MADE ME EMOTIONAL!! | NF - How Could You Leave Us (REACTION!!)

[@bestworkout258]

i’m about to cry and then siri come wth!! i’m dead🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@MrVideo123]

Siri always in somebody conversation man😂😂😂😂

[@SaltandSnark]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/goWkaZ2YqNKSjqs. Relevancy standard plug.

[@Jennifer_615]

Omg same!!! 🤣🤣🤣

[@RAY_II]

Man wtf, I laughed to hard at that.

[@Steveo3332]

@@MrVideo123 that shit was funny

[@andreagagne2377]

Its true....his mother was an addict and she overdosed when he was a kid.....hats off to NF for sharing something so personal

[@Cardi_C]

This is the first song I heard by him a few years back.. someone sent it to me and said "This is your life in a song.. verbatum." They were right, I been hooked ever since. I relate to him, to the extreme.. just like hundreds, thousands, millions of his fans do. Im a psych nurse, and I love that he puts this kinda content out.. its my therapy. NF fans are unlike any other.. we are a movement! Stay strong family ♡

[@Draconianreaper]

I’m pretty sure it wasn’t when he was a kid because he says I brought you my music to listen to indicating that it’s more recent. P.S sorry if I’m being ignorant correct me if I’m wrong

[@andreagagne2377]

@@Draconianreaper actually you are right....he was 18 when she died(I just looked it up lol)....I just assumed because his dad raised him.....the more you know huh......

[@shotarosinnerlightskin9918]

He was 18 and his mom had a abusive boyfriend but I think he has a younger sister tho and nobody knows where his dad is

[@dallascowboysgirl9797]

He wasn't a kid when she overdosed.

[@lindabrewer3243]

This is the first NF song I ever heard. I sat here and bawled like a baby. I then proceeded to watch probably 20 or 30 reactions to this song and continued to cry each time. This time was no exception! Great reaction my friend!!

[@quantumman555]

Same.

[@michellevi7315]

same

[@jennywren7822]

Same ❤

[@allengoffinet8700]

First time hearing this song and NF - bruh , powerful song...was tearied eye until Siri had her input. Love you my bro!

[@thereseball]

Such a beautiful reaction. I cry every time I hear this (my father died of suicide). You're a good man for finishing this out, as tough as it is. P.S. but I'll admit it's the first time I've LOL'd during this song when your Siri chimed in! Humor helps ease the pain. Thanks.

[@jlleibold1974]

My sons lost their father 2 suicide and it took my oldest son 2 and a half years ago at 21 because he saw it. . I'm sorry for your loss. The song made me cry. Not only because of thinking of my sons but my father abandoned us and I didn't grow up in home after years of abuse there with mom. So emotions were all over the place. The anger is how I feel inside still most days even with a smile on my face and trying to find forgives each day. The emotions are strong and it's not my usual type of music. Dude made me cry. You are right laughter does heal. If I feel far 2 down I find a way to laugh.

[@emilyflotilla931]

🙏🏻 and Light to all of you who lost loved ones!

[@brigittegroothedde2548]

my father died of suicide too. everytime i hear this i cry like a baby: why did you leave us? and he said all the time that he loved us the most. it's hard to go on and make the best of it

[@daniellenicole318]

I feel that this song is definitely a song that everybody who listens to NF at all, needs to listen to in order to understand him better. This man has been through some ish, and as somebody who’s had a hard life also, I know that being REAL about life, is the only way to HEAL from life. That’s why I’m such a huge fan of his on such a deep and personal level. But I am a huge fan of yours as well, for always keeping it real in your videos. Thank you, and I’m pretty sure I’ve watched like every single one so far. I wish I knew you, because you seem cool af. ☺️

[@lolawants2008]

Danielle Nicole I have too many friends scarred that never learn that lesson to be real no matter what- I watched their light go away as they hide & lie their way thru life

[@callabo]

Don't worry bout getting emotions, we all got that way and most of us still do to this day when we hear this

[@suzg4928]

Yep

[@BigJMart1n]

This song still gets to me evertime I hear it so heavy and personal.

[@skgerttula]

Never heard of NF before. Good song, but brutal. :(

[@tomkrause5159]

Your going to have a million subscribers by 2022

[@Steveo3332]

I have cried 😭 everytime I had listed to it. I'm 120 days clean. I feel so much better.

[@andreagagne2377]

Lmao Siri said I don't know what that means.....OK, shut up then....priceless ......I talk to Google and she gets annoyed with me lol 😆

[@higherlightlove4707]

Thats really him crying in the end he had everyone to leave and did the very end... Great song feel it no matter what

[@aaronsmith9385]

You seem like someone could talk to you about anything and everything and you'd listen

[@sarawalker9339]

I agree

[@kathyn1222]

I think so too

[@suzg4928]

Totally

[@ritacarroll2057]

After his breakdown he was able to forgive his Mom realizing she had her own issues.

[@eslyyarismeth4327]

By far, the best reaction I've seen.

[@chasepruett1935]

Fun fact, the end of the song, the producer walked out of the studio and let him talk & cry by himself... NF RARELY finishes this song while doing a live performance.

[@jenniferhoolihan1450]

Yes....Beautiful voice ♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@jenniferhoolihan1450]

His music helps him mentally emotionally 🙏🏼♥️

[@jenniferhoolihan1450]

Yes all true... and step father beat him horribly

[@megambrose]

I haven't heard this and holy shizballz 😳 That was so emotionally deep 💔

[@karenlee4874]

You need to pray for your friend and be there for him. You have this platform to help people and you will be blessed.

[@ugadawgs1990]

NF is an amazing artist. He seriously is the best out at present.

[@thesparkedbrain]

I started to truly understand NF and his music after this song bc I had childhood trauma too involving a parent. That is why on his new album, he says he had a mental breakdown and had to take a break for a while. Those burdens just became too much. I am glad he got some help and I am glad he is back to tell his story via his music and help others like him.

[@terpjh4634]

I’ve never heard this song before. It’s very powerful. Thank you for playing it.

[@vhonn95]

This song kills me everytime ... my Mother was mentally ill and my father was always chasing another piece...in and out of the Illinois foster care and orphanages till my Grandmother got past her addiction and took me in by then I was so damaged I put that lady through Hell and ended up spending my early teens incarcerated running with Chicago street gang and selling drugs until a strong woman came in and showed me a love I never knew....My Wife

[@jennywren7822]

Thank god for that ❤

[@erichenry6356]

Aye man NF is a national treasure. In a day where mental illness and addiction effects so many he is necessary for us as people to grow. He rap emotion, he speaks to the soul during a time a where a persons soul might be at the lowest.

[@valnauffts9965]

OMG ,such pain ,so many hearts broken and so many lives ruined and lost from addiction ,his pain is so raw ,I hope he can find it in his heart to forgive her ,she was addicted ,so so heartbreaking .

[@jerrykiser3170]

Hes a POET!

[@lindanguyen318]

I enjoy seeing this side of you! Thank you for the upload sir!

[@christiehammonds4493]

I love love nf!! Awesome reaction! Much love and respect Mr video!!💗💗💗💗💗💗

[@joejarvis2793]

The reason this hits so hard is this actually him talking to his dead mother. He had everyone leave the studio and just let the pain flow out. This is him actually crying out his sorrow and heartbreak.

[@dennyr.9865]

I am glad you listened to "Paid my Dues" after this song. This one is his heaviest. Don't worry his music is not depressing. It is inspirational! Most people listen to this song, "How Can you Leave us?" which is from Therapy Session after they have listened to the Mansion album. The reason people will shoot you NF Journey list is because it is a very rich and rewarding experience to enjoy NF's music in chronological order because you pick up on all kinds of things NF hides in his bars, videos and imagery. And the whole Discography is one story-line so for us who have read the book we want to tell you to start at the beginning. Many songs connect even year's later. Any way you decide is cool because everything NF spits is fire. But, if you want to take the "NF Journey" you would want to start with Intro from the Mansion album. I really enjoy your reactions. God bless.

[@dagnelpaula1]

We hear it all the time. "My lifestyle don't affect nobody but ME!" This incredible video puts the lie to THAT! Though now grown, NF will be dealing with the pain of this forever. (And though he hasn't been able to forgive her yet, he DOES love her. That very last line says "I wish you were here." He wants her here because he DOES love her.) I think we need to shift some of the focus off the addict, and onto the REAL victims...their children. Her struggle is over; his will go on forever.

[@amandawalters3597]

As a mother, I can understand this feeling of never being enough for your babies. And feeling like they could live a better life without you. I've never done drugs, but the mom guilt is deeper than a lot of people understand. But their faces keep me going.

[@MrStlcards69]

I cried homie it's real music! Real hip hop

[@nualaseamus]

This is a painful song. It's based on his life and what he and his sisters suffered. I'm a teacher and I've had kids who live this. It hurts to my kids get hurt so bad by the people who should be loving and protecting them. He laid himself raw in this. It just aches to hear it. I've seen how much addiction can destroy lives - in my own family and in the lives of my students.

[@carolinagirl7596]

This song makes me very emotional as well. He’s a very unique talent, very gifted with the ability to put his emotions on paper. And I’ve learned through my sons that his lyrics speak to a lot of young people’s home situations. That breaks my heart.

[@hol7824]

I've never watched this video without crying my eyes out! Whoa! He has a way of sucking you in to the point of reliving it with him.

[@ginabridges2209]

RAW SONG, GOD Bless You Mr.Video for playing this song & showing “REAL EMOTIONS” to it! 🦋

[@andrewk7616]

This is the NF journey my friend. His life wasn't easy...thats why his music is so real. You'll learn, you might not like his music but he will change you in some way.

[@dagnelpaula1]

I just discovered NF a couple of weeks ago, but I see that you reacted to "How Could You Leave Us." I HAD to come check out your reaction. I wondered how you would react to something this serious, and something so heartbreaking. And I have to say I was REALLY impressed! I personally appreciate that you gave it respect. Makes me respect you even more! WONDERFUL reaction, Bro! Thanks!

[@CickyMainMTC9]

What a song man thanks for reacting first time hearing mega powerful lyrically

[@azdemgal]

This may be what he needed to do for some closure and forgiveness. I've been there so I feel his pain (and yes his anger)

[@stephm5871]

He said in an interview that he regrets he was so angry when he wrote it. That with age he understands better that it was addiction that took her. I think tho that this raw anger at her leaving in the way she did is also healing for others.

[@Fairygrl_TW]

Still on my rewatch Nf night, with Mr. V. This has to be the saddest song ive ever heard. So touching, heartbreaking, brave to poor our his soul out. I so adore ur heart. Thanx darlin', Peace

[@jesserochford7278]

Wish I could like this more than once

[@jaybuzz4071]

Mr. Video my brother much❤️from the heart of the nation!! Woww!! This song ripped me a new one! Dredged up some old feeling's from ancient times!! I thought they were buried.. 50 yrs have passed, that ugly head was there briefly. And they were put to death the right way!! I went through almost the same. circumstances, except my Pops, was an alcoholic...We would watch out the windows for him., He would call tell us he was on the way be watching,,,,tik tik tik watch watch watching tik tik hrs would go by he had 2 wrecks i was always worried for him especially the weekend's but he would be a no show! Happened every other weekend.TBC dinner...

[@z_mentz614]

The moment he realized that she actually passed instead of running away...

[@AbbyJasmine-xu1kg]

You know who you are. True respect for your friend pulling back on putting it out there.

[@MrStlcards69]

Oh yea NF can sing

[@cindiaker5778]

This song really helps to understand so much about Nate. This song just makes me want to hug him . EVERY single time I have heard this song. The end where he is just talking & crying makes me cry...the 1st time I was literally sobbing with him. It is so heartbreaking...and so relatable to so many, most people know or love someone in their life that has been addicted to something....be it pills, cocaine, alcohol, meth...It is just so hard to see it , and the effect on those who love the addict is so heartbreaking....but kids....that hurts to even watch his pain, you can feel his pain, anger, regret. May God bless him and his siblings every step of their life.

[@Drewmk-sc9zv]

I think we all carry heavy burdens ,i have been there and NF is stronger than me getting this out ,i carried hurt,anger and so much pain .Thanks for this brother ...best channel on here

[@elizabethkirk875]

Nothing is wrong with you! You are just showing you have a soul and a good heart. I'm sure writing this song was therapeutic to him. He needed to release it .. and what better way than music. His childhood, along with his siblings, SHOULD AND DESERVES to be told. Great reaction!

[@BorzoiLegolas]

This is so emotional... Im crying

[@paulanneheide4730]

Wow, this was very deep and raw. I can't stop crying for this young man. Have not heard of him and am going to look him up right now. Beautifully sad song.

[@cherylbabcock8373]

This song is so powerful.

[@tamarakindle73]

OK now I'm gonna need you to react to some happy shit...

[@lerobshow6300]

I lost my father suddenly back in 2018.. he was feeling fine then all of a sudden complained of chest pain and 5 minutes later he was gone. We had problems for years between us when he passed. Now I'm making sure that I let everyone that I know and love that I appreciate and love them. Make sure y'all doing the same. As MOP once said ''Here today - gone tomorrow''. Love your channel, my man! When I have hard days I watch your reaction and your positive and great energy never fail to make me laugh and feel better.

[@heatherbates77]

I cry every time I hear this song. RIP mom man it still hurts. Great reaction

[@witchblade1383]

I’d never heard of NF or this song, but I’m not afraid to say I cried like a baby watching this.

[@cheryljackson5659]

Wow! This was deep. A good song makes you feel some kind of way, be it good or bad. This was a sad emotional journey and you felt NF's pain. Loved the argument with Sir, too!

[@carolinagirl7596]

Yes, they grew up in foster care. That explains a lot of the lyrics about mom not showing up to visits. Mom was an addict and chose her addiction over her children.

[@jenniferhoolihan1450]

Brother I love to see a man cry... Because you have a heart♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@Brandon-qv5qp]

Bravo! More NF

[@BorzoiLegolas]

Even if i dont know what its like, you can feel the pain, anger, sorrow in every word. Youre not human if you dont feel something after hearing this song. Damn.. it hit hard.

[@bridgetlaw1484]

the foster boys across the alley (age 8 and 9) came over one day to play on my computer and they put this on...I was in the kitchen cooking ....I can't listen to this without weeping my eyes out..my nose gets all red and runny and I have a really ugly cry face...so I'm going to like this and let you know I just couldn't play the whole video (btw the boys were just mortified they had made Ms. Bridget cry ..they still apologize when they think about it)

[@joycewalbert1413]

So much pain in the world.Heartbreaking when you see it from the kid's perspective...... God Bless The Babies....

[@AaronWilkerson]

"Lotion is not available in my state."

[@_stars_at_nite_7184]

Can’t watch this without tearing up. 😢 Probably my third time watching a reaction video and it doesn’t get any easier. The water works just flow. Great song and kudos to NF for getting his emotions out of his heart and on to paper, and to the world thru music.

[@malteins]

This is one of the songs that gets tears into my eyes, everytime. It's hard to watch, but I couldn't miss out on it, on one of my favorite reaction channels. I really appreciate you taking the time to react to it. Great reaction bro, loved your comments. For some reason you made it more bearable to watch. I've grown to like this channel so much, ever since I saw you reactin to Bill Burr and then Tom MacDonald. Now that you're taking part of the NF journey, that's the cherry on top. Best wishes, and I hope you can talk some sense into your friend when he comes out. Bless you

[@SaltandSnark]

Thank you man. I know you are helping with some other creators here.

[@SaltandSnark]

High noon. Black preacher. kzbin.info/www/bejne/fJSVoop4frmigbc

[@SaltandSnark]

After the Elon Musk video last year yes. I did.

[@lucassulzbach9447]

An ad at the best part lol

[@jennywren7822]

It's his therapy that's why he opens up, and its helped some people to make their mind up to get help and stay sober. It's a good job he does let it out, he'd be in a psychiatric hospital if he didn't. It seems his mother wasn't there for him when he lived with her, always out of it. It also seems his step father beat him, his father found out and took him in. Not a good experience for the innocent. It's a miracle he's still sane ❤

[@Saqua2289]

Great reaction. NF's words cut to the bone. I lived that. My mom was mentally ill. Mental illness took her from me. I'm fine now, but very angry when I was young.

[@gingerztube]

Never heard of NF before, but dang this is so powerful. I can relate to his pain unfortunately...

[@danielbritton8588]

My Mom left but I was 10. My little brother was 5 though. Not only her, but, every member of her side of the family. 3 aunts, 5 uncles & a pair of grand parents shaking us off like vermin. Oh well, Everyone make your own family. Parents are humans. Marriage does not negate mistakes. Trouble is you don't get close to your feelings until you get older. Then it's too late most of the time.

[@sdbclement]

I’m so sorry your mother and her family weren’t there for you. I’m a 66 year old mother of three grown children and I can’t comprehend how any parent could walk away from her children nor how her family didn’t scoop you up and shower love and affection on you and your little brother. I don’t know how old you are but I sincerely hope that the two of you are alright.❤️❤️

[@SpiritSeeker]

I just want to say, I love your channel, and I thank you for always cheering me up when I'm feeling down.

[@LBG420]

Breaks my heart every time I hear this, the emotion is so raw it hits so damn hard, I love your reactions dude 🙏🏼❤️

[@nicolewilliams3434]

I first heard this song while I was driving . I had to pull over because I kept tearing up and couldn't see ....❤

[@nicklonergan7292]

Yes he can sing his ass off

[@sharonmccomb5891]

I grew up in forster care so I know the pain he feels took me for ever to forgive my mum

[@UnderTheMillkyWay]

No better way to have ended this song. You always make me smile when you come in and jump on the couch like that.

[@kathystammen8774]

Wow!!! Love ya.

[@Ariesmomoffour]

Props to you for making it through. That song is rough but it is SO good. Continue on the Journey!

[@nataliesmith8867]

Wow... this song is my life.. my parents put me in care at 1 year old , i grew up tried so many times to throughout my life to have her in my life.. she always turned her back.. she died a year ago and i and i only found out too late to get to even say goodbye. I went to her funeral but need to forgive her. 😢

[@dustinnelson8366]

I can feel where he’s coming from. Same shit happened with my dad... the funeral part is as real as it gets. To listen to people to say how a loving father he was when if it came to us eating or his drugs he had his drugs and I was stealing to feed us.

[@toxicdanger4540]

This song hits deep everytime I listen to it🔥🤧 especially the ending🖤

[@angelaswanson1077]

I really enjoy your reactions! Keep up the good reviews!

[@cjturner2008]

She has to control me and hit me even though I'm almost 31 She gives me nothing of my money Never did a drug or pill or even poppers or pills I drink to numb My mom was on drugs for 18yrs of my pain life My dad used to try to kill her and sometimes us So he hung his self Exactly 1month before my 10th birthday I'm crying to mush

[@cindiaker5778]

I am so sorry for your pain . May God lift you up, and help you find a path to bring you the love, peace & happiness you need and deserve.

[@kathystammen3060]

I can’t imagine that kind of life. You know it’s no surprise to me that the world is so effed up with parents who should never be parents raising kids and they see so much it’s so sad.

[@kathystammen3060]

That is so sad and so I can’t even find the words to describe how I feel. I found out when my dad and mom divorced that my dad got my sister pregnant when she was 13. There were no drugs and alcohol involved he was just a sicko.

[@cindiaker5778]

@@kathystammen3060 I am so sorry. Some people really are just mentally sick.Children are just at the mercy of adults.

[@CryssLuvsMuzik]

Did u write this? It's brilliant. Are you a Songwriter?

[@jeremiahcarver3846]

If you want to hear nf sing listen to you're special! Great reaction keep it up

[@memoore68]

True story, they cleared the studio to let him finish the song because he was crying so much.😢

[@jordanalexie7407]

This is the first song I herd from nf. Thus song is very emotional for me as well😞

[@vincentramirez8266]

This makes me tear up every time I watch it

[@SAIF-yk9gx]

First one to watch with popcorn ready 🥳

[@Trac489]

Probably the 200th time I have watched this, it's Monday 10 to 3 in the afternoon here in SA, it's raining, this song is way to close to home, f it. Nothing like a good cry to try to move on hey.

[@Jo.3yy]

NF Journey 🗝💯

[@megs4193]

You can't know anyone if you're high all the time....I've seen it over and over again, even if someone is there, they're not there if they're high, they've made there choice, it makes a child feel invisible, how many of us know that, I refused to imitate my childhood. I was so much stronger than that, and my mum got better for me and my brother, because we never gave up, I nearly lost her at 12, but I got help just in time, and we all moved forward. It's history. Now I'm 51, and my mum is a 72 year old gamer and my best friend and my hero...for falling down and fighting to stand taller, she's a giant to me 🥲🕊🌏🕊🌏🕊💞🤗.

[@shawnlutz6020]

Bro first time I watched this straight messed me up. Lost my Dad and brother to drugs. That shit is him laying it all out. Every reaction video to this on KZbin messes everyone up.

[@mrichards2211]

8:35 Siri conversation was hilarious. Timing is everything! 🔥🤣

[@dianegoldeneye7207]

Tears rolling down my cheeks... and then Siri says she’s sorry, she didn’t get that. I’m dead. Lol 😂