"演劇 (Engeki) / Theater" Once upon a time someone said That we all have a role to play That we live by sharing what we lack And complementing each other If so, my blank space should be filled By someone else Can that someone hear me? Someone told someone else That this is their role That "These are words of love" That "Everyone lives like this" Your smiling face made me happy So I desperately acted out my role So much that I forgot to breathe Garbage dumpster in back alley School bags discarded in a mess The habit of worrying about your surroundings even when smiling I don't know how long I've had this habit If I could have only one wish If I could, I'd want it to end I'd like to end this ridiculous theatre I've been living in the wrong place my whole life And now they've taken the collar off me Where the hell am I supposed to go? I just wanted to find my true self Is this the price I have to pay for that, dear God? It's all too much, all of it It doesn't matter anymore So please end it quickly The world is made up of someone's unreasonableness And someone else's patience And the terrible roles we're forced to play They're all trying so hard to play their part Then my disappointment Should bloom someday I believed it would mean something A small wish An innocent hope, a dream for the future If you pray, it will come true one day Who taught you that? If you're looking from somewhere else Tell me what I am now I just don't know it anymore I beg for it to not come I put my trembling hands together and pray But morning still comes I just wanted a certainty of the future Is it really that stupid of a wish, dear God? Everything feels so empty I'm just tired of breathing But I'll still continue it I'm wishing to be loved I gave myself away just to be loved On a stage with no audience I heard a voice "I'm here!" she cries "Please notice!" they scream No one can hear you other than me Because it was my own voice I've been breathing the wrong air I'm just realizing that now She said I don't belong here anymore I just wanted to be sure of who I was I ran away and I found this little Light to break the curse I'm ending my play now Wake up! source: /lyricstranslate
*this is so beautiful especially after hearing it after it came out for mafuyu focus event, and it’s still so heavily underrated despite the n25 version being out.*