My American Parents Visit the Golden Temple *Emotional*

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[@rajnisharora8567]

Both mother and daughter have gotten purest of heart.

[@travelishere]

Bill is a very gentle man.Bill's use of speech is very polite. He is a very good hearted person

[@nareshkambale6028]

Shenell is so sensitive 😢and emotional 💐she is true women... I ❤️ u shenell ❤❤❤

[@kanishkarora9708]

Shanel and her mom is such a good loving person❤

[@lazysamurai8166]

Shanell really respect Indian culture with her heart not just to show any body I like this gesture 👍🏻❤

[@rinjig4358]

Bill is so good and humble. Since he with with ur mum for long time, address him as dad, I know he will feel good. And also please try to buy things for him as well. I genuinely feel for him. He is so good and ur mum is lucky to have him as her partner. ❤

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[@facthub9964]

Please buy something and talk with bill also I don't know why but it hurts watching him standing alone behind you 😔😔

[@TheAlphonso.family]

He's so patient and calm..very good listener ❤

[@samsharma6123]

Man's dont talk a lot when they emotional, its better to leave us alone..

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[@Punkrwt]

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[@chinmaykamalapurkar16]

It's really sweet to see carrie, bill and channel took efforts to learn this culture we could see they are good and genuine people ❤😊

[@JasmeetKaur-yf2ew]

I m Sikh and I proud to be Sikh shanel feel for sikhs it’s really touched

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[@saradchhetri]

Those few scenes are really heartbreaking 💔. So much sacrifices were done by elders for us to enjoy freedom and democracy. This life is beautiful and worth of their sacrifices 😢

[@kasbadebbarma8570]

Hamari bharat mahan, bharat bhumi may itna mahan gurui ka janam huwa

[@steenadsouza6749]

Totally wholesome❤❤ the face that Kerry always has her part to describe what she feels is so deep. And Shanell looks pretty in Indian wear ❤ Lots of love. You guys should have stayed in Mumbai and explored Mumbai too❤ please keep a meet up if possible 🥹

[@cherylwoodacre5646]

I'm so sorry, I'm from the UK and I feel so ashamed and heartbroken to hear what happened to the people there 😢 💔

[@mindguru22]

We will always forgive as evil can never win. Thanks for your kind thoughts.

[@Rohit_0405]

You know some Indians can forgive but not forget. I'm not one of them. 😤

[@krishnakantpandey9107]

Its history buddy, let make our present happy. 🙏Hare Krishna🙏

[@Sirissssss]

Lol. Don't worry about it. We Indians are there in UK in millions because you were here in India. Everything revolves in a circle and everything has consequences. Whether immediately or centuries to come. Hence that is law of life

[@bunjijumper5345]

All I can say is that the the Indian people who are Hindus who live in Uk are wonderful, they are a blessing to us. On the other hand the other religion that beings with a M we want them out. They cant live with others. @@Sirissssss

[@ellalaine7977]

Mommy Carrie and Shanell is glowing in those colors

[@wepanamaste1907]

I knew it that you will come back. Is ok to go through rough chapters in life which are necessarily to grow and mature. I am sooooo happy to have you guys back with that sweet energy of the past. Many blessings for all of you!!! From a puertorican fan of the first episodes of Kishanell!!!!!

[@64-kalzangwongmu54]

I had visited Golden temple 7 years earlier and it is still in my heart so much of peace I had felt there was overwhelming I hope to visit soon ❤️✨🙏🏻

[@Rangliduniya]

You're welcome

[@Dkumar-lx8qy]

Welcome

[@namratapushpwan7241]

Now we know from where shanell got her golden heart ( her mom)❤❤❤and Bill is just soo nice and amazing❤❤

[@sulaikha907]

True🥰

[@yateshasher4872]

The calm and serene vibe of Golden Temple hits differently 🤌

[@sociallity13]

Glad that someone mentioned it. Golden Temple is famous for its kirtan and rhymes and vibes more than its langer or gold that most people talk about.

[@sukhinijjar9132]

Thanks for sharing the history of what happened in Amritsar.

[@user-rg9mh7zc5u]

Love it

[@buntysodhi]

It was baisakhi day and all had collected there .Meanwhile gen dyre ,(the killer)wanted to prove himself ,he was recently transferred to india . Some freedom fighters wanted to give speech there when his troops came through the only way in .The way out was also through same gully . He gave orders to shoot everyone and the rest is history .

[@deepakbawa8346]

Shanel has golden heart like her mom sach me dil ke bhut ache hote hai foreigners log

[@Gulshankumar-hi6uj]

Both mother and daughter have a pure heart❤

[@user-jx6zx4ie6j]

I love to see humble and open minded parents like her parents. People like them make humans better, God loves your family. Mother is great human.

[@MyFavDsr]

I am so happy that you are back with your beauitiful videos.

[@amitsagar2512]

You all are amazing..Thanks for respecting and loving Indian culture. Love You ❤

[@varinderkaursandhu708]

Beautiful video Waheguru ji 🙏

[@debyorkshirelass9674]

Such a sad emotional story 😢, but what a stunning temple❤

[@praise-vu8bh]

I’m glad everything is going good with you guys! I was worried for a long minute

[@rahulm2827]

BTW Shanell and her moms emotionally-authentic experiences are awesome. If you are in Amritsar, you can go early in the morning during 'Amrit Vela' for Darshan (from 4 o clock on or even earlier). The line wont be so long then. 😊🙏🏻

[@RobinSingh-hq6vz]

Really appreciate you brother you shared the history ❤

[@jprabh2732]

Only the hearts which are empathetic can feel the emotions Deeply .. That tells how pure your heart is.. We can really sense that it is deeply embibed in you guys.. God bless ♥️♥️

[@kalpanadas9342]

Amazing video. I have never been to Punjab. Memorable visit for Shanell and her family. Thanks for showing Jalianwala bagh. This will be etched in their memory forever. You all look great and Sweet Shanell is glowing with the golden temple.❤❤

[@SSPTravels]

Jo bole so nihaal, sat sri akal. Thanks for showing Golden temple. Its so beautiful and spiritual. 😊

[@vandanasharma612]

Mother daughter both r so pure heart so beautiful souls ❤❤

[@leslieb1704]

Just watching shenell n her Mom reactions, made me so emotional too...God bless 🙏

[@avinashsondhi3604]

I love all of you, Shanell has a heart of gold and she exudes love. Kishan also is a great guy. I hope you are both happy and be blessed in lifetime of love and joy. I can understand her mother’s issue with feet walking and going through so much excitement💕

[@jyotsnanayak9259]

Thanks for showing this place

[@yashagawane25]

I never visited the Golden Temple but by watching you I got the blessings 💗

[@kittynam6330]

I was there last yr and line was unbelievable. I couldn’t wait on the line as well. But very beautiful temple for sure.❤

[@kiranmehta9401]

वाहे गुरुजीका खालसा वाहे गुरुजिकी फतह ❤❤❤

[@rachelramdin4987]

Thank you so much for uploading you guys i love you both sooo much SHANELL YOUR MY FAVOURITE KISHAN PLEASE NEVER LEAVE HER SIDE 🥺🙏❤️

[@swathichakka5117]

So beautiful cute all of you shanel and her mom wow no words i am running out of words when telling about freedom fighters they both felt the real pain at that time those freedom fighters went through and all these are happening because of kishan he is showing them beauty of india god bless you all ❤

[@pvpai43]

One of the most beautiful & heart touching videos On you tube. You made me emotional & teary when I saw Jalianwala Garden & golden temple. You are very Lucky & it is said that one goes & seeks blessing only when he is called by the divine… 😊 God bless you.

[@Astrovlogs17]

Welcome to the land of devotion peace love care and giving.. 🙏 I love to see you guys truly enjoying the essence of Indian culture and the respect for it..🙏

[@aparnavijayshankar3824]

I Love Shanell Didi and her Mother, I want to visit the Jalianwala Bagh and the GOlden Temple; the Golden Temple is the Crowing Jewel of Amristar, it symbolises the beautiful Sikhs and their customs and rituals, I love Sikhs, we learn so many things from them and their religion, the most wonderful thing about the Sikh community is that they will do any kind of work but not beg on the streets, it makes me respect them even more, I wish to visit Amristar soon ❤❤❤,

[@ballychapman4093]

This is truly one of the best Amritsar and Golden Temple videos I’ve watched. You captured more than the spirit of the Sikh nation. ❤

[@kapTaaN04]

Thanks for sharing history ❤️ Love from PUNJAB ❤

[@dheerajdadlani6713]

Going to The Golden Temple is always a humbling experience. The most beautiful place on earth.

[@shardthakur3485]

I respect this channel because it's shows our rich culture.and respect our rituals ❤

[@aishwaryarokade1150]

Bless u shanell

[@Mandarartcraft]

You all are amazing Thanks for respecting and loving Indian culture. Love You

[@m.munna.nm.munna.n1685]

I really appreciate this video

[@user-qt5gu6rc6c]

Shanell and she's mom so emotional golden heart both of you Bill is so cool person❤❤ Kishan explain indian culture very good Golden temple visit both of so emotional❤❤ Love you guy's❤❤

[@manpreetkaur7538]

Waheguru satnam ji...🎉🎉amritsar golden temple ...nice vlog love from patiala

[@honestopinion676]

Shanel n her mother really wants to the culter n religious terms in India. Welcome to India.. Bhagwan aapki family ko sukhi rakhe.

[@ParamjeetKaur-er3se]

Waheguru ji 🙏🙏

[@ritasingh9513]

So beautiful love you guys vlogs lots of love from ny ❤

[@pereiraroque193]

Really l like this couple 💑 Very much I watching from 🇬🇧 God bless you both and family's

[@UnfilteredNisha]

Thank you for showing respect to our culture. It’s hard to see these days people have just tried to tell us always that we Indians are inferior to them. I respect you guys for doing this. Lots of love ❤❤❤❤

[@mandiratamang7171]

Best place feels positive vibes.. lots more…♥️❤️

[@gaurav99ize]

It was so cool to see the sight seeing😊😊

[@sanjuhans4772]

They have pure heart 😊 love mom and shanell ☺️

[@prashansarai9801]

Wow ..... Beautiful 😍❤️

[@MuhammadAsfoorRajput786]

Namaste MashAllah ap k sasural walon aur shennel Didi k norms achhe hain lots of love from Rawalpindi Om Namo Shivay Jai Shri Krishna.

[@manmohansingh2839]

Waheguru ji ❤🙏

[@PawandeepKaur-gu3nl]

Thank you for this amazing vlog! ❤

[@krishnadaspandit1892]

nice job sada sukhi raho ,bahe guru g app ko khush rakha

[@ravigahlot9353]

It is a very beautiful vlog. Shanell and her parents are very nice people. Love you bhai to show such vlog.🙏🙏🥹🥹

[@divakarghosh245]

Awesome vlogs bro, keep going.

[@omannamwar3383]

That was a very beautiful experience to watch.

[@TerryRakhra]

Thanks guys for giving shoutouts to S. Bhagat Singh and the Sikh community. I hope you guys teach 2M soon. Lots of love from Canada!!

[@chandroutiepersaud4813]

Wow Keshanell the Golden Temple is so beautiful From New York

[@mazamaharashtra6723]

Bhari mitra... Khup awadal, Khup khup Ashirwad

[@sourabhkulkarni1731]

you should visit Golden Temple at late evening since the golden light shines bright and the water looks so cool.

[@pratima3813]

lots of love from Nepal TO BOTH OF YOU 🥰🥰🥰

[@nfspatel3124]

Shanell n her mother both are very emotional person

[@maryryan]

Beautiful 😍 ❤❤❤ Greetings from South Africa 🇿🇦

[@flyinggreenleaf]

WOW AMAZING VLOG VAHEGURU JI

[@gurvindersingh7944]

God always with you 🙏

[@nataraj1000]

lots of love and respect .If happens to come to south please let me know

[@akkikairo2850]

Love this Italy 🇮🇹 all the bst ❤

[@kenipatel2125]

I have no words to say jst❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@Shiuu123]

Lovely couple n lovely family so happy to see ❤

[@arpitpandey5189]

I love shanel❤

[@Naitogaming123]

Mom and dad shanla really so so sweet ❤

[@urmilachavan581]

God bless you all😊

[@shorts2117]

Mother and daughter both are very innocent.love from odisha

[@nickjrkarbiathare6518]

This is lovly n very incredible vlog🥰❤️👍

[@gaildj2278]

Shanell looks good in pastel shades , her mum in mango yellow . Good to see you'll back. Was not happy when Kishan visited India alone. Some are so negative anyways good all good again. I saw some part of the Golden Temple tour when Rishi visited. I like watching his channel too. Nice video , my lap top gives trouble at times , at times busy with house chores and some work. Happy holiday enjoy yourselves. I wish I could meet you guys .

[@ssjsvlogs]

satsri akal ji for showing (darshan) us 🙏🏻

[@euphoria-uo5cf]

beautiful

[@VijayYadav-di3nt]

Waheguru ❤❤❤

[@monajhinnoe9932]

Very nice golden Temple God bless you always guys lots of love form Netherlands ❤❤❤

[@lonersparadise4947]

Oh man, this family is gold. They are pure souls. I love you and your mother.❤

[@DharamPal-iu1fb]

Great bro you show history

[@nithinp5240]

Love this vlog...feel to go there

[@isad625]

Beautiful Video❤❤

[@ykhvlogs7116]

the way u defined sikh religion kishan i am watching u from a long back but today u won my heart bruh

[@amrindersingh9876]

Waheguru Ji..

[@vikram22ji77]

waheguru ji 🙏

[@debabratabhaumik3204]

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh. Keep vibing.