Motivation in short supply - my plan going forward

[@sueprice4082]

My husband died four months ago. Motivation and mind set are all over the place like you. Your work on your home will help you but remember to be kind to yourself and work when you want but also take care of yourself and your dogs. Your energy levels will slowly return. Thank you for sharing, you are a good man.

[@Suze2233]

I’m sorry for your loss Sue.❤️

[@judi7282]

🙏🙏❤️❤️✝️✝️

[@JoP444]

Thinking of you still Sue 🙏❤

[@JenShea]

So sorry for your loss.

[@christines5430]

I am so sorry for your loss Sue❤️

[@shuhubrafik1411]

Please Dan keep this channel on ,we all want to be there with you ,this homestead was her dream ,and you in gods help will carry on this vision ❤️no need to reply to any comment ,we just want you to know that we are with you 🙏🙏

[@KarendeSousaCosta]

Oh Dan I can hear the heartbreak in your voice Take your time to grieve Sindy as long as you need. Look after yourself. Heal, no rush to get things done

[@deborahdanhauer8525]

Take the time you need to grieve my friend. If you spend several hours a day crying, just allow yourself that for awhile. Make very small daily goals and know the motivation to work like you once did, will come in time. Open the windows and let fresh air in even if it’s cold. This will help the energy to begin to move through. Sending you comfort and love❤️😔🐝

[@donbachand7967]

The most difficult thing for me was getting rid of my wife’s possessions after she died. I felt so guilty. It was like I was betraying her memory. Take it slow Dan. There is no need to get everything done at once.

[@lfuentes4098]

My sister went through the opposite. It hurt her too much to see reminders everywhere. She went through the house and packed things away and even moved her bedroom to different room in the house. It was like a cleansing or fresh start in an aspect she could control since she was still harboring survivors guilt. The whole of why him and not her. She kept a few photos and momentous out for her children’s sake but it was difficult.

[@gypsyfromthevalley3527]

Dear Dan, You just delivered another raw and beautiful video. The courage you display just doing these video's amazes me. Don't be hard on yourself escaping to gaming. I won't say what game I played for almost a year after my loves passing. Everything you articulated are things I felt also. The crying won't stop for a while....but know it does ease up in time. Make cozy areas for yourself to chill, relax and escape. You are going to be okay. Healing hugz from Canada. 😊

[@marylyon1230]

Don't change a thing with your vlogs, no editing is so compelling and honest. It seems you are working a wee bit through the deep mourning of one you loved so much. No hurry. Wishing you much love.

[@bonitabowles6725]

You did good...one foot in front of the other...minute by minute...then hour by hour then day by day....and know Dan that Sindy is there in your heart walking with you through this...true love never stops...she is still loving you madly!!!

[@sculpturegrl1]

You’re doing great, Dan. Good plans, just don’t beat yourself up if it takes longer than you’d like.

[@dalliskay6719]

Oh Dan. So glad to hear from you again... Sending good thoughts 🐕🙏🌿♥🌟

[@JoP444]

Hello Dan, It is good to see you but hard seeing the grief in your face & voice.I wish I could give you a massive hug and help you with the land/ house. Please let yourself cry as it is a vital part of grieving. It might not feel like it just now but it is extremely therapeutic. Maybe for now it's best not to pressure yourself about targets and goals. I found that made it worse for me as most days I did nothing but would be angry with myself for failing to even start doing anything. It takes time. You are drowning in thoughts as I was and it is so difficult to focus on anything. I decided to just live in the moment until I was feeling able to start making plans. Sindy is your soul mate and that makes it extra hard. She will always be watching over you but you must take the time to grieve. Please don't stress about replying to comments....no one will be expecting you to. We are just pleased to see you. You are always in my thoughts. Much love from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🇵🇹❤💚

[@dweamy1]

Hi Dan, thank you for this upload I can imagine it wasn't easy. What you're going through right now is normal, take your time and know that your motivation will come in time. Follow what your body and mind are able to deal with and don't push yourself. Grief is grief and it's a monster to deal with. I am glad to hear that you have plans for the week and year to come, that will help keep your mind a bit busy. When I am in a bad way, I have to write things down as my brain just doesn't function and perhaps that might be helpful for you too? I just write down what jobs/chores need to be done, and I look down my list and pick what ever I have the energy for. It makes me feel a little better in a weird way, as I can see what I've done at the end of the week as the list is crossed out (or not as the case may be!). Take care of you Dan. PS: no need to reply. I follow other youtubers with large following and they put a 'heart' to indicate that they've read the comment.

[@Izzy_1972]

Det är viktigt att låta sig själv sörja på sitt eget sätt, utan att försöka pressa sig själv att gå vidare för snabbt. Sorg är en naturlig känsla, och det är viktigt att låta sig själv känna den⚘️ It's important to let yourself grieve in your own way, without trying to push yourself to move on too quickly. Grief is a natural feeling, and it is important to allow yourself to feel it⚘️

[@sheilajoseph9953]

Dan you have done good ideas to start jobs. I thoroughly understand with not replying to all comments, as you suggested, eventually a like would be sufficient, no rush. Dan consider putting together a memory box, something you can have to delve in whenever you wish. It's good to see doggies keeping you company. Take care and please don't rush into anything. 💚

[@jeangodding6348]

This is the hard part ,when everyone is gone and you’re left alone , your whole life has changed everything is different and you may be experiencing some depression , you’ve been giving your future thoughtful consideration and are making good steps forward . Be kind to yourself you’ve had a tremendous shock , small steps each day .

[@adriana7890]

I'm so proud of you Dan. It's been a gloomy rainy day here today but you just made the day brighter with your update. Thank you so much. Please be proud of yourself for each small step you take. 🙏

[@Reet64]

Many others have already said, give yourself time. No one here expects you to be back to "normal". Everything is different through grief, but it can be a good life again. Just a different one from what you imagined. Sending you much encouragement to get through these tough times.

[@sallyfenney429]

Hello Dan, lovely to see you today! Perhaps, as a craftsman, you could build a beautiful box for Sindy's special bits and bobs? As you sort through, keep somethings? Glad to hear you are making plans, around your home and garden, big hugs x

[@aliceschmid9697]

I am a neurobiologist and i hear you describe your "symptoms" of grief or bereavement, so to speak, and I picture the pathways in your brain we know to be activated and all i can say is let it be Feel the pain, cry. Mourn, grieve. And then slowly push yourself on.

[@annwilliams9519]

Dan you will be sad a lot, you will get there it takes time. Its just one day at a time. Sending you love and best wishes Ann xx

[@nancibishof6462]

It takes time not to have the sadness constantly wash over you prompted by doing things during your day that bring memories and thoughts of Sindy to mind. Taking the first steps in getting back to a routine will help enormously. It gets easier each time you tackle a new job to do on your homestead. We have your back. You will get through the grief.

[@jenniferhord203]

Thanks Dan for your updates! We appreciate them. Feels good to hear your progress. 😊

[@imamiranda-brown7716]

Know that your KZbin members are here for you and my thoughts always wander throughout my day on how you are doing. Love, kindness, prayers and a big virtual hug to you Dan. 🦋

[@angelaboschetto9106]

Dan u just coming on line and letting everyone knowv how u are. You and sindy have such a fan page and we will stay with you. Sindy will be looking down from heaven and she will be so proud of you. Sindy never wanted to leave you and she would say this regular. You are a good husband and will look after our boys and expand the dream you and sindy have. She will be looking down on you. But dont forget the veg sunflowers onions potatoes ect . Thinking of you Dan and so proud of you letti g everyone know. X

[@janinevalido]

You are doing so good. Reflect on how far you have come. Yesterday was 5 yrs that my husband passed away. I had a good cry and I realized that I’m not crying as much anymore. Stay busy and focus on what you’re doing and don’t focus on the past as much. I find strength in your vlogs. Our comments may be helping you but in reality you are helping me and I’m sure others. Take good care. See you soon in next vlog.

[@thesmudge1353]

Lovely to see you again Dan and lovely to see the boys keeping you company. I think your plans are great, a workspace at the top of the hill is a really good idea. Flatter, cooler and a little less isolated than down in the house. A new workspace might rekindle some joy from working with the wood for you. I never expect a reply from my comments, you don't have to feel under any obligation to answer everybody. Most of us understand that everything is difficult right now, and don't worry about not crying, it stops when it stops, when you are ready and until then it is healthier to let it out than not. Even when you think you have stopped it will still happen from time to time, but it's normal. You aren't going to get over losing a soul mate in a few weeks. Look after yourself x

[@deborahreynolds1552]

What a beautiful comment!

[@susannahwhitaker994]

Just do what your body tells you Dan. We all understand and my prayers will always be with you. 🤗

[@Hopekg39]

These raw, unedited videos are a window into your grief & I hope they can help some with your healing. These videos, as well as your community notes, are very special. Always remember, we are here ~ with Sindy, wrapping our interminable love around your soul. Be well fine sir ☀️ ☕️

[@christines5430]

Dan, you do not need to reply. Like you said, you will indicate that you have read the messages. That is way more than enough. We are here for you, with no expectations from you. Be gentle on yourself as you take your time processing the loss of your beloved Sindy and figuring out gradually how you move forward, one little step at a time. Doing your bedroom sounds like a good step forward, when you are ready. Sending love from the UK❤

[@severnsaint]

You will always have sad times. My husband passed 18 months ago, and there are still moments of tears. In time you will find yourself, and who YOU are. Just keep working away at your new normal

[@desireehuls8356]

There’s no rush Dan. Please grieve for as long as you need to. When you’re motivated to do something, just do it. You are on your own time schedule not our. We will wait and be there for you. 🙏🙏💜

[@deborahreynolds1552]

Very well said!

[@Infinitepossibilitiesat56plus]

Nice to see you Dan , It can take months to have any motivation. After my grandma died( I was her full time carer ),I literally slept for five months and did nothing ! Even doing simple daily tasks took hours ! I couldn’t bare to give her stuff away until 18 months after she passed and kept most of it in the back of my car in bags until I got the “feeling “I was ready to give it to charity . It was a special moment in my grief process and I felt her presence letting me know it was time to let go . So you will know when that time is for you . Take care and I look forward to your videos on your progress .

[@JennyGunston-uh5og]

Dan, my husband died suddenly almost a year ago. I still have sleepless nights and my motivation is all over the place.. Just take each day as it comes and look after yourself xx

[@patriciabrown8301]

You do not have to reply we understand what you are going through its a very sad time in your life i understand i have lost three sons so the heart ache i know Sindy will live on in you heart slowly slowly take your time time is a healer

[@webstercarole5]

Dan no one expects you to reply to us individually you need to take care of yourself take care of you take one day at a time do what you can do and don’t stress about anything else Sindy was your heart we all know that god bless you with many blessings moving forward Sindy would be so proud of you and she wouldn’t want you stress god bless take care ❤

[@cdi3031]

I am so sorry for your loss. I am 69 years old, and have had a lot of loss in my life,so I grieve for you. It doesn’t seem like it now, but it will get better over time. Best you can do is honor her memory and live for yourself.

[@ruthconstantino6861]

Handsome and cozy corner there, Dan. Good, clear, and healthy focus on your plans. Yours are normal feelings, and you're voicing your thoughts well. It's good to know your parents are staying close by, bless them. A mulcher sounds great. Get the best one you can afford to keep the most big help out of your machine. Oh, yeah, that prep of the salvaged hard woods sounds great and excellent activity to shift to when you need a break with your main priorities Thank you so much for posting this vid. Anything you forget for a video will be fibe content for future videos. Slowly, slowly, you're making progress on yiur terms 👍🏼.

[@BobbyRomeo]

You do you - no apology or explanation needed. Strength and prayers as always.

[@jasmorgan94]

Take all the time you need Dan, don't pressure yourself . ❤

[@krisskross8985]

Nice to see you Dan. Looks like the fur babies are doing good and keeping you company. Take your time to start your projects. It's nice to just chat and know you are ok. Thanks for sharing.

[@daphnemays1969]

Grief is hard enough when not done publicly! Everything will take much longer. Grief doesn't follow schedules well! Praying for you!

[@figtreetwig4613]

❤ when my husband died, i went to my doctor because I was concerned about My health. This was his advice. " Remembering details, having energy, having motivation, begining projects, etc- none of these things are life support. These areas of your brain are actually temporarily unplugged. It directs it's attention to you vitals.Your body knows what your needs are. Food , water, slight movement, a bit of fresh air, caring for your pets. Forgive yourself for moving slowly. Greiving is very hard work." My prayers are for you and your rest. P.S. Accept help from neighbors and friends. It's good for you and for them.

[@alvaalvarado2587]

Every transition has its grief, it was difficult for me when my husband left, but little by little and thinking that she sees you, continue with your life, in reality that is life. Good luck, you will do well

[@brendamitchell6919]

I am excited for all your plans Dan! It will be great to see you in your carpentry element again! Sindy would be so proud of how you are doing in thinking and planning out your future so keep going! I can’t wait so see the terrace garden. Great efforts Dan…go easy on yourself.

[@ellentaylor4351]

Love yourself enough knowing you an honourable man. A good hearted person who is in mourning, don't look for reasons feed your body and soul as with time you will see the light. Learn to move forward and live life as best you can. 💌🌹

[@patriciap8323]

Dan feelings and emotions will be a roller coaster. Don’t shut them out, let them happen.❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@anniemac3075]

Don't think anyone would expect you to keep up with replying, it's lovely to see you & hear your thoughts, everyone is behind you & with you whatever you do. Much love to you & the boys, keep doing exactly what you're doing & look to each week with a new plan to do something different just for yourself. Xxx

[@janehardy2746]

Slowly Dan, no need to rush, every small item is an achievement. Your mind and thoughts will slowly very slowly clear. Personal items take as much time as you need, you will know when the right time is. Stay strong. Much love ❤️

[@conniechuha3113]

Take your time. Your body and mind will tell you when you're ready. New beginnings are so hard. Especially when it's not what you choose. So there are no rules. One foot in front of the other.

[@user-nt8ck4zg4z]

Bless you Dan. Thankfully you have your dogs to keep you company and to fuss over. I find my little dog great company now being on my own. Gives you someone at home to greet you. Please don’t feel pressured to put a video out. We are all here for you as and when. You take care of yourself. Each day you will feel different. Computer app games are what helps me too.

[@cathybrewer8958]

Dan, was good to see and hear from you again. You do seem to be doing a tad bit better. Dabbling into other things was always helpful to me. It gets you motivated on to other things. Really nice seeing Mason staying by you. Missed Elroy, he was most likely taking a nap otherwise you can't miss him. They too are trying to help you through this. They don't understand but they do know your going through something. Take care and will wait to hear from you.

[@christienagema7855]

Oh Dan, I can feel and hear your pain. You must accept the new you. Grieve as long as you need to do it. She will be always part of your life, she will be always part of your heart. Look after yourself and remember to eat.

[@diane907]

😊 Dan, you are in my prayers. I am so grateful for you, that your parents are living close while you adjust to the home on your own. What fabulous, caring parents! ❤ Listening to all you said last week, I truly feel you're going to be alright in the future. Unfortunately I (among many others) have been through this as well. We already know life will become more manageable and happier in the future. With that said, we are all here for you. To listen & be there during your journey to a more peaceful place. 😊

[@conniearguilez3927]

You are a Good Man Dan ! Give Yourself time to Grieve it takes some time it’s to soon be kind to Yourself , Don’t forget Your Angel is watching over You Blessings To You Dan !❤️❤️🙏

[@leighdavidson443]

A pleasant experience to share a coffee and a chat... with one of our (the viewers) wise friends, only a bit o' distance but hopefully you sense a support. The methods of planning for your immediate future I have to applaud.. set some goals; but as you spoke the acknowledging of breaking it down further into accomplishable pieces (based on feelings, motivation, workload etc). Hearing of Your Support systems... Family still around but with shifts "to let you (acknowledge) your space (practice being solo), other KZbin / village contacts and the best supports.. YOUR BOYS. Great Vlog, and Thank You.

[@WendyW123]

Good to see you today Dan, I'm sure it could not have been easy to get yourself motivated. Having constant reminders around you will be hard, particularly as you are still processing your trauma and grief. So many emotions when sorting out Sindy things, particularly feelings of guilt etc. But, this is normal, she will always be with you, even if her everyday things aren't there. If you can't do it, ask someone to help or do it for you. As always, sending love and walking with you xxx

[@BVAustralia1987]

Good to see you Dan, I can see that you are a little stronger this week and hopefully this is how life will go a bit stronger each week. See you next week.

[@LudaCastanheira]

Planning and having some projects to put your energy into is a very positive thing to do Dan. Keep up with the planning and make things happen 😊 ❤

[@hilda4114]

Great plan for the woodchipper and the outside work area project. Take one day at a time. Time does heal. Replying to comments take alot of time, so saying a general thank you for all comments in short video is enough. Do what is right for you. Do not stress about us. I think we just want to know how you are doing at this time. We appreciate you sharing your journey with us. We all care & send you our support and love.

[@josianejojo2605]

U god look at that loving dog Behind u He can sense ur sadness 😢 N stay right benind u sir What a beautifull comfort n support Dogs r Rip ur beloved wife 💔

[@AP-kb3tn]

Dan, May God grant you motivation and peace...thank you for taking the time to share your life with us...as a community we are all concerned about you and are rooting for the best for you! What you are going through is the hardest experience in life...take care of yourself!

[@JonasStenmarkMT]

Take the time you need to reflect, think, feel and heal. It is also good to see that you are doing these updates, that you are keep on going. If there is anything you need help with or so, you can always reach out to me. Stay strong my friend.

[@miriamgiraud4383]

Hi Dan, understand that what you are experiencing is all a part of your grief process. I'm sure that you see that the feelings come in waves. If you find something that feels good, go with that. I was thinking that maybe you could do some taping with an introduction and an ending saying, thanks for watching. I can see that it's a struggle to speak still. Thank you for posting this week. Thinking of you. Take care ❤

[@lidijafichtner7080]

Thank you for sharing 🙏 I like your corner in living room, very cosy and nice colours 👍

[@angeladee8789]

Dan dont worry about liking and commenting on replies. Theyre there FOR you. Your interaction can just be by sending out another video when ypu have time x

[@stevengingell3870]

Sindy was a beautiful woman, and it was a privilege to share yours and her dreams , Please take time for yourself now , and know we are all thinking of you , no replys necessary . Focusing on your bedroom is a good plan. Xxx

[@judi7282]

Hi Dan, so glad you put up another video. I hope I can speak for most, saying we comment because we love you and want to help. Please never feel you need to comment on anything I write. I am just here to encourage you, watch your lovely homestead videos and think/remember the life you had with Sindy as well. God bless you! 🙏❤️✝️

[@nanyta34]

Hola, me alegra mucho que sigas con el canal, el tiempo y estar ocupado va mitigado el dolor, no quita todo el sufrimiento pero ayuda y nosotros tus suscriptores te apoyaremos

[@fincalavita4842]

Our thoughts are with you..❤ Working can be a good way to process grief. You sharing your grief with youtube will help a lot of people❤ Step by step.

[@louiseswart1315]

The fresh branches mulched after the goats grazed, would also be good deep bedding for the goats and when the shelter is cleaned out, you'll have a beautiful basis for making compost with al your prunings, weeds and spent vegetables. You can still say, "Let's do this", because we all are still with you.

[@SitaSR]

Thank you for the video and the update. The dogs look well cared for.

[@attract1234]

Dan its best if you let someone else clear out Cindys things. Its early days for you . Never feel bad about showing your tears or most importantly how you are feeling. We will stay with you and help you in anyway if needed

[@DreamofaHive]

"Motivation in short supply" is a good thing and can be used to your advantage. Remember you don't need to commit to getting a whole project completed in one go - sometimes that can be too overwhelming and stressful and just results in procrastination and negative thoughts. You have given yourself a very achievable plan. Break down the tasks to the smallest possible unit and just allow yourself to work within the realms of your energy and mood. For example: in emptying a room you can commit to removing a single item and allow yourself to feel good about achieving that goal especially if you didn't want to do it. You could commit to removing items for 10 minutes. Whatever works for you. If you feel good you can continue. If you come across an item that upsets you then you can allow yourself to stop, cry and acknowledge your grief. You will still have completed multiple tasks towards the ultimate end goal of the room being cleared . The main point is you will eliminate the feeling of overwhelm, lessen the likelihood of major procrastination and have no reason to mentally beat yourself up. You will still be moving forward in your goals It was very good to see you smile on this video, your smile lights up the room. Virtual hugs!

[@deborahbasel184]

I truly wish that I had words that would help you. But I don't. What I do have though is love. So with this heart I send you love and warm hugs. ❤

[@susangranger3089]

One day at a time, thank you for sharing Dan, your dog is so lovely and great company. ❤️

[@Capricorn2800]

Dan you are making plans which is good write them down so you have a list then work through it at your own pace great idea to make the bedroom how you want it so look forward seeing how you get on

[@gailh3048]

Dan you’re doing really well and we’re all with you. It was lovely to see the boys too in this vlog, I hope they’re a comfort to you. Your plans for the house and land are positive steps. It’s traumatic thinking of what to do with Sindy’s personal possessions and clothes. Can I suggest you make a Sindy chest, a box in which you can keep her trinkets and some of her favourite possessions and clothes? The physical part of making the box and then choosing what to put in will be emotional but could help you in your grief. You could also ask someone who sews to make a memory bear from some of Sindy’s clothes too. Don’t worry about answering comments, it’s too stressful to try and keep up with them all. Keep going Dan you’re in our thoughts.

[@antoniocarvalho6160]

POSITIVE THOUGHTS FRIEND. CREATE POSITIVE GOALS AND FULFILL THEM. THERE ARE THINGS THAT ONLY TIME HEALS

[@kimsparks7871]

Nice to hear of all your plans. I am looking forward to watching your videos as you work on your land and renovate your home. Hang in there Dan, you are doing so well, motivation or not! I am glad you have your adorable dogs for company. Thinking of you everyday.

[@rachelfrees1268]

You brave, dear man🙏 I feel your heart aches as I’ve been there. Yes, you must make your home yours. Don’t worry about responding to our comments. Just to see you keep on keeping on is all the answer I need.

[@debbierya5668]

It’s so lovely to see you again Dan, be kind to yourself the motivation will return when it’s the right time for you and your needs, sending love ❤️

[@dreamlifeportugal]

Dan I hear you, about getting motivated and you are taking those first small steps just by thinking about what you would like to get doing. Telling your subscribers what you would like to get done gives you accountability although even if you just do a little bit towards one of those things you mentioned will be one small step (which actually would be a big step for you) to getting you motivated again. Please don't beat yourself up if you don't manage everything, we will congratulate you on whatever you do. Well done on doing another video. This is a big something. Sending love as always, Suzi

[@bmcl4864]

You know the stages of grief. Reading your words while you were off KZbin sounded poetic. You will find your way and having time to sit and chat as you are doing now will bring solace to you as well as your viewers. It will be wonderful when you are able to laugh. Beginning your new life without Sindy is hard but time will heal your wounded heart. One day at a time.

[@lieuwina]

Nice to see you again Dan and I can imagine how hard it is for you and even to get the camera out which I think is a huge step. Things will work out slowly slowly Dan. Let things take time no matter how long. Cry Dan it is good for you and your soul. Dan I saw in a gardening video they say give yourself 5 minutes each day and pick a spot to weed, you will be amazed at how much weeds you will clear. Thank you for keeping in touch with us. You are in my prayers

[@LucindaEm]

Much love to you Dan. Take all the time you need and work at the pace that feels right. Thank you for sharing ❤️

[@lesleysmith8300]

Dear Dan, I'm so glad you have your boys, they are adorable. I'm sure they are missing Sindy too. It's lovely to hear that you have plans going forward when you feel ready. Times like this can indeed sap your energy. I hope you get your energy back to help make things easier. Take care and l look forward to your plans when the time is right. Love to you and the boys. ❤😊 x

[@JadjaVanParghove444111]

You'll get there Dan. One day at the time. New Year, like the birth of a new dawn. May the Sun warm your heart and dear memories, may the rain carry your tears. You'll get there I'm sure. ❤

[@janp7943]

Thanks Dan for the video today. How you are feeling is normal. Just keep plugging along. I hope that doing these videos help you process your grief. Take care and remember we are here for you. Hugs!

[@Bluebird19-ll8su]

Nice to hear from you, Dan. Do what you feel you have to do and in your own time. Everybody has their own journey through grief but what you are going through right now is completely normal. One step at a time.

[@ninaanetteassarsson4328]

Ta en dag i taget! Det är bra för dig, tror jag, att börja med sovrummet, att renovera och bli lite trött i kroppen. Bara gå ut en halvtimme och rensa ogräs. Du behöver inte slita rumpan dig! Bra att rora lite pa sig . Ta hand om dig o djuren ❤️

[@juneprice3977]

So glad you are producing a video. I never mind about a return comment. You just take care of yourself, you have a lot on your plate. Keep on keeping on.

[@minaamgroud1852]

Hi Dan, we admire your courage en strenght to give us an update of you and your life on the homestead, even if you don't have to. Thankyou... What you said in the beginning of this vlog that reading all the comments can be overwhelming, so I was thinking, maybe we all can keep the comments short or just an emoji or a beautiful uplifting word(s) 🙏🙏✨✨

[@James-um8pq]

one day at a time is all you can do💜

[@bonitabowles6725]

Hello my friend! Glad to see you today...never you worry about the replys...we understand...its hard to keep up with everything...I hope you are having a good day...blessings for you today I pray!

[@karenkirwan123]

Keep going Dan. Lovely to see you and the dogs🫶🫶❤️⭐️

[@joanna9769]

Good to see you Dan.

[@peterdobson5211]

Your doing great m8 I'm in the same boat ,get plenty photos of her and talk like you used to you will find she's still around...Peter

[@joanhowze5644]

Sending love and hugs from the US. Please, feel no obligation to read or comment on messages sent to you. Read them in your own time as they are there to remind you that there is an entire community around the world who is here to support you and grieve with you. Might I suggest, enlist the help of family or local friends to assist in packing Sindy's clothes and other items that you want set aside for the moment, but don't yet get rid of anything. Just put it in storage. In time, it will become easier to sort and, perhaps give to those less fortunate so that they, too, feel the love and spirit of Sindy through her possessions. I love that you are thinking about and planning projects to work on. Those are the things that will help settle your mind and heal...in your own time! Whatever is happening in this moment, just remember, we are all here with you.

[@mariagenaresende-b2f]

Sincerely I don't know what is losing our companion, it must be devastating. But I know what is becoming alone, with no family, no ancestors. And I can imagine your pain, the feeling, what will I do from now on... you will realize, how stronger you are. Sindy will be always there, in your mind, inside your heart, she will be your guiding star, and you will survive, with the good memories you lived together. Keep the faith Dan!

[@teresaedwards3659]

I think I'm a pretty fast reader but I have often wondered how U tubers have time to read all the comments. Especially now when you're grieving. It must be very taxing on your energy. To me when I leave a comment I'm doing it because I know it helps the channel. I never expect a response. Now is the time to think of yourself first. You are healing. Do what feels natural to try to do that. That's what Sindy wants you to do. After my son took his own life I was fortunate enough to have a job that I could control my own schedule. Also I enjoy my job. I went back to work (very part time) very soon. I knew that my job was therapy for me. I also found out that my energy was in very short supply. My heart goes out to you.