This song saved me in my darkest hour, when I thought I was a cancer to everyone and was better off gone. So thankful for MJK. Love you guys.
@sherriepollard5290Ай бұрын
And hopefully you realized they were the cancer and performed your own biopsy and removed them.❤
@shalatrivette78373 жыл бұрын
Depression is hitting me hard tonight, I'm trying not to go into the black abyss, I hate being so utterly alone...but...i choose to live
@michaelbraun65423 жыл бұрын
You're not alone.
@henrycaudle97553 жыл бұрын
stay with us
@teresaf42512 жыл бұрын
Hugs to you… how are you doing? You are loved. ❤️
@scottchambers84892 жыл бұрын
we all find this realm
@nomasterabovemenoslavebelo36289 ай бұрын
Hey, are you on MeWe, I think I know you. Maybe, maybe not? Nice words, that touched me, I hope this person saw your message! Tool community? On MeWe? If t is you, I hope everything is great on your end!@@teresaf4251
@neurosis3334 жыл бұрын
This song has prevented me from taking my own life on multiple occasions.
@albertguzman59154 жыл бұрын
Maynard is the best he talks to you and only you
@kinggrimlock58124 жыл бұрын
Stick around with us. Please don't hurt yourself friend!
@ThisIsTheIkeMaster4 жыл бұрын
Stay friend 💜 someone needs your light tomorrow
@neurosis3334 жыл бұрын
@@kinggrimlock5812 Thank you....I appreciate you!
@neurosis3334 жыл бұрын
@@ThisIsTheIkeMaster Thanks for your love!
@Kid_Ying3 жыл бұрын
I have so many scars. This song helped me stop making them.
@devicynspyder92712 жыл бұрын
that's poetically satisfying....... I know exactly how you feel #scardstrings
@devicynspyder92712 жыл бұрын
we are now friends
@Kid_Ying2 жыл бұрын
@@devicynspyder9271 I appreciate you, Kayla! We all could use more friends out here. Whatever struggles you're going through, I wish you all the strength in the world to conquer them.
@tiffanygarcia58172 жыл бұрын
🫂🫂🫂💜💜💜
@LuckyChagrin4 жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of my ex and still makes me cry, 7 months later. We both love this album. He was an addict. We met when he was doing pretty well. Months later, things unraveled pretty quickly and after I broke up with him, he overdosed 2 months later. I cried everyday for 3 months straight. Sometimes, this song comes on randomly on my Rammstein Pandora list and I like to think it is him saying hello to me.
@thedutchessgrey54424 жыл бұрын
Wow. Amazing story. Thanks for sharing
@moonchildbystarr3 жыл бұрын
One of my favorite albums (true Gen X'er) and one of my favorite songs ever. Totally soul crushing. He's definitely saying hello.
@ArtAbsurdist3 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your beloved loss...♥️
@yayalala80962 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your tragic loss - that is different from any other. I understand; you are not alone... 🖤
@111...2 жыл бұрын
@@mikegregory222 ok... it's been a year; will you please help me out w/what you're saying? 🙂
@puffthemagicsativa37848 жыл бұрын
this was the last song my best friend ever had me listen to before he died. he felt a connection to this song. we were friends for 18 years. rest in peace warren. if I'm wrong and there is an afterlife I will find you I aware it even if it takes me 10,000 years
@supercon994 жыл бұрын
Hope you found peace Brother. Fractalic mathematics include us in all things. I trust Christ and the Christlike matrix structure will find you as it did your best friend. We are all brothers and sisters in God. Peace to you and all who read this. This song and Alex Grey hold a small candle in my life as well. Thank you for sharing and God bless.
@Destroymaster1004 жыл бұрын
we will all unite again in 5D man. be patient. its not the end
@dizzyhart38922 жыл бұрын
Hell yeah !!
@znulsen7775 жыл бұрын
Maynard is amazing you can interpret his songs a million different ways depending on you. I believe this song is about addiction. I choose to live....
@chrisgoodrich463 жыл бұрын
Yea I think so too, but I think it's about the 3rd step in the 12 steps. "Chose the decision to surrender to god as we have understood him" it's harder than you think, because you're choosing to surrender to the unknown
@sparingpickle49182 жыл бұрын
Stop. Just please stop. Every damn song is not about drug addiction. You addicts are insane on KZbin. No matter what song it is, it’s always about addiction.
@Kid_Ying2 жыл бұрын
@@sparingpickle4918 I understand what you're saying about making everything about drugs, but this entire album is literally about addictions. When I was younger I thought most of it was about sex. Then I grew up and also developed a drug problem of my own and saw it from a different perspective. Clean now. But besides that there are 12 steps in the Alcoholics/Narcotics Anonymous program, so this is a play on that. The Thirteenth Step. This song, along with The Package, are the absolute most about the subject. What do you think "calm these hands before they snare another pill and drive another nail down another meaty hole. Please release me" means? When I was a teen all I could see was... well you know. But then I unfortunately understood.
@13tysen132 жыл бұрын
@@sparingpickle4918 the whole album is literally about addiction
@themyopictimes13542 жыл бұрын
@@sparingpickle4918 Literally the entire album is about addiction. The package is about a dude buying heroin. Weak and Powerless is about being addicted "Jam another dragon down the hole", "Someone feed the monkey" (Feeding the monkey on your back), "While I dig in search of China White(China white is a common term for extremely pure heroin that got shipped from China), As I approach the bottom (Rock Bottom)" The noose is about how addicts in recovery begin to feel like saints, and the group leader knocking them down a peg by reminding them they can never make amends(An important step in AA) to those they wronged that have already died. Blue is about someone dying of oxygen deprivation, likely about someone who aspirated on their own vomit. The Outsider is a critique of people who are incapable of understanding why people choose self-destructive paths. And this song, Gravity, is about an addict who is finally ready to work toward recovery. "Help me survive the bottom", as in rock bottom. "Calm these hands before they, snare another pill, drive another nail down, another needy hole" Literally about someone asking for help so they can get over their pill addiction. "I am surrendering to gravity and the unknown", they're accepting the world they've been trying to avoid with their addiction. I mean, literally just look at the wikipedia page for it en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thirteenth_Step#Concept_and_themes You're just wrong dude. Thirteenth Step is a concept album about the different aspects and perspectives of addiction, and the recovery from it.[13] The album's title itself is a reference to the 12 step program of Alcoholics Anonymous.[10] Lead vocalist and primary lyricist of the band Maynard James Keenan explained the concept on the band's DVD Amotion, stating: "The songs on Thirteenth Step for the most part are about the various processes of addiction, behavioral addictions, chemical addictions, and each song is kind of sung from a different perspective. I have a lot of friends who've gone through a lot of these situations. Some of the songs are sung from the perspective of the actual drug, from the perspective of someone who has realized that they have an issue or a problem, also from the perspective of a person who realizes that if they don't do something they're going to die, a song from the perspective of a person who is in denial about a loved one, dying right before their eyes. And in the case of "The Outsider", it's sung from the perspective of a person who doesn't understand at all what their friend is going through, what their loved one is going through, and they think that it's more like a sprained ankle; they can just kind of walk it off."[14]
@keithschiveley86799 жыл бұрын
You know it's a good song when it puts chills all over your body
@nicholasshade1366 Жыл бұрын
It sounds really GREAT. GREAT like a tiger. I’m glad you’re enjoying it.🤎
@Doyledeth Жыл бұрын
And when you listen to it over and over...
@markduarte5531Ай бұрын
This put in my head that when i relapsed it wasnt the end of the world and to keep going forward
@AT-yg4nk7 ай бұрын
Look...I turn 39 this October...this song has sooooo many memories, moments, and has been the background music of my life for 20 years or more. Just the greatest.....
@ShamanHeart7 ай бұрын
I am a recovering addict who turns 32 this year. Recently discovered this song and I can't tell you, how emotional this makes me. First heard the song "Passive" in the movie Constantine and fell in love with it. I surely will listen to this masterpiece for many, many years too, from now on❤
@PhiLLyFiLL076 ай бұрын
lol same bro. Turned 39 in November. Been on on opiates and benzo bs since 14.25 damn years stolen damn near from me...
@davazz95862 жыл бұрын
I love this song - and have never used any drug in my 65 yr. old life
@rodericclark63579 ай бұрын
Good for you @davazz…. I believe music is like a drug, it can change your mood, lift you up or bring you down, make you think or just relax & you can enjoy it with other people or just enjoy it yourself…..Powerful stuff! 👍
@matthewneufer17588 ай бұрын
There's something to praise God about
@VinchenzoOrteezy13 күн бұрын
I listen to this song anytime I'm feeling down. As a kid, I was looking through CDs at the library (you could borrow them like you would a book) came across a CD with a decaying peace sign on it. Fast forward 20 years, I'm still blown away by this music.
@SarahPaige4443 жыл бұрын
This hadme crying because I choose to live everyday and ignore my dark side for the ones that care about me ....
@NeroXV2 жыл бұрын
Your name references bloodborne. It means youre already a big enough legend to live! 😅 no seriosly!
@se9f2822 жыл бұрын
One of the most poignant, heartfelt songs ever recorded. One of my favorites.
@DarthVader5oh93 жыл бұрын
Very well written. Never fully understood this album until I got clean.
@Abstractpeace2 жыл бұрын
Yeah. It blew my mind.. I listened to it so many times, then when I listened to it in rehab I couldn't stop crying at the realization of what it all means.
@mizzminum76202 жыл бұрын
I was 15 when I started struggling with my addiction. 6 years of true sobriety. I also like this song to interrupt it to my partner. He surely lifts me. It's the same as I feel when he is around, my trust and love I gave to him, even when I felt like I had none left. (not in an obsessive way) Maynard is a magnificent lyricist. 💚 Deep and expanded at its finest.
@ashleyvanlandingham47538 ай бұрын
The song will always have the most special meaning in my heart. It is one of my and my sister‘s favorite bands, but the song itself was playing when I decided to turn my life around from massive drug addiction and homelessness in a near, fatal, stabbing that lead to open-heart surgery, but every time I hear it, it reminds me of how far I’ve come and to keep moving forward. Lots of love to anybody out there going through struggles I send all my love and light your guises way.❤
@trulyhuman62273 жыл бұрын
I wish I could connect back with this world…. I went too far, felt too much, seen too much and I’m so disconnected from the passions and drives of this world. Can’t remember the last time I got excited about anything…. Not even sure I can feel that anymore. It’s no life at all.
@typonegatiff12543 жыл бұрын
I feel the same, it’s never to late bro, I know from experience we can get back to the pAssions we once felt and the gratitude and peace we’ve felt so long ago…just believe and don’t lose hope, we are all in this together
@trulyhuman62273 жыл бұрын
@@typonegatiff1254 I believe. Thank you so much for very kind words. I’ve seen in my experience small deeds of kindness make amazing impacts. If we survived helping each other… imagine such a world. Much love my friend.
@phillfranks69509 ай бұрын
I hope you’re still pushing forward with us my guy.
@gabbydj61815 жыл бұрын
My parents were addicts I’m 19 and I am able to forgive them. I am blessed they change even though I am going to continue growing even though I am past 18 years. I am blessed they can keep growing. It yet, I am stuck growing alone. Alone to these faces I do not know.
@mislinzi874 жыл бұрын
Im glad u forgave them.. I am getting clean in rehab right now. I have a son who is my higher power!!!
@teresaf42512 жыл бұрын
Oh sweetie, I’m sending you so much light and love now. ❤️ You are so loved… and you are not alone! {{{hugs}}}
@HeliotropicSoul1 Жыл бұрын
I chose to live 20 years ago today and haven't looked back. Thanks in part to this song.
@chucku.farley6164 ай бұрын
EXACTLY what I wanted to share... ya' got me jerky ! My (court ordered) trip to Sierra Recovery Center in South Lake Tahoe (shut down by rich snobs) was exactly the correction that saved my life from my own self... I chose to live.. and Roy Ricord a native man that ended drowning in Lake Tahoe at the dock at Ski Run pier.. was my guiding light... He gave in to gravity in 8 feet of water. That was a tough pill to swallow.. I loved him way back then, and that will never change.. he had wisdom and kindness.... HE helped me to survive the bottom..
@angelofwar92234 жыл бұрын
I choose to live I choose to live such a perfect ending to a life story and it’s not over yet
@dudefromtexas4252 жыл бұрын
Powerful everytime i hear this it gets better 🙏
@zero712343 жыл бұрын
It makes me not want to kill myself. One day at a time...I choose to live
@njessica8514 жыл бұрын
I love listening to this song before I let myself go into the shroom escape from life for a few hours for some self healing
@paoloantonio15314 жыл бұрын
This song is very important to me to... "I choose to live..."
@guyhall24014 жыл бұрын
Saved my life! Take care and have a peaceful evening!
@MrLone853 жыл бұрын
Best comment on whole thread
@urgenyonzon38223 жыл бұрын
People who tend to quest for the unknown that lies beyond the naked eyes n question the existence of life....... Feel a need for 'GRAVITY'
@ernestinagrimaldi30213 жыл бұрын
Id lilke to
@mistert87753 жыл бұрын
One of my most favorite songs
@nicholasshade1366 Жыл бұрын
I love the pictures I’m seeing. I love the music, as well.🎧🎶🎵 I hope everyone is enjoying this as much as I. I love the shots of the stars. ✨
@iluvmyjill4 жыл бұрын
This is an experience, I needed this
@TheHillbilly87573 жыл бұрын
I choose to live ..... but, does life choose me?
@LuisHernandez-zm2rk2 жыл бұрын
The fact that you were born means life chose you.
@slovenss Жыл бұрын
зграби и оздрави ме, одлучио сам да живим, да живим.... здраво био брате мој Дејане, Спака...
@patthewoodboy7 жыл бұрын
this song has a part in a big change in my life ...love the video.
@richoffman62267 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing the lyrics of this song Progressive Rock A Perfect Circle Melodies unique Rooms for me to explore Hey manard
@dartagnionholt24934 жыл бұрын
It's called death acceptance. Everything Even our very universe Is temporary Fleeting. "Repugnant is a creature that refuses to lift an eye to heaven, conscious of it's fleeting time here." Animals are gifted the magic of heaven on Earth in every moment And though animal we may be What separates us from them, also, risks separating us from the world. That's the paradox That we ought strive to balance All strengths are also weaknesses. But there For some Is a middle way.
@johnnylovesgod45163 жыл бұрын
Brovo.👍💥
@kimberleecatena3 жыл бұрын
I always thought he was saying "I choose to lean" i get full of anxiety and don't know what to do or what is right so I imagine just going limp and leaning on Jesus. 💗
@dartagnionholt24934 жыл бұрын
Live a life, not in pictures, not in mounted successes but in this here now. Know, in not the answer. Unknow and be the answer , don't .... Have them.
@distance.echoes Жыл бұрын
После разрыва отношений, я теперь остался в полном одиночестве... Эта песня очень помогает не падать духом.
@geralddavis4229 Жыл бұрын
I miss my friend this reminds me of him
@trichelleellis33552 жыл бұрын
I literally owe my life to this song. Suicide was a thought and I heard this song and I choose to live. I still cry when I hear it. Beautiful song
@jestle6 жыл бұрын
It's snowing over here in the Netherlands and this is just perfect
@Pozenboot3 жыл бұрын
It doesn’t snow a lot where I am but I can see how this song would be appropriate. Do you have any other songs you’d recommend that would seed a snow playlist? I like to make playlists for potentialities just in case.
@jestle3 жыл бұрын
@@Pozenboot a couple I love when it snows are: (acoustic downtempo-y stoner rock) all them witches - call me star (acoustic + vocal only singer songwriter-y thing) good lupine - everyone wants to leave this town (proggy rock) karnivool - aeons (proggy rock pt 2) rishloo - terras + fames (two closing songs from the album terras fames that are basically one song) (stoner rock) elephant tree - bird those come to mind first haha. depending on if the stoner/acoustic stuff is your thing or not I hope you'll hear something you like. that good lupine song is only on youtube though so just a heads-up. cheers!
@yelkhan20022 жыл бұрын
@@Pozenboot Led Zeppelin - No Quarter is the ultimate snowy night song in my opinion
@Aurora577702 жыл бұрын
This don’t it is like a pray to me, thanks for sharing 🫶🏼📡
@SeverinSnake8 жыл бұрын
The editing is well done. Rare thing.
@Sweet.Siddhartha2 жыл бұрын
Great song from a great album that changed my life back in the day! What a trip! Thanks for making this video. I really enjoyed the images you chose.
@karenraedoll306410 ай бұрын
This is an excellent song to bathe in. Very positive and powerful 😊
@KhmerL0VEKhmer5 жыл бұрын
I love this song!
@aquawicket2 жыл бұрын
oh NOW this song wants a tear.. k.. thank you
@angelofwar92232 жыл бұрын
2022.. I came back again ✌️ ❤️ 🕊️
@thriftseller66149 жыл бұрын
Great Job! Thanks for sharing!!
@Eric-tj3tg2 жыл бұрын
Great video; perfectly fits this perfect circle gem. Thanks for making it!👍
@sherriepollard5290Ай бұрын
One of my favorites❤❤❤
@tickedoffnow4 жыл бұрын
Progressive Christian here I choose to live 🙏
@jtm37114 жыл бұрын
This is an awesome song to listen to early in addition recovery. 😑
@highrisk4226 ай бұрын
Lost again Broken and weary Unable to find my way Tail in hand Dizzy and clearly unable to Just let this go I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun I choose to live I fell again Like a baby unable to stand on my own Tail in hand Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun Help me survive the bottom Calm these hands before they Snare another pill and Drive another nail down another needy hole Please release me I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun I choose to live I choose to live
@BeatdownRevival5 ай бұрын
100% Excellent!!!
@michaellynch64828 ай бұрын
Awesome song that i can totally identify with
@angelofwar9223 Жыл бұрын
The outro is beautiful 💜 💜
@CAMBODiANCh1natownChick2 жыл бұрын
I love this song 🎵 ❤️
@michaelmorrison91272 жыл бұрын
3rd step god bless all addicts
@SeanCollins-o3l3 ай бұрын
💞💞💞💞
@benwil17158 ай бұрын
Dont fret,im lyrically challenged ..were only human ."i won the showcase showdown"... Songster we got some great parting gifts!!!... Meaty hole needy hole...say that ten times fast!!!
@BenStearley7 ай бұрын
Needy meaty is there truly a difference between these two words needy is longing meaty in which the hole you drill if you pen?
@angelofwar92233 жыл бұрын
Nice video
@sdawg48342 жыл бұрын
Powerful song
@ilelaaz9 ай бұрын
Maravilla✨️
@paull1438 Жыл бұрын
I never knew this until today. What was the original 13th step? Originally the 13th step referred to when, after living a life of sobriety by using the 12 Steps, the alcoholic took the 13th Step to his/her grave. When they were placed in their grave they began their 13th Step. There by living in all eternity a life of sobriety.
@MichaelAlvarez-nz3zf10 ай бұрын
Ummm... The AA program says that it means when two members get romantically involved with each other during their recovery... Sorry to be a bummer.
@paull143810 ай бұрын
@MichaelAlvarez-nz3zf ok. I actually googled it and you're correct. I'm trying to remember where I heard the version that I commented about. Thanks.
@StephenS-20242 жыл бұрын
No lake so still but it has its wave. No circle so perfect but that it has its blur. I would change things for you if I could; As I can't you must take them as they are. Confucius
@messenger200214 ай бұрын
26 yrs of freedom
@chucku.farley6163 ай бұрын
I ran out of easy access points.. (veins)... I chose to live.. that's when the shit really hit the fan... but 20 years and many years of taking meetings.. and giving back.. I'm still here and more powerful than ever.. crybabies need look elsewhere
@Dancingfingers602 жыл бұрын
Nice! Great video!
@robberyexpert3 жыл бұрын
fun fact: originally a tapeworm song.
@Drifty24710 ай бұрын
God this song is great
@samus14213 ай бұрын
i Love You, Talon...
@gshshgshhss48883 жыл бұрын
Amazing Sing
@brandonketuri924 Жыл бұрын
It's funny until about a month and a half ago I hadn't heard this song in almost 20 years, I meet this chick toward the end of a pretty painful brake up, one night they sent this to me. I'm looking at them a little different now
@itsathrowdown9 жыл бұрын
I thought this was tool when I first heard it. That's how good they are..
@jairosanchez62449 жыл бұрын
+itsathrowdown Maybe because Maynard is also singing on this band? But yeah, APC is awesome as well.
@itsathrowdown9 жыл бұрын
+Jairo Sanchez I learned that about a month ago I didn't even know lol I'm a new tool fan never really listened to them until now. And APC is pretty kick ass as well. His vocals are crazy.
@chrisbergey94704 жыл бұрын
That's cause the guitarist was the guitar tech from tool. Tool is heavier in my opinion plus you can't touch Danny Carey on the drums.
@walden11389 ай бұрын
Can a song save a person....? Yes
@angelofwar9223 Жыл бұрын
2023 yal!!! 🥳 🎉
@sifublackirishdiamondjedi41974 жыл бұрын
This is a great song that highlights the struggle and triumph a man experiences with the red pill.
@lishanadawn344610 жыл бұрын
Thanx ॐ❀
@finksinatra157511 ай бұрын
Fire 🔥
@VPSantiago Жыл бұрын
"I choose to live" 😭😭😭😭
@MyCatFooed6 жыл бұрын
Quality upload! Thanks!!
@pjmarajas44855 жыл бұрын
Depression and suicide
@jamielake-boyd36003 жыл бұрын
Catch me.????!!! Almost impossible!!!
@cynthiabarrett6664 Жыл бұрын
💕💕🌙💫
@PretoriaNlN3 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@AlexGarcia-xw9ne3 ай бұрын
This song is closest thing I’ve got to Jesus.
@nickelrider4 жыл бұрын
Psalm 121:3-8 King James Version (KJV) 3 He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber. 4 Behold, he that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep. 5 The Lord is thy keeper: the Lord is thy shade upon thy right hand. 6 The sun shall not smite thee by day, nor the moon by night. 7 The Lord shall preserve thee from all evil: he shall preserve thy soul. 8 The Lord shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.
@dartagnionholt24934 жыл бұрын
What dragon do you chase? What do I? Grasp and it cannot be held... Tao Be Here Now
@fatazz31778 ай бұрын
Hang tough, y’all!
@rickwebster93506 жыл бұрын
look I've been listing to apc since they busted out their first album but can someone. tell me what album this is from first time I ever heard this just wondering how it slip pass me I really thought I listen to everything they've. done weird!
@anastasiaspyros78346 жыл бұрын
Rick Webster the thirteenth step
@angelofwar9223 Жыл бұрын
Fantastic song.. enjoy 😎 💪 🕊️🐦
@BenStearley7 ай бұрын
I chose to live and feel the gravity of my choice all Hells and eternity have no fury to the weight of loneliness and it's gravity
@nikkiek56272 жыл бұрын
This is mine and gods song
@chiorojas77814 жыл бұрын
💚
@stefanbrezar8642 Жыл бұрын
This reminds me of my ex. She is a very talented girl but she is seriously mentally ill. I tried to help her but my love wasn't enough.
@benwil17158 ай бұрын
Drum roll please...
@joshgonia8487 Жыл бұрын
I sent this to my dying mother
@benwil17158 ай бұрын
Drive another nail down another "needy hole"?.. "or meaty hole..so say "songster app"?
@benwil17158 ай бұрын
I win?!!!!
@frankrizzo64042 ай бұрын
I am alive😂
@stefanwagner82678 ай бұрын
it s infinite
@stephsutterfield30694 жыл бұрын
To Bobert
@thomasrehder34224 жыл бұрын
Liatening to this song going theough benzo withdrawl