My Twin Brother has passed away

[@briankelly85]

"Being a twin is like being born with a best friend."

[@AmieTiger-zr7oq]

I lost my twin in March. I feel like half of me is dead. I'm so broken. I'm not coping. Idk where ir how to find the joy. Jamie and Amie. Now... I'm just Amie. And I'm broken. God help me. And God help you all that have lost a twin.

[@menziessing11]

I am a twin and cannot imagine this. You are strong man, I don’t think I would be able to go on with life without him

[@Harib_allsack3]

I’m a twin too and we are absolutely inseparable, could never imagine this

[@AntonioAguilera-xh7de]

Me and my twin used to talk to each other about how we couldn’t imagine loosing one another, I was too scared to even think of it. But he passed away at 19 years old in a car wreck, and now I’m 26. When it happened I couldn’t even think or even grasp it. Now it’s crazy to think that I had someone who looked just like me and only 8 minutes apart. I used to not be scared of not having people around or not even having friends because I had one for life. The hardest moments are when I remember that he’s actually gone and I can’t do nothing about, there nothing I can do, and also the two times I called his phone and when it went to voicemail it hit me .

[@StandingBear-rc5iy]

❤My identical twin sister just passed on December O8/23. I am a Pisces, knew it was and could not change anything. She had a heart condition, which she never told me about, to strong minded, first born , and me 15 minutes later. ❤

[@tylerdajuan4740]

I lost my twin brother at 17yrs old I witnessed it Iam now 27 yrs old and I just want to say whoever is watching this video and is going through the same thing I just want you to know that it gets better with time and you are not alone. God brought us all here

[@eastervarte615]

Thank you that really helps I lost my twin brother and honestly don't know how to continue life But God's plan over mine🤍

[@PatrickMAT-c4e]

⁠@@eastervarte615 I lost my older brother 3 years ago. Twins... I can't imagine. Some do a little sooner and some a little later, no one here gets out alive, and the burden of grief has assigned onto us.

[@kaylonrome]

I'm a identical twin and I literally don't know what I would do without my twin brother. He is my soulmate literally.....I'm soooooooooo sorry for you lose.

[@mothermovementa]

I would simply pass away

[@JustAMinecraftEnjoyer]

lucky you… mine died

[@chaallus]

I can't begin to imagine what losing a twin is like (I'm an only kid). Please know we're all sending you our best. Be well Matt.

[@andrewcorcoran5228]

I recently lost my twin sister also. We were close like you guys were. I know what your going through and your not alone. Please do whatever you have to do to stay healthy and mentally stable. If u need to talk I'm here

[@davidgarza4961]

I so sorry for your loss Matt. I lost my twin Ben about four years now and I still feel the pain to this day. I find myself coming back to your video time to time and all I can say is thank you.

[@Arif-rw1rh]

Do you ever cry when you think about your twin

[@davidgarza4961]

​Thank you for reaching out to me. The loss of a twin is so personal and overwhelming. I've kept most of my pain private. My heart goes out to you so much.

[@davidgarza4961]

​@fartpoobox ohyeah. My reply was meant for you.

[@Arif-rw1rh]

@@davidgarza4961 do you ever cry when you think about your twin ?

[@Arif-rw1rh]

@fartpooboxohyeah8611 do you ever cry when you think about your twin?

[@janalaufer6965]

I lost my twin brother a few years ago. I will miss him absolutely forever! The pain is awful. I can relate all the way!

[@unitysprings3631]

I lost my twin when we were 17, in a car accident. I was lost for so long, but i have come to a place where i feel so blessed to have had his love and i can smile now when i speak or think of him. They dont leave us, they watch over us. That kinda love never dies

[@darrylmccants7280]

I don’t have an identical twin, i’am a fraternal twin. My Brother and I have a kind of up and down relationship. As twins should be we aren’t very close, and we sometimes don’t get along. I love him very much, and he sometimes does or say things to hurt me for some reason. But i try to let it roll off, then take a break from seeing him. I think about him often, as well as my other Brothers, so the thought of him not being here would destroy me. So i feel your pain, and i hope that our relationship changes for the better, so we can have the kind of relationship twins should have.

[@matthewsands7170]

I have an identical twin brother and this breaks my heart. You are very brave as I’d never have been able to make a video on it x

[@karenrowland3868]

My twin sister died from cancer and its been hell to its like living without your arm it never gets better she was my bestest friend and i cant describe the loss

[@jesseharoldforce3027]

I just lost my twin yesterday morning. The disconnect is real. I feel the loss. I can't "feel" him and I'm loss.

[@borg9355]

Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.

[@jeffereyhopkins750]

So sorry Matt. There are no words that I could say that will truly diminish your sorrow. I know he loved you unconditionally and you loved him the same. You have bond with him that I have no way of understanding. You were one unit, a pair that was truly only one. Always have fond memories of him, he will always be a part of you forever. I hope you can find comfort and a sense of joy very soon and celebrate that special bond. I am sure he is looking down and will be your guardian angel.

[@bobbyjonson6325]

One of the best videos you have made. Heartfelt, sincere and real. RIP Michael Moore, Peace Matt Moore.

[@jm_3837]

I lost my identical twin brother too bud.... I'm also a triplet. I'm glad to hear that I'm not alone in this struggle.

[@michellepotter9541]

Your story has touch my heart. I have 2 sets of twins, they are extremely close, I cannot imagine one without the other.

[@Cocobeboppp]

I lost my identical twin May 24th, 2021. I'm so sorry man. I hope you've found the Twinless Twins International page!!

[@LenHealsU]

I 'm just seeing your video about your twin brother for the 1st time. My heart goes out to you! Even though you and I are "strangers", we are all one unified soul and I can feel your pain. I send you some warm hugs and I will actually do some prayer and meditation to elevate his soul to the highest and best place. His spirit and energy will always be there with you. I wish I could do something to help you more......

[@jeremiahallyn4603]

So sorry for your loss. Can't imagine how hard it would be to lose your twin brother. Take care of yourself and surround yourself with your family and other loved ones 🙏❤

[@echospaw899]

My heart hurts for you. I'm so sorry for you losing him. You're right, no one else can completely relate to losing an identical twin brother/sister, with the exception of other identical twins. 💜 It's kind of on the same level as the connection of a mother & her children. But obvious differences.

[@JosephWaters-g1m]

I lost my identical twin brother when we were 19..20 years ago..I think of him many times a day

[@sky4m3]

You’re such a good brother, I can only imagine how much he loved you. What an amazing thing it was to have each other. If you have any videos of you two sharing special moments it would be wonderful to honor him putting something together? My heart goes out to you. One day at a time bud. ❤️

[@aceautonewportky]

My sincere condolences. My heart breaks for you.

[@teardropsdude]

Condolences again..... you will continue to have support from many people that care about you, near and far. You will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. From a broken heart to another, Aloha Matt.

[@freddyhoyt1849]

Matt I am deeply sorry for your loss of your twin brother i had a twin brother that passed away 4 years ago I feel your pain

[@stephencragg4713]

Hey brother sorry for your loss, thank you for having the courage to share something so personal. I lost my twin brother 8 years ago and only by Gods grace am I still here. Don’t give up, live for both of you.

[@great9800]

The loss of a brother is hard. It's not easy to handle. No need to apologize. Take care of yourself. Take the time you need to figure things out.

[@user-if4df7lk1z]

You have my condolences!!!

[@mslewan71]

My brother lost his twin a month ago and it is shredding his heart… I pray for your continued healing and ask you pray for his🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽😭😭😭😭

[@lateefatarinade7288]

Am sorry for your loss ,I also lost one of my twins daughters 3months ago ,the pain and agony is unbearable and endless.

[@eltoroluckypatientzero1355]

I have a fraternal twin(same gender and look) I can't fathom at all to lose him. Take care man.

[@BobG212]

Seeing this video and hearing about your brother’s passing is heartbreaking. You spoke about how much you love your twin brother in earlier videos and now to find out that you have lost him to such a devastating illness, there are just no words. I’m so very sorry. I think you are such a beautiful man in every way and it truly hurts to see you like this. Personally, I have lost many people very close to me. I know how hard that can be. What I can tell you is that time will heal the most painful hurt. But there will always be a certain amount of emptiness and that’s because you loved him so much. Just know that he will live inside you. He’ll always be with you in a manner of speaking. It will get easier but he will never be forgotten. The thing is is that when you lose someone so close, that you have shared so much with, when they go, they take your personal history with them. The things and experiences that only he and you shared. That’s the hardest of all. But you know what they are and you keep those memories with you. I guess that’s what is meant when I say that they live inside you. Those are precious memories. You are truly a lovely man and a deeply feeling man and that is a very special and wonderful quality.

[@somewhereoverit711]

I just ran into this channel. But thank you for sharing. I wish my family members were openly loving as yours - I really do need it at this time of my life as it really feels hard to hold onto life.

[@jawesome1992]

It will never be OK. My twin brother died from colon cancer 22 Aug. It never gets easier, but you learn to live with it. Stay strong my brother

[@jonathannall403]

I’m so sorry buddy…..I know how you feel , my best friend , my twin brother passed away in January 2017…. I wish I could say it gets better brother but in my case I’m still struggling… Hang in there buddy… you and your family are in my prayers.

[@MattMoore83]

Thank you for your thoughts and prayers Johnathan.

[@billyhndrsn4542]

Keep talking to us about him, please. Share your memories, photos, fights, good vibes with us. Talking to us will let us help you to heal, as your brother would want you to heal, and pick up the pieces to continue on. Please do the same with mom, dad, and everyone. We can't hold things in, it doesn't do us any good. My condolences on the loss of your brother. Take care.

[@davidgarza4961]

The shock fades but the grief never goes away. The pain corrodes the soul and is felt in all aspects. I know exactly what you are going through. Good luck to you and your life without.

[@timothycardoso1364]

I am so, so very sorry. Prayers for you and hugs too.

[@etoilefelante8994]

Oh god, I'm so sorry. I'm a twin, too. I have no words. I'm so so sorry. I'm so sorry. I hope you're OK.

[@ralphlyda4545]

My condolences!! No need to apologise for any of your grief!! We all grieve in our own ways!! Your grief is valid!

[@wendigo590]

As a twin losing my brother has been and still is my worst fear

[@gestionculturalpr4548]

I'm so sorry. I have twin brothers younger than me and I absolutely understand your bond, as they have the same unexplainable bond.

[@guilhermegoncalves831]

Matt, I’m so sorry for your Loss. I have an identical twin brother and I can’t even begin to imagine your pain. Take care of yourself and we are here for you.

[@adamhart3694]

Omg I can't even imagine 😭 I have an identical twin brother he's everything to me! I'm so do sorry!😭

[@Melrosearch7]

Oh goodness Matt, so sorry! Love you.

[@JL-re1rx]

Sending love your way always. May you always feel his love and may thinking of him always warm and enlighten your heart, soul, and environments.

[@jimmyyves7924]

I'm so sorry for your loss Matt. You need to process your grief. It's ok to be sad that you lost him. And after you exhausted yourself, be happy that you had him in your life and most of all, be happy for the person that he was and the gifts he brought to life!

[@neilmurray6943]

Just saw this in Oct 2022. So sorry for you Matt. Cyber hug

[@nelsondesousa9304]

Beautiful man. I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending you a big hug from Australia❤xo

[@copman109a]

So sorry to hear about your brother. I hope the many memories and good times you shared are a tiny bit of comfort.

[@The_New_Abnormal_World_Order]

Much love to you ❤❤ I lost my identical twin sister at 29 as well (also to cancer.)❤❤🙏🙏

[@bigbufobufo]

So sorry 😢. Especially a twin brother. I can’t even imagine.

[@ileanamuntean7338]

You miss his presence and the interaction but he lives in you.

[@lisaleake2]

Praying for you

[@shimmer4771]

I am so sorry! I came across this by accident, but 💗.

[@MattMoore83]

Thank you Shimmer! 😌

[@gp2862]

Hi Matt, I completely hear you. My twin passed away on 26Sept23, two months ago. I am broken, feel like I have emotional paralysis. I have no idea how I am going to cope without him. We shared everything, spoke everyday. An emotional bond I simply cannot describe. I am so thankful I came across your video. I feel you are the only one who understands my pain.

[@jackeyedpeas4013]

Oh crap. Im very sorry to hear that. Just remember. He’s in a better place.

[@Moi-is1he]

your life will never be the same. i understand you, i have an identical twin brother and seriously i cannot imagine my life without him. we were adopted so we have gone through quite a lot together. we’ve always been super close, and we lived in the same room for 17 years. i seriously cannot imagine what you’re going through. without my brother im not myself, and that’s what you’re going through. one day maybe i’ll go through this as well, and i just want to prepare. it’s a gift and a curse and im not ready for the second part, at all. i have a whole life ahead of me but my brother will never, and i mean never not be included/thought about in anything that i do. no one understands this, only a twin. it’s a different love no one else goes through. i would say it’s stronger than the love of a mother, seriously. i really hope you stay strong, look into things that’ll help you. not people but things, maybe traveling, or painting or music . live life being very thoughtful of him, never forget him! no matter what anyone tells you, he’s the other half of your soul. involve him in your life, i think that’s how you’ll feel better. it’s okay to cry about him or remember things about him. i hope you alleviate the pain, because i know it most likely won’t go away. death=peace, keep that in my mind. if you need anyone to talk to, i’ll be so glad to be that person

[@kaylonrome]

NO ONE UNDERSTANDS THE BOND Identical twin have, you are right it is stronger than mother and son. Identical twins are truly soulmates. I don't know what I would do without my twin brother. He is truly my brothers keeper. I pray for all Identical twins who have lost their twin, no one knows that pain and lose. Even the closest siblings don't have a bond like Identical twins, people just can't imagine. Thank you for sharing your comment!

[@eddiegarza.7068]

I recently began viewing some of your videos. I’m very sorry for your loss. I trust your special memories of Michael will create moments of solace for you as you continue to move through the reconciliation of his death. I encourage you to continue to live life to the fullest, not only in his honor, but for Yourself. Blessings, eATX.

[@mialexeroom7521]

awwww...my heart goes out to you on your grief

[@John-us3lt]

I am really sorry for your loss. I am a twin as well. I had an identical twin brother, Joshua, who I named my only son after as well. He died in a car crash in 2005, by falling asleep at the wheel, otw home from working at St George Island. It was a two hour drive one way. He had three passengers, riding along, that essentially weren't scratched. Now, mentally and emotionally it affected them. (Our jobs allowed me to cross paths with one of the survivors, Marcellus, one or two years ago and he apologized, expressed grief, and spoke very highly of Joshua, it felt good but was sad at the same time to hear this) As explained to me, when he woke up, he overcorrected, and the truck flipped. He was working for our dad. My dad was close enough to see the accident in his rear view mirror or one of the passengers called and told him. So my dad, not far ahead, was able to immediately get to him and he held him in his lap while he passed. I miss him all the time. The hardest thing in life wasn't burying my twin but it has been living without him since. My dad was hard working and was a great dad. He expected us to work for everything we wanted in life. He made sure we didn't need anything. Being a twin is an awesome life and I wouldn't trade it for anything. For 19 years I had a twin that was by my side through most my entire life minus probably two weeks of those 19, almost 20 years. We could read each others mind, thoughts, and feelings. It was unreal. He was my best friend and we also grew up with an older brother. So, my twin and I shared a room. We had bunk beds but we were so close that we always slept next to each other, holding each other's hands. I am left handed and he was right handed, I believe, because I held his right hand and he held my left. We shared rooms for 17-18 years until our older brother moved out of the house and we got seperate rooms. We were identical but balanced each other as well. I was shy and he was outgoing and more fearless. I was more cerebral and he, more in the moment. I haven't figured out how to process the loss or accept it. It still feels like a dreamstate although I know how real it is. I can't explain that. This is the first day I've wrote about it. I've spoken about it but obviously not in the right ways because it hasn't helped me to heal. I feel guilty. I quit working with them five months prior because I seen a better career opportunity with a telecommunications company. That is one regret I replay. I've always believed if I would have still been working with them, I would've been driving and would've took care of him. Also, because of the line of work (me working in the A/C and him building roads in the summer heat with the long work weeks) I shouldn't have been upset with him the night before he died. So, we were also enrolled in evening classes at Bainbridge College. It was finals week, we got out of school and picked our older brother up around 9PM from a friend's house in Cairo, GA. He was in town for a few days but was living and working for our Aunt in Dothan, AL. After class Josh and I were to pick Jason, our older brother up, and drive him back to Dothan. As twins and close siblings do we "called" the night's plans. So, the deal was I would drive to Dothan, we'd drop Jason off, and Josh was supposed to drive back. We were both extremely tired and wanted to sleep because it was midnight to 12:30ish now and had an 1-1/2 hour drive back home to be ready for work that morning. My aunt tried her best to talk us in to staying the night because of how late it was. We refused, she hugged and kissed us both and watched us drive away. I was mad because Josh wouldn't drive back home because he wanted to sleep in the backseat. I regret to this day because I should've let him sleep peacefully but I turned the speakers to the backseat and blared the music. I wonder if I'd let him sleep well that hour and a half if he would've never fell asleep otw home from work that day. I blame myself for that. His death split my parents up. We didn't know how to deal with it properly. I tried to be strong and keep my battles at bay because I didn't want to go to my mom because of her loss. Hindsight is great, after years of handling it improperly, we see what should have been handled differently. My dad drove my twins truck through my mom's place of work because she left him because of the demons he had. Then he drove home and attempted suicide, he was rushed to the ER and survived. She worked for a secure government facility with military contracts. He was sent to jail after healing and sentenced to ten years in federal prison. They divorced, a few years later, my mom remarried and moved to Texas because of work. My brother's death killed my grandma and she passed 6 months after him. All the while my older brother and I tried to keep it together. I'd put on a fake smile and push on. The mental and emotional anguish has been unbearable at times. Holidays and birthdays aren't easy and I do my best to be the best father and person I know how to be. I have dealt with addiction for years and thought that was a problem. Which it was but I've fixed that issue and have realized the trauma far outweighed any drug use. You are right, it has been hell. I want to change my outlook on life but need to figure out the trauma and how to heal. Thanks for listening. Any recommendations, reach out. I apologize for the long comment but I shortened it as much as possible. I'm not sure what else to say to anyone who has experienced any mind altering and life changing trauma. I feel you pain

[@davidvelazquez7628]

So sorry for your loss.

[@TheWarrrenator]

My condolences on your terrible loss, bud. *hugz*

[@mr.giraffe7076]

I feel like my break up was that hard on me too. Knowing I could never see her again was hard. But time is the only healer here.

[@jdavidarmstrong6332]

Very sorry to hear about your loss. You will need to surround yourself with loving friends and family. Love you!!

[@juanramos9660]

Nothing to say , love and prayers.❤❤❤🙏

[@whotrek]

Sorry for your loss. I will be thinking and praying for you.

[@iammarleyangel]

Omg noooooo 😭 I'm so sorry Matt my condolences to u and your family

[@djbryce]

Matt, just remember he is now in a better place, free of all pain. I feel your pain and sorrow... This will pass with time, but the memories of a life well lived will forever be in your heart. Stay strong, and be good to yourself. Hugs 🤗

[@ran771]

Oh, Matt, I'm so sorry. Thank you for sharing. Michael will indeed always be with you and always in a positive way. From experience, please try not to avoid the grieving process. Embrace it and go through it, not around it or avoid it. You are not alone. Thank you for making the video and keep me posted on how you are.

[@braehurst2797]

Hello brother I hope you are doing good I lost my brother too I know what you are going through it hurts every day

[@zerdanphunrab]

it's okay to grieve. anniversaries are hard. i love you. ❤🙏

[@kevinphillips3323]

So sorry for your loss. Sending positive vibes your way

[@maxhern503]

I am sorry sorry for your loss. My heart aches for you and your family. Sending you and your family strength and healing vibes during this difficult time. Much love from Oregon.

[@jaybennett5756]

I am sorry and saddened by your loss Matt.

[@adventuresofperseus945]

So Sorry to hear that. Couldn't imagine loosing my twin.

[@alexanderirizarry-camarill6277]

Matt, I can only imagine the sense of loss and pain you must be going through. Having a twin is unique, my faith gives me hope you will see each other again. While you continue on your own journey in life, something tells me he will be there for all those special times. In the meantime I send prayers to you and your family as your brother made the transition ahead of you, and now you will all learn to live a life without his physical presence. God bless you all during this time. Alex from LA.

[@ShadowsofthePastTheater]

My deepest condolences to you, Matt. It'll be twenty years this year since I lost my twin sister. I wish I could tell you it gets easier. There are still bad days, but there also days where I can remember her in a positive way. ((twin hugs))

[@Selfemployedmildautisticperfor]

Very sorry to hear and must be way harder as a twin when u look in the mirror try and see it as to spark happy memories and special blessing Condolances

[@recoveringknowitall1534]

Still feeling the loss of my twin brother in 2014

[@meghanwhite1883]

I lost my twin too 😢it sucks I miss her sooooooooo much

[@phantomninjagaming]

I’m sorry for your loss man !

[@jonny_ydg655]

Love to your brother Michael. And you. Idk who you are as I just looked up twin loss and you came up. I lost my identical twin 11 years ago now. I’m here for you if you need to talk. We can talk about our bros or what it’s like being a twin. I miss talking twin stuff more than anything. It’s like a forgotten memory for me at this point in time. Love you man. Rip to all our fallen twins out there

[@henrycollazo6109]

Awww babe :( no words. Stay strong for him.

[@cartmann227]

Sorry to hear about your brother. My condolences.

[@rogergamble4760]

Matt your video touched my heart so profoundly. I lost my twin brother in a terrible boating accident. He drowned right in front of me and I felt helpless that was back in 1981 I'm still heart broken I miss him so much. It gets better mate stay strong!!! I'm here if you want to chat

[@shymeeee]

My best to you. I mean it so much.

[@awnidoshoqa5700]

So sorry about your brother 🙏🙏❤️

[@jamalshah881]

So sorry for your loss

[@kev60154]

I’m so sorry 😢 Hugs 🤗 And lots of love 💕 ♥️

[@kenjoneslee]

My friend and I watched the beginning of this and got quite teary eyed. It's so horribly sad. My friend also had testicular cancer at age 30, but has lived to age 71, but not without suffering a lot of the long term effects of surgeries and chemo. All I can say is we all feel Matt's pain. His brother seemed liked a very nice person, who through no fault of his own, didn't live as long as he could/should have. Nothing will be able to replace that void created by his brother's absence. BUT Matt is only in his 30s and has so much time left to create a long history of love and companionship with some significant other. I went through a deep depression in my late 30s and wasted so much time feeling miserable and filled with despair. I never turned to alcohol or drugs to self medicate. Eventually, after a few years, I grew out of it and developed new interests, went back to school, got a degree and never felt as depressed as I had then. BUT, every second feeling miserable is a second wasted. We all have every reason to feel depressed 100% of the time....after all life is fatal. The best strategy is to count our blessings, focus on the positive and live life as fully as we can. That's what most people instinctively do.

[@mariostylianou7725]

I'm so sorry buddy!! I would give you a hug if I could!! Buddy!..hang in there!!

[@josephbaumann292]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what it's like to experience such a loss. My heartfelt condolences.

[@cloroxbleach5159]

I’m a twin, this scares me so much I lose sleep sometimes. I really hope I go first.

[@billyjones3691]

Sending you and your family my deepest condolences.

[@rainbow.fr0g]

I’m so sorry for your loss