My Story | Eating disorder| Modeling | My true passion ✨

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KIKO

KIKO

7 жыл бұрын

Hello everyone!
This is my story through pictures about my battle with body image and an eating disorder in the fashion/ modeling industry.
I hope this will help anyone out there feeling the same way.
My true passion today belongs to encouraging others to respect their own bodies and to love themselves by sharing my story and using my platform.
Follow me on Instagram if you haven't already! @kiko.sunflowersoul ( / kiko.sunflowersoul )
Remember you're beautiful in your own way.☽✨
Love, Kiko

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@acaciaonkst7472
@acaciaonkst7472 5 жыл бұрын
you were already skinny and the agency told you to lose weight? that's so stupid, I can't believe they would do that
@Liliana-ru6nw
@Liliana-ru6nw 5 жыл бұрын
That’s the modeling industry
@BlanchestarlightUwU
@BlanchestarlightUwU 5 жыл бұрын
@@Liliana-ru6nw Not only the modeling industry, but the whole fashion industry. Haven't you checked they make smaller clothes each time? Or the mannequins the majority of shops have? From my experience, I bought a pair of shorts a few months ago, and even though I've lost some weight since that moment, they still don't fit me, they're too tight! I feel like a complete piece of ham in a sausages bag!
@Liliana-ru6nw
@Liliana-ru6nw 5 жыл бұрын
Blanca Rodríguez Martínez why would you buy them then, (not trying to be rude, I agree with everything you’re saying)
@perrylatham597
@perrylatham597 4 жыл бұрын
🤷🏻
@pinkgiraffe378
@pinkgiraffe378 6 жыл бұрын
You are so inspirational. I think it's awful that the modelling industry tells healthy young girls to loose weight.
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for your kind words. You're such a kind person. I really appreciate you. Love, Kiko
@latinasawntop
@latinasawntop 4 жыл бұрын
This made me tear up. The fact people go through this is so, so heartbreaking. The fact young girls are getting told to lose weight to “fit in” is unbelievable😢
@turma7b801
@turma7b801 4 жыл бұрын
Sometimes the models agencys can be very cruel with the models about their weight... It's just horrible, people just need to change if they really want. I hope your dreams come true ✨💛
@mckenzieoliphant1528
@mckenzieoliphant1528 7 жыл бұрын
YOU,ARE SO BEAUTIFUL! I'm still struggling with my eating disorder I haven't ate anything in 2 full days....all I'm worried about is how many days can I go Dispit of the results....
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 7 жыл бұрын
Girl Right back at you !! Every single word you have to say about me is how you see yourself, so it gives me lots of hope and I want you to truly understand that you're so beautiful in your own way. Don't compare yourself to others because then your own beauty and uniqueness will leave you. Try to focus on the Happiness that comes from within. ✨If you really feel like lonely or no one to talk to, you can send me a message on Instagram @kikokikokikooo I can be like your friend and listen to your story if you want (: Love, Kiko
@jalynncole983
@jalynncole983 5 жыл бұрын
McKenzie Oliphant, it has been a year since you have posted this I hope your doing well..I send my love 💜
@miisty22
@miisty22 4 жыл бұрын
All this happend from a horrible modeling agencey. *im sorry*
@abijohnson3231
@abijohnson3231 4 жыл бұрын
I’ve been trying to eat what I want, but last night was really hard. My plan this morning was to restrict again, but you really helped me. Thanks❤️
@kaiseosa
@kaiseosa 7 жыл бұрын
You are such an inspiration Kiko! Keep on working until every injustice and bias in the modeling industry is gone!
@Marie-vi8mw
@Marie-vi8mw 5 жыл бұрын
At her biggest weight, she’s still skinnier then my smallest weight
@sexymayagreen9202
@sexymayagreen9202 6 жыл бұрын
Loved it.no one needs to kill himself to become a model
@aleahamorgan7616
@aleahamorgan7616 6 жыл бұрын
You were so beautiful before you didn't need to lose weight!!!
@ilovebunnies38
@ilovebunnies38 3 жыл бұрын
Thats the fashion industry for you
@faithirismacilvaine2499
@faithirismacilvaine2499 7 жыл бұрын
Beautiful story. You are stunning, thank you for sharing
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 7 жыл бұрын
SIRiMAC Thank you for your beautiful comment 😌
@miasalvatore7402
@miasalvatore7402 5 жыл бұрын
Your amazing for what you did and for overcoming this , I am struggling with an eating disorder myself and can’t even imagine recovering right now congrats!❤️
@skybluelvr7437
@skybluelvr7437 7 жыл бұрын
You have so much strength and I commend you for working on changing the unhealthy expectations placed on models. Especially being a model and speaking on the truths of what it entails, may help the young girls and teenagers understand that models too suffer from low self esteem and poor body image. And also that most models don't have the perfect lives and amazing happiness that these kids think models have. Thank you for your honesty and willingness to speak up about the real life of a model. ❤️😀
@haluushi2753
@haluushi2753 7 жыл бұрын
OMG thank you ❤️
@gio-killapikkoletta391
@gio-killapikkoletta391 6 жыл бұрын
I loved your attitude at the end of the video. You're absolutely right, we should do something in order to change the way people tend to watch at models. Anyone should be allowed to join that world provided they're healthy and happy with themselves. You're an inspiration for many girls and boys and I'm glad I found your video (your shots are amazing btw). Good luck and stay safe
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 6 жыл бұрын
Georgie Oned Thank you so much for your beautiful comment. ✨Yes it is my passion to encourage encourage young men, women and models to love their bodies and themselves just the way they are now. They are "enough". In today's society where ppl always want something more to be had, and I think it's important to be grateful and thankful for what we already have. Like you have your family and friends to talk to, body to experience this world through its eyes and ears, food to enjoy, internet to connect to this social media world etc. Because if we can find happiness in those little things, there'll be just appreciating and honoring. Anyway thank you for taking your time to comment on my video! I appreciate you 😊✨
@33prettylady
@33prettylady 5 жыл бұрын
I stopped modeling as a late teen because I was frequently asked to loose weight. I did. This affected me greatly. I am lucky that I realized that it’s was okay if they didn’t want me, I am fine just as I am and began to only take jobs from people and agencies who saw the beauty in me as I am.
@carolhill564
@carolhill564 22 күн бұрын
Lose
@Thinking.Of.Some.Handle
@Thinking.Of.Some.Handle 5 жыл бұрын
Great message to the world!!! I agree, models do not need to be ultra thin. It's the wrong message to young girls and boys all over. Keep spreading your word. Good luck sister!!
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much :) Love, Kiko
@JillianMSesshomaru
@JillianMSesshomaru 7 жыл бұрын
I am so happy that you are in recovery and I really think more agencies need to do this bc they are hurting a lot of people by telling​ them you need to be a certain size or look a certain way to be a model and that is not true at all. I just wish I could feel that way about my self
@serynbooker3026
@serynbooker3026 5 жыл бұрын
I'm only 4'6" and I wanted to model....I still do but I have to understand it will most likely never happen because the industry is so strict...unless people like you come together and change it!!!
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 5 жыл бұрын
Hi :) thank you for your comment. Yes, I will change it! Everyone is beautiful in their own ways and we don't have to look a certain way to be odels.
@s4r4b34r
@s4r4b34r 6 жыл бұрын
I love your story and what you're doing to fight back! So glad you're strong for some of us who aren't there yet! And thank you again for your kind message on Insta!
@arty04
@arty04 7 жыл бұрын
I'm very proud of you. I cannot stop weighing myself though. I don't know how you stopped...advice? I'm very proud of you trying to change the industry. models need to be happy and not constantly worry about weight. if I can help let me know proud of you. you are beautiful by the way
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 7 жыл бұрын
Thank you Ashley for your warm words and comment (: I want you to know that you're so beautiful and you are worth SO much more than the number on your scale. It is about your mind, and your mind is a powerful thing that's controlling everything. Do you really think weighing yourself every day is making you happy? If it's not, why are you still doing it? If you're waiting for the day to come to stop your scale obsession, you're gonna have a long wait. YOU have the power to choose Happiness, and a simple way to go about doing this is "Don't think, don't try, just do" by just doing your subconscious autopilot will automatically steer you in the right direction, so try it while living in the moment and envisioning the future that you want to be in (: I know that you can do it. Keep me updated, and I'll be always here for you (or you can text me on my Instagram @kikokikokikoooo) Lots of love, Kiko Xx
@depressedgoth8426
@depressedgoth8426 6 жыл бұрын
Throw it away, or just give it to someone or seek help
@klarka1595
@klarka1595 6 жыл бұрын
God, thanks for this girl. You're so beautiful and strong, because it needs a lot to stop with an eating disorder and you do and I hope that you'll never start again. Well, It's an inspiration for all girls
@user-np8pp4gb1z
@user-np8pp4gb1z 7 жыл бұрын
I know that you are so beautiful I'm proud of you
@ilovebasil__
@ilovebasil__ 4 жыл бұрын
I am sad , cause everytime I start watch these , it's just for inspiration to do something with myself 😔✌️
@randomperson-cm7vu
@randomperson-cm7vu 4 жыл бұрын
Damn they were rude you are stunning
@rereotto795
@rereotto795 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story I hope you doing well 🙏🏼😭💕i had sort of eating disorder Bc I felt so guilty eating certain foods my fear always gain weight. I’m very active tho . If I eat ice cream small portion of it or other sweet snacks I feel guilty than purged it up but I don’t purge up anymore but I still get cold 🥶 if I don’t eat enough calories
@pattirodzewich7081
@pattirodzewich7081 5 жыл бұрын
You have a beautiful spirit full of determination to change the modeling industry by your actions and your true self. I am recovered from anorexia for the past 10 years after 35 years. I am now a young 63. I am learning how to express my True Self with all of the recovery stories you and those who also share about standing up for yourselves. I learned life one way. Although I can change that way through my own self determination. Thank you 🙏🏻
@vehlkovjoh2042
@vehlkovjoh2042 4 жыл бұрын
You are so brave. Stay strong 💖
@carolinebiedka
@carolinebiedka 7 жыл бұрын
I feel so inspired by you, you are so strong and amazing
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 7 жыл бұрын
Caroline Biedka Thank you so much for your warm words 💛you're such a caring & beautiful soul inside and out. Don't let anyone hold you back, you're just beautiful in your own way😊🌺 love, Kiko Xx
@bethmcguire856
@bethmcguire856 7 жыл бұрын
Omg you are incredible I love who you are and what you stand for. You are a gorgeous person inside and out and I know you can change this world for the better. You are becoming more and more fearless and that makes it easier to be vulnerable. You give me the courage to achieve. Success if pursuing your dream even when someone tells you its not possible. Thank you for sharing.
@soot.gremlin1056
@soot.gremlin1056 4 жыл бұрын
I’m devolving an eating disorder so I’m glad I can relate to peopel
@marielisa8010
@marielisa8010 6 жыл бұрын
Hi. You are so beautiful. That's so sad that they said to you to lose weight, you were already skinny. I'm happy to see that you recovered, and feel better. You deserve to be happy. And I have a question, did you get back your period? Hope u will answer, stay who you are; you are beautiful in your own. Oh and, I love so much japanese people lol.
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 6 жыл бұрын
Marie Lisa Hi ! thank you so much for your kind words. I appreciate you. And yes I got back my period after gaining some healthy weight and reducing my stress over food. Now I get my period regularly and don't really have period cramps. (: I also wanted to say that every single kind word you have to say about me is how you see yourself. 😊you're such a warm-hearted person. ✨
@ayakokyojin4473
@ayakokyojin4473 6 жыл бұрын
AWWW that's so cute and beautiful at the same time! I'm so proud of you ♥ Thank u sm ♥
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your sweet comment :)
@margievanpetten888
@margievanpetten888 5 жыл бұрын
YOU'RE SO BEAUTIFUL 😍
@Spstrzzz1234
@Spstrzzz1234 4 жыл бұрын
Your so sweet and I love how you didn’t listen to what they said the second time they said it :) I was diagnosed with anorexia in 5th grade and I’m 5”3 now in 6th grade and I’m almost there! Physically but not mentally. I joined the basketball team and I loooove to be active and if I didn’t make this team than I wouldn’t be able to do anything physical. I might not look like I have anorexia because I’m actually a little bit curvy but it’s because I’m tall. I have it mentally. If I had a choice and if my parents never found out about this somehow than I would’ve been like 80 pounds right now. I didn’t care if the doctors were nervous I would get extremely underweight I just wanted to be skinny. I hate the way my body looks but my parents force me to eat. I almost threw up this morning for eating 2 small pieces of a pancake. If I had a choice I just wouldn’t eat to be honest
@shenandoah1322
@shenandoah1322 4 жыл бұрын
I'd give this video 1000 thumbs up if I could. The modelling industry has got to change their ways. It is doing so much harm in requiring young women who are already thin to lose more weight. I'd love to see the modelling industry do an anti-anorexia campaign.
@beommj
@beommj 4 жыл бұрын
Im brazillian and I am on ED, so watch these type of videos makes me believe that i dont need to be how ppl want to, i Just have to be myself...thank u for sharing this 💕 (srry for my english...)
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 4 жыл бұрын
Thank You for your comment and watching the video! :)
@saratinella2331
@saratinella2331 5 жыл бұрын
You're so inspiring! I hope you'll realize your dream. The world needs someone like you. You're great and you can do whatever you want, even better if you are yourself.
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you Sara for your sweet comment . It touched my heart. Yes, Be You because you're so special, unique and beautiful in your own way.
@saratinella2331
@saratinella2331 5 жыл бұрын
Kiko Sunflower Soul exaclty! Never loose your idea and your identity!
@polinawang2428
@polinawang2428 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for making thiss❤️you are amazing
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your sweet comment, and thank you for being You. 💛
@ranjavalue5358
@ranjavalue5358 6 жыл бұрын
first video like this I have watched and felt better. Thank you.
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for your sweet comment. I appreciate it a lot. You can check my story more on the website if you are interested. Here is the link :) www.highfashionrenaissance.com/share Please know that you are never alone ! I'm here for you. always. We are all connected. Kiko xx
@darkmannersloney6358
@darkmannersloney6358 5 жыл бұрын
I am still in a eating disorder... Teachers try to help me but nothing helps :
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 5 жыл бұрын
Hi ! thank you for your comment. Can you check my website ? www.kikosunflowersoul.com/ I work as a Health Coach now and I would like to discuss your ED journey together if you think it will be helpful. Kiko xx instagram.com/kiko.sunflowersoul/
@darkmannersloney6358
@darkmannersloney6358 5 жыл бұрын
@@kikohirakawa maybe I will use this one day if it gets worse :)
@Aviebaybe
@Aviebaybe 4 жыл бұрын
You are amazing! Yes!
@adrienrachel3889
@adrienrachel3889 5 жыл бұрын
You're so beautiful it's true💓 You're my inspiration now ^^
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 5 жыл бұрын
Red Butterfly Aw thank you love 😌💛so are you. You’re beautiful inside & out 🌿💛
@mette1983
@mette1983 5 жыл бұрын
You´re so beautiful and inspirational. Don´t let anyone tell you otherwise!! Love from Denmark
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 5 жыл бұрын
Mette Andersen Thank you so much love. Your comment made me smile and happy. 😌💛 right back at you! You’re such a beautiful soul 🌻🌈 lots of love, Kiko
@105lbproblem6
@105lbproblem6 6 жыл бұрын
I love your inspiring story. One of my goals is to go to university in Tokyo. It such a fascinating country
@daniellebabe1
@daniellebabe1 5 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story.
@elinak5484
@elinak5484 7 жыл бұрын
You are so beautiful and I cant believe they told you to lose weight when it looks like you never needed to! are you half asian by any chance?
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 7 жыл бұрын
Elina K Thank you for your warm words. It was hard but it gave me this passion that I want to encourage other girls to feel good about themselves and their bodies. 😌 and no I'm actually fully Japanese (:
@shilpakolluru1777
@shilpakolluru1777 4 жыл бұрын
Dude she is japanese (I think) so I am pretty sure she is "full" asian.
@wonkydonkey8349
@wonkydonkey8349 2 жыл бұрын
so because she is beautiful you think she must be half white? wow...
@s0phi76
@s0phi76 7 жыл бұрын
I have anorexia, weighing myself every day, eating 300-500 calories a day and I've been a starve/binger for 1 year now. I know that it totally messes up the metabolism and I think i'd recover if I knew how to begin eating again without gaining every inch of weight back, to be able to eat a healthy amount but not become fat, because when your body is so deprived and you begin feeding it food, it holds onto everything. Thats why I can't recover, luckily I'm able to see I'm thin and don't think I need to lose more, but how will I be able to return to my normal self without getting fat :(
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 7 жыл бұрын
Hello (: Thank you for sharing your story with me and I feel you. But please remember that what you believe determines what you make true and what you take to be true on a subconscious level becomes your reality, so if you're only thinking or worried about gaining weight, that subconscious will become your reality. Because what we believe is based on perception, what we perceive depends on what we look for and what we look for depends on what we think. so first, try to listen to your body what it really needs and think that YOU can fix your metabolism by eating good food, exercising regularly and having FUN with people who you like (: You can do it. You have the power to determine and control your happiness. 🌟 Keep me updated, I'll be here for you. Lots of love, Kiko Xx
@s0phi76
@s0phi76 7 жыл бұрын
Thank you Kiko! Your story is truly inspiring and I hope that I can soon take on the amount of confidence you have and take on your advice, its just so easy to lose sight of your goal when you're so busy trying to achieve that, you kind of lose sight of the important things, health and happiness in a pursuit at what you perceive to be perfection. I'll honestly try my best to beat this ed, however slow that may be, or whenever that may be. Also, now that you're recovered, is it a full recovery, to where you eat endless calories and don't care if a food has this much grams of sugar or this much grams of carbs or is it recovery in allowing yourself lots more food and focusing on nourishment? Because I hear you can never fully recover and you'll still be quite careful when it comes to calories, just less 'careful'
@cinnamongirl9779
@cinnamongirl9779 6 жыл бұрын
Awe my heartue 💔 Hurts to know that army are going through this too :((
@abstractness
@abstractness 6 жыл бұрын
U looked soo gorgoeous before u lost the weight!
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 6 жыл бұрын
Pixy Says hi thank you. But I truly believe that everything happens for a reason and I’m still grateful for the experience. Because today I’m happy & healthy 😊🌈
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you.
@tiffanyroseangeles7517
@tiffanyroseangeles7517 3 жыл бұрын
I'd love to go to Japan one day! You are gorgeous lotus flower!!!
@user-fi5cb9dt6k
@user-fi5cb9dt6k 5 жыл бұрын
You're so strong and beautiful ♡
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you love 💛
@alverytadier558
@alverytadier558 5 жыл бұрын
Wow, you're absolutely GORGEOUS (even without the weightloss)! Thank you so much for sharing your experience with us! Since so many people are currently going through the same thing, it feels amazing to see that we are not alone and to witness someone defeating their illness. It gives me hope that one day I will be able to do the same. I am a third generation anorexic, my grandma had it (she died of heart complications a few years ago), my mom has it and I do too. Mom already gave up on fighting, she said that she can manage her life this way too, but I don't want to live like this forever... I want to eat healthy, be myself and be comfortable with my physique, but it's so hard... Thank you very much for showing all of us that it's possible. Love from France
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 5 жыл бұрын
Hi beautiful, thank you so much for your comment and sharing your personal story too. I'm actually launching my health coaching program to help others rebuild a healthy relationship with food and themselves very soon. I think this "Re-Love Yourself" program will be perfect for you guys. Because food should be seen as a positive aspect of life, offering fuel, enjoyment. and that most powerful relationship you'll ever have is the relationship with yourself. In this program, we'll cover both. If your mom, grandma and you are interested, please email me at kiko.sunflowersoul@gmail.com We can do a free initial consultation via Skype soon so that I will have a clear vison on how I can help you move forward in your recovery, and we can work on your recovery journey together. Also, please know that you are Never alone. You're so so brave to admit that you have a problem (which is not easy for many people with ED) and now you're about to make a change. I want to support you to make step-by-step changes to your lifestyle and food with accountabillity. Talk to you soon xx Kiko
@dagmarvanaa4530
@dagmarvanaa4530 5 жыл бұрын
this made me cry !!
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for watching !!
@frenchhufflepuffie83
@frenchhufflepuffie83 5 жыл бұрын
Honestly model agencies are way too strict about their models' weight! They are NOT healthy being skinny!!!!
@jalynncole983
@jalynncole983 5 жыл бұрын
Bless your heart sweetie 💜 I hope you are doing well, you are gorgeous the way you are💜
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 5 жыл бұрын
I'm doing wonderful. thank you. I am working on my first ebook to share my story in detail and interviews with other models. Thank you for being you. I appreciate yout kindness 💛
@jalynncole983
@jalynncole983 5 жыл бұрын
💜
@destinyboykin8404
@destinyboykin8404 4 жыл бұрын
I'm thanking God I never got this bad to he point of needing to go to the hospital
@user-rp3qn7cz2f
@user-rp3qn7cz2f 7 жыл бұрын
You are so pretty
@michaelajunaskova1008
@michaelajunaskova1008 3 жыл бұрын
I wanted to be a model. I am not tall enough, skinny enough 🥺 I can’t make my dream come true, because of my genetics
@diana-je7up
@diana-je7up 6 жыл бұрын
Youre really pretty❤
@indie9552
@indie9552 5 жыл бұрын
thank you for this video
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 5 жыл бұрын
Thank YOU for watching 💛
@D_skeptic
@D_skeptic 5 жыл бұрын
Shame on whoever told you to lose weight. You were already very slim- any weight loss would have clearly brought you to an unhealthy bmi. I really detest the what the fashion industry has become. They know what a huge problem eating disorders are amongst models and they still set these unhealthy standards. They claim the industry is about making women beautiful but its horse shit. Its about making money.
@valerietaylor1124
@valerietaylor1124 Ай бұрын
Good for you! I had anorexia and i walked down the run way and they wanted to sign me but i was a skater at heart. Happy i chose skateboarding instead. Also, the model agencies would hang out in front of our eating disorder clinic looking for new girls, so disturbing!!
@angelavillasenor3435
@angelavillasenor3435 5 жыл бұрын
I Hope EVERY GIRL knows the person is on the inside and the out you don't have to be someone your not If you are wanting to tell someone share
@RaphaelleLD
@RaphaelleLD 7 жыл бұрын
This is an amazing video, you are so beautiful and strong! I was just wondering, what's the song we hear very briefly in between skinny love and you're beautiful? It's driving me mad, I know I've heard it before haha
@RaphaelleLD
@RaphaelleLD 7 жыл бұрын
Never mind I found it !!
@RaphaelleLD
@RaphaelleLD 6 жыл бұрын
ed sheeran-afire love
@skymeleon
@skymeleon 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story. Right now I'm suffering from Bulimia and Anorexia and I'm so messed up. U gorgeous ❤
@kiko8842
@kiko8842 5 жыл бұрын
Sky Thank You! Would you be interested in joining Sunflower Soul (my community) private group where I’m sharing inspirational ed stories, health resources, and motivation with like minded girls ? Otherwise, you can share your health journey with me in a free recovery breakthrough session if you like. kikosunflowersoul.com/ethical-health-coaching/ I want you to know that you’re never alone. I’m here for you!
@skymeleon
@skymeleon 5 жыл бұрын
@@kiko8842 Thank you! But being honest I don't want the recovery because I'm really fat. Anyways, thank you again ❤
@oohlenaaa5212
@oohlenaaa5212 5 жыл бұрын
You're honestly gorgeous and I'm barely 5'3
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 5 жыл бұрын
Doesn't matter how tall you're. :) You're great in your own way. Lots of love, Kiko
@jaelweiterschau754
@jaelweiterschau754 5 жыл бұрын
Wow u were and are so beautiful
@Spstrzzz1234
@Spstrzzz1234 4 жыл бұрын
You did not have to loose weight. You are beautiful
@rainababy2458
@rainababy2458 4 жыл бұрын
I always think about a brand new high fashion world ran by healthy women instead of sexist men who control everyone's weight. Hoping you succeed maybe you'll hire me one day
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 4 жыл бұрын
We WILL create this kind of world
@sakuro1136
@sakuro1136 5 жыл бұрын
wow, did you recover the hair that fell out? and you do not have fragile or thin hair anymore? ☺️☺️
@maremalvine13
@maremalvine13 4 жыл бұрын
Me at 0:07 - NO DON'T USE SKINNY LOVE IN THE BACKGROUND NOOO. And you used it anyways 😭😂 I cried. Tvd fans anyone?
@inyourarea3719
@inyourarea3719 5 жыл бұрын
あなたはめっちゃ可愛い!
@N3isfree
@N3isfree 2 жыл бұрын
🥺🥺
@BlanchestarlightUwU
@BlanchestarlightUwU 5 жыл бұрын
45 kilos being 1,80 m tall, that's thin even for 1,50-1,60 m tall girls! 😥
@tasnymhaque7611
@tasnymhaque7611 5 жыл бұрын
does anyone know the name of the song at 3:30?
@cieransheard6587
@cieransheard6587 6 жыл бұрын
I'm a Canadian model ❤️❤️
@un-dead7296
@un-dead7296 4 жыл бұрын
This song again 😤
@ansaimran6600
@ansaimran6600 4 жыл бұрын
u were so pretty
@lovax9977
@lovax9977 5 жыл бұрын
How did you become a model? My biggest dream is to become a model
@silver6485
@silver6485 6 жыл бұрын
What is the first song called?
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 6 жыл бұрын
Silver Hi (: it’s Skinny Love by Birdy
@lolacooper328
@lolacooper328 5 жыл бұрын
What's the song at 3:55
@elinanikolopoulou1769
@elinanikolopoulou1769 6 жыл бұрын
Just to know you need to be at least 60kgs if you are this tall
@cieransheard6587
@cieransheard6587 6 жыл бұрын
What agency
@ddl4374
@ddl4374 Жыл бұрын
✊️✊️✊️✊️✊️✊️❤❤❤❤❤💪💪💪💪💪💪💪🙌 incredible video !!!!
@juliaf946
@juliaf946 5 жыл бұрын
im so mad that the agency said you had to lose weight, you were v skinny already (and beautiful always)
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for your sweet comment! 😌💛 I’m currently working on my ebook where I share my story in detail. I’ll announce it here once I finish :) I hope my story will save some girls struggling with ED!
@heartsmich6208
@heartsmich6208 6 жыл бұрын
omg what kind of fucking agency ask you to lose weight when you are already obviously thin?! fuck them! they should be arrested! You are beautiful and don't let anyone tells you otherwise. You go girl! Gambate, anata wa saiko!
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 6 жыл бұрын
Heartsmich Thank you so much for your kind words. ✨ I'm actually grateful now for this experience; the hardest time of my life, for it has made me. Because literally I wouldn't be able to do the things that I'm doing now if I didn't experience this. I'm keeping working on this project that encourages others to love their bodies and themselves just the way they are. The are beautiful enough. It aims to bring others happiness and positive changes in their lives too 🌈🌻 Anyway thank you for your comment here. Love, Kiko Xoxo
@dancerocks9481
@dancerocks9481 6 жыл бұрын
I know, before I even saw that I'm like wow she was already pretty skinny. That agency needs some eyes doctors.
@cieransheard6587
@cieransheard6587 6 жыл бұрын
I suffer from anorexia and I'm a signed model. What's your advjce
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for leaving your comments and sharing this with me. Do you have Instagram? Mine is @kikokikokikooo I can message you there. Before I go, I just want you to know that you're truly beautiful in your own way and you really are enough.✨ I hope you know this deeply. Waiting for your reply (: Love, Kiko
@cieransheard6587
@cieransheard6587 6 жыл бұрын
High Fashion Renaissance I do have Instagram I'll message you on there
@dulcemariabarragan1479
@dulcemariabarragan1479 5 жыл бұрын
I thought the thumbnail said 'i was to scared to go cat with my friends'
@chanelmountcastle8499
@chanelmountcastle8499 5 жыл бұрын
I’m in a relapse rn 🤕💔
@kikohirakawa
@kikohirakawa 5 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear that. I hope you're feeling a but better by now if you're not, feel free to connect with me. I'm here for you. send me a message on IG @kiko.sunflowersoul if easier You Are Loved girl.
@chanelmountcastle8499
@chanelmountcastle8499 5 жыл бұрын
Kiko Sunflower Soul ❤️
@monique7197
@monique7197 5 жыл бұрын
But.
@angeange
@angeange 4 жыл бұрын
I made a video too, on the truth of modeling industry. 😢 if you’re interested
@shauntelgill9384
@shauntelgill9384 5 жыл бұрын
im sorry about what happened but i just hate the way i look
@bippie180
@bippie180 5 жыл бұрын
i’m so scared... today i didn’t ate anything
@zaomahiko7619
@zaomahiko7619 5 жыл бұрын
did you tell someone about your eating disorder ? Cause you need someone around to tell you not to blame on you. Eat everytime you can but don't blame you if you can't. Maybe fruit drinks could be easier those days.
@JvGaming-bb5pw
@JvGaming-bb5pw 6 жыл бұрын
You're perfect marry me?
@carlyhung6983
@carlyhung6983 5 жыл бұрын
People out here tryna get skinny n here I am feelin insecure because I'm skinny lmao what is life
@ellasweet7357
@ellasweet7357 4 жыл бұрын
If your period can stop, then so can you
@darlajones1326
@darlajones1326 4 жыл бұрын
I can't stand FAT. But I also don't like the look of a skeleton walking around. This thing with these agents wanting bones is so gross. No one else finds that attractive. Yes we need to take a stand. What about those two models who worked until death and you could literally see every bone in their bodies as they walked the catwalk. It's criminal. I don't remember models in the 70s or 80s having to be that thin. What's up? But this "fat and fabulous" isn't the way to go either.
@ilovebasil__
@ilovebasil__ 4 жыл бұрын
Why do you look like Asian Zendaya ?😁
@laurakate4489
@laurakate4489 4 жыл бұрын
I hate these eating disorder videos of tall skinny girls losing "weight" they never had in the first place.
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