memoir #2 - mayroosevelt [slowed] [reverb]

art - ill woman by vasily polenov
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you are not alone.
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[@tired15]

hi guys! just a quick message from me, a lot of the comments are very sad and hard to read as many of you are dealing with problems of your own and are struggling. i saw a comment that made me want to write this, that if you are listening to this, and feeling even worse, i am here to talk. i will be here for anyone that needs to talk. i edit more sadder songs as those are the feelings i’ve been dealing with and created this channel for myself, and people liking my videos is a massive plus for me! i didn’t make these videos to cause people to feel more down, but if you do end up feeling more sad, i’m here to talk.

[@tired15]

@@edits5553 thank you sm!! i would upload my ig but i’m just a bit nervous about people i know finding my channel and then recognising me, so i’ll definitely think about it! i def wanna talk to you guys tho!

[@edits5553]

@@tired15 well mine is @tully1433 (w the Shinji pfp) if you ever wanna talk ab stuff :)

[@my_Last_braincell347]

Thank you do much we really appreciate it :') you are a wonderful person

[@tsunami8248]

So kind and considerate...a bit terrifying that so many of us are lonely...

[@Dutchman-2002]

@@tsunami8248 not terrifying, comforting. Life is pain to a degree and the only thing that will ease it if we face it together instead of forcing ourselves to do it alone.

[@RK-jm3pq]

if humanity ever got one thing right, it was music.

[@raihanali715]

You are right man....I love 6ix9ine and lil Nas x

[@wygnany2069]

Pissy pissy pissy

[@roobick_X]

@@raihanali715 yup music is music

[@RK-jm3pq]

@@wygnany2069 pissy pissy pissy

[@strange-weirdo220]

And book stories📖

[@jvubes8925]

you can hear screams in the melody. the violin is such a wonderful instrument

[@gee1011]

I know this comment was ages ago but I think this music is actually on a theremin, which is a really unusual instrument. They're not used too much, but have a beautiful sound

[@jvubes8925]

@@gee1011 hello! thank you for correcting me and i’ve never heard of that instrument before, will be looking more into it!

[@gee1011]

@@jvubes8925 No problem, hope you find some more great theremin music!

[@Val0r1_x]

The way i see it the song itself is like hopelessness and the person have given up completely,but the violin part is that last bit of hope they have shouting not to give up dies oit with one final high pitch scream

[@dakotahigh1440]

The artist (May Roosevelt) is a professional theremin player. You should check out her other work!

[@margedit]

as a writer, this song is everything.

[@margedit]

@Nobody haha I'm not. Just a writer for stories

[@thepizza2472]

Why you write @nobody it sad

[@steve-sc1vr]

My old friend would have loved this song. 🙁

[@wisemysticaltree9449]

@@steve-sc1vrhe depressed or something

[@ael3725]

@@wisemysticaltree9449smth bad probably happened to him

[@sleepy-xxan6277]

when i listen to this i feel... broken but calm

[@callboots3446]

Are you fine?

[@Oliva274]

Same…

[@sleepy-xxan6277]

@@callboots3446 no, i'm not

[@sleepy-xxan6277]

@@milesbaranyk8132 i feel by this song nostalgic so not really

[@Prodbytired]

Real💔

[@katherinesimard9089]

This music is what it feels to lose someone

[@tired15]

:(

[@DanielLopez-fs1xj]

Just lost someone went to their celebration of life today went home heard this sound on a meme on tik tok and wanted to listen to it after many failed attempts I was like fuck it it’s probably a Theodore Roosevelt song well it wasn’t but Roosevelt found it

[@vitece.official]

@@DanielLopez-fs1xj you so damn right man

[@Sourrrrrr]

I miss them all so much bro

[@yone5194]

this is the sound of never being loved

[@annevankan7293]

Just thé picture with the sound.. it’s too true. I like this very much.. what’s this picture called?

[@tired15]

i’m not sure of the name of the painting.. i’m sorry, but here’s the pinterest link to it pin.it/4tj5rvT

[@candlecove7590]

the ill woman by vasily polenov

[@annevankan7293]

@@candlecove7590 omg thankyou! Sorry for the late comment.. :)

[@annevankan7293]

@@tired15 thankyou! Sorry for the late comment.. :)

[@rino208]

@@candlecove7590 thanks

[@meow0265]

Это мелодия заставляет плакать.. так чувствуется тоска и глубокая печаль, прям проникает в душу

[@Dark_Sayf]

а мне страх и смерть и после смерти

[@-nah-1025]

The painting gives me the vibes of a sick child in their deathbed knowing that their sickness is uncureable and that they will die and never see their family again, no matter how much doctors they find, and the other vibe. It gives me the feelings of a child, who died with open eyes, in their dark room only lit by a singular lamp. This painting I feel like I've seen it somewhere, but this is the first time I ever went across this painting.

[@ameliaa.cc13x88]

shit this is deep asl

[@AchoAndre]

Wtf 💀💀💀

[@josmamatotaldrama]

No because so real

[@teexcv]

@@ameliaa.cc13x88or he literally just described the picture 😂

[@jojoge6709]

Now i wanna cry

[@denisadenisa1341]

For me, this song describes what it feels like when you are exhausted. Exhausted of everything. Family problems, that tiredness from always wanting to be perfect (the desire for PERFECT grades, to be the most PERFECT person, to be better than anyone, just so you do not disappoint anyone), friends gossiping about you, etc. It is just that numb feeling, it is like your heart is splitting, breaking in a thousand million pieces, when you feel like you are empty, like you do not even exist. You just stay there and... nothing feels real. It is like the world is ripping apart, but you do not care. It is that burning feeling inside you that you just cannot escape from. It is like you are in a maze of problems and fears and disappointments and arguments and you just cannot escape from that maze, and it is just suffocating you, burning you. It is like... you do not know who or what you are anymore, what you feel. It is that exhausting feeling of wanting to do not be here anymore, because you cannot do it, you cannot go through it anymore. The exhausting feeling of being TOO STRONG for so long.

[@sofiacosta1008]

yes completely

[@Superstylerlegit]

More like the exhausting feeling of being too weak for so long.

[@percival371]

...Are you ok? This came from somewhere deep, somewhere scarred. But it's very accurate

[@denisadenisa1341]

@@percival371I am not ok, I have to admit that. I am exhausted of everything. But I will be fine. Not now, but someday I will. What about you? Are you ok?

[@KylesDiysYt]

The sad part is, this is happening right now in my life, I pray that you will overcome this problem faster than mine. stay strong, buddy

[@soapybread]

I just feel like this song fits me perfectly. It's so sad sounding but also peaceful, like you've accepted life as it is and don't try to change anything even though it's bad. I'm just so tired and I don't know what to do.

[@amnesia3291]

damn fr

[@sarventetheholynun3322]

same

[@floatiner]

GRIND HARDER

[@resident1793]

GRIND HARDER!!!!!!!!!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!

[@HiImAndii]

Real real

[@savemymind]

эта мелодия ощущается как смерть....мне нравится

[@yuk_ko]

жиза

[@machariiiii]

жиза, и еще эта девушка на кровати.. брр, в тревогу бросает, но это красиво

[@Негативный-у5э]

Да

[@smileyfish1452]

U feel like angel death

[@ashkahuiashka]

Мне почему то вспоминается под эту мелодию произведение "Муму".

[@hamhamilton]

The melody is literally crying. I never knew music could actually cry..

[@Freda-dk7ss]

It’s the emotions put in by the artist. Every pain is placed within each note

[@hughmiller3683]

Never knew music could be this deep

[@aria5981]

It's really cool to see how electronic music has changed the soundscape! This song is really depressing.

[@emirhansahin3952]

this voice..this melody..it sounds surprising and strangely familiar

[@Spill3d_Teazzz]

Exactly

[@yone5194]

theremin

[@Handease]

MW2

[@kingvon9467]

Yaman

[@4D_242]

Mandela Effect

[@zuko7247]

This song is about my broken life. Problems in the family, bullying by peers. The death of my loved ones, self-hatred. The feeling that this is a song through the notes shows my life.

[@francescomacaluso2685]

shit man..hope you get better..

[@zuko7247]

I do my best, thank you for the kind words!

[@dtspnx]

i hope everything gets better.

[@zuko7247]

@@dtspnx I'll hope!

[@tired15]

hoping the very best for you, and for things to get better 🤍

[@mannysmith7297]

“I hate that I want you to hold me.” He stated staring endlessly at the other photographs plastered all over the wall. Small fragments of a life once lived now gone and flushed down the drain. Smiling faces, faces that he no longer could decipher if they truly existed or not. He stared longer in between the lines of print and ink trying to find something there. Anything. Anything remotely close to the feeling of a warm embrace and a honey drink. He found himself scratching his arms, trying so badly to rip off the flesh from his arms. He hated the feeling of knowing pain was ultimately real, and misery was ultimately a blind fantasy. One you could only see if hidden behind the closed windows, and the closed doors. Doors that were left open, and immediately shut when he couldn’t stand their screaming. He started digging his nails into his arms letting them scrape more skin off as he stared longer at the photos. “I’m dying here, I’m dying here alone and you’ve left me.” He muttered in a small whisper. Yet it sounded as if he was quietly praying, weather to a God, himself, or the ones he lost. It didn’t matter. The happiness in those photos we’re infinite, but the solitude and happiness here was drowning away. He could hear there screams again, their laughter overlapping and his tears brimming from his eyes as his heart raced. His pupils dilating and the immense pain within his heart began to feel like a weight was crushing him from within, and simply he wanted to allow it. “Mom…Dad….” He stated as he curled into a fetal position. He whispered their names over and over again. The stowing sound of his heartbeat in his ears and the sound of their laughter pouring in. He began to laugh and cry. Life was so beautiful wasn’t it? Life was so distant. Their arms who could not hold him, were so close, yet so far away.

[@phyllissanders7406]

That was so beautiful 💙😭

[@bahar8533]

O

[@annevankan7293]

Omg thats deel

[@annevankan7293]

Deep*

[@strikingscorp4659]

Ok i pull up

[@caitiexxx]

When I die I want this played in the background

[@Oliva274]

Me too

[@lastnamefirstname5708]

Can't not say the same thing

[@avanewport9296]

that’s what i pictured, like with this music and surrounded by teddy bears

[@Sleeperismyeverything]

Your death is going to be copyright striked

[@lastnamefirstname5708]

@@Sleeperismyeverything ong fr so true

[@Aquinza]

To me this song feels like looking at something after it’s broken. Looking back at a childhood filled with fear and confusion and realizing how much was taken from you, and how much you were subjected to while you were still so young. Looking at things that happened to you and wondering how someone could do that to a kid. Watching full grown adults crumble around you, these pillars of support that seemed unbreakable before seeing how vulnerable they really were. Realizing they should have never had children. They should have never even gotten married. The two of them were not a good mix from the start. And now with both of them out of your life you just sit and you look at it. Pondering about it. Being glad you survived but grieving for the child that was so afraid, that had been abused and neglected again and again and never knew why it was happening or when it would stop. Being an adult and promising yourself you’d never have kids because you’re too afraid you’ll turn into your parents.

[@LazyLarsen]

Life is just getting harder every day, it feels nice finding a song I can connect to so easily without words.

[@rouyuu]

I just want close my eyes and let everything go

[@sannevanputten9630]

Let it go sweety

[@WeBall_1204]

Are you ok? And if not, seek help and find people that can comfort you

[@WeBall_1204]

Are you ok? And if not, seek help and find people that can comfort you

[@tired15]

i’m here if you need to talk 🤍

[@LazyLarsen]

Even though this was commented 4 months ago I hope you’re still alive and holding on.

[@CoyoteTangoStudios]

Only COD fans will get this song if u know what I mean 💀

[@tokao_q9568]

this is sort of like feeling absolute devestation, feeling hopeless as your screams cannot be heard, no matter how loud by everyone, you know that you're alone now nor do anything about it as your screams are muffled.

[@TravisBroski]

Who came here because of the Ghost looking at Soap meme

[@SuperSniper0110]

🙋‍♂️

[@8a7i0]

Yeh 😂

[@K1NG0FW0LV35]

Beautiful people dont deserve to die Beautiful hearts deserve to thrive Beautiful minds deserve to expand Beautiful eyes deserve to see vast Everything can be beautiful if you give it a chance We can all be immortal if we take a stand Beautiful people don't deserve to die Sometimes beautiful eyes need to cry Sometimes beautiful minds need to scream to be free Sometimes beautiful hearts need to break to be whole You'll find true love in the story you tell The legacy you leave will be sure to excel Just have hope when all is lost And you'll find life is worth the cost Look in the mirror when tomorrow is about And you'll see a beautiful person looking out.

[@uglubuglu]

wow

[@Freda-dk7ss]

Sounds like how I write

[@noname-dh1vh]

This song describes the ratio between grief and harmony in life perfectly

[@aWILDsticc]

This song reminds me of death... it literally gives me the chills. It makes me feel calm and sad. Now I'm adding this to my Spotify Playlist

[@beratcaglar5091]

"Which one is worst ? Dying as a human, or living as a monster ?"

[@FariiRihaa]

Both.

[@desertstorm6927]

Dying is peaceful.

[@maximelawsek4398]

"where you are one of the last survivors in a zombie apocalypse, about to reunite with your surviving family, but you get bitten by a zombie. You slowly succumb to the infection while looking at your parents, knowing that either your parents will have to kill you or you'll have to kill them."

[@dead9yago280]

i know this won’t get seen but the song. it’s just too beautiful to not comment to. makes you really think. think about all that’s happened,all that could happen,all that’s happening. just thinking. alone with your thoughts. the sad tune,makes it sound like a sad version of nostalgia. like something you’ve loved for so long getting thrown away,or burnt,or forgotten. so sad. losing something. that’s what this song describes. as the pitch gets higher in the violin,more sadness. more..detail. like sitting alone,in your room when it’s night. just playing this makes that so depressing. such a beautiful sound though. so,so beautiful. so elegant,but so sad. so pretty,but so depressing. it’s like if you saw something you weren’t supposed to see. it sounds like knowing you’re growing old and your childhood is fading away,so,so,slowly. it’s so beautiful,sad,but kind of simple. so much feeling but no talking,just a sound. realizing you’ve lost something. innocence,childhood,life,everything. it’s like if a life was going downhill in a movie this would be the music for it. so sad. and i love the sounds,even if it’s simple,there’s so much detail and feeling. so,so much feeling. it’s like realizing death always comes. nothing lasts forever. like spending a good time with someone then thinking about how they’re not going to be there one day. one day,they’re going to be…gone. everything,everyone…gone. like realizing the people around you may not be the best. that you’re hurt from them. you’re hurt. you’ve been hurting but haven’t done anything about it. losing something you love. this tune throughout the whole thing just reminds me of losing something i/someone love/loves. just so depressing. i love the amount of detail put into it. like the writer knew this tune would bring more emotion than it really should. oh it did get seen aaaaa thanks for the likes! ily all

[@elicarmichael5717]

This triggered tears to fly out my eyes

[@wolfmastermind8831]

Heart got removed🗿🗿

[@dead9yago280]

@@wolfmastermind8831 💀 i know

[@dead9yago280]

@@elicarmichael5717 💀

[@thesheriffmt]

I find it immersive to read these kinds of comments while listening to the music. It's an interesting feeling...

[@Attackedgirl]

Sit back and watch humanity rot....

[@rafalopes7812]

Ghost

[@zxwarks]

Каждую ночь включаю эту мелодию и плачу. Как всегда

[@abuzzov]

что случилось?

[@Domihockeyrocky]

why?

[@abuzzov]

@@Domihockeyrocky because we live in Russia, and we have not been able to crawl out into the light for a long time, where to go, emigrate. it feels like we are doomed to live in it all our lives.

[@paketik4960]

@@abuzzov за себя говори

[@abuzzov]

@@paketik4960 научись думать.

[@djmandarinchik]

как же хорошо эта мелодия передает то,как я ощущаю себя изо дня в день на протяжении многих лет

[@АлександрМихайлов-л7ъ]

наверное кому-то не пофиг

[@АлександрМихайлов-л7ъ]

иди решай сам свои проблемы бездарь

[@djmandarinchik]

@@АлександрМихайлов-л7ъ что тебя так ущемило,дорогой ?

[@djmandarinchik]

@@АлександрМихайлов-л7ъ уже бегу

[@mindboost_]

​@@АлександрМихайлов-л7ъ хоть и у нас есть кнопка "закрыть вкладку", но всё равно не стоит такое писать человеку, который признаётся в открытой боли. Суицид - не шутка. Касательно первого комментатора - обратись к спецам. Тут всё очень индивидуально: кому-то нужны медикоменты, кому-то психотерапия, а кому-то и оба варианта. Сам в дикой боли, стараюсь выжить

[@pinkpuppyreal4153]

I miss him. It’s not a great feeling. Because I know one day, I’ll be forgotten, and he’ll be off with his new lover. Having a family, and not even remembering what we had before he did what we did with she.

[@springtrapgod]

is it just me or does it sound scary? not sad.

[@АнастасияДемидова-д2х]

эта музыка такая необычная. словно переносит куда-то в прошлое, заставляя вспоминать то, что хотел забыть, но при этом словно убаюкивает, давая понять, что все в порядке. но все равно, когда я слушаю, то на сердце становится тяжело и больно. опишу музыку так: и свобода слышится и заточение, угнетение, словно в закрытом пространстве, где нет ни входа и выхода, но при этом чувствуется на мгновение спокойствие. а еще у меня эта музыка ассоциируется с дазаем 🥲

[@plaguedoktor5118]

А у меня с Гатсом...

[@deadkey]

For me that's the sweet sound of the past. The beauty of memories. How it's frozen and lingers somewhere behind us in our lives. Nothing you can do about it, it happened. It's over. Just like that, that beautiful moment you just had is "gone". You come close to accessing it by reminiscing, but it's always a bit vivid and distorted. Understand that every moment you live, will never and happen exactly like this again; so value every single second where you are happy or having a wonderful time and moments.

[@ама-о2л]

мне грустно, но я давлю на себя, заставляю себя слушать эту песню, будто бы хочу наказать себя за лень, за безделье, за то что нет мотивации, за то что нет сил что то делать, я хочу себя наказать , я ненавижу себя за это, мне уже 20 , я ничего абсолютно не добилась в своей жизни, у меня нет целей , нет сил , нет денег, нет поддержки , нет опоры, нет помощи. Родители не воспринимают меня за человека, считают что я ребенок и не имею возможностей строить планы и достигать цели, думают что я не смогу , не верят в меня, не отпускают меня осуществлять мечты, я нахожусь дома, но это не мой дом, меня будто бы держат здесь насильно, будто бы это болото, все мои сверстники чего то добились , а я , лежу в кровати разомлевшись , с туманом в голове , я человек, который не умеет ценить, дружить, я безответственный человек, я всегда себя ненавидела за это, но теперь я понимаю что не виновата, ведь с детства в меня привили это, все кто меня окружал, но конечно никаких оправданий , я боюсь будущего, я очень боюсь , я слаба , мои кости, мое тело, оно будто бы ломается на куски, я ничего не делаю но это меня и убивает, я угасаю день за днем, я не хочу умереть, я хочу быть счастливой, ведь хотеть того, чего мы и так не избежим это глупо, верно ведь? я не думала что докачусь до такого положения, что со мной происходит, почему я ничего не делаю, почему у меня нет сил, почему, почему, почему я так ничтожна, разве мое присутствие в жизни не имеет значения? разве я не могу быть полезна? разве я не человек… каждый из нас , послан в эту землю для какой то цели, а какова моя цель… неужели жить несчастно и умереть в этой болоте.. не так я себе это все представляла в 15 лет … спасибо если дочитали, я не могу ни с кем поделиться мыслями и тревогами, не хочу казаться слабой , но тут не сдержалась, удачи вам , друзья… научитесь ценить и не лениться

[@hoseinahmadi2403]

You are not alone I'm look like you

[@JoJo-e8o]

That feeling when you can only listen to your parents yell at you.

[@batrishaiscute]

This is what loneliness sound like

[@Nagakon]

"No, honey. Alcohol is not for children. It's only for adults. Because we are beings filled with pain and regret, we alone are allowed to drink".

[@WasteOfMyTime27]

Ghost: "Fucking hell." "Ghost you copy?" Ghost: "Yes sir." "Any problems over there?" Ghost: "No Sir."

[@yusufkhalaf9095]

When I listen to it I feel like iam seeing my life pass and seeing how sad it is .

[@nottoogoody]

This song makes you feel like you're in unbearable pain

[@adamboof6769]

THIS IS THE ONE!

[@zhraxx_dd]

Эта песня напоминает мне чувство Когда все потеряно..ничего не вернуть Ничего не изменить..пора и тебе сдаться.. Примерно такие чувства у меня от этой песни

[@josephdosubi]

You ever seen a death god walking? His countenance shifted, but he ain't see me talking to myself He had long ears like an elf He spoke and said his name was Salvador He frowned, then I started sinking into the floor I was terrified to the core I wasn't prepared for a war I gotta run and shut the door In his face Please not this place I had to erase my trace Before he started the chase It was pointless, he was a fallen seraph He could sense my presence from afar off I had to tell it what I came for I'm sorry I released your chains and open the door Child, what is it that you seek? Please come save me, I've been depressed for more than a week Can't even lift myself up, all I do is think Go Fetch from the Fountain of death; From it you will drink What does this lead to? Happiness or Joy? Stop asking stupid questions, You little demon boy I don't want to regret this, Please Don't you Trust me child?, let your mind be at ease It's Too late, There's no turning back My path was white, have I made it black? Shed a tear, Just Make it end I'll Lose my Fear, Don't need a friend Josseyreign I hope we won't be alone forever 😔🖤

[@x_is_taken]

The feeling that comes to mind when I hear this is something reminiscent of having an out of body experience and being able to see yourself during an extremely traumatic event and wanting to do something about it but no matter how hard you try or whatever you do to stop it from happening, it still plays exactly the way you remembered it.

[@катенька-ч4о]

if the universe was a tv series, this song would be the very last credits.

[@SuriHyang]

He stares at his dead family around his house, tears gathered slowly making his eye sight blurry. Everyone was dying it’s the end of the world and he was the last one left, and he started to scream out of frustration, anger, and sadness.. he was extremely stressed and was now sobbing, he’s had enough and grabbed a sharp table leg he had randomly sitting there and stabbed himself with it, he grunted and then his knees fell to the floor, staring up at the sky and then he whimpered as blood started flowing out his stomach. The pain was unbearable and he sobbed into the floor, though the pain was not hurt it was sadness and grief. Grief, denial, anger, and acceptance… suddenly someone ran in. “Oh my god!” It was his loverman, he smiled at him and he hissed as now it was starting to hurt. “Why are you h-here?” He said as he smiled the blood still flowing out, his lover tried to cover it. “Your not gonna die okay? You’ll be fine! You hear me?!” He yelled, the blood wouldn’t stop as he winced, tears slowly falling down his face. He smiled weakly as he layed his hand on his lovers face, staring deeply into his eyes. “It doesn’t hurt I’m okay..” he was obviously wrong as his lover began to cry in his chest. “Please don’t die!” He shook his head and he promised to him he wouldn’t die. His hand still holding his face.. He was now sobbing “I love you..” he said weakly as his hand fell to the floor with a hard thud… his lover stared completely shocked not saying anything, he was in complete denial. “No… No no no no! Wake up! Please! WAKE UP! PLEASE PLEASE please… please.. please wake up. I still have so many things to tell you.. you can’t do this to me.. you can’t leave me… you promised..” his lovers voice was slowly getting quieter, he hugged the unresponsive body tightly not letting go even if blood was all over his clothes and face. “I wish we could’ve grown old together with a family…”

[@dysfallacyyt]

His body decayed under the damp soil, as quiet maggots slid under his skin, to his bones. Over his body, a stone lay. Under the weeping willow tree, very gentle wind blew, pushing dead plants off his grave. No one ever came to his grave ever since- his body peacefully rot back to the dirt.

[@Tokitookmysandwich]

For me, this song feels like poverty. When you're hungry and you can't eat for awhile. You see all the food ads and it makes it worse so you take a nap until you can eat. It's not enough so you're still really hungry. You get really depressed even though it's not going to last as long as it would if didn't qualify for food stamps. But still it's a cycle

[@Xyibin228]

" даже самые горькие слезы, можно превратить в лёд... " " но каждый лёд может растаять от пламени... Пламени любви... "

[@rymanjones3]

Came from mw2 memes, stayed bc it’s beautiful. I really like this song now

[@-S4T]

same bro same

[@BruceCC]

I don't know why, but when I listen to this song it makes me go into a moment of trauma, confusion, despair, sadness, disappointment, it makes one wonder, what's wrong with me? What am I thinking? What am I doing? you know what you have. It makes you enter a horrifying environment, where you are in a dark room or place, visualizing how time passes, how your world deteriorates. Why didn't I have the courage to do things right when I could? WHY THE FUCK DID WE STOP DYING TO WHOM DEMANDED HELP FOR HIS LIFE? I just hope I have a chance to fix everything, even though I know I don't deserve it. How the hell did I go from being happy to feeling lonely? Or worse, WHY THE FUCK DON'T I DO SOMETHING TO FEEL BETTER? I don't know.

[@f5bdy]

gost😞

[@empask4702]

This is the sound of being alone and constantly losing yourself

[@shtorch]

Словно опустошенная душа, которой требуется тепло...а его не будет. S7

[@strangemusic8318]

Я эту музыку ощущаю как осознание того, что ты никогда не будешь счастлив

[@shtorch]

@@strangemusic8318, согласен...

[@larsonhunt8952]

Every day I listen to this. Remembering my roots, my pain, and the suffering that has turned me into who I am. I have regrets, but I don’t regret how they’ve changed me.

[@Depressed_until_dead]

I think a lot, every different what if shatters my feelings with every second of this song playing, I've shedded more tears now, tonight, than any day of this year combined ... and I hadn't cried at all 🥲

[@imenprencees4915]

This music makes me feel something strange It's like death music

[@eoschar2758]

I dont understand. I really cant understand. Im a good person. I am kind. I dont hurt anyone. Why is this happening to me? Does the universe really care so little about us? Well. I guess it does. But,still,why? Surely a lot of people is asking this same question now...anyway..

[@Grigoris_]

I think the key is to stop wondering, then you'll find the answer

[@vickhanashi834]

Eu estou esquecendo... Esquecendo do meu passado, da minha infância, das coisas que eu gostava que eu assistia, das minhas brincadeiras favoritas, de como minha família se dava bem, de como era voz do meu falecido tio, de como era a sensação de saber que finalmente minha mãe deixaria eu dormir na casa do meus tios, de como era ir pra praia com meus primos e meus dois irmãos, deus isso tá doendo tanto... Não lembrar de como eu achava a igreja que eu frequentava muito boa, dos meus amiguinhos de infância

[@jacobenloe2669]

💀👁👁

[@imhottho]

Lmao.

[@savageace1152]

Ghost

[@Golomp__]

Me after i opened Twitter

[@nikitaiancovici9621]

A man with a skull staring into ur soul

[@-Annuu_546.]

I wanna give a big hug so bad to the boy in the painting ;(

[@Reverberie]

She is a woman, "The ill woman" by Vasily Polenov c.1886

[@-Annuu_546.]

Oh this is embarrassing.....

[@cyborgXcsun]

lmao.. same

[@_yoongi..]

This melody reminds me of my childhood and my old self. Of the good memories with people that are not the same anymore and the ones that left or die, it's also reminds me of the bad memories i can never forget and how my loved ones broke my heart and the fact that i never had a real friend and i was never anyone's favorite person.. and i the photo makes me feel like myself dying silently in my room after everyone left.

[@josethe1th990]

Sometimes, it's all to much

[@amir375mg]

Ghost stare...

[@shrivelledonion1950]

Everyone is gone except you. You're truly alone. You wake up and think your family are just out so you wanna call your friends, no response from any of them. You go out to the shop and it's completely devoid of life. No one is there for you now.

[@stonedstickman]

This is deep.

[@xinthedirt13]

This sounds like how awful my life is... Like how I cant even remember my childhood other than the trauma I faced. It sounds like how I feel when I tightly curl into a fetal position and start crying over things I can't have, like love and attention.

[@tired15]

i’m so sorry, i hope things start to get better for you, i’m here if you ever need anyone to talk to 🤍

[@xinthedirt13]

@@tired15 Thanks, that means a lot to me.

[@elcuh9976]

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

[@xinthedirt13]

@@elcuh9976 Real

[@BrazillianBadger]

Only cód mw2 fans Will understand

[@x.ur.L0cal.1di0t]

“I hate that I miss them, after all they’ve done” those are my thoughts when I hear this song.

[@Dark4ngel101]

Let’s be real for one sec music can possibly save someone from death but some accept death no matter what and I cannot escape and i don’t care because I’ve tried but the more I try the more I bleed I feel like it’s not worth it cause you can have kids a lovely wife or husband and a good job but it doesn’t matter cause you will always die in the end u can’t escape so I’m not going to try for it all to be taken from me.And all of you probably won’t care but I just wanted to say this cause this song feels like the right song for it and if you read this all thank you and have a good day😢😢

[@vikanovikova3081]

I hope a day comes where we don't feel sadness, instead know the feeling of acceptance and peace. 🫂 hugs to all

[@diedtaki]

Захлебываясь в слезах однажды, Я наконец обрету покой. Не увидишь ты меня и дважды, Спасибо что была со мной.

[@wtflol8365]

"Art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable"

[@happychappyishere1844]

This is the song you hear when someone you love is gone

[@jollysunshine7686]

We always praised matt for how good he is in boxing but we never asked how is matt.

[@happychappyishere1844]

@@jollysunshine7686 I’m going through allot man. I’m forced to fight I don’t want to fight

[@jollysunshine7686]

I wish you the best of luck man@@happychappyishere1844

[@janezie2601]

I know this is an old comment. But I hope you're better now, okay? I myself don't know what to do anymore, but I hope you've managed to find something to hold on to. ​@@happychappyishere1844

[@D3stroyer634]

This song makes me feel like I’m powerless and left on the ground, the only thing surrounding me is just countless amounts of tears let go after so much was lost. I feel how I do, powerless, left behind, lonely, abandoned. It sucks, but it’s just how life goes, either way, everything that people say is just a lie. “Difference is amazing”, sure as hell don’t apply to me. “Honesty is the best policy”, yeah right, once pigs fly. “Just be yourself”, sure as hell ain’t got me far on like, lost myself on 3rd grade to the same person who makes me feel powerless. I thought they were a caretaker, not a torturer, I hate her all the same still.

[@gcurtin4504]

this always feels like when ur leaving ur house and ur puppy/dog would whimper and looking at the window seeing that ur leaving to go somewhere but didnt come back for 2 months.... heartbreaking right-?

[@transib]

Эта песня заставляет меня думать о моих прошлых друзьях, как мы каждый день выходили на улицу, звали друзей по домофону,ходили в драг другу в гости. Сейчас все изменилось, я переехал,друзей нет, прошлые друзья остались в прошлом.... Как же мне жаль осознавать, как же мне грустно на душе, когда я вспоминаю те самые моменты куски счастья...

[@LanaZitle]

This music reminded me of my failed childhood 😢

[@tarynmarie4375]

This song brings me such pain and intrusive thoughts but I keep coming back. I can't understand it.

[@thedawgg7207]

💀

[@zD1OR]

💀

[@invite.]

кажется , будто летишь в небо , всё глубже и глубже , всё сильнее и сильнее погружаясь во тьму , летишь и будто все проблемы следами уходят вниз , кажется что вот вот и тьма поглотит тебя полностью , но есть тусклый свет , возможно свет надежды , и ты продолжаешь лететь , в конечном итоге тьма пожирает последнюю частичку надежды и ты потухаешь в этой мгле будто тебя и не было.

[@ratgoddess9212]

When i listen to this song i feel kinda panicky but then calm I can't explain it it's not a feeling i feel but when i listen to this it is

[@vira_me0]

ooh, yees(

[@HaxxorBunny24]

Ghost from mw2 brought me here

[@bummie]

shit got me sobbing at 11pm

[@Holaxkdkd]

This song makes me feel... a strange feeling. Every time I listen to it I feel calm, calm but at the same time depressed and broken inside. Every time I hear this song I remember Bad memories, my tears fall and I can't stop suffering. This song is... beautiful, beautiful, but sad. I'm lovin 'it.

[@skyline6000]

Когда я слышу эту песню мне кажется у меня никого нет как будто меня бросили все но я спокойный..

[@Andres-ip5so]

This song represents death and cruelty. See, we fear that the things we fight for will not matter when we die. And the reality is that........Yes, it will not matter: Money, university degrees, popularity, ideologies, and everything you fight for will not count when you get diagnosed with CANCER. All you know is that time will mock you. The entire universe will not care what you did. You understand that no matter the company of your loved ones will not fill the void and fear. You will still be alone when the morphine is not enough to cease the pain. And worst, your conscience will torture you for being selfish and caring for temporal things. I leave this not for you to get depressed but for you to think about what you invest your life in. Remember, whether you believe in God or not, you are just an insignificant atom in this universe. So at least have some decency and make your time here worth it.

[@Cheez4everyone]

I feel………nothing anymore…….I wake up in the morning expecting to feel at least something but………nothing……..I. Feel. Nothing.

[@tired15]

i hope things get better for you,🤍

[@лерадинкова]

rest in peace my dear grandma . you always be in my heart, i love you, i love you.

[@stellasabanovic9749]

Im so sorry

[@kejwiethe1592]

me when me when ghost

[@cristhianguznay2315]

¿Alguien sabe más músicas tipo este? 🥺

[@Spacemonkey124]

This song is what feeling brunt out feels like

[@Choomahs_mate]

Humanity's theme song

[@h3art.sh4ped_box]

"We ain't both gonna make it. Go. Please." "We are the gods that we choose to be, not that will be. Who i was is not who you will be. We must be better." "Take care of our Rose" "A man chooses. A slave obeys." "I head down there, I'm dead in five minutes. I got a family, that's more important." "Be careful who you trust, Sergeant... the people you know can hurt you the most." "Do not be sorry. Be better." "I have killed many who were deserving... and many... who were not." "That's all there is. Winning and losing. And nothing else besides." "NOBODY GIVES A FUCK ABOUT ME!" "All them years, Dutch. For this SNAKE?!" "Would you kindly head up to Ryan's office and kill the son of a bitch?"

[@mrbov6721]

just playing games has given me so much wisdom and insight i never thought i could obtain

[@h3art.sh4ped_box]

@@mrbov6721 exactly, this is why games are amazing

[@binkynegron3513]

this song just feels like hopelessness and despair like something you can't do anything about. idk it just gives off an "end of the world" vibe

[@Denverse.]

«Я ненавижу то, что хочу, чтобы ты держал меня». Он заявил, бесконечно глядя на другие фотографии, расклеенные по всей стене. Маленькие фрагменты когда-то прожитой жизни теперь ушли и смыты в канализацию. Смили

[@さlちゃしぇんえ]

Откуда этот отрывок?

[@redvey-e3q]

It remains me of my childhood where I was always happy, I miss that feeling :(