My Journey To Discover My Soul

[@abcdef1942]

Hi Noah I am your father.I am so happy to hear of your journey. It’s good to know these other parts of you witch I did not know. Your commitment to only speaking the truth and for wanting to know your soul in ever deeper way is so evident and wonderful to witness. Your exposing yourself in this way and letting yourself be so vulnerable is so inspiring and beautiful You are beautiful Noah. I feel so fortunate and proud to have you as my son. I love you

[@SC-oi9wp]

❤️❤️❤️

[@mamathemeat]

Wow 🤩

[@NenaLavonne]

Noah, thank you for all you are and all you do. Your kindness and wisdom bring so much comfort snd healing ♥️🙏

[@keeponrockin85]

I've lived a great portion of my life in what I thought was the "intellect and logic" realm, but recently have realized (through therapy and processing childhood trauma) that I am inherently an emotional being, and denying my emotions is one of the most irrational and illogical things I can do. My emotions tell me things that my "logical" mind can dismiss and deny away (which is a way of denying reality). The emotions are able to find truth hidden by the "rationale". Thank you for sharing your story 💜 I have recently re-found your videos, in the past (a few years ago) your videos really helped me get through some times of despair, and now I am enjoying reconnecting and hearing these new insights 🌻🌈🌞

[@Em-gj2sg]

That is a really profound realisation

[@keeponrockin85]

@@Em-gj2sg It certainly felt profound to me 💚 and rocked my worldview 🤩

[@maheshm6491]

Beautiful! Thank you for your courage and honesty in sharing this with us. I am happy that this new path opened up in your life.

[@kaja8521]

Huge respect for the courage to go beyond your fears so manny times over and speak the truth. Really made me cry

[@italymad]

Some days I have "logic" and some days I have zero! Noah, I recall one of your videos years ago (how to deal with anxiety) when I was going through a tough time. You said "you are ok, there is nothing to fix here,". Some days I am desperate for answers and some days I am OK to know it's OK not to know anything(!)

[@lindaszlagowski8888]

Dear Noah I' m touched and this video causes resonance from/in the soul. Shyness, fear better/worse, special/ordinary comes with that strong identification with I, me, my = experiencing life through the ego. Watching those of your videos where you share YOUR innermost BEING is bathing, immersing

[@philc494]

Thank you very much - hearing about your journey gives me courage to begin mine. I wish you light

[@augustevans8499]

Noah, your video comes at the perfect time to encourage me to continue my ancestral project in searching for my great-grandmother, who disappeared, and whose story remains a mystery in our family. Your story has urged me to continue in my search because understanding her fate is crucial to my own soul's. Thank YOU!!

[@CFCColdPalmer20]

You really calm the mind, you are so helpful. Thank you so much Noah for all these years, your videos have helped me a lot 🙏

[@NenaLavonne]

I agree! He is a treasure!

[@utubemovies393]

Oh many thanks Noah! I look for your videos and watch them repeatedly because they are so very help to me. And thanks too, for sharing such authentic experiences as well as all your topics which are of great benefit.

[@deryamilner7408]

I feel the same fear like anyone in the universe thank you for speaking about it for us to realise

[@lindaszlagowski8888]

in realm of the soul where personal individual aspects do no more exist. Just Freedom Love nameless, timeless Bliss. Please carry on sharing YOUR experiences, encourage us to clean up, confront our shadow to live happier and hopefully make the world lighter in both meanigs! Thanks and Blessings!

[@andresraave3323]

i feel you, when i see and watch your video-stories....like a brother from another mother! :)

[@arianrezaei4520]

Hi noah, the moment i started to really dissolve my ego and seek for my soul and enlightenment the first person who i started following was you, in your past video where you talked about the child that told you she hates herself and you started crying, it kinda help me to go back to my own childhood traumas and try to release them, i cried just like you for many days and i was in extreme pain i wanted to get a session with you in that time cause i really connected with you but i coudn't afford it, i really wanted to die for the first time in my life it was not a thought anymore but it was kinda real, then in the future when i got over my pain and connected to my emotional body just like you, i had my awakenings and discovered my soul. thank you noah for sharing your positivity with me i'll try to be a positive force in this world carrying your light :)

[@RuthStern123]

I loved your authentic share....made me stop and think more deeply about things and my journey. I believe you are a teacher, so am I, and we all are,,,,

[@dorsetbigcat]

I've remembered and spoke of past lives since I was 4 years old in this life. I remember one of them particularly well and several others only in part. I have not worked through them as you have. I have and always will work on my evolution in this life since almost dying from alcoholism and a whole manner of personal issues 7 years ago. I also remember discussing and agreeing certain conditions of who I am in this life before I entered it. I am certainly intrigued to know what it might be like to have the perspective of living from your soul. I have, however, not yet managed to get over a wall in my self growth despite continued persuit of the resolution. I still have some emotions that I do not let fully surface. Noah, you are my brother, if we ever had a conversation, you would see how we could easily connect in many ways.

[@djok5194]

What a delightful creature you are! ❤️

[@supriyap6062]

thank you for sharing, it was beautiful listening to your experience. i strive for clarity and contentment and listening to this i have faith that someday i will guide myself there.

[@GahRelacionamentosConscientes]

Heey Noah, I so deeply appreciate your vulnerability & truth. Hahaha I can relate so much to some of the things you were sharing. What a blessing it is to have you in my life. I feel like showering you with looove haha! Always a pleasure to know more about your journey. ❤

[@dusk5956]

I can relate to you in some way. Where sometimes I do hide my happiness and success to others. I don’t want to be seen as better than, to protect themselves from their own judgement against themselves, and then a projection onto me. I found that also by being placed on a pedestal invalidates my pain or my obstacles that I deal with. But the truth is, we all have our own lives and we all have the capability to feel deeply. We should not compare ourselves based on perception of success.

[@amitranjanmohanty4170]

I like your voice the type you calm the mind😊

[@dragansmoljan7917]

You helped me so much

[@ada692]

Thank you for sharing your wisdom Noah. My fiance died in an accident when I was pregnant with our son. The second I met him I had a feeling that I've known him already, I also had this strange feeling about some of his friends that I have met them before, even though I haven't. From the very beginning of our relationship we had a strong feeling that we're meant for each other, but he was always rushing it, he wanted to show me and tell me as much as possible as fast as possible as if he knew that he didn't have much time with me. I remember him saying once jokingly that he probably won't live a long life, as he was a bit of a chaotic person, always attracting little accidents and then this one accident happened... I really want to believe that our story was supposed to be that way, that that was our journey in this life and now he's doing something else and it gives me some comfort. But I am affraid that something along the way just went terribly wrong and I lost my soulmate. I remember you talking about how you met your girlfriend and that you've known her in your past lives. I guess I am still seeking reassurance which I probably can't get from you, but I just wanted to share my story and hope that you'll read it and maybe give me some insight, you never know. :) Thank you again for all that you do, you've been helping me immensly in different stages of my life, it seems like your content is transforming in just the right time for me. :)

[@NoahElkrief]

You may find it helpful to look into books about soul planning or lives between lives in order to get access to your answer. There are facilitators out there who help you get access. From the perspective of the soul, it is not possible for something to go wrong. There is no specific plan we decide that must be followed. So we therefore can't go astray or wrong. There are qualities we want to develop, and we create possible plans to achieve the growth we desire. But, within each plan is the possibility that we won't be able to do it the way we planned, so plan alternatives for a variety of different possibilities. Hope that's helpful.

[@ada692]

Thank you, it helps to think that from the soul perspective nothing has gone wrong. I will look into this closer, any particular books that you'd recommend?

[@ada692]

Wow I read a similar story in Robert Schwartz's book, I'm speechles

[@jeanjacqueslundi3502]

I actually found Noah's reply very interesting. Me personally I've been living under the impression I was after my soul's purpose and making SURE I made no choices that 'wouldn't' be alligned with that (even though I don't know what it is :D). As far as soulmates, I can say I created for myself the experience of coming together with someone I briefly belived could be my twinflame, and the relationship went nowhere.....and my OWN vague intuitive sense of "there ought to be a ONE" created a lot of pain for me, because I projected it onto this person...and then we seperated. What I can say is that since then I've kinda understood a bit more how I think the universe works in terms of relationships and I've grown a distaste for "the one". I realized the person with very similar value system that feels deeply like I do on what i feel is most important, probably doesn't exist out there. We do have multiple soulmates though.....people we have a sense of compatibility with across many timelines..........but from what I've gathered without doing the shadow work....they can really come across as very different people to us. Anyway, soulmates aren't important. Whatever we project we will find when we meet the right person....is an unsustainable feeling outside of our OWN embodiment of it. Your person was probably a soulmate in that there was some familiarity and comptabillity at your energetic essence level.........but you have LOADS of people like that on this planet. We don't meet them all because they only show up when our soul as deemed them relevant..............ie.................the very fact we don't feel they are out ther ein the world..........is part of the Veiling process we are subject upon incarnation.............it serves the soul to have the human feel it's isolated in this world.

[@SC-oi9wp]

Love to see and hear you laugh. Your a beautiful soul, beautiful person ❤️

[@tommosher5166]

I love you! It feels good to be validated and encouraged. Support is all you receive from me.

[@tal_tarot]

Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can you here me screaming? THANK YOU, Noah!

[@zimtot]

Thank you for sharing and for the courage, Noah. Some of what you told me I can relate, other things made me question beliefs and other things made me wonder. I'm not sure if I understood the implications of what you meant, when you said you were afraid to connect with your soul and lose your mom and dad, because that would mean letting Noah and Noah's family go. Whenever I consider my death (death of the body mind or the death that I feel approaching when I gradually get deep and anchored on myself), I feel great resistance and a fear of losing my mom and dad too, and losing friends, and fear becoming someone people wont recognize and love anymore. And right now, even though I love those people and like many things about life, I don't want to live again, and the idea of reincarnation scares me. I'm not sure if I'm speaking from the same place you are, as I feel like I easily lose myself in thought and emotion, but I felt I could relate to what you said. We've talked about death last year, which helped me a lot, but hearing you now made me understand a little bit more that it's ok to feel all those fears. Some things you said made me question beliefs. Living from experience and from my truth seems like a good idea to me, but many times without me knowing I get attached to words from people I respect, be them you or someone else. For instance, you said somethings briefly about our soul being what brings life to our physical bodies. That created a conflict within me. I kept thinking "how can souls bring life to physical bodies if bodies are made of the awareness within and around them. Isn't the physical an illusion like time and space? Isn't awareness the soul?" And then I saw I was probably losing myself in concepts again, losing myself in beliefs, rather than seeing from my experience. So what you said made me question previous words I carry with me, take everything with a grain of salt and see that maybe those words by different people are pointing to the same thing, just from another angle. Lastly, even though I don't understand and try to not believe some of the more over the top things you said (I don't know how to write it better, sorry. I don't mean it in a disrespectful way), it makes me wonder how deeper and larger existance is. It makes me look life from another angle, which can feel like a rich contemplation to me. Anyway, thank you a lot again and thanks to the internet. I might never have met you otherwise.

[@heartsource]

Thank you soul for your openness ❤️ It's helpful. I hope you will speak more about the soul. I'm trying to connect to myself as a soul (mostly using Sitting in the power exercise). And live more from the heart and emotional body. Though fears and being in the intellect blocks me.

[@deryamilner7408]

The thing is the fear is so huge that only ones who wants to face it can say it, it is the acknowledgment of yourself , congratulating you with my all hearth. Me I dont know where I am , whether I am near to that point or be very far away. But the fear, I acknowledge that.

[@davidblack747]

Noah, well done! Soul smile!

[@SongsbyCharleneApril]

Life, being alive, it’s all flavors, it’s all yum. Sadness, yum. Joy, yum. Hate, yum. Love, yum. Fear, yum. All emotions are connected to each other, all are wonderful. Though we think we want fear and sadness and hate to permanently go away, instead embrace those feelings and let them flow, they are natural. Being alive is a ride, it’s like leaves on a tree, sometimes they whip around in the wind, sometimes they are still and bathed in sunlight, sometimes they dry up and fall off. It’s ok.....

[@mahparasafdar9281]

thankyou for sharing this, I could relate with so many parts of your experience, for me experiencing my soul happens only for split seconds . its more like an in between moment. i feel as if i am just observing things,there are no thoughts or emotions in that moment.you experience that you are not your emotions or thoughts there is a third thing that is experiencing everything and its your soul.everything comes to life in that moments.my heart starts racing i am very calm and i know that maybe i will lose myself if i keep visiting this state. i could not relate with the past lives part, as you said you followed an indian guru when you were very young,maybe that's why you believe in past lives. I am a muslim and i have never believed in past lives. I would recommend you to read books on sufism like secrets of secrets or Kashf al mahjub.

[@celiayin6473]

Hi Noah, thank you so much for sharing this. I believe similar energy/frequency will attract together, and maybe that’s why I found your channel and watched this video? I wanna say that I really love this video and appreciate you sharing your experience. It is very very eye opening and informative. I also find myself spending a lot of time thinking about the meaning of life or finding the truth. And with me growing older I purposely to avoid doing that because I think it’s a very long and painful and hopeless journey ( because maybe I cannot accept I cannot find the truth or there is no truth?). And I’m also kind of obsessed with aliens stuff coz I think they may know more about the truth? I don’t know if what I’m talking about makes sense, but anyways thanking so much for sharing! I think this video may be a sign brought by sth I subconsciously believe in to let me search more about the unknown. I don’t know.

[@jeanjacqueslundi3502]

I have to find a way to connect to some people before I die and contrast experiences. I'm 37 and the spiritual journey is nothing like I thought it would be when I started meditating back when I was 23. We appear to all have RADICALLY different expereiences. Even what one would call awakening and subsequent embodiment........I can't put it into words....btu mine just feels different to many other people whose stories I hear online. We appear to be totally different energies, in totally different scenarios.........aiming for totally different thigns...........and everything seems to be allowed to play out............but it's getting incrinsingly difficult for me to find objective yardsticks to make sense of this universe. I never wanted enlightenment...yet the narrative leads us to think we are generally in a similar pursuit.....and I feel I'm allowed only so much leeway to NOT fit in with the "embodied" crowd....as if whether it was the point or not....whoever writes the narrative with most conviction....is the one who dictates what it means ot be a spiritual human in 2024.

[@surakshaguragain5538]

Forever thankful for your videos🙇

[@Ingeniousdrp1]

Spot on. I understand the things you said. I agree and I work daily towards living from a place of surrender. An open heart. This stuff is scary and I get frightened too. But there is no equal. Just a taste and you never forget and it drives one on. Everything else pales in comparison. I am no saint means more work to do and I am ok with that. Thanks for making the video. Thanks for sending me the email so I can watch them :)

[@NoahElkrief]

You're welcome Daniel. Thanks for sharing your experience with me.

[@magdad9913]

Thank you, I think I experienced something similar.

[@coomartist]

excited to watch!!

[@mamathemeat]

You are wise but I don’t idolize you ❤️ I want to share my experiences too and I’m also scared to be seen like that because I am scared my mind will form a spiritual ego. I’ve done this before and I did that also before. Thank you for sharing. You have helped me so much. Truly, you have. I feel you speak to my soul. You are so brave. I have felt the same fear of sharing. I have seen past lives of being burned as a witch. I’ve felt that feeling with my soul and I’m scared I will lose my mind also since both my birth parents were labeled “schizophrenic”

[@NoahElkrief]

I hear you Jessica. Thanks for sharing. I totally get that. Maybe start with sharing personally with people who are open to this sort of thing, then take steps towards more publicly if you feel the pull. Good luck!

[@bentannahill8038]

Thank you for sharing. Helpful on this ridiculous journey :)

[@nkinsella8176]

Thanks for this amazing video, it's so beneficial to hear this perspective from someone who has done so much internal work from such a young age and managed to tune in to energies and open their mind up so much. The physicist Donald hoffmann says that the maths tells us that everything we're seeing is not real and it's like our soul is in a virtual reality here in this existence.

[@AlekThunder47]

I am living in a waking nightmare and experience intense emotional suffering on a daily basis. I tried almost everything, nothing really helps. I plan on putting away all that lets me escape from my experience. It might end up badly for me, but I don't see any other option. I don't know what to do. I wish I had a friend who could listen. Good luck, Noah and guys. I sincerely hope you're doing better than me.

[@NoahElkrief]

I'm sorry to hear that Alek. It might not be advisable to try to get rid of all your escapes. The escapes can be helpful and allow us to not feel too much intensity. I wish you luck. Try to be gentle with yourself. Life isn't easy.

[@Diogenes_Lantern]

Proud of you, Noah. There's a video on my channel I credited to you before I went through a very large part of my "dark night of the soul", I think you should take some time, look at it and see what comes up for you.

[@orangemocha3693]

Love everything .

[@eva-8606]

It would be great if you could share your wisdom with us. The counseling is too expensive for many of us, but maybe if you made some kind of online course we could really learn and heal a lot 💚 you are a kind soul, Noah.

[@chgofirefighter]

Sadly, there’s a fee doe his one on one sessions from $400+ to $800+ he does offer a discounts for his help just don’t? While I understand that nothing in life is for free true help should be given away freely especially for those that needed the most or can’t afford such fees. Also, I don’t know what educational background, experience Noah has that I can’t answer but he seems to be very knowledgeable. It would be nice to create some sort of online tutorial to help others such as a forum, etc but these things require work, money and time. I hope Noah offers some financial relief and incentive for those that can’t truly afford his services because there’s many that need guidance….

[@jpat6643]

I don't really know but I know that your parents also love you deeply and wouldn't be shaken by anything you reveal to them.

[@qetuos6]

High 5 Noah!,,,thank you ✨

[@scottybthebrand]

I have learned it as the Illumination of Consiousness. It's really hard to understand because humanity is selfish and we conceptualize everything in terms of what is physical, and we're ultimately afraid of what comes after being here. The space before life is essentially the same as after, but we just don't know and can't access it. So interesting.

[@scottybthebrand]

Ah, that means a lot Noah, thank yoy!

[@berritandersen288]

Thanks for sharing 🙏

[@Mallwalker1]

Hi Noah, it’s me Anao, we met in Bali. How are you doing? I left Bali last year, living in Kyiv now, planning to stay here the next years. 🤗 🙏 💚

[@RedFeather11]

Hi Noah. How can I know about my past life? Namaste! 🙏🏻😇😇

[@piggytsai2226]

Through deep meditation I think

[@RedFeather11]

@@piggytsai2226 thank you. 🙏🏻🙏🏻😇😇

[@deryamilner7408]

Our past leader once told to the media at that time take my video when I am drinking alcohol, he did not want to be seen an idol, although he had great things he wanted to be seen one of us with weaknesses, with being a human. Just relax be yourself, if people follows you relax you do not have to be perfect

[@natalijamutic8313]

Ohh I was wondering.When people say that "we are all one",does that mean that we are manifestations of a higher being or that we are separate souls but that "oneness" means we are all the same kind of energy but with different characteristics,since we all have different experiences?

[@NoahElkrief]

I can't say what other people mean, but it's certainly more like the 2nd one from my perspective

[@natalijamutic8313]

@@NoahElkrief Yeah I like that better to be honest haha

[@eva-8606]

How can we experience past lives? Could you please make a video on this? Should we look for a professional or can we do it on our own? Thank you Noah 💚

[@NoahElkrief]

I never went to a past life just to experience it. Rather, I felt pain in my body that I wanted to address, and this led me to a painful experience in a past life that I could heal. If you have a desire to experience a past life (or to heal one), I would say that seeking out someone who helps people with that professionally would probably be the easiest way. Good luck!

[@thomasche]

Exactly ! Be very careful Eva, you can meet “teachers” that takes your money or simply will mess you up emotionally. Remember, no advice is better than a bad advice. Regards

[@khuranapriyanka]

How do you balance existing as a soul n your soul needs with what you need as Noah in this life? Do you feel addressing needs born of superficial systems like capitalism or an ambition in this lifetime etc that are only relevant in this life take away from a soulful experience?

[@NoahElkrief]

I feel like my desires as a soul and my desires as Noah are one and the same. It is totally beautiful to have the desire to experience joy and pleasure, to experience a loving relationship, to experience helping others, or to experience achieving a goal. It is just that trauma and programming can sometimes hijack our desires so that our desire for a relationship (for example) is coming from an idea that we need it to not feel lonely as opposed to because we truly desire to experience it.

[@khuranapriyanka]

@@NoahElkrief very true, in a way us reasoning away our desires is also a result of programming. Thank you for your reply, i have been watching your videos for years, they have always provided a great place of safety and joy for me on the internet ❤ this journey that you are on is one i have been on myself, i am glad to hear your thoughts on it, best wishes

[@coomartist]

noah are you vegan? do you feel that abstaining from consuming animal products is more spiritually/energetically/etc healthy for you?

[@NoahElkrief]

Yes. From my experience, meat and dairy are much more energetically dense.

[@Em-gj2sg]

Can you say how to find and experience past lives?

[@NoahElkrief]

No, I'm sorry. I don't have a way to do that.

[@jpat6643]

Noah have you ever considered that your hesitancy and fear...dishonors your subscribers in a way. We all follow you because we love you and connect with you. You should trust us enough by now not to be so fearful about telling us things. I think most of us wouldn't be shaken by anything you have to share.

[@jtallen6274]

I will choose to applaud Noah for moving forward thru the hesitancy and fear, rather than admonish him for their presence. He didn't ask for hesitancy and fear. He worked with what was there.

[@davidmahle1221]

Dear Noah, that was mind-blowing and captivating. I'm going to listen to that a few more times, lol :-). Seriously. I've nearly bought an hour of your time many times because I wanted to share with you in person one day..... You were quite literally the very first person I found on KZbin to help me process some really bad shit. I wanted to thank you personally on live video sometime and also share a piece of my journey and love to hear your thoughts :-) A guy in Commerce, Georgia USA says thank you :-) David 🇺🇸🙏

[@NoahElkrief]

You're very very welcome David :)

[@coomartist]

noah, do you believe that everything that's happened to your life was asked for and agreed upon in a sense, from the painful to the beautiful to the mundane? or do you believe some things truly are just random occurances with no meaning behind them?

[@NoahElkrief]

Neither. I planned many outcomes, but none of the outcomes are guaranteed. They are all possibilities. What happens depends on my choices in this life.

[@coomartist]

@@NoahElkrief that actually scares the shit out of me lol i thought everything in this life was pre-ordained. of course i understand that it's your perspective, i try not to build a worldview around things others have said but i havent confirmed myself. that being said... that's pretty crazy man fuck!!

[@harmonyruiz5654]

mentor

[@jonandercerrongarcia5613]

Dude you really made the story intriguing haha. The thing I don't fully understand is that when you speak as Noah do you still have some kind of self image that you identify with? It seems to me that you speak from a quite personal place

[@NoahElkrief]

I speak from a very personal place for sure, but I don't seem to need a self-image to do that. I am me, without needing to have a set of ideas that define me.

[@Em-gj2sg]

Are you ok?

[@NoahElkrief]

yes

[@Eric-rs1zu]

Noah do you or have you ever used any recreational drugs or alcohol to numb your pain or negative thoughts?

[@NoahElkrief]

No. I used to use sugar to numb

[@deryamilner7408]

Do you smoke normal cigarette

[@NoahElkrief]

no

[@seanpavlik]

Do you think the hesitancy to speak about these subjects is from being burned at the stake in previous lives? interesting thought!

[@drakebigley3675]

Noah, my initial thoughts were, “I can’t believe he fell for this” “How is this different than any other “religion” or “held belief”. “What makes this theory true and another false?” Maybe these are my own personal defense mechanisms acting out and my logical brain trying to make sense of things. A lot to take in but thanks for sharing.

[@neildmello1]

Hello Noah. Would you be able to help someone who feels numb (not in touch with emotions)? I was going through your website a few weeks ago and I read that you cannot help people who are not in touch with their emotion's.

[@NoahElkrief]

I'm really sorry Neil, but I cannot. I've tried many times with clients and it hasn't worked out well. It's just not something that I have the capacity to do. I hope that you can find someone else that can help. You may want to try some form of energetic bodywork. We often can't feel emotions because we don't feel safe in our body. Receiving bodywork can help with this.

[@GahRelacionamentosConscientes]

Hey Neil, I have worked with people (&myself) that feel numb and, in my experience, it comes from trauma. It's often a protection from the body to not feel pain that we got from childhood. It can take a lot of work and dedication to "awaken" the body again. If you feel open, I would recommend reading about the wound of "shock" in the book "Face to face with fear - krishnananda trobe". That was really helpful for me. Hope this serves you somehow

[@neildmello1]

@@NoahElkrief No Problem, Noah. Thanks for recommending a suitable modality. I'll look what body work is and hopefully find someone that can help. I'm aware that I have strong emotions and I'm also aware that I myself am resisting from feeling them. BTW your personal experience reminded me of a short story I read long time ago on a blog. You might enjoy this: www.galactanet.com/oneoff/theegg_mod.html

[@neildmello1]

@@GahRelacionamentosConscientes I agree!. Its probably (or definitly) an unconscious resistance to trauma from my past. Thank's for recommending that book. I'm looking it up right now.

[@Nick-jq3gh]

Something I did to become more aware of my emotions, was to do breathing twice a day, 15 minutes each. The book The Presence Process really taught me a lot about discovering my emotions and talks about this breathing process. Another useful strategy, was to drive to a field where nobody else was around, somewhere I felt safe. I would sit in my car and totally feel and allow whatever I felt, and this allowed my tears to flow.

[@maziel2]

I liked some of your videos where u use relativity to overcome some psychological problems. I just dont understand why many ppl with spiritual background have to go dawn to rabbit hole and make up mythical stories of out of this world experiences which supposed to show how blessed they are, like half human half god or so. Its well know in spiritual realm that you need to take this step to make your self more powerful and more like guru figure if u do teaching or couching. In the same time its just weird story of egoistic self. It happened to you or for u but in spiritual "reality" we know there is no substantial self or any soul. Yeah, it may be in Hindu or Christian religion but religion is again just story or a tool we use to remove all stories about self or any other stories as a temporary, non essential product of our mind. I dont think it was necessary to take this step. As you probably know spiritual awakening is to be awaken FROM stories or believes. Only egoic mind produce more stories to build the self as more mysterious or advance. peace.