Started watching porn when i was 12 back in 2014 I was caught by my cousin's back in 2015, They told me it was not good but it was already in my head. I never smoked or drink liquor but i visited a lot of clubs in my neighborhood. My addiction was porn , I become shy because of it, I couldn't watch someone on the eyes Till this year 2024 i went to one gospel crusade I felt the power of. God, Ive downloaded bible app on my phone, now iam Genesis 8, also I've been watching Askcliff KZbin channel, I learnt they price of sins is death, Now iam 2weeks clean, Please everyone pray for me if you believe in God .
@melodiemuhanzu15487 ай бұрын
God sees you and your desire to do better🫶🏻Trust in him and u will be set free, I am praying for u! Good bless❤️
@hundredseok6 ай бұрын
I pray for you and everyone else who reads this to be freed from temptation and a life of sin in Jesus name amen 🙏🏾
@adotv97366 ай бұрын
@@melodiemuhanzu1548 Amen
@adotv97366 ай бұрын
@@hundredseok Amen
@ravenindia3136 ай бұрын
God bless you❤❤❤
@kal.m.7 ай бұрын
"[the bible] it's the only book that will read you back" Poetry. Absolute art! 39:23
@fulltimesuperstar17 ай бұрын
I always say this. The bible is soooo poetic. It’s absolutely beautiful.
@csmoviles6 ай бұрын
❤❤❤❤
@AnthonyManzio6 ай бұрын
@@fulltimesuperstar1 None of your video work in getting a women full of packed fraud you tuber all a big waste of time. No monitors bs loads of videos.
@Pattysweets15 ай бұрын
❤❤❤
@kekeschronicles28325 ай бұрын
No because God be CLOCKING me through the Bible 😭
@rawrrii10206 ай бұрын
“He will leave the other 99 sheep on the hill to go look for the lost sheep”💓♥️ How great and Good is Our God
@clipaqua88484 ай бұрын
amen!
@piashadononfroy12614 ай бұрын
IM IN TEARS BC YES THAT IS TRUE BUT LET'S FINISH THIS BEAUTIFUL PASSAGE NOT ONLY DOES HE LEAVE THOSE 99 SHEEP TO GO LOOK FOR THE LOST SHEEP❤ HALLELUJAH LORD IM SHOUTING!!!! 💯THE LORD CARRIES THOSE LOST SHEEP TO THE SAFETY OF THE OTHER SHEEP BC THEY CAN NOT WALK ALONE WITHOUT BEING CARRIED AND GUIDED BACK TO THE FLOCK❤IM CRYING TEARS OF JOY BC HOW GRACIOUS CAN A POWERFUL FORCE BE TO NATURE AND THE WHOLE EARTH THATS BC HE HAS THE WHOLE WORLD IN THE PALM OF HIS HAND❤
@Stracciways233 ай бұрын
thats his name 99 yes he made all he does nothing then whatching what you choice to do in life if you die then judgedment afcourse
@AantreklikMalika18 сағат бұрын
He's wonderful and a loving God! Thanks for Yeshua! 🤎
@GalversaАй бұрын
Hello, I'm a muslim girl but i really enjoy watching testimony from people that i had a lot of problem in the past, ex : dealing with addiction, abuse, mental illness and i'm very proud of you ❤️ that you found peace in your life and god. Love my christians people ( Sorry for my poor english !!)
@youungstunnaa5 ай бұрын
I went through this too. The devil used prostitution, love is love, my empathy, and then transgenderism to push me away from my family and into prostitution. I ballooned up to almost 400 pounds, became very addicted to marijuana, and was constantly dissociated. In two days it will have been a month since I let go of my ego and asked God sincerely for help to deliver me from marijuana. Hallelujah I was SAVED! Christ Our Lord deemed me worthy. He still loved me and saved me, and my family still loved me and welcomed me back after I was groomed to believe they hated me and shunned them. There is HOPE! Turn to CHRIST! Only He can save you.
@clipaqua88484 ай бұрын
that's beautiful! thank you for sharing
@GTA_6_Clips4 ай бұрын
the devil doesn't exist, so what you said is not true
@annanicoleslefttit4 ай бұрын
only you can save you! the control and decision to find jesus and his teachings is up to you. dont wait!
@GTA_6_Clips4 ай бұрын
@@annanicoleslefttit jesus was a con-artist, stop spreading nonsense
@BNVGNG4 ай бұрын
Why is marijuana so bad, it makes me a better person idc I think its something good
@sferguson31317 ай бұрын
Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing the love of Jesus so openly and sincerely . You’re glowing and His love just radiates when you speak about Him. Life is sweeter with Him and your testimony proves that. ❤
@aaliyahpollard39335 ай бұрын
Amen! God is so good🙌🏼❤️😭🙏🏼!
@amjidhuss10925 ай бұрын
bible jesus died for your sins. 1 Timothy 6:16 ICB God is the only One who never dies. He lives in light so bright that men cannot go near it. No one has ever seen God, or can see him. May honor and power belong to God forever. Amen. jesus not God. Jesus prophet of one true God
@PamBeesly95455 ай бұрын
@@amjidhuss1092 Jesus is God in the flesh
@amjidhuss10925 ай бұрын
Deuteronomy 6:4 ► Hear, O Israel: The LORD our God, the LORD is one. John 17:3 ► Now this is eternal life: that they know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent. Jesus preached to worship one True God
@amjidhuss10925 ай бұрын
Deuteronomy 6:4 ► Hear, O Israel: The LORD our God, the LORD is one. John 17:3 ► Now this is eternal life: that they know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent. Jesus preached to worship one True God
@dforte61957 ай бұрын
She said… “ The Bible is the only book you read that reads you back.” YUP! That’s a word and I hereby co-sign this lady’s sentiment on the Bible. Amen and AMEN!
@amjidhuss10925 ай бұрын
bible jesus died for your sins. 1 Timothy 6:16 ICB God is the only One who never dies. He lives in light so bright that men cannot go near it. No one has ever seen God, or can see him. May honor and power belong to God forever. Amen. jesus not God. Jesus prophet of one true God
@ddmound3 ай бұрын
None of that BS she say is true about God or the Bible. Since when does God deliver you from your sins unless you come to Him through Christ and confess them? She is confusing the Lord wanting us to fulfill our years.(threescore and ten) SO that was her spiritman telling her to get the f out but she wanted to stay in it. (her own words) She says the Bible reads you back. What the hail does that mean? (absolutely nothing or it would have been read her back) All of a sudden she wants to get deep? Yeah rite! She should have rebuked those erections that raped her! I know the Heavenly Father and the Lord and the Bible like the back of my hand. The Bible is written by the Inspiration of the Spirit of Eloah (singular for plural Elohiym The Holy Spirit) the Hidden One of Israel. Abba Patyr' calls His Spirit (they are both His) Ruach! (Zech.4:6.) They are the Seal (Elohim) and the Cover (Ruach) so that when you reaD THE BIBLE it IS WRITTEN TO NOT MEAN WHAT YOU SAY. bUT MEAN WHAT IT SAYS WHEN IT SAYS "dO nOT". eVERYONE IN THE royAL pRIESTHOOD hOUSEHOLD OF THE lORD KNOWS THIS. lOOK FOR YOURSELF - iSA.29:9-16.Il Cor.3:18.) This means you must get the letter (logos) first to believe it. To do this you must go somewhere as a babe to hear it. (rhema) If you act upon it (not just talk it) by forsaking your sinful ways, only then will the Lord reveal the Heavenly Father to you after 3 years of walking with him. (Matt.11:27-30.) Abba Patyr' is the Only One that reveal the meaning of the Word. This is called the "Voice" (kole in Hebrew) of The Presence (Pawneem') of Eloah. (Gen.17:1.) To get here you must have faith (The Spirit) to believe. (The letter) All that is not of faith is sin. Very few ever find it in their lifetime. With this comes His Precepts upon Precepts, Line upon Line. You enter into His Rests and understanding. (Isa.28:9-13.) This is when it reveals itself not read you. It becomes a lamp the your feet. Not a reader of souls. Ppl say BS all the time so they can seem spiritual. You get spiritual through the sins of your youth. You will bear them in your old age
@Stracciways233 ай бұрын
its sayed also people try always to desive people so you fight for you enemys
@Stracciways233 ай бұрын
@@amjidhuss1092 thats what zionist say too in isreal where holy so who is holyer you or jews mate tell that to the judge mate of roman Reich means when you dying then you saved hahaha like jesus deluded
@ddmound3 ай бұрын
@@amjidhuss1092 No human or angel can die bc of the Spirit in them. And when you say no one has seen Him, then how did He appear to Abram. Gen.17:1.
@girl.withluv90037 ай бұрын
Im just 16 and I relate a lot to some parts of your testimony. I don't remember wether I was introduced at a very young age to porn or if I was just curious, but it turned into an addiction to which I'm still fighting today. The more I was exposed to it, the more vile and degrading it became. It changed my perception of intimacy and made me boy crazy to the extent where I would put myself on teen dating apps and omegle. Half of my family is christian and the other is atheist, so I thought that maybe God existed but I didn't really care. When I started getting curious about my body, before 10, I felt extremely guilty afterwords, as if I had disappointed an omniscient presence, but I just couldn't stop. Later on, I started getting curious about God, and in 2022 I remember feeling convicted to put this one worship song in my bathroom. The emotions I felt were so strong, I was crying non stop and I felt like I had a purpose, that's when my walk with God debuted. Long story short I fell in sin again, harder than before, I would talk to so many boys at once and feel accomplished, I felt wanted and pursued but something was missing, my heart was still felt empty. Every time for some reason my talking stages would cease before I would do something I was going to regret. I fully believe that it was God protecting me, because he knows that deep down in my heart, my v-card is extremely important to me. Now, I completely stopped with wasting my time on boys and I'm working on my boy craziness because I'm trying to dedicate my life to Christ, but I'm still battling with my addiction. It's significantly less stronger than before, and I'm really trying but sometimes I just can't resist it. So all of this to say your testimony helped me realize that I'm not alone in this, and that there is hope for me, that He isn't going to leave me to suffer, that if I let him in my heart, I can find the love that I'm craving so much. I never stop to watch testimonies but I'm glad I did for yours. Thank you so much for allowing us to hear your story and know that you've helped not only me but a lot of young girls. Love you MUAH !
@RoseWater317 ай бұрын
I started watching porn when I was 12. Just like everyone else said, the videos became weirder as we start to feel like the “regular” stuff just isn’t enough anymore. I’m 24 now, and it was only almost 2 years ago that I had REAL strength to let go of both porn and masturbation. But it wasn’t out of my own strength. It was because I consistently prayed to God for help to relieve me of this addiction. It was hard, of course,and there were even times when I would backslide a bit and feel extremely disgusting afterwards. Then God revealed scripture to me: ”But I say, anyone who even looks at a woman with lust has already committed adultery with her in his heart.“ Matthew 5:28 NLT To lust over someone is as if you are using their body for own selfish and sexual gains, even if in the case of porn they are literally presenting their bodies for use of sexual immorality. We are using their bodies and therefore we are sinning by watching, and they are winning for allowing us to watch. Matthew 5:28 gives me the strength now to avoid porn, as I think of this verse every single time an ill thought even attempts to cross my mind. God knows our hearts and efforts, so when we give it our all to obey him, he sees the effort and lends his loving hands to help us overcome sin, for Jesus ALWAYS offers a way out of sin! ”The temptations in your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will not allow the temptation to be more than you can stand. When you are tempted, he will show you a way out so that you can endure.“ 1 Corinthians 10:13 NLT I pray that God may guide all of us through our struggles to righteousness ❤amen
@RoseWater317 ай бұрын
They are sinning * lol autocorrect
@Kwezkat7 ай бұрын
@@RoseWater31 Amen❤ it's amazing to see how much God loves His creation, thank you for sharing.
@iconicnicki98167 ай бұрын
Same age and in the same situation as you. God keeps putting signs right in front of me but I’m not acting on it. I want to take action but I don’t know where to start. I want to turn my life around
@welovenayy72007 ай бұрын
@@iconicnicki9816 I’m so proud of you for taking the first step! How can I contact you?😊
@promisejackianja8458Ай бұрын
I feel like so many young girls need to hear this message
@nadyasefa2 ай бұрын
40:22 "Sometimes it takes getting to the lowest point to find Him". Your beautiful testimony made me cry, as I've had similar experience. During my breaking point, in the deepest, darkest place of my life, that's when I found Him. Jesus wiped away my tears and told me to get up, it's His mercy & unconditional love that saved me from my old life, my trauma and I'm forever grateful for that. Thank you for sharing love, I wanna give you a hug 💗💗
@therealsubaekhyang7 ай бұрын
porn that I had watched even 10 years ago as a child is still in my head after all these years so be careful what you fill your mind with. Jesus saved me in 2021 from my long lasting porn addiction and I'm slowly healing from it. now I really try to avoid watching anything sexual or explicit because I don't want to think about it
@OnoMa-g6v2 ай бұрын
Pray for restoration, it works
@BookofJohn3V87 ай бұрын
Wow...girl, I have almost THE SAME testimony. I'm giving my testimony on May 9th and wow, this helped me vocalize my life. I always thought I was so alone--wow...Jesus made sure I saw this video. I'm almost crying. Btw I just got out of my narcissistic abusive relationship, I'm a single mom now but the Lord saved me. I've never been happier.
@BookofJohn3V87 ай бұрын
The holes in the wall part...oh my gosh, this is God right here. You're not alone. Girl, I bought posters to cover up what he did. Anytime you want to talk, PLEASE reach out to me. You're not alone.
@Lani.Cruz77 ай бұрын
You're a very beautiful person and God does love you❤
@mystery175 ай бұрын
Paise God!
@amjidhuss10925 ай бұрын
bible jesus died for your sins. 1 Timothy 6:16 ICB God is the only One who never dies. He lives in light so bright that men cannot go near it. No one has ever seen God, or can see him. May honor and power belong to God forever. Amen. jesus not God. Jesus prophet of one true God
@GTA_6_Clips4 ай бұрын
the lord didn't save you, he doesn't exist, you saved yourself
@KarinaYaz7 ай бұрын
the way the shadows look like angel wings 😇🪽 Thank you for sharing your testimony!
@lovelynsmith90025 ай бұрын
My God I thought it was just me 🤍
@me-xm9kk2 ай бұрын
😂ya'll stretch shit
@PatrickTurner-b4v2 ай бұрын
Awesome for her. I'm a father and I'm listening to her talk about how her parents provided all she could have ever needed and yet that emotional love was missing. My older daughters often tease me about how serious I always look and seem. I'm just so focused on providing for my family that the easiest thing to provide them is my emotional presence and love. I would never forgive myself if I ignored that aspect that my children need and they look for it somewhere else. Congratulations young lady thank you for sharing.
@OnoMa-g6v2 ай бұрын
YOUR testimony helps the lost realize salvation and restoration are possible ! Everyone should be sharing their testimony to everyone possible.
@JessicaenIngles6 ай бұрын
Wow, I teared up when I saw you getting baptized GOD IS SO GOOD! He is so real, he saves, he saved me, and saved you. Glory to God.
@LaSaritaАй бұрын
😍😍😍😍
@Genesisramseyy7 ай бұрын
Wow I just found your channel and I can relate to the addiction I was exposed to it when I was 5 and I been hyper sexual since , I never met someone who was I could relate to, the fact you are saying this makes me feel not alone it was hard and searches did get worse😭😔and I was sexually assaulted too by a girl too I got confused because of it , this is crazy that I’m sitting here like yessss I feel you ‼️‼️
@GamingandfitRN7 ай бұрын
Not many speak 🗣️ about and are embarrassed but you and many are brave and strong 💪🏾
@saniyasworldoffaith53187 ай бұрын
I can relate so much
@darien36566 ай бұрын
I can relate I was exposed to porn when I was in Pre school.
@bogii10475 ай бұрын
i'm not sure who will read this, but i have to admit something, because this video made me realise that i'm not alone with my struggles. i struggle with being a lukewarm christian, acting like i do everything for God, then being lazy to even open my Bible and denying Him infront of people. i also have things i feel like i just can't let go of, that includes so much anger towards family members for the wrong they've done to me. i feel like i cannot let go of my anger, i feel like they don't deserve my kindness. i feel ashamed because of the way i think, because deep down i know i'm in the wrong for judging these people. you'renot alone with your struggles, and don't give up, and i'll try not to either. we'll meet each other in heaven. God is patient, He'll wait for you! ❤
@johnh9435 ай бұрын
We all do things we regret, and Jesus commands us to forgive. You didn't deserve to be forgiven either by Jesus, but he died for you anyways, it's called Grace. And you can be gracious too! And you'll be free of a great burden😊.
@karinaf83264 ай бұрын
I noticed that when I was reading my Bible everyday, it was becoming easier and easier to let go of things that upset me before, like people who wronged me in the past. But just like you, I’m struggling with laziness and the feelings came back. Not to the same degree but they are still in my mind and it’s not fun. I need to be more disciplined to improve my life, so what I started to do is going to boot camp classes very early in the morning and read my Bible as well. Whatever it takes so I can stay in the word of God. Life is harder without him honestly.
@ServantScientistSonSaved7 ай бұрын
"Whoever the Son sets free is free indeed" - Lord free me as you freed Abby, Refine me in your fire and give me the mind of Christ. Time for full, honest, productive life.
@mack99337 ай бұрын
Nice comment may God bless you ✝️
@Nik.koleee6 ай бұрын
IN JESUS NAME, AMEN!
@yolandajones17945 ай бұрын
This is a beautiful testimony. She looks like she never lived that way. Jesus can change anyone. I am so glad I watched this. God is so good, and so patient when we live a sinful lifestyle. She is so blessed to be saved. ❤🙏🏿
@Jennaayy175 ай бұрын
Amen 🙏🏽✝️💕
@amjidhuss10925 ай бұрын
bible jesus died for your sins. 1 Timothy 6:16 ICB God is the only One who never dies. He lives in light so bright that men cannot go near it. No one has ever seen God, or can see him. May honor and power belong to God forever. Amen. jesus not God. Jesus prophet of one true God
@amandajanelouise41987 ай бұрын
That was really brave of you to share your life and I can tell you genuinely want to help others know that there is a better way. I’m proud of you for being honest. I’ve never heard a story of the other side of the fast life outside of the beauty and money. This was really inspiring ❤
@YourGirl0027 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story-I'm at a loss for words. I am a girl and I was exposed to porn at 4 years old and now I'm 22, people have no idea how deeply this can mark a child's mind. Years of addiction, struggle, depression, losing self-confidence, and even wanting to end it all. I'm not out of the woods yet, but your testimony really restores my faith. I go through times when my relationship with God gets better; I quit this crap, I pray every day, exercise, and take care of myself. Then there are low periods when I can barely leave my room, sinking deeper into this mess, driven by guilt and shame. Shame that I can't resist, shame of feeling fake, of being one person on the outside and another within. Thank you so much; I'm convinced it was God who led me to your page tonight! May He bless you abundantly and give you strength and support.
@NinaJayy7 ай бұрын
I could say the same thing about myself. However, I'm now in my late 20s. You're still so young, seek the Lord! Don't waste your precious 20s as I regrettably did. I understand you with the depression, lack of self confidence and wanting to not be here, it really is tough. Not so long ago I personally stopped all my meds and just lean on the Lord and his word and his promises to us, for comfort when I'm down. It takes time, so don't push yourself hard or beat yourself up. And I'm not saying stop meds if you are taking any but remember God can heal us, He has healing hands and He says, ask and you shall receive. Find some verses that can lift you back up when you aren't feeling so great. Listen to worship music (try to avoid hillsong, elevation, transformation church...they have sketchy teachings, beliefs and practices) or try sermons from Paul Washer while you clean your room or fold laundry etc. you are never alone ❤ God has you! Leave it in His hands, stay strong sister❤❤☺️
@tianna18176 ай бұрын
Look into deliverance prayers, rebuke the spirit of shame and command it to go in the name of Jesus
@ThruGod2335 ай бұрын
Remember you’re not alone, and even when you fail remember Jesus in your corner. The devil carefully engineered all this but the Lord conquers all as he did when he shed his blood for us. I’ve been struggling with porn myself too from since I was 18, masturbation even longer than that and I’m 22 now so I get you. I know you’ve been through a serious hell of feelings, emotions and events. Sometimes you even question the power of God because you simply can’t even stop yourself from doing the thing you hate the most. One moment you can clearly say “I’m Never doing this again” next thing you’re 5 seconds away from typing up something you shouldn’t. The mental strain of constantly losing is very painful and the strain of even thinking about never being able to leave this loop due to your experience trying to stop is even more scary and painful trust me ik so well. But there is hope. Jeremiah 29:11. At the end of the day God has good plans for us, everyone’s journey is different but the end goal is one. One pastor I watched said the devil doesn’t care about keeping us addicted, since Jesus will always forgive. He is more focused on keeping us in despair, depression and anxiety because when we have no hope then we won’t have faith and therefore we won’t even seek God. Well I hope this helps you and even myself, remember you can never lose if you never give up on God
@colonalklink145 ай бұрын
In order to have everlasting life you absolutely must trust in the person and finished work of Christ alone for salvation ❤️ this means that saving repentance is turning from unbelief to belief. You either believe that Jesus paid your sin debt in full or you don't. Saving repentance is realizing that you are a sinner deserving of God's just punishment in Hell and turn (repent) from whatever you trusted in before, if indeed you trusted in anything; to trusting in the person and finished work of Christ alone for salvation. Simply put Jesus paid for all the sins of all the world at the cross (past, present, and future). That payment is put to your account when you have believed on Christ alone for salvation 💖. Literally Jesus is Lord God Almighty clothed in unsinful humanity and He is the author of *eternal life* to all who trust Him alone for salvation.
@BridgetteAmaro2 ай бұрын
YESSS FELT “it’s the only book that will read you back” that is so true
@MoniqueJuarezScott3 ай бұрын
I felt so lost and I was searching and searching for God, I felt so condemned by the devil for backsliding into sin. Your testimony led me to pray and ask God for forgiveness, we are never too far from the grace and love and kindness of God. I feel set free and crying tears of peace and happiness. Thank you for sharing your story.
@ad72877 ай бұрын
Amazing story! As a 20 year old guy I am truly inspired by ur story. Keep being strong and growing in ur relationship with God, the struggle isn’t over but u are only getting stronger
@thek4lqueen7 ай бұрын
SISSSSSSSSSSSSSS YOU DON'T LOOK LIKE WHAT U HAVE BEEN THROUGHHHHHHHHH GOD BLESS U SIS
@Angelikah17 ай бұрын
Many are called few are chosen - you passed the test and gave your testimony, continue to walk the narrow path! ✝️
@AtxChica474 ай бұрын
Good for you girl! You’re an inspiration and perfect model to all the lost souls wandering in the Bay Area. I see it every. single. day. The concept of being a kind human is essentially extinct in this region. It’s saddening and exhausting! BUT with the strength of God by our side, we can grab each one of their hands and show them the way to a life full of peace and true fulfillment!! Be kind to yourself….this will be a journey. Storms are sure to come and go. I assure you though, it will all be sooo worth it in the end. ✝️ On behalf of every lost soul in our hood and myself, THANK YOU for being so brave! You are truly a gem. 💎 God Bless you Sis 😇❤️
@KAye633Ай бұрын
I love that majority of comments are uplifting and positive. Any negative comment is clearly coming from the other side because who would really get mad about someone giving their life to God and getting saved?? Exactly. Keep going!
@DaughterOfTheKingdom167 ай бұрын
21:25 the glow you have with Jesus and the Holy Spirit is so different you look amazing. I struggled with addiction for years and now im clean and sober and on fire for Jesus. The glow just hits differently when you have peace of mind and the Joy of God 🙏🏾🩵
@Sincerely_Jacki7 ай бұрын
Just wow! I am literally going through a spiritual warfare. I have been so rebellious to religion. I have always been a believer in GOD and a higher source but still consisted on doing things my way. Today I had a break down, had a long conversation with GOD, then decided to start cleaning up my space. I turned on a gospel playlist for a bit and decided to take a break…turned off the playlist and then your beautiful face popped up. Thank you for your transparency. I can relate on a few things you’ve gone through. I’m so glad I clicked play. Inspired is the least of what I feel right now. I’m so happy you’ve overcame and decided to share your story. ❤
@danilaroche11567 ай бұрын
Even Jesus rebuked the Pharisees. He didn't like religion. Get born again. Call and receive Christ into your heart.
@TomiwaRodia7 ай бұрын
You are so incredibly strong and brave for sharing your story! ❤Although I'm not christian, it's beautiful to witness you give your life to God. It just serves as proof that as long as we're still living, we have a chance to turn a new leaf in our lives no matter how far we may have strayed. Wishing you more healing, love and success on your journey 🫶🏾
@Ichigitchyyayadada7 ай бұрын
This is oddly wholesome, much love ☦️💗☪️
@3333hh5 ай бұрын
On my journey currently. Thank you for sharing your story. You are very inspiring, I use to think God couldn’t love me or accept me or punish me but now I realize I can do all things through Christ and he gives me grace and no matter what he loves us. I’m learning how unwavering his love is.
@sarkispoyrazian42457 ай бұрын
As an Armenian, we are born into Christianity. It’s the identity and backbone of our culture! We have been tortured and killed for that belief and yet, it has made us a stronger and resilient people! I can’t imagine a life without Jesus. His strength and warmth is all encompassing. Proud of anyone who accepts the king of kings into their life! Welcome sister. ❤
@Ichigitchyyayadada7 ай бұрын
Not necessarily, you aren't born into Christianity. You grew up in it, you chose Jesus and Jesus is proud of you for choosing the truth. Armenians are raised to know the truth, and they've accepted it. That's why it's the strongest Christian Nation, Amen ☦️
@gabbeo215 ай бұрын
Well I know a lot of Armenians and almost all of them are christians by name and not born again christians.
@skullamania15 ай бұрын
I've been hearing about what's been happening, I pray for you. Please keep the faith and courage, your perseverance in the face of persecution is a light for the other members of the body of Christ! I've heard Hungary is trying to organise help but if there's any way to support please share details
@PamBeesly95455 ай бұрын
May God bless and keep you safe🫶🏽💕
@GTA_6_Clips4 ай бұрын
that's such a shame, because jesus was a con-man and cult leader, nothing more
@AantreklikMalika18 сағат бұрын
This is the MOST beautiful testimony! I have family members who has been molested, using drugs, and have older people around them influenced them do terrifying things. Your testimony brought tears to my eyes! I have been through so much as well myself just by the harassment and being followed by these people who destroyed my sister and brother lives. This testimony makes me wants to become even more closer to Yeshua. Thanks Abby for being brave and sharing your testimony! I love you too! 🤎
@sarinaelaine177 ай бұрын
I’m from the Bay. Pimp culture is so real even with just dating someone, it’s wild. I’m new to learning the word and truly being saved by Jesus from years of toxicity with men and this lifestyle❤God bless you thank you
@gdugan26 ай бұрын
"I'm telling you - Get on the winning team, y'all." Love it. 🙂
@rosediaz80937 ай бұрын
Abby you appeared on my recommendation page 🥺! So so proud of you 🤍 May God continue to bless you and guide you in his path. You’ve even inspired me to rekindle my relationship with God, thank you for bringing this to your platform and keep inspiring our generation!
@loveydevydevyАй бұрын
crying at your testimony, the Lord is so so good. You are glowing!! The way He used your past for your good, I feel so happy that you know you are loved the way God loves you. This was so encouraging and I just want you to know you are encouraging so many people through your life!
@TheBingeher10 күн бұрын
I literally started crying and thanking the Lord for saving you after seeing your pictures at the hospital. I am so happy that He called you onto Himself and that He loves you so much that He saved and protected you through all of it. Thank you so much for your testimony! I hope that one day soon I’ll be able to speak my own so openly. God bless you! 🤍🙌🏽
@MayaGraves6 ай бұрын
My God!!! This left me in tears😭💗. Thank you Jesus for brining your beautiful daughter home.
@Jellyfish_947 ай бұрын
I feel like God showed this to me because I’ve been dealing with something similar that I’ve been trying to break free from. Thank you for this ❤ I grew up in a Christian household but got exposed to porn because of my father who was an alcoholic at the time. He used to put inappropriate posters up which is how I first got exposed to it then I came across it one day on tv during the after hours times. I was around the same age that you got exposed to it and began to be curious just like you and ended up becoming addicted to it growing up and still am dealing with that addiction. It has messed me up in different ways but I am getting better at not watching it as much but still am struggling to break free from it. This is my first time actually admitting it to someone after all these years….I’ve always felt ashamed so I have just kept it to myself.
@danilaroche11567 ай бұрын
The devil wants us steeped in shame so we can't be free. Jesus doesn't condemn us if we look to Him. I was never a sex worker but i pondered it. I grew up with alcoholic, abusive parents. Years, decades of abuse. I was hooked on porn and promiscuity. Jesus healed my hurt and taught me self love.
@diriamendes64285 ай бұрын
James 5:16: “Therefore, confess your sins to one another and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person has great power as it is working”. The word tells us that confessing our sins (not just to God) but to one another (seekers and followers of christ) is a step to healing. It helps to hold ourselves accountable and breaks the enemy’s hold on us through the shame that we carry over our mistakes or fleshly strongholds. Shame is such a huge manipulation tool used by Satan and his minions and it keeps away from the grace of God by making us feel so low and unworthy (been there) - But the Bible tells us that all shame was taken away by Jesus in the cross (Isaiah 53:5)🤍🤍 The enemy is a liar and you are so deserving of the Love of God - the lord bless you and keep you, may he free you from all that you are dealing and healing from in Jesus name. Your admission is the key to your healing, pray over it, fast over all things and earnestly and truly seek to distance your mind by filling it with the presence and grace of God. 🤍🤍
@bryreb7 ай бұрын
My sister in Christ! I know your story and your testimony, no matter how many times i hear it, i still get the chills and tears appear to my eyes. I am beyond proud of you and super thankful to have you in my life. You continue to inspire me and you will inspire others to know our father God. UGH AMEN 🥹🙏🏼🫶🏼
@leilahk1752 ай бұрын
this was so refreshing to see this kind of openness on social media ,your video resonated with me ;God is good im glad i saw this
@vanessapineda68695 ай бұрын
Seeing you get baptized and hearing your final words had me in tears. Thank you for your vulnerability, this popped up on my feed for a reason!
@karlagomez-ui5ey8 ай бұрын
Girrrll you had me in tears 😭😭😭 thank you so much for sharing!!!!!very powerful testimony 🙏 🥹
@akosAdut6 ай бұрын
Omd exactly me rn 😭. I've never cried watching a testimony but this one touched me so much, esp during the baptism
@angelcolburn81308 ай бұрын
What a testimony! The way your voice broke when you were getting baptized, I got so emotional ❤ thank you for being so brave in sharing this
@semitriawilliams85518 ай бұрын
This is so powerful, Abby! Thank you for sharing your testimony. You are inspiring so many with your honesty, living in your truth, and being a reflection of God’s work.
@Hop8586 ай бұрын
I deeply relate to your story and testimony , and I want to express my heartfelt gratitude for your vulnerability. Your words have not only inspired me but have also provided invaluable support to many other women and teenagers who are experiencing similar challenges. Many individuals feel trapped in cycles they believe have no end or are overwhelmed with guilt over their perceived sins, thinking that God is tired of them. Your testimony offers hope and encouragement to those in need. Thank you very much, and with much love.
@casseophealejarde-khaizen4 ай бұрын
I'm from the Philippines also and have the same background as you as a teenager lost girl. I am blessed to hear your testimony because it shows the power of Jesus. Praise Jesus for setting the captives free. ❤ Thank you. Next thing you'll see, Jesus will change the way you dress and make up. This was the last thing He uprooted from me because He wanted me to fully surrender. Amen and amen! ❤
@Rhonda_Maldonado_618247 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your beautiful testimony. I was just baptized on April 28, 2024 & I was ashamed of my past as well. I didn't even want the pastor to tell the congregation what I had been delivered from, but I decided that it was essential to share because it's only when we see what we have been delivered from that we can truly understand his Grace mercy and power. And yes, the Word is alive with power! The Bible is such a blessing to us from Him.
@Yourabrokebitcht2 ай бұрын
What have you done
@danielaansuh87887 ай бұрын
I have never been moved to tears by a testimony before, but I could relate to the basics and the gist of yours. I want to commend you for sharing your story and let you know that God will bless you beyond measure. The devil might have thought he had you, but God knew that you were one of His best for the Kingdom. You are beautiful, blessed and intelligent, and I am grateful that you shared your experience. You probably have no idea how much this has helped many women. God bless you. I would like to sow into your ministry.
@estherrvieira6 ай бұрын
I wasn't expecting such a beautiful testimony. Thank you so much for sharing this with us. I'm a pastor's daughter and I've been a Christian all my life, sometimes we forget how the world is living and how God's love is so good and redeeming. It's so good and redeeming. I just want to encourage you and remind you that when you felt like you had lost everything, God already knew he would use you. I'm so happy for you and that you found Him! Love from brazil.
@colonalklink145 ай бұрын
Saving repentance is realizing that you are a sinner deserving of God's just punishment in Hell and turn (repent) from whatever you trusted in before, if indeed you trusted in anything; to trusting in the person and finished work of Christ alone for salvation.
@NataliaRodriguez-h5q2 ай бұрын
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@avau112425 күн бұрын
Prayed on the way to work to open my eyes more about the bible and Jesus. I’m glad I came across your video!! Thank you ❤ God bless you always!!
@Top1percentshortsКүн бұрын
Wow such a beautiful and powerful testimony praise God.
@thaomelon7 ай бұрын
Brought me to tears. Hallelujah, our God is so good and merciful!
@sifonaakpabio7 ай бұрын
ABBY, I followed you for your lifestyle content but this is so brave of you to open up about your faith and struggles. I’m a Christian myself I’ve found it hard to be consistent on my walk with Christ because of my traumatic past and this just reassured me in so many ways that things can and WILL get better.
@bandteesnblazers7 ай бұрын
Girl - I am so happy that you found your way out of that part of your life. Thank you so much for sharing your story! I was really confused and probably literally, the sheep on the outskirts of the flock for a long while. Jesus calls us back ❤ Also, thank you. I just recently found your channel and I must say, not a lot of people of Faith come into my feed (I hope this changes my algorithm, because I can’t take nonsense anymore!). You are well spoken, motivating, intelligent, beautiful and grounded from what I’ve seen so far, and I am thankful for your videos and I wish you peace, love and blessings from Texas ❤
@Jamedia663 ай бұрын
Hard for a man like myself to even imagine any kind of these men who could treat and exploit you that way. I’ve been to the darkest places in life myself, yet I can’t imagine ever being to live with myself if even I treated a woman that way. I understand the psychological dependency you were surrounded by, but I cannot imagine the type of sociopathic low life who could do these things to you. It’s filed by insecurity and narcissism. You’re an amazingly beautiful woman. Yeah, I’m kind of “simping” here, but it’s true. How any man wouldn’t be beyond grateful to have you in his life is just befuddling. I’m happy for where you’ve come and I know you understand the value in the struggles you endured. Good bless, and you always have a friend right here. Amen 🙏
@tolusterritory23 күн бұрын
I dont know why but immediately i saw this video, something in me wanted to hear about your story and know more about you. I was drawn to this video. An i just kept speaking out 'thank you Jesus ', I'm soo happy God brought u back to himself. Not everybody has the opportunity to tell the story like u. Many sre dead. Grateful for you life.❤
@naomigtx7 ай бұрын
Wow Abby! What a crazy life. I started reading the bible in August 2023 (currently on week 36) and I already feel like its my greatest accomplishment. You aren't lying when you said the tea is in there. After reading about David, I was rushing to my coworker to talk about it like we personally were there. Lol Im definitely glad to hear you speak of Jesus. Thank you for sharing so much. I'll say some prayers for you girl! ❤
@emmaariane80507 ай бұрын
This had me in tears! You are so brave and so strong for sharing ❤ Your testimony goes to show how powerful He truly is and how much He loves us!
@xcoolmate047 ай бұрын
Shed a tear bc you just opened up,love & light mama ✨
@KamilahCable5 ай бұрын
Wow! I’m from the Bay Area and the fact that you have overcome this with Jesus! It’s hard for us women out here especially when you’ve been sheltered. Thanks for sharing sis 💛
@enveetee82465 ай бұрын
As a born-again who works in criminal law, I must say your story touched me. You are an inspiration. Amen from London
@migerdiaz13597 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing your testimony. Your a role model to other females dealing with the same situation and you being vulnerable will change n help others in similar situations. God bless you 🙏🏽
@bledjon46538 ай бұрын
Powerful testimony Abby 👏🏾
@Soul_Jornal7 ай бұрын
I just need to leave it here how much your strength is appreciated and honorable. Much courage is necessary to be sharing this type of experiences and content online. You are so strong and loved, I wish it was possible to share my feelings with you. ❤❤
@Proverbs18133 ай бұрын
Thank you for being so courageous! I am an evangelist and bible teacher in the Philippines, and your story is unfortunately not rare. I am filled with joy that God has delivered you from that darkness. I was once a heavy drinker and spent most of my free time in bars, but God's word is a living organism that will transform you if you will "hide it in your heart". Thank you again for sharing your testimony!
@sharlonberidon4128Ай бұрын
Hallelujah! What a powerful TESTIMONY. So happy you found true real love in JESUS CHRIST and that your soul is saved. God bless you. 🙏🏾🙌🏾😇
@bignbuff2k5 ай бұрын
It’s amazing how all I can see in her is Jesus. I would’ve never thought she had a past like that. I love the way Jesus light shines through her. Thanks for being brave and sharing your testimony.
@ChildofGod987657 ай бұрын
Lord Jesus hear my prayers. I’m still struggling to take care of my children. Both of my sons are special needs and require so much from me. Lord Jesus I’m overwhelmed as a single mother. Please hear my prayers. I’m constantly struggling to buy groceries and constantly struggling to pay rent and now that I’m home schooling my sons I’m struggling even more. Lord give me strength I can’t do it without you. 💕💝
@hahadarrie7 ай бұрын
God bless you. I’m actually a certified and licensed teacher/ special education teacher. I stopped working in the classroom because I had a baby. I’m looking for a family such as yours whose educational needs I’d be happy to support. I’m sure there are vouchers and credits that could help us both financially to make the collaboration work. May God provide both our families with what we need. I’m in Northern Virginia FYI.
@lifeaslee32137 ай бұрын
Amen ❤️
@yanetbirhanu67166 ай бұрын
He will help you and give you strength and remember Jesus loves you♥ prayed for you
@dorinefotsa47066 ай бұрын
Amen
@blackwoman_0155 ай бұрын
Children are a divine assignment The Lord hears every single prayer..He collects every tear He will reward you mommy He loves you ❤
@melycervantes44878 ай бұрын
Hey girl, I’m brand new to your channel but I wanted to say thank you for sharing this. This was a reminder for me that God is still working and that I need to get closer to him. This helped me and I know this will help others as well. God bless you girly love it all the recent videos, keep it up 💞💞
@shekinahbrownie56983 ай бұрын
This testimony brought me to tears!! Because this is so similar to me when I was younger, I was led into porn addiction at a young age. I was also sexually assaulted, which implanted habits that I wouldn’t get out of. Im still healing after 15 years, but now Jesus has changed me and now using my past as a weapon. Im so ever more grateful praise the Lord! And God bless you for sharing your vulnerability ❤❤
@kilimanjaro553724 күн бұрын
God bless you, Abby! Your testimony moved me, God is so good. So thankful to have another sister in Christ 🙏🏾.
@honeyandberries7 ай бұрын
We are so happy you’re here to share your story, thank you God for protecting Abby. You are His child ❤
@lowtoxxivette7 ай бұрын
Queeeen 💕💫 wow! I came across your channel because of your flawless makeup videos. I had no idea about your past however, Glory to God!! Praise Jesus for his grace & his love 🙏🏽 Watching this video makes me tear up. I’m going through a tough season right now & this is a reminder that God is near if we only reach out to him. God Bless you queeen 💘
@_zeestar7 ай бұрын
Girl! Your testimony has me in tears because of how much I can relate. Thank you so much for sharing this and God bless you. Praying your relationship with Christ strengthens daily 🙏🏾 ❤
@dmitriimuntean18 күн бұрын
Thank you for being so vulnerable, what a beautiful testimony. Wishing you peace, love, hope, and respect sister. God is good.
@meaganzap2 ай бұрын
Always love hearing people being led to Christ! Welcome to the family ✝️💖
@chriskc_c7 ай бұрын
WOW! This video was insane. And you are right! Get on the winning team!!! God is so good. I recently just got saved from my addiction to weed, nicotine, and pornography. I AM SET FREE BY THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST. Thank you for sharing, this was a very powerful testimony. Stay blessed Abby.
@realdeals-n-thrills7 ай бұрын
This brought me to tears. God is so good!
@Freddynotsoready7 ай бұрын
Amen!!!!!!! Truly beautiful inside and out!!!! God’s Grace and patience is so amazing !!!!!
@bluestripsnow5974Ай бұрын
I used to just over you on social media but I just watched this whole video and I feel you now. I found my faith strengthened in the Catholic Church this year and I am so happy that you are on this journey. Please keep it up and I’ll keep you in my prayers 🙏🏻📿
@madisondyn16 күн бұрын
your testimony of your life was similar to mine. i think its absolutely insane how deeply i related to a lot of it. it makes me so sad at times just because that is exactly what i went through. from finding xx at a young age, to getting into a relationship so young (i was 15 and he was 19) thinking that it was love, to moving to a different city and the ppl there normalized sex work (of), to having an of and searching for the love and validation i lacked in myself, to getting into another “love bomb” relationship with abuse for months.. he forced me to sleep with him too.. to praying to God that i needed a way out when he choked me. When i prayed i said it out loud too. im happy you are doing well now. your testimony moved me and made me feel like i was not alone to go through stuff like that. thank you so much.
@newid106 ай бұрын
What you described about immigrant parents not knowing how to communicate and not show love via words of affirmation etc is so spot on. My African parents were the same
@AmyTalksOfficial7 ай бұрын
im getting anxiety just listening. I wanted to impress a dude I liked so much, so i was doing the "sugar baby" thing. I wanted him to be so proud and amazed at how good I was at getting dates & money. Praise God it was short lived for me. He would feed me the same lines, "you can just hang out w them and make bank" etc. Also, I live in the bay too. The meeting up w tech dudes is too real. Praise God for healing
@Jay2busy24ss7 ай бұрын
So happy you found god. I’m glad you have gods love flowing in your life. This video helped me out a lot. And you are a very strong individual.
@juliam57475 ай бұрын
Such an amazing testimony, God is so amazing! Thank you for giving me new insight in my walk with Him and reminding me what truly matters! May He give you your hearts desires in abundance ❤
@katieseles52905 ай бұрын
I don't even have words to express just how grateful I am to you for having the courage to be so vulnerable & share your story. It gives me chills how eerily similar our testimonies are. I thank god for saving us and showing us how much more was meant for us. God bless you & your healing journey! ♥
@evabrazil137 ай бұрын
This brought me to tears! Thank you for sharing your story. You have such a beautiful soul and presence. God bless you!!🤍
@SammyFavoured4 ай бұрын
Praise God I escaped an abusive situation as well years ago I had to humble myself and move back home until I got myself together . It’s horrible when you come from religious home and have to return like the prodigal son but God is good he will restore us😊
@johanna62088 ай бұрын
this made me emotional 🥲 such an intense testimony
@saratellez66354 ай бұрын
I wept with your testimony!!! It is so amazing to see how God loves us and doesn’t care about our sins. I’m so happy you found true love, you’re an inspiration to everyone, and you’re going to change the lives of many people God bless you !!!
@opiamegАй бұрын
I feel warm inside that you shared this and nearly everything you said, I can relate to. I'm sorry about your experiences and very happy that you found your way to Jesus because he was definitely always there waiting for you. again, it's so crazy how much of all you've said I can honestly say I've experienced. God is good. I'm so grateful for Jesus.
@shaddjimenez76872 ай бұрын
Praise the Lord. As an 18 year old testimonies like this fill me with encouragement. Great reminder to keep seeking deeper and deeper intimacy with God. I'm also full filipino, grew up Catholic, and as a boy I struggled with desiring intimacy with girls, but that is not fulfilling in the end. Anyone reading this pray for me
@shaddjimenez76872 ай бұрын
I know God has a wife waiting for me please pray that He keeps us both pure from now unto then
@shaddjimenez76872 ай бұрын
It's really hard staying pure at this age, I'm fleeing all the time. Flocking to God's love instead
@ash-nw8uy7 ай бұрын
girl i’m so so happy for you☹️🩷 may God keep blessing you in everything that you do.
@Lexxulv7 ай бұрын
This was so powerful Abby. I definitely felt things as you were sharing your testimony. Thank you so much for sharing. I’m so grateful the Lord came back into your life and saved you ❤️
@Hhexns102Ай бұрын
Powerful testimony I cried so many times. I’m so sorry it happened to you but I am so greatful you listened to Gods call on your life. Beautiful. I love you, keep going hard I’m rooting for you my sister❤
@neildcruz322716 күн бұрын
Hi Abby Your Testimony was amazing it's great to see young people open up about their lifestyle and how God changed them. I was addicted to por. since 2017 I find myself in this cycle but I will keep fighting and I know God will deliver me, I make sure to repent of my sins and turn away from them. God can change anyone as long as we trust in him have Faith, and live a holy life.
@gracel29317 ай бұрын
Praise God 💕 proud of you for having the courage to share