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[@tinaschrecengost8408]

“Dad” not only did you do a wonderful job on those fancy shelves. But you along with your sweet wife do a fantastic job at being amazing parents while your daughter is in her time of need. Warms my heart ❤️

[@Casper58]

Spot on🥰 I’m seeing a sander in my future 🤔

[@anaisabelbermingham]

You have their wings to carry you and as a parent that is a gift from God

[@MichelJanse]

my heart just exploded 🥰

[@booklovingnerd]

Tina I agree I am going thru a divorce also and I have no support from family at all and the ones your support to have to support you when need them I don’t have. I am super jealous and to make it worse I have 2 kids that have to see their mom crying cause I am going thru this alone with no support.

[@striketochill]

@@booklovingnerd

[@yvonnenaser7445]

Dad deserves “dad of the year” award. Both your parents are pretty darn amazing. But I’m not surprised; apple doesn’t fall far from the tree.

[@MichelJanse]

This is so sweet 😭😭😭 I love them so much!

[@kimturner8678]

I definitely agree you dad did such a great job on the shelves... 100%props. They look really good.

[@KendraJC19]

“Dad” you did a beautiful job on Michel’s shelves. Michel you need to remember it’s okay to feel sad sometimes. Just remember the sun will come back out! Sending love and positivity. ❤️

[@kalikobiko]

I don’t know you, but I’ve become so invested in your life and well being! I truly hope each day has been a little better, and that your confidence in yourself is growing. You seem to be stronger in each vlog 💛 We all love you! Also, Papa Janse you did AMAZING.

[@MichelJanse]

This truly means SO MUCH 🥺🥰

[@dvoravideos]

I have never seen more perfect (and perfectly installed) shelves in my life!!!! :) I know your moments of mourning and loneliness and feeling overwhelmed. My husband's suicide four and a half years ago left me with three young children (6,4 and 1.5) and a whole new life to get control over immediately. It was so much, and every decision I made felt like it had enormous weight to it because I had so much responsibility on my shoulders. I was suddenly the only adult in a house with my kids, and I felt like all my emotions had an uncomfortable echo because of the vacancy that had been left behind. I will tell you this - by staying true to all your feelings - the sadness, the anger, and the new distrust, but also the moments of strength, hope, faith and the love you have for life and people, you are going to grow through this and find yourself in an amazing position. You are going to know yourself better than you ever have before because you will have survived enormous loss, and you will know that you can endure trauma and come out the other side of it. You may not feel strong in the moments when you are crying in your new apartment, but please trust me - you are getting stronger in those moments. Sending you love, strength and support.

[@marylynngallant5168]

Dad, the shelves are gorgeous!! So sleek and classic. Your daughter appreciates your kindness and Dadness!!👍🏻

[@uevuekan]

My dad passed away this year and he was the handyman of the house and my hero! Seeing the new shelves had me teary thinking of him. Your dad not only did a FANTASTIC job but loves you sooooo so much! AMAZING PARENTS

[@kzfingerprint]

Your parents are gems, and not surprisingly, they raised you to be a gem as well! 💎

[@MadeUpLikeADoll]

The “breaking” moment of the video was the realist. It made me not feel less than, bratty, or weak when it feels like an Avalanche of responsibility and requirements is falling down on you and you just don’t know how you’re going to get on top of it and not buried underneath it

[@jeanneewaseck6635]

Dads always build the best shelves for their daughters!!

[@beebro1405]

Omg!! His shelves are amazing!! What a blessing to have such a loving dad!

[@ashleyduty8366]

Your “sad” clip is SO relatable! I’m changing jobs and moving states and it’s exhausting. Much love. ❤️

[@shanyaeskridge4593]

Dad to the rescue...Those shelves are beautiful 😍. Good Job Dad!!!! Thank you Michel for being open and vulnerable. I know its not easy to open up your life to complete strangers. Super proud of you for embracing everything " even the tough, not so good, ugle cry days". Sending lots of light, love, peace, and whole body laughter your way.

[@MichelJanse]

Thank you for this 🤍🤍🤍

[@paulad8726]

I like that you added the “1” to also represent the strength of being alone as 1 whole self again. 2 to 1 but also 12. Perfect! No matter what, in life you always have yourself and that’s beautiful in and of itself.

[@cheyennewilcox4022]

Thoughts about max: maybe you could prep him to go out for a “walk”. Like harness/leash, poo bags, treats, etc. and then walk him out to the porch area. Maybe he will feel like it’s okay if it is the same routine he is used to

[@darrenomalley3994]

I was going to make the same suggestion. He’s in anew home and needs time to adjust

[@adrianagarza7114]

Thats a great idea, I had the same issue with my dogs and my trainer recommended to put small trees and plants as male dogs need to lift their legs to pee and after a while they will poo as well, it worked wonders for me.

[@ldpickens]

I agree it’s the suggestions to make it feel more like he’s out for a walk. We had to train our old man dog the same way since he had a tough time going outside due to stairs. I also praised him for using the potty on the patio so he knew he was okay to do it

Max sees it as a part of the house. My dogs are the same. Perhaps change up his walks; his last walk could be earlier and morning walks also earlier.

[@lynnenord8720]

The shelves look like total acts of love! Wonderful!

[@callieclayton3260]

Oh, those shelves are beautiful! What an amazing dad you have!! I am so thankful you have parents who will stop and call you back no matter what whenever you need them, especially in this season. Thank you for trusting us with you hard days and moments. That takes incredible courage and strength. Praying for you as always!

[@carolinelvsewe]

I love that Papa Janse insisted on the shelves being perfectly to his liking!✨ A true artisan! It’s beautiful ! Best Dad award.

[@DianeC1975]

The shelves do look fabulous. Dads are the greatest. Also, I just want to hug you you're so adorable. I can say that because I'm old like a grandma. 🤗💕

[@brynvollenweider7580]

The fact that your dad didn’t like your old shelves and made you new ones reminds me of my own dad and I’m here for it. They are so pretty too. I love that your family is so loving and supportive in this season of your life. It’s okay to not be ok sometimes I appreciate your vulnerability and sharing your life in such an honest and open way!

[@Chelbsn]

Michel, you are just about the same age as my daughter and as I watch this I see that haunting sadness that I sometimes see in her eyes, but you know what else I see coming up through that sadness? I see a steely resolve and a strength that only those that have had to rebuild themselves experience. There will be a day when that strength will reignite the fire inside you. It will burst forth and disintegrate that despair. Until that day comes, you are enough, you are strong, you are beautiful, and you are so loved💗

[@lisaborne2784]

"Dad and Mom" you both have done a fantastic job raising your kids! One one the best things about my day is being able to watch these videos and being able to relate to her! Also those shelves are amazing! Kinda jealous over here. Michel you are amazing and we are so blessed! Thank you for sharing not only the good but the bad as well! We love you!

[@sissyrouse1473]

Your dad is the dad we all wish we had! Those shelves look amazing. Your Mom is wonderful as well.

[@gaylefontaine4833]

The shelves are gorgeous, congrats to your dad!!

[@julieharrison2444]

Papa Janse, you were so right. Those are absolutely beautiful shelves!!!

[@zoehill3334]

Michel, I honestly still mispronounce your (stunning) first name in my mind because I’m still a /very/ new viewer but I’m thrilled I found you and your channel albeit in a very difficult season for you. You’ve been such a light and warm presence to watch and even though I just recently stumbled across your videos, I’m proud of your growing and getting stronger every day and also proud of you for showing us that growth is not linear and not always perfect. And that that is okay. I hope you know we all admire you and are rooting for you

[@erin.02.ashley92]

The shelves are absolutely gorgeous!

[@silverlimosine]

I would love to get my father in law to do some wooden shelves in our den just like yours. Those are so sleek and trendy looking, in an effortless way. Thumbs up for dad!

[@paigea.1514]

Having a dad as amazing as yours is a huge blessing. The holidays always remind me of my troubled relationship with my abusive father. I hope you remember that, even during difficult times, you are blessed in many ways.

[@deborahodum5665]

YOUR DAD DID A GREAT JOB ON THE SHELF. YOU ARE BLESSED TO HAVE HIM. OH THE BEAUTY OF A DAD/DAUGHTER LOVE.

[@cedoniapeterson9239]

When I was moving into my new apartment, I had zero furniture and a new puppy. It was obviously very different circumstances, but I was also very stressed and overwhelmed. What helped was automating as much as I possibly could. I got subscription boxes for everything from meat and cheese to houseplants and tea, and set up Amazon subscribe-and-saves for everything else that I possibly could. It's such a load off to have things just show up at your door before you urgently need them. Also, Michel's dad, the shelves look awesome. I wish someone would come install shelves like that in my apartment!

[@jeanwhite6693]

Dad, you did such wonderful job. Now, that she came, you're having a wonderful time with her. This is what she needs. Keep up the great work with her. I can tell, she's a Daddy girl. 👍🙏❤

[@allthingshealthy2314]

Way to go Mr. Janse!! You’re such an incredible father. I love how you stop by to see Michel on your way home from Houston and help her with all the handyman things. So caring and loving

[@Maryam0]

Michel, I went through a very very difficult breakup. I was so confused about a lot of things and so incredibly heartbroken. It breaks my heart when I see someone else going through a similar situation, but you will get through this. I'm sure of it. ❤️❤️ Also, Papa Janse, Michel said to tell you you did a good job with the shelves 👏🏻👏🏻 Seriously though, they look AMAZING!

[@aluli33]

“Dad” did an absolutely amazing job on your shelves! Very beautiful! Thanks for sharing your path with us. Keep your chin up girl…you’ve got this!! ♥️

[@slink235]

Great job dad!!!! You are amazing and anyone with a not great dad look up to dad's like you!

[@karenmcneill2602]

So true!!! Great Dads are fascinating to me. I'm used to the opposite. He wasn't abusive but angry and absent, then completely abandoned us. Michel's Dad, and Mum, are B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L.

[@emilywatson1141]

Your parents are the SWEETEST! Your dad (and mom!) loves you so much, and is so precious that he rebuilt the shelves.

[@mariamalam3902]

Dad!!!!!!, those shelves have been built with love and it shows, they really do look lovely, may your whole family stay happy and blessed, lots of love from London UK xxx

[@karinneyrinnrinn]

Your dad is so kind to help you with the shelves. They are beautiful. You're so lucky to have a great and loving dad!

[@marissah3125]

Michel and papa janse you’re both amazing people! Michel, Keep putting one foot in front of the other. You are doing this! Sad days are allowed. Cry, feel it, then wipe the tears, self care and go. We are rooting for you!

[@sandraperry8769]

Dad J you did a fabulous job on those beautiful shelves. Dad J and Mom J you are such loving and supportive parents. I am sending A Huge Hug to all of you. Many blessings upon you all as you continue through this process.

[@ceciliacorina]

I’ve been having a poopy few weeks at my new job…and I usually go to KZbin and binge when I’m off work. Also, I’ll admit, I sometimes find myself envious of KZbinrs, but today I felt energized by your positivity and just watching you clean and listening to you talk. Thank you.

[@genciebowlin9477]

Your dad did a really good job on those shelves. You are lucky to have such supportive parents.

[@susanmcguire4664]

Michel thank you for being open and honest about how you are feeling and coping. All too often people on social media only show the good moments of their life. No ones life is always happy and fun. Everyone has sad and stressful days. It is never easy for people who are dealing with the end of a marriage. Everything you are feeling is perfectly normal. It takes a long time to recover from the shock and it takes time to process all the emotions and the new routine you have to get used to. Sending you a BIG friendly hug and positive vibes from Australia xxoo

[@madisoned]

Dad did so well, the shelf looks simple yet cute. Michel, it's okay to cry. You don't have to be alone to feel alone. We all feel lonely and sad sometimes. Let it in and cry it out.

[@SignWithCourtney]

Michel's dad, you're awesome. I love how you show up . . . with food, to fix shelves, and just being awesome in Michel's life and showing how a man should be.

[@Krissy331]

Excellent job Michels dad on the shelves 👏🏾👏🏾🥺. Michael, continuing to pray for you in this season. I liked that you acknowledged the toxic positivity that happens, Sending you virtual hugs it’s okay to have sad days. ❤️.

[@carmanwilliams8278]

I found your chanel not that long ago because of sip and thrift. You have quickly become a favorite. I'm working my way through some "grit building" things in life right now and am often very tense. When I hear "Hi friends. How are ya" instantly I begin to relax just a little. We aren't facing the same exact "uglies" of life but things you've said in recent vlogs have become important reminders along my path. Thank you for being as open as you have. Thank you for wanting to be a help to others.

[@sallykavcsak2772]

You are so blessed to have your Dad. My Dad did all sorts of things like yours. Keep strong and you will power through and come out on top. You will find joy again.

[@joalyng]

I also want to say, you are extraordinarily strong, whether you cry and break down or not. The fact that you are sharing the hard parts is incredibly good for women struggling as well. There is strength in letting your self feel and express all of your emotions because that is what you need. Society tells us to hide our struggles, it's wrong. You are incredible, you are kind and you will get through all of this and be a better person on the other side. Just be patient with yourself in your low points. Sending so much love your way! 🤗

[@graynano8695]

First of all, you ARE killing it....just because we have bad days doesn't mean we are failing at anything and I really want u to remember that. You are a beautiful soul with so much going for you. ❤

[@nataliegarcia73]

Your realness is SO relatable. I've been there before, feeling overwhelmed by everything. I definitely work to focus on good as if I never do I'll just wallow endlessly, but not a lot of people see that side other than my partner really. Thank you for sharing and it inspires me to share those things in those seasons too

[@hfrisch007]

Those shelves are gorgeous! Absolutley amazing workmanship!

[@CoriSells]

I love seeing you being so genuine. It’s OKAY that you don’t have all good days, you’re going through a change. You have amazing days and a beautiful outlook a lot of the time and even if it was 50/50 each way you’d be doing so much better than a lot of people because you are giving your all and trying to find positivity in everything.

[@robinsongrl]

Papa Janse! Those shelves are perfection!!! You're such an amazing parent. I wish more parents were like you and Mama Janse ❤️

[@grafffuller3265]

We love you, too. Special love to Papa Janse, going the extra mile with the shelves. Beautiful. ❤

[@vikkiskomarokha150]

I really needed this today. I’ve gone through a big life change and yesterday was the first day in a long time that I’ve had a panic attack. Seeing your vulnerable side really resonated with me. Thank you for showing that. Also, I am so glad that your parents are incredibly supportive during your divorce. My parents are extremely religious and they basically shunned my sister during her divorce. My dad took my ex brother in laws side. My cousins took his side as well. It was so sad to see. My dad just kept going on about how it’s wrong and the church doesn’t approve etc etc. it took him a few years to come around. I just couldn’t imagine your own parents not supporting you. It’s just so nice to see that your parents care more about you as a person than religious “rules”! Anyways, I am loving your apartment and your recent content. It is nice seeing you do things for you. You deserve it! You’re amazing and just genuinely the best person I’ve ever watched. My husband also comments about how genuinely nice and happy you are. He will sit here and just watch all of your videos with me.

[@butterfly1401]

❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@RandomStoryTime02]

Great job Pappa Janse!!! We need some shelves for our garage. Love yall very much. Take care!

[@sydneymills5130]

Papa Janse! You did such a fantastic job with those shelves. Both Dad and Mom are doing such a wonderful job taking care of their daughter ❤️ I am so happy you are close enough to have this support system during this immensely tough season. Continually praying for you 🙏🏻

[@iertjeee]

I love the shelfs, but I love your mom & dad more, they are the sweetest!

[@cminor75]

I’ve been jumping around watching all different random videos of yours from different times. And by that I mean for the last two days I’ve probably watched 20 to 30 videos so quite a few! Max talking on this one was the cutest thing ever :-)

[@rnjedilaura]

A few video's ago I posted that I was going through a huge change in my life related to health issues. I just wanted to say...(again xo) that following you on this difficult journey has helped.me so much. Your strength and honesty is empowering and reassuring. You help me and many of your subscribers feel not alone. You have said many times that continuing to vlog and share your story with us helps give you strength. Please know that you are returning that support to us. Xo

[@ireneinoa8411]

Thank you being so honest and REAL especially with your personal life! Finally someone who shows the sad side of real life ! I wish you well! And i cant wait for time to pass and when you are fully healed and can look back at all this and say WOW im glad those days are over♥️ Best wishes!

[@valeriehlubik3544]

The shelves are beautiful. Don’t be so hard on yourself. You will make it through this difficult time. We love you just as you are. When all else fails give Max a hug.

[@renswit6301]

Thank you for being vulnerable and honest. I'm typing through tears because I know exactly how it feels daily to just be holding it all together and trying to get it all done. I have great days then I have days where the tears won't stop and I just want life to be normal and easy..familiar. Right now I'm living a life I don't recognize and it's hard. Thank the Lord for new mercies every morning. Praying for you friend.

[@lisak603]

Way to go, Dad! Papa’s are the best! I’m 49 years old and my dad STILL does stuff like this for me! ❤️ I work in Austin a few times a month and my main office is near Boerne. It’s cool when you mention all these areas. Newer to Texas and loving it here.

[@Miuyin]

Hi Michel, I just wanted to thank you for your honesty throughout this season of life. I know it can't be easy but I am sure you will get through it. I've never met you but I truly wish you all the best and it makes me happy to see how much support you have (specially your family). Sending lots of love ❤️ PS. amazing shelves dad!!

[@butterfly1401]

❤

[@jesiboresoff]

You are so incredibly lucky to have both of your parents and more a father like yours. They are so sweet! Makes my eyes teary everytime they come on. Many blessings to you and your family 🙏

[@jillhenderson341]

I love how thoughtful your parents are, and the beautiful shelves your dad made. I’ve been following you for a couple years, and find you and your family so relatable ( I’m actually closer to your parents’ ages 😊)

[@laurenstorlie984]

Dad's shelves are stunning!! Re: dog potties- Build a frame with 2×4's, put sod in it.

[@SimplySmiley04]

Thank you for helping normalize the horrible moments I’m pretty sure we all have where we feel like our lives are a dumpster fire. It helps us all feel a little more like part of the group that’s still trying to figure it all out ❤️❤️

[@jamieholloway7104]

Thank you for being honest with your struggles. Gentle hugs! I will continue to pray for you. Way to go Michel's dad, you rock!

[@ColeNoack]

Your parents are seriously the sweetest people. 💜 Your dad did an amazing job on those shelves. As for your bad days, I’m so sorry that you have to go through it but it’s completely normal to have those moments/days. You’re allowed to not manage it sometimes. I’m always sending you all my love and thoughts. You got this girl!

[@jamiewright2089]

The setting with the kitchen and the shelves in the backdrop is absolutely beautiful! I haven’t watched you in awhile (I’m sorry) so I was taken aback with what you are going through right now. Keep being you, sweet, soft spoken you. I will continue to watch you And hopefully sooner than later!

[@kathyluty6035]

Dad thanks for helping Michel during this difficult time. Great job helping her. Your shelves look amazing.

[@Katie0582]

Thank you for showing it all. I’m sure it can’t be easy to be so vulnerable but I think it’s so helpful. It helps remind me that no one is living a “perfect” life like social media can sometimes portray. For me it’s like out of sight out of mind and instead of thinking people just leave out the hard times I just don’t think they exist for them because everything looks so happy. So, I appreciate that what you’re showing is more realist. It is much more relatable in my opinion

[@alovelymasterpieceofalife]

Your Dad

[@debbieyork417]

Beautiful, beautiful shelves Dad. Your awesome parents in being there for your daughter in this time in her life. 😀

[@elecops9825]

Loving all these montages and editing flairs. Especially the clip where there's 2 of you! That's really cool 😊 your recent vlogs have been so lovely, really serene and calming. I hope you're experiencing some of these feelings too 😊 💖

[@venusboss6470]

I’ve been through what is happening to you right now. My advice is it does get better. Lean on your family, friends, and positive people in your life. Do something special for yourself. Hugs❤️🇨🇦

[@KellyBeth]

Thank you so much for your honesty and transparency Michel. I have honestly always thought of you as someone who "had it together" on a level I had trouble relating to. Seeing this side of you does make me (as someone who is also dealing with some personal stuff right now, and doesn't have a lot of close friends to discuss those things with) feel less alone. And, I'm sure I'm not the only one! There's something cathartic about talking through tough things with someone who can relate on some level, and just you sharing your experience really is impactful in a similar way. Thanks for being you💕 Also, those shelves look incredible!!

[@mooremindfulmoments6599]

I really look forward to watching your vlogs. You are so candid and I pray you continue to have a positive transition to austin despite the circumstances

[@953orion]

Awww.... Papa Janse those shelves are beautiful!! You are such a great dad! Michel is such a lucky girl. I am so fortunate i have an amazing dad too, A+ Papas really do make everything better! 💗

[@HunnieBee803]

Your dad did great with those shelfs.... I love watching you and have been for about a year now... I hate you are dealing with a lot right now but love how open you are .... Hugs and love

[@jamie00000qqr]

I loved the Cooking with Michel segment, we need more of that! 🤩

[@rondastothers472]

Aren’t dads the absolute best ❣️❣️

[@elenapic6859]

I'm a new subscriber here and I genuinelly completely love your dad. My dad has been building furniture for the family forever, and I learned to do it alongside him. Lately we, with some help from my bf, have built a lot of stuff for my new house. I'm a natural wood type of gal, unlike my mom. Anyways, that's all to say that as soon as I peeked to the shelves I could feel a sparkle in my eye, haha. The reveal was so much better with you talking about the quality of the wood! They're beautiful shelves, that's some great work. Thanks for the vulnerability. Today I felt particularly related. I have some chronic illness and have been learning to actually be an actual adult on my own at the same time. It can be so overwhelming some times.

[@jeanetteoxo]

Honestly michel, the 12 is just a sign that everything is going to be OK. When you are sad and you look down, 12 is just a symbol of hope and good change now, with nothing but good things coming out from it. 🤍✨

[@beccboot12345]

The shel es are perfect Papa Janse!! And I also just wanted to thank you for that honest moment because it is truly affirming that I am not alone. I got divorced almost 3 years ago after being with my ex almost 18 years and two kids. I also have chronic health issues and feel like I should have my crap together at 43 years old. And I do-until I don’t. And that is normal. No one is 100% on top of it. No matter the season. And some seasons are harder than others too. You inspire ME even though you are so much younger. Thank you for continuing to show up for us and yourself even when it is hard! 💕

[@justjesschannel]

Thank you for being so positive Michel... I love your videos and your kind heart! You are inspiring! ♡

[@lauraelisee]

Do not shy away from being open and honest and raw! Not everyone has good days, weeks or even years. Not everyone may be posting publicly online but we all have our moments where life feels like too much. Also go papa Janse!! 💙

[@kennaharrison603]

I can actually see a big difference with the shelves your dad redid so much nicer. Thanks Dad!

[@cathysauls8388]

Your dad did a great job on your shelves. They are so nice. Your parents are so sweet.

[@Nnissoooo]

The shelves do look amazing

[@lisebelanger1692]

Yes, dad did an awesome job on those shelves, shiny and sturdy too. Lucky to have such a skilled handyman around, one who does things with love and compassion , way to go Dad! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

[@arepurposedlifewithlaura1496]

Michel, you absolutely are not sharing too much. You have a very large support system here and you should feel free to take full advantage. I'm sure that you keeping it real helps many young women who have found themselves in your position. I do feel that you are extremely fortunate and in a better place financially than most people find themselves when in your position. But, you have worked your butt off to be where you are, and you should be very proud of yourself.

[@kmerr1625]

Michel, I've been watching since you lived in the studio apartment and this is the most genuine video I've seen of you in all that time. Not even talking about the clip of you crying. You seem to be living for you for the first time since I've been watching. In the past it seemed like you had a front up online, but in this video I noticed a difference from the first couple minutes. I know you're going through a really hard time but it seems like you're finding yourself more each day, so I'm really happy for you. P.S. I've also been going through a breakup with my partner of 6 years and watching your videos makes me feel like I'm not alone, so thank you for that.

[@patriciahallstrom9384]

Things will get better ..it will ♥️

[@ruthymaki]

Thank you for being so authentic, real and open. The world needs more of this