My first chemotherapy & immunotherapy

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I'm now on day 5 since my infusion and I am slowly coming back to life. I had no idea what to expect from chemotherapy and it's been pretty rough if I'm honest.
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[@abens9974]

It never fails to amaze me how people can feel emboldened to criticize people when they are in a vulnerable position. And criticize you for what? Sharing what's going on in your life on your OWN channel? THAT is what is bizarre - not that you're concerned about losing your hair (who wouldn't have at least some degree of concern about that?- I would as well because I really love my hair). Please ignore people like this. I guarantee it's an extreme minority who have this sort of narrow-minded, ignorant, unsympathetic view. Keep showing up as you - that's certainly what makes me want to keep following you. 💛

[@truthbeknown6317]

Hurt people hurt others

[@abens9974]

@@truthbeknown6317 everyone deals with some degree of pain and trauma in life. I agree with your statement but it's not an excuse.

[@joybeasley3659]

Couldn’t have put it better than you did. I completely agree.

[@truthbeknown6317]

@@abens9974 totally agree Amy. People who troll others who are going through so much are downright vile and nasty. We have all been hurt one way or another in our lives and we learn to treat others with kindness, but these nasty people have no empathy, zero compassion and must live an empty miserable life

[@Emma-Rose]

Well said. I totally agree. People can be so cruel. If they haven’t got anything nice to say then keep it shut. Those of us that are here care and appreciate you Amanda xx

[@beccaed58]

Your pup is such a lovebug. He seems so concerned and wants to love on you. Such a treasure 🧡 Praying that all goes well 🙏🏾

[@donnamichalec3299]

I for one would like to thank you for your courage and bravery in putting your journey out there for everyone. Your words are so courageous and so truthful. I am 18 months into the cancer journey and you give me such determination that this too shall pass. Keep on being you. We love you. ❤️

[@nancymandle5215]

so sorry that former subscriber said some very hurtful and inappropriate things. The rest of us, no doubt, want to support you in any way that will help you. Besides, your videos are and will help others who are touched by cancer in addition to helping yourself. I follow several vloggers dealing with medical issues and you have all help me and my loved ones. Thank you for your honest videos. And please know, through your video, i now know to ask for cold cap therapy for my nearly waist long hair if i develop another cancer that requires chemo.

[@Me_1983-]

Forget the miserable haters. Girl you are brave, you are strong, and honestly sharing your story helps others prepare and not feel alone in their journey. I appreciate you letting us in and also hoping you are finding comfort in talking with us in sharing your experience. Gentle hugs, you are a warrior

[@nessfox2038]

My husband has stage 4 cancer. Everyone needs to do what they need to to find peace, strength and comfort. Thank you for bravely sharing your journey. You are making a difference in peoples lives. My prayers are with you. Ignore the nasty folk out there, its says more about their sad lives.

[@barbschneider755]

Be yourself and ignore those haters. I pray you are having some good moments in your day.

[@FireAndRainGrace]

Please know how much others like me appreciate your videos. Thank you so much for sharing. The biggest thing that I take away from your videos is how to care for the people in my life and my community. I am really grateful for your vulnerability and your sharing, despite the pain you're feeling. Immensely grateful for your perspective.

[@nancyflaherty7038]

By sharing this road and season you’re in, you’re helping those going through the same treatment. Your dog is precious and wants to comfort you. Praying and sending good vibes your way! 🌺🌺🌺🌺

[@kristinarnesen3152]

Please don't listen to those negative people. It's your journey and things that are important to one person it's not necessarily important to another. There is not a right or wrong. Hugs from Norway ❤ thanks for bringing us along on this chapter of your life ❤

[@28jewelsboogie]

You are developing a community of people who understand and along the way you will run into judgmental people who have no idea what the treatment of cancer is like and who don’t have empathy or the experience to formulate and intelligent opinion. Thank you for your honesty and I am so sorry that the pain and uncomfortableness of cancer is upon you. Keep fighting and talking. You are helping people and your self more importantly, by your candor❣️

[@suzyq965]

I went through chemo and immunotherapy for breast cancer, 3 years ago. I was warned about the neuropathy in hands and feet. I am a knitter and knit almost daily. I was so worried I would lose my ability to knit. That scared me more than hair loss! I used ice packs on my hands and feet. Would put them on 15 minutes before taxol, all through the taxol, and 15 minutes after. I have had no neuropathy. Also one of the chemo nurses was also into holistic medicine and recommended alpha lipoic acid. I am still taking 300 mg day and night! I did lose my hair after the 3rd chemo, but rocked the bald with big earrings and colorful scarves! My hair slowly came back healthier than ever. Take good care….❤

[@pattysylvanbutterfly433]

Thank you for sharing that. I too was more concerned about the potential neuropathy than the hair. Being able to knit & my other handcrafts are important for my sanity & creativity, as well as writing/typing for work. I’ve got my cryotherapy mitts & socks ready & start my first chemo this week. Fingers crossed 🤞

[@suzyq965]

@@pattysylvanbutterfly433 good luck patty! I was surprised at how not bad the whole process was! 🤓. A positive attitude and living as normally as possible is so helpful in the process. 🌺. I’m 5 years out now and doing awesome!

[@toliveischrist950]

It’s an honor that you share your life with us in the way you choose to share. Hope you can get in your studio like you want :) And when you need to rest💤 Whatever you need to help you through, day by day 😘❤️

[@Meemagolding]

Please DO NOT let the HATERS HATE BLOCK THEM‼️‼️‼️Your amazing and STRONG 💪🏻!!!!

[@darlenepietzak9847]

One thing I found out through my breast cancer journey is that people who haven't gone through it will not understand. I went through 90% of my appointments, testing and treatments by myself. It was during Covid and no one was allowed in. Thank you for doing this. I have learned a lot from these vlogs and if one of us can help you with our thoughts and prayers etc it is worth while. Hugs to you. ❤✌🌹

[@juniordixie9489]

I went to all of treatments alone. I know exactly how you feel.

[@darlenepietzak9847]

@@juniordixie9489 I am sorry. I know how overwhelming it can be. I hope you are doing well today. ❤️

[@zdenkaarvaji6089]

me too...alone,so please stay strong we are all with you!you got this!❤❤❤

[@lynnferguson7349]

As someone who has chronic illness and can’t share my pain with some friends because they can’t handle it I say SHARE.

[@timmcvicker5775]

Amanda, When I went through chemotherapy for Non-hodgkin's lymphoma I was, like you, somewhat nervous not knowing what to expect. But I thought to myself that so many people before me have gone through this so I knew I could do it too. It wasn't easy but I did it. Right now, six months after finishing my regiment, I am in remission. Hang in there. It can be a tough road but I see you as being one tough individual.

[@cesr559]

@timmcvicker5775 I have Non-Hodgkin's lymphoma having been officially diagnosed with it on October 14, 2022 with an open surgical biopsy. The results showed mine is Nodal Marginal Zone B-Cell Lymphoma primary in the lymph nodes a rare type indolent/slowing kind. The sad thing with me is on April 27, 2022 my younger brother passed away. He had chest and left arm pain, apparently signs of a heart attack. He was stabilized, but took a turn for the worse when he suddenly started coughing up blood. They did everything to save his life but the blood flow was too much and he simply choked and suffocated on his own blood. He was 57, leaving behind his wife from who he was separated and three adult children...two sons and a daughter. A year and a half before his passing, he was diagnosed with stage 4 squamous cell carcinoma of the throat and tongue. That type of cancer is associated with the HPV(Human Papiloma Virus) which he acquired in his teens from an infected partner. There are several varieties of the HPV Virus, but ONLY two become cancer...number 16 and 18. I don't know which of these he had. His diagnosis came about after a misdiagnosis of acid reflux associated with a heart medication he was taking due to having a stent inserted after a cardiac event in May of 2020 and his cancer diagnosis came in April of 2021. he then started on both chemo infusion and radiation therapy. His speech was affected, but with speech pathology, he got his speech/speaking back. He was entering remission after a rigorous course of treatment when sadly after taking the covid-19 vax, he suffered a life threatening crisis in which he was hospitalized for SEPSIS, UTI and a fever of 103. He was given strong antibiotics to combat that life threatening crisis. Then, several weeks later, he took a covid booster and this time it landed him in the hospital with a far worse medical crisis in which he was placed in a medically induced coma. He recovered from that event until his sudden and unexpected passing on April 27, 2022. That said, I will be starting back-to-back chemo infusion this Thursday September 21 and Friday September 22, 2023. You had chemo for your treatment. On Thursday, I'm expected to be at the Cancer Center(NYU-Langone/Perlmutter) for about 6 hours and on Friday, 1 and a 1/2 hours. What was your treatment like as someone with Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma? I'm asking because I'm quite nervous about this impending treatment. (Cecilia Rivera, from Brooklyn, NY).

[@jazminesmama9754]

What is wrong with people. I appreciate your candor regarding your difficult journey. If you don't like reading or watching then just don't. Please be supportive or just move on. Amanda..you've got this! All love!! ❤️

[@heidi1651]

As a cancer survivor it really helps me to hear others’ stories and I also feel empowered to support them through my experience. It’s community and I think a beautiful thing. I felt for you during the cold cap situating. I also wonder if the pain you’re feeling is the chemo working. I felt pain as well and my tumors were palpable so I could feel them shrinking along w the pain. Maybe you can visualize your cancer shrinking when your feel it hurting so. Love to you. 💕

[@JenniferMMee]

🙏Pray for the uninformed! This is one of these situations that until you have had cancer they just don’t know and do not understand. We have the right to choose what we watch and listen to and just know people should be grateful we still have the ability to do so. I appreciate what you are doing and I know that you are helping people to understand what happens with cancer treatments and having You Tube to be able educate people who want to know what happens-really is so wonderful. Your postings are tasteful and well done. I applaud you for your courage to do this. Thank You!!!🙏❤

[@mandybradley3079]

I understand i didn't want to lose my hair back then.. I didn't lose my hair when I has chemo. I had chemo pills. I also prayed and I believe my faith in God got me through 19 years ago. This is 19 years this new year. I saw my 8 year old grow up. She is 26 now. Thank you Jesus. Sorry, but everyone has an opinion, and we don't all agree, so that's why life is spicy. We dont all see things the same. We all can be a bit opinionated. If the person who unfollowed you went to Tiffanythinks she would really be upset. That chick has put everything out there. I would say thats brave and teaching moments. We can all learn to be a little kinder. Discussing experiences is educational. You have a wonderful, poetic last name. You have lovely family of support. Praying things go well. Keep positive, it helps the immune system.

[@Katsdontcare]

Some people are a holes....and one of them outed themselves with that comment. Never be bothered by a holes. You are an inspiration.

[@joangaither3871]

I think you want to share with others. I'm also really grateful that it's therapeutic for you. If people don't understand that they can certainly leave. It's none of their business what you want to do on your channel. I am hoping that you feel much better, I will be sending you good thoughts, love and hugs. I love your fur babies so much. They are so in tune with you like mine. Are they know when you're not feeling well or just need love

[@joangaither3871]

I meant I'm thankful you want to share with others. Voice text 🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️

[@helenalexanderbristow1187]

Please do not worry about ignorant creatures, they do not have a clue. I have been following a very inspirational lady on KZbin called tiffanythinks. She had the same issue and in the end they blocked them. Keep going lovely lady.❤❤❤❤❤

[@sandiedrew4086]

Thank you for sharing as it is helping so many of us.

[@wigbertomarciaga]

Blessing in the name of Yeshu the Anointed.

[@martinsmith439]

Thankyou for your videos Amanda praying for you and full recovery keep fighting

[@Yvette_za]

Thanks for sharing your journey . Hopefully the cold cap works at keeping your beautiful hair . I think it's great if you want to try and keep your hair in this already extremely hard time , why not . I hope you are doing good today .🎈

[@BellaLotus333]

Thank you, Amanda, for sharing your experience. I am supporting a dear friend who started chemotherapy last week. Your honesty is helping me to become more supportive, practically and emotionally. I wish you healing, prayers and please know you are a warrior. I appreciate you ❤

[@vickistockley1711]

You are very brave and strong. You will get through this. You never know what a person is going through until you walk a mile in their shoes. You keep doing what is good for you! And it looks like you have the best buddy in the world with you. Sometimes I wish some people could be more like dogs!

[@arianabutton136]

I love your video! I don't even know you, but I want to see you thrive. Thank you for sharing. I looked all night for a relatable ovarian cancer chemo story because I'm terrified. This helped me feel better about it.

[@sherrithomas4350]

You go girl!!! 1st time is the hardest, with anything. 💜

[@safaridreamer5831]

You have nothing to feel bad about Amanda you have every right to share your story… it will help other people who are going through the similar thing and not feel so alone… you need to be wearing cold packs on your hands and feet when you’re getting infusions, I had no neuropathy until after my last round I only have a little bit of numbness in my feet. Nothing affected my hands.. My cancer doctor told me to take Claritin 10 the day of my infusion and for 5 days after for pain in your bones/joints…it acts like an anti inflammatory….take care Amanda keep us posted as to your chemotherapy journey..👍🤗❤️🙏

[@pam164]

Your Dog is so sweet and Dogs know your moods they pick up on everything, he be your snuggle bug ❤️

[@elizabethconroy7665]

Hugs to Michael Looks kind and cheerful 😊

[@christyvivatson146]

My brother -in -law is dealing with terminal brain cancer. It’s brutal. He had his surgeries at Swedish ~ great hospital! ~~~I think you are a brave, precious soul. New subscriber …..and your monsters are adorable. Much love sent from Chelan Washington ♥️

[@lorie6196]

It’s your cancer , your journey and anything that helps you feel control ( hair, makeup, whatever!) in a situation you can’t control you should do! People need to have compassion. We LEARN from each other. Don’t hide it away. Thank you for sharing ! ❤️

[@kimallison6923]

Hi Amanda You don’t need to put up with people like that who wanted to unsubscribe - they will be the ones to miss out - you do you just as you are, raw, real and authentic - you sharing your story is therapeutic to you and may well help some people in the future in a position you are in now and will be reassuring to them - this is someone’s life people let’s all be kind - love, light and best wishes Amanda from Kim in Scotland United Kingdom - I for one an so happy to follow you on your journey the world needs love and authenticity not people hiding away not speaking up about the tough stuff - before people write things they should think how their words are going to make someone feel and if the answer is anything except positive vibes then just don’t write anything - Kindness costs nothing x

[@darleneermis4903]

You have the right to share whatever you want to! You do need to share and I know your helping others. I for one give you credit for being brave and honest. For me watching a video that’s all fake is a waste of time. I always turn them off! As you said , anyone has the choice not to watch. ❤

[@debbrink6523]

From Ontario Canada 🇨🇦. My Warrior Friend. Good on you getting through your FIRSTS 👏🏻. You are amazing in your outlook on all this & don’t let anyone tell you different. Let go of those that would criticize etc. as they aren’t worth having in your life. I look forward to hearing on your progress even through the toughest & better of times. I truly hope the cold cap works for you as I love & am envious of your hair. You are in my 🙏 & ❤️. Sending virtual hugs.

[@susanguyer8146]

I agree with you, Amanda. I am so proud of you. I've been where you are with cancer and chemo. It is so hard, depressing, devastating, terrifying, and horrifying 😢💔 You have every right and reason to share your feelings. You're strong! You will get through this!❤

[@marlenejimenez3940]

OMGAWD, I wish I knew who was being negative towards ur video and feelings towards ur hair🤔 To some of us, our hair is very sacred and has more meaning than something that covers our head! My 26 year old daughter is fixing to start chemo and being native Americans, our hair is as sacred as a woman's virginity. I'm happy that u kept going with your video. Please keep them coming and express exactly how you feel. U could be helping someone like my daughter understand that it's normal to be scared and also lose touch with her identity. Not knowing what to expect, even though the doctors say everyone is different, could still help someone understand what to expect. I'm keeping u in my prayers and maybe you can reach out to my daughter and I for encouragement and support. We have lots of churches and spiritual warriors who will add you and your family to the list of people to have faith over. Don't hesitate to reach out. God bless you and your family during this hard time. By faith God will guide you to a place of understanding and strength IN JESUS NAME, 🙏 AMEN

[@sinwolf4511]

Keep on sharing your daily routine as you navigate through this process! Yes!! You are helping people. You‘ve helped me. I was diagnosed with endometrial adenocarcinoma in Nov and surgery took place in Dec. Chemo & radiation were on the table as adjuvant treatment options for me but it turned out -after some genetic testing - that my tumor was a pole ultramutated so any adjuvant treatment is required. Losing my long curly hair was one of my most terrifying fear as well. Thank you Amanda and tons of love from Spain! You can do this 💪🏻❤

[@cmcapp765chris3]

You are brave and strong to share your journey , the good and the bad….block anyone that has negative comments as it’s not good for your well-being to feel bad about some stupid comment. Stay focused on healing and sending you all positive thoughts 💫.

[@ekbays]

Your courage in sharing your story is incredible. Also, if I had hair as amazing as yours I'd be hesitant to lose it too! It's a healthy thing to acknowledge parts of our physical bodies that we love! So many people benefit from hearing your story- including me, a nurse who cares for people with cancer and a loved one of a close friend with cancer. I understand my patients and my loved ones better from hearing stories like yours and I am extremely grateful to you for sharing.

[@terry923]

I feel for you. My Mom is battling Stage 2 breast cancer. 14 years ago she was diagnosed with breast cancer (ductile carcinoma). She had a double mastectomy Dec 2020 followed by Chemotherapy. I wish I had known what to expect but we did everything together. I am her cheerleader all the way! When she gets down or needs to vent, I’m here. You just keep on vlogging and the people that had the audacity to criticize you, shame on their ignorance! Mom’s worst nightmare was losing her hair..but we got through it. I ordered all the best head coverings (matching ones for me) so she didn’t feel so bad going out. Rest up, and don’t listen to the nasty people.. they have no place in your healing!

[@mnnfjc]

Praying for you, keep going, it’s hard, but……… I do believe that your best days still a head.

[@mzgri]

Keep posting Amanda and we will keep supporting you with good vibes. You need the comfort of good comments of encouragement and love right now. You are strong and will get through this! ❤️

[@susanbusching8165]

You are so right!! Your hair for a woman is our big part of our beauty. And it is very difficult to lose your hair. Don’t listen to any negativity!!! Delete them bc and move on!!! You need positivity now. Praying for you ❤

[@cw6744]

Don’t worry about the negative people. They have nothing better to do/say. Just unsubscribe if she doesn’t like it. We want to hear your journey and it can be helping others navigate through this. Baker knows that something is not right 🙂. He is trying to comfort you. Keep telling your journey🌹🌺🌹🌺

[@shirleysneddon9573]

You are a beautiful girl, and have so much to offer. Thank you for sharing this journey with us, I for one am strengthened by your courage and vulnerability.

[@janetbellini8065]

I Totally understand what you're going through. Im going through chemo for my cancer. Its no fun. I have neuropathy pain, exhaustion and chills. Thank y 16:09 ou so much for this video. It helps people to understand what its really like getting chemo. You can talk about it any time if it helps you. May your days get better and always have hope. You are not alone. God bless you. ❤

[@dfe1497]

Just ignore that person that was so ignorant to you, If they do not have anything good to say, they do not need to watch, I am glad you are sharing your journey, It is very helpful for you, and also for some of us, As for your hair I do understand, that was hard for me also, so DON"T let others make you feel bad about your feelings, NO MATTER what your feelings are, I hope that chemo is not to bad on you, get rest when ever you feel you need to, it helps, drink lots of fluids even if it is hard to do, I know the feeling, popsicles help also or Italian ice, even just crushed ice, all liquids help, hang in there and (vent as much as you need to or want to) because most of us are here for you, :) HUG

[@elainenicholls7648]

Ohhhhh girl. Be greatful he or she is gone. No one needs to see or read there negative thoughts. Please don't fret over this. I am with you all the way. I likely won't comment every video tho. Just know the rest of us are rooting for you. As always ur friend from Ontario Canada 🇨🇦

[@jenjackmarcucci]

Oh, Amanda. I have been thinking of you, especially as you recovered over the weekend from your first infusion. Sending love and hugs. As far as haters, let the bad go and hold onto what's good and true!!

[@karinasanchez3285]

Annd, YOU GO girl 🙌 you DO YOU !. Some people just didn’t attend the R.E.S.P.E.C.T. Others 101 class 🤷‍♀️

[@ashleyortiz8148]

I just wanted to say I appreciate an adore you for sharing I have been battling 4 yrs cancer an I'm 28 a mommy of triplets an it's hard to deal with an the pain in unbelievably horrible 💔 nobody can understand our pain an how we feel as a woman an losing our hair. Some say it's just hairl it's not. Until there the ones going thru what we are they will never understand. 💯 prayers for you sweetheart an keep speaking about what's going on. It's people like us who come out an share our story good an bad an we help others get through a bad day or we may have lil tips an tricks tht may help each other out. Loves of love an prayers to you. Never give up. We in this together.

[@kidpoker09]

Tell your story helps me ignore the matters

[@pattigringeri1109]

Sending you lots of prayers and strength to get through the rough days ahead. Ignore all the negativity…some people are just mean and you certainly don’t need them following you…YOU got this!💪❤

[@dawnlovescouture2644]

Hi Amanda, I’m glad you got through your first treatment well. My advice is to not think that it will get worse. Everyone’s experience is different. My experience stayed the same throughout my chemo. I was lucky to have tolerated it well (I had Taxol and Carboplatin). I just took it one infusion at a time. That helped a lot.

[@Zinnias2go]

Well said! 👏🥰💕💕💕 I am sorry you have to go through this, and then deal with people 😜🤪 please don’t pay attention to them. Focus on your battle with cancer. 💪 your hair is beautiful, I can understand. It will grow back if you do lose it, but it’s perfectly normal to grieve it. You rock those cute beanies girl ☺️

[@lindacarroll9189]

Praying for you!🙏🏻❤️

[@ritamonaco8062]

I really needed this. Thanks.

[@debmary2999]

Yay! One down Amanda - rest up! 🤗🥰😘

[@ameyburden8961]

My mom had cancer and it was a hard thing for her to lose her hair also I'm not sure what this person my be going through or have went through that they would make a comment like that I will pray for them that they would choose to be more kind and I will keep you in my prayer.

[@karinasanchez3285]

🙏✨💛 youare strong, you are amazing and you will get through this 🙏. Your dog is the cutest thing ever! I’m sure with time it wont be so bad as the first infusion. Sending you lots and lots of love and healing light 💞

[@jamieforler9967]

Sending prayers and I'm So Proud of You ❤

[@nataliegraham9552]

Everybody's journey is unique to them - what's important, how they react to the treatment they're experiencing, their outlook, etc. I believe we should all show grace to our fellow humans, whether you understand their vibe or not. Maybe some aspect of what you were showing us was frightening and the comments were a way of dealing with that emotion. But, better to let those people move on then get too wrapped around the axle about it. Thank you for being willing to continue sharing your journey with us. I'm prepping for major surgery on Monday that will basically tear apart and rebuild my lower left tongue/mouth and neck to chase down the cancer that has recurred there. I just got back from getting my long hair that I've had for 40 years chopped off! 😊 See, we can make decisions that work for us vs anyone else. Take care of yourself, beautiful lady - your light will shine through the pain and difficulty of the treatments and challenges you face. 🤗💞

[@lclark715]

I’m sorry to hear you are dealing with so many health challenges. I wish you a speedy recovery.

[@Lalasuga124]

Thank you for sharing your story! It is very brave of you to let us in this part of your life! Don’t listen to the negative comments ! It’s your feelings not there’s ! Your battling cancer and all of the side effects ! I can’t even imagine how you feel!when people make negative comments just block them! You have enough on your plate then worrying about ignorant people and there comments! Praying for you 😊

[@josianejojo2605]

All the best wishes 🙏

[@Amerisis1972]

My response to that comment would be bite me. Sorry but cancer effects so many people and you are helping so many.

[@peggysue7898]

You are in my thoughts and prayers 🙏🙏 You've got this!!

[@crista777444]

Oh honey, there are Always gonna be trolls. The bigger you get the more they come out to play. Tiffany Thinks just had insane surgery and people Still troll her. They say she was lying about even having cancer 🤦‍♀️ Please don't let them get you down or make you bitter. Just say hi hater 😁 have a great day and move tf on. Life is to short to pay them any mind. You are strong. You are brave. You are worthy. Blessed be 💚

[@sarhamills584]

prayers with you

[@adaalarcon427]

You are in my prayers 🙏🙏🙏

[@margaretries2606]

I have such respect for your honesty and courage. Love your babies too.

[@ljhoneywell]

This is the whole purpose of your KZbin blogging now. Of course you feel better sharing and we care about you and want to know what is happening with you. That person just needs to move on and watch somebody clean their house.

[@mda1501]

Keep sharing your stories and experiences! We are all so proud of you.

[@suzanneoakly439]

Agree totally with what you are saying about your experience, very brave xxx

[@barbarannie]

Hang in there Amanda. I am cheering you on!

[@vancekershaw6876]

My heart goes and prayers goes out to you and I hope you feel better soon ❤️

[@jaxa5719]

I am grateful to anyone who shares their experience/story. As humans we need to connect with others, but also I feel I am learning so much. If I or a loved one goes through something similar I feel I would be more prepared. Hope you don't feel too crappy.

[@Lisa-hl2pt]

I appreciate you sharing- you do it with such grace and honesty. 💕

[@laurieosullivan7066]

Thank you for sharing. Sending you love and light

[@Emma-Rose]

Thank you for sharing such a difficult time in your life. We are all sending you love and well wishes. You are so brave Amanda xx

[@Meemagolding]

The people that CARE will be here !!!! Sorry for the 2nd post…. STAY AMAZING

[@staceyloke9872]

i love this video. i’m not far from starting chemo. it’s so so amazing that i get to see what i’m in for. i’m also going to try a cold cap. why? bc i love my hair. why should cancer take away something if we can possibly control it? isn’t that this whole process? the tragedy of loss of control over your life? maybe like me you already feel defined by cancer. and i don’t want to look like the cancer person. i don’t give a flying f what anybody says about that. no one is trying to save hair over life. what a stupid thing to say.

[@nanrichards6972]

Please keep sharing. Your bravery is helping many, many of us. Thank you!

[@Hummingbird67]

Sending prayers, love and hugs to you.🙏🏾🙏🏾❤️❤️🥰🥰

[@michele4920]

Please continue to share your journey. Hugs & good thoughts to you !

[@eloisecalliham1491]

Thank you for sharing your story I’m about to go through this and I’m scared and I needed to hear that some one is going through it too thank you

[@shehnazaladin319]

Thanks for sharing my chemo also start soon

[@kelleybondzio168]

You are incredible! We love you! Please keep sharing it ALL! We appreciate your honesty and for sharing your story with us! 😉 love your fur babies btw. 🌸🦋

[@kathykramer3215]

thank you so much for being so brave. it will help so many people....God bless you and I hope your journey is as easy as physically possible...

[@patriciacarey6324]

People are so ignorant. Feel good. Sending love and prayer ❤️🙏🏻

[@Halfsteppin1]

Thank you for sharing your WHOLE journey- you got this in every way. We are here for you to share the good the bad and the ugly . You are a true warrior. Their will always be a few of those in the crowd. They can move along ❤

[@bettyconnearney7943]

You did good!! Praying you feel a little better on next treatment🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@MamaVee50]

I appreciate you sharing your journey. It’s SO helpful to us who are just beginning our fight with cancer. ❤

[@helloamandawhitworth]

I'm so sorry you are on this journey too. My heart goes out to you. Seeing love.

[@Anastashya]

Amanda, I think you’re absolutely wonderful (((hugs))). It amazes me how you share so openly because it’s a totally terrible time in your life, but it can happen to any of us! Personally, I’m high risk for the same cancer as you so I’m truly grateful for you. Thank you! Take no note of toxic, unfriendly people - too much time on their hands to be so cruel imho. I’m praying you don’t lose your beautiful hair, but I’m so sorry you’re going through the nasty treatments. They’re necessary but certainly not pleasant. Love Jez x ❤💐💐❤️

[@peggysue7898]

Stopping by to see how you are doing after chemo. Sending prayers of healing!! 🙏❤