Maynard James Keenan's emotional speech about his Mother

[@jockojockoson9995]

Seeing Maynard like this at the end is a really powerful thing. He’s very rarely showing anything publicly.

[@yodude9624]

This has been put out for awhile but I still remember this documentary a lot. It stuck with me through the years and its what made me a Tool fan.

[@spencerjkent]

Years ago when 10,000 days came out i saw TOOL play wings for the marie for the first time ever and maynard got so emotional singing it that he walked off the stage for a bit

[@ebhkkc1]

facts

[@Parrish_Muhoberac]

@@spencerjkentMan you know what? At the Sydney concert he politely asked if everyone would not use flash cameras, I understand why... and out of EIGHT Green LASERS pointed permanently through 1st half, one of them was RIGHT ON my HEART... Wow.

[@longerino]

tool

[@jmalen123]

When someone as articulate as Maynard is left speechless, that is powerful. My heart goes out to everyone in the comments who lost their mother. I have also, so I know your pain.

[@djentmaster4203]

I lost my mother in 2020 at the ass end of covid when it started coming out that they were pumping the numbers of infections up by adding people to the list that didn't have it. my mom died as a result of medical negligence. she aspirated on mashed potatoes in a hospital bed, and it took the nurses on the floor 9 minutes to respond to her. she was braindead by the time they got in the room to even see what had happened. I can't get the image of her eyes rolled up in the back of her head out of mine. its seared there like grill marks on a steak. the hardest part for me though was seeing my little sister not understand the gravity of what was happening. Shes Autistic and doesn't understand a lot of things and it was the hardest thing i ever did in my life to explain to her that mom wasn't mom anymore. my father and i made the decision to pull the plug about a month after the event. i dont have any pictures of my mother bc everytime i see one, my mind instantly goes to the hospital room with her eyes. all i want at this point is to start my buisness to show her that im a better son, father, husband and man maynards music has helped me through all of this and i will forever listen to his music

[@geetarist138]

​@@djentmaster4203dang, I'm sorry sorry that happened to your mom. I lost my mom to cancer when I was 19 (34 now) and I had to take care of my little sister she was 12 (28 now) I wish I could give you a hug that's super rough I'm so sorry.

[@michaelt1109]

I lost my mother in September and I was crying the whole time. I get exactly how he does when I try to talk about her.

[@briankendall2991]

Welcome to the club. Its not a fun club to be in. But Im pulling for ya, we're all in this together.

[@user-wh5mz9uk2znursenicky]

Why does it hurt so damned much?

[@peterbonks2973]

Judith Marie left her legacy and creativity to the world through an intelligent and magical son. Be very proud of the honor you've bestowed upon your mother. I am sure she is very proud of you.

[@ThatGuyYouArent2]

This comment was the one to break me. Beautiful sentiment. Just perfect.

[@sylviaowega3839]

Well-said!

[@brycemooreguitar]

10000 days in this fire is long enough, your going home

[@pufferphish7]

You were my witness, my eyes, my evidence

[@flataffect]

One of the most powerful lines in all of music!

[@Behem0thZz]

@@flataffect facts

[@zacharyberridge7239]

That song cuts through me like a hot knife through butter. It's a soul laid bare.

[@donQpublic]

😢

[@Musician12345]

A man who loves his mother so is a real man

[@ZombieLincoln666]

He’s Italian

[@vasoline5811]

@@ZombieLincoln666and irish

[@flangmasterj]

What an amazing sentiment and you don't often see Maynard get emotional so you know this meant a lot.

[@erics.4113]

I hear his emotions every time I press play dog 😁

[@TheAlam0]

​@@erics.4113 I think they mean like seeing him almost cry

[@Fireflashbacks]

Right there with you brother. My 31 year old son had a brain stem stroke leaving him Locked-In. Fully alert, and fully paralyzed. I care for him daily. Daily life is full of grief with moments of magic. Life ain't fair but gratitude equals happiness. Be well

[@joshualapointe4239]

God bless you & your brother 🙏

[@Fireflashbacks]

Appreciate that…it's my son who is Locked-In.

[@AidanLonergan-bz1cp]

Having a close family member who is lingering on alive and awake but unable to move or speak or anything at the moment I share a tiny scantling of your pain "What will survive of us is love" - Philip Larkin

[@hamacaboy]

God bless you and your beautiful son. You are an inspiration from our lords hands

[@benkelly7182]

At the end he starts rocking himself. You gotta be that for yourself at some point in life.

[@BboyCorrosive]

Generally when a man says he's numb, he's potentially internally the most emotional he could possibly be.

[@deathkampdrone]

That's a strong generalization right there. But true in some cases.

[@neuroisis85]

Same with woman

[@Parrish_Muhoberac]

@@deathkampdrone Yeah, true, but if you much maynard doesn't like to overtly EMOTE, as in ever, that's a big step. Mostly it's done through his music.

[@Parrish_Muhoberac]

@@neuroisis85Yes. again, it kinda comes down to whether the person (woman or man) emotes a lot ANYWAY.. for him, he's jumping out of his skin. good stuff.

[@FidelIsaacVargas]

I don't mean to undermine his pain, but it's crazy how even the guy that wrote "We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion" also suffers...

[@bladedspokes]

Man, MJ, you'll probably never read this, but you've shown us all what love is.

[@tomsmith1847]

Lost my Mom last January.Greatest human being I'll ever know.

[@Psicosferaezine]

My mom passed away 13 days ago. People still say she was a queen. Strong woman, warrior, she raised me alone. I feel very proud to be her son... and I love Tool, A Perfect Circle and Maynard's intriguing personality.

[@Ervinabrahamian]

I'm sorry for your loss, she sounds like a great woman.

[@kyndred-ry5mm]

just lost mine ,sry for your lost man

[@titaniapurple]

So sorry for your loss

[@Drdum123]

My mom passed away 3 weeks ago and she was sick for 18 years. Going to spread her ashes under an oak tree tomorrow. Appreciate the video and emotion.

[@panika8179]

sorry to hear that man , may she finally rest in peace

[@tictocbang7443]

Sorry to hear that. Hope you're OK.

[@matthewneufer1758]

Im sorry for.your loss I lost my daughter couple months ago ...

[@Trish150655]

sending love❤

[@CirclingtheFringes]

Always good to see how mourning brings people together, even on YT. Good luck with the loss of your mom, hope you handle it a little bit.❤

[@proudmomma7174]

What a beautiful way to honor your beloved mother, she would be so proud

[@IceKoldKilla]

I know his struggle with it has been hard. You hear it in the music. It prepared me in many ways for what was gonna happen to my own mother. The only parent I ever had. She sacrificed her life for me and my brother. She never gave up. Always moving countries finding old friends of hers or family to hopefully get a fresh start. Never worked out long enough and we'd have to move again. But within that chaos I got to see countries in Europe, Colombia, I got to live in the US and she made that work as long as possible before we were locked out the US. 11 years... Wasn't enough for them. Even though I was in school and my mom worked hard and paid all her taxes, that wasn't enough. They wanted us out. In the end, she got to travel some more and my brother did a road trip across the US. She even got to try LSD once. I'm proud of her. She came a long way from growing up religious and close minded in Colombia. But she got diagnosed with cancer and was too late as it had already spread to other organs. So I moved to Spain. My brother had moved back there (we lived there years ago) with her so get free healthcare. That's one thing I will always give Spain credit for. They were very helpful. I lived next to my mom's bed for weeks until she couldn't take it anymore. Ripped the tubes of her throat and said she wanted it done. She planned it all. Everything in life was left prepared for her death. And the doctor gave me time to say bye and sedated her. She died the next morning. She left in peace at least. I still remember cleaning her mouth knowing it didn't matter for long. And seeing her final breath leave.... I miss her so much. My only guidance ever in life. She was everything.... Now it went from us 3 to us 2. My younger brother is all I got now. Any family alive has made it clear they don't care or want anything to do with me and my brother so I've cut them off. I don't need that in my life. You're either family or not. Blood means nothing to me.

[@PneumaNoose]

My mother had 3 back-to-back strokes in 2018. I’ve been taking care of her by myself for going on 7 years now. She also cannot walk, talk, sit up, brush her own teeth, etc. I do everything for her. I wish I had the money to get her the best care because my own body is failing now. The only day off I’ve had in close to 7 years is to see TOOL VIP thanks to my friends who love me. My terminal best friend and I got to go together and a dear friend took care of my mom for over 12 hours. I’ve never had someone take care of my mom without me for even 1 hour before. It was the greatest day of my life and I FINALLY got to meet Danny Carey. Sadly, I still haven’t met MJK, but ever since what happened to my mom, I’ve felt more connected to him than even when I first heard his heavenly voice as a young struggling girl. I’d give anything to have one of these bottles (even though I do not drink). I would open it on the day of her funeral… ashes to wine, wine to ashes, dust to dust.

[@451dskots88]

Brother, I've been dreading that what you're feeling all of my life. I'm 46 and I'm so lucky that my mom is still here... I am so grateful. I've never met you but I Love you and wish the best for you always... Shine on forever.

[@Divergent333]

❤

[@cnseref1328]

10,000 days hits hard everytime! Shake your fists at the gates, saying "I have come home now Fetch me the spirit, the son, and the father Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended It's time now, my time now Give me my, give me my wings"

[@Goywaffles]

I was gonna say it but thank!

[@MikaelDegore]

What he did for Judith is the most respectful, dignified thing a son could do.....Maynard, i respected you already, but this....all us sons with sick mothers totally get it....respect

[@jaylove2322]

I lost my mom in 2012. She was an amazing mother, grandmother and nurse. She spent her life as I do caring for other people. Nurses week and Mother’s Day fall in the same week. This past week I took home a nursing excellence award. I dedicate everything that I do professionally to my mother. I hope that she is proud of me. I miss her so.

[@le_th_]

Heartbreaking how he stands there, twisting back and forth like a child trying to sooth himself

[@RavenQ5]

I feel your pain. I lost my mom in 2009. I love that she can travel now…..this was amazing for Mother’s Day. Love to all who are hurting today.

[@The_Superpack]

That woman has helped make some of the best music ever made.

[@OliverCrooks]

The way he rocks back and forth at the end like a sad uncomfortable child shows so much. #respect

[@toolrammsteindeftones]

"Wings for Marie" what a lovely song I her memory.

[@lennablake544]

Watching this on mothers day and can't help but have a lump in my throat for Maynard ❤ Happy mothers day Judith, you raised a wonderful and talented man.

[@SubSonicDistortion]

I never knew this, how heartbreaking! My prayers go out to you Maynard! Your Mom now travels the world!

[@frag9090]

An artist as always Maynard, an alchemist, kabbalist lets beauty shine in the middle of his sadness. I missed my mother few years ago and likewise I pray for all the mothers missed, all them become one caring for us.

[@pvtstash3139]

Even if I never knew Maynard from his musical work, I would feel his pain as a fellow man, regardless of the fan aspect (he's a brilliant musician and lyricist). My mom passed from cancer almost 30 yrs ago and I never forget her. I'm glad he has the opportunity to pass forward her legacy in an art form that he loves.

[@Ms.GreenJeans]

Maynard looks so much like his beautiful mother. Amazing to see a vulnerability that he "bottles up." Blood into wine is a great documentary and I can't recommend it enough.

[@MigitAs]

As a man this hits incredibly hard. Glad my mom is still around.

[@robbydunn2772]

It’s hard to express the loss of your mother. I never felt so alone in my life.

[@Retcon__]

My best friend is permenantly hospitalized with a similar condition. This is a beautiful homage.

[@basfight7553]

She got her wings! Respect Maynard, respect.

[@seward9]

My mom stayed paralyzed during 3 years because of illness, she died last year, and during her illness I was so angry, frustrated, and powerless. I did understand how it could made Judith’s son like he is. I am a big fan of his art, and I did get why I can empathize with the pain and rage and his voice, now. It is so important to do something to feel better. That made sense for me.

[@chrisk8185]

Good hearted man,, there is no Love greater than the Love of a Mother and the Love for a Mother,❤️

[@OlahJozsefBotond]

I'd just give a hug and shake his hand... he's not just a great artist, but a very sensitive human! A true inspiration for me.

[@zoider50]

I'm so sorry Maynard, 😞 you did a beautiful thing for your beloved mother. God bless my friend.

[@Parrish_Muhoberac]

That is the most naturally, heartfelt, thing I've ever heard Maynard SAY. Of course his songs say things so much LOUDER, but this really did bring a tear to my eye. Thank you, Maynard.

[@TechOutAdam]

That's some immense emotional control right there to hold those tears back. Watching this made me tear up as it is.

[@grahamnash7631]

I lost my mum Christmas last year . Was listening to wings for marie part 2 on the way to work and burst into tears . Had to calm myself down before i got to the building site. Beautiful tribute, nothing but respect and empathy for Maynard

[@nurdwin9111]

Ingenious way to respect and edify Mr. Keenan's mother. I am sobbing from the sheer beauty of the intent.

[@ChrisPuckett]

Cheers Judith ❤ My mom was from NE Ohio and was also in bad shape with dementia on for several years and passed in 2021. These woman light the world on fire and they may not even know it. thank you Mom, thank you Judith.

[@jayce8001]

I love this man for all the things he has shown and shared with us. Him and all of Tool have saved my life a few times over the years with their music.

[@christianwilliamson9752]

Thank you for sharing your stories with us Maynard

[@mikehungrige1313]

Much love to Maynard for his strength in that interview. It's a beautiful thing you're doing for her. In a way, allowing her to travel... You've given her another set of wings 😢

[@0357jerrylee]

I've never seen Maynard so vulnerable. What an amazing tribute organically and spiritually.

[@ZenZill]

Maynard James Keenan is such an important person in this world. I love music and I love wine, and I love this world we live on.

[@Ismael-yy2jw]

Fetch me the spirit, the son and the father, tell them their pillar of faith has ascended. Give me my wings!

[@1cryptocaveman]

Beautiful. We love you Maynard and all you have done. She is proud of all you have accomplished

[@Jerkbeefrow]

This STRIKES me right in my HEART with great precision,! May she R.I.P

[@Mandrax1138]

It really choked me up to watch this. It was so moving! I also lost my mother in 2019 and it devastated me and my sister. What a beautiful thing it is that he created as a dedication to his mother. I'm sure that she is so very proud of Maynard. Hugs

[@Mike-o4s8s]

… Man, my heart really goes out to this man, and his entire family as well as all of the loved ones that have been affected by her being struck down far too young with such a debilitating infliction, and having to face such hardships and suffering as a family… What a truly incredible way to honor his mother, and keep her out in front and ahead of any success he has worked for and achieved.. It’s very rare to find this kind of altruistic love and never ending devotion, support, and resolve… If anything, he should be highly respected as a son, a man, and a person who has had to cope with such a tragic loss.. My condolences my brother..

[@jose060703]

In two weeks, 1 year will be since the passing of my mum and I miss her so much. It is so moving to see something like that. I cannot Imagine how special it would feel to be with my mum every time I open a bottle of her wine. What an artist.

[@arishojaiee6483]

Beautiful soul. Hit to the core when he said “ I’m a little numb at the moment ”. Know that feeling all too well, when it gets too heavy.

[@dsumms488]

I'm sure she was an amazing lady. She created a amazing son ! Thanks for your music brother it's helped me through alot personally

[@marv.mon.9845]

Brother your Mother endured so much and the ashes at the vineyard I think was just awesome and beautiful.

[@CC_Babblecock]

I’m loving this side of MJK we’re seeing more of lately in interviews or snippets like this. This man has been wise beyond his years for all of his years, when he speaks, you listen, bc you want to. What a lovely way to reincarnate & remember his mother, she’s all around him forever now, like a big hug she couldn’t give him before.

[@tommyb8374]

Thank you for sharing this with us, coming from such a private person shows how much she meant. May she rest in peace

[@milohasagun]

Almost thought wins for marie was about to start playing at 1:20. I am so grateful that Judith brought maynard into this world

[@randalbladel2817]

Sorry for your loss, and the suffering of your mother. Lost both my folks as well now, which I guess is to be expected as we age ourselves. I’m a friend of your father, and was with him in Finland recently. Good to see him in the video, and now I have to remember to give him a call. I hope you know he’s so proud of you.

Maynard, you’re a great soul. Multi-faceted….Bless you and Judith is always with you I’m sure🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️

[@Willow115.34]

Some pains never leave you. I'm glad he was honest about the numbness and intensity of this. Very beautiful dedication.

[@electraglideclyde]

Oh wow, my dad was born 11/22/43. Stay strong brother.

[@cc4637]

My dad is in a similar situation. He calls the day of his stroke the day he died. It's heart wrenching. Every time I listen to 10,000 days, I cry. Life is fucking cruel. This is a beautiful tribute. I hope I can find a way to get a bottle in Utah!

[@spunduckywubu]

Jesus, Maynard could sell us anything. Beautiful story. I wish I could afford a bottle. Hell, at this point, I wish I could even afford to see your shows or even buy your album.

[@mattnuke6692]

Congratulations on your success with all that you do. I appreciate your talents. I know the pain of watching your parents struggle and fall apart. This gave me the feels. Thank you!

[@ThePauseMenuVlog]

Happy Mother's day Maynard. I hope you heal in ways you need.

[@calebjohnson8718]

Thank you Maynard for always sharing with us your most personal moments and creatively expressing those emotions in ways we are able to use in our own lives to guide us through. You guide more of us through our own trials and tribulations than you will ever know🙏🏼

[@chriswilson6032]

Both my parents have passed. You are doing an amazing job! Love it!

[@ARCollaborativesCoaching]

Proof, that silence can SAY SO MUCH.

[@marmarsmandalas]

10,000 Days is my favorite TOOL album and Wings shatters me every single time I listen. This man’s lyrics have gotten through and taught me like no one else’s have. Thank you Maynard❤

[@user-wh5mz9uk2znursenicky]

Maynard, you truly are a special man!! Lots of love goes out to you! My Mom left me 5 yrs ago, and losing her was my biggest fear in life! My entire 50 years on the planet up until that moment was liveable because she was in it......I fell apart!!

[@bajovato]

The more interviews I see of Maynard, the more I love the guy. So much to admire about him.♥️ May Judith rest in peace🙏🏼

[@diamondjoe100]

Loosing ones mother is like loosing a part of ones soul. RIP to all the great mothers out there that have passed on ❤

[@tiffanywilliams9304]

Your song Judith hits me hard. My mom died last summer from a spinal abscess in her cervical collar. She was left with quadriplegia. Something about paralyzation hits especially hard. You did an amazing thing honoring your mother. Be proud of yourself!

[@lorenzomaldonado9204]

Love being part of the Caduceus wine club and getting the chance to be a part of something that's more than just music.

[@nelliesilvers1210]

Maynard's ache tugs at my heartstrings. Such a humble guy. Makes me feel ashamed and guilty. I've always had a best friend kind of relationship with my mum but, at the same time, we both have our demons. She was SEVERELY abused as a little kid and through her teens in every way a person can be by her mum and step-dad and has never dealt with it so still suffers and prescribed drugs turned her into Jekyll and Hyde. Hugging me one minute then punching me, telling me she hates me etc the next. It still haunts her and causes her to have nightmares. My demon is heroin. I have severe mental and physical abuse in my past (a lot worse than mum EVER did to me), turned to drinking and drugs at 11 then discovered heroin over 20 years ago and still haven't been able to let go. We're best friends but argue a fair bit. Hubby and I offered her to move in years ago as wasn't safe where she was living. She moved closer to us but still in a bad place that's nicknamed "Methandurah" (Mandurah, Western Australia) coz of meth use there and due to circumstances, she's finally moving in with us. I feel bad because I love my alone time when hubby's away on truck runs and worry with no buffer, we'll get underfoot of each other and argue. She has her own guest area at least. We can step away from each other and cool off if needed. This makes me feel like a VERY shitty and selfish person for not being fully sure of wanting her living here. Knowing she'll be safe without people trying to break in as she lies in bed makes it a great thing but I'm not sure we can be around each other for long. I love Maynard's loyalty and it kind of puts things in perspective a little better. He's always helped my dark thoughts through his lyrics but seeing him vulnerable is really humbling.

[@billpimentel-vm6cu]

The love for a great mom is immeasurable ❤️

[@BillSpecht]

Feel ya dude. Lost my mom judy when I was a young man. Your emotions bring a tear to my eye. Judith always hit me hard but today I feel she is in a better place.

[@pullyourluck]

And yet another reason to just love all things of maynard. man, we are fucking lucky to be alive to witness the beauty. and fathom the power!

[@nickthelick]

Heartbreaking to hear... I think she'd be more than proud of her son James' achievements... I first saw Tool back in 1997 at the London Astoria (rip) for the Ænema tour. When I was just 18 years old. The very same gig where Maynard wrestled that fan/stage invader to the ground! You'll find it on KZbin no problem, it's a famous clip. I'm happy to say that I was there! In fact, I was pretty much almost right next to the person filming it! =o)

[@jonathanschadenfreude9603]

he such an awesome guy for this. Never known what a mother who loves is like, obviously its something every kid should get but sadly alot of us dont.

[@kadecooke9963]

Thanks to his mother, we get to experience his magnificent musical talent.

[@ff9787]

Maynard... ❤😢 Such a beautiful soul 💖

[@mattthomen1608]

Thanks for sharing the story. We all have been through things that are emotional and heart felt. Maynard is a wonderful man for giving back the love and sharing the tragedy.

[@LAVISHING]

Giving a wine 🍷 named after your Mother is a great thing. Never knew of much about Maynard’s personal life and now I have more of a connection to how he could come up with some lyrics in the earlier days of Tool with his personal situation. I’m happy that as he said the wine will be going places and that his mom will be able to be around the world with this wine. Grief can take tole on people, I can understand that part of it.

[@AussieStandsWithRussia]

Mad respect. I grew up watching Maynard smash the boundaries and lyrics. His emotion and abilities changed music. So good to see him healthy and using his efforts and rewards to give back and show respect to his parents.

[@stormcorrosion176]

Blah blah

[@AussieStandsWithRussia]

@@stormcorrosion176 must be lonely not being able to accept yourself

[@kmduarte2005]

I remember seeing this in his documentary, Blood into Wine, which is really interesting. Such a beautiful way to honor his mom’s memory. ✨💖✨

[@darkySp]

It's not often that you see this sincere side of MJK. Most of his interviews, on-camera moments and stage interactions are sarcastic, nonchalant and such. But he's nevertheless a pretty fascinating guy who I'd love to have a talk with about anything over a case of beer or a bottle of his wine. He takes his privacy very seriously and he's a lot more than he lets on with the sarcasm. It only makes you more interested to get to know the guy, because I bet he has a lot of great stories and genuine advice to give on many things. And he's really paying respect to his mother with what he has done with his music and his vineyard, to the best of his abilities.

[@ayanagasaki]

R.I.P. Dear Judith

[@LaSalleFranklin-zw1hc]

Love you Maynard. I discovered TOOL during a very trialsome in my life and I haven't stopped jamming since. Very touching. 🖤🖤🖤🤘

[@albitcapinigro1107]

Woah, I didn't expect that. Heartbreaking, and inspiring. Bless you James.

[@doctordoom7103]

What a great tribute to your Mother. I pass your vineyard everyday on my way to work in cottonwood. What a great asset you have become to the verde valley with your businesses and jobs.. Judith would be proud of you

[@IntooleranceRieg]

I love Maynard. Such a cute human being but full of émotions of all sort. His art radiate and help

[@sushantkayastha439]

Can Resonates with you ..They say men don't cry that's not true.. Everyone gets emotional and hides their pain when it comes to mom and dad ..When my mom died I constantly listened Judith from A perfect circle..Thats song hits me hard man..Love you Maynard and love you mom❤

[@mesinamanzoricardo4157]

Hard guy in his music, lyrics and the way he sings, but in the deep, he is a very sensitive man. Love hes musical projects . Big Maynard.

[@tjb2007]

That’s wild my moms name was Judy Marie. ❤. Very heartfelt video.

[@nunni6477]

The man is amazing at everything he does and it astounds me every time.

[@insulani]

What a great way of honouring your mother. ❤

[@anthonytompkins3205]

I just lost my mother may 3rd, perfect mother. ❤