McJibbin Reacts Ren - Hi Ren

[@ArthurOfThePond]

I truly believe people going off on tangents about their own mental health is what Ren would want

[@patrickfielder6069]

This is first time I have thought the need to comment. As someone who has worked within the world of addiction, mental health and homelessness and subsequent criminality that can go hand in hand with that world for a long time, your response to Ren's fantastic video is just beautiful. You should be proud of your reaction and opening up as you did. You spoke from the heart as Ren's Hi Ren spoke from his heart. His original video breaks the mould for music videos, as your response did for response videos.

[@claregale9011]

I second that , the more men open up and talk the better .

[@Nomadictattooing]

completely agree. I needed to comment as well. @mcjibbin thanks for opening up to us. Appreciate you

[@cape2cairo]

I agree and have subscribed as a consequence - the net is full of fakery and staged responses - honesty and openess is the much braver, sadly rarer but ultimately more human response.and we need more of it. Thanks

[@teardrop-in-a-fishbowl]

​@@claregale9011 Right?! We, men, have to be "strong" in every situation, but at some point we break down and we often react "silly" and some violently. Being open to what's happening in and to us,without the fear being "misunderstood" or "exposed", is as important than being the shoulder to lean on. I suffered similar illnesses and still do (since over 30 years a chronic pain patient) as Ren, not an artist though, and I did have only a few, very few, people to talk too. And "things" can go worse if we don't open up OR don't have people to talk to. Men are carer and killer and mental health plays a significant role here. "Barriers" & "Carriers" are defining the outcome of mental struggles , you can become suicidal and even dangerous or you get on your feet again. (I don't even know if I expressed myself in the right way,in a language I still learn. If not, then sorry for this!) Greetings from Germany

[@andygaunt4066]

I have seen quite a few of your videos, but haven't yet subscribed! I think based on what you have said at the end there, you have done extremely well, to get where you have! I am 48 and have been battling Mental Health for 20 years! I have attempted suicide and obviously didn't succeed! I am currently getting therapy and Ren and the general outpouring from his video has helped me. Please don't stop talking about these type of issues, as it helps you and others. Much love ❤️

[@ericstorr9880]

Ren gives us permission to be vulnerable and human. There is no way of winning only to participate at our own level. 🕊️

[@TheSeanLiddle]

I appreciate the raw honesty here, never apologize for talking about your mental health brother

[@sammyd8860]

Dark is ok, we gotta go there before we can swing back into the light. What Ren's music reminds us is that we need to make peace with ourselves

[@melscienerf5977]

I possibly should have sent you in warned, but to be honest even with that warning I don't think you'd have been any less shook. Your tangent was perfect, you spoke honestly and openly in the way Ren did in his music. That this is where your mind was taken by this song, makes it important. Watching you mesmerised by the video, I kept waiting for a pause but saw that you weren't going to because of where it was taking you. Anyway. Thanks for reacting to this, it was definitely worth it and I'm so glad you posted it 😉 xx

[@TofferJ-UK]

Mel, I was mesmerised by Connor, I’ve never seen him so still, quiet and deeply engaged. A forewarning wouldn’t have changed his reaction and response. Look how freeing the experience was for him ❤️👍

[@melscienerf5977]

@@TofferJ-UK I kind of hoped it would be and I'm so glad it was, its so good to be able to talk openly like that ☺️

[@cliffcrabtree4359]

Thanks for the reaction. Thanks for your honesty. ❤

[@ellesee7079]

I've seen a few reactions to this song, but knowing some of your struggles, I was watching you. There was a point when you looked like you had found someone who actually understood you and how you feel. Thanks for sharing Connor. This was Rens way of sharing. He was scared too, but is so glad he did now.

[@elevown]

Thanks for the reaction- and you got your response and thoughts out just fine mate!

[@nigelstuart756]

Wow! What did I just watch? Someone sharing such a personal and informative journey of their mental health struggles. Many of us can empathise with all that was said and get great comfort from it. Bless you. ❤ Ren did a great job of sharing his issues too. 😊

[@markwinstanley9901]

This is a stunning piece of... music/art/theater... Your reaction was honest and open, and that's all that matters. I agree that we all have mental health issues. The world is broken and at war with itself, and we can become casualties.... I'm 54... I never thought I'd make it to 30... I stood on the edge a few times... I never jumped off, so to speak, but it sure has been tempting on occasion. I'm glad I didn't ... From a very young age, as men, boys, whatever, we're told that everything bad that has ever happened is our fault.. and when we get out into the world, for me at least, that always sits in the back of my head... the fight Ren displays so perfectly here, plays out, day after day... I self medicated for years... a functioning addict I suppose in some people's mind, but not really much different than pharmaceutical numbness. I smoked weed to settle, to function, to make being around people more comfortable and acceptable, to make sleep possible etc etc It certainly is a strange dance. I had to stop smoking it when I was around 42, because I had a job where testing was implemented and responsibilities require an income... It was somewhat scary to step out from under the shelter.... but surprisingly I coped much better than I thought I would.... Anyway... this song sparks so many thoughts it's almost impossible to remain coherent, because of the rabbit trails it triggers in the mind...

[@StephMcAlea]

Love you, mate. Keep dancing. X

[@paleasaghost1]

Don't worry about the rambling, Conner. Ren has that effect on people. Yeah, this song hits people on a personal level. Continue being a good human.

[@astronowolf]

Long time subscriber, first time commenter. I fell down the Ren Rabbit hole a number of days ago. I had a similar reaction to Hi Ren as you did. It's amazing that you were inspired by Ren's vulnerability in the song, to share with us your own journey. Thank you! Please do continue to look into more of Ren's work and videos on his channel; he's had such a journey in life himself and its reflected in his music. He's amazingly talented, and I can see why people are going wild about it.

[@maxmoore9955]

Connor I'm so glad your reacting to Ren ,I always enjoy your opinion of Britain especially your interest in British history. This is present day music history of Britain, he's from Brighton, I'd recommend Ren & Chinchilla performing CHALK OUTLINE. Next .Brilliant.

[@reviewandreactionvideoswit7200]

You are an inspiration young man. You probably just helped someone who is looking at the bartenders closet , so keep your true self going.

[@juliem660]

YES! No telling how many folks have been... & will be helped by this.

[@lynette.]

You tell your story your way. He has helped so many to open up.

[@Lottaquizzes]

A really powerful song, and a touching reaction.

[@MissMaria1969]

Thank you ❤❤❤

[@MikeyPea72]

Connor, your reaction to Ren's art says it all, you were mesmerised and did not move a muscle for 9 minutes, then you embark on a very brave and personal disclosure of your experience of your mental health issues. I think that if you play this video back you will feel very proud of what you said and the way that you expressed your personal torment. I would also comment that what you described as pressure you put on yourself is triggered by our perception of what society expects of us in order to "conform", through advertising for example. The effect that this video has had on you mirrors the experience of thousands of others who have followed Ren's example and felt able to speak of their mental health experiences. The biggest benefit of all this is that I truly believe that thousands now feel that they are not alone anymore with their suffering. "We" are always here for you. Thank you for your honesty.

[@JensRandolff]

I appreciate your honest and heartfelt reaction, and your courage to share some of your own struggles. “Hi Ren" is the song that put Ren on everyone's radar since December; it went viral and has garnered more than 6 million views since its debut, but he has been creating great music for more than ten years. Ren’s music videos are generally recorded live, often in a single take, although not necessarily the first take, and from various camera angles. His release, "Sick Boi," is almost another chapter to "Hi Ren." Many of Ren’s songs resonate with people because he addresses struggles that many others face every day. Ren plays multiple instruments (acoustic, electric, and bass guitar, piano, drums), has impressive vocals, is an excellent storyteller, and is quite the philosopher and poet. He is considered by many a modern bard; he calls his music “bardcore.” Ren’s earliest recordings on KZbin are from his time in a band called “Trick The Fox,” consisting of Ren and his buddies Charlie and Tommy. Unfortunately, the band performed only briefly due to Ren’s onset of health issues. They are very talented. A fun clip to watch is “The Mash Up.” Ren’s trilogy "The Tale of Jenny/Screech/Violet" has been likened to a Shakespearean tragedy and is a prime example of his genius; it is a master’s class in storytelling. The three acts are haunting, and the conclusion will catch you off guard. The trilogy needs to be watched in the order given, as this is the flow of the storyline and is best watched as a whole rather than piecemeal. Ren’s collaborations with Chinchilla (“Chalk Outlines,” “How to Be Me,” “Sexual Healing,” “One Dance/Drunk in Love”) are beautiful and showcase his singing voice. His live music videos are especially impressive. Ren's personal reflections are threaded through many of his songs; "Insomnia," "Depression," “Diazepam," “Penitence,” “Dear God,” “Heretic,” “Dominos,” his "Freckled Angels" album, just to name a few, all deserve a listen. His song "Money Game" (Part I & II) is another recommendation, although it is less of a personal song than it is an indictment of greed and the resulting injustices in this world. Ren’s Hip Hop/Rap style songs are all worth checking out if you enjoy this genre; they are pretty amazing. Check out “The Hunger,” “Genesis,” “What You Want,” “Losing it (FISHER rap retake),” “Right here, right now (Fatboy Slim one shot retake),” "Life is Funny," “Love Music (Parts 1, 2, and 3),” “Crucify Your Culture,” “Power,” and his latest release, “Bittersweet symphony (The Verve retake).” As I recently discovered, Ren also recorded a cover of “Can't Help Falling In Love (Elvis Cover),” that is simply beautiful. Then there are his performances with Sam Tompkins (“Blind Eyed,” “Earned it /Mans World / Falling,” “Walking on the moon/No Diggity”), Eden Nash (“Humble,” “Ocean”), Bibi (“Crutch,” “Ahiahiaoha”), Molly McKinna (“Penitence”), his former bandmate, Romain Axisa (“French Song”), which are all great. Ren's performances as a member of the band "The Big Push" (which unfortunately broke up), their busking (street performances), concerts, and their live recordings, are awesome and well worth checking out. Ren's covers of "I Shot the Sheriff," "Wade in the Water," "An Englishman in New York," “Bongo Bong,” “War Pigs,” the songs "Oh My Woman," “Swan Song,” “Sweet Little Lady," "It's Alright," "Watch Out," “Dignity,” and so many others are equally impressive. In anticipation of his stay in Canada for more treatments, Ren prepared some music ahead of time to be released over the next six months that he expects to be gone. He released “Sick Boi” and “Bittersweet Symphony (The Verve retake),” which is another masterful work.

[@henry1294]

You barely blinked an eye....great reaction !!! Ren is just awesome!!

[@ciscomoto]

Your reaction was like watching a raw nerve being exposed. Ren is a special talent with his music, and he has found an audience, but probably more important has shown people suffering in the same way that he did find a way to deal with it...and maybe they can too? But your own journey has obviously left you with scars, and it is a brave man who is prepared to reveal their own struggles so openly. Be well, stay safe and thank you for that genuine and heartfelt reaction.

[@PUNKinDRUBLIC72]

A great "rabbit hole" you've discovered,Ren is so original. Even doing his Beasties tribute! Good reaction McJ! ( I have to say, respect for not pausing.)

[@timglennon6814]

If you listen to REN’s song Sick Boi, you might think do you need these therapists, and these drugs that they like to pump you up with. Great reaction Conner.

[@alexandermcgill7250]

Truth ..the video is just truth, just like your experience and the words you share, it will set you free and just like REN sharing that experience might set someone else free too.

[@dennisvernonhaydock]

I believe none of us need to apologize for being genuine. I've watched many reactions to this video because so many people share their own journeys in the very genuine way you're doing. I have my own history of severe anxiety. panic, and depression. I find my way through it because of the lessons I've learned. I wish I could bottle those lessons up and give them away to everyone who faces challenges. This is the closest thing to someone bottling up those lessons and handing them out I've ever seen. This guy has caused a lot of honesty, compassion, and a lot of self-reflection. Sharing all of this is therapeutic. Ren has an incredible backstory of struggles but real persistence. How he's able to do what he does baffles and amazes me. He's an inspiration. So are you, Connor. Thanks for sharing.

[@JoesTheBestInTheWorl]

Hi Connor, Ren's exposure of his vulnerability brings out a solidarity in all of us who suffer from mind games. Showing your own vulnerability in your reaction seems to have prompted me to do the same, as you mention me in all but name (40 something married with children when I first started to suffer). I was previously carefree and I am again, though I still have depression and anxiety, but for years in between I was told I had to dance the dance. Health services attatched labels and treatments, people I told about my situation would never ever mention it again, yet I'm sure that they would say you should talk to someone when you are feeling suicidal, just not them, I also isolated myself. I would try to rationalise the irrational and chased my thoughts for years, my carefree self seemingly gone missing. The accusation that I was doing it to myself and my acceptance of that made it exponentially worse. Like you starting your youtube channel and exposing yourself to the world when it would have been easier to curl up in a ball, I too exposed myself to the world, quite literally. I became a life model at a local education centre at a time when I had trouble opening the front door. The experience of travelling to and from the centre was traumatic. Getting public transport for the first time in 20 years, walking across a busy town centre and intoducing myself to total strangers was the stuff of nightmares and scared the shit out of me, but the job itself was relatively carefree. The juxtaposition of the two was, like your epiphany, quite revealing to me. My carefree self had never left me I had left it by engaging in the dance, by accepting the analogy hook line and sinker. I look back now and see it as an assault course with health professionals throwing in live ammunition, that I was expected to negotiate, before I could find peace of mind, but it was never ending. Now I see depression and anxiety as separate from my identity, as something akin to any other physical ailment i may suffer from, and I let my carefree self be me. It doesn't mean I suffer any less from it, but it sure feels like it now that I have stopped torturing and blaming myself for it. I turned that awful music off. To me the dance is now someone shooting bullets at my feet. Hi Ren has been praised for speading the universal truth of the dance and many people who are struggling will find solace in it. It brought tears in my eyes the first time I heard it for many aspects still pertain to me and my heart bled for him, I'm not knocking it. I just took a different less bumpy road, which maybe soneone else with a bad back might appreciate. Sorry for the rant, but your story brought me into it in a way I did not expect, it's not something I ever spoke of before.

[@eileentaylor1691]

its very hard to get out whats in your heart and mind,youve done that ,well so well done. ren has suffered a lot with illness that is why he can relate

[@calliecline7774]

You did awesome!!! This song has tied the narrative of my life together. It’s a powerful dagger. You’re so awesome! This song is being used to introduce us to others who understand what human means. Soft, open, connected. Thank you! We’re all a huge human family! You helped me a lot!!!

[@stranger2Utube]

Wow, this was unexpected! I only know you from reactions to videos about history, so I was already a tiny bit surprised seeing you reacting to Ren. Then you watched it almost motion- and expressionless, which was another surprise, 'cause that's a very rare reaction to this video. Little did I know that the real surprise is still ahead, music ended and BOOM, you dropped this avalanche of emotions, memories, thoughts, all of them so personal, visibly coming from the bottom of your heart! Great one, mate!!

[@markwalford-groom]

iam 56 years old my walls go up a lot so i force myself to say hello to neighbours /strangers around my flat daily the anxiety i feel when i dont get a hello is awful but i do know its their problem not mine ...love you lots take care

[@leehallam9365]

You spoke so well. There are thousands of people out here that you make a difference to, day after day.

[@kodi1969]

Thankyou for sharing your journey, it's not often that people feel strong enough to be so open on such a public forum. It says alot about how far you have travelled that you could share, well done. Great that you are learning that you have to flow with the eternal dance, learnt to be flexible and that you are able to step back every now and again. From a very young age I have suffered from social anxiety, from the age of about six, when people called for me I used to rush downstairs to tell my mum I wasn't going out and didn't want to see anyone. Peace for me was locking myself in the cellar under our house and sit on the bottom step...I would spend countless hours enjoying the peace of not having to interact with anyone....I still suffer from social anxiety, but realise that is my problem, weirdly because of this anxiety for many years I managed bars and music venues...I think because the bar acted as a barrier between me and all the people socialising...and almost like a stage I could "pretend to be really social" with a physical barrier for protection....I still feel very awkward in social situations without that barrier, and really can't make "small talk" but I am more relaxed about who I am.

[@jw1289]

Inadvertently your reaction was very in tune with Hi Ren. Thank you.

[@Asperibra]

Great reaction and response, appreciate the heartfelt openness and vulnerability. Ren is a phenomenal talent, literally can do it all, and you might appreciate listening to Chalk Outlines (live) and Sick Boi - in similar vein as this. His entire catalogue is a blast though

[@Ayns.L14A]

This was a fantastic reaction Connor you should do more when you get the chance.There are at least a million people out there ("RENegades") who love what he does and he loves to support reactors who react to his stuff, there is a very open interview with him about his life on Knox Hills channel well worth watching just for your own entertainment REN is a an exceptional Person.

[@roystevenson9632]

Awesome reaction, kudos for keeping it real. Everything about this masterpiece is outstanding, even the lighting casting two shadows! This should be part of every high school curriculum.

[@davidarmes747]

I used to have attacks just having to answer the phone. For me it all boiled down to the fact I didn't like who I was at the time. I'm good now!!

[@MrJobo1212]

how many people have watched that closet clip and thought the same as you makes me wonder how many people it saved love your reactions ;)

[@Mark_Bickerton]

I'm nearly 60, I'm single and have no dependents. I've struggled with 2 things in my life. One, to find meaning in life, a raison d'etre I've always felt directionless, never knowing which way to turn, not in a fearful way, but just, which way should I go? secondly, care for myself, I've never really cared what happened to me. The only exception is that following the death of my father 15 years ago, I don't want my mother to go through losing me too, so I have to hang on for her sake and whenever I question what keeps me going... that is all I can come up with. Time is running out though, when the relationship I thought/hoped was the one that I had been waiting for all my life, turn to sand about 10 years ago... I really gave up, I didn't realise it at the time, only now on reflection do I see that is what happened. I have not looked after myself physically and I'm showing the signs of abuse. My health has really suffered and I'm no longer sure I can outlive my mother. I fear I've left it too late to turn my life around, even if I knew how to!...what a waste of life!

[@alexandrarato743]

I hear you, Connor.

[@ChrisLawton66]

Thank you for being so authentic. Liked and subscribed.

[@TofferJ-UK]

So glad you saw this, perhaps watch Chalk Outlines, RenXChinchilla (Live) next Connor ?

[@joescarecrow]

Long time watcher but don't often comment. Had seen Hi Ren and a few reactions to it and when i saw you were watching it i thought you'd get something out of it so clicked straight away. Mate, what you said afterwards was so relatable! Especially the giving up and just cutting everyone off, but, like you said we all have slightly different struggles. I get that thing where sometimes too many messages or things in one go can just make me turn my phone off too. It is a way of coping when overwhelmed that is my go to. Same with going to the store and worrying about bumping into people and so much more. Anyway, really glad you reacted to it and loved that you didn't pause because it looked like you were relating. Was great you opened up (it was fine btw and all made sense) and so glad you started your channel and carried on with it! Keep going man!

[@Steve-gc5nt]

The modern age is overwhelming. It creates so much anxiety and fear. I've stepped away from 95% of news and all sorts of media. They swamp us with it and it can be so hard to deal with. It's no wonder there are so many suffering mental difficulties. And on another note, Connor, you are a great guy. Everybody here cares about you. You are one on KZbin that I look for daily. Love you mate 😊

[@srogers500]

It was good rant, my man. I had a bit of an existential crisis when I saw this video too. Ren grabs you by the heart and pulls you along for a ride. It's a lot to think about.

[@mothermaclean]

I'm addicted to him his a genius you should react to more of his

[@autisticberserker1807]

I really enjoyed your reaction. Thank you for being open and honest. I have seen several reactions to Hi Ren but few were as relatable. When you said "If you are 46 with a wife and kids..." I almost cried as I am 49 with a wife and two neuro divergent kids, the oldest one being non-verbal autistic. I can't just "give up". Being a pda autistic and adhd human myself, I have my challenges but fortunately lack of self confidence is not one of them so no worries on my account in that regard. It still hit close to home and I empathize with those that are on the opposite end of that particular spectrum. One thing that stood out to me was something you danced on the edge of that I had not seen anyone else talk about either. You were so close to talking about what Sigmund Freud called the Super Ego. When speaking of the sub-conscious, Freud broke it down into three parts. The "ID" "Ego" and the "Super Ego" He considered the ID to be your basic instinct with the Ego being the cognitive reasoning part (a good thing). There is some conflict between the two and it gets even more complicated when your ID is at odds with itself as in my case. There is some cross over between my autism and my adhd but some conflict as well. For instance, the autistic in me really loves structure and routine but the adhd in me hates it. That's the "Smeagal" in me. Not perfect but 100% me. If somehow I was born on an island alone and raised myself, that would be me. The real problems occur when the Super Ego gets involved. The Super Ego is everything else. The Super Ego part of your sub conscious is all of the input you have received since birth from your father, mother, brother, sister, aunts, uncles, grandparents, cousins, friends, teachers, television, music and tons more including the big one, Religion. When the Super Ego overpowers the true you (ID + Ego), there are problems way beyond and far more detrimental than inner natural conflicts. The Super Ego (socially constructed subconscious) is where suicidal and perhaps all self deprecating thoughts stem from. I can't just give up but I can and should give up worrying about all things Super Ego. I am like you, in that, suicidal thoughts have not been a constant companion but when it did seep in, I was pissed. Pissed at The System that put those thoughts there. Pissed at capitalism and the patriarchy and Christian hegemony but NOT pissed at myself.

[@ianhislop6782]

We are not alone, Ren stands beside us today. Thank you for your honest and sincere reaction.

[@lanmandragoran8337]

Look, I'm not going to sit here and act like you're the MOST entertaining "content creators" ever, but you are above average. I will say, you're one of the most likeable "content creators" I've run into. Someone I always think "this guy would be a fantastic friend to take to a pub and have a quiet drink and a laugh with". It might not end in the most memorable night ever, but the chances of it not ending well? Very low. Just a good dude. Does that make sense? I appreciate what you're doing and am happy you're getting some traction. Hope you have a good one.

[@nicola1175]

Ren and chinchilla chalk outlines touches on what your saying 👏

[@mrsmith6763]

Well done for taking the Ren Musika risk. Typing this whilst the "song" has only just begun. But glad you found him. ✌️🎵🔥💯🇬🇧🙏🎯

[@Windowswatcher]

REN’s work speaks from the heart on many levels and you responded from the heart. Strange that the noose spoke to you…REN mentions one, too. When the noose is loosened the hope is there…paraphrasing it. Thank you for opening up, a brave thing to do. We’ll probably never speak because I can’t understand the account you use….haha. (That’s what comes of being an old codger. )

[@ela83a]

I think this is best video of yours I've seen. And one of the top reactions of the many 'Hi Ren' reactions I've seen. I can really relate to what you said.

[@shirleycarter2231]

Great reaction....... And this vid has been cathartic for you, it was for me too and nearly everyone who experiences this vid ❤ the message is a universal one❤ listen to chalk outlines, by Ren and chinchilla, he talks about medication and that ‘noose.....’

[@gregordenholm1499]

I very rarely comment but I really appreciate your choice of reactions. Always enjoy your chat man

[@JensRandolff]

Here is some information on Ren's story, in case you didn't already know. I gathered it from old newspaper interviews, articles, and Ren's livestreams and posts where he discussed his condition. Ren Eryn Gill is a British musician/independent artist; born in Wales on March 29, 1990, or ‘91 (depending on which source you cite), he grew up in Brighton. Ren pursued a career in music from an early age. In 2009, while studying music performance at Bath Spa University, he began to experience health issues and was struggling to attend his lectures. In 2010, he was signed by Sony Records and was working on an album when his health deteriorated to the point where he was unable to continue and subsequently dropped by Sony. Ren's illness often kept him in bed for up to 23 hours daily. Ren was initially misdiagnosed with depression, bipolar disorder, and chronic fatigue syndrome, which led him to experience psychosis. It would take seven years before a doctor in Belgium finally correctly diagnosed Ren with autoimmunity, Lyme disease, and resulting damage to the brain, organs, joints, and PTSD. Ren eventually underwent stem cell therapy in the United States, which improved his health, but it has not been a cure. Ren is currently in Canada for more treatments, including surgeries, and will have to be there for at least six months (Summer of 2023). Ren’s Canadian doctor discovered that Ren also developed a condition called Mast Cell Activation Disorder, which has affected the myelin sheath in his brain, his thyroid, adrenals, as well as his bones/joints. Ren stated: "It's a lot to wrap my head around having to be away from friends, family, and a successful career, and almost feels like a total juxtaposition to the fact that my music is blowing up right now and spreading to all corners of the world, but that's life, we take the good with the bad." Ren’s recent wisdom tooth removal went well, but he is currently battling an infection following cavitation surgery, and he is not feeling well. Let's keep supporting Ren as he undergoes his treatments. Check out and subscribe to his channel, listen to some of his earlier work, like and comment on his performances, and let's lift Ren's spirits. If you are a believer, pray for him. Ren is an artist with something to say to this generation, and his work is needed in these troubling times. Here is the link to Ren’s GoFundMe page to raise money for his current treatment. www.gofundme.com/f/ren-get-better-from-lyme-disease-and-autoimmunity

[@malcombe7001]

Honesty, there's a concept I'd love to take off. I think most of us watch you for your strange style, just keep being you dude, respect.

[@nicola1175]

I did actually recommend this ages ago in your music section on discord

[@melscienerf5977]

It took a bit of pestering and convincing he wouldn't get copyright struck 😉

[@nicola1175]

@@melscienerf5977 good job Mel 👏 👍 ❤

[@nicola1175]

I don't know why he shuts down, I like the deep conversation x

[@melscienerf5977]

@@nicola1175 probably because he felt bad for talking about himself too much (to sort of quote his words). I told him this music tends to bring things out of people and I'm glad he managed to talk about his struggles in reaction to it. It was definitely worth the nudging lol

[@fangirl6115]

Well done for everything you've achieved so far. You should feel really proud of yourself. 👍🇬🇧

[@dougvoltin164]

Thank you for sharing your humanity. It helps others to know they are not alone with demons. Been there myself. Your face was fascinating to observe during the video. It lacked affect till close to end end when your eyes showed relief. The wicked humor in REN’s performance was never expressed in your face. Having loosened the noose myself I wish you serenity. ; If you have time watch Vocal Coach reaction to this song. Ken Lavinge is his name.

[@calliecline7774]

So great!!’ I may risk and send you one of my songs… one day.

[@lolsaXx]

Thank you for sharing.

[@collinking4310]

Liked and subscribed. Ren opened up himself for us to relate to and I believe your reaction has done the same. You are both brave and I feel the world needs discussion to help understand and accept the struggle we all face no matter the level it hits us individually. We are all connected.. ✌❤💪

[@pallmall1991]

Great reaction man! True words! Just stay yourself! 👍🏻

[@BrianC1664]

I think most people place unrealistic expectations on themselves, I personally suffer from imposter syndrome in my work, I shouldn't, and I can always talk myself out of it (usually pretty quickly) but it always creeps back in. I think you're 100% right in saying that everybody suffers with mental health problems of some sort, and the people that claim not to are delusional (so they do too). It's so hard to articulate such intangible and often illogical things, but you did a great job here.

[@jamesmccallum209]

Just keep the the light. ! Always keep some light! And stop thinking just keep living!

[@claregale9011]

Brilliant . I think your right we do put too much pressure on ourselves especially when your young , I'm 50yrs old and don't give a shit what people think anymore I'm very comfortable in my own skin now , but I have had a lot of issues when I was younger with addiction and anxiety, nearly killed me if I'm honest but now I'm very happy and love my life and try to live it best I can .

[@DB-stuff]

I've found most people have expectations, some hate themselves for not achieving those expectations,and that's so harmful. It's much more common than you can imagine, I ruined a large part of my life because I did not get help, I've now accepted the limitations and I'm comfortable with it.

[@stephenbarr773]

Powerful, thank you for sharing such a personal story, it will find the people that need to hear your words and it will help them. I hope your revelations will help you make peace and find gratitude in your life.

[@zebraflora747]

Thank you for allowing yourself to be so raw and vulnerable. REN’s music is powerful and poignant. Not only is he immensely talented but he reaches in and touches our soul with his music. Especially those of us with mental health issues and/or chronic illness. He expresses our innermost thoughts and allows us to speak our Truth. His catalogue is deep, his styles are diverse and his impact is undeniable.

[@InconSteveHable]

#YOUARENOTALONE Everyone has these thoughts running through their heads at some time in their lives, some of us are unlucky (myself included) in that we have these thoughts everyday even multiple times everyday.. Just knowing you are not alone with these thoughts and feelings helps.

[@martinashfield8973]

Hay mate, I am 66 year old, ex addict, ex homeless, tazered by Police whilst on a self destructive rampage and locked up in mental institutes. I have survived and now work fulltime and now own my own house outright and near retirement. This journey is hard as F, people expect too much too soon it takes time. I open up and talk to people so as to try and help, hoping they will open up and this is the start of coping and I will not say healing as it's coping. You have done well to join the conversation especially for males who try to me manly and hold everything in. You have opened your heart as did Ren. Be proud of what you have said and glad you shared, be strong man and survive. All the best.

[@stoneliving240]

I've always had this automatic reaction to just stop myself from crying whenever I feel it, half the time it's unintentional, but man when you said "you will be ok soon" fuck man, there was no stopping it. I just gotta say thank you

[@andrewgr144]

Thank you for sharing. It was brave, and it allowed me to connect to you in a way that I never would have had the chance to do, otherwise. That means something to me.

[@mary.e645]

I've enjoyed watching so many of your video's McJibbin, thankyou for your personal and honest reaction. I think you are a wonderful person and enjoyed listening to you sharing about yourself. ❤🙏❤

[@Mark-qi3qc]

Thank you.

[@eZTarg8mk2]

Thanks Connor...I've experienced very similar issues and battles with pretty much everything you've described. It's frightening how isolating it becomes and it takes a lot to remind myself that it's not just me, there are other people struggling and the people i connect with and identify most (even if they've not specifically said they're struggling) are those who have been or are going through the same kinds of things.

[@matthewkolp993]

I'm glad you continued to talk long after. A lot of what you said rings true to me too. Good job.

[@hilarycharman-2924]

Thank you so much for your open and honest sharing, you'll be helping so many people. You're doing great, just look at the comments you're getting :)

[@kingjagielka6]

To people who your message needs to reach, your explanation is far more cohesive than you will probably give yourself credit for. Things resonate with people differently. The Simpsons analogy makes perfect sense. There's a song for me by Sigrid and BMTH called bad life with the line "tonight I'll go to war with me because I'm my own worst enemy, and I don't wanna fight anymore". Hits melike a train every time. Had a comfortable upbringing too, mental struggles don't discriminate. The not socialising thing is so true to the point where I was living in lockdown (besides work) before we had to.

[@Ayns.L14A]

Fking hell Connor, didn't know you had reacted to REN, just happened to see this pop up , not in my notifications, I found REN back in december as he was first blowing up after watching this I did a deep dive into his music he's a fantastic artist, he has some incredibly dark, heart breaking tracks but also some amazing upbeat tracks as well, REN has been through so much , he was misdiagnosed for almost 10 years, ( he was suffering from Lymes disease) but was basically told it was all in his head, he was wrongly prescribed masses of psych meds which made his condition worse, leading to depression and psychosis he has undergone stem cell treatments, anabolic steroids and is currently in Canada receiving treatment he is improving but not out of the woods yet.

[@michelebrown4712]

I love the way you just listened !!!!!!💕

[@janephilpott6565]

This is the 4th video of yours I have seen so far (new subscriber!) I had a suspicion just watching you respond to comedy that you seem to have a nice soul and depth, this has completely confirmed it. Your words in this video are truly lovely. Bless your heart ❤ and thanks for sharing, it was really interesting and resonated. You have created a great channel - it was worth facing your anxiety about doing it!! Thank you 🙏

[@leighkamp9457]

You have a message that will help others, thanks for sharing it.

[@chrisnorman1902]

I'm lucky enough to live in Brighton where Ren lives and performs. Although I've never actually watched him perform as his music isn't my kind of thing

[@hannakall3311]

Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts ❤️

[@sketchtherapy1218]

This was very insightful in it's introspection thanks for sharing Iunderstand, I been there and it's good to hear.

[@stiks108]

Beautiful reaction

[@jamesbann3577]

Oh yes! Good stuff..

[@codadivolpe]

Nice ... well done👌

[@nicola1175]

It's good to talk

[@timglennon6814]

You should check out REN’s songs Sick Boi Chalk Outlines REN + Chinchilla. Diazepam.

[@debbiehealy1783]

Great reaction Connor.❤️

[@direnova6284]

:) good man.

[@sketchtherapy1218]

You should hear "Chalk Outlines" by Ren & Chinchilla its about the battle between over prescription & addiction. It's a Pendulum being cured is a bad goal just be ok today.

[@MrBaronCabron]

love you matey!

[@Colleen_OH]

Thank you for this reaction. You can watch Ren talking about Hi Ren on its release date here: kzbin.info/www/bejne/g2KxkmakhruSbrM&t