My Schizophrenia Symptoms (2022)

[@slacker_of_2fort883]

I feel so bad for you dude. Schizophrenia must be super hard to live with, but the fact that you have to just makes me sad. but i support you every step of the way!

[@KonchokTW]

It's all good, man. Thank you for your support.

[@slacker_of_2fort883]

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[@mogusgaming3841]

I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia in 2021. My symptoms have gotten really weak, or so I imagine, in the past 4 months or so with the help of a combination of medication and therapy. With the things you described I wouldn't even call mine that bad. You'll get used to everything even if you don't have beliefs in it. Tho I am still not used to the visual hallucinations lmao. I could sadly even hallucinate some family members which have passed away, resulting in alooot of sadness. The black figures usually just spy on me? I can't really describe but their favourite spot is in my house just doing weird stuff or even dancing. I commonly see domestic animals too. At the end it just feels like one messed up dream which gets more normal by every day.

[@KonchokTW]

I really wish you well with that my man. Much love.

[@Omnywrench]

Thank you for making this video! Schizophrenia is such a misunderstood disorder and listening to you and others talk about what its like is very helpful for understanding this sort of thing. A couple questions if you don't mind me asking: - what do the voices you hear sound like? Do they sound like your own voice, or like a particular person/accent? Does they actually sound like they're "in your head" or like someone speaking out loud nearby? - I'm curious about the nature of delusions. You're obviously aware of your delusions and what they're like, but when you're actually experiencing them, are you still aware that they are delusions? I'm assuming even if you are it doesn't make them stop; I'm not schizophrenic but i have had vivid hallucinations before from prescription meds, and at the time i knew i was only seeing things but it still upset me no matter how much I assured myself.

[@KonchokTW]

Thank you for the comment! Here are my answers to your questions: 1) It is hard to describe, but the voice I hear is just some generic male voice. It is different from my own, but I do not recognize it coming from any other person. A way I can describe what it sounds like is, imagine someone is playing a voice over a speaker, but the speaker itself is inside of your head. You can not control it yourself, but it is there playing sounds as if someone from the outside is controlling it with a remote. 2) What makes schizophrenia (and other psychosis-related illnesses) unique are the delusions. They are different from normal intrusive thoughts. For example, if you are driving on the road and some maniac pulls out in front of you, you might thing "wow, I could have died there" but laugh it off later while knowing you were likely safe and just fine. My psychotic delusions are me waking up and leaving the house and genuinely and wholeheartedly believing my life will end that day. I mention this in a video somewhere in this playlist, but it is like living life with a loaded gun pointed to your head, but not knowing when the trigger will be pulled. You only know that it *will* be pulled at some point. Psychotic delusions are just simply things that people in psychosis genuinely believe will happen, no matter the evidence stated. Am I actually going to die when I go to Walmart? No, of course not. But when I am in psychosis, that fact doesn't stay with me. I really think I am going to die. Sorry for the rambling. All of this sounds horrible, and it is, but I haven't been in deep psychosis like this for nearly a year thankfully. My delusions are still there, every time I leave the house I ponder if I will die or not. But when I am not in deep psychosis, I can thankfully realize I am safe and will carry on with my day. Days where I am in deep psychosis such as that are the times I have to be admitted to hospitals.

[@rawtj1]

Hey man idk If you remember me but I'm Sosa, we used to be best friends on the ps3 many many years ago (I lost count at this point) We kinda just split apart but I remember back then you had a passion and goal for yt so I decided to search you up and see how you're doing and I just wanna say my hearts out to you and i wish you the best with what you're going through and wish you the best in life. Just wanted to send some positivity your way

[@KonchokTW]

Thanks so much, man. Good to see you again, much love.

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