Never say never about you going to visit your son in New Zealand. Glad you had a great time with him and made some precious memories! :)
@gwynethgrove7725 ай бұрын
So glad you had that time together, of course you feel sad now he’s gone but he must have really benefited from your guidance and love and you being his ‘Dad’. He knows you’re there , the door is open and the light shines.
@davidvaughan44805 ай бұрын
Ive lived in France 16 years I do see my kids a few times a year but I speak to them on Whats App all the time.Not the same I know but like that Im always there for them.Brave video Marc,Take care
@jasmorgan945 ай бұрын
So happy you have reconnect with your son. I really hope you both stay in touch moving forward. It's never to late my dear boy. Sending love 😊
@wendylewis10505 ай бұрын
Worth all the hard work physically and mentally Marc. To love and be loved is a precious gift ❤
@ednahawkesworth75515 ай бұрын
Concentrate on YOU now Mark. I’m so pleased that your son’s visit went well so all that anxiety was worth it even though you don’t think it did. Keep up with your jobs now Mark. 🤩
@marjoriewatton85465 ай бұрын
So pleased you had time with your son. I know exactly how you are feeling. My only son lives in the USA. Breaks my heart when he returns to the States as and when he can visit. I used to visit him and my grandchildren but my husband is too old and unwell to make the journey and I can’t leave him on his own. We do FaceTime and speak on the phone so at least we are in touch. Throw yourself into the gardening and your heartache will ease in a day or two. Just remember the joy you have had with your son.💕
@karensmyth91475 ай бұрын
Sorry to see you so down. Try and be positive and look at it that he seeked you out and came to you all the way from Nz. Emotions must have been high for both of you. He is coming back, and that's positive. I bet he loved your little sanctuary. Chin up Marc, you worked so hard to make him comfortable. Now, it's time for a furry companion. Sending you a motherly hug 😊 x
@lairdstewarthalliday63885 ай бұрын
I have not seen nor heard from my two boys in over 24 years of divorce. I live in hope ❤
@lieuwina5 ай бұрын
One can all ways live in hope Lairdstewarthalliday6388. It is tough. Who knows one day you will get a surprise.
@angelaregan4755 ай бұрын
How awful.
@mariawilson98385 ай бұрын
I am a gran , and not seen my grandchildren, interestingly they are never far from my mind. It’s hard to speak on another’s grief , wish you all the best
@micheledowson50095 ай бұрын
I can relate to this. It’s sad really.
@sabdurrauf105 ай бұрын
@@micheledowson5009 , it truly is...
@peterwhite92615 ай бұрын
Marc, I am glad you saw your son. I am sure you gave him some great advice and support.❤
@annettesharrock12365 ай бұрын
Chin up Marc you made it with the visit from your son and more memories for you and him. Hopefully you will both make an effort not to leave it so long till the next time you see each other, then you will not get so stressed about it,. I know it was a difficult situation for you both and a lot of us have not had to deal with such circumstances. So well done you ,you both pulled through it ok . At the end of the day Marc you will always be his dad , and you will always be there for him what ever😘
@jenwilliams77325 ай бұрын
So glad you got to spend time with your son. Sending hugs your way. Take care lovely x
@adrigeyer47385 ай бұрын
So glad you enjoy the time with your son, I understand the empty feeling you experience! ❤❤
@sistermecktis57915 ай бұрын
Mark I am glad you had a wonderful time with your son 💕😊
@Stitchesandmore5 ай бұрын
It certainly sounds like a challenging situation. Best to you Mark. Prayers and hugs sent your way. Wish there were more we all could do to help.
@cazziecol4 ай бұрын
He came and sought you out, so that's a good thing. Look forward now to meeting him across in the UK in a couple of years if he can't make it over to France. All my best wishes 😊
@DeborahTriplett-n3l4 ай бұрын
I feel your pain, I don’t know why things turn out the way they do. I live alone and feel the way you do in my heart. We do the best we can and I make list too❤️
@pamkullman88395 ай бұрын
I am so happy that you had a few good days with your son! I am glad that we have FaceTime and zoom to be able to see and talk to our kids. My daughter just got married and moved and graduate from college.. she got a cat❤ I had to completely change her old room around (my middle daughter moved into the bigger bedroom) so that I would quit crying every time I walked by
@upsupeter5 ай бұрын
Hopefully you both will want to see each other more. I hope you both make that effort as it’s obvious you need each other in your lives. A little thinking time I am sure will bring new perspective on things and making plans even if it’s 2years on gives you both a goal to look forward to better then12 years. Life is hard at times but we have to get on with it. Keeping in touch with him more often is a good start and I am sure you will both get closer in time.
@jeanrichardson20445 ай бұрын
I am so glad you had that time together, Dad, specially now your little boy is an adult. You can't change what has happened in the past, but you have a future. 6degrees yesterday, top of 13degrees at 3pm. NZ
@lieuwina5 ай бұрын
I am so happy that it all went well with the visit with your son Mark. You will feel strange after the visit. My two oldest children have not spoken to my husband and myself for 12 years now and the pain is always there, all I can do is pray and hope that one day we will come together again. The way I look at things is if some one dies you get to say your good byes and you have to learn to go forward, when your children are still alive and have nothing to do with you it is hard to go on, but go on you do. Hard to explain. I know they are two different scenarios. We'll see what happens as I said one can live in hope. Just focus on yourself and you and your son could do live chat over the internet to keep in touch. Perhaps once a month or so. Have a lovely day.
@PCAGA22985 ай бұрын
Many people are in your situation Marc. My 33 year old daughter discarded me 4 years ago. She is the mother of my only grandchildren. She lives across town from me but might as well be around the world. Despite being married and having children, she is still very immature as well. This estrangement thing seems to be infecting the young adults of the world. There are wonderful support groups on Facebook if you are interested ❤ Looks like you have your own bit of paradise there which must be comforting. You are not alone ❤
@BubblyinUSA20104 ай бұрын
You’re correct , there are many of us out here in the same situation sir! I miss my girls and grandchildren as well. Hang in there, there’s a better plan for you now! ❤😊
@kgar675 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing Marc....i always use Zoom or Signal with my family who live afar. Best to you.
@kaylawild40195 ай бұрын
Hopefully it won’t be as long before you see each other next time. It must be a very difficult situation. All I can really say is you’ve got a lot of people who care about you and are here for you as much as we can be
@RueRiposte5 ай бұрын
Despite the particularities of everyone's situation, parents never stop parenting. My 34-year old son just welcomed his firstborn into the world. The baby was born at 34 weeks. I don’t know what to do either. Never been down this road before. There's a fine line between being a supportive parent and being intrusive. I can only do my best. You are obviously a loving and careing father. ❤ Build on that. At least technology has given us the ability to "see" each other long-distance, which I think is a great benefit. I have a friend who meets regularly with family online for movie nights. Works for them! Lots of options to explore! 😊
@JennieMadden-os4vm5 ай бұрын
Hi Marc, I know it is hard, but at least you got to see your son,if only for a few days. Thinking of you both.
@janiceattwood19755 ай бұрын
My daughter lived in Alaska for 8 years thank god for the internet we chatted every day I went to visit a couple of times saying goodbye so glad you had a good time with your boy .
@clarereynolds96075 ай бұрын
If you love someone there's always potential heartache just around the corner..we're all here for you x
@MrJasperdog5 ай бұрын
Glad it went okay for you, it's bound to be sad saying goodbye again, you are his Dad and always will be mate.
@janetkennedy59405 ай бұрын
So pleased you built that bridge with your son, now just keep it open. Social media allows us to send out msg's to those we care about. Doesn't matter if we always get a response back or not, they know we care and that's why we continue to msg. He knows you love him and you are there for him. Don't be so hard on yourself re motivation, you had an emotional few days so give yourself time to recover. I love to see you cut the grass, that's my happy place and I put the world to rights in my own little garden.
@CynthiaEvans-i2f5 ай бұрын
Marc, my youngest daughter lives in another state and comes to visit twice a month. My heart hurts every time she goes back home, even tho I know I'll see her again. The love we have for our kids is astounding. I miss her being around.
@carolchisholm4335 ай бұрын
So glad that you had a nice time with your son. You are a good person and now he knows what you are all about and where you are. We connect via FaceTime on birthdays and special occasions with the far flung family. Take care. Hugs.
@lairdstewarthalliday63885 ай бұрын
We are with you ALL the way, Mark
@foxglove88365 ай бұрын
I have a son in the Army and i haven't a clue where he is, I just get bit's of info that his ok. That's life. Yep it is sad when they walk out of the door and you don't know when your going to see them next. I just get on with my life, And get on with the many jobs i have started 🙂. Got to finish painting fence and get my raised beds emptied so i can get the chicken wire in, Stop the mice etc. digging my veg up. Pain in the Bum. You keep busy and stay bright 🙂.
@vickimarlene49055 ай бұрын
Hi Marc. I’m feeling for you friend. I’m in the same position so can relate. You’ll get your momentum back. It’s a bit of a dip for you right now but it’ll pass. I know about lists. I use to be great at them. No good now as I’m older. Tomorrow’s another day. I’m glad you saw your son. The internet is great for keeping in touch. You’ve got us anyway. We’re here. ❤❤❤❤❤
@adelinefinlay15825 ай бұрын
Glad you enjoyed your short time with your son Marc…..as well as making your list of things to do,make time for allowing yourself to enjoy your new memories and look forward to your next meeting…..maybe putting away 5 or 10€s a week to do something extra special next time now that you have a time frame? Two years seems like forever…..you’ll wonder where they’ve gone, when you get together! X
@karenmorrison81125 ай бұрын
Just found your channel. Love your garden and nature fields. We all have to find our mo Jo sometimes. I think good on you. Don't be to hard on yourself.
@Yvonneb_5 ай бұрын
HI, Ive just subscribed. Ive got 6 sons and a daughter, 2 of the sons has ADHD and depression, which is a bit strange to me. I have anxiety since my Mum sadly passed away 5 years ago. Its always lovely to see or hear of a man who cares about his kids. Its obvious you care about your son. X
@hannakinn5 ай бұрын
❤ to you. I know the pain of living far distant from a son. I'm sorry for you, not pity but extreme empathy for you and anyone in that situation. I can't be a real mom to my adult son or a true grandmother to his 2 children and it hurts. They're well and happy so I try to keep my focus on that aspect of the situation.
@cmcmahon85515 ай бұрын
Same here.
@FaithJRB5 ай бұрын
I came across your video. I am lucky to have my sons ten minutes away and see them every week. If you can get a couple if rescue dogs they are wonderful souls and great company. It is amazing how much you come to love them.
@gaynorbistram98135 ай бұрын
Take care Mark
@PatrickCullen-q8v5 ай бұрын
Look at all you have achieved over the last few years and the potential for the future . You have a really nice place there and you have made contact with your son who I have no doubt will be reflecting on how much he enjoyed visiting you , appreciating your advice and looking forward to getting back to see you again. He was no doubt impressed at how much the thousands of viewers enjoy your videos and appreciate the effort you put in making them . I'm not surprised you felt a little down after your son's visit , I would feel the same , anyone with a son or daughter in the same situation can relate to your feelings. Hopefully he'll keep in regular touch and get to check you out on KZbin to enjoy your exploits as much as we your viewers do .
@sadjaxx5 ай бұрын
You were there when he needed to come by. He knows that you are there and he knows that he can visit. Best wishes.
@BeFree-BeFrugal5 ай бұрын
I understand what you’re feeling , I thought it had been 11 years since I saw my son, he reminded me the last time I spoke to him over Skype..it was 13 !
@christinaplaisted95635 ай бұрын
So happy you and your son had quality time together , sending you love and hugs , ❤❤❤
@angeladresler18555 ай бұрын
Just subscribed, nice for you to open up and there is always time for sons and daughters you did well to share this, you are bound to feel strange when they leave I do every time my daughter goes back to Bristol. I will go back and watch you from the beginning. Looks interesting and yes I know the feeling of motivation I been renovating for 5 years in Norfolk UK. But I holiday in France a lot with my daughter we love it. Process your emotions and feelings and treat yourself kindly. No need to rush you are in France !!!
@robinschwab51725 ай бұрын
Glad you had that time with your son. A weekly phone call to him would do you both good.
@SwordofLight5 ай бұрын
At the last of the day, about 2, I make a pile of the tools or items I will use for tomorrows chores somewhere inconvenient for me to get around. Thus, the laundry may be in the middle of the kitchen (in a basket of course!) It triggers my lets just get it done mode in the am, and seem after my morning coffee, I start it. Perhaps this will help you to have things ready and the 12 hours in between to get mentally ready to tackle it.
@juliebabcock41105 ай бұрын
Glad you got to see your son and visit with him. It is very hard to say goodbye. My son lives far away too, but we text and do skype visits to catch up. Hope you can find a way to stay in touch with your son. Lists do help to get work done. I am much more productive if I put big and little things on the list. At the end of the week, it is nice to see what has been crossed off. Thanks for the video and have a good week.
@michelle73525 ай бұрын
Hey, I've got a 52 yo son like this. Our dreams for our children don't often manifest. Just live 'em.
@marcK599.5 ай бұрын
I visit my parents every week and they are in their 90s
@dianeparry12605 ай бұрын
Yes spend some time in the garden to recharge your batteries. 😊😊😊😊
@SweetOne.5 ай бұрын
You've still got us - you're kinda stuck with us. Get a pony - Dave was a really good motivator lol
@dawnrudd24965 ай бұрын
Thinking about you marc, be kind to yourself. Im so glad you had the time with your son, i know how heartbroken you must feel, i too have a son and a situation 😢. It takes time to process things in your mind, Big hugs marc lots of love.x
@susannahwhitaker9945 ай бұрын
So glad you had that special time and of course your heart is hurting, it’s called love. Try and make regular FaceTime contact now you have physically held him and hopefully, who knows, he could be out there mowing grass with you lol🤗
@DorothyDianeParker-to2qr5 ай бұрын
It's good he has been to see you and 2 years will just fly by....
@liesavillandre34815 ай бұрын
I am glad you had a nice visit, and now the doors of communication are opened.
@trishpurden71314 ай бұрын
I know that feeling. It’s not great. Hope you know your not alone there are many of us out there in the world. Stay strong 🙏👍🙋♀️
@lorimondragon45595 ай бұрын
I am glad you and your son had some time together. It's never enough time with someone you love, I know. Big hugs to you, my friend. 🫂
@florences39635 ай бұрын
Marc thank you so much for sharing news about your son's visit. 2 days soon flies in and all the preparation you had in anticipation of his visit was well worth every minute. You are on a bit of a downer at present and who could blame you it's human nature to feel sadness but you will eventually get it together again and look back on these 2 days for many months to come. First priority is to earn some money and with the weather favourable for gardening I hope you can find some work to take your mind off heartbreak. You look after yourself Marc your emotions have been rocked to the core with highs and lows. Florence
@liliacapps96865 ай бұрын
May the Lord give you peace and comfort and very good health!! My son got killed in a car accident some years back, now my only daughter doesn't talk to us. We have three grandchildren but, we don't see them anymore. May the Lord bless you and keep you and give you peace.
@michelesauret77795 ай бұрын
You are not alone, we are with you every evening...❤
@TheAngela24685 ай бұрын
That's is good For you and him So you have been were I live gold coast Queensland Australia
@sabdurrauf105 ай бұрын
This is the first time I have visited this channel. Your sadness is palpable. I can totally relate. God-willing, your heart will heal and you and your son will stay in touch even if you are far away.
@Angela-zc9xv5 ай бұрын
Never say never ,your son has said he will be over from N Z he will no doubt have thoughts of his visit to you and he must be impressed with how you live now ,you are stability for him all is not lost he will come back to love you in a manly way ,time will tell. Love your place in France well done you should be very proud of you efforts to make a comfy home ,be proud .all the best from España
@DianaHughes-m4u5 ай бұрын
thats great your sons been to stay ,perhaps if you invite him in the next what ever months he will think about it and accept your dads offer of a stay with you ,if you ask him ,well done on seeing him ,xxgreat video good you can chat to us on here n listen to suggestions for the future x
@gailhill58155 ай бұрын
You are always the dad that doesn’t change I just saw your video the best advice I’ve ever gotten was don’t assume you will always have time later if you don’t want to have regret do what it takes to get your relationship back with your son
@deanviewofachateaumybandbi78995 ай бұрын
I spent 3 years over covid not seeing family. Twice a year now I drive from France to the UK.
@paulineobrien51755 ай бұрын
Hi Mark. Please don't be sad. Be positive. You have opened up communications. You will always be dad. Try and set up a weekly Skype or WhatsApp chat to see and talk to each. I have to do that to communicate with family and it feels they are close to me. It has been a positive time. Onwards and upwards. X
@nickvincent30295 ай бұрын
Kids wake up at different ages, all you can do is be available to chat if they want advice.
@mandyedgar46635 ай бұрын
Happy For you so much ...Tear's flowed watching you ... missing my son but happy for you to get that chance ...If it was me I would be drifting for a few day's digesting the few day's spent with him remembering all the chat's word for word ... Take care Thankyou
@ritareynolds68685 ай бұрын
So glad you had some quality time with your son. The downer you are on will pass, and you will get your mojo back. Time will fly by, in two years you will meet again. Take care and go with the flow.
@gaselekrauss4155 ай бұрын
It’s nice you opened the lines of communication. Computers do help that also.
@sushmanehru68775 ай бұрын
From india,at 68 I am living alone,have a 31 years old daughter,a husband who lives in other house,because he wants to.We are all living like this,don't worry we are all into it,hold yourself high,God is with us
@sharonheffernan95515 ай бұрын
Oh wow, so glad that you had a couple of meaningful days with your son, fingers crossed you will both be able to keep up more consistent communication in the future. Have you tried Facetime? You have spent so many months building up to this event, motivation for the future is not easy, but I have confidence in you.
@MarianneInmarsilia5 ай бұрын
You’ll get back in the swing….I’m sure it’s been a curious week for you. Be easy on yourself and enjoy your happy place gardening and progress, not perfection on that ambitious to do list ! ❤
@moniquegin84445 ай бұрын
My stepson is same age and hes not all that mature as he could be either I think because hes made video games such a major priority in his life but hes getting there, just at a slower pace
@pamelawalton12555 ай бұрын
It's hard to let go isn't it, we can't wrap them up in cotton wool as much as we want to , we have to let them live their own lives that's what we do as parents❤ and if we had good parents that's what they allowed us to do, stand on our own two feet.
@hilarywhiston98735 ай бұрын
That is a hard empty feeling when you have looked forward to meeting and then its over. Having to say goodbye adds to that ache I know but keep in touch more with your son now you have become closer.
@thomasflaherty4765 ай бұрын
Sorry to see you lost I don't have any kids so I just don't know how you are feeling but you just have to do your best let's hope your son comes back to you again soon I can't say thanks for a lovely video be cost it was not good to see you so down and out take care
@TheVilborg5 ай бұрын
You have to take care of yourself first !!! Good luck !! ❤💯💯💯❤
@dianesmith52545 ай бұрын
It's lovely that you and your son managed to spend a few days together, it is difficult when family live miles apart . With technology these days we speak /video call our children and the rest of our family through WhatsApp. There are other apps I.e Facebook and Zoom, if this helps.😊
@ritaqualter96075 ай бұрын
I wish I could give you a big hug!!
@Africanmumsworld5 ай бұрын
Hello, watching from kenya Africa. Sorry for the anxiety situation
@GoingsoloinFrance5 ай бұрын
Very pleased to have you along :-)
@Reet645 ай бұрын
Glad you had a good time together.
@InekeDusseljee5 ай бұрын
Maybe you need a small holiday! Get a different perspective for a little while. But very glad you did you meet up with your son. One can talk and see one another with camera now and again, thanks to internet. I do with my family and friends in the west of Europe, while I live in the Balkans. Stay safe Mark, enjoy your nature reserve.
@drusabs5 ай бұрын
divide the list into categories top priority must do, inside jobs outside jobs so if weather not good outside, want to do but need research, dream projects might do if money and time available. Then put time limits on the project you start. Finish it before starting another.
@ThelmaLivesey5 ай бұрын
Feel for you, all our love❤
@KarenHarvey-lp1lb5 ай бұрын
Big hugs x
@dancourt47925 ай бұрын
I know it wasn't for as long as you would have liked with your son but I hope it was a time you will cherish until the next time you see each other x
@lisaclark22895 ай бұрын
Sending hugs ❤
@mrssue91375 ай бұрын
Focus in preparing for winter then it won't be a surprise when it comes, but where is summer I hear you say. What a topsy-turvy world we live in. 😊
@peterincork31215 ай бұрын
Good man, Marc, delighted for you. 🙂
@ceciliaatkinson50925 ай бұрын
I’m glad that you got a visit in.
@readycool96005 ай бұрын
You stay strong Marc and your son will be back. Just keep in touch via FaceTime or Skype. I’ve raised 6 children, 2 step children (girl-boy) 2 biological sons and 2 grandchildren (girl/boy).The 2 step children I raised from ages 6 and 7 and their mom didn’t come back until they were 14 and 15. The step daughter died tragically in a car accident at age 28 and the step son we haven’t seen in 6 years because he is a drug addict. Has been for the last 15 years. My 2 biological sons, the oldest passed at the age 25 due to a heart defect that had never been diagnosed. The most heartbroken I have ever been! My youngest son is 35 and only calls a few times a year even though he only lives 40 miles away. He doesn’t share the same political or religious leaning that we 😊😊😊do. Finally my 2 grandchildren are from my son that passed. The mom gave birth to his daughter 4 months after his death. She was pregnant when my son met her but the father was absent so my son stood by her side until she had her son. Ten months later his daughter was born. When she was 3 weeks old the police called saying that they had the children and the mom was being arrested for child neglect. They wanted to know would I take custody so I did. I was 51 years old with my youngest son about to graduate high school. The mom never tried getting custody back, she wanted to party and do drugs. Now they are 15 and 16. The mom has gotten clean from drugs and wanted to be a part of their lives again so we are taking it slow. The grandson, keep in mind he isn’t actually our biological grandson, doesn’t want nothing to do with her. My son’s daughter is hesitant. I made sure she had been drug free for over a year before I would consider her even seeing them again. Hell I’ve been their mama all their lives with not even so much as a phone call from her. It’s very sad to me but I’m about to be 67 years old and my husband just turned 70. Our health is not good so they are going to need more family to be in their lives besides us when we pass. The mom has 1 sister that has been in touch with the children all their lives but recently they have met their other grandma and 2 siblings. Another sibling born after my granddaughter was put up for adoption is out there somewhere. So see Marc your life is way less complicated than mine. I have a friend that was never able to have children. She said to me recently that whenever she got depressed about not having kids she would call me lol. Ive been a mom sending children to school for the last 41 years. Jeez that’s crazy! I’ve lived a crazy life but I’ve loved my children, every single one of them. God bless you and your son and I pray you will be able to see each other more frequently.
@GoingsoloinFrance5 ай бұрын
Thank you, I really appreciate you sharing your story :-)
@Katefibroninja5 ай бұрын
Bless you for all you have been through.
@elsynjogu75785 ай бұрын
Hope you find peace ❤
@claireSE165 ай бұрын
It’s been a big deal for you reengaging with your son . Try to make sure you build on this connection and don’t let it slip because he’s so far away. I know it’s difficult but either way WhatsApp contact or FB / insta is easy to keep up the momentum.
@deerhaven33505 ай бұрын
I never had children (I'm single and 69 now) , but I do have a niece (my sister's daughter) who visits me every three months, even though she lives in another state. I cherish every moment we spend together and am so thankful she wants me in her life. Are you able to Zoom with your son? That might be a fun way to keep in touch.
@robertbarnier455 ай бұрын
Go well man. I can relate. Aussie Bob 😊
@shirleyanneyoung9555 ай бұрын
I don’t know anything about you and your son’s relationship but I’m 66 yo and when I think about my relationship with my mother and the things that were unresolved I revert to that child who didn’t know the reasons but knew my mum blamed me anyway.
@carolwhite69795 ай бұрын
the time you shared with your son was so important for both of you. Maybe it will be the start of renewed regular contact. Letters, old fashioned, maybe, but a good way to share your thoughts and experience. Something he can hold. from your hands to his. Our children are always your children, no matter how old they ... or you... are. Take care.