my diagnosis | finding out i’m autistic! ⭐️🌱

[@EdanMacbeth-ts7lk]

“Every noise is too loud, every light is too bright” are the most relatable words I’ve heard in a long time

[@star539-k7z]

I totally agree, and it's hard when someone else just goes "oh it's not that loud/bright you'll be fine"

[@paulaburton5667]

Same

[@BranchDavidian-]

Yesss

[@lemurianchick]

But you know what? Why is that a disability to actually be sensitive to noise? Did anyone ever think that the people who don't flinch at loud booms are the ones with the problem? My feeling is that autism is now being widely overdiagnosed. Even Aspergers, which is mild on the spectrum, was characterized by peculiar intonation (which this young woman doesn't have), lack of self-awareness (again, I don't see it here) and social inappropriateness. A person can be introverted and socially awkward, as well as sensitive to sensory matters without having a disorder.

[@sciencenotsrigma]

Yes…and every odor is too pungent!

[@TRXST.ISSUES]

Happy for you, having answers helps so much

[@localcinephile-f24]

As a member of the autistic community, we welcome you! Glad things make sense now and you’re seeing the positive!

[@holly50575]

It sure does help to know why we are who we are! It is freeing!

[@martip122b]

@@holly50575 i totally agree!

[@TVNerd3]

Love you Zara, glad you are finding out who you are, because that's one of the most important things in life. Keep going ❤❤❤❤

[@Amyisntcreative]

Really happy for you and glad you're okay, you definitely deserve every bit of success you get. It's really heartwarming to see you always staying positive

[@megxme_]

frr and MINAAA

[@jessicaspittal754]

That was like me but with ADHD. I'm glad you have finally figured out why you are different and glad that you are much happier now that you know. ❤

[@xxroyalbloodxx1916]

Fellow autistic here, I’m so happy that you found peace in your diagnosis! It was peaceful for me as well. It’s not always easy, but as long as the right steps are taken, it’ll get easier. Stay strong ❤️❤️

[@Taylorswiftisgorgous]

Samee fellow autistic too

[@Sonderax]

got my diagnosis with ASD, more specifically Aspergers when i was around 11 and it changed my life. Didnt know why i felt like i didnt fit it, why did i struggle with what others perceive as "normal" things, why i was over-stimulated by something as simple as shopping and once i got the letter through with my diagnosis it was like a lightbulb moment. "Wait, that makes a ton of sense". I kinda figured you was Autistic when i found your content as a lot of what you've shared and talked about match my experiences with it, but didnt know you wasnt diagnosed until now. Im happy you've been given the diagnosis and know have more paths to helping you through life.

[@NotSunFLoW3R]

I’m glad you’ve found yourself more Also I just got diagnosed with adhd and autism yesterday 😊❤

[@chloeshaw8103]

Same

[@ronjaj.addams-ramstedt1023]

* waves * in AutDHD solidarity, from Finland

[@Sillynuggies]

@@chloeshaw8103 Have a strong feeling that ur lying

[@two_5]

@@Sillynuggiesyou dont know them and they arent asking for advice stop pushing your harmful opinion on others :)

[@marvelousmechanical]

@@Sillynuggies you dont even know them dude you cant just assume, they could actually have autism and adhd. all they said was 'same'

[@itsjanessayo]

I’m so happy to have found your channel again! I’ve been diagnosed with autism and most recently FND. You can’t even imagine the look on my face and the joy I felt when I found out that we’re more similar than I thought! It’s so nice to know there’s someone that can relate to me 😊

[@jmg999]

It's really wonderful that you feel comfortable sharing this. You're an amazing advocate and representative of the disability cimmunity.

[@notgettinganysleep]

Love you Zara, as a teen with depression, anxiety, and tics.(maybe autism actully) your so comforting knowing i'm not alone in this ❤‍🩹

[@AstraelDivine]

You helped me get through my darkest times because its finally someone who understands, not just people who think they do Thank you

[@WillowWaffle]

Thank you so much for this. I’m 11 and I couldn’t cope with anything. I had no friends, I struggled with severe anxiety when I moved to a new school and everything was too much. A couple of weeks ago, I found out I was slightly autistic- and my smile has returned. I’ve started watching your videos and they’ve taught me it’s okay to be different. Thank you. X

[@Misszebyrobloxvideos756]

im Autistic Anxiety and i have no friends

[@totalcIown]

Hey just letting you know you can't be "slightly autistic" you're either autistic or not it's on a spectrum of lower and higher support needs in your case I'm guessing it's lower support needs? (Not meaning to be rude I'm just informing :D)

[@WillowWaffle]

@@totalcIown yes. Sorry for not being clear. I have autism, but it’s not something that hugely affects my day to day life. In this case, it’s just like a case of bad anxiety for me :)

[@UrRandomKiwi]

@@totalcIownThet just mean that they have higher functioning autism i believe

[@TheEditMaker]

i’m so happy u were able to figure out more about yourself and more ways to help you get through life :)))) u’ve helped me feel accepted with Tourette’s through ur videos and i hope that’s how people make u feel around you

[@LegoWeeb]

Yay! I'm so happy for you 😁 I grew up never fitting in and always told myself that there was something wrong with me and there's something that needs fixing. I came across autism about a year ago now and while I havent spoken to anyone about it or gotten any kind of support, it's so comforting to know I'm not broken, there's people like me that have gone through the same thing and what I can do to help myself

[@DownBadAutistic]

I've been somewhat self-diagnosed as autistic for about a year, so my therapist agreeing w me that I'm autistic felt amazing!!!

[@GloriousPurpose-fj6gm]

Congratulations! I am so excited for the new content, I can’t wait! Welcome to the community! (You’ve always been a part of it. ❤) I wish you the best with this new chapter! Lots of love from us all!

[@Fennec574]

That’s great! I’m glad u got ur diagnosis!

[@ambersimmons4329]

I'm so happy for you! Thank you for sharing your journey for those of us who are going through similar things! ❤️

[@oxBLUNTxo]

This is honestly refreshing... this hit me different you kinda said what ive wanted too... thank you!

[@abigailbye3718]

I'm so happy for you ❤ and I am autistic myself and I am so happy I found you on KZbin because you have really helped me understand other people and myself so I just want to say thank you

[@OctoLink-12]

Zara I feel I have to thank you for this video because without I don’t think I would have ever found out I’m autistic, so from the bottom of my heart, thank you ❤

[@cairozephyr]

congrats on your diagnosis! i’m glad you were finally able to get an answer that matched your experiences! -an autistic person that really hopes this comes off as genuine

[@stilltheree]

I'm so glad for you, you are inspiring for people like me who don't fit in, who don't fit in society's way of living. I'm struggling but seeing someone defying the odds is definitely amazing :p

[@aishatothecore]

A similar story happened to me, i felt severe depression because i was frustrated with myself, and found out i have adhd. I'm so happy that you are experiencing the same experience of relief of finally understanding yourself and finding answers!

[@Scarlett-b5u]

so happy that your finding yourself! i myself have autism and i can relate to you how happy i felt when i finally understood why i felt different. i’m so proud❤❤❤

[@Anastacha_Mikaelys]

YAYY IM SO HAPPY 4 YOU I’m in the process of getting my autism and adhd diagnosis(it will be a few months) you inspire me so much because I’ve felt the same way my whole life

[@jinieviko2101]

I'm glad for you that you finally have an answer to your struggles! My sister is autistic too and we found out late. She was 15 so I'm a 100% with you

[@CharlotteHuntington-m3j]

I’m so happy for you! I have always felt that I was different, feeling like I didn’t fit right, and always masking my autism and feeling that I’m weird because nobody acted like me, but then I realized I’m autistic, and it just feels s9 much better.

[@M00N_IVY]

I really love cc like you for sharing your struggles and advocating your disabilities. I haven't processed it, but at the end of last year and TODAY, I officially got diagnosed with FND! .(functional seizures/tics is what they are calling it) I am also autistic and the majority of my struggle for my disabilities is being autistic. I am deeply struggling with life, mostly work(I have no clue what to do anymore 😅) but you being open is going to help a lot of people feel less alone! It's nice to know Im not the only one. I wish the absolute best for you!❤

[@WhimsyCourier]

I am so excited for you!!!! Having the answer to all those questions seems so freeing.💛 I am 33 and realized in the last couple months that I think I am autistic too. I have neuropsych testing this summer. So excited for it!

[@ericspagnoli1594]

You are excited to get tested? You don't have autism. Get a grip

[@ronjaj.addams-ramstedt1023]

​@@ericspagnoli1594 You are claiming to diagnose a stranger on the Internet based on one sentence. How about you chill?

[@MickeyMouse11-ls1ef]

I’m so happy for you, I used to feel like you before I got my diagnosis in ADHD, understanding why you feel different and why you do certain things helps you cope❤️❤️

[@-Bloomy-]

I remember the day I was diagnosed as autistic, and this day, I felt like flying. It was so good to finally have THE response of why I couldn’t do this or that… I’m so happy for you 🎉🎉

[@wonktootie]

Happy to see that great smile on your face. It feels so good to understand ourselves and to share that with others ❤

[@Nightmare-ish]

CONGRATULATIONS!!! I got diagnosed a few months ago, so I know how you feel! It's so amazing to finally learn about why you feel so different from the world, and learning you're autistic allows you to find a community of people with similar experiences. It's truly amazing, and I'm so happy for you that you finally get to experience that feeling too!!! :D

[@kkhagen2170]

I’m so proud of you for advocating for yourself! The part where you happy stimmed just like I do made me cry of happiness!

[@loriesteck2357]

I'm later in life DX with ADHD and high functioning Autism myself. Also FND with PNES. I've been reading that there is a high comobility between Autism and FND . I'm so glad you are putting the spotlight on this. Especially Females with Autism. Thank you for sharing your story and bravery. 🙏❤️

[@samuelbraun849]

I feel so happy for you, that you found clarity as to why you struggled so much with all those things you mentioned. I‘ve been diagnosed with ASD at 25 years old and it is really a relieve.

[@BRICKTHEOGXD]

I’m so happy for you ❤it’s alway an amazing feeling to know why people might act differently to what people do outside the norm :D

[@xxnukexx1833]

I love you so much. You and your story are so amazing and inspiring 😊 keep living your best life.

[@Delulubooklover]

Having answers does help so much, because now not only do we know where our problems come from, but we may be able to develop better coping mechanisms

[@snipelfritz]

I just found your channel, and I'm so impressed. You're such a strong person!

[@MiishaMii]

Getting a diagnosis can be so good for your mental health. I really felt that when you said you finally understand yourself. My BPD and PTS diagnosis helped me so much. I'm so glad for you ♡

[@bonniepaora8664]

Im self diagnosed, but just finally fining out why i am the way i am and what i can do to help, has been humongous for me, Absolutely life changing. Not just because i know why, but because i can have compassion for myself, instead of beating myself up about it

[@themookshit]

self diagnosing yourself is dangerous.

[@yuuokami2156]

@@themookshit No, it's not. It literally harms no one.

[@themookshit]

@@yuuokami2156 🤡

[@JO-E2003]

So happy for you, knowing these things always helps understanding who we are, especially in a confusing world where it's so difficult to understand why we don't fit in, but I hope you know that it's actually a good thing because nearly all the great people were on the spectrum so keep being your wonderful self and show the world that you are amazing. I believe in you and I know you can do anything you set your mind to

[@MandyLouWhobaby]

I’m so glad you feel like you can share. I love your videos ❤❤

[@loup4119]

Life's so odd. I was following carefully your every post like last year. Since, I've been a bit less on the apps, and I'm just coming back and checking how you've been. And then I learn that you had your diagnosis too ! Welcome in the spectrum ;) I hope the community will elevate you, I personnally love it 💜✨

[@chiku40]

So happy for you to have your answer. My wife has FND and both her and my daughter were diagnosed last week with Autism. I’ve followed your channel for a long time to better understand my wife’s FND and it’s amazing to see you going through journey at the same as my family here in New Zealand

[@donnabolland6228]

❤ good luck with your new understanding. Your still so young and your doing so well xx

[@jjbearz2275]

I'm so happy for you... I'm in the middle of getting an autism diagnosis and I'm starting to understand why I'm the way I am... I'm proud of you for sharing your story 😊❤

[@LueezBee007]

Thanks for posting, your happy smiling pretty face is a beacon and it also makes me (and I guess thousands of others) happy. It’s lovely to see positivity. Thanks for making me smile today x

[@Oliviarodrigofan321]

I’m so happy you can feel like yourself I would of hate to not know what I have also I love your channel and will continue to support you

[@minecraftjswx2]

super hapy for you zara that you have found out your answers to why you struggled and I'm looking forward to your upcoming vids hope you are having a amazing day

[@Stars.adventuers]

Me just following up on my phone cus I'm not meant to be up I've been diagnosed with autism for a long time since I was little but only recently did I actually like do research on why I do what I do and I have answers to stuff and it does feel fufiling knowing also I think I may have other stuff but that's a hole other thing ❤❤❤

[@Stars.adventuers]

Ps we apologise for the spelling ❤

[@amberrogers2598]

I love this. You are a beautiful soul. Having a son with autism. I think for me the best day that we've ever had was when he was able to explain to me what it was like to be in his world. To see things the way that he sees them. It gave me an insight that helped me to understand him better. I've always tried to be his strength and his Rock. And he is so strong and so amazing. I could not be more proud of him.

[@VickyLynn3]

Knowing what you are dealing with is empowering. Keep being lovely you!

[@travelwell6049]

Happy for you 🎉 It can be such a burden lift to know there is a reason and you (and others) can make sense of what your experiences are.

[@brookiejoy1692]

I was in a very similar situation as you. I have always felt weird and different around others. I got diagnosed with autism a few months before I turned 18. It felt very relieving knowing why things have felt so difficult for me all my life. My diagnosis made it easier for me to let down my mask and be myself. Don't get me wrong though...it still can be extremely difficult! Sometimes people wonder if I was always autistic or if it came on suddenly (they don't realize that it didn't come on suddenly...that I was just VERY good at masking). My diagnosis has 100% made things much clearer for me.

[@emilystrobel7064]

I also got diagnosed with autism. It changed my perspective on how I act and feel. It made me feel better about myself and why I do things the way I do. I’m here for you Zara and Ilysm💗💗

[@feliciaalmen8665]

As an autistic person myself I can't wait to hear your story!! ❤️

[@samallisonhiller1967]

I just got diagnosed with ADHD and it has been so relieving to know why I act the way I do. I'm so happy that you were able to get your diagnosis continue being amazing girl 💝

[@ZoeRazzino30]

Your describing me in every word. I have been researching autism and I know i am on the spectrum 💖

[@tinkerstoyscox]

I am one American who sees a beautiful young woman with the strength above all men and proud of you and what you are doing to educate the people of this world. I wish I had your strength to keep fighting the good fight as you have. God bless you and your family.

[@SsroseL]

So Happy for you!!! I totally relate! I was a bit unsure how I felt when I first discovered I was autistic but after accepting it- it is the most freeing feeling in the world ❤️🕊️

[@TNL3679]

The fact you're still his is a lot and the fact that he's got grown community and use the overcome. This is great! Well done you 👍🏻😊

[@wanderingpanic7429]

I am so happy you have gotten your diagnosis. I had a very similar reaction when I got mine. It just allows me to finally be me. And thank you for all your videos, I find them very relatable 🤗

[@caminoalavirtud]

😊😊😊 welcome to the ASD community 🤗🤗🤗🤗 I just found out im Autistic too OMG it explained so much 👍👍👍 allways remember you are Amazing just the way you are 🤗🤗🤗🤗

[@MyHumanSuit]

I am so happy for you! I found out last year and working towards primary diagnosis AuDHD + CPTSD.This has also changed my life and I'm learning about myself. 😊

[@katymitchell8200]

Your platform is AWSOME. I'm excited to be watching you. Thank you ❤❤

[@rachelbenadie3813]

Damn girl to have all that you have and still smile and live your life and do what you do is wonderfully amazing

[@pjsopinion8028]

I am so happy for you to have the answer to so many questions you’ve had this long time! I subscribed! I can’t wait to see more of the REAL you young lady! 👏🏻💙

[@stevenwatsham5973]

Autism is actually a gift!.. When I got my diagnosis it was a game changer...

[@anaisdebeaumont9571]

A couple of months ago my parents got mad at me because I spoke very quietly and it made everyone around me make me repeat. But I hadn't noticed, in fact I think I was overwhelmed because it felt like everyone around me was shouting. I'm autistic too and it always surprises me how much I perceive the world so differently from everyone around me. Also my sensitivity changes from time to time.

[@edwardfish3540]

Congratulations on this new level of awareness of yourself. I recall when I was diagnosed as being autistic when I was 38 years old made a difference for me too. ❤

[@AirborneAshes]

i'm so happy for everyone who doesn't have to go through the awkward undiagnosed but aware of the issue stage. very emotionally rashy and sweaty experience. congrats!

[@its.me.mj.anotherone]

Soooo happy for you!!! Got my diagnosis in the last month too and it's been so validating and helpful for my self-compassion ❤ enjoy your journey shift with this new information!

[@jacquiegardner7422]

So pleased for you that you have answers. Still waiting at 53... wish someone had suggested the possibility as a teen, years not fitting in, not understanding... waiting for diagnosis.

[@Mystic_elf137]

I’m so happy you got a diagnosis and felt like you could share ❤❤❤

[@tobyameson3159]

Congratulations Zara on your diagnosis and the world of acceptance and discovery it opened up for you

[@kimyrose6287]

Im currently getting assesed for ADHD and OCD, and my symptoms have really left me without confidence due to my struggles with coping with myself. Im more confident now seeing you express yourself as a neurodivergent person with self love 😊

[@MeqhhMM2_]

Ur so strong girlll❣ keep going!

[@xirisx1988]

I'm so happy you know why you are struggling with social things and sensory issues. I got my autism diagnosis at age 17 and now I'm 35. Feel free to ask me anything if you need. It's a big thing, but you're not alone.

[@lethalprincess2087]

Glad to hear this. I got diagnosed as an adult (19) too, so I’m happy to hear you got your diagnosis. Autism can be a living hell, but also? My brain makes the most sense in this crazy world, and honestly, I hope for you that this is closure like it was for me.

[@thelethaldosageofme248]

i love how the toddler video still looks exactly like you because you have absolutely stunning eyes ❤

[@pigeonhofmann3756]

I'm so glad you got diagnosed! I'm also autistic! To be honest, I was convinced that you'd already shared your autism diagnosis 😅

[@teagenthetiefling5296]

I felt real joy at being diagnosed (and other things of course) because finally there was an answer

[@KennisRussellMusic]

I am Autistic and have ADHD too. My son is also an AuDHDer and also has Tourette Syndrome. Your videos have been very helpful in my understanding my son’s Tourette better. Thank you for that. And welcome to the ASD club. Looking forward for to seeing your content about unpacking ASD.

[@toni5543]

So happy for you girl. And selfishly, im so happy for me for all the autism content about to drop 😭🥰

[@djcarascene5268]

You’re a beautiful person inside and out 🩵🩵🩵

[@ianquartermaine2588]

I'm really happy for you enjoy your life and care about yourself and still if you feel like you dont fit in just remember you have so many people who DO care about you and so many people love you for who YOU are.💕💕💕💕

[@NataliaGekoski]

I am so glad you opened up you are so brave. Be you❤

[@Unimaginative.Moniker]

That's beautiful. I just found out myself at the age of 44! And, yes, it has been eye-opening and so freeing! I've told by professionals that I'm more or less crazy, with at least 4 personality disorders! I've carried that weight for so long, but it never REALLY made sense. Then, a Dr saw what was really going on with me. Congratulations! I know exactly how you feel! ☺️

[@aniadudek6918]

I love your profile. It' a safe space. I'm happy you are finding out more about yourself❤

[@iamnoteric]

39 years before i realized. i always imagined autism to be much worse, or rather, more obvious. i kept cycling through, oh maybe its because im infj, maybe im a genius, maybe im special and spiritual, maybe its narcissism. obviously not being adept socially made me ruminate on so many wrong assumptions. poor emotional control made me go to drugs (weed) to soothe, or dissociate. social isolation to just be able to think for myself in my own head. hsp made me feel overwhelmed. wish i had guidance but also glad that im finally out of the forest. thank you for posting, at least i am becoming more certain now that these are "normal" in autism. self acceptance goes a long way. yes, i may still appear weird to neurotypical people but i no longer feel the need to be like them, and instead just laugh at my own quirkiness.

[@SubaruPieter]

I'm happy for you that you found your answer!! Also, it's very relatable because I'm autistic as well, and I have ADHD Have a great day!!!

[@shee-p]

Congratulations!!! Really happy for you! PS: I just found this chanel lol but you seem really nice and is just overall nice to see late diagnosed people, it gives me hope for me personally to get my adhd diagnosis and is just nice to see people beeing happy and confortable with themselves after finding more about how themselves and hwo they work! I'm trully happy for you!

[@Starmangler]

Im so happy you were able to get a answer❤❤ the wait was worth it❤❤❤❤

[@christesta2521]

Youre still awesome Zara!! An inspiration for all of us.

[@jenniferferreira9061]

You are one very special young woman. I’m so glad you researched and kept trying to figure out what was wrong. ❤❤❤❤.

[@ABrokeSpaceFlamingo]

YES. Autism isn’t always a good thing but that doesn’t make it a bad thing and autism is like an amazing diagnosis to get because your whole life is a puzzle and there’s one very important missing peice, you get diagnosed and you can finally fill in the puzzle. It suddenly all makes sense.