My rebellious last day as a teenager before turning 20 ft. sneaking out

[@RisIgrec]

please follow me on instagram and twitter @risigrec because i love validation. anyway not pictured is me literally getting kicked out of a parking lot by the cops in the middle of the night bc i was FREAKED so i did not film. soz

[@michelvillarrealduran2490]

I love u!!!! ❤ how do u do to be so fantastic?

[@aabb-im7ml]

obožavam tvoje videe poz iz zagreba

[@twoghostsinacornfeild]

Just wanted to say I think your really cool and I love your vids, have a n awesome day 👍

[@riri89927]

*we have been trying to contact you about your car’s extended warranty*

[@mothercheese484]

This was the best coming of age movie I have ever seen

[@Leo-vy1uv]

Im definitely using this as a writing prompt

[@NOVA-ol4jn]

Hahaha I love this comment

[@XxbugsiexX]

Most definitely

[@doggiebi.]

lmao

[@lissad5622]

"do you ever feel like a dumb stupid little useless baby?" Me, with a spoonful of Zoodles heading to my mouth: :(

[@Ghost_0418]

As a 16 year old who doesn’t have a car, hasn’t had their first kiss, and never been to a high school party. This made me feel a whole lot better.

[@froggy_6716]

Same!

[@P0nyl0ve]

Why would you have a car at 16?

[@mermaidmoongoddess]

@@P0nyl0ve so many teens have cars at that age. at least where i’m from 🤔

[@madilynmiller5422]

same b

[@froggy_6716]

@@P0nyl0ve cause that’s the year a lot of teenagers get their license

[@acealexander6359]

“do you ever feel like a stupid useless little baby?” me sitting here making a hot pocket at 10am and drinking monster out of a boot cup

[@drawbootiful8665]

Same except im not drinking monster >:(

[@illogicalclover]

Teen years suck, early 20’s reeeeally suck, but 24/25 is when stuff starts to click into place. Good luck everyone.

[@flowerjournal7949]

Thank you 😭

[@oboebuddy15]

I'm almost 25. WHERE'S THE CLICK!? lol

[@lexlane_]

30 is when things click into place***

[@ameliabenson20]

tbh, turning 25 this yr and i feel like ive only just gotten the hang of this adult thing to where i can enjoy it

[@AngelCaz7]

ughhh i hope im 20 this yr n i feel like my life has been so out of place for the past 2 yrs i just dont know what to do!

[@sheoncewas]

Ok on a serious note tho, why am i crying. Like why?? Its literally so wierd

[@tubslg]

Saaame 😭😭😭

[@katalina8120]

It got me too

[@AngelAngel-yx5uz]

Because life is only training to get a job and you barely actually start living in your twenties

[@Beeetlejjug]

Right??

[@adinaligaleimane9055]

Same. I just started crying in end. I felt so deeply emotional at the end xd

[@madilynmiller5422]

why did i almost start crying at the end reminiscing about a life that isn't even mine :/

[@alexera_]

SAME

[@Badusername2000]

Im gonna be getting all my "rebellious teen" things out of the way in my 20s, because ive spent most of my time from the ages 16 to 20 inside doing nothing, and before that i only did stuff at school

[@binabutternborajelly]

same

[@danycracks4490]

Yeah me too. I just did my first rebellious teen thing about a month ago, which was cutting my hair off. All I needed to do was film it and I could've been one of those youtubers 😅

[@danycracks4490]

@@electricfishfan ayyyy yea do it! I remember when I cut off the first chunk i was hysterical and just wanted to laugh😆

[@vitaash3735]

Lmao “but you don’t play sports” I’m crying

[@ShelbyPlatt]

i totally had that moment when driving home from work the other day of "no one can tell me no" so i stopped and got fries and a mcflurry. i, too, am a good two shoes and felt so rebellious (AT THE AGE OF 25) going to get a cheeky mcflurry and fries with my adult money. XD

[@clane7904]

the lil chad and ryan picture under "romance"... amazing. THAT is true love.

[@bright_chan8367]

as someone who is a teenager , i feel like a fucking fetus knowing your turning 20

[@DasMieps]

I'm turning 30 this year and feel like the grandma of this comment section. 😂😭

[@_.Rebel.exe._]

SAME

[@badmelll]

Trust, when you’re 20 you’re going to feel like a baby still. You’ll feel old too in the way where you wish you were a teen again.

[@whosaabi]

bruh, i've not been this early even to my online classes

[@rorisbellies2490]

I’m at a loss for words on how this video makes me feel.

[@zahlija]

I have been idolizing the college experience™️ since I was 13 years old, only to have it ripped away from me by a pandemic of all things. But It feels nice to know that I’m not alone, and that a lot of “almost adult teenagers” are going through the same thing actually. We will have more than enough time to be happy in the future, I’m sure of that. Also, this Video makes me want to get my nose pierced and/or cut my hair short lol

[@ACupofNicole]

okay but ris looks beautiful in this video?? omg

[@belzebul]

The long hair ---so gorgeous :O

[@Wiseghost247]

I was so confused with the title, “before turning 20 ft.”

[@RisIgrec]

watch out i’m getting surgery to become 20 feet tall. or become 20 individual human feet who knows

[@Wiseghost247]

@@RisIgrec epic plot twist

[@Wiseghost247]

@@RisIgrec *intensely trying to come up with a pun for this*

[@laylacox77]

I've been waiting for somebody to comment something about that lol I was confused too.

[@snufkin2245]

I was literally having a mental breakdown yesterday because I'm about to turn 20 in like a month and I'm terrified of not being allowed to do all the stupid irresponsible things people expect you to do while in your teens. So this is helpful

[@natalyaporter5730]

Happy early birthday!

[@snufkin2245]

@@natalyaporter5730 haha! thank you😄

[@snufkin2245]

@@vamp_jay thanks!

[@lyla4895]

Okay but the way that last month I was like “oh no my teen years are slipping away from me and I never got to be # rebellious” so I went out and got that exact same piercing

[@paulat181]

Ris: Do you ever feel like a dumb stupid little useless baby? Me who was just crying because i have to leave home to go to college: 👁️👄👁️

[@pakki6555]

Yes

[@rachelk-w6341]

Hi so this made me cry? like the montage at the end, and ur monologue about being happier as an adult and having more freedom? idk it hit home for me :') also i love your channel!

[@daisy1413]

ris clinging to her youth by saying yolo is hilarious to me. i hadnt heard that in like 4 years, immediate whiplash also im 25 so this video had me feel like 83. thanks!

[@malengarijob.5133]

the fact that we r getting the end of ris's coming of age movie feels like happy tears

[@spookey2004]

I’m still a teenager but like I did this a few months ago because I was having a reality crisis and snapped under the pressure to live my life and long story short I wore my most badass outfit and snuck out at 3 AM in the country and walked like a mile to explore a burnt down house, could’ve died but at least I have cool pictures of it now. Still feeling pressured to be a rebellious teen tho ✌🏻✨👄💅

[@spookey2004]

@sweeze what I did was I waited till 1:00 AM when everyone was asleep and I planned out beforehand which way out would be the quietest, which was the basement door. Also make sure to bring some form of light and self defense cus it’s dangerous being out at night. And if you take pictures make sure to delete them cus that’s how my parents found out when they were looking through my photos

[@wildelove13]

“Yee old house and spouse” has me dying 😂 You’re videos always make my day, no matter how bad it is. Thank you so much, for that

[@freshavocados5910]

I love how ris upgraded from a toothbrush to a literal paintbrush

[@solisglam]

The first time I was a "rebellious teenager" was when me and my friends had a sleepover at my house and we snuck out at night and broke into our school. That was some main character shit, looking back.

[@eileentanaka6466]

for some reason the end made me want to be happy about my future, now I'm excited instead of scared.

[@user-pz4um9hi1j]

This aesthetic and context is my simply 🎇nourishing🎆

[@sararum900]

During the montage, I totally zoned out and considered that it's 6 years since I cut my hair to a pixie cut... Edit: why can't I spell?

[@sararum900]

@sweeze I'm happy you had a laugh 😋

[@juliacooper5333]

petition to have ris call us their aRIStocrats? idk man

[@cassylk22]

your channel and joana ceddia's are all i need to survive my "dissolving youth"

[@REDVELVETWOUND]

lol same

[@lunaluna6474]

7:54 this part gave me chills ♥ its so true. growing up really does give you that freedom and it just feels different. much better than being a teen

[@Gh0st_Kittie]

Yup! as a teen who spends my days either at school, at therapy, or in bed. This was really relatable. Cause just now my brain started processing my ✨s p i c y✨ childhood.

[@feelzyfeelz]

This makes me so much less sad about not having the idealized teenage life you hear so much about, especially when it seems like everyone else is living it. Like it's right there, yet so out of reach. It also makes me very grateful for the experiences I have had. This video is truly magnificent, you did a wonderful job on it!

[@joanaecho]

I feel like ris and I go throw the same fases. This and the dark academia video were posted _while_ I was looking it up so... the algorithm getting a little suspicious

[@michaelaclark2147]

This video touched me, I’ve always been the goody two shoes kid. Got good grades and had almost no friends. The day I turned 18 I got a piercing and I just felt so... teenager. It’s nice to be able to just have fun

[@moonshorses]

only 1 dislike. whoever did that should be ashamed, homegirl doesnt deserve that crap

[@yoanna5646]

can relate, I've been so sheltered when I was a teen I only now have fun, that's kind of the reason why the pandemic is bumming me out so much, well not to be bummer, it's gonna go back to normal at some point

[@Margles349]

I’m turning 30 and I still feel like a dumb stupid baby sometimes. I’ve heard this feeling never *totally* goes away, which is both reassuring and concerning

[@jebacc4447]

This is the most relatable video about college I have ever seen 😭

[@coreydecay8757]

this is like so wholesome please the little montage of ris's teen years and onto their twenties was just so cool

[@isabellew3699]

Not me tearing up at the enddd :’) I’m so glad you’re happy, ris

[@cobblehill2428]

This makes me feel much better about the complete lack of achievements or cool things I’ve done

[@ofrieliaz3184]

Helix piercings are beatiful, and thats so true. you are doing all of the things that my friends are doing :) Amazing

[@karmakitsune4597]

I don't know why but this is my comfort video and I probably watched it to much and do we know if Ris actually died that strand of hair she missed?😂

[@lorelaicorrigan8453]

The thing at the end made me sad and horrified in a good way it literally made my heart start beating so hard lol It still beats out of my chest whenever I think about it, like some kind of emotional ache

[@brittagunneson2409]

Ris is the cool, artsy younger sister I wish I had (I have younger sisters but I don’t vibe w them). Congrats on outgrowing your teens, as someone who is officially mid-twenties, I can say that things just keep getting better.

[@ayushisingh2515]

I feel you. This quarantine I dyed my front hair streaks red and had a helix piercing and my Asian parents were so mad lollllll... but I just wanted to look different and do something different and I just turned 19(❁´◡`❁).U so cuteeee tho uwuuu 🙌🏼💓

[@teaonuh9743]

i might give myself a mullet today and i don’t know if this is a sign i should or not

[@Fraggleia]

do it!! I dare you

[@karl9054]

do it omg

[@teaonuh9743]

@@karl9054 guys i did it

[@karl9054]

@@teaonuh9743 OMG GO BESTIE

[@teaonuh9743]

@@karl9054 i sorta messed up 😳😗 but like a good mess up 😌 bc now if i want i can pull back my longer hair and have short hair which looks like alice from twilight 🤪 i think i started a new hairstyle🙊👀

[@sharkbabexo7906]

I have a theory that coming-of-age teen movies where teenagers live out these romanticized events (i.e. sneaking out, getting a piercing, dying their hair) is more fitting for young adults. I'm going through the same thing of entering my twenties and feeling like I didn't really get to live out my "teen experience", but I think it was always meant to happen in my twenties. Our coming-of-age movie just so happens to be taking place in our twenties and in the middle of a pandemic. I'd bet my left foot that this is going to be the premise of a coming-of-age movie someday in the future. We're doing what YA contemporary novels wish they could do.

[@hosannamatienzo1871]

awww this was so sweet. turning 20 too this year. Thank you Ris for easing my birthday anxiety

[@twoghostsinacornfeild]

The rain is so loud I'm attempting to stop crying by binging youtube, this is the life 🥰

[@beatsxp9275]

This should have been titled " I solemnly swear i'm upto no good"

[@oxlMiaowlxo]

Was not expecting this to end in such a wholesome way

[@miadacosta4756]

Thank you Ris for this cinematic masterpiece :P

[@jina191]

When I was in HS/college I thought I had to have all the quintessential experiences before I graduated college. The biggest thing I learned after graduating college is that you have so much more time in your life to do all sorts of amazing things! It’s never too late to try new things and there’s no time limit on when you have to have certain experiences by

[@saltysoap4963]

As a youth, I can testify and say life is all about YOLO.

[@arsonhycan]

my teen rebellions so far: i got piercings (ye common earlobe ones, and a secondary earlobe one i gave myself) i've kissed and french kissed someone i've been on a date i've snuck out i've rebelled against my parents(shove it meredith and carson) i've been in a relationship i've secretly bought junk i've stayed up for 72 hours straight uhh i've chugged monster :) i got to sample alcohol w/ permission. and more. and yet i've never had fun. all of these things were to cope.

[@gvjaisns2]

YAY! IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS!!! *TURN IT UP*

[@Arthur-oc5wz]

the ending made me cry? the music? the good memories? (even tho theyre not mine im still? idk feelings man) this was honestly such a good video

[@littlezain8957]

k but why was the ending so emotional???? i almost teared up thank u

[@CayCr8s]

I wanna make one of these now omggg (will give credit) but this would be such a nice reflection

[@JostleQueen]

i turned 20 last June and i've been having the same breed of existential crisis; can't imagine the feels ur going through having documented so much of ur growing up on film

[@sincerelyyrene]

i’m convinced that the “teen experience” is actually the young adult experience bc everything i’m doing now is what i thought i’d be doing then

[@sofiamchugh2451]

"god would not have given me hair if he didn't want *me* to mess it uuuup" iconic, showstopping, incredible

[@ance1037]

damn, this turned into something way cooler than I expected

[@leaneboitrand2070]

that video was everything I needed, because I just go through a kinda hard time at the moment so thank you :)

[@claragreen7472]

LOVING the aesthetic of video already

[@lovelydakota3428]

Honestly Ris, that ending made me cry. Actual tears.

[@AnnaLeBelle]

The little montage at the end made me remiss of the memories I never got to film in my teens and early twenties and this year I’m turning 25 and I have so much I want to do with my life yet I feel that every year time gets faster (somehow). Anyways, great video as always!

[@33gatsby]

I love this. Also same, I literally didn't start having fun until I turned 18, during the second half on my senior year of high school when I got a car and a job. I think a big reason why I was such a miserable little kid before then was because I was growing up in the suburbs and had absolutely no freedom or independence. If you're still in high school, I promise every year gets better. And don't forget that milestones are fake

[@riaperez2667]

tbh ive been freaking out about turning 20 soon myself and all its implications even though I know it doesn't actually mean too much, so while the end montage made me tear up, it was really helpful hearing your perspective on it. thank you for that

[@EMercado97]

I was an anti-social teen in a small town, so my life (and coming of age glo up montage) didn't actually start until I turned 21. that's when the shopping sprees, parties, 3am waffle house runs started. idk im 23 now, moved out, out of school, and everything is just way better. First car at 19, first apartment at 20, first club night at 21, first girlfriend at 22. Movies show people doing all this when they turn like, 16. I had to get a job in healthcare to realize how young i actually am. Happy 20th! This video was super cathartic for me, and the bleached hair looks really good!

[@SirFluffyMcMuffin]

this was...really wholesome?? also im turning 25 this year (uh-oh) and this is so much more fun and way more chill than my teens. as you said, waaay closer to the teen movie experience

[@girlblurrred]

OH MY GOSH THIS WAS A MASTERPIECE: It was funny, I almost cried, there were revelations about skillshare and life... all and all a great video I loved this very much

[@jortslesbian]

ha I’m totally not in class... *nervous laughter* ALSO AHHH I HAVE THAT SWEATER IN ANIMAL CROSSING

[@riley-3610]

"this is a democracy, as long as it is something I want to agree to" so basically... American politics and voting system?

[@ursamajor6814]

Love the melancholic yet joyful freedom this vid had, here for it!

[@rbkruz4157]

This is, legit, my favorite coming-of-age movie. I love this video with all my being ❤ hope you are well, ris

[@amandadaydreamer8252]

Loved this post! The content is hilarious and bittersweet. Nice to ride that fine line and for you to capture it and give it to us. Thank you for the gift. Enjoy your youth as it is fleeting, know that you will make mistakes and hopefully you'll live to adventure another day. Love you girl!

[@hooriamaryam1776]

why is this themost wholesome video ive seen in a while

[@DasMieps]

I'm turning 30 this year and your content is still so relatable. The time between twenty and thirty feels like what I imagined the second half of my teenage years would be like. In austria we are legal adults turning 18, so we had all the freedom and responsibility, but were still pretty insecure and were not fully set in our believes.

[@christinapugh301]

as a very newly 16 year old who has never had any of the high school movie things, thank you. i feel like the pandemic hit just as I was getting to the age where things like first kisses and parties and relationships and sneaking out, etc. it's really reassuring to know that the 20s are better, and it's not just suffering through college in order to prep for a dead end job.

[@hannahheather2004]

the end kind of hit me man? I'm turning 20 this year too, and in a way it's going to kind of be a relief, as I'm the youngest in my workplace and looking realistically for a full time position and being 19 still feels "teenager". But in the same time I'm. not gonna be a teen anymore and I also didn't have the idealistic teenage life. And you're right about not being able to do stuff as a teen - I didn't drive until I was 17 and now i have my own car and I can go places and do that kind of stuff. It felt nice to hear someone else say that not everyone did that stuff when they were teens and just because you're older doesn't mean you can't do it.

[@MissAndreaCalderon]

Ris: House and spouse by your 40s... Me: *laughs in 32 yo living in a tiiiny house at parents' backyard*

[@shaistanaseer2105]

ris is the only thing keeping me sane

[@reemia]

happy belated birthday, ris! my 22nd is in about a week and i couldn't agree more tbh. feels like i only started truly living my life when i entered my 20's :-)

[@guitardreamgirl9312]

Such an underrated KZbinr! The editing the narration the talent! Ris makes videos like she has a million subs and I absolutely adore her! Willing to bet money that this channel is gunna blow up! ❤️

[@RisIgrec]

thank you so much

[@_matti_1797]

Life does get better after 20 for most people, maybe because in our teenage years we still feel like we’re “too young” for everything

[@virrig6923]

ok that was truly inspiring. thank you. you're kind of a big role model to me tbh

[@Grimrose_04]

wow that last part made ME feel like I turned 20 and had a euphoric yet depressing realization that everything is changing and then an existential crisis and i’m 17 and still don’t have my own credit card, driver’s license, or job

[@TweenDreamz]

the montage at the end made me cry a lil :') thank you for making me feel better about not having the romanticized "teen experience."

[@felixschmidt3633]

the ending was legitimacy beautiful Ris omg. I loved this video

[@nadiaenakai2236]

Yo I'm turning 21 on the 9th, the similarities :D Yeah, I really feel alot of those disapointments of not getting to do any of classic teen stuff. And covid isn't helping :/

[@emilywager9003]

Not the entire last half of the video being absolutely beautiful 😩

[@tkerr]

The end of this moved me to tears. What a lovely video.

[@katehealy1473]

Put a finger down if you've been watching ris' videos all week because college is stressful and these videos are keeping you sane...*puts finger down*

[@maritzax]

the ending was so beautiful i'm crying😀