memoir #2 - mayroosevelt [slowed] [reverb]

[@tired15]

hi guys! just a quick message from me, a lot of the comments are very sad and hard to read as many of you are dealing with problems of your own and are struggling. i saw a comment that made me want to write this, that if you are listening to this, and feeling even worse, i am here to talk. i will be here for anyone that needs to talk. i edit more sadder songs as those are the feelings i’ve been dealing with and created this channel for myself, and people liking my videos is a massive plus for me! i didn’t make these videos to cause people to feel more down, but if you do end up feeling more sad, i’m here to talk.

[@tired15]

@@edits5553 thank you sm!! i would upload my ig but i’m just a bit nervous about people i know finding my channel and then recognising me, so i’ll definitely think about it! i def wanna talk to you guys tho!

[@edits5553]

@@tired15 well mine is @tully1433 (w the Shinji pfp) if you ever wanna talk ab stuff :)

[@my_Last_braincell347]

Thank you do much we really appreciate it :') you are a wonderful person

[@tsunami8248]

So kind and considerate...a bit terrifying that so many of us are lonely...

[@Dutchman-2002]

@@tsunami8248 not terrifying, comforting. Life is pain to a degree and the only thing that will ease it if we face it together instead of forcing ourselves to do it alone.

[@jvubes8925]

you can hear screams in the melody. the violin is such a wonderful instrument

[@gee1011]

I know this comment was ages ago but I think this music is actually on a theremin, which is a really unusual instrument. They're not used too much, but have a beautiful sound

[@jvubes8925]

@@gee1011 hello! thank you for correcting me and i’ve never heard of that instrument before, will be looking more into it!

[@gee1011]

@@jvubes8925 No problem, hope you find some more great theremin music!

[@Val0r1_x]

The way i see it the song itself is like hopelessness and the person have given up completely,but the violin part is that last bit of hope they have shouting not to give up dies oit with one final high pitch scream

[@dakotahigh1440]

The artist (May Roosevelt) is a professional theremin player. You should check out her other work!

[@margedit]

as a writer, this song is everything.

[@margedit]

@Nobody haha I'm not. Just a writer for stories

[@thepizza2472]

Why you write @nobody it sad

[@steve-sc1vr]

My old friend would have loved this song. 🙁

[@wisemysticaltree9449]

@@steve-sc1vrhe depressed or something

[@ael3725]

@@wisemysticaltree9449smth bad probably happened to him

[@hamhamilton]

The melody is literally crying. I never knew music could actually cry..

[@Freda-dk7ss]

It’s the emotions put in by the artist. Every pain is placed within each note

[@sleepy-xxan6277]

when i listen to this i feel... broken but calm

[@callboots3446]

Are you fine?

[@Oliva274]

Same…

[@sleepy-xxan6277]

@@callboots3446 no, i'm not

[@sleepy-xxan6277]

@@milesbaranyk8132 i feel by this song nostalgic so not really

[@Prodbytired]

Real💔

[@katherinesimard9089]

This music is what it feels to lose someone

[@tired15]

:(

[@DanielLopez-fs1xj]

Just lost someone went to their celebration of life today went home heard this sound on a meme on tik tok and wanted to listen to it after many failed attempts I was like fuck it it’s probably a Theodore Roosevelt song well it wasn’t but Roosevelt found it

[@vitece.official]

@@DanielLopez-fs1xj you so damn right man

[@Sourrrrrr]

I miss them all so much bro

[@yone5194]

this is the sound of never being loved

[@RK-jm3pq]

if humanity ever got one thing right, it was music.

[@raihanali715]

You are right man....I love 6ix9ine and lil Nas x

[@wygnany2069]

Pissy pissy pissy

[@roobick_X]

@@raihanali715 yup music is music

[@RK-jm3pq]

@@wygnany2069 pissy pissy pissy

[@strange-weirdo220]

And book stories📖

[@meow0265]

Это мелодия заставляет плакать.. так чувствуется тоска и глубокая печаль, прям проникает в душу

[@Dark_Sayf]

а мне страх и смерть и после смерти

[@soapybread]

I just feel like this song fits me perfectly. It's so sad sounding but also peaceful, like you've accepted life as it is and don't try to change anything even though it's bad. I'm just so tired and I don't know what to do.

[@amnesia3291]

damn fr

[@sarventetheholynun3322]

same

[@floatiner]

GRIND HARDER

[@resident1793]

GRIND HARDER!!!!!!!!!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!

[@HiImAndii]

Real real

[@LazyLarsen]

Life is just getting harder every day, it feels nice finding a song I can connect to so easily without words.

[@denisadenisa1341]

For me, this song describes what it feels like when you are exhausted. Exhausted of everything. Family problems, that tiredness from always wanting to be perfect (the desire for PERFECT grades, to be the most PERFECT person, to be better than anyone, just so you do not disappoint anyone), friends gossiping about you, etc. It is just that numb feeling, it is like your heart is splitting, breaking in a thousand million pieces, when you feel like you are empty, like you do not even exist. You just stay there and... nothing feels real. It is like the world is ripping apart, but you do not care. It is that burning feeling inside you that you just cannot escape from. It is like you are in a maze of problems and fears and disappointments and arguments and you just cannot escape from that maze, and it is just suffocating you, burning you. It is like... you do not know who or what you are anymore, what you feel. It is that exhausting feeling of wanting to do not be here anymore, because you cannot do it, you cannot go through it anymore. The exhausting feeling of being TOO STRONG for so long.

[@sofiacosta1008]

yes completely

[@Superstylerlegit]

More like the exhausting feeling of being too weak for so long.

[@percival371]

...Are you ok? This came from somewhere deep, somewhere scarred. But it's very accurate

[@denisadenisa1341]

@@percival371I am not ok, I have to admit that. I am exhausted of everything. But I will be fine. Not now, but someday I will. What about you? Are you ok?

[@KylesDiysYt]

The sad part is, this is happening right now in my life, I pray that you will overcome this problem faster than mine. stay strong, buddy

[@x_is_taken]

The feeling that comes to mind when I hear this is something reminiscent of having an out of body experience and being able to see yourself during an extremely traumatic event and wanting to do something about it but no matter how hard you try or whatever you do to stop it from happening, it still plays exactly the way you remembered it.

[@Aquinza]

To me this song feels like looking at something after it’s broken. Looking back at a childhood filled with fear and confusion and realizing how much was taken from you, and how much you were subjected to while you were still so young. Looking at things that happened to you and wondering how someone could do that to a kid. Watching full grown adults crumble around you, these pillars of support that seemed unbreakable before seeing how vulnerable they really were. Realizing they should have never had children. They should have never even gotten married. The two of them were not a good mix from the start. And now with both of them out of your life you just sit and you look at it. Pondering about it. Being glad you survived but grieving for the child that was so afraid, that had been abused and neglected again and again and never knew why it was happening or when it would stop. Being an adult and promising yourself you’d never have kids because you’re too afraid you’ll turn into your parents.

[@tokao_q9568]

this is sort of like feeling absolute devestation, feeling hopeless as your screams cannot be heard, no matter how loud by everyone, you know that you're alone now nor do anything about it as your screams are muffled.

[@zuko7247]

This song is about my broken life. Problems in the family, bullying by peers. The death of my loved ones, self-hatred. The feeling that this is a song through the notes shows my life.

[@francescomacaluso2685]

shit man..hope you get better..

[@zuko7247]

I do my best, thank you for the kind words!

[@dtspnx]

i hope everything gets better.

[@zuko7247]

@@dtspnx I'll hope!

[@tired15]

hoping the very best for you, and for things to get better 🤍

[@noname-dh1vh]

This song describes the ratio between grief and harmony in life perfectly

[@-nah-1025]

The painting gives me the vibes of a sick child in their deathbed knowing that their sickness is uncureable and that they will die and never see their family again, no matter how much doctors they find, and the other vibe. It gives me the feelings of a child, who died with open eyes, in their dark room only lit by a singular lamp. This painting I feel like I've seen it somewhere, but this is the first time I ever went across this painting.

[@ameliaa.cc13x88]

shit this is deep asl

[@AchoAndre]

Wtf 💀💀💀

[@josmamatotaldrama]

No because so real

[@teexcv]

@@ameliaa.cc13x88or he literally just described the picture 😂

[@jojoge6709]

Now i wanna cry

[@hughmiller3683]

Never knew music could be this deep

[@aria5981]

It's really cool to see how electronic music has changed the soundscape! This song is really depressing.

[@deadkey]

For me that's the sweet sound of the past. The beauty of memories. How it's frozen and lingers somewhere behind us in our lives. Nothing you can do about it, it happened. It's over. Just like that, that beautiful moment you just had is "gone". You come close to accessing it by reminiscing, but it's always a bit vivid and distorted. Understand that every moment you live, will never and happen exactly like this again; so value every single second where you are happy or having a wonderful time and moments.

[@emirhansahin3952]

this voice..this melody..it sounds surprising and strangely familiar

[@Spill3d_Teazzz]

Exactly

[@yone5194]

theremin

[@Handease]

MW2

[@kingvon9467]

Yaman

[@4D_242]

Mandela Effect

[@larsonhunt8952]

Every day I listen to this. Remembering my roots, my pain, and the suffering that has turned me into who I am. I have regrets, but I don’t regret how they’ve changed me.

[@Depressed_until_dead]

I think a lot, every different what if shatters my feelings with every second of this song playing, I've shedded more tears now, tonight, than any day of this year combined ... and I hadn't cried at all 🥲

[@aWILDsticc]

This song reminds me of death... it literally gives me the chills. It makes me feel calm and sad. Now I'm adding this to my Spotify Playlist

[@K1NG0FW0LV35]

Beautiful people dont deserve to die Beautiful hearts deserve to thrive Beautiful minds deserve to expand Beautiful eyes deserve to see vast Everything can be beautiful if you give it a chance We can all be immortal if we take a stand Beautiful people don't deserve to die Sometimes beautiful eyes need to cry Sometimes beautiful minds need to scream to be free Sometimes beautiful hearts need to break to be whole You'll find true love in the story you tell The legacy you leave will be sure to excel Just have hope when all is lost And you'll find life is worth the cost Look in the mirror when tomorrow is about And you'll see a beautiful person looking out.

[@uglubuglu]

wow

[@Freda-dk7ss]

Sounds like how I write

[@dead9yago280]

i know this won’t get seen but the song. it’s just too beautiful to not comment to. makes you really think. think about all that’s happened,all that could happen,all that’s happening. just thinking. alone with your thoughts. the sad tune,makes it sound like a sad version of nostalgia. like something you’ve loved for so long getting thrown away,or burnt,or forgotten. so sad. losing something. that’s what this song describes. as the pitch gets higher in the violin,more sadness. more..detail. like sitting alone,in your room when it’s night. just playing this makes that so depressing. such a beautiful sound though. so,so beautiful. so elegant,but so sad. so pretty,but so depressing. it’s like if you saw something you weren’t supposed to see. it sounds like knowing you’re growing old and your childhood is fading away,so,so,slowly. it’s so beautiful,sad,but kind of simple. so much feeling but no talking,just a sound. realizing you’ve lost something. innocence,childhood,life,everything. it’s like if a life was going downhill in a movie this would be the music for it. so sad. and i love the sounds,even if it’s simple,there’s so much detail and feeling. so,so much feeling. it’s like realizing death always comes. nothing lasts forever. like spending a good time with someone then thinking about how they’re not going to be there one day. one day,they’re going to be…gone. everything,everyone…gone. like realizing the people around you may not be the best. that you’re hurt from them. you’re hurt. you’ve been hurting but haven’t done anything about it. losing something you love. this tune throughout the whole thing just reminds me of losing something i/someone love/loves. just so depressing. i love the amount of detail put into it. like the writer knew this tune would bring more emotion than it really should. oh it did get seen aaaaa thanks for the likes! ily all

[@elicarmichael5717]

This triggered tears to fly out my eyes

[@jqro]

Heart got removed🗿🗿

[@dead9yago280]

@@jqro 💀 i know

[@dead9yago280]

@@elicarmichael5717 💀

[@thesheriffmt]

I find it immersive to read these kinds of comments while listening to the music. It's an interesting feeling...

[@fohtheim9864]

I listened to this in a time of great suffering. Now I listen with a smile knowing I grew from that experience. I love you young self, you remained strong and I appreciate you.

[@annevankan7293]

Just thé picture with the sound.. it’s too true. I like this very much.. what’s this picture called?

[@tired15]

i’m not sure of the name of the painting.. i’m sorry, but here’s the pinterest link to it pin.it/4tj5rvT

[@candlecove7590]

the ill woman by vasily polenov

[@annevankan7293]

@@candlecove7590 omg thankyou! Sorry for the late comment.. :)

[@annevankan7293]

@@tired15 thankyou! Sorry for the late comment.. :)

[@rino208]

@@candlecove7590 thanks

[@Holaxkdkd]

This song makes me feel... a strange feeling. Every time I listen to it I feel calm, calm but at the same time depressed and broken inside. Every time I hear this song I remember Bad memories, my tears fall and I can't stop suffering. This song is... beautiful, beautiful, but sad. I'm lovin 'it.

[@empask4702]

This is the sound of being alone and constantly losing yourself

[@binkynegron3513]

this song just feels like hopelessness and despair like something you can't do anything about. idk it just gives off an "end of the world" vibe

[@Dystopian_k1ng]

Man. After all this time, this was enough to make me cry. Thank you for the sweet release. It's time to start looking for another song.

[@djmandarinchik]

как же хорошо эта мелодия передает то,как я ощущаю себя изо дня в день на протяжении многих лет

[@АлександрМихайлов-л7ъ]

наверное кому-то не пофиг

[@АлександрМихайлов-л7ъ]

иди решай сам свои проблемы бездарь

[@djmandarinchik]

@@АлександрМихайлов-л7ъ что тебя так ущемило,дорогой ?

[@djmandarinchik]

@@АлександрМихайлов-л7ъ уже бегу

[@mindboost_]

​@@АлександрМихайлов-л7ъ хоть и у нас есть кнопка "закрыть вкладку", но всё равно не стоит такое писать человеку, который признаётся в открытой боли. Суицид - не шутка. Касательно первого комментатора - обратись к спецам. Тут всё очень индивидуально: кому-то нужны медикоменты, кому-то психотерапия, а кому-то и оба варианта. Сам в дикой боли, стараюсь выжить

[@_yoongi..]

This melody reminds me of my childhood and my old self. Of the good memories with people that are not the same anymore and the ones that left or die, it's also reminds me of the bad memories i can never forget and how my loved ones broke my heart and the fact that i never had a real friend and i was never anyone's favorite person.. and i the photo makes me feel like myself dying silently in my room after everyone left.

[@josethe1th990]

Sometimes, it's all to much

[@adamboof6769]

THIS IS THE ONE!

[@repairize]

So many bad things happened to me in past few years.... and i've always had a problem with emotions letting out.... i've been closed and all the emotions in me just could'nt get out.... i wanted to cry but i could'nt.... i listen to this before sleeping and it helps me a lot... i can finally let it all out relieve myself... so thank you man... i hear all the pain in this and i can see all the shit that i witnessed while listening to this

[@redvey-e3q]

It remains me of my childhood where I was always happy, I miss that feeling :(

[@pucci-s_white_snake]

The picture is perfectly fit into the music...

[@savemymind]

эта мелодия ощущается как смерть....мне нравится

[@yuk_ko]

жиза

[@machariiiii]

жиза, и еще эта девушка на кровати.. брр, в тревогу бросает, но это красиво

[@Негативный-у5э]

Да

[@smileyfish8373]

U feel like angel death

[@ashkahuiashka]

Мне почему то вспоминается под эту мелодию произведение "Муму".

[@vikanovikova3081]

I hope a day comes where we don't feel sadness, instead know the feeling of acceptance and peace. 🫂 hugs to all

[@mikec7274]

After some horrible days. Thinking everything I've done is lost forever. That things are never going to be the same. Coming to hear this song is so... Peaceful... This feels like the hug i've been waiting all these weeks, it may sound strange, but I feel happy. Wonderful song

[@Spacemonkey124]

This song is what feeling brunt out feels like

[@АнастасияДемидова-д2х]

эта музыка такая необычная. словно переносит куда-то в прошлое, заставляя вспоминать то, что хотел забыть, но при этом словно убаюкивает, давая понять, что все в порядке. но все равно, когда я слушаю, то на сердце становится тяжело и больно. опишу музыку так: и свобода слышится и заточение, угнетение, словно в закрытом пространстве, где нет ни входа и выхода, но при этом чувствуется на мгновение спокойствие. а еще у меня эта музыка ассоциируется с дазаем 🥲

[@plaguedoktor5118]

А у меня с Гатсом...

[@wtflol8365]

"Art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable"

[@lalisanohomo6247]

This reminds me of high-school and the stuff that used to happen back then, like how we had fun back then, didn't even care and didn't even bother to understand the fact that we will be working adults literally in the next two or three years, and now we are missing each and every golden moment we made. When we were in high-school we would want it to end real fast because we thought it was boring, but we didn't know that we will create some fun memories out of boredom, now we want to relive all those memories. I hate that our high-school life passed away so quickly.

[@EdgeOfCinder]

Ghost looking over at soaps just gives a new chill down my spine.

[@beratcaglar5091]

"Which one is worst ? Dying as a human, or living as a monster ?"

[@HoneyDopamine]

Both.

[@desertstorm6927]

Dying is peaceful.

[@kerahmetternich3255]

This song is so perfect it describes all the things I'm suffering with no words needed, the screams and the sound of sorrow that comes from this gives me a moment of pure sadness but good sadness the sadness when you can listen to your inner voices talking and telling you too give up but with reasons to understand them and to find out what's causing them and this song also reminds me of relapsing its peaceful but filled with guilt and shame knowing that what you have accomplished is now gone and you will full into the darkness once again after everything you have worked for, or the feeling when im drowning myself in alcohol letting myself go and feeling alive and no longer numb from everything that's going on .

[@DJWithThemTrackz]

Another alcoholic here and just want to say don’t let a relapse diminish your ability to achieve sobriety. A relapse does not define your character nor the work you put in. A relapse is only a short period mistake if you can realize it as it happened. We strive for spiritual progress not perfection. A relapse shows that you attempted and tried to become sober . Now you have the ability to learn from it and continue to write your book of life. Don’t self demoralize when you know your capable of great things. One trip over an obstacle will not stop you from getting up and continuing your journey only you can stop you from getting back up. Don’t hold yourself back, life is a beautiful thing we ALL can achieve.

[@zxwarks]

Каждую ночь включаю эту мелодию и плачу. Как всегда

[@abuzzov]

что случилось?

[@Domihockeyrocky]

why?

[@abuzzov]

@@Domihockeyrocky because we live in Russia, and we have not been able to crawl out into the light for a long time, where to go, emigrate. it feels like we are doomed to live in it all our lives.

[@paketik4960]

@@abuzzov за себя говори

[@abuzzov]

@@paketik4960 научись думать.

[@yusufkhalaf9095]

When I listen to it I feel like iam seeing my life pass and seeing how sad it is .

[@transib]

Эта песня заставляет меня думать о моих прошлых друзьях, как мы каждый день выходили на улицу, звали друзей по домофону,ходили в драг другу в гости. Сейчас все изменилось, я переехал,друзей нет, прошлые друзья остались в прошлом.... Как же мне жаль осознавать, как же мне грустно на душе, когда я вспоминаю те самые моменты куски счастья...

[@lest239]

This song feels like abuse, the screaming ,the sadness the anger,the feeling of defeat

[@Yaiikira]

This sounds like grief, like realizing you lost someone and they will never be back. Just pure sadness. Like the way the way your stomach whit realization.

[@chipfunds]

This feels like you’re drowning, but it feels peaceful and calm. Almost… relaxing. Like being drenched in rain while the cold breeze sweeps through the grass and past you.

[@x.ur.L0cal.1di0t]

“I hate that I miss them, after all they’ve done” those are my thoughts when I hear this song.

[@катенька-ч4о]

if the universe was a tv series, this song would be the very last credits.

[@fairybread_eater2]

this song always makes me almost cry it's so beautiful 😭❤️

[@Freda-dk7ss]

It’s an unexpected heart penetrating song and it hits all lifts issues and shows them to your souls core

[@gcurtin4504]

this always feels like when ur leaving ur house and ur puppy/dog would whimper and looking at the window seeing that ur leaving to go somewhere but didnt come back for 2 months.... heartbreaking right-?

[@sadepoch6339]

this painting perfectly represents the vibe of this music

[@someperson9127]

this is like,, genuine art like an actual art piece it feels so emotional, like someone's screams for some kind of help are put into instruments to play the sad melancholy tune of slow mental decay or I could just be overthinking a sad song

[@Ga3l0009]

That's it, we all think that.

[@zhraxx_dd]

Эта песня напоминает мне чувство Когда все потеряно..ничего не вернуть Ничего не изменить..пора и тебе сдаться.. Примерно такие чувства у меня от этой песни

[@mentallyunstablegermanfool]

This song is how i feel. Empty, hopless, resigned, and overwhelmed with intense sorrow. Life is meaningless to me, there is nothing that changes that, nothing that helps other then distractions. But every night i go back to crying and debating on if i should end it all. I know i will one day.

[@hiroshikk5752]

a maior dor é a dor na qual você não consegue explicar, ela é pesada, ela doi, ela doi de verdade, é um peso sobre si mesmo, é um peso que quanto mais você nota ele mais fundo ele te leva, é algo sem saida, você vai sendo esmagado lentamente pela sua propria mente, e quando você vê, você vai estar nas mais profundas colunas da escuridão, do medo, da frustação, e principalmente da sua propria angustia que a cada dia te consome feito um virus, ela te destroi, ela fecha sua mente, você nem ao menos tem alguma motivação pra continuar vivendo, você apenas vive, é uma ida sem volta, não desejo essa sensação nem ao meu pior inimigo.

[@Gabriela-bs5yi]

This song makes me forget that happiness and hope ever existed.

[@LanaZitle]

This music reminded me of my failed childhood 😢

[@Leech-3]

I don’t think I’ve ever heard a song that encapsulates my depression so well

[@лерадинкова]

rest in peace my dear grandma . you always be in my heart, i love you, i love you.

[@stellasabanovic9749]

Im so sorry

[@Pinkman_84]

Ce qui est merveilleux dans des musiques comme ça c’est qu’on peut le ressentir de plein de manière différente comme une émotion de tristesse ou de peur…

[@happychappyishere1844]

This is the song you hear when someone you love is gone

[@jollysunshine7686]

We always praised matt for how good he is in boxing but we never asked how is matt.

[@happychappyishere1844]

@@jollysunshine7686 I’m going through allot man. I’m forced to fight I don’t want to fight

[@jollysunshine7686]

I wish you the best of luck man@@happychappyishere1844

[@janezie2601]

I know this is an old comment. But I hope you're better now, okay? I myself don't know what to do anymore, but I hope you've managed to find something to hold on to. ​@@happychappyishere1844

[@rouyuu]

I just want close my eyes and let everything go

[@sannevanputten9630]

Let it go sweety

[@WeBall_1204]

Are you ok? And if not, seek help and find people that can comfort you

[@WeBall_1204]

Are you ok? And if not, seek help and find people that can comfort you

[@tired15]

i’m here if you need to talk 🤍

[@LazyLarsen]

Even though this was commented 4 months ago I hope you’re still alive and holding on.

[@AlejandroOrtega-zb5qz]

I Lost my mom 💔 this song reminds me of when I was with her.

[@rymanjones3]

Came from mw2 memes, stayed bc it’s beautiful. I really like this song now

[@-S4T]

same bro same

[@Xyibin228]

" даже самые горькие слезы, можно превратить в лёд... " " но каждый лёд может растаять от пламени... Пламени любви... "

[@nottoogoody]

This song makes you feel like you're in unbearable pain

[@BruceCC]

I don't know why, but when I listen to this song it makes me go into a moment of trauma, confusion, despair, sadness, disappointment, it makes one wonder, what's wrong with me? What am I thinking? What am I doing? you know what you have. It makes you enter a horrifying environment, where you are in a dark room or place, visualizing how time passes, how your world deteriorates. Why didn't I have the courage to do things right when I could? WHY THE FUCK DID WE STOP DYING TO WHOM DEMANDED HELP FOR HIS LIFE? I just hope I have a chance to fix everything, even though I know I don't deserve it. How the hell did I go from being happy to feeling lonely? Or worse, WHY THE FUCK DON'T I DO SOMETHING TO FEEL BETTER? I don't know.

[@ayda-ny9ui]

مادري لية من اسمع هل موسيقي يرجعني الألف سنة للوراء خاصتآ الذكريات تعوم حولي💔.

[@XG-79]

I want a hug from someone, even if it's someone I hate .

[@dev_mode223]

lost a loved one recently, but for some reason i couldn't cry, i am in tears

[@tarynmarie4375]

This song brings me such pain and intrusive thoughts but I keep coming back. I can't understand it.

[@seungminluv2544]

The feeling if you can't cry anymore and you are empty inside feeling numb ,confused about this life

[@anarchyst4834]

Listening to this masterpiece, thinking about how I wasted my life and what I couldve done with it. Thinking about that I will once get to see my loved ones be buried. Thinking about life going so fast that you don't even realise it until your last moments..

[@_yoongi..]

This melody makes me feel like the most broken person but the most calm and quit one too

[@ама-о2л]

мне грустно, но я давлю на себя, заставляю себя слушать эту песню, будто бы хочу наказать себя за лень, за безделье, за то что нет мотивации, за то что нет сил что то делать, я хочу себя наказать , я ненавижу себя за это, мне уже 20 , я ничего абсолютно не добилась в своей жизни, у меня нет целей , нет сил , нет денег, нет поддержки , нет опоры, нет помощи. Родители не воспринимают меня за человека, считают что я ребенок и не имею возможностей строить планы и достигать цели, думают что я не смогу , не верят в меня, не отпускают меня осуществлять мечты, я нахожусь дома, но это не мой дом, меня будто бы держат здесь насильно, будто бы это болото, все мои сверстники чего то добились , а я , лежу в кровати разомлевшись , с туманом в голове , я человек, который не умеет ценить, дружить, я безответственный человек, я всегда себя ненавидела за это, но теперь я понимаю что не виновата, ведь с детства в меня привили это, все кто меня окружал, но конечно никаких оправданий , я боюсь будущего, я очень боюсь , я слаба , мои кости, мое тело, оно будто бы ломается на куски, я ничего не делаю но это меня и убивает, я угасаю день за днем, я не хочу умереть, я хочу быть счастливой, ведь хотеть того, чего мы и так не избежим это глупо, верно ведь? я не думала что докачусь до такого положения, что со мной происходит, почему я ничего не делаю, почему у меня нет сил, почему, почему, почему я так ничтожна, разве мое присутствие в жизни не имеет значения? разве я не могу быть полезна? разве я не человек… каждый из нас , послан в эту землю для какой то цели, а какова моя цель… неужели жить несчастно и умереть в этой болоте.. не так я себе это все представляла в 15 лет … спасибо если дочитали, я не могу ни с кем поделиться мыслями и тревогами, не хочу казаться слабой , но тут не сдержалась, удачи вам , друзья… научитесь ценить и не лениться

[@hoseinahmadi2403]

You are not alone I'm look like you

[@Ascension_7]

this is amazing music ... It made me return to the time when I suffered from depression and first got into a mental hospital (it was in winter) ... this music is saturated with pain, but not with pain that hurts, but with calm pain that does not cause discomfort to the one experiencing ... so it sounds like a mental hospital for me… that’s how mental illness sounds… that’s how death sounds… but this music is gorgeous

[@СтонГвоздя]

Эта милодия заставляет меня представлять и вспоминать несчастных людей и их долгие и мучительные душевные страдани, я порой использую такое состояние чтобы придумать и написать что-то типо историй о несчастных...

[@amateur_guitarist]

One day people will understand that there is the truest of beauty in such hauntingly sad pieces. Maybe they would understand why I love sadness.

[@l_amb8510]

This song makes me forget about my life and I can just paint without any worries, its a good feeling

[@oliviajune564]

everyone is saying this song is sad, but honestly it's way deeper and just feels raw and beautiful.

[@ratgoddess9212]

When i listen to this song i feel kinda panicky but then calm I can't explain it it's not a feeling i feel but when i listen to this it is

[@vira_me0]

ooh, yees(

[@KawtarEljad]

الأغاني توسخ القلب وتشعرك بامشاعر وهمية

[@mateusmac1]

Frequência, Energia e vibração. 3-6-9 Músicas podem mudar todos esses tipos, depende de você, se vai querer NÍVEL baixo ou alto.

[@moonninjaeduuhd4892]

this song hits so hard that i have a nostalgia crisis i remember the happy past the good memories the drawings the pranks but now... now all that is over and my desire is to go back to the past and relive all of that even if it is not possible .😟

[@voidrelated96]

He is no longer afraid of death, he just scared of the loneliness and darkness that comes after

[@edsiefer]

This song makes me feel like I’m powerless and left on the ground, the only thing surrounding me is just countless amounts of tears let go after so much was lost. I feel how I do, powerless, left behind, lonely, abandoned. It sucks, but it’s just how life goes, either way, everything that people say is just a lie. “Difference is amazing”, sure as hell don’t apply to me. “Honesty is the best policy”, yeah right, once pigs fly. “Just be yourself”, sure as hell ain’t got me far on like, lost myself on 3rd grade to the same person who makes me feel powerless. I thought they were a caretaker, not a torturer, I hate her all the same still.

[@Sm-hj5qo]

This is how i feel since my dad passed away. Idk how to explain it everything just feels so empty and lonely. I just need one more moment with him

[@michealbranks1283]

Man I hope you are doing ok I here for you

[@roaawalled1146]

I feel my soul coming out with this music

[@NumberOnehuskfan]

This song makes me feel like I’m literally just dying, in a field somewhere where no one will find me. I’m just dying. Nothing else. I’m just accepting my fate while I lay there in the field. It just feels peaceful, but at the same time so sad. WHAT IS THIS FEELING SHFHHSDHS

[@-Annuu_546.]

I wanna give a big hug so bad to the boy in the painting ;(

[@Dorchares]

She is a woman, "The ill woman" by Vasily Polenov c.1886

[@-Annuu_546.]

Oh this is embarrassing.....

[@cyborgXcsun]

lmao.. same

[@gabril7297]

This piece is so broken and sad that scares me. A feeling that I’m never tired of

[@Bombzrcool]

I don’t know how to say it, but this song just somehow. It explains so much about be, I don’t know how. These are the only words I could think of with it It somehow makes me feel emotional as the tune plays, as if it could be played when an animal or person died. Referencing my animals dying so far.. The music reminds me of how I could sound if I was actually good at playing my instrument, it’s a violin so it sounds kinda similar to this. It’s soothing as I feel like it also describes my emotions with the notes, the notes are different. Meaning that I can have major mood/emotion swings. Don’t ask about this one, but I somehow feel like it describes my grades. Like my grades being fragile, if I mess up everything shatters… I feel like it just kind of represents how if I mess up even a small little thing, everything around gets shattered and all messed up. Of how I must be perfect for everything to go accordingly, I must have good grades and ect, or else everything in my family and friendships will shatter. This also reminds me of one of my dreams, a character from a show I watch. He was stirring his coffee in his room, wondering who made it for him. The only thing that lit up his room was a small lamp and the moonlight. This also reminds me of my room, as it is lit by a small lamp because I do not bother to turn my lights on or to open the curtains. It reminds me of how I have nobody to talk to about my true feeling and that I have to shut everything out to be more perfect than not. Mostly of all, it just reminds me of my dead animal so much that I am honestly tearing up while writing this, it reminds me of how fragile he was when he died, so weak, so helpless…. It’s honestly just so sad… Reminds me of how my mother is trying to get rid of my childhood things just because they are “torn” or broken.. Reminds me of how I just got called downstairs and I had to put on my best face so they think nothings wrong. Sorry for making this so big..

[@diedtaki]

Захлебываясь в слезах однажды, Я наконец обрету покой. Не увидишь ты меня и дважды, Спасибо что была со мной.

[@horanghaetoes5373]

It's like crying from someone when they're dead and that is the exact representation of the melody of the violin

[@ema9395]

i started to feel so sad recently, i feel that i bore everyone around me and that my own firends hate me, i cried a lot listening to this song

[@mikusi9397]

Oh....

[@-S4T]

im late but gah damn