows me to know that I can't cope with being all alone. Apathy is not something to wish for unless desperately needed, and apathy has grown into me over the years.

[@jackthecommenter2768]

@@abowers2007 truth

[@prestond8247]

14 years alive and I haven't heard anything that encapsulates such melancholy and human woe more than this

[@robertcristian9511]

Try "Pneumothorax" by blueneck, it's different, yes, but tragic. I love it

[@LAV-III]

Translation: I’m 14 and this is deep

[@thatoneguy4701]

@@LAV-III fax

[@FaustinOfficial]

💀👀

[@JustwaitNwatch-w]

@@LAV-III translation : im dumb and this deep

[@tooboandco5896]

i'd never listened to the full thing before--but the moment i started--i got goosebumps and the tears just started falling. there's something to it. something mournful but nostalgic. like spending your last day together even if you know the world is ending tonight. it holds such pain and rememberance and loss to it, and i can feel myself falling.

[@SirPunkie]

This song feels like standing on a cliff watching the world end underneath you.

[@Aliceqwertyuiop]

Surprisingly I found this song the day before my childhood ends, I’m no longer going to be a kid by tomorrow. I know I’m still young but I just wish I could go back. To when I didn’t care as much about life and what people thought of me. I wish I was still oblivious to the worlds bullshit. I just want to go back

[@cubebob4327]

why am I crying

[@jorjawallace844]

Happy birthday

[@crayoncomet4539]

I understand how you feel. Allow yourself to mourn for as long as you need to. But time moves on, and things will get better. Happy birthday, my friend

[@blacktimbs8354]

My mans turned 18 a week ago and already wants to call it quits. Wait until you’re 25 atleast to throw the towel in the ring bro

[@cubebob4327]

@@blacktimbs8354 bro. let people be upset in peace, the fuck is your problem.

[@roguemarsh7902]

This song sound like the definition of existential melancholy. For me, anyway. To look at the wider world, as we argue with each other like children. I feel separated on a somewhat grander scale; because if you’re able to look so far within, that which the other can’t, you realize that so long as we can’t peer past our own difficulties, we will forever continue to create the problems holding us down. I pity the wider masses. I pity us, as a species. We’ve come so far, fought for so much, for so long, just to crumble under the weight of our own desire for a greater purpose. Forgetting, in our own aching hunger for something beyond our existence, that existing is all that’s required. That may be exceptionally narcissistic, and I may be the only one who feel this way, but they’re my feelings. And that has to be enough.

[@adammeehan5728]

Just existing isn't all that's required. We are programmed to be curious, maybe finding out what we are here for is the actual *purpose* of our existence as a species. Maybe we serve a purpose in this universe, such as stopping the heat death of it, or discovering the origins of everything; finding out what is beyond our existence may be the only purpose we can eventually find for existing.

[@imlafonz8047]

Unreal City Under the brown fog of a winter dawn A crowd flowed over London Bridge, so many, I had not thought death had undone so many. Sighs, short and infrequent, were exhaled, And each man fixed his eyes before his feet. Flowed up the hill and down King William Street, To where Saint Mary Woolnoth kept the hours With a dead sound on the final stroke of nine.

[@adammeehan5728]

@@imlafonz8047 Eh

[@krinnge]

This song made me shed a big, genuine tear first time in a year and i don't exactly know why

[@tf2scout394]

This song is like the bad ending in the most child friendly game.

[@leocruz5021]

This song feels like you just had everything taken away from you right in front of your eyes and in that very instant this plays as you just stare without any emotions, and tears coming out of your eyes with a blank expression staring at the occured.

[@jeffreydahmer9799]

A child on March had heard about his grandmother murder, he scream of primal grief, his mother in tears on the floor, she drew blood on the floor and left with nothing.

[@wisemysticaltree9449]

This feels your kitten died or got murdered or died

[@McLover996]

@@wisemysticaltree9449 wise word

[@shlomorfs]

and after that you’re not the same anymore, you changed forever. now you’re just an empty shell wandering around and trying to survive

[@darksunelli]

This sounds captures what it feels like to sit on your bed, embracing yourself while staring at the ceiling, while crying quietly and reliving the loss you've gone through, wondering if you'll feel like this forever, as we're all bound to lose any and everything forever.

[@TinSoldier7]

This song feels like when you're silently screaming on the inside but act like nothing on the outside. This song feels like a lot of things but if anything, it is a unique feeling that we've all felt but haven't made a word for. Like grief and shock, with numbness and peace, with dread and misery, but we can't tell anymore if it's utter misery or just melancholy. We can't tell if it's the past or present but we know but we don't. That feeling.

[@kenmakozume9712]

I am legit crying over this song.It reminds me of my childhood.especially the high notes and just..the tinge of nostalgia.💓🙂

[@evanvega1647]

It makes me feel like im alone in a fishing boat on an endless ocean thats always dark and stormy. There’s no way off the boat and its always rocking around with the waves. All I have is my fish, alcohol, and faded pictures of a life I used to have. I drink away the emptiness until one day my boat sinks. And i go down with it. The end of the song is how I imagine it would feel to be sucked into a dark ocean until my last breathe escapes me as I drown.

[@apollogratton516]

I completely agree, the lonely and just empty feeling of this song fees exactly like what you just described to me

[@thecardconomist]

Powerful and moving music, that really captures the feeling of loss, and sadness. I had a tough childhood too, I ran away and have never returned home, and struggle all the time with the impact of that, and the nightmares

[@sadejBug]

This song reminds me of the morning I woke up and ate breakfast and was about to go to school like every normal day. When my sister got a call that my mom passed away in her sleep. The sadness of this song reminded me of my mother and father and our memories before they passed.

[@TheIT221]

I’m sorry for your loss

[@kermits_toes2792]

This song feels like a reliving death and an escape from the previous pain you've experienced but at the same time your not ready to go and are trying to cling onto life even tho you know there's nothing good left

[@Popsickle24680]

This captures what I imagine it feels like to die. The transitioning moment from all-consuming terror to the utter complete peace of the acceptance that it's truly the end. The best word to describe this song: haunting.

[@luckycharm6504]

I literally don’t have any problems with being alone or being sad anymore but this song can make me sad in the happiest of moments, it’s creepy, but also so beautiful. Sadness will always be one of my favourite emotions because it’s the one that m able to feel the strongest. It makes me feel alive. And I always feel better afterwards. For people being in a dark place right now, let the sadness in, but only so far that I can help you get up again. You can do it!

[@lone.941]

this song remins me all villians who was blamed for nothing and still suffering

[@MoldMusic_]

This song is haunting, yet almost comforting. Like I’m trapped in an empty void, but the silence and darkness understand me. Somehow while listening to this song, I feel absolutely no emotion, but not because it’s not an emotional song. It’s because I’m confused what to feel. This is so beautiful. ;-;

[@richarddejesus156]

Nailed it 👍

[@yes8807]

Well said

[@MoldMusic_]

@@yes8807 Thank you! :)

[@jonathanbrock9170]

Makes me feel like I’m looking at a biblically accurate angel

[@mohammadnashitsiddiqui2168]

The acceptance of grief, somewhat as you wrote, can be a beautiful thing, like being freed from a prison

[@lillywatkin1202]

Beauty is sublime but this, this piece is objectively beautiful

[@lukewarmskywalker]

this song sounds like you’re always going to be nothing. you’re nothing and you hate it, but you cant be more. you’re trying, you’re trying so hard to stay alive that you’re failing at everything else. you’re sad, you’re so, so sad, you’re crying, you’re sitting in the corner of your room sobbing. your life is falling apart, but it never even hit its climax.

[@zdbg9131]

True

[@Belientje100]

This is the best description of this song I’ve found yet!

[@Tina_Stuff]

This song reminds me of pain, knowing someone you love will never come back. My uncle passed away when i was 7. He had been taking drugs, and, from what i remember, got sent to prison once. I'll never forget the day he died. He was such a sweet person, and he always brightened up a room with cheerful energy. I never thought he would pass away so soon, but its been several years without him, and its painful.

[@LazyArtyz]

Im so sorry for your loss. Are u okay now?:(

[@structlightning]

this song is powerful. just makes you sit there and think about everything youve been through, lost, sacrificed, and witnessed. just makes you question your own life

[@Sinshine-Lennypops]

This sound is exactly how I would describe my mental state. Everything is just shapes and noises. Everything seems so dark, dull, empty, and unreal. I've been seeing the world through paintings, fleeting moments. Nothing is the same, and I've accepted that I will never see the world as I once did. I will simply float through it like a ghost, and that's ok.

[@imlafonz8047]

Unreal City, Under the brown fog of a winter dawn, A crowd flowed over London Bridge, so many, I had not thought death had undone so many. Sighs, short and infrequent, were exhaled, And each man fixed his eyes before his feet. Flowed up the hill and down King William Street, To where Saint Mary Woolnoth kept the hours With a dead sound on the final stroke of nine.

[@j.t5705]

this is beautiful put together and It gets better

[@PesceGeniale]

this is my favorite comment ever

[@riwaahmad]

@@imlafonz8047 this is my second favorite poem ever

[@jeremiahgerike8007]

This song portrays trauma just as much as sadness. It's hard to describe and it gives me chills. It gives off end movie credit vibes but it also gives off I just watched my entire family get murdered

[@Bigguytopia7400]

I feel you, I have similar feelings only mine involve a man in the backseat of my car wearing a skull mask

[@jeremiahgerike8007]

@@Bigguytopia7400 lmao

[@arstotzka6520]

i agrees, this song is the closest thing to grief in song form that ive seen. not sadness, much closer to trauma

[@AJzilllaPro]

@@Bigguytopia7400that sound pretty scary

[@WeLoveHitohitoTadano]

It remind me of my trauma and how much I’ve suffered with sadness all the time 🥲 haha lmao-

[@ahhyano]

imagine being sad and just wanting to listen to something that matches your feelings and then an ad of rise of kingoms shows up

[@windows85_mari56]

The song brings so much emotion. Every time I play it, All I can see is my younger self going through so much trauma and hardships. This song brings back the times I was happy and outgoing. The toys I had that brought joy and excitement and the places I have gone to before they were either changed or removed. Yet I smile at the fact someone took the time to make such masterpiece. Making those who listen feel and think about alot of things.

[@madisonk9939]

This song is so deeply unsettling to me. It invokes this feeling that one has reached the end of the line, that something so terrible has happened that nothing remains of before and there is no fathomable possibility of after. It’s this feeling of having the foundation of one’s life and being knocked away and left in some vast nothingness.

[@professordumbledaddy]

This song is just so hauntingly beautiful, it just brings out such a deep feeling of utter darkness. It’s like a feeling or something that we can’t understand. It’s just so sad

[@RandomEphemeral]

i found it after all these years these long painful years i can now die at piece

[@Wiseedepression]

still here mate?

[@RandomEphemeral]

@@Wiseedepression sadly

[@LazyArtyz]

@@RandomEphemeral would u like to talk abt it?

[@RandomEphemeral]

@@LazyArtyz nah im good m8 thanks for the worries tho

[@LazyArtyz]

@@RandomEphemeral its alr pal. Good to hear:D

[@usibistro]

Fly high Yaman, you'll never be forgotten.

[@fridaythe13thfanamogus]

who tf is yaman

[@NSH_2814]

@@fridaythe13thfanamogus Look up Yaman 11.12.2022, it's a dead meme from a year ago

[@katefructuoso4886]

I cant describe it. It feels so heartbreaking, but i cant stop listening to it. Its so beautiful but it hurts. It feels like nothing is there but sadness, loneliness, my inner child crying, and other sad things.I was happy before i listened, but the sadness caught up and killed it. Grief.

[@lolam7591]

bro this is honestly terrifying like every time i hear this i get really panicky but at the same time its so pretty and nice to listen to

[@maiconfernandes927]

Para mim retrata memórias de quando tinha tudo pra ser um cara bom,mas os eventos e ventos da vida me levaram a ser quem sou um nada