NAVIGATING A BREAK UP ❤️‍🩹 how I'm healing + taking care of myself (weekly vlog)

[@dimazanhour]

I remember going through having my heart completely broken by a breakup, feeling like I’ll never find love again. It was the worst pain ever. Here I am today, married to the love of my life and a beautiful family! You got this Syd! ❤

[@sydgrows]

eurgh absolutely love that for you. what a dream!!! merry christmas angel ❤️

[@dimazanhour]

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[@TheGirlNextDoor247]

@@sydgrows

[@Sofia.12]

My boyfriend and I just broke up after 5 years. He was my first real relationship and I’m broken. I don’t know how I’ll survive these next few weeks. He was my life and we planned a future together. Seeing this video calms me down a bit, I feel you!

[@toodutch]

true strength right here: allowing yourself to feel this bad, still make a video to help others (and yourself as well as a nice side effect I hope) getting it all out there showing what life is really about and not the romanticised version you see and hear but is so much a lie. love seeing your channel grow from like 1,2k to almost 67k and how you have such gathered wonderful friends and family that support you. all the best for 2025, let's go!

[@graceplatt9313]

100% I love the fact that there's no BS with Syd. She shows life how it is without the fabrication

[@Rebecca-oz1uu]

Aw Syd I'm so sorry. I went through a break up at a similar time last year and honestly felt like I would never recover from it. My friends were my rock during that time. Definitely keep spending time with supportive friends/ family. It's so hard but eventually there will come a day when you will look back and see how strong you were for getting through it. I hope you are okay. Sending love to you and goose

[@jennalynclow1438]

Hi Syd, I went through a break up a few months ago and ik they can feel rlly lonely and isolating, something that brought me comfort was “if there’s a word for it that mean’s someone else has experienced the feeling as well” meaning ur not alone in what ur feeling and other ppl have gotten through it too

[@NiashaLynch]

Last year I went through a break up after 9 years together and my sister was my absolute rock through it all. You are so lucky to have her 🥰 it won’t feel like it right now but it’s true what they say, time heals. You’ve got this x

[@hollywollyequestrian]

Thanks for being so open with us, this video will help others just as your journey helped me get through my own breakup earlier this year. Breakups are a pain like no other, (being Christmas makes it 10x worse) but you’re crushing it, doing all the right things and I can’t wait to see you come back out the other side and into the next stage of your life, something exciting waiting for you ❤❤

[@Beth-vt8mq]

Been following you on insta for a while but just recently started watching your videos, you are honestly such a positive light in the world, your attitude is inspiring and you can tell from your content that you’re a really good person. Take care of yourself and talk to yourself how you would your best friend, sending love, things will get better ❤

[@layawolf]

aww angel, thank you for sharing this. your strength is so admirable. sending so much love angel! be there fro yourself now :)

[@alexandrab7242]

No cause my first break up was the worst thing in my life. It really was. I felt like I can’t live without him, but here I am breathing. One day you’ll get to that point💚, the feeling of numbness is the worst. Being empty but wanting to cry is painful.

[@AlexaMcDonald-f6w]

i’ve seen your tiktoks/instagram reels in the past and saw this video and i just want to say you are such a light! as someone who went through a really tough breakup in october 2023, you will get out of it stronger! so much love ❤️

[@jjsims-howlett848]

You're so incredibly strong for carrying on & still getting yourself out & doing things. I literally cried with you at the beginning, it's such an awful pain & sadly one that so many people can relate to. You're so amazing Syd, we're all here for you ❤

[@zelzelzelll]

today is exactly 2 years since my heartbreak…hate that i remember the date 😅 well hard to forget 2 days before christmas, lol. heartbreak is one of the most humbling feelings and it definitely changes you. the first 6 months i felt like i was chasing happiness, avoiding the pain, but it hit me all over again realizing i was still so hurt. real healing started after that - this life is so temporary and i’m learning to stop putting my worth into a relationship/another person. 2 years later, a few failed dates, and the most unimpressed i’ve been of the men out there 😂 this single life is a lot more peaceful. waiting on God’s timing, to be honest. in the mean time, i always remember i’m not worth any less than those who have someone. merry christmas, syd! you are loved.

[@Syllie30]

Thank you this comment really helped me ❤️

[@vivianamota5497]

I follow you in instagram for a while and started watching you videos recently and you’re such a great company at anytime and I’ve been really really loving the your vlogs, such peaceful vibes I’ll be here watching every single one and hope you get better, sending lots of love and hugs 🤍🤍 You’re an inspiration 🥰

[@hannaroick3226]

i went through the same thing last christmas and now i’m with the best man i could ever imagine and have had such a good year mentally. wishing the same for you ❤

[@charliepi2476]

I genuinely love your videos. They give me so much motivation and inspiration, especially at a time when I'm going through difficult moments with my ED. You show that not every day will be as great as we hope, BUT that we should appreciate our lives and remember that we have friends and family supporting us. Really, thank you so so much! ✨

[@TashaH-u9q]

We love you Syd! You're so strong and can get through this xx

[@bridgetcossyleon3676]

My heart goes out to you Syd!💕💕 the holidays are brutal with a loss or end of a relationship and I want you to know that you have a whole community of girlies sending you love right now! Keep being amazing, you’re so strong and such an inspiration 💕

[@MT-vs7kk]

Thanks for sharing your vulnerable moments. Im going through the same thing, it’s been nearly 2 months since no contact. It will get better, but lately Im feeling like im back to square one and making no progress at all. Seeing people also experience heartbreak reminds me that Im not alone in this journey and everything happens for a reason. Everything will pass and just trust God’s decision❤

[@agnes_tf]

Thank you for sharing Syd ❤ It sucks right now, but you're gonna get through this I promise. Sending lots of love x

[@emilyrichardson713]

we love you, literally going through the same thing but we can do this ❤

[@sydgrows]

hope things get better for you, sending you lots of love xxx

[@madywills4519]

Syd, at 2am amidst tears thank you for giving me a reprieve and something to take my mind away. I’m currently spending Christmas away from my family as im sharing it with my partner for the first time after 6 years of long distance. I’m feeling all the feels as I navigate being with him, but now not having my family instead. It was comforting to see you spending time with your family, and I hope you are soaking up all the love and care they can offer ❤

[@paltrygeist]

feel you so much, i had an undramatic break up of a very long relationship early this year. still have to process it sometimes. the first month is so weird, it feels like you're restructuring your whole life. love yourself and look after her!!! everything you deserve will come in time. ❤

[@sueclaries6469]

I remember my first broke up, I thought i was tough cause of not feeling anything but after 3 days, everywhere i went and did it was so hard to hold my tears. We love you syd! ❤

[@valeriagnitezki6972]

I apreciate this video and you sharing this so much. Seeing other people go through the breakup struggles helps me realize that life is bigger than what this breakup feels like in these moments. Everybody going through tough times, I’m sending much love, however you feel right now, you got this, feel all the feelings, feel strong, feel weak, kept pushing through and one day you’ll realize that it got easier. Be proud of yourselves loves

[@kylaodonnell5016]

I feel for you. I know it doesn’t feel like it but you will meet the right person and you will know straight away. All of this stuff will make sense then. Big hug for you. Put time into taking care of yourself 👍❤️❤️

[@sueclaries6469]

You will get better soon ❤️‍🩹😊 everyone’s here for you 💐

[@Rerouting_]

I'm so glad to see your dog is being there to support you! Couldn't imagine going through a breakup without a dog. You've got this! ❤

[@sophieshowalter5132]

I am so proud of you for sharing this amount of vulnerability online. Vulnerability is beautiful and shows strength ❤️

[@AmyW133]

Everything will be okay. I have a feeling you will find someone and experience love unlike anything you have had before. It’s out there 😊 We love you Syd! Happy Christmas to you and Goose 🫶

[@danidiplacido1298]

Does anyone think she looks super cute whenever you hear her say she looks bad?!? Hair gorge!!!!❤

[@eunicelin223]

You are a light! Been following since the pandemic and you bring life to everyone who comes across your socials ❤

[@lottajarvi2907]

breakups are so hard, sending you lots of love

[@megandovex]

Aww Syd 😔 I went through the same thing recently (still am really) and my lovely dog was a huge help with getting me through it, they love you so unconditionally, i hope you and goosey can get through this together ❤️

[@graceplatt9313]

oh, Syd, it breaks my heart to see your heart broken! You come across as such a lovely girl, both inside and out. You've been through hard shit before and come out the other side stronger. I know this will make you even more of a badass in the long run, hunny xx

[@alyssaakers8625]

awe syd :( I've been watching you for only a few months but I feel a connection to you. We have all been through breakups, they just plain suck. Your positive attitude, grace and strength during this time is truly admirable. You are such a light, don't ever forget that. Sending love from the States

[@natwk]

take care girl, trust me, you're not alone

[@georgiafurey1485]

Sending you love Syd❤ one day at a time ! You have so got this ❤

[@itsnotshaniece]

Hey Syd :) Just want to let you know I got alot of love for you, stranger. I bought my first gymshark items with your code when I was 15 and Im turning 17 in February. Genuinely you are the only fitness influencer that I keep up with since deleting all social medias. I struggle with a physical disability & mental health issues but you really help motivate me. Thank you for inspiring me, Thank you for not making me feel so alone and continuing to create things & sharing them. Anyone would be lucky to have you in their life. I’m excited to watch you grow ( get it haha ) & to make my own progress continuing with healthy habits and learning to love myself🤞 All my love, Shaniece

[@kaykay3502]

I’m also going through a breakup too and it’s been so difficult but spend as much time with your family and friends will make you feel better and go no contact if it helps xx

[@RAM3N-E92]

You got this mama! You’re stronger than you know ❤️‍🩹💪🏽

[@Rahaf-kt3jf]

You are such a strong woman syd, i loved the authenticity of your feelings, and you have such a beautiful and supportive family and friends. Love u syd sll the way from Saudi Arabia ❤❤ thanks for sharing

[@Hannah93820]

Goose in the background at 16.40 is such a mood!

[@jacintafitzallen398]

We love you Syd!! Sending big hugs from Australia ❤️❤️❤️

[@BeBoppity]

I gasped when I read the title!

[@michellehornig3299]

I feel the same, thank you for posting this❤️

[@trynagymfluence]

If you can’t face washing your hair shove some oil or a hair mask init and then it can just sit till you’re ready to wash it! Sending love, break ups are harder but you’re harder💪🏻💪🏻❤

[@Humus__]

Sending all the love and big long hugs to everyone going through a tough time ❤️🫂🥹

[@georgiaegerton2711]

Sending you so much love Syd ❤

[@ella-louisegildert4770]

Going through the same thing! This made me feel so much better!

[@missblackman88]

its an awful process but you will overcome it big ups for the honesty

[@emmasouthworth2398]

Literally going through the same thing 🥺😭 sending you so much love xoxo

[@sydgrows]

right back at you girl! take care of yourself xxx

[@LishaLightning]

Syd & Goose vs. the world ❤

[@Rubyroarz]

This comment section brings me so much happiness- we definitely do got this ❤

[@jenihoneyman1194]

Sending you all the love in the world, forever your Stan🤎

[@missynnifer]

Aww breakups are rough! Look after yourself ❤

[@lovelysweet74]

You’re a beautiful soul, I’m sorry you’re struggling right now but it will get better ❤ 2025 is your year!

[@rachaelperry2632]

We love you, Syd ❤

[@marissadebruin]

One day you look back and you will be so happy that this happend! Great things are coming

[@xab87x]

We’ve got you Syd 🩷

[@ericabaker7704]

It’s been 2 months for me ❤😢 I love youuuuuu!!

[@TheBulletzgottishow20]

It’s ok love dry your eyes you’re a dope beautiful spirit

[@reneebradshawfit]

I hope you're starting to feel better as the weeks go by Syd xx Also, Goose is the sweetest, what breed/ mix is she?

[@bori3843]

bb i cried w u the whole video

[@pauleiz]

Sending loads of love your way! Try Sale's Waterpark and Tatton Park in Knutsford for nice fields and cute walks! :) There's also Dunham Massey in Altrincham! x

[@catherineguy6673]

Hang on 6 weeks . You'll be better.

[@marigondim1487]

Hi, Syd. ❤ I am so sorry to know that you are going through something so painful. You are always so sweet, I feel like hug you and say that everything is gonna be alright - cause it will. Nevertless, I worry about sharing too much. It's a balance difficult to achieve nowadays, specially if you work on the Internet and (part of) your content is your life. I hope you know you don't have to feel obligated to open up about everything, that you can have parts of your life that are private, that you can cry without having to turn camera on. Please, receive this comment as it is: a comment of someone who follows you (on the Instagram, not here because i almost never watch vlogs here), care about you and wish you the best. ❤

[@TheBulletzgottishow20]

Syd 🥰🥰💕💕

[@jackgrizzly8304]

it sucks but i know it will get better

[@ellen3934]

❤️

[@danidiplacido1298]

How many of you cried when she was reading the card?!?!? Instant fucking tears 😭 thank god I’m alone at the gym 😢

[@anita-ew4it]

I'm going through a breakup rn and I have no friends to cheer me up, I feel so lonely

[@TheodoreMcardle92]

What is he doing in the background at 8:41?

[@tosokelera]

What a weird thing to comment

[@TheDiscoBetroot]

My boyfriend of basically 5 years dumped me last week, two days after my aunty died. Honestly i’m a mess three weeks ago he was talking to me about how he wants to propose next year. You seem like you’re doing way better than I am.

[@daghetto101]

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