My Daughters Bedroom & Our Fertility Journey | Interior Designer Home Tour

[@bedi09]

It took me 3 times and 5 weeks to finish watching this video. I lost my 3rd baby to complications during early pregnancy. No matter how much time passes or how many children one gets blessed with the pain of loss is the same. May God bless everyone with the strength to wait for their bliss.

[@karencolimon780]

I appreciate your transparency and vulnerability. It's a reminder that everyone is struggling or have struggled with something. Your daughter's room is my favorite room in your home so far. It's sophisticated and beautiful but appropriate for a child.

[@skrtskrt4750]

struggling with success? lmao

[@charlievk2353]

I had 5 miscarriages and have never really been able to express how that felt. I cried with you and thank you for putting it into words.❤

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

I’m sorry for your losses. Sometimes I go months without thinking about it but if I talk about it the pain we went through is palpable. I know how hard it is and sending you my best wishes 🤍

[@charlievk2353]

@@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd Thank you so much xx ✨💖✨

[@deliadecola7689]

Did you felt my hug? I just grabed my phone and squeezed it to my chest and cry with you. Because that was me 30 years ago. Children are so much more loved. This is the kind of love that could conquer everything. I do believe that one Good Day we would all be together.

[@nataliablair9973]

This is why I love her. Not just an amazing designer but a wonderful human being.

[@JL-hw5hu]

Indeed

[@manpreetbrar4327]

what is a wonderful human being everyone love their offspring.. she just continued to hoard luxury items in her home.. is she doing anything for charity at all ... most likely not 😂

[@helenwoodcock5140]

Your a very strong lady, i lost my 2 first pregnancies 15 weeks and 24 weeks then had 3 amazing children later over the 10 years after i went through menopause at 21 years old after thyroid problems and pcos and endometriosis and thyroids thankyou for shearing your story heartfelt sympathy for the babies you didnt get to hold in your arms but in heart forever xx

[@raquellambropoulos279]

What a lucky girl Ava is to have this enchanted princess bedroom. Im 51 and I would gladly enjoy this bedroom honestly.

[@doctorcrusher2918]

If a child has difficulty settling to sleep, it’s usually due to them being stimulated by toys, electrical devises or even a television. A soft toy to cuddle (not smothering the bed) and a special bedtime story book is fine. Sophie, you’ve done the right thing by having the bedroom for sleeping and a separate play room.

[@tg6227]

Oh Sophie ! Your heart is pure and kind because you’ve known and experienced pain at such deep level. So happy for your family now

[@paolaarletty6525]

The most beautiful and candid film, THANK YOU so much, Sophie, for your honesty, vulnerability and desire to vividly share such a difficult time in your life. Knowing that this tour would not be complete without the trying journey behind it. This video genuinely made my day in every level and for many reasons. God bless your beautiful family! Despite your career, business and exquisite collaborations, I have always sensed you have dedicated to your family in whole, keeping it at the forefront.

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you Paola- you have written it so succinctly- this tour would not have been complete without sharing this part of our life that we went through. Thank you so much for your comment and kindness and support x

[@paolaarletty6525]

@@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd Thank you so much, Sophie 🙏🏽

[@hzh7152]

This was absolutely touching! I think everything you went through will resonate with a woman, in some shape or form. Each struggle is different, each struggle is unique, its about having the courage to face it and push on and keep trying that makes it all worth it. Sophie, you show us such beautiful homes, decor and furniture but this was by far the most beautiful thing you shared. xxx

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you so much

[@Petitkaramela]

I agree

[@studaquarius9408]

Thank you for putting this so beautifully into words

[@marinagomes7054]

you wrote exactly what I feel

[@yvokiwi]

I wouln‘t be able to write it better. Sophie’s Vlog is really touching and I feel blessed that she shares it with all of us.

[@tchilds1077]

The MOST beautiful little girls bedroom I have seen. A lovely touching video Sophie.

[@juliemaggio1292]

Sophie, I am weeping. Your channel and this video came up on my page and now I have subscribed. My wife and I have been going through fertility for years and have experienced losses. When you said your life was on hold for years this completely resonated with me. IVF and fertility struggles are such tough things to go through and I am happy to hear you talk candidly about this. I was having a very hard day after seeing some pregnancy announcements while my wife is in the TWW from a transfer Wednesday after a loss of our twins and the sudden passing of her father. Life can be very unfair, but this video restored some hope for me again. Thank you.

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

I am so sorry for the losses you have had of your twins and your wife’s father. That is so much to deal with. I am wishing that you start getting some good news and that this transfer is the one that gets you your rainbow baby. Please keep me updated, I’ll be keeping you in my thoughts. It’s so hard to fully get how tough it is with the cycles of grief and feeling left behind. I felt close to giving up at times and feel so lucky that it was worth persevering to have the two children that we have. Warmest regards to you and your wife

[@e.walloch590]

Thank you for sharing your story. It's so easy to watch all these lovely videos on luxury ideas for homes and such, but we often forget PEOPLE live in them. It's also easy to get sucked into the illusion of perfection. In the end, it is the relationships we cultivate that matters most. I hope your children will cherish the thought and designs of their childhood rooms and will pass that history on to their children.

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you the most important thing is to have a happy home, over a beautiful one. 💗

[@marionsmith-napier3053]

Ava's Princess Bedroom is just such a delight, the soft neutral pallet and soft pale pink tones will easily see her thru to those teenage years. I want to sleep in a princess bed like that. Your clever blind trick doing the three layers with the final blackout shade set behind in it's own track is such a brilliant idea which I will implement going forward. So saddened to hear we shared the same infertility journey. Mr. SN and I after 11 years finally had success with IVF to only have a one and a trillion chance having a cervical pregnancy. Doctors had never heard of it and worst of all was life threatening and little hope of saving fertility. Only one woman and child had ever survived. My doctor worked tirelessly for answers but only to be advised their was no way to save baby & I. We had to terminate just before the 5th month. I had been in hospital for 4 months. Such a stressful time. Luckily with much thought they came up with some solutions to terminate and hopefully save me and my fertility. Unlikely the baby could ever go to term as not developing properly and constantly miscarriage was threatening the situation all along. Came out the other side 100% with fertility in tact. Well as scary as that all was I went right back in after 6 months tried again and then again with a successful outcome. There would be 5 years in between trying various other things and decided on IVF as it had worked although expensive. Had success right out of the first cycle and had our second.. Our first Taylor was born in Calgary, Alberta and 5 years almost to the day my Alexander was born in Aberdeen where my husband's family is from. Taylor is the last name of hub's Great Grandmother and Alex is named after my husbands great grandfather from Losseymouth. A day does not go by I am not grateful for my children who are much loved and very cherished. Ironically in Aberdeen at baby class I met a Mum having her second just like me with 5 years in between to the very day at the same hospital back in Calgary, Canada. We both had same due dates again with our second. What are odds of that happening. I tell people the same, don't give up, it can be quite a journey and they can do so much today. Don't be regretful at 70 saying I should have kept trying as there are so many ways today one can create a family. I say turn over all the rocks till there are no more rocks. Whatever the situation is in life, you will usually find your solution under one of those rocks. Sharing your story is going to help so many people . My kids are older now but I still have boxes of precious baby clothes and all their childhood books. I read to them every night into their teens. Taylor at Christmas still liked to come in to read our Christmas Collection which is extra special. I may have another big move soon back to Dubai or hoping back to Scotland . Hoping not to have to purge them. Alex said the other day, not our books Mum and especially not the Christmas ones. Guess it is not just me.😘

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Wow what an incredible life with so many great lessons to share. I had never heard of a cervical pregnancy either what emotional agony that must have been. Delighted to hear you had two children after that. The anecdote about the Christmas books was lovely. You sound like a wonderful mum and strong woman. Warmest regards, Sophie

[@soniab6854]

This is my first comment. I felt every word you said as I have been through every moment of miscarriages and when I held my daughter for first time. My daughter is special needs and is dependent on us for all her needs. She is 15yr now and is precious to us in every way possible. We value her everyday day and thank God for her blessings. You made me cry with you. Much love ❤

[@clt2744]

Thanks for sharing. Wishing you and your family happiness and peace.

[@soniab6854]

@@clt2744 Thank you!!

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you Sonia. Your daughter is lucky to have you and I’m so glad you have her; you sound so inspiring how much you appreciate what you have. X

[@juliewhiteside3641]

I just watched your video and it brought back all my own memories of exactly what you went through. I had 4 miscarriages before my son was born and one when he was 2 years old and every time I went for my scan, seeing a heartbeat, and then at 12 weeks just confirmation of the worst news ever. My son is now 17 years old and is the greatest gift ever. I was part of the St Mary's Hospital recurrent miscarriage programme and volunteered for this service to offer my help to others going through this terrible experience which it seems is all too common. I love all of your videos, please keep them coming!!

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

I’m sorry you went through that. You never forget. St Mary’s is where we had our tests. And found our incredible obstetrician Mr Rai!

[@marthaarnold6763]

Ohh Sophie! I wanted to vive you a hug. I also went through fertility treatment and God bless me with twins boys.🙏🏼🙏🏼🌹❤️

[@stevieblair]

This is your most beautiful video yet Sophie ❤ Hearing you talk about your journey to becoming a mum was so emotional but so so beautiful. Sometimes struggles make us appreciate things so much more once we get them. Enjoy your beautiful family in your beautiful home ❤

[@coralpetals]

Love you even more after this film. So happy you made it through.

[@ThatsJustPeechy]

You’ve touched a lot of hearts here. Thank you for sharing your personal experience with all of us. You’re among friends ❤️

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you ☺️ 🤍

[@Agnater]

You are such a breath of fresh air !! I’ve just come across your account and I’m already obsessed 😭🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you so much that means so much

[@iolandaportela9726]

Thanks for sharing this with the world 🥰

[@judymccord871]

Thank you for sharing your heart felt struggles! We couldn't have children and adopted our daughter 28 years ago. The happiest time of my life! A child doesn't have to be blood in order to love them!

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

So true. Children and raising another person and helping them become the best version of themselves is what makes it so rewarding. I’m so happy you shared this for anyone reading.

[@bluesash10]

Sweetheart, this is the best video of yours I've seen. Thank you for bringing humanity to it. It makes it so much more valuable, and it encourages my soul. What a gift you have for beauty! I'm saving this video forever.

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you so much that means a lot 🥹

[@bluesash10]

@@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd 💗

[@elizarhad1]

Thank you for sharing. I had two miscarriages. One before my son and one before my daughter. I'm so glad you prevailed and had two beautiful children, too. I love your classy designs. My daughter just graduated with an interior design degree. I can't wait to show her your videos. ♥️

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you and I’m so happy you had your son and daughter too! Wishing your daughter all the best with her future career!

[@jsud5559]

What a lovely message to those of us who have lost babies and still hope. Our granddaughter was stillborn at full term. My precious daughter has been through so much. Stillbirth, IVF, now surrogacy because she cannot carry and finally, egg donorship. It is so painful. So happy that you have your two little angels. Love your videos. You are so very talented.❣️

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Wishing your daughter all the best. I can only imagine how hard it is to watch your daughter go through this.

[@milaram7293]

Thank you for sharing a story of your life. I perfectly understand the feeling as my husband and I went through the same ordeal but unfortunately our story does not have a happy ending. We do not have children but we learned to accept and live with that. But I remember clearly there were a couple of years after we stopped trying, that I could not stand to see a women with a baby. Not because I was not happy for her but because it was so painful and with the overwhelming feeling of sadness. Fortunately after so many years I am at peace with all that and can honestly say I am happy for you and your beautiful family. Love your work style and your beautiful home and above all your elegant yet sensible demeanor.

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Hi Mila, I can understand everything you are saying. You are so strong and I’m so glad you were able to make peace with it. I am wishing you so much happiness and thank you for sharing your story for any women reading here and going through similar experiences 🙏🏼

[@athomewithpatriciavvieyra6709]

Thank you for being so raw and brave on your story, I know it will help lots of mommy's to be , not to give up. Your daughter's room is so calm and stunning. Hugs . ❤

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you 🙏🏼

[@cocopaulette]

This was so touching. Thank you for your vulnerability. I love how your design style is so classic and timeless. I love the sculptured hand and foot - so precious. The basket idea with labels is a great idea and I've always admired that rocking horse from your original nursery reveal. I dream that one day I'll be a Mom and you'll design my children's bedrooms.

[@katej7135]

Thank you Sophie for sharing your story. It's a good reminder to hold my children little tighter and be so thankful for them. They would have had a baby brother, but hopefully we will all meet him one day.

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Sorry for the loss of your son. I hope you are ok x

[@katej7135]

@@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd yes thank you, it's been many years since my miscarriage, but it comes over you like waves sometimes... I'm sure you know. Lots of love ❤ to you and your sweet family.

[@kui_maina]

Found you on my reccomended. Halfway through and i am bawling my eyes out. Sweet dear, i am genuinely happy for you.

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you so much Kui

[@emu9520]

Thank you Sophie…for your candour..your gulps of grief recalling your miscarriage…so hellishly hard…been through two myself, 4 chemicals ….now I am 25 weeks…I can’t enjoy one minute of it…..just hoping this is my time…

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Keeping everything crossed for you. You are so far. I felt much better after reaching 24 weeks xx

[@emu9520]

@@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd thank you so much Sophie...its like a secret club that no one wants to be in. But speaking about it will help others . Thank you for that

[@loisjaeger1757]

Sending prayers. After 8 miscarriages, I have 2 smart handsome sons. It was worth every step. You are so close, I will say a special prayer for you both!

[@emu9520]

@@loisjaeger1757 thank you so much. Your prayer worked . My baby girl is here 🤗

[@jacquelinerodriguez2626]

Sophie, thank you for sharing such a personal sensitive story about your life. You are such a strong, classy, talented woman, and it takes bravery to put yourself out there for your viewers. I really admire you and find you inspiring.

[@kieragirl]

I go down design rabbit holes all the time and have watched many of your videos but this one has been my favorite by far because of how candid and personal this design story was. Congratulations on coming out of your journey with such a wonderful outlook and appreciation.

[@brontec9769]

Thank you for sharing your experience with us. It really touched me and I shed a tear with you.

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you 🙏🏼

[@j.g.8640]

Absolutely stunning. Every detail is well thought out and purposely planned. Simply gorgeous.

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you for your kind comment x

[@mrscindymargaret2736]

Thank you xxx A family member lost her daughter recently who was also named Ava at 5 months. She is now expecting a boy and we are all thrilled! She is going through a complete renovation of their property and I will most definitely send this to her xxx 😘

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

I’m so sorry to hear that but wonderful news that Sue’s expecting a boy. Please send her my best wishes xx

[@Ofhydiaries]

Life is indeed a struggle. So sorry for what you went through Sophie. A strong woman always survive. God Bless.

[@sallyannryder]

Sophie I just wanted to give you a huge hug…..I am so pleased you are now blessed xx

[@IslemTav]

THANK YOU, Sophie…. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story. I’ve lived through it for over 20 years. I’ve recently discovered that I have a congenital defect that would make it almost impossible to carry a baby to term. There are other life-threading issues as well for me. It’s being an incredibly painful process, but God’s grace has been my saving grace. I have one son, my miracle baby I had when I was quite young. He was born very prematurely but he is nearly a 27 year-old man. I consider myself blessed that God gave me the opportunity to be a mommy! I haven’t finished watching the video. I had to pause and respond. I cried along with you because I’ve been there. You’re amazing, Sophie. My heart is so happy for you! Ava’s room is a dream. Now, heading back to finish the video.

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you Islem. I’m sorry to hear you have some medical complications that make it impossible for you- give yourself time to process that i can imagine it’s a lot to take in. Thank you for your kind comment and support, wishing you all the best. X sophie

[@myrahouse2368]

You remind me of Katie Middleton x Gorgeous classy Child’s Room. My Cousin tried for Babies it just didn’t happen she gave up and then got pregnant she had 2 Daughters, they are grown with Children. 🤗 Thank you for sharing. We all suffer trails and tribulations xxxx

[@BrigitteG18]

I feel like your world and my world are miles apart but I really appreciated the moment you shared your story.

[@SpecialgiftsLA]

Sophie, Im weeping ..you have no idea how much this is going to help me. I am 48 and want to have children ..your words are so so precious because of your honesty thank you. You are a true human precious person. I haven't had that for over 8 years and its so difficult ..G-d bless all of you. Lia x

[@Mamado88]

To date I’ve done 8 IVF cycles, lost 3 babies, had my son in the second trimester and after 5 months in intensive care he made it home, he was so sick it was only the final two weeks they could tell us he was going to survive. He is absolutely our everything and I pray that when I return for ivf cycle 9 next year we’re graced with another living child and that I see the third trimester. I’ve always been open about my infertility and our children not with us so I applaud you for speaking out xxx

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

I read this with tears in my eyes. Im so glad your son made it and I’m sorry for your losses. I know how scary it is to go back for a second Child after all that trauma. Will keep everything crossed for you x

[@deboram.8474]

❤️ I cried and cried and cried. Your beautiful kids, the greatest BLESSING ❤️

[@cearmalevis3354]

Thank you for sharing your story. It is so important to acknowledge the real grief of miscarriage. I also had a miscarriage and very sadly a beautiful infant daughter died. My other children are a huge blessing. Lucky little Ava having such a wonderful bedroom.

[@wayforward5563]

You give me hope that after struggling and pain there is joy and sunshine on the other side. Life comes with ups and downs, highs and lows. Thank you for your beautiful honesty and vulnerability. We are not alone in our challenges.

[@raquellefloch5805]

My goodness... You are an absolutely incredible woman...you've been through so much. You deserve to be a Mom. You were blessed and your children are the luckiest children alive ! Thank you for your honesty !! You are a gift !

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

You are so kind thank you

[@kblain8028]

Your love for motherhood couldn’t shine more bright Sophie, you are a beautiful person inside and out. That was such a brave, and difficult life story for you to share, but know you will have touched many with your words. Take care. Stay happy and fulfilled. Much love kbgardensnhomes xxx 🤍Kx

[@maryannemanikoth2139]

Thank you for your vulnerability .... you don't know how many will be blessed and encouraged this heartfelt video of truth🙏

[@penelope5534]

Thank you for sharing your struggles. Life is hard. Being a mother is the best thing that has happened to me. When I have moments of doubt, I can always get my confidence back by thinking about the strength I developed from being a mother. I had a feeling from watching your previous videos, but now I know for certain, you are a top notch person, Sophie. You deserve nothing but the best.

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

You’re so kind thank you 🙏🏼

[@MoonLightOnWater1]

Just heartbreaking to see Sophie crying…..so glad your family is complete.❤

[@Miracle-ms9hu]

Wow! You're such a breathe of fresh air!

[@MissSammieCherie]

Your style is everything of my dreams! Thank you for sharing your talents with us and for sharing a bit of your personal story. I am so happy that you were able to welcome your two beautiful children after such a trying time 🙏🏻❤️

[@saraovin7995]

I think it's very touching that you've shared your fertility problems. To be honest, I did think that you had a "perfect" life, just because of your house and clothes. Many couples struggle nowadays with having kids, it's always a pleasure to see people who overcome it. The bedroom is incredibly beautiful!

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

I’m so lucky and very fortunate but despite that was very sad for 4 years when we went through the miscarriages as I was in a cycle of repetitive grief and depression. I appreciate my life amd family so much more for having gone through that.

[@denga3]

Sophie, thank you for being so human and sharing a private part of your life with us. It speaks to the humanity in us all.

[@kateforsyth1133]

So glad you spoke about miscarriages. We had several before we finally had our girl at 39. They do heal you. So glad for you.

[@marioodio1642]

Such a touching and encouraging reflection; thank you for reaffirming that faith and perseverance are the keys to an always better life. You now have a wonderful family. God bless you all!!!

[@sharonfantastic17]

Thank you for sharing a bit of your personal life, struggles, hope, and inspiration for other moms and moms-to-be. At the end of the video, the part where your daughter was smelling her blanket totally reminded me of myself when I was her age. I had a yellow baby blanket, (which I have kept all these years), that I used to always smell one particular corner of it. Very much a comfort thing! I'm loving all of your videos, and I look forward for what's next to come!

[@mjan9279]

Sophie you have two amazing children, they are very lucky to have great parents who appreciate care and love them. Wishing you and your family happiness, love and a wonderful life! Love you.❣

[@catherinebiernis3534]

Thank you sharing your fertility journey. Thank you for being so generous and brave.

[@Petitkaramela]

I used to like you a lot … now I ADORE you ❤️🙏🏼 you deserve everything great that comes your way and more !

[@kyracl7318]

So sorry what you went through Sophie! Thank you for sharing. Such an incredibly strong women and beyond inspiring. X

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you. I’m lucky to have an amazing 8 year old daughter and 5 year old son now ☺️

[@inzamoore6981]

I would love my room to look like that and I am a grandmother. Such beauty. Ava is a real lucky girl to have a mom as an excellent interior designer. So divine.

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you so much ☺️ she really deserves it, she’s the most gentle soul and so kind to everyone

[@chrissiec5915]

@@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd gentle, kind and creative, I wonder where Ava gets that from? What a gloriously divine room; thank you for your candour, I cried with you. I am a Grandma of eight (soon to be nine) and would absolutely love a room like your daughter's.

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you Chrissie and congratulations on your grandchildren x

[@jennifertoliver9546]

Such an important subject and you have adressed it so gracefully, I am part of the 2 weeks of hope and 2 weeks of despair club. Now with two lovely kids 27 and 24, its so worthwhile, however you get there!

[@andreealauchli7806]

Thank you for your vulnerability and words of encouragement, Sophie! Your story resonates with mine in so many ways. I have had my first loss in January, and like you, i also felt like the world was falling from beneath my feet. I’ve had two more loses after the first one, yet I have this inexplicable urge to keep on trying, even if a part of me dies with every loss. My husband and i have recently bought a house and the thought that one of the rooms will one day be my child’s bedroom, is what keeps me going at the moment.

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

I’m sorry to hear about your losses Andreea. Please make sure you have tests- I had my blood tested which revealed a blood clotting disorder which required blood thinner injections daily during my pregnancies. In the UK you are eligible for free testing on the NHS after 3 losses. Sending you strength x

[@clsachdeva]

This video was hard to make but you are helping others by your sharing. You are a lovely mother.

[@vijikrishnamoorthy1686]

Your honesty moved me to tears, Sophie. Blessings on you and your family. X

[@delcey]

Awww Sophie big hugs to you and I am glad you are using your platform to help others that may be going through the same. ❤️

[@vivienmcnaul109]

The only thing better than being a grandmother. God bless you and your family on your journey through motherhood. I love your programmes.

[@dawntutecky9925]

You are so lovely. Thank you for opening your heart so that others can feel supported. It isn't an easy thing to share such real emotions. You have obviously put your heart and soul into your family and your craft. Thank you for including us in your real journey.

[@lolajacomino6574]

Incredible video, 😢 I’m so glad that at the end you have your children. My daughter has not being so lucky. At 48 she has lost faith. Thank you for sharing this important part of your life. I’m mesmerized with your daughter’s room. So well planned ❤an beautiful. Many details, and she can grow with the same bedroom for a long time. Thank you dear Sophie. Please, enjoy every day with your children, they are with you for a very short period of your life ❤

[@renujayajaya]

Ohhhhh my gosh!!!! You are too too beautiful! You, an unknown person has made my day. Not because I want children and don’t have, and are sad, BUT just to know that there are beautiful hearted people in the world like you. We, this world, this time, needs people to comfort each other in our challenges, and to be open, sincere and genuine. I will subscribe to your channel, just because I want such a beautiful human being as you in my life. May God bless and protect your beautiful family always. Trust God....HIS timing is perfect even though we rush for things.

[@mumoffour6860]

I really appreciate your candour and your vulnerability. I completely understand where you are now. I have 4 beautiful children. Anyone who sees me thinks it must have been so easy… it was not. They were the fruit of 3/10 pregnancies. Every one of them was a miracle of their own right. I, too, had a budding career and a blossoming business but all I wanted was children. The losses, the waiting, the wondering if I’ll ever be a mum, if I’ll ever recover from all the pain…. I understand. Now I look at them eve try now and then and smile. They healed me. Thank you for sharing. You’ve grown in my esteem even more.

[@eltinand1321]

Wow Sophie, you have me bawling my eyes and heart out in the middle of the night. You are so strong and brave for being so raw and open and vulnerable for sharing such a personal and painful time in your life. Sending you warm airhugs . Ava and Oscar are Gifts from God. Continue to cherish and spoil them to your hearts content. Thanks once again for sharing your vulnerability with us. Also Ava's room is absolutely stunning. I remember when you were pregnant with her and I watched you transform her beautiful nursery to this beautiful calm and serenely appropriate girl's room. Once again you're the best of the best in the Interior design world. Thanks again for creating this KZbin channel and for opening your home and your heart to us.💞💞💞

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you so much Donna. I’m so glad I shared this, it’s lovely to connect with others and be true to yourself. Thank you for all your support x

[@eltinand1321]

@Sophie Paterson you're welcomed!!!. Binge watching your videos today and this one again is definitely a tear Jerker 😢!! Sending you warmth,light and encouragement. Still loving your amazing content and still think you're the best out there in the design world!!+

[@mytoyi3330]

I literally sobbed when you cried telling us about yr heartbreaking experience..may you be blessed and have many happy moments with your babies, after all you've been through..

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you, you’re so kind. We are so blessed

[@parnwine7240]

Quite simply, thank you for sharing your deeply personal journey to motherhood. Very moving to hear about you & your husband's courageous struggle, and then twice blessed with sheer joy.

[@BeatingHeartland]

This video…my goodness. Like a warm hug I didn’t know I needed. Gorgeous room symbolizing your hard-won love for your little girl. Thank you!

[@josephforsuh6929]

A timeless room! Truly amazed, your story..... your confessional..... I am so moved.

[@donnahanle6544]

This is an incredible message for people going through infertility. Thank you for sharing your story. Many blessings to you and your family.

[@faithb4236]

Imagine Ava with a sharpie in there.😱. Lovely she is following your footsteps😂. Im sure she will be a good designer

[@irenethompson4076]

Beautiful bedroom and even a more beautifully spoken story. You are a strong woman with an amazing opportunity to let many other women know that they are not alone. Thank you so much for sharing!🙏😘🙏

[@polgara28]

I'm so glad that you were able to conceive! I'm sure your children bring you so much joy. Beautiful room and I hope she enjoys it for many years to come.

[@d.j.rosscarpediem921]

You are such a success because of your personality and inner core as a human being! Enjoy your children every day.

[@kategrantley-hogg9524]

Thank you Sophie for sharing your journey with us ❤️ It touched me deeply, having experienced 6 miscarriages/ectopics 25 years ago. We were blessed too with a beautiful baby girl (IVF). I love your account, you inspire me from all the way over in NZ. I feel an even stronger connection now. Arohanui e te whanau ❤️❤️❤️

[@margaretjarman8007]

your daughters bedroom is beautiful.. i hope that sharing your family's story of bereavement of miscarriage will be a beacon of hope for those going through their own sad dark times. what a beautiful soul you have x

[@amoijoy573]

Thank you for sharing your joys & pain, your beautiful home & amazing designs. More importantly your hard work, courage & perseverance paid off & you have been blessed to be a mother. I’m so happy I found your channel. You have lifted my up in ways you’ll never know. This NYC girl is a big fan.!

[@sullyrus2134]

The room is so beautiful that words can't describe,classic,calming,a special room for your daughter 💝. I sad it before aswell,you are a beautiful person inside and out,I didn't even know what you have been through,but I knew was something special about you 🙏. Thank you for sharing. I know how it feels,I had 4 miscarriages,from which one this year. We are realy blessed and greatful that we have our amazing daughter,words cannot describe. One miscarriage turned to be really bad,was not a heart beat so we decided to remove it surgically,....they perforated my uterus and bowel,ending 6 weeks in hospital and 6 months recovery,...with 7% chance to survive. My daughter didn't recognise me when I went home,was heart breaking 😔,she was 2 at that time. Even now when I leave the house she ask me,mummy are you coming back 💔. Nobody's promised tomorrow,but we need to make the most of our time and be greatful for what we have 🙏. Family is the most important thing 💝🙏. Is beautiful to have a career, especially when you do what you love,...I love what I do,....but after the experience I had,...I change a bit my perspective about life. I appreciated life before aswell,...but now even more 🙏. Life is beautiful,we have to live it beautiful,being grateful for everthing,spending time with family. Wish you all the best and peace in your family 🙏

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

What a traumatic experience to have gone through for you and your family, I’m so sorry you went through that. You sound so strong and have the right priorities. Sending you happiness x

[@sullyrus2134]

@@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd Thank you. I'm very grateful that I'm still alive and be able to spend time with my husband,daughter,family and friends 🙏💝 Xx

[@Flo4decor]

OMG this was beautiful on all levels. You and your husband have beautiful kid’s.

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you so much. This video was quite vulnerable for me to put out but it’s important to always be real and honest. All good things are worth waiting for and our kids were worth everything we went through to have them x

[@Flo4decor]

Thank You for your response and I’m like over joyed right now. 🤗

[@MaryMizoVlog]

Thank you so much for sharing such a private part of your life. Sending lots if hugs and happiness ❤️

[@malgaa3655]

It is lovely to join you in this room tour, and also to be a witness of your grief looking through to your heart on my laptop screen. We all have sorrows of all kinds... some heals some doesn't. I just know, trusting in God's presence in our lives grant us with Peace and Hope to carry on. It make me feel so happy that you have such wonderful 2 kids and perhaps many more to come. Additionally you outshine grief through such soft, delicate creative work and able to tell your story and empower others... Just Love it! Sending you Love and Hugs from Germany 🧡

[@monicamendoza87]

Thank you for sharing your personal and difficult journey. God has blessed you and your husband. Every moment with our children are a true gift and I agree they are our #1 ALWAYS! After trying for 5 years with no success, we had our son through IVF. We've been loving him for 29 years now :-) I just found you on KZbin so I'm catching up on all your videos. Watching from San Diego, California ..... Monica

[@only1genevieve]

Thank you Sophie for being so transparent about the pain and loss that comes with infertility and the hope at the end of the tunnel.

[@houdab1981]

Beautiful bedroom loved every detail and the story behind it 🥰 also very touching story when i hear the pain and the challenges people are going through i realise i’m not alone and how my life is so beautiful and perfect for me and i should be grateful for every little thing ❤️thank you for sharing Sophie 💕

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

I’m so much more grateful for our life and family for having gone through what we went through. We are so so lucky x

[@houdab1981]

@@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd sorry I said “you” but I meant “I” In my comment ( fixed it )

[@ifrahhamud3143]

Oh Sophie you’re an amazing woman I love your design your personality your elegance and I am happy that you have your beautiful family ❤️❤️❤️

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you so much ☺️

[@carolineinsydney1281]

The wall paper is everything

[@mareeversace88]

Thank you so much for sharing Sophie, this was just beautiful and touching. I know how you feel I am lucky to have 4 children but I lost 6 pregnancies. It was a very long journey. Ava’s bedroom is divine and sooo serene. 💖💖

[@moelsu78]

you are amazing Sophie, we got so much love, respect and support to you. you being vulnerable help so many people because you showing how everyone has problems and struggles it doesn't matter how perfect it looks from the outside.

[@THutch052]

This is very real and very touching. Blessings to you. I never lost a child, but did try when I was married; unfortunately, I never did have any. Instead, I threw myself into enjoying my role as an aunt. I related to what you said about not being afraid to talk to someone who is going through loss, as I have lost my brother and mom. I think when you go through that, it creates awareness of how vulnerable we all are as humans. I’m a new fan and love your videos. 💜

[@astridvangenechten4621]

Ava´s room is absolutely gorgeous Sophie!!! So many beautiful and well thought out details. Thank you for being so brave to share your personal story! Having gone through a miscarriage ourselves, your openness about your journey makes one feel less alone and I am sure it will encourage so many other families. It is heartwarming to see the images with your children and husband now, wish you all the best!

[@sophiepatersoninteriorsltd]

Thank you Astrid! I’m sorry to hear you have had losses too. Sending you strength and happiness x