OKAY GUYS, this video was made on Windows Movie Maker when I was in high school FOREVER AGO. Please be nice to me I AM SORRY.
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@amywillis42872 жыл бұрын
Definitely one of the most powerful songs ever written. Lyrics, Maynard's delivery, the instrumentals. EVERYTHING about this song is perfection 💜
@shaymary52472 жыл бұрын
It speaks my life AND possibly death!
@ckay90062 жыл бұрын
Totally agree
@chrisbailey9377 Жыл бұрын
Awesome song definitely. Powerful. But I disagree.
@elfnino4878 Жыл бұрын
Why dontcha just go drink wine out of his asshole then
@elfnino4878 Жыл бұрын
(I say wine bc if you were a true Maynard fan you'd know he owns a winery)
@junglepitts4 жыл бұрын
In high school I'd listen to this album on repeat and never got tired of listening to it. About 15 years later and I do not get tired of it.
@johnathanwilson42333 жыл бұрын
I love you hon
@goodgolly47262 жыл бұрын
Same
@kimmieshere197913 жыл бұрын
Just a beautiful song, never forget where you have been in order to get where you are now. Every saint has a past and every sinner a future.
@reneramos32144 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@the1andonlypop4 жыл бұрын
Most have it wrong. This is about someone on their high horse acting as if they've never wronged people in their lives they've never accounted for. Specifically their partners and they recall their nasty thoughts and behaviors as others fault to keep their angelic image.
@nataliehanna56394 жыл бұрын
@@the1andonlypop Actually, ya..but no. The song was written after a close "friend" to the band, or specific members passed due to losing their personal battle with addiction. The "point" being made, and more that well done, is how sometimes those that reform, or get "clean" tend to be self righteous and condecending. (sp?) This hit some nerves with Maynard.. hence making amends, and "recalling demons as if they are someone elses etrociousness" (sp?)... I can relate as my ex husband was an addict/alcoholic. He did choose to get "sober" after I finally was fed up..however hes def. a "dry drunk" in accordance with Alwanon, which is why this resonates with my soul.. he made ammends to every single person but me..and then hated me b/c I left him
@wolfofwar66644 жыл бұрын
Well said, friend
@davidnowacki19423 жыл бұрын
@@nataliehanna5639 he never made amends to himself. I'm struggling with it myself. I'd think he cant forget/forgive. But I'm sure you know that. Shit is hard as hell.
@AneshayOverstay4 жыл бұрын
Three years after my divorce, my ex-wife murdered a man. It was a couple of years before this song came out. I visited her once. She looked well. But I knew then, that the surface was an illusion. She did 15 years for voluntary manslaughter. She was released in 2016 and lives alone. She once came to me attempting to bridge the gap of our past. I took her out for karaoke. I sang this song as if it were mine. I paid our tab and walked out the door. Leaving her with her charm. I've seen her a few times since and am happy to say that she got the message. Thanks Maynard.
@tessscherb4 ай бұрын
Y'all are crazy
@maxdoles580614 күн бұрын
@@tessscherb 😂
@TheMastermorris13 жыл бұрын
this song is just so perfect in every way shape and form. his relaxing voice, the gentle beats, and the message of the song just fit so perfectly together
@ice9planet9 жыл бұрын
The end when he sings "..to choke you now.", gives me chills every damn time. Fucking love Maynard.
@nataliehanna56393 жыл бұрын
YES!!!!
@theguywhobeatthathookermar8708 жыл бұрын
I wish this song was a hour longer..
@nickclark186 жыл бұрын
TheGuyWhoBeatThatHooker Martin i wish your mom waa 30 years younger
@mcsaltysack56226 жыл бұрын
Great Dragon I wish I was 20 years younger
@rlundquest5 жыл бұрын
Amen
@samuelalbertson3645 жыл бұрын
words. his halo is the absence of knowledge concerning(what damage they might have- TOOL.. ) .His words being self destructive for reasons he will come to know wernt known only to him if his "halo" does end up coming down. it's a song to provoke a murder to adopting a identifying characteristic.or not . you all desire.
@xfighters39135 жыл бұрын
Try putting the song on loop silly.
@larryrecar75746 жыл бұрын
I can’t believe that this point in my life when all is completely lost, I now find a song worth the time to listen to and make me just slightly want the need to live
@mrmagoo89562 жыл бұрын
Only a lad is an album I hope you check out and enjoy. Different but maybe what your looking for
@chadpetersen4901 Жыл бұрын
Never lost. Listen to the whole album, beginning to end! It's a story af salvation, redemption, survival!
@js76745811 жыл бұрын
This song is just simply amazing. It reminds me so much of my addiction and recovery. The message I get is don't place yourself on a "pink cloud." I am not better than anybody else. Remember who you once were and never forget. No-one will ever be fully recovered, so don't act like you are. I am 31 days clean and I am just as vulnerable to pick up as someone with 3 years clean. Stick to your family and to the people you can trust. One step, one day at a time, we can all get better.
@adr3ns9 ай бұрын
Hope you stayed the path.🙏
@nicholasurso13288 ай бұрын
Amen
@vikingraider80612 ай бұрын
You can fully recover don’t act like everyone is the same you junkie
@Jonathan-f1n7jАй бұрын
So it's been 11 years since this comment was placed I see at this point in my life after losing my birth father from heroin and now the man that adopted me at 5 years of age and raised me till now 36 at the time of this comment he is in Orlando hospital having a triple bypass heart surgery I never needed this comment more now than I ever did back then I am an alcoholic and my family and God is all I got and as a rigorous honest man I haven't been able to stop drinking daily please pray for me and my father as I'm not ready to loose him God bless the person who wrote this comment 11 years ago it was needed #7:30amsomewhereinflorida
@Barricade209110 жыл бұрын
I've barely heard of A Perfect Circle and now i'm hooked. They have great songs and this one in particular is one I can definitely relate to.
@Barricade209110 жыл бұрын
***** definitely due to the lyrics
@audreypatterson51710 жыл бұрын
Judith is an epic one as well. Weak and Powerless...Sleeping beauty...Passive...3 libras....Jesus. All of them. End of story lol
@dopeskone10 жыл бұрын
Counting Bodies Like Sheep :)
@xxpl0de10 жыл бұрын
orestes!
@audreypatterson51710 жыл бұрын
charis bruce I am obsessed. I listen to APC or Tool or Puscifer Daily...hes my fave....and Id die for some of his wine lol
@pedrodfg6 жыл бұрын
One of the best pieces of art of all time. Poetry to my ears.
@85mushroomhead13 жыл бұрын
This song is amazing. Very deep, depressing lyrics. I tend to stick to music that wont make me feel down in the dumps, but I cant help but listen to this masterpiece every now and then.
@kuriauchiha51836 жыл бұрын
this song is deep. The lyrics were very well thought out and the instrumental is so astonishing.
@twillison88245 жыл бұрын
Damn this is an amazing song! Been listening to MJK since i was 13, 21 years later and his music still stirs up emotions I never knew I had before.
@bobbyderuby30558 жыл бұрын
love seeing how others are seeing the song in their minds so many people argue about the meaning of songs and they can mean a lot of different things to different people
@breahnnabrooks70425 жыл бұрын
For me this song represents me overcoming self harm, and narcotic abuse.
@DirtyDanMunicipalMan9 жыл бұрын
This song gives me chills whenever I hear it. My uncle who served said that when he was in Iraq, this song was playing in the chopper as him and his team touched down into a combat zone. He took lead for his country and lived to tell me the tale. He's my hero and this song makes me think of him. He brought me here.
@kasandramiller53609 жыл бұрын
Semper Fi. This song played a few times over in Afghanistan and this why I fucking love the Marine Corps!! but I feel you about hearing this song.
@nataliaramos55878 жыл бұрын
+wjye I'm sorry, but I'm sure that Maynard would be angry of reading this. In fact, I think soldiers fit perfectly: "How you're planning to go about making your amends to the dead?" You should listen to Emotive album.
@m3chan1k8 жыл бұрын
+wjye sorry to say this, but your uncle took lead for the Corporate Fascist States of America. There were no national interests that were defended in Iraq, it was a pure crusade taken on false pretext (the massive lie about Sadam's WMD).
@Ketterashley828 жыл бұрын
Thank your uncle for me for servicing this country. It is so sad reading these hateful comments. Men and woman putting their lives on the line for ignorant comments and hatred.
@Ketterashley828 жыл бұрын
I sure hope no one you love serves this country in the military. Because if you said that to their face I am sure they would have some choice words for you.
@michaelsimms70565 жыл бұрын
This guy has such a insight on things. I had nine years clean in NA and been through the steps. Perception is different for people but this song speaks to me about recovery. I can never undo what I have done but try to make amends and not do it again. I'll never be perfect and the only time I should look down on someone is to lift them up. My Halo slippen down.
@christopherpenny62162 жыл бұрын
The number of times Maynard has brought me to tears is ridiculous. Every once in a while I get something of his in my head and I have to go play the song before it will leave... but first, first I have to hear the song and remember the words. If I'm not crying for myself, I'll cry for someone else. Never fails.
@rc717710 жыл бұрын
one of my favourite A Perfect Circle tracks.... great melody and the drums sound amazing with a good sound system.
@LogamusPrime8 жыл бұрын
This song is pure death. As soon as it begins, it brings such a coldness. Pure melodic depression. This song is brillaint
@chrisbailey93779 ай бұрын
You do know what death is right?
@trollfinger14 жыл бұрын
This is about a friend of Maynards who came out of rehab and said that people get self richeous after rehab, and they shouldn't let their halo fall around their neck and choke them. That's what he said on a dvd a while ago.
@theKAOSWZRD10 жыл бұрын
Live a humble life. Listen more than you speak, think more than you act.
@WokeAFMillennial10 жыл бұрын
Monk-material.
@JaseekaRawr9 жыл бұрын
Love it. Kinda like "measure twice, cut once". I also like the saying, "God gave us two ears & one mouth. So we ought to listen twice as much as we speak". :) And finally, your comment reminded me of the *best* one, imho.. "Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." ~ Lao Tzu
@lotrojoe9 жыл бұрын
and play magic xD
@RedHanded279 жыл бұрын
***** if everyone is listening twice as much as they speak, then who is doing the talking? ;)
@JaseekaRawr9 жыл бұрын
Ben jammin ME!! *rubs hands together evil-y* Muhahahaha.. >:)
@DewDewMegaDeeDee10 жыл бұрын
This song gives me goose bumps...
@TerriK03176 жыл бұрын
Fuck yes it does
@tutsybassista7 жыл бұрын
God! This is my ALL TIME favourite song of theirs! Please play this in Portland!!! 😁
@darkmythos44578 жыл бұрын
Talk about emotions and feelings translated through sound...
@maranatha22158 жыл бұрын
I kno right, I find from tool to perfect circle to Puscifer( all bands where Maynard wrote n sung the songs) it always translates to my soul! And even the same song will translate different ways at times. He has always been on a whole nother level of epicness since day one! ;)
@thatriverrat85348 жыл бұрын
+Dark Mythos This song was played at my best friends funeral this past Nov, he died of an OD =( When the song started playing, part of me died as well. This song has many meanings for many people, for me the loss of a friend from addiction.
@thatriverrat85348 жыл бұрын
+Jennacide Jinx I want Pusifers 'The Humbling River' played at my funeral for my son =)
@maranatha22158 жыл бұрын
+The B Mo I'm so sorry for your loss😔 really I am...I can really relate to that because I'm a recovering addict and my best friend and love, is an addict that still can't get his shit straight. My heart goes out to you and your friend. I think I would be a mess of a crying wreck if I heard this song at a funeral.esp one with the circumstances of your best friend. But it's good to let those cries out. Many peaceful positive vibes to you and i really do think people who pass away, are in a much better place. Don't have any idea what n If any songs will be played at my funeral,lol but anything Maynard is a good choice ;)
@thatriverrat85348 жыл бұрын
Jennacide Jinx Thank you Very Much doll, your kind words mean more than you know. I wish You & Yours nothing but the best! And much Respect to you for your recovery, i know its hard. Even worse if you have to see it. Ive been there. So i feel you it takes a lot of will power ! So sending You Positive Energy in the battle for your Love. Love is Worth it & Love Heals all. Much Love =) Mo
@Xynarah7 жыл бұрын
A friend on Facebook shared this on her feed. I'm so glad she did. I have been looking for an artist such as this. I love the melancholy feeling this song conveys.
@TheElway079812 жыл бұрын
Absolutely powerful, great song to lean on through my own recovery. Well done with the video!
@stephaniehilton41029 жыл бұрын
This is why I love his songs. His songs have deep meaning both in Tool and A Perfect Circle. People can relate to his songs. And he has kickass vocals. ;)
@Ssargent8889 жыл бұрын
check out his other act puscifer
@obeyvirtues8 жыл бұрын
Billy Howerdel writes the lyrics as well as the sick guitar tracks... He is the one that is to thank for the magnificent lyrics on Mer De Noms and 13th Step.... Check out his other band Ashes Divide. He gets overshadowed by Maynard. But he has ten times the talent.... And to Scott Sargent. Puscifer is a joke. A big joke on all of the useful idiots. They probably make those mindless records in a week, or less.
@Ssargent8888 жыл бұрын
obeyvirtues I think some of the songs are great. But I agree mostly
@JomarY38594 жыл бұрын
Yea, stinkfist has a deep meaning. Like shoulder deep
@mandygorney40148 жыл бұрын
I like the part where he sings "I'm more than just a little curious how are you plan on making you're amends to the Dead". That line gets to me cuz week by week I sit around a table of recoving addicts who have there halo over there heads, with there 10+ years of sobriety. then we get someone new in and there is no acceptance for the new person. so then when that new person goes out a relapse and they die, I asked myself how did they go about making their amends? this kid came to us for help and very few made time to help. Why be a part of something that stands for nothing anymore. We all need to stand for something.
@tutsybassista6 жыл бұрын
Mandy Gorney Exactly! "If you don't stand for something, you'll fall for anything."
@ubuntuber16196 жыл бұрын
Mandy tell me something, what if someone starts to mix drugs and sex for meditation and spiritual growth, rather than temporarily escaping mind?
@chrism27146 жыл бұрын
Maybe someone needs to remind them that once upon a time they were in that spot too. Memories fade over time and I am sure they want to forget. A little reminder couldn't hurt.
@kennyd.68226 жыл бұрын
Real fukn shit right there! Just messed up. People get clean and look down on the ones that aren't. I tried to help once I got clean i got 3 friends clean. 3 friends that didn't die
@nathaniellong57426 жыл бұрын
Right on
@ThatHandsomeDevilgrl12 жыл бұрын
Every time, Every single time I listen to one APC's songs, I feel the strange need to jump off of a high cliff at night and just fall. I love Maynard, he is a lyrical genius and has the voice of a thousand angels. Thanks Maynard for your Music.
@tommyhansen76646 жыл бұрын
A Prefect Circle has saved my ass for years bless u Maynard
@rachelrader4554 жыл бұрын
Good Shit aSir
@iLoveyouTooL13 жыл бұрын
This song is so beautiful, it's almost as if the words become weightless, unintentional, and I enjoy not the syllables, but the sounds, each intwining and blending flawlessly.
@niceshotmano12 жыл бұрын
I just love the "more than just a little curious" flow in this song. Not sure if that's the right word, or how to describe it- it's just so smooth. Beautiful!
@aimeehutchinson72038 ай бұрын
2024 anyone?? Always coming back to Maynard’s voice!!!
@joshuaharrison81135 ай бұрын
Always ❤
@konstantinepope4 ай бұрын
2024 coming back cause this is one of the most perfect and poignant songs ever recorded....2025 we gonna be here too...
@joshuaharrison81133 ай бұрын
@@konstantinepope yes we will
@Jploveslv3 ай бұрын
🩷
@aimeehutchinson72033 ай бұрын
@@konstantinepope absolutely will be here 2025!! Come back at least once a month if not more lol 😂
@amandaclark40359 жыл бұрын
The lyrics are so amazing. I love the sound of his voice and the music!
@cryptidcoyote62369 жыл бұрын
This song leaves me breathless.
@johnathanwilson42333 жыл бұрын
this song is downright ugly
@goldilox99969 жыл бұрын
I've had this song on repeat the entire year. I have #noregrets
@inawva.46347 жыл бұрын
do you mind telling us why?
@SKEEZo247 жыл бұрын
Guilt and regret leads to stress, which eventually leads to cancer.. Rise to a higher plane than the one you were on when you committed the action which caused you to regret. #surfsup
@man77d7 жыл бұрын
Intresting thought. Thank you for sharing
@HITMAN476816 жыл бұрын
When I bought the album I would play it for days on end
@sdawg48346 жыл бұрын
I had it on repeat while i got my shit together...Got me through a lot really. I do my best to share APC with friends/family and especially those who are struggling with addiction
@LaveySon5 жыл бұрын
Thanks for the lyrics of these beautiful song. This is simply heavenly
@CRAZAYMUNKAY9 жыл бұрын
It's about people who have overcome an addiction and acted as if they were saints afterwards. As though the person they were was a completely different entity. Its basically saying "I'm glad you're better, but you still did things that can't be forgiven. Don't act superior, that's bullshit."
@richarddobson32289 жыл бұрын
It blinds! Ding Ding Ding!!!!!!!! We have a winner. I cant believe you are the only person on here who can see that.
@mojo36969 жыл бұрын
it reminds me of the some of the old timers I see in NA that treat white chippers like dirt. they pretend they have there shit so together and nothing can touch them. oh, how the mighty will fall...
@richarddobson32289 жыл бұрын
***** wrong. The entire album is about addiction. Thats why its called the thirteenth step. See the connection now? I mean why would he be asking his paralyzed mother how shes going to make ammends to the dead? I feel you may hsve jumped the gun on this one friend
@chunky_chunk9 жыл бұрын
you are right about the song judith being about his mother, however this song is not about his mother even in the slightest way. maynard has said it himself that this song is about people who beat an addiction and think that it somehow makes them superior or just a better version of themselves and think the past has no sway upon their future. if you knew of maynard's work and how he expresses himself you would know that a song about his mother wouldn't have such a sad feeling to it. and furthermore, this song sounds sad because he actually feels sad for the people this song pertains to, he pities their ignorance the same way i pity yours.
@davidjenkins56259 жыл бұрын
Maynard said he wrote this after attending an AA meeting!
@harleysicily64015 жыл бұрын
Maynards voice is beautiful!such a masterpiece.
@allisonj9055 жыл бұрын
This is one of the songs I learned on the drums when I was a teenager. This was my favorite band. Don't mind me, just remembering.
@HugoER3 жыл бұрын
Don't be sorry, thank you for uploading this great song!!
@CellarDoorx068 жыл бұрын
Music is subjective. Albeit IMO, THIS is just one example of the pulls of the voices and the melodies, and the each and every other thing necessary to say that what you are listening to, IS in fact, a work of breathtaking awe; wonder and artistic mastery - Vocally and harmonically.
@nathaniellong57426 жыл бұрын
Well said
@Teraflent11 жыл бұрын
Maynard will tell you, his songs have meaning for everyone. Just because the words he wrote meant something to him, it will mean something else to someone else. I can appreciate people trying to figure out what Maynard was getting at, but I find those who find their own meaning, not only in Maynard's words, but any music, extremely more admirable.
@justinkillen1031 Жыл бұрын
I couldnt have said it better myself
@soul62995 жыл бұрын
I have such mixed feelings towards this song and this narrative. I love and hate it and find it both honest and harmful. I love how unique the perspective is and at the same time it breaks my heart. I don’t know who I relate with more: the addict who knows they were wrong and wants to move on or the family member/friend/significant other who can’t forget what they did. I think it’s a beautifully written and heartbreaking part of a complex situation.
@christinageiger2648 Жыл бұрын
Wow. You wrote the words I have been having difficulty expressing. I am the person who won't forgive the addict...ever. I have my reasons, please don't judge. I appreciate your words✌️
@BonnieBae6 жыл бұрын
I’m no wordsmith. Maynard gave me life MANY times. I’m grateful and full of respect.
@briangary59242 жыл бұрын
I relate to this song every time I read the lyrics. I was a horrible addict & would steal money from my aunt & she thought she was losing her mind. One day she confronted me & as all addicts I denied stealing it. The night before she died she told me “I was killing her w/ my behavior & addiction & when she dies everyone would know the reason why she died”. I’ve been sober ten years, I attend church every week, I believe in walking in the footsteps of Jesus but will I be truly saved when I die? I loved this woman & have so much regret to this day. This song always makes me think of my Auntie Jo. Sometimes people aren’t acknowledged for their miracles & this woman should be a saint. Because I’m a different person now.
@dragonguy5562 жыл бұрын
I'll pray for you. Godspeed, brother in Christ!
@paulv5260 Жыл бұрын
That was a shitty thing for her to say, that was guilt-trip to the max, I could never love someone like that... sorry.. but thats sick to say that to someone.
@Jak0kaj Жыл бұрын
@@paulv5260 When you get desperate and feel like nothing else you say is working, stuff like this gets said. I’ve heard similar.
@jl12781 Жыл бұрын
I was there too bro. I'll tell you what you can do. There are other addicts just like us and there out there right now. They don't think anyone will ever come for them. They feel like no one will ever love them. But both you and I, and others like us, know this pain. And even though we can't resurrect the dead, maybe we can prevent others from dying. It's hard work because you have to show them infinite patience. But it will give your life purpose and meaning. I'm 42 years old and I've been sober for 11 years now. You and I share this pain in our hearts. That makes us brothers. And it makes you someone who knows perfectly what people like us need. Peace, love, and prosperity to you and your loved ones.
@judyannlance5368 Жыл бұрын
Same! I was an addict for 15 yrs. Did everything I could to get my next fix. My nanny (she raised me from birth) died right in front of me heart failure. Her 1 dying plea for me was to get clean because she knew once she was gone I'd literally spiral out of control worse than I already was. That was in 2013 and for about 4 months after she died I did spiral out big time. The guilt ate me up. But I've been clean since, I just wish she could've seen it.. so I completely understand!!
@Lionaura7418 күн бұрын
This song repaired a friendship of 35 yrs that was almost completely broken, before I pass from cancer at 50. Gratitude ❤
@FancyPR848 жыл бұрын
ahhh maynard.. how i love you
@jvrus65658 жыл бұрын
Just as gorgeous as your picture..
@homeless_kyle13 жыл бұрын
I Climbed a 100ft radio tower without any equipment to this song.. I got down took the headphones out and started shaking rapidly. Put 'em back in and I was fine. Thank You awesome music
@tonysproule34085 жыл бұрын
Lyric's that have to be lived to be understood properly!!
@michaelsimpson56133 жыл бұрын
Reminds me of all that have come and gone through my life.Maynard is a lyrical genius.🤘
@meganrhodes60008 жыл бұрын
wow its been a while since I listened to this song. I feel like I have fallen in love all over again!
@Leocoleboys8 жыл бұрын
I listen to it at least 3 times a day (or more)!!! LOVE!!!! 😊
@Melshelly18 жыл бұрын
+Jen Cooley How can you not, ha ha. It is "A MUST" listen to!! Kind thoughts to you!
@carolynscoggins48338 жыл бұрын
You love me too
@velez106613 жыл бұрын
Pandora brought it to me on my system of the down channel. So i'm grateful to fate and programs for sharing.Glad to reconnect with Perfect Circle through your post. Thanks. Adios
@shellyrene84355 жыл бұрын
Whatever song you listen too, & love. The meaning of the song is what you feel the song is about in whatever way it touches you. It doesn't have to be bad or good. If it touches your soul then that's what it's about. It's art.
@radiationgaming41276 жыл бұрын
first time listening to a perfect circle & all i can say is wow. im 18, shipping out to the army in a few months & just had my heart broken. listening to sad music while being sad makes you happy for some odd reason. even tho this is about addiction (i think) i can definitely feel this in my soul
@lildanzig90204 жыл бұрын
2020 anyone else?⚰🖤🤘
@chuckriley27644 жыл бұрын
right here...... is that Paz in the beginning?
@Klteschek4 жыл бұрын
sure mate! :D all time fav
@alexanderpaucarramos64 жыл бұрын
Here
@jasontracy87284 жыл бұрын
Yessir
@rebeccamartens41924 жыл бұрын
👋✌
@benfox5423 жыл бұрын
do not fear the critics. embrace them. this is the way forward for you.
@dolls4infinity619 жыл бұрын
I'm here cuz my brother has awesome music taste
@amberjeanne93088 жыл бұрын
+Dolls4infinity Welcome Dolls, and welcome YOUR newfound awesome music taste.
@mushfek8 жыл бұрын
+Dolls4infinity I'm here coz our Radio Jockey (RJ Arunima) has awesome music taste. (Radio Foorti, Dhaka, Bangladesh time 2pm-5pm everyday) you can hear her using "Radio Foorti" app on iOS or Android Play Store
@LordTraco8 жыл бұрын
+Dolls4infinity Same!
@obeyvirtues8 жыл бұрын
The guy that writes the lyrics and the sick guitar tracks also has a band called Ashes Divide. Check'em out.
@vincentalexander70228 жыл бұрын
same.
@Orisha19863 жыл бұрын
Listening to this song 6 years after I got clean is quite surreal. My ex played this to me when I was still using and now here I am.. and the lyrics are rather accurate .. Stay safe x
@emilylydy790510 жыл бұрын
one of my favs!!!
@SprocketGearbox12 жыл бұрын
You're mildly correct. It's about anyone who has overcome their addictions, but no matter what they've done they can never change the hardships and pain they caused themselves and others.
@cgdarkprince Жыл бұрын
2023 still singing this
@kustum1011 жыл бұрын
recall the deeds as if there're all someone else's atrocious stories, now you stand before us all, so glad to see you well
@troywilliams83985 жыл бұрын
As a life long abuser of any substance I could get my hands on, I thank GOD 4victory!!! It is nothing I have done without HIS HELP!!
@tcswed5 жыл бұрын
Troy Williams God isn't real.. You overcame that on your own.
@swivarithanlgooding-splatt32565 жыл бұрын
This dude clearly didn’t bother to try and understand this song...at all
@juliannecolosi2715 жыл бұрын
You need to give yourself credit for something you overcame. If you attribute your victory to God, then what will happen if for some reason you lose faith in Him? You stopped the substance abuse, no one did it for you.
@B.bruinsma5 жыл бұрын
@@tcswed yes i did it by myself after 25 years heroine and cocaïne ,,,,tool eulogy
@markduarte5531Ай бұрын
After i got sober and thought of myself so high this song pulled me back down to earth and its what i needed
@felixv32438 жыл бұрын
This is a powerful song but really it's telling you theres no hope! We humans have CHOICE as in FREE WILL there is a reason music like this resonates with us we don't know about morality.We access these dark relms of our psychology and come to no conclusion. All im saying is choose life!
@crystaltolley4235 жыл бұрын
Like the song gravity
@Blizzard0127414 жыл бұрын
My sister showed me this song and at first I was a bit creeped out and not really interested, but I listened to it a few more times and now I'm obsessed with the song xD it's so melancholy yet.....wonderful :3 I sing to it like crazy~!
@lohenaa72975 жыл бұрын
Still recovering and it's hell. I know the type he's singing about, they act so holier than thou. I hate it
@jakegraham39044 жыл бұрын
Hang in there.
@KreeKreeHotchet4 жыл бұрын
Power and love to you!
@michaelbritt27545 жыл бұрын
Awesome job with the lyrics but also extremely grateful for the audio. Amazing job!! I had to subscribe!
@beckymitchell62407 жыл бұрын
The noose... Still....December 2017
@ladyb9513 жыл бұрын
Love, love, love this song. Perfect pics to go with this MorbidxMistress!
@A_New_Yorker_Lost_In_Florida7 жыл бұрын
never be sorry,,, u are beautiful Earthling... peace and be proud of your magic and power! u are the Universe my dear.
@edmondgreen82465 жыл бұрын
The universe doesnt care about you. So yeah, i guess i am indeed the universe
@dravernverrtz67682 жыл бұрын
Got me weak 🥲 I used to listen to this album all the time as a child, during addiction and now. How is it a song I've heard a million times still makes me weak? Maynard has a way with everything I swear
@JacksonPM2310 жыл бұрын
I had to come here immediately after making the mistake of listening to Blood On The Dance Floor.
@MyLordaizen10 жыл бұрын
everything has its time man. I loved that song once. Depends what your life has been like. If i hadnt been fucked over (not literally :P) then i might have stayed with micheal jackson
@talonnyswonger23729 жыл бұрын
Jackson McCutcheon ROFLMFAO! after growing up listening to stuff like 10 years and Killswitch Engage, my ex girlfriend made me listen to Candyland by BOTDF. I immediately ran and listen to either this or Never Regret by Here Comes The Kraken. i dont remember but either way i know what u mean ;PPPP
@koboz93216 жыл бұрын
2 Monster Punches mcr is great
@jordanr22446 жыл бұрын
2 Monster Punches mcr is actually good tho lol
@MrCeldron14 жыл бұрын
one of the best songs ever heard thx for uploading
@rukus137 жыл бұрын
If we all had holo’s everyone would be wearing a necklace
@mikehenderson23894 жыл бұрын
All of your comments are correct for the most part. The underlying condition of the subject of the track could be any number of issues that many of us have been victim to, or even more sadly...the perpetrators thereof. Long live orchestral metal.
@RipleyStirling9 жыл бұрын
Not all depressed people are girls
@mirandabarrett89879 жыл бұрын
luckylemonturtle2 And not all have the time or motivation to take hipster selfies
@johnroberts93769 жыл бұрын
***** I never got interviewed for that. I'm sure you never took a poll either. Nor has turtle person. Just pointing out that statistics like that are always false, because they test only certain people on earth. not everyone takes part. I've never believed internet statistics because of that. Just my opinion bro, take care.
@tastyj1119 жыл бұрын
+luckylemonturtle2 my exact first thought
@chunky_chunk9 жыл бұрын
you are wrong. do at least a little research before you go making yourself look dumb.
@sashimimisha9 жыл бұрын
+Keith Emery 1. You can be depressive without attempting suicide 2. statistics show more girls attempt suicide but comparatively more guys are actually succesful (i.e. they genuinely want to die rather than using it as a cry for help)
@HaleeHuckleberry8 жыл бұрын
i love this song! It's been awhile since I have heard it. Maynard's voice is just amazing, as always~:p
@mushfek8 жыл бұрын
oh my god
@amyknowles36807 жыл бұрын
Love Maynards eargasmic voice for 23yrs now someday my husband and I shall meet him we have grown old listening to that voice creating life to that voice
@MeloGD-t3z5 жыл бұрын
I'm here because *I* have great taste in music
@cesisful12 жыл бұрын
what a perfect song. Thank you Cigdem :)
@SmokyBoy-um2is7 жыл бұрын
I don't wanna sound like a dick but women aren't the only ppl who suffer from depression and anxiety and certain addictions And yes I am aware this song is about life after addiction Truly a beautiful song
@stefanieprovencher11826 жыл бұрын
This is a great song for younger individuals to use as a way of self healing.
@barbiechai23866 жыл бұрын
yes that's true dick so why state the obvious?? We Know this already!! Dork!
@someguy2866 жыл бұрын
@@barbiechai2386 maybe he's saying that women get treated for mental illness much better then men do. Yet men commit suicide much more then women.
@marilynflake82715 жыл бұрын
fuck off fabbot
@emelizabeth96264 жыл бұрын
I fell in love with this song at 17. It was the heroin addiction, probably
@bigboo676 жыл бұрын
One of my favorites songs of all time!!! Moral of the song is to stay humble!!!
@brooklyndillon-ph2ow4 ай бұрын
2024 anyone?
@jayluy2240Ай бұрын
Me 😊
@chelle435613 күн бұрын
Me too
@LApurchase5 күн бұрын
Everyone!
@dixiedevilpup13 жыл бұрын
this is the only song that ive ever heard that can bring me to tears. love this song.
@NRGpony7 жыл бұрын
" this video was made on Windows Movie Maker when I was in high school FOREVER AGO." I know what you mean, how does it feel to be internet old?
@idkmybffgill7 жыл бұрын
old and cringey
@spartantotoro40995 жыл бұрын
@@idkmybffgill lol
@EnglishWithBeth6 жыл бұрын
Gillian, this is beautiful. I love it!
@erincuellar113710 жыл бұрын
i LOVE A Perfect Circle and Tool and Maynard. i just wanted you to know that XD
@boylovesbowie10 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing over the net, now we know. I feel a personal need to appreciate and reciprocate : I do too.
@audreypatterson51710 жыл бұрын
If you love Maynard, dont forget puscifer. Seems too many of yuns do lol
@esssmo92854 жыл бұрын
How does he have such a beautiful voice?? 🖤🖤🖤
@Ben10HetaliaGirl10 жыл бұрын
This is a very chilling song
@kimuralove10963 жыл бұрын
The line "Recall the deeds as if they're all someone else's atrocious stories, now you stand reformed before us all--- so glad to see you well." I know the type and they're so hard to listen to. Like you made it out, great. But stealing from the people who loved you, getting people hooked just so you didn't have to get high alone, destroying people's lives... All of that stuff you did wasn't done by some other person. You still committed those terrible acts, pretending you never did just because you got sober? It doesn't work like that.
@kimuralove10963 жыл бұрын
That line is the one that gives me chills every time. Maynard is beautiful.
@GrigoreFX11 жыл бұрын
In years i haven't heard something that shocked me as much as this song. I hope i discovered a great band.
@Yonada9 жыл бұрын
Correction to lyrics of the first verse for those of poor ears: So glad to see you have Overcome them Completely silent now With heaven's help You've cast your demons out
@leprakonman8 жыл бұрын
this is helping me in my current shitty situation.
@julias25018 жыл бұрын
I'm here because the guy I started dating a few weeks ago has great music taste
@trichogaster11838 жыл бұрын
put a ring on it
@julias25018 жыл бұрын
definitely should
@baronteddyvonforsthoffer25678 жыл бұрын
I'm here because I have always had a great taste in music.
@julias25018 жыл бұрын
Still dating him :)
@haileymartel56108 жыл бұрын
Same actually, a guy I've been dating recently has amazing taste in music and has introduced me to this band and bunch of others. I'm so glad to have him and now this music in my life.
@judsonbehm51463 жыл бұрын
One of my favorite songs of all time...after reading everyone's comments, some are confused...this song is about recovering and congratulating the person for being reborn. However, just because you went through hell to recover, doesn't mean you are stronger than anyone now!!! You have to return the favor that you did recover and able to continue living again, but now how are you going to spend your time helping others instead of wasting it on doing whatever you want and stepping right over everyone to get to where YOU just want to be!!!! I went through 10 years of recovery and worked my way to now be a SA and MH counselor, but I will never quit thanking everyone who helped me get to where I am and now I am going to help others get through recovery as well since I understand what others are going through....however, it doesn't matter how much you pay me, because I am doing it for THEM, not me!!!! 12 steps of recovery, 13th step is to help others and not kick others aside to do anything I want!!!
@goldaomar6 жыл бұрын
I was clean for 14 years and relapsed in 2010. I've been struggling since then matter of fact I'm on my 4th day locked in a hotel room now. This music is all I have.
@jesserobinson39645 жыл бұрын
omar ramirez I’m in the exact same boat brother, only not having the 10 years clear, only 9 months for me. I can’t go out and look at the world. I swear I’m trapped in dope houses and motel rooms for eternity
@Naanad5 жыл бұрын
omar ramirez I hope you are still fighting your best
@iLLite7235 жыл бұрын
Hope you found your way back
@erinsmith5753 жыл бұрын
Cause you basically commit suicide doing them clean 25 years , it's my song to the dealers
@goldaomar3 жыл бұрын
I'm good, I've been clean for 1 year and a half.
@34562_7 жыл бұрын
It's great to see all the music interpretations, and the truth is there is no "right" one. However you perceive this is what YOU feel and RELATE to.... as for me.. I feel it is about a person whom has a dark upbringing. like your family for instance, as a child and through growth... hence the halo... (innocence) but the halo "slipping" is the inner emotions of this person that needs to put on a "face" of being "okay"... the halo (innocence) is slipping down to choke you now because eventually your "attachments" bring you down... he says "I'm curious to see how you're gonna go about making your amends to the dead" basically, how are you going to deal with yourself and these issues that you've tried so hard to "kill, and leave behind".. Because the underlying truth is the hurt is still there no matter if we "seem we are doing well" "With heavens help, you cast your demons out.." innocence is the only pure thing in our society, when you face your inner true self, many negative things are drawn out...