REN "Troubles" - He Cried Again :( // Audio Engineer & Wifey React

[@greenhighlander7]

Do not apologize showing feelings, and crying. Time that men aren't supposed to cry and show feelings is over. Love to both of you!🤗

[@Dr.Brummel]

Ahh, I love that a guy with your user name and profile image sends that comment. ❤👍 And you are right. 🫂

[@greenhighlander7]

@@Dr.Brummel I might look a bit rough, but I'm all in for to the help meek to be stronger, and help if I can. ☺

[@Dr.Brummel]

@@greenhighlander7 I am firmly convinced of that. 🙂

[@bigtthegreat]

If you were standing in front of me I'd insist on a hug

[@JustInvertedFpv]

I feel like he's the most genuine down to Earth artist out there. He has such a way of connecting with feelings.

[@sonicfear4472]

After having listened to Ren's Chapter Series Intently and multiple times, this track just encapsulates his story so well and serves as musical accompaniment for The Chapters. Ren's experiences are very familiar to me to say the least, as is often the case with many of his supporters. Ren's success is so deserved and I do truly hope it continues. Ren is the medicine many of us need. So raw and vibrant in color, combined with his naturally emotive performance! Indeed Ren....Your Limo has finally arrived

[@olegizdna]

Dude... I cried, and I can't even relate to anything mentioned. It's alright :)

[@elkevera]

There is so much I wanted to say but all I can put down is: You are a good human Jeremy with a beautiful supportive partner in your life. Love you both ❣

[@estephens13]

I just want to say as someone suffering from chronic illness (Ankylosing Spondylitis) this hits very hard. I’m also in pain at all times, today being particularly tough. Thankfully 99% of people can’t possibly understand, but those of us who do, get it.

[@Michelle-by9vl]

Same here...I have the problem of people not realizing our pain! I guess it's because nobody can "see it" 🙉

[@MissMeKate]

I love that Ren gives us these gifts of companionship and relatability. Helping shine a light into the dark. ❤

[@Dr.Brummel]

On the RenMakesStuff channel Ren has an autobiographic reading, telling his story in eight chapters. From the end of his friend Joe over becoming ill, getting and losing the contract with Sony, via his odyssey through various diagnosis and attempts of treatments to becoming at least better after his stem cell treatment. Very personal and emotional videos. Even if you thought you understood Ren's songs beforehand, you understand them even better afterwards and they become even more intense.

[@sharoncarlisle9453]

Yes, please watch this series of chapters.

[@im2yz4u17]

I cry virtually every time I watch a reaction to 'Troubles'. This is a beautiful song of HOPE. There are so many people suffering on a daily basis and they need to hear this.

[@MySnottyattaC]

I'm crying, your'e crying...we all cry when listening to Ren I think, maybe for different reasons...but the beautiful thing is that we got eachothers back. No matter were we are at this moment. Much love y saludos desde Valencia💚✌

[@angelluhman9006]

There is a short on how Ren made the beat of this song you should check out. Jeremy, you aren't alone with living with pain every day. Hugs to you! You should check out his 8 chapters to hear his full story with his illness, he made this song for awareness of the invisible illnesses that need more funding and research. We love ya both!

[@kellyt5341]

Good call..💯

[@helenjarvis7755]

Hugs beautiful people 💕✨

[@serendipity1237]

Is that video only on Patreon?

[@angelluhman9006]

The 8 chapters is on his Renmakesstuff, the short of him working on the beat is a short on renmakesmusic I believe

[@angelluhman9006]

The 8 chapters is on his Renmakesstuff account and the short of him making the beat is on his renmakesmusic account

[@celtzen]

I am so not a rap/hip hop fan - but I adore Ren because he has the ability to put into words the things that need saying and he really is giving a voice to things that are generally invisible that a lot of us deal with... and yeah most Ren songs have a tears component (well except for Uninvited that one just gets giggles) - as an aside HS... it took until I was 38 to even find out it had a name and it wasn't just my fubar body hating me... so solid empathy and commiserations

[@icecold9476]

Stay strong my friend, if you want to know how he made the sample at the end of the track check out "troubles" production BTS on his shorts!

[@Shiroar]

Oh mate you had me worried from the intro knowing what you were about to react to. I hope it helped you even if very emotional 🫂 With great power comes great responsibility, and Ren is truly a hero! He is using his growing powers and platform for so much more than simply creating brilliant music. Ren has said that he always had this feeling that he was meant to change the world for the better. So much that he defiantly yelled a challenge to evil into an empty room. And then he got sick… Ren has now shared the full story of his health journey in 8 video chapters leading up to the release of this song and what a journey it has been. If anyone hasn’t already watched them, I highly recommend you do. With all the chapters he is showing immense strength in sharing his story that is so hard to tell, being vulnerable and telling it because he hopes it will help others and raise awareness. And here he is with another rendition of that story, now told through music with a fire beat and delivering a message of hope. A beautiful hero that the world needs ❤️🐰🕳️

[@cherylmack1260]

May the positive universal living force be with you and heal you in your times of need.

[@jasonremy1627]

All the vocal samples used in the beat, like the ones at the end you were trying to figure out, were Ren's remixing the Vera Hall track. He had some Instagram posts where he shows some of his process.

[@davidburt8738]

Be strong I walk a bad path everyday military ptsd but ren inspires me we r not alone brother

[@woodywoodman2319]

Make sure yall watch his short on how he made this beat!

[@Tealomen]

Lovely reaction ❤ glad you are doing better and this song resonates with you. Love , Light and healing to you.

[@MalcolmMXTaylor]

great reaction as always both of you! jeremy - sorry to hear you are going through similar issues as ren, keep pushing forward dude! HOPE!

[@rebeccarose7405]

Love how real you are! I just want to hug you-hug you both. As my husband is my stalwart back up on the days when moving is almost impossible, I know that Jillian gets all the feels too. Ren is amazing and I am so glad he is sharing this for all of us to feel seen. ❤️🎶

[@ricksurratt9034]

We need more empathy in this world. Kudos to you.

[@AmaBrigitte]

Loved your sincere reactions to Ren's emotional song about his struggles with undiagnosed Lyme! Ren is an amazing spokesperson for himself and for all who suffer from pain and autoimmune issues! Sharing is caring and Ren is using his platform as an artist to bring awareness to all! Like you, I too, struggle with some of the same illnesses, but Ren has been my inspiration! Love you guys❤❤

[@robmarar]

❤ sending you both love & 🙏 from Canada (At this point it's Ren's 2nd home😅) stay strong my friend 💪.

[@JonNo86]

I know you can relate to this, but Ren once said in an interview that he's had to come to terms with the fact that he will never be 100% again. He said at most he'll ever be is 70% and that's just where he has to tell himself where his new 100 is.

[@optimistinmyprime]

Hang in there Jeremy ❤❤❤ Renegades got your back, you too Jillian! Love you guys. It's f'n amazing to advocate the way you do. (He used a filter on the Vera Hall sample. Hexenkind or RenNotRen reposted a YT short from his insta showing how it was done.)

[@ricksurratt9034]

The beat is crazy though

[@leslieballard9709]

I love love love watching you guys react. I feel like Jillian and I would be friends for sure. I also suffered from uncurable auto immune diseases, which catch me in bed probably 4-5 days out of the week. Which is hard when your mom five. Anyway, when I want to say is, Ren and You and anyone else like us has made me feel so much better to know I’m not the only one out there suffering this way although I wouldn’t wish this on anyone it’s such a isolating disease and I am so thankful for the community of people I’ve found. And for people like you that show your own pain so that I don’t feel so alone. Thank you Thank you!!!!! I also want to say that I agree with you. It is easy for people who are healthy to say you’ll get through this. It’ll be OK. But when people who are going through with you are saying that it means so much more. I really believe Ren’s music has helped me through some hard times. And your videos help as well. Like I said when I’m stuck in bed I appreciate you giving me something to laugh or smile or cry about. You are appreciated.

[@JulitaPio]

Sending love and hugs❤ Happy that you are doing better and Ren doing better, wish both of you all the best😊

[@Emilie-one]

I haven’t heard anyone say anything about that final part that sounds like a distorted voice.. I never thought he was saying anything however now that you said you hear “ I’ve been down and struggled” that is what I hear now! No one has said this in any of the reactions to this I have watched. Now I wonder. Great reaction. ❤

[@cynthiamiller483]

It gives a perspective on what you all go through daily. I have pain daily, but for a different reason. Mine also will not go away, but I’m happy to be alive everyday. I’m so glad you put the words up because I couldn’t understand either. Just a great video AND reaction today. Hope! 🎶 Cyd

[@5siggi]

I understand, crying can be cleansing but not easy to talk through it. It's important to have a support system and I'm so glad you have Jillian. I've been living in chronic pain since 2009 so I understand being in pain 24/7. Meds can take the edge off but it's still there. I'm also fortunate to have a husband that loves me and supports me. It's still important to know that we are not alone and there is hope. Thank you both for your beautiful reaction! Thank you Ren for caring and trying to find solutions instead of just a temporary band aid ❤

[@sanoraray]

I've been through the wringer myself, having so many genetic conditions that I may qualify as an alien. I see the look of survivor in your eyes Jeremy. I'm glad you got through the hell you went through. It's like when you've walked the halls of hell enough times you can spot it in others like you've passed them before. I'm also in pain everyday so I understand where you're coming from. I hope you continue to be able to look forward and for your loving partner. . Thank you. You are a supportive partner, and that's beautiful.

[@williamkeith8740]

Bugger you Jeremy - you made me cry - amazing how many people can relate to the physical and mental torments through their own journeys. Cheers from outback Oz 🦘🦘🦘

[@patrickquinlan3056]

"I will not say: do not weep; for not all tears are an evil."

[@charleenk71]

Ren is a gift to our world.

[@bazm2024]

The most powerful thing is your friend reaching out and making physical contact with you when she knows that the content may be hard for you ❤❤❤❤

[@kevinmundis1281]

I had no idea you were going through similar things. I’m sorry brother. I pray that things get much much better for you. ❤

[@musikbyjh]

Thank you, Kevin. This means a lot to us!!

[@celinel9750]

A song by Aurora said: who miss the sadness when it's gone? so let the river run wild. The song is The River, artist Aurora. Thank you for your reaction.

[@libby215]

I love how you can uniquely relate to Ren on so many levels - there's nothing worse than trying to talk while crying, you want to honour both head and heart friend🙃🌻

[@glensnider6388]

Best wishes and prayers for continued improvement in your condition.

[@rudyb.]

I suffer from chronic pains everyday and I relate to REN’s songs. That’s why I hold him and his songs to my heart. Thanks for a great reaction.

[@francesdoll4039]

Such a great song i watched the 8 Chapters. Ren is a warrior and a hero. I hears a new acceptance at the end there

[@MoreKellBellPlease]

Love you both! Don't give up hope!

[@yilomina2047]

Thank you for such a heartfelt reaction!

[@slcncr]

Ren truly is a *lyrical Genius* ! His storytelling is second to none. A once in a generation artist. Taking all of what he has been through and still is going through and transforming it into such inspirational art and giving love and hope for so many people ... What a treasure. I personally am going through decades with severe depression and immense loneliness. Lost the ability to experience joy, excitement, love and more. But REN has definitely revived my love, my craving for GOOD music and especially meaningful lyrics. And YES, i would LOVE to see you two doing an interview with him ! That would be amazing. Hope it happens in the near future.

[@Nico12233]

You guys are really important don't ever forget that. Get well Dude you have a lovely, intelligent lady at your side. Tears show that we are human, so they are perfectly normal. I can't understand how anyone can watch this genius without shedding a tear or two.

[@eveline5858]

I love you Jeremy, I love you Jillian 🤗❤🤗 I love you Ren and the ReNegades

[@deaniegarcia5694]

REN is so inspiring……I am truly a Renegade here from Tennessee 💜 Loved your reaction!

[@86billionneurons]

Ren is a walking positivity for so many people. Most people don't see people's wings but feel their energy.

[@newguy2878]

Keep strong brother

[@staceyjayneplatt9527]

Oh Jeremy bless you brother 🙏🙏😥😢 I love your reactions and I am crying with you 🫶🏻🫶🏻🇬🇧🇺🇸🙏

[@danielpinnegar2818]

It's good to show your feelings people who don't keep their feelings in and break down you are well grounded and will be mentally sound

[@CreativePhotoWS]

I'm with you on the aperture thoughts.... :)

[@NanaM1984]

I'm proud of you, embrace it! ❤

[@BriMakesComments]

Hey great reaction. Surprised you aint been on my radar yet. I seen most of this corner of the tubes lol. Ren hit up so many reaction channels a while back but hes very busy right now we know. If he gets the heads up on your reactions and stories like yours he will pop in and say Hi am sure. In the mean time keep inspiring others with your story and wisdom as thats something to be very proud of.

[@malcolmnorman5237]

Feeling your emotions fella, you have a strong shoulder in Jillian. Wishing you a positive journey. Also this charted at number 10 in the UK official download charts.

[@cathrinewitty6749]

If you check out Ren’s shorts on here he shows how he made the synth sound in the background.

[@garysherwin3316]

Thanks for the honesty guys 🇬🇧😊

[@sirjonty18]

I'm a brit 56. oh boy, I nearly lost my breath when you cried. God bless mate, and I'll tell you this pal, what a beautiful loving woman you have, she looked at you before that episode making sure your ok. love to you both.

[@musikbyjh]

Thank you, sweet friend. ❤️🥷

[@seagull01-cp8pb]

Beautiful reaction. Thank you.💕👍🦇

[@Tomczyk13]

I'm not sure how far he's "come" The line in the sample was changed from "No one knows my trouble but God" to "No one knows my trouble with God" I interpret that last part," God I forgive you" because carrying the anger for the pain he's gone through isn't serving Ren anymore but for the actual pain and suffering he went through, he's done carrying it too so he's handed the burden back to God and moving on.

[@AidyShaw]

Ren makes me cry a lot, I just came out of hospital aftee being hit by a drunk driver whilst cycling home, I nearly died, spent some time thinking I was gonna die, in hospital, and Ren helped me I can't explain, but he did.

[@musikbyjh]

OMG @aidyshaw. First and foremost, we are so incredibly grateful for your recovery. What an absolute nightmare we can barely begin to comprehend. Ren has provided so much hope, inspiration and joy - he deserves everything good life has to offer. So do you. Wishing you all the healing vibes as you rebuild your new normal. We are cheering you on from AZ!!

[@AidyShaw]

@@musikbyjh thank you so much. I am back at work now, waiting for the operation to sort the massive hole in my head, still getting help from Ren. His Chapters have filled a gap.

[@brandoncreek7502]

your love and passion and commitment to one another Shine Thank you for this gift I promise I will not bottle my own passion I will endeavour to let it pour out for those people that I LOve

[@kitstorm1]

Thank you! ❤️

[@richardburns9588]

Stay strong brother. We're all here for you. Your reactions are always so genuine and positive. Keep up the good work, pal

[@sampanther8854]

Always love your reactions especially to Ren 😍 spread the love Renegades 💜 I hope Ren sees this too and you get to talk that would be great to see 🤗 thank you for sharing 🙏❤️

[@LHartman-gj7dl]

Sending you both love 🖤

[@frankoconnor806]

Great content team. Jesus wept and so can you. I loved the deep inspiring message from Ren. It was also nice to see Ren smile when the accidental appearance of the non scripted Limo photobombed the background of his shot on location 😊. Keep up the good work on your journeys helping us on our journeys. Peace and Love from Australia.

[@jamiev3641]

I found you via this video today. New sub. Felllow HS sufferer, as well as multiple autoimmune diseases, I feel your pain. Ren and the Renegades help me feel like I'm not alone in this. Stay strong!!

[@musikbyjh]

We are so grateful you are here, Jamie. Our fellow HS Warrior!!! You are DEFINITELY not alone. On a different channel we run, we've produced different HS "Warrior Stories" showcasing different Warriors stories around the globe if this appeals to you: www.youtube.com/@warriorstories We look forward to staying connected!!! Hugs, Jillian

[@dmasters1970]

Love you guys❤ my pain is not allowing me to type very much at the moment. I'll get back ❤from the UK 🇬🇧

[@Daffodil-Grace]

Crying is good for you. Peace friends.

[@andrewobrien1034]

A great and touching reaction from you both, as always. I thought you might want to give Chinchilla's new song a listen. It has a lyric video up on KZbin as of a couple of days ago. It's called 1:5 I'll just quote Ren's post from the video's comments section; OMG 😭😭😭 THIS IS FUCKING INCREDIBLE

[@musikbyjh]

Thanks Andrew!!! We have Chinch's 1:5 coming in late July, promise!

[@doylewilks9067]

We love you man

[@PauloSantosMusic73]

Hi guys... there's no shame about showing that what separates us from deamons , angels or gods, is that we are humans and we feel sh*t, fell period. Powerfull reaction to a powerfull message within a powerfull composition... lot of love...PT....PT cheers

[@pinag.980]

Subscribed! Loved the reaction!

[@Wigid303]

Love you guys....... always stay strong ❤️

[@atypicalatoms9425]

I too cry at rens stuff as a 35yr old man. I have Ankyolising spondylitis and fibromyalgia and have spent the last 13 years in pain trapped in my bed being told that it is all in my head or that i am just after drugs 🤬.

[@louise11854]

hello my dears!! i am you and ren's little sister, fibromyalgia/agoraphobia (sick/crazy) . while waiting for my drugs to kick in this a.m. , i am enjoying your channel. i am scampering around the web telling everybody that my pic of ren in my head has the sun shining out his a$$ !!! hehehe kathleen 🙃

[@lucketvids]

Can't spell underdog without REN

[@StefanVillkatt]

Wonderful reaction; thank you! I would love to see you to react to Chinchilla's 1:5

[@TomCullen-r7p]

Biggup Ren

[@donald1379]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤thanks.

[@philflynn9161]

Love you guys❤

[@bluebird1109]

Great reaction. Subscribed.

[@musikbyjh]

Awesome thank you and welcome!

[@docdurdin]

REN- TROUBLES [Intro: Vera Hall] Ooh Lordy, troubles so hard Repeating [Verse] I don't reach into the past very much For these shards of shattered glass and harsh paper cuts Leave me stuck when I reach in memories are seeped in hydrochloric acid I go to war and get passive and freeze up But music helped the ice to thaw Put a chisel in the middle swing the hammer of Thor Pull it out of the impossible, excalibur sword Etching note pads full of reasons why my feelings arе sore The first day that I got sick ejеcted from cockpit of living Nineteen, young teen, waking up bitten Posters up, manhunt, Ren went missing Hard to have faith when the gods don't listen The first year maybe was the hardest Waking in a body that was buried like a carcass Brain in the lions den, body in a shark pit Waking up in pain again, aching, brokenhearted Persistent little bugger I was bouncing from a doctor To a doctor to a doctor like a table tennis game that has no end So be the fate of Ren Every single question answered with a question on the end The second year I came to terms with giving up my dreams Mind was severed from the means that helped me write these rhyme schemes Brain was inflamed. the fatigue was crushing Hard to remain sane with your brain combusting And the third year was murder, living in a purga- Tory full of worry, wouldn't live to be thirty Lifestyle hurt me, always in my bed tomb Re-arrange the alphabet and all the letters spell "doom" Light hurt my eyes, popping pills to survive When you're twenty-three and mentally you steadily decline Twenty-four I was poor, disability benefits What's the benefit of disability? It's irrelevant Twenty-five and the scars that were etched, they cracked Elastic bands only stretch so far and then snap Deep in psychosis, hallucinations, troubled vision Visits from the underworld were conjuring my superstition Twenty-five, living back at home with my mum But not because I'm a bum, alone and physically done So thin, so frail, so weak I'd become And my skin so pale, never kissed by the Sun One time I carved a whole in my chest, just to feel I wish that was a metaphor, the struggle was real When you're living in a holocaust you buckle and kneel There's relief in the teeth of the kiss of cold steel Facts, twenty-six I'm highly medicated and the pain sophisticated While I'm laying broke and naked on my back I brought my microphone into my coffin, started droppin' Raw thoughts with the grim reaper knocking on the track Then man, lo and behold I heard an angel beckon on this treacherous road Was a stem cell doctor with a generous glow And a cell transplant brought me out of the cold And my skin got younger and my body got stronger And my stomach felt hunger for a door that was closed And my soul heard music for the first time Beauty was a word I'd use for this gift of gold Oh Lord, I forgive you, Lord I forgive you Lord, I forgive you, make me whole This music I give you, pain that I live through Everything I've been through is yours to hold

[@musikbyjh]

Thanks very much for the lyrics!

[@mrdarengilbert3907]

🙏

[@adamwheeler6326]

❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥bighit!

[@michelleboussiala4470]

Hey guys!!! Always loving your reactions. You ABSOLUTELY MUST check out Chinchilla’s new song she just dropped “1:5”. (The Live version) TW have tissues nearby ❤

[@musikbyjh]

Oh no...a sad Chinchilla song?! Coming soon, friend.

[@kathleenwincott5581]

Subtitles are always wrong. Better to read lyrics Ren puts in comments section of the video. Great reaction ❤

[@kellyt5341]

True, but most were correct. Sometimes you just need help on the speed and can figure out most of the words, especially if trying hear the cool beat.

[@johntriplett4131]

🤴👸🎸😇

[@SpiritOfWanderlust]

Mm. I as hearing that bit at the end as "I've been down this road", not "I've been down and struggled", but now you have me questioning.

[@leann60]

❤❤💪🏼

[@aprilsjoy107]

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[@morecrayonsplzmcw4836]

❤

[@michaelbradley7529]

What may work better than trying to read subtitles filled with errors and missing or wrong words, is pull up a copy of the actual lyrics and go over them after each section of video that you watch. That way you get to fully enjoy the performance without distraction, then you can verify/clarify with the actual lyrics during your pauses.

[@musikbyjh]

Thanks, Michael! We've done that a couple times and will revisit. As you mentioned, the closed captions are always riddled with errors.

[@DuelerDog55555]

❤❤

[@rveino2978]

🔥❤️🔥

[@DonnaPoynton.]

💪💪❤

[@boxicuk1620]

❤👌