☯My Depression | I am a sob☯

[@Kōpūnui]

This is the realest fucking video about depression i have ever seen. I myself have been suffering from depression, self harm and severe anxiety for a long time and this entire video i was like nodding soooo much, you explained and ranted about everything so well. i was like where is the liiiieeeee tho haha I cried when you cried, I'm a sob too :') you are inspiring i know it sounds corny omg but the part where you ranted about being selfish and preaching self care i felt a little lighter so. Thank you so much for this video, you're incredibly strong, chin up. You deserve the best.

[@BabvBlues]

antaNOPE DAWWWW I'm glad you can relate to me BUT i'm not glad that you are suffering from depression :c Thank you for the feedback and I hope you stay safe c:

[@saidycedano7023]

You are capable and worth it even in the moments when that's not so easy to believe.. No matter how terrible you think you are, you are incredible. I believe in you and I am so proud of you and the smallest and biggest things you accomplish.... be proud of yourself. You are capable of all. You can't let the troubling people hurt you. You can't let the toxic people win. You are capable and worth it. You are here and you deserve every second of it.

[@torifelise2608]

+0horizon yes man im with u shes helping alot of people out with this video

[@thepolysexualphantrash3789]

Yes I agree, her depression and self harm videos are really helpful. I have a lot of disorders from my childhood issues, and I self harm everyday. Watching her videos shows me that I'm not alone. If you need a way to make yourself feel a bit better, try listening to music and watching youtubers, but try avoiding the comments section on certain channels, because there are a lot of hateful people there. I hope your depression gets better, I bet you're a great person.

[@ApatheticallyPleasing]

Same

[@erynsdream5826]

Anyone else depressed, so sometimes they watch other people on KZbin cry, just so you can cry with them and feel less alone than you already are?

[@toxic9211]

Me

[@zedicahavelka9416]

Why does this explain my life?!?!??! :)

[@lincelljackson8911]

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[@davidkent2688]

I do that all the time. I also watch people getting saved from commiting suicide

[@reginaphalange3514]

It's so strange re-watching all your old videos because I went through a lot of shit at this that time. But now that I've been clean and getting better right now it's one of those days. I love you !

[@moniaomar1548]

10:26 You literally made me cry. I feel your pain.

[@shanya.9876]

Same this is so sad😞

[@thebigbanan]

one of my therapist said something similar to what you said about loving yourself. she said "people can complement you until they're black and blue in the face but it won't mean anything until you believe you're worth something" and when I have my bad days I think about that and it helps honestly idk just something about it really gets to me

[@XoxoTTe]

im still very quiet and i hate it cause i always feel like im boring people...

[@kristyhemstreet7846]

I cried with you watching this. It's comforting I'm not the only one feeling these things

[@schizobarbiedoll]

same here

[@xokayelle]

I'm sobbing in tears right now .. I wish I had a friend who understand depression like you because I need one.

[@elinedevlas7301]

I wish I could be friends with you, gosh...

[@wolfplayz773]

Id love to be friends with her tbh

[@stephm.6075]

I've learned that those that give the best advice often don't take it themselves. Make sure you take your own advice. Thanks for sharing your experience. You stole the words right out of my mouth. :) Always remember that people care about you, even if you don't care about yourself.

[@BabvBlues]

That is so true. I usually hate giving advice because I feel like a hypocrite but when I do give advice, I hope that it locks it into my head and helps me take it for myself c: recovery is a long way but certainly is possible. Thank you for this lovely comment and hope you're having a good day c:

[@davidbreaux6384]

You was alsome. I have depression also but I am becoming a better person because I know that taking my meds and having a really good support system really helps me. Just remember God loves you and you just gotta live ya self

[@analisagonzalez9188]

+Howsenselessdeath Howpreciouslife I love your video

[@davidbreaux6384]

Thanks

[@nadinefawaz8537]

and thank you for your loving support on here you're liking angel

[@catejoshua6017]

And I'm here, letting out silent tears and looking so ugly at that, and I don't even have a real reason.. i can't go on with my studying without crying.. i'm lost

[@emmaberger3748]

isken joshua me too, it's strange being so upset for no legitimate reason

[@aimeemarie2826]

"Stay alive, stay alive and breath. Stay alive, stay alive for me..." |-/

[@peytonfunk300]

Skëlētøn Çlīquë fam

[@wanderingsnowflake5874]

Yesss truce |-/

[@slowdive7619]

Skëlētøn Çlīquë |-/

[@lucalasinovic8843]

|-/

[@lexacabral5363]

•S t a r d u s t• |-/

[@leahstennings7061]

literally the realest thing I've watched in a while

[@erynsdream5826]

Yes

[@kotabeaarify]

I completely adore you. You pour yourself out there in your videos like you do, and I truly admire that about you. I've never seen anyone have such raw emotion in their videos like you do, and that is a beautiful thing. Keep being you, not everyone is perfect, we all have our imperfections, but you just keep truckin'. I don't know you, but I have seen enough of your videos to tell you that you are a beautiful person. I suffer from depression and chronic anxiety so I kind of know what you're going through. It sucks, but don't ever let it break you. You are strong. I cry so much when I watch these videos of yours because I feel what you're feeling, I've been in a similar position. You have to be my favorite KZbinr not only because you're funny, you're fucking awesome, and you express your emotion, but also because we are A LOT alike, lol. Anyway, this comment is getting pretty long, lol. I just wanted to say that I fucking adore you and that you're beautiful, BYE :) :) :)

[@bridgetdancer101]

WHEN U SAID ABOUT HOW YOU LISTENED TO MUSIC THAT MADE YOU SAD BUT HAPPY I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND THAT OMG

[@glitteryfairy5893]

depression does sometimes just come one day and leave another- especially if its more biological! mine will begin to get better and then one day i will wake up and its just come over me for no reason, nothing bad has happened, my past is pretty much okay, its just there, for no reason

[@cobra8461]

+Random Things me too. I'm glad I'm not alone.

[@Kharmarhae]

It never leaves it's there u just don't notice it

[@prlyshell]

+Random Things I'm not alone then.

[@theiconicmr.perfect7499]

+Rachel Forbes please keep in mind that there is a big difference between regular depression and clinical depression. Everyone gets regular depression/sad state of mind that is dependent on events in your life that make you happy or… Sad/depressed general depression is a mood just like happiness and is dependent on the current situation, but clinical depression is a chemical imbalance in your brain, that makes you feel depressed no matter what your circumstances are. You could be the richest person in the world, and still be completely miserable if your brain is not wired right and chemically imbalanced. Clinical depression stays no matter what your situation is. People need to realize that just because they feel sad at a funeral, and a few days after the funeral, doesn't mean they have depression-in its disease form. They're just depressed as a passing state of mind. So being depressed is one thing, but being clinically depressed is a total different thing.

[@ayanawatlington217]

it will always be there though. even if you feel fine its there.

[@rebelliouskid3765]

Just came from your suicide attempt video and you really inspire me! I have NO friends right now I'm all alone. and no1 gives a shit about me , everybody call me ugly , stupid , skinny..ect. your videos made me think about my miserable life and how I never felt good enough or even LOVED. I cried so much watching your videos and kinda felt better thank you

[@dumbmusorowan]

we give a shit about you :)

[@Lara-ng5gg]

i love you if that means anything to you

[@annphandomtrash9489]

You are probably beautiful. Please, don't let those people hurt you. What they are saying isn't true. They are ugly themselves. They are saying ugly things and that is what makes them ugly. If you need someone to talk to, you can always send me a message.

[@kiapen3072]

+Ann #Phandomtrash PHAN YASSSSSSS

[@stupidbitchenterprises880]

I'm your friend, hi (((::

[@DawnsWorld]

Depression has gotten me so bad that I don't know how to explain anything and I am always raging in the inside 24/7. It sucks it really does.

[@saidycedano7023]

To all the people who think tonight is the night. Who are thinking of picking up the blade again. Who aren't eating. Who are bending over a toilet. Please try not to. I know it can be hard not to but please don't... not for me, but for you. Because you are worth so much more. I wish I could hug you and comfort you right now but I can't. But know that someone cares and that someone wants the absolute best for you. Remember: you are not fat or ugly or worthless babe and you will be missed. No matter how terrible you think you are, youre incredible. I believe in you and I am so proud of you and the smallest and biggest things you accomplish. even if it's one day without cutting or throwing up. I am happy For you when u smile and laugh and I care for you when you are sad and down. I might not know you but my heart pours for you and people going through things like you. we all have horrible Times and your not worse than anyone else for finding yourself falling apart. I hope this helps you. Stay strong. you'll be so proud of yourself. Sending love your way :)

[@lysmolinaro4628]

i'm obsessed with this girl...she speaks the truth :) i like that. ALSO HER HAIR SLAYS

[@marcyprice8030]

This is so real. So real. I don't have depression but I have all the symptoms for it. I have anxiety and I have panic attacks and it sucks. But Thankyou so much for or this video

[@orangeporanges]

+MarcyLouise02 how do you not have depression but have all the symptoms for it...lol

[@breezexbeauty8302]

+Sofia Mastro not officially diagnosed

[@ZizYoubizHERE]

+Breezexbeauty well you still have depression then, the difference is that a professional didn't confirm it.

[@spiritualzombs]

this video really touched my heart, ive had bipolar disorder and chronic depression for years, some days are okay ,some days I try not to cry or try not to think of killing myself, im okay, but this feeling of sad emptiness is horrible....

[@saidycedano7023]

come to me for help

[@acidiclove3368]

Cali Only I'm literally crying because I genuinely feel this too. I've been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and an eating disorder. I just completely connect with what you said.

[@Ssaarraa999]

I feel you so much.

[@tillybolton8121]

this hit me hard. this is exactly how I feel, I have never related to a depression video so much

[@14adubs]

I could never do this. I salute you, SO BRAVE. I can relate and have empathy!

[@jessicaphatomhive4078]

This deserve an award this explained how I feel and everything this is the most realistic thing I've ever heard about depression and this is my favorite video ever... I'm glad you made this video it's great because people can see truly what depression does to people .. I agree I wish that everyone with depression can just kill it but all we do is cover it up cover up the best we can and we don't know when it's going to come back or how bad it's going to be it's unpredictable and people that aren't going through don't really understand ...

[@yogipony9016]

whatever is behind you is really neat, you must be neat

[@zey1966]

This is so fucking real it hurts so much but its so real. It's like we're the same person or something, i've never met a person i can relate that much and i feel so good and so bad and so frustrated at the same time i'm just so sorry that we have to go through this shit everyday.. But thank you so much for uploading this video you are so strong and so inspiring and so raw and honest i hope you the best in life

[@ericasampey9804]

Omg this is the best video I have ever seen like you took the words right out of my mouth and I feel relieved to know that I'm not the only one who feels like this

[@tiffanylynn7079]

You look beautiful in this video also on the inside because your showing yourself and kinda being vulnerable by telling this story and that makes you even more beautiful :)

[@jenna-hm7xp]

THE PART WHERE YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT THE NEUROTIC DEPRESSION RELATES TO ME SO MUCH 👏🏼 I totally understand everything you said, things are really shit, and I know that this doesn't help, but things will get better for longer periods of time before you crash again. stay strong love, you're so amazing and you deserve to live a long happy life 💕

[@clareneill7404]

this is my favorite video about depression. you're so real and raw and you explained me in 15 minutes. I'm so incredible proud of you.

[@trashtm3122]

You are so beautiful inside and out. Your mind is such a beautiful thing you have such amazing thoughts. You have really spoke for me, for the words I can't seem to find. Thank you so much I'm so grateful to find your channel❤

[@__mastershifureads__]

I love you so much. I rewatch your videos alot because it's comforting that someone understands even if you're in recovery now and you're looking great and bright and being beautiful. Just thank you for allowing me to feel this sense of being understood and making me feel that I'm truly not alone. I love you Johanna and everyone in the comment sections thank you as well. You're all so strong and I wish you the best babes💖💖💖

[@lunadesormeau9477]

I commented on another of your videos.. but seriously, your story reminds me of mine. You remind me of myself (I'm 17 though) Mom left, has mental illness doesn't want to admit it and took drugs, had to raise myself, dad held me crying all the time, etc. You're not alone. I just hope you know that. xx ps.: I have neurotic depression too. And bpd and anorexia. Watching these makes me feel better... thnk you x

[@bakanoir3294]

I wanna hug her so bad

[@finnlie5324]

I cried so much at the last part when you when you were ranting. You inspire me to love myself

[@arialoveup]

It breaks my heart to see all of these broken people here . What is wrong with this era 💔

[@alanaquinn8904]

I honestly love you so so much, every word you're saying i can relate to so much, you are so inspiring. And you are helping me alot with your videos

[@alexiscopple3603]

I've never suffered from depression but I feel for you and you have my love and support! But fr this is the realist video iv ever seen

[@TheDonny2014thedonny2014]

The part where you said be selfish in a way where you do whatever you can do to make you feel better even if it means helping someone else so you can feel better, I never looked at it that way before. Like for example, me I think about airplanes and watch videos of them on KZbin or just watch them land in real-life when I'm feeling down. Thanks for pointing it out because I've gotten told I'm selfish and everything but not in the way you described it. That tends to make me shut down even more or lose it sometimes. Please don't feel bad about crying. Crying is good therapy and it helps release everything you had inside. Keeping feelings bottled up inside makes it worse. Thanks for your video. Is it possible if you could do one on what not to say to someone who's depressed and or what to say to someone who's depressed. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here to listen. I suffer from depression as well so I have an idea. Stay strong and once again thanks for the video :)

[@Thehomiechavez]

This videos is toooooo real. I love that you speak out so openly about it and described it perfectly. Don't feel bad for getting emotional on camera, it adds so much to it. I adore your videos! I wanna sample some of this audio in my music cause it's just too accurate! Stay up..

[@jenniferfetterman9813]

This video is the best video about depression I've ever seen. I have severe anxiety, anger issues, and I used to be really depressed and it's starting to get worse again.. it's so fucking hard! This touched me so much, I love you so much.

[@lolli6991]

I love your videos ❤️ you're such a strong person stay strong

[@michaelax5712]

You are such a beautiful person, inside & out.❤️

[@effiemacdonald4859]

These videos are so old I wish I found them when i really needed help. This made me cry

[@jaderobbins2841]

Crying, because I've never related more to anything. The part about gratefulness, just.... I just know, you know? Your diary reading made me so sad because mine read very similar. When I was literally like eight. But like even now I think like she's had it way worst you know. But like it's hard to accept that like I do have problems even if they are like so small. I just, relate. Thanks love, I send my gratitude for how well you put it.

[@whimsicalhuman3366]

You've touched my heart... to the core. I can relate to you so much. My depression has gotten so severe the past couple months. When you stated you would pee your bed, I lost it, I fucking lost it. Never have I felt so connected to someone I don't even know. I really don't know what to say but thank you. I will try to take your advice... see if it works. You reminded me of the following quotes: the greatest souls are awakened out of sufferings and the most impressive personalities endure many scars. Stay strong and mighty young warrior

[@skylardannhauer7992]

Always remember it will get better. Stay strong❤️

[@almacruz404]

I love her ;m; she is my favorite person now the emotion she has in her voice is really strong I can feel her ..

[@westempleton5511]

I am at 3:52 and must stop to tell you thank you for sharing your story with us and a few other things: You are gorgeous! You look super healthy, and act it too. The outer situations are reflected by our internal circumstances and it seems you have learned this.

[@jadarose0702]

I'm in tears right now but this must have been really horrible for you and I'm sorry you went through this and nobody deserves to have any kind of depression cause I can see it hurts and I can see what pain you went threw😢 And I hope the best for you and I hope you have a great life💕

[@lishy_jan_2381]

I've been a flower for quite sometime and I always go back to this video when I feel alone, because they way you speak about depression really helps me to understand that I'm not alone in wanting people to not be close to me.

[@user-fy7pg6xv5z]

So do i

[@aimeetrembath9243]

oh my gosh i cried so bad 😭💝 your my favourite you tuber in the actual world i adore you and I give a shit about you. if you ever commented back i would cry of happiness and.your the prettiest person on,the frickin planet i just bow down to you💟💟✌🏻😂💝💝

[@Valerieceleste1]

This video really explains what depression is like for me. Lately I've been feeling so alone even when i have someone who "cares" about me. The worst part is that he doesnt know that I cry when hes at work, or when we're sleeping. I just feel so alone and anxious. I have no ambitions anymore, i just feel so bi polar. The worst part is that i feel like if i expressed myself to him he wouldnt understand and just shrug it off as if its no big deal. Because i have no right to complain since hes in the military, because he goes through more tough shit than me and my problems are insignificant compared to his. Im just so so so tired. I feel like leaving everything behind but i think about how he would feel, and who i would affect doing this or what people might think of me. im just so unhappy. I guess i do have to be a little selfish now...btw i love your videos i feel less lonely watching them.

[@JorieHarmony]

I love watching these older videos. You're such a beautiful person Ana 💜 I'm so proud of how far you've come with your depression and it's lovely seeing how much happier you are now!

[@camaronious24]

As soon as she started crying I died...she is so wise. Amazing way to describe stuff too..

[@juliesosa2106]

this video literally made me cry so much 😭💖

[@emilywood761]

+Julie Sosa Can someone please watch my recent video? I need help ;-;

[@_eviegx]

It makes me so sad you went through all this You're such a beautiful person ana X

[@dmt9810]

I found your channel. I cried with sadness. I cried with joy. You made it through. Thank you for being so strong. You are a wonderful and beautiful person. I'm so happy you made it. I'm so, so sorry for what you had to go through. I love you so much, and so do so many people. Just seeing you cry puts me in so much pain. I'm so glad you don't try suicide anymore. Thank you so much. We are all so blessed to have people like you.

[@kayjaymello]

You've gone through so much. You're very strong

[@mermaid_sn]

You'll be in my prayers

[@mermaid_sn]

+Jacqueline Tr Yes any specific reason or do you not want to say

[@jacquie8755]

+Shane-Nicole S ya I want your prayers to tell me what the best Netflix shows are and what God should recommend for me to watch

[@kennethclayton5884]

:-) your honest is priceless, your understanding and maturity is stunning. Own your day, everyday by doing something for yourself or another, because it make you feel good inside. Very correct it doesn't just go away. It requires a fight, knowing some trigger which give it an advantage are best avoided. Picking the best ground to fight is ideal. You understand your video will help many people. Own your day, you owe that to yourself, for yourself. ;)

[@anienelies6092]

I know exactly what you are talking about, i have a huge depression and i tried to kill my self yesterday night, but I found your KZbin channel, and your videos really help a lot. Thank you so much you're amazing

[@skylardannhauer7992]

Stay strong❤️

[@handydandy1373]

Don't! You don't need to!

[@jojoaldar]

Stay strong stay alive. I hope you are better now, love

[@saidycedano7023]

You are capable and worth it even in the moments when that's not so easy to believe.. No matter how terrible you think you are, you are incredible. I believe in you and I am so proud of you and the smallest and biggest things you accomplish.... be proud of yourself. You are capable of all. You can't let the troubling people hurt you. You can't let the toxic people win. You are capable and worth it. You are here and you deserve every second of it.

[@melodyhoughton7218]

I fucking love this video, I've never watched such a real youtuber, a lot of youtubers are so fake now and I love that your channel is so you, and that you post things that make up you, this is the most true video I've ever watched and I've never heard anyone explain depression so well, it's a very difficult thing to explain and you can't understand it unless you've been through it, I literally just found your channel like 3 days ago and you are my favourite youtuber I have ever watched, I can't explain it anymore other than you are so real, and I love that. I love that you are truthful and use your experiences to help people, you're so passionate and it was amazing to watch this video, along with all your other videos! Thank you for sharing your amazing journey, you are so strong and powerful, and i wish to grow into someone like you some day x

[@kinlee.smalley]

I love you so much!! this video all of your videos are reality and you have helped me so much!! I'm so thankful to have found your videos! if you ever need a friend or just wanna cry or talk whatever I'm here!!

[@saucymilly]

when you started crying and getting frustrated, I started crying, it's so crazy, this is my first time crying on a video about depression, how your feelings and moods relates to mine so much.

[@AliceKho]

I feel like there is this part of my life that related to your life so much but you got through it. My mom wants to move to korea for some stupid reason and im having a really hard time about that cause I have friends here and everything. Not like im moving now because Im staying here with my dad while my mom leaves with my sister. I know im gonna miss them and someday i have to move to korea with them. Idk I just don't see my life right now its so hard. 8th grade was probably my worst year I failed in all of my classes cause of my depression and I don't wanna blame my depression but its really hard to do anything with depression.

[@AliceKho]

i love this video i love all of your videos

[@animekawaii5991]

Alice Kho I'm in the same situation right now, my mom wants to move to Florida because my step dad's job is better over there and I have friends here, amazing family, and I hate my step brothers , I don't know what to do because if I don't go with her I'm gonna feel bad, but if I do go what about my grandparents, I spend so much time with them and they are getting older,

[@carliwetherwax6287]

This is one of the best videos describing how depression actually is and how it feels.. I myself have been suffering from self harm and depression throughout my life and watching your videos literally saved my life... I honestly didn't believe that someone could have such a big impact on my life, but you have!! You saved my life and I'm forever grateful to you!! Stay strong beautiful ily❤️😌

[@zoelaryn7041]

Thank you for this. I am so grateful to of found your channel. The way you speak and the way put life into view is beautiful. I don't know where I would be without your videos. Thank you... From the bottom of my heart, Thank you. Much Love💕

[@theworldofizzillama2898]

You really understand how to put it out. And i as well as many people appreciate you in so many ways. Keep doing these videos, because some things you say are so helpfull. But I'm sorry you went through all that. I hope you continue to stay strong xx

[@lynettecruz1442]

youre so amazing

[@laurasaunders192]

'the most important relationship you can have is with yourself' that is some beautiful advice. These words are something I'm going to take with me through life. Honestly you are going to do amazing things in your life with the way you see things and the way you talk xx

[@oliviabell8213]

You have helped me so fucking much and I really do need to thank you a lot 😘❤️❤️

[@ally4real07]

okay so you are one of the greatest examples of perseverance because there are so many people who have "depression "because life is so hard for them. thank you so much for this

[@eloisalife7960]

I love you. Thank you so much for being alive. Stay strong xx

[@dakotaspencer1686]

I'm here for you! You are such an inspiration! I cried during this video😃😭😃😭😭

[@pieteradriaanmaartencornee5803]

wish i could be out of this terrible spiral of depression........ i am almost 50. From the outside i am happy and full of energy.......... but from the inside i am without energy and very down. every day i have tears in my eyes when i am home..... i don't want to die, but i don't like my life...... :((((

[@yippee188]

I got depressed when I was about 8/9 because that's when I started to understand that I didn't have a mom or a dad because they were drugys so that's when it started then it just kept going last year in sixth grade I started biting myself and scratching my self so when I got a knife for protection and when I started my ex-boyfriend Alex he introduced me to cutting so now I cut I stopped for about a month then I cut for the first time today my family knows nothing about it because they've become immune to it so now they don't notice so I hide in my room and cry all day it's hard then in the middle of sixth grade my mom came back with a man he was like a dad to me they had two kids my only sisters that moved a few days before my birthday and now ma mom can't come back because he started hiting her and he said if she try's to leave he will get the kids and leave and he watches her 24/7 (I turned 13 when she left) and she is my best friend I miss her so much and I can't even fucking see my sisters and my mom I'm crying for the first time in weeks because in weighting this my depression feels like I'm suffocating on air and it feels good to get this off my chest

[@alizl6283]

Madison Welch stay strong 🌻

[@yippee188]

Aliz Leal thank you

[@kinlee.smalley]

every video makes me cry with your story but it helps so much your channel and videos have been the most helpful thing in my life

[@MiniMiner91]

I'm crying. This is making me reflect. I love your videos they're very calming.

[@Ash-ku5lo]

i love you. i actually love you. this made me feel not so alone.

[@jonvollano8999]

I fucking love you because I can relate to all of those things you just said! But I was bullied for 10 years straight and that is the hole reason I have self harmed because of that! And I am crying so bad right now because that's all that ever really happened to me and I still get bullied so I want to know what you think I should do because all I do is cry every night because when I look down all you see is scars all over my left arm

[@jonvollano8999]

I have so much fucking depression right now and all I ever did was cut! But now I stopped but I still live will depression every day

[@charlottejacobs9345]

I love you so much! I was recently put onto antidepressants and started getting comfortable with the fact that I have depression. Watching your videos have helped when I feel down. I just wanted to say thank you and that I love you. Stay strong💖

[@TheOrangeThingg]

This is the realist depression video I've seen, this has made me really want to talk to someone about what I'm going through. Thankyou

[@kamrynbolton7139]

i have depression too, and when you were sayin how much depression sucks, i realted so much. what i hate is that nobody that i know has anxiety or depression so nobody gets it, not even my parents understand it.and i have cried to my mom saying how i would do anything to make depression go away for everyone. i hate talking to anyone about my depression because i also have bad anxiety and i get panic attacks about talking about it to people because i get scared that they are thinking about thins like, " oh shes just saying this to make people feel pity for her" or " shes such a narcissist" or whatever so i just hold it in everyday. none of my friends now how i feel because i put a face on everyday... i love watching these videos because i am reassured that im not the only one, thank you for everything you do.

[@TheMakeuplicious]

I just discovered your channel, and I absolutely love it. Like i don't have any depression or anything, but I still enjoy watching all your videos, so I know how it really feels like for someone who is experiencing all those things! It helps me too, to give others advice, and like really 'live' their experiences. Thank you very much for telling your stories, good luck girl you can definitely be a 100% positive girl living her live.

[@cody4951]

Depression is like having an unbreakable balloon tied to you at all times following you and will never go away

[@dougtaylor2803]

I just watched my first video of yours and I was impressed by your honesty and understanding of the condition. Oh yes, I don't think you are a gross crier, or gross anything else. I was relieved to hear you say that your depression is actually much better now than in the past. I have experience with this issue and I know that this is debilitating. Someone who has never had clinical depression rather than "the blues" probably can't understand how bad it is. I plan to watch more of the videos you have posted but in the mean time please stay strong, don't hesitate to ask for help when you feel things are getting bad and know that there are people out here who actually care how you are doing.

[@sauceboss9010]

Not sure how many times i've watched this, but it gets me every time. I just relate to you so much.

[@gissellegreen2003]

And the depression has changing me so much I'm not the same person anymore...I get to the point were I feel like I don't matter anymore

[@lacirevill5704]

i keep re watching this video because i cant even see how perfectly you described that and it just stole my words

[@elizabethbrooks8604]

I hope ppl will watch this and understand how much and how bad depression can be and that is serious. depression sucks ik bc I have it too. this is the fucking best video I have seen about having depression. this made me cry bc it's so true

[@kryptickat5470]

3. Thanks for letting me know that I'm not alone

[@alexisgehlen3192]

I have been watching all of your videos for about an hour now.. And you are so relatable, from what I can tell you are a beautiful person. I love how you are there to tell your story to people like me, people with depression that need support... Try to stay strong. I love you

[@foreverfloral1345]

This is what I love about you, you don't tell people it will go away and things will be fine after a while because it won't, you say the truth🙌🏼 I love you❤️❤️

[@lorenbar8428]

You literally made me cry 😪

[@georgieprice1026]

this is the most true depression story ive ever seen, you make me feel greatful for what i have even though i get anxious alot and come home and get changed into my pj's and cry in bed and not get out until the next day. thank you so much and i wish you the best in your future.

[@animekawaii5991]

Georgie Price why do u cry?

[@glittergirl4416]

this is so real. i love your passion and im so happy you are getting better and better. i cant relate because ive never felt that way so i dont truly understand but i do know that you are strong and every one else who deals with/has dealt with this is too.

[@alexandradianne7575]

This is amazing! I've haven't seen a video so on point with how depression feels. You are amazing and you inspire me. Thank you