The higher you go up, the more ruthless and soulless you have to be in order to maintain status quo.
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
Raymond, 100%! That's how I felt as well, at certain point I felt like I sold my soul, and becoming of a version of myself that's not true to who I am or want to be. Hope you're doing well!
@wrxzboost7 ай бұрын
agree...i work in fintech now, make $200k/year, hate every minute of it and every day is a mental grind. you get to a point where money is no longer fixing anything and you start questioning why and for what?
@dnangel42777 ай бұрын
Agreed!
@VinhPham-hz8ny6 ай бұрын
you can actually improve this with the attitude of service aka you goal is to help other and promote your subordinate. It sound weird but with that the politic won't bother you because you do not care about it.
@JovemIrritadao4 ай бұрын
@@VinhPham-hz8ny no, just run tech is shitty. Im 8 years old system engineer ccnp and stuff. I just quit, it got better the moment i quit, today i have a burguer and barbecue shop good shit
@sapientum086 ай бұрын
An advice to all fellow coders having a burnout -- DON'T QUIT! I mean, don't just quit by sending a resignation letter. Here is the proper algorithm how to quit the right way (for FTE): 1) Talk to HR and find out how many sick days you have (you may be eligible to up to 5 or even more). Tell your manager that you are feeling very sick and take all of them at once. You will get paid for that time while recovering. 2) Schedule and take all the vacation days for that year. Depending on the company it could be up to 4 weeks, or more if you are in Europe. Just tell your manager that you need to take that vacation because your health comes first before anything else, yes, even before the deadlines. You will get paid for that time while recovering. At this point, there are 2 options. 3a) (Optional step) If you can find a doctor who will be willing to acknowledge that you have severe mental health issues, you can apply for Medical Leave benefits and go on the medical leave for as long the doctor is willing to approve it. You will get paid for that time while recovering. 3b) After the vacation or medical leave is over, talk to HR and go to Unpaid Leave. This costs nothing to the firm and they will readily provide it to you. You can be on the Unpaid Leave for several months. ATTENTION: during this time, after a few weeks or months, the HR may contact you requesting to come back on a certain date. DO NOT REJECT this demand -- come back as requested. Don't worry - they have already put you on their black list and you won't stay there for too long anyway. 4) Once the Unpaid Leave is over (or you came back on their demand), come back and join the team. Citing the health issues, ask your manager to excuse you from participation in all meetings, except the most essential ones. Do some PR's at your own pace, but don't strain yourself. You are already on your way out because of the Unpaid Leave you took, such things are usually not forgiven, so take it easy. It's only a matter of time that they will kick you out, most likely it's a matter of only a few weeks. You will get paid for that time, while not straining yourself too much. Because you missed so much time, your performance evaluation during that period will be awful. That makes sense, because you didn't perform anything during that period. Therefore, 5) Quietly wait for you manager to urgently contact you to give you the news. This can happen any day and it won't take too long. Just be patient. There is 95% chance that they will tell you that your position has been eliminated. IMPORTANT: that means that you lost your job not because of your misconduct, but due to unrelated circumstances, which will later make you eligible for Unemployment Benefits. You will get paid the unemployment benefits for the next few months while recovering from the burnout. 6) Within the first week after the termination, apply for the Unemployment Insurance benefits; 7) Downsize, move to a tiny apartment, and reduce all the expenses to a bare minimum. Get rid of all your addictions if you had any (drugs, booze, whores, smoking, etc.). They are expensive and will prevent your full recovery. 8) During the recovery period, pray every day to God to fully heal you, and after a few weeks or months, after you have sufficiently recovered, start doing something small, like a leetcode problem every day, or learning something new at your own pace (for example, for certifications), and think of ideas of your own projects that you can do with your skills. With these new skills, start implementing a new portfolio project that you might later showcase or maybe at some point even develop it into a platform for generating some income. Here are the advantages of the above approach: - You will get paid by the firm for several extra weeks of you burnout recovery (sick days + vacation + couple weeks of waiting for termination); - Because you lost your job not for any fault of your own and, most importantly, YOU DID NOT QUIT, you will be eligible for Unemployment Insurance benefits for up to a year (practically, at least a few months); - Because you didn't quit, you will be eligible for a decent SEVERANCE PACKAGE, which could be at least 10k+ or so. - If this was you first year of employment and you had a sign-up bonus, YOU WON'T NEED TO RETURN IT. If you just quit, you will have to return any sign-up bonus in full, which will probably be a nasty surprise for you if you didn't read the small print when accepting it. - All in all, with the above approach, you will collect ~50k+ extra income that will allow you to stay home for at least couple years to fully recover -- which may possibly save your life.
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
Thanks for the great guide! It's especially helpful for someone going through the deep end of a burn out and cannot think clearly. Love it. Hope you're doing well!
@sapientum086 ай бұрын
@@andrewxu If you want, you may pin it to the top so our struggling burned-out brethren could actually find it in the sea of comments. That may do some good.
@inkling005 ай бұрын
Wow this is super useful very useful! Wish I found this out last yr in Nov when I quit my job due to grief.
@monterreymxisfun36275 ай бұрын
All of the above is great, but you're missing one step. If your manager takes any adverse action against you of any kind, including a negative performance review, file EEOC disability discrimination charges which could double or triple that severance pay you mentioned.
@sapientum085 ай бұрын
@@monterreymxisfun3627 In the above algorithm we assumed good or at least normal relations with the manager and the team.
@rod14247 ай бұрын
4 months unemployed after resigning from a toxic job that had been giving me intense anxiety , im living off my savings currently and i feel good, i love slow mornings. Im glad I saved a lot of money. I live frugally also
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Rod, so happy to hear you're doing better now. During my burnout (which I didn't explicitly mention in this video) I also developed intense anxiety and panic attacks. It was no bueno so I know exactly how you feel. Simple, frugal, and slow is the better way to go ☺️. Take care!
@rohitsridhar95216 ай бұрын
living the dream..
@adevarias7 ай бұрын
The politics of the workplace is the worst. It really takes the fun out of things - and that's everywhere. I don't think it's just a tech thing. I am an architectural designer, and it's never enough either. I am glad you are working towards a life of happiness and peace.
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
Ya totally. I hope you are doing well and making time for yourself too! Life is too short ❤️
@meathead54897 ай бұрын
As someone who is working on customer service with 100 people in the office, the politics are f***** ridiculous, can't put it into words.
@sunriselotus7 ай бұрын
Hi, I was in medicine and I cannot even began to explain what it was like, it was so toxic.
@alphaomega13517 ай бұрын
No 👎, management takes the fun out of things. There is no escaping this useless role in corporate America 🇺🇸. Work itself is great 👍. If only there was a professional job that didn't include meetings and the waste that schedules them - management. 😳
@crocus56327 ай бұрын
@@alphaomega1351there is such work: going freelance or entrepreneur is the way to go! You own small business.
@SoffyChannel7 ай бұрын
This is exactly my experience. I worked in the graphic section for 7 years before burnout. I was really embarrassed about it because I'm in my late 20s and it's unheard of to be burnt out at that age in my country. I also quit without being able to even say farewell to the team, I just dropped everything and lived off of my savings. I got into therapy, rested and slept many many hours and slowly regained my physical health and strength. It was a horrible experience but I'm very grateful for it. It changes one's perspective and I really hope I can change my outlook on the importance of work in my life. Thank you for sharing your experiences. It really helps knowing I'm not alone in this and seeing how it gets better and better with time.
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Soffy, you are definitely not alone in this! I think it's getting more and more prominent in this day and age to burn out (so it seems based on all the comments I'm reading here). I'm so happy you were able to do what's best for you and your health, it takes so much courage to do what you did, and there is nothing to be ashamed of ☺️. I hope you are feeling better now and on the road to a more balance and peaceful life, continue to be kind to yourself ❤️
@Darebearxx_TTV7 ай бұрын
"If you don't do more, you're seen as a non-performer" is so true.. and honestly such an outdated way to view things from our managers. My job description clearly outlines what my job duties are, and if I execute all those listed duties, then I AM a performer. I am performing to the expectations set. Anything beyond needs to be determined by my motivation and wage bonus/raise.
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey there, it definitely is, and this "hedonic treadmill" or "hamster wheel" just keeps going and going. Hope you're doing well, and remember to be kind to yourself and do things you love outside of work. Take care!
@GizmoMaltese7 ай бұрын
In my performance review manager said that just doing the tasks that I'm assigned isn't enough. I have to be a "leader." I don't have any reports to lead. And all the tasks involved me working late nights to get everything done within deadlines. But that's minimized. I'm also burned out but I'm afraid to quit and have to deal with no emplyer health insurance.
@dnangel42777 ай бұрын
So true!
@n4bb126 ай бұрын
@@GizmoMaltese Being a leader can mean taking on the responsibility for a product improvement, an architectural change, and many more things. In general, taking initiative and ownership. If teammates often come to you for questions, you're a leader. The more you're seen as such, the more you'll get to work on the interesting parts of software, the more you'll be trusted with making decisions, and the easier it'll be to get promotions. Focus on the things that have the most impact on the business you're working for. Leaders also set boundaries. Working late hours goes unseen more often than not and will make you unhappy and unhealthy. If management sets unrealistic expectations, it's on them.
@slimjimjimslim59233 ай бұрын
it's the carrot on the stick of "do more work now and prove to me you can get the promotion next year or else you get laid off because you don't want to grow".
@Enchanteralle7 ай бұрын
I don't work in tech. Work in healthcare. The whole on call system is definitely brutal. Left my corporate healthcare job and took many months for my burnout to heal. For people who have options, backup plans, or financial security, I highly encourage to not let work burnout take over your life. I understand everyone's situation is different, but burnout is no joke. Glad you made a choice that is in the best interest for you! Thanks for sharing!
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
Hey there, the on-call responsibilities definitely does add an extra layer of stress to the already stressful day to day eh? I'm happy to hear that you're able to recover from it and move on! I hope you're doing better now that you've left that environment! Best of luck!
@Enchanteralle7 ай бұрын
@@andrewxu thank you. Definitely better and I left to jump into entrepreneurship which is life changing. Learned what my limits are to prevent burnout. Best of luck to you too!
@livaallolia7 ай бұрын
I’m happy for you guys that you found your ways but plz for autistic person like me plus general anxiety what would you suggest, anyway we need to work for financial stability
@mosqutio887 ай бұрын
Same here. Was in Navy Healthcare, 12-16 hour days, 6 days a week. Exhausted.
@slimjimjimslim59233 ай бұрын
@@andrewxu ah I actually had to take 2 month PTO and sabba because 65+hrs for 5 month straight earned me an organ infection and abscess. And in the end paid 2k for operation. Even when I took a day to recover after the operation, I was feeling fear of not able to afford the insane health care and my therapist. We even had a co-worker who had to get a replacement collarbone, he was so afraid of being laid off, he was working from a hospital bed on the third day. It is insane.
@Mary-tj5qx3 ай бұрын
I work in tech and i totally understand why you were troubled by these jobs. The corporate world is not a great place for introverts and more than that, it’s not a great place for people who are thoughtful and introspective. You were right to protect your health and living well below your means will help you for your whole life. It’s about preserving your life energy for the things that matter. We get one shot . Well done.
@andrewxu3 ай бұрын
100%, I think in order to succeed in that field, it requires a very specific type of personality, and I am definitely not one of them lol. But that's ok, happy where I'm now in life. I still code though, that won't ever change ☺️. Thanks for watching, hope you're doing well! Take care!
@gregorriusadolphus27297 ай бұрын
Great testimony! I was in tech, and got burned out at my last job, which had become toxic (microaggressions, passive-aggresive manager, no growth, taking a coworker to HR for hostile behavior ((and this was a REMOTE job!))). I actually had gotten on a healthy kick the year prior to my resignation (I actually got rid of type 2 Diabetes); the stress I was feeling at work threatened to undo all of that hard work-I was having trouble sleeping, getting headaches, and at 45 years old, was getting pimples LOL. I resigned and immediately felt better. I've gone through the stages of "recovering" (going from being angry to relaxed and at peace) and have been enjoying my time off. Like you, I had good savings because life has taught me that these companies will run you ragged if. you let them, and sometimes you gotta blow the hatch and escape!
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
wow congrats on getting rid of your type 2 diabetes! Happy to hear you were also able to recovery your physical and mental health, life is so short, health is most important. Hope you continue to do well and take care of yourself!
@TOKObee7 ай бұрын
Did we work at the same company because this sounds a lot like where I work haha
@MiraiyukiMiho7 ай бұрын
Congrats on getting rid of your type 2 diabetes!
@gregorriusadolphus27297 ай бұрын
@@MiraiyukiMiho thank you!!
@bthomson5 ай бұрын
I very much like the phrase " blow the hatch!"
@katrinamill50307 ай бұрын
I burned out a year ago. I took 6 months to heal and then I went back to work. I’m in my second job in 6 months. I feel crazy because I’m not back to normal… but I’m still figuring out how to exist post burnout. I still don’t have my health in order. I gained 50 pounds from the stress. It’s good to see you reflecting 3 years later. Maybe I just need more time.
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Katrina, everyone recovers differently and at different speeds. Be kind to yourself, take all the time you need. Know that you're doing your best and figure it out as you go, day by day. It will get better I promise, take care ❤️
@GizmoMaltese7 ай бұрын
Was it hard to find another job? Is it a remote job? I'm in the same situation. I want to quit but I'm afraid. I'm fully burned out. I'm just a shell at this point.
@sapientum086 ай бұрын
maybe 6 months was too little.
@katrinamill50306 ай бұрын
@@GizmoMaltese I did have a hard time getting another job.. part of it was the holidays and the other part is the market isn’t great. I leaned on my partner and took my time. I had an easier time finding contract work.
@westfield907 ай бұрын
I’m at a burnout spot now and really contemplating quitting as my company was acquired and the new management is constantly threatening, toxic and completely lacking any vision or competence. Thank you for sharing your story.
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
Hey there, hope everything works out for you, remember to take care of yourself :)
@aoifekeary27 ай бұрын
I feel this, I also had to leave a difficult job, the work was easy but the mental toll of working there was too much, I'm so glad I did it, took some time to heal but we got there 😊 thanks for sharing!
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
I'm so glad to hear you did what's right for you and your health! And it sounds like you've made a good recovery from that too! So happy for you!
@GizmoMaltese7 ай бұрын
I'm in the same situation. I want to quit but I'm afraid. Health insurance and the fear that it will take too long for me to find another job.
@comcastlover7 ай бұрын
I am literally watching this at 5am as I prep for interviews after taking a 3 month very much needed break of just not applying to jobs anymore. I completely understand where you are coming from as a student who worked full-time for the past 2 years. The tech industry is so BRUTAL and so is being on a daily 9-5 schedule. You are not crazy at all, all of your feelings are completely valid as I have experienced them too. I am so glad you did not wait any longer to take care of your mental and physical well-being first. Props to you from another hustling Asian! Your story is so inspiring and heartfelt, thank you for sharing and validating my burnout experience too 👏
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey there, thanks for your comment. I hope you can remember to be kind to yourself, and always prioritizing yourself. It's so easy to get lost in this rat race and forget the meaningful things. Good luck with your interviews! Take care ❤️
@comcastlover7 ай бұрын
@@andrewxu Thank you so much! I go to a top school and the environment is often so cutthroat and depressing to me. I don't know how people do this for their whole life and tie their whole identity to work. I recently had hives from all the stress and it was so bad, but I took a long break and am doing so much better now. Just trying to give myself grace and reminding myself that I will have my dream opportunity soon amid all the scary layoffs. Watching this was very reassuring to know I wasn't the only one who felt crazy. Thank you
@MiraiyukiMiho7 ай бұрын
All the best for your interviews!
@comcastlover7 ай бұрын
@@MiraiyukiMiho Thank you SO much everyone, your encouraging words really helped me through this difficult time...I got the offer!!! Can't wait to start.
@turboaram19706 ай бұрын
Pulled straight on my heart strings. Been in corporate tech for 10 years and it is tough realizing that all this time I was never able to give myself the trust and kindness to be able to do anything different.
@sergiocoder3 ай бұрын
I spent a year not working after a layoff, not even looking for a job as I had some savings. This was so great! I could go anywhere any time - walking/exercising, riding a bicycle, just watching the nature and the city/people, taking photos (kind of my hobby now), even had time to start reading books (I don't like reading). Lost a good amount of weight. Before that I would rarely go out of my apartment as I'm sort of an introvert. Unfortunately the money ran out and I had to find a job. Man, recruiters hate this 1-year gap on my resume. It's like everyone thinks that you're supposed to exist for working and you don't have a right to take a break even if you can afford it. I hate to explain this "vacation" to them like I committed some crime and defend myself in front of a judge. But somehow I managed land a job after a few months preparing & searching and will start there soon, though with lower pay (I'm not in US, I know it's way more tough there). P.S. I learned to ride a bicycle at 31 as well :)
@andrewxu3 ай бұрын
hey Sergio! I hear you, the corporate world expects people to behave like robots (continuous work history with pristine resume), it's exhausting and unrealistic. Really happy you were able to find something, even though it doesn't pay as well as before it's not everything. Sometimes, being happy doing what you do is more important than making the most amount of money. Best of luck on your next endeavours, remember to be kind to yourself and keep on biking on 😉.
@Blindswordsman19943 ай бұрын
Where are you based?? I always thought the “work until you die with no breaks in between” mantra only existed in the US but it appears to have infected other parts of the world. Surely Covid taught us that life is more about work right? It should be work to live not live to work
@RShanKris7 ай бұрын
I don't know how I ended up here but I'm doing what you did 3 years ago now. Thank you for sharing!
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
Hey there! Sometimes I like to think everything happens for a reason. I hope you are doing well, and if not, that's ok too because I know how it feels and you WILL get through this period and thrive. Listen to your body, take the time you need, and most importantly be kind to yourself
@roguered7069 күн бұрын
This resonated with me so much. I only recently realized that I was reaching late stage burnout (I work in education, not tech, but it's a field known to really drain people). I think what really drove it home for me was the fact that for most of my adult life I was so healthy I didnt even have a general practitioner or really a need to see a doctor. Then within the last, maybe 2 years, my health began deteriorating in small, but varried and increasing ways that built up to the point that I began to think I was either a hypochondriac or I had an autoimmune disease. Thinking either one of those things about yourself is pretty awful, and when I finally put a name to my problem I was relieved. I still have to work through it, but at least I can focus on the real problem. Thank you for sharing!
@MrAbstractj3 ай бұрын
The higher you go in a company, the more opinions you need to defend your worth. That is exactly how I feel. Sometimes, I just want to complete something to feel a sense of accomplishment and not spend five hours meeting after meeting that goes nowhere and accomplishes nothing. Congrats on focusing on yourself, and I hope you've recovered from all of the mental searing marks left by corporate politics.
@andrewxu3 ай бұрын
hey there, thanks for your comment! I'm still on the journey to recovery, while I have regained my "mojo" back to do things and self-improve, there's a lot of the "corporate brainwashing" that I still need to undo lol. Hope you're doing well!
@fuhlexer7 ай бұрын
Appreciate you sharing your story man, honestly don't know how this got recommended to me but I'm glad I clicked and watched this. I got laid off from my last job a few months ago and now I'm kind of taking a break while trying to break into Cyber Security. Quitting the corpa life is never an easy choice. I'm glad you're mental health is a lot better now. I subbed to your channel, look forward to more videos
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey there, sorry to hear about your layoff but I'm glad you're making the best of it. Sometimes we just have to trust that one day things will all make sense, and perhaps this will end up being a gift rather than a curse :). Seems like we're both in the tech space, good luck on your venture into Cyber Security!
@kevinsjournal7 ай бұрын
I was a corporate engineer who changed careers several years ago, so feel it there. Actually loved my job, at least as a craft, but couldnt deal with the corporate atmosphere, lack of work/life balance, and social scene. Ended up resigning and starting a new career elsewhere. Great to see a new channel come up, I'm also a finance and careers channel as well, so just subbed to yours!
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Kevin, happy that you could relate! Hope you were able to find a good balance since leaving corporate. So happy for you and your journey, continue being awesome ❤️
@zohashahid309847 ай бұрын
Which career did you take after switching?
@judyvsworld7 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your expirience! I am a current CS student and have been feeling this even before my offical career has started with school, internships and peer pressure around me. I have found that mental health isn't talked about a lot in this space of grind and I constantly feel like I am not pushing myself hard enough to seek out thoses coveted jobs and titles. have a good week !! look forward to more videos
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Judy, looking at your channel banner seems like you're from Calgary? I actually used to live there and got my CS degree at the UofC 🤓. I totally agree with you, mental health is one of the areas the tech space can improve on. The nature of the space being hyper competitive, and being a software developer trains us to think in a very binary way, which I think contributes to the "mental drain". I have so much I want to share in that regard and hopefully can help individuals like yourself on your career/journey in the tech space! Having said that, there are things that can be appreciated in this space as well. In the mean time, remember that YOU ARE ENOUGH (I struggled so hard with this throughout my tech career). I know you are doing your best, and that is ENOUGH. Life is short, never stop being kind to yourself ❤️
@erkiiiiiiiii6175 ай бұрын
lol same, regretting my cs degree heading into my last year. homework is dreadful, the job search sucks, and i realized too late that i hate making projects sitting at a computer all day
@MichellesPuppyCam7 ай бұрын
Kudos to you doing the right thing for your health and yourself. Bravery will be appreciated.
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
Hey there, thanks for your kind words. I hope you are also taking care of yourself and prioritizing you! Because you and your health is most important.
@diego0ji8 ай бұрын
It's my story, I worked for 2 years as web developer, I did my best for gain experience and grow up as web dev, I lived 2 years at home thinking about just work, I gain weight, I starded to lost more hair and I didn't want to go out.... this only because I loved coding and I spent 2 years learning it by my self; for that reason I couldn't left the great opportunity easily; but you know what? Life is not only about money and career, life is all about experiences and having a good mental and health conditions makes them great! I just come back to make pizza ( I'm italian😂) , is hard physically but when I'm done at work I'm not thinking about when I sleep or when I'm with my girlfriend. I'm recovering well and I'll make coding a good hobby. Thanks for sharing
@andrewxu8 ай бұрын
I'm so glad to hear you are taking care of yourself! So happy for you and best wishes!
@diego0ji8 ай бұрын
Thanks 😊, what are doing now?
@andrewxu8 ай бұрын
just focusing on self-care, living a simple life and sharing that with the world ☺️. hope you're doing well!
@diego0ji8 ай бұрын
@@andrewxu that's so good :) yes I move again from Italy to Australia where there is no stress, reconnecting with nature
@andrewxu8 ай бұрын
that sounds amazing! I'm so happy for you!
@stephenliao4507 ай бұрын
Andrew, it felt so good to hear someone who has gone through and overcome similar struggles with mental health and work stress. I’m on a journey myself, at an earlier stage. Really excited for your next vlog!
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
Hey Stephen, hope you're doing well, remember to take your time, and be kind to yourself, you're going to get through this period, and you'll feel whole (and a peace) again! ❤️
@Ray-ez2pu7 ай бұрын
Glad to know i am not weird or alone. Burn out mentally is really terrible, corporate politics erodes all my passion, confidence and energy. Hope I could learn from your experience and appreciate what the true meaning of life is. Thanks for sharing.
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Ray, you are definitely not weird or alone! Hope you can find some time to self-care and prioritize yourself in the midst of all of the chaos. Life is short, be kind to yourself! Take care!
@aglovecraft5 ай бұрын
I come back to this video every few days. It's good to hear someone who can relate, and you articulated it perfectly.
@andrewxu5 ай бұрын
Hey there, thanks for watching, glad this video can provide you a sense of comfort, hope you’re doing well, remember to be kind to yourself! ❤️
@veronicasvideodiaries7 ай бұрын
This is why I love my job so much, it's incredibly flexible, I've got a cool boss and the team and I are always helping each other out.
@discoveringhealthandfinanc83287 ай бұрын
Same!
@zohashahid309847 ай бұрын
What job do you do?
@mantseakai6 ай бұрын
you’re in for shocker
@veronicasvideodiaries6 ай бұрын
I'm in an analyst role (:@@zohashahid30984
@taofinance7 ай бұрын
I totally feel you on this, Andrew. Thanks for sharing this and helping others think about this. My 1-year plan is to be outta corporate as well. Good luck bud!
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey there, thanks for watching. Happy to hear you have a plan to get out of the rat race! Good luck with your journey!
@WikiPeoples5 ай бұрын
I love that we're getting more of these candid discussions about life and burnout in the industry. Been seeing more and more people willing to talk about it in the wake of the pandemic. I know you don't attribute your burnout to the pandemic, and thats probably true, but I do think there's this sense of needing to vent and let go of something now that we're "back to normal". For myself I never really felt burnout DURING the pandemic, I just buckled down and worked my ass off. It's only post-pandemic that I've had a chance to pause and reflect and realize - holy shit, I've given my entire young adult life to my career and I think, I think I need to re-evaluate my priorities.
@bthomson5 ай бұрын
So glad you broke away! I have had bosses that literally made me cry! I was ON THEIR TEAM! Working as hard as I could and they would SCREAM at me!!! Narcissism is rampant in the higher echelons!
@andrewxu5 ай бұрын
hey there, thank you, and I hope you got away from a toxic environment/boss as well, being treated the way you described is not ok. Hope you're doing ok! Take care!
@KaylaEchols221Ай бұрын
"your manager wants to you to climb that ladder and if you don't want to you're seen as a non-performer" That's exactly what I told my manager at the second tech job. I have zero interest in the ladder game. I still managed to make lateral jumps and make manager salary. And yep, I've been called not a self starter yet I had to self start to land contract after contract 🤔 I have some videos posting soon about how to still hit 6 figures without reaching senior roles.
@justin75327 ай бұрын
Went through this a year and a half ago. Still haven’t gone back to tech, couldn’t be happier about my life and new goals and direction. Thanks for sharing
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Justin, so happy to hear that you're in a better place! Honestly, tech isn't the only industry, and there are so many different kinds of opportunities out there. Sure, most don't pay as well, but what's money if we're unhappy right? Take care!
@canijustgetanamealre2 ай бұрын
That was a real down to earth story. I enjoyed that. It's a good reminder not to be obsessed with climbing the ladder.
@andrewxuАй бұрын
hey Eric and Vivian, glad you enjoyed the story, hope you guys are doing well and living your best life too!
@napoland96766 ай бұрын
Don't feel bad about it. I just quit my tech job this morning, too. I have over 20 years in the space, started with a new company about 2 months ago. tons of red flags that I ignored in the beginning because the money was supposed to be good, and I thought I'd be learning new skills. But...then we got the speech about the company needing to cut costs, and possible layoffs coming this summer (i.e. in a couple of months). I figured it's best not to stick around and get laid off. Thankfully, I still have a good relationship with my previous (now current) boss, who was able to find a place for me back at my prior place of employment.
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
hey Neal, ya I've been hearing many tech layoffs more and more. But happy to hear that you were able to go back to your previous employer! Hope you're doing well, best of luck!
@battlevain6 ай бұрын
An excellent video indeed. I was burned out after working in a tough sales environment for many years. The real issues were not just the brutal workload but also the negative people around me. I had colleagues trying to destroy me. After battling with toxic people and a tough work schedule for years, i eventually moved on. When i ended that chapter of my life, i was surprised at how long it took to recover from burnout. Exercise and going to the gym was a true blessing and also taking refuge in my spiritual faith has been vital. I spent time slowing down, simplify my life, avoiding toxic people, spending time in nature and just practicing gratitude for the little things of life. As you say, our bodies do tell us (warn us) and we do recover once we listen and prioritize our health over wealth. Thank you for making such an important and insightful video. So many of us need to hear this message of hope and wisdom.
@seadave128 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing this! It 100% resonated with me; I especially second the gym aspect of COVID (or lack thereof) contributing. I've since discovered how important regular exercise is in my life...the endorphins and I think just the physical release of potential aggression is so essential for me staying somewhat sane.
@andrewxu8 ай бұрын
Definitely! Gym is like the best therapy haha. Keep it up!
@ChrisAthanas6 ай бұрын
It’s so sad that teachers and educators don’t tell people that software development is 99% social and 1% code
@mecanuktutorials6476Ай бұрын
It isn’t though. Corporate jobs just do everything in reverse because they’re led by people who don’t do any programming and crave status updates.
@LorenzoCucurachiАй бұрын
Your story, copy paste with mine, apart from a few details. First thing to go down is mental health, then when you reach body health you start scraping for energies and keeping a good morale. Eventually you need to take a break. I'm currently taking a gap year to focus on myself, my needs and my future. With little to no pressure (I try to avoid FOMO), being kind to yourself is key and understanding how shame drives your internal system is such an eye opener.
@shawnsh7 ай бұрын
Thank you, Andrew for such an insightful video. Tech is a solid career track and pays great but is not for everyone (especially in light of how the tech / dev culture has been shaped e.g. daily stand meetings, sprint retros and more). Essentially routine events to create pressure and trigger anxiety stemming out of FLAWED corp strategy thinking more will get done using such tactics.
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
Hey Shawn, for sure. Tech is often seen as a lucrative career path, while true, the trade off to getting that pay check is often overlooked and is definitely not for everyone. There's so much "tech scene/corporate programming" that's in my mind/behaviour that I'm still working towards recognizing. Hopefully can share some more of that in future videos with you guys! Hope you're doing well.
@shanekane38258 ай бұрын
I love this video, its so nice your story! I work in Healthcare in the UK and I most certainly feel I can relate to you. I have definitely had this experience on many occasions. To me health is wealth, whether that is physical or mental health. It's so refreshing to hear your story Andrew, and also that you are recovering well from this experience! We only have 1 life and we should live every moment of it!
@andrewxu8 ай бұрын
Hey Shane, I totally agree with you! Burning out is such a silent issue in many demanding industries, and I'm glad you also share the same sentiment as I do towards life! Also, thank you for your hard work as a healthcare worker. I can only imagine how insanely draining it can be both physically and mentally! Hope you are doing well, remember to be kind to yourself as well
@markusfeljofsen83457 ай бұрын
I really like the part „I didn’t know how I would get references once I want to get started again… but I didn’t care at that point“. Totally can relate. What was a horrible experience though was that my parents would be more worried about my ongoing career instead of me and my current situation. So often you also have to go through those situations on your own, as others don’t understand the severity of the situation.
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Markus, I agree, others won't understand how bad it can get and what it's like if they've never been in that position. It's also very sad that most people in our society nowadays associate "money/career" with happiness and wellness. But when the pursue of more money in this rat race is making us miserable and sick, that's not living at all, what's more money at that point? But back to your point, that's something that people will eventually realize, or not. I hope they do, before death come knocking on their doors unexpectedly. Hope you're doing well, take care!
@ravenbacons6 ай бұрын
Thank you. I got laid off earlier this month and I felt relieved. It felt wrong but after some weeks, I now realized I am mentally, physically, and emotionally at the bottom. I'm going through the emotions: shame, guilt, doubt, anxiety, and disappointment. I am exhausted and rot in bed most days. I did break down a few days ago and hopefully I'll come out the other side soon. Your video popped up today and it gives me hope. Thank you.
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
hey Eve, sorry to hear about your layoff, but as you feelings might suggest, maybe it's a blessing in disguise 🙂. Take the time you need to heal and recover. I can promise you once you get through it, and process through it you'll come out feeling like an upgraded human being. Life is short, we shouldn't let work define our identities or us as a person. Try not to fight those emotions you're feeling, because every single of them is your body communicating with you, to help you process it all (like the Disney movie Inside Out). Be kind to yourself, take care ❤️
@FrugalBloom7 ай бұрын
This is so relatable. I quit software development last year for similar reasons and it's taken a while to feel motivated to do anything. Feeling better day by day and trying to make up for the lost time by traveling and feeling okay with doing nothing some days. I know you said doing silent vlogs is your thing but I would be really interested to hear more about that transition period and how you manage living in a hustle culture while being essentially retired. Cheers!
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey there, I'm happy that you did what's right for you, and feeling better! It's going to take some time to get your mojo back, it wasn't until sometime last year that I finally felt good enough to start doing things (at my own pace). It's a rollercoaster of emotions, from lack of motivation, resentment, anger, etc. but please don't need to rush things and let the journey play out, and keep doing you. Also I will definitely put that topic into consideration in future content, thanks for your comment. Take care, be kind to yourself!
@Claudia-id7lv6 ай бұрын
praying for healing in the corporate world - things need to change!
@CucumberNipples28 күн бұрын
Thanks for the video. I am also pretty burnt out. Sometimes the work I do gets pretty intense and I get underpaid ($15 an hour). Sometimes I work 12 hour shifts to make sure projects are completed. For the little pay and work I do sucks. I was told I would get an evaluation 2 months ago to help me boost my salary a bit because I told my boss I’m only making enough to survive and can’t afford to open a 401k or apply for medical/dental benefits. Even EBT rejects me when they know I’m struggling. I get very overwhelmed knowing that I do so much and I’m not compensated rightly for it. I applied for many other jobs too and got declined/ghosted. At this point I think I am just going to go back and work at a factory job despite having a CS degree. Id slave for a company that pays me more for standing around to work on machines than worrying the next time I have enough money to spend on groceries. Point is, I’m burnt out… imposter syndrome is kicking my ass and tired of feeling unappreciated for the work I do.
@gainswithkathy6 ай бұрын
I’m also a millennial trying to figure this out! We’ve got to support one another! I just posted my first video. It was so scary, but your video is inspiring. Thank you!
@awesomeboy4567Ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing! Your video validates the importantance of mental health. More videos like yours would definitely help a lot of people and learn when to take a break that people deserve in these kinds of crazy times.
@andrewxuАй бұрын
hey, thanks for watching. I agree, mental health is one of those type of "sickness" that doesn't have any physical symptoms until it's too late (unlike..say...a pimple that you can see). Hope you're doing well and being kind to yourself
@marjorielutzke63987 ай бұрын
Thank you so very much for sharing your story. I am much older but man the way things are managed these days, is so draining So many people are clueless oh how stressful work environments can be. It was so vastly different when I entered the work force. I have just taken a year off. I feel like a person again.❤
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Marjorie, I'm so happy that took some time off to take care of yourself, and that you're feeling like a person again! I know exactly what you mean by that, and it's a breath of fresh air. So happy for you, keep doing you, and continue to be kind to yourself ❤️
@marjorielutzke63987 ай бұрын
@andrewxu Thank you so much for your reply. Best wishes to you in creating a great life and value. I hope you love what you do. Be well.
@ethanciccone54638 ай бұрын
You’re so adorable, relatable and insightful. Lucky guy who gets you!
@andrewxu8 ай бұрын
thank you for your kind words 🙏
@rogerdodger17905 ай бұрын
How do you know he's gay? I'm not saying it's a bad thing but I'm so confused? Great video though
@theredhermit7 ай бұрын
Love your video and specially your quitting story as a thirty something year old, in the same boat here! I am 34 and I quit my Big Tech job late last year on account of severe burnout . Thanks so much for making this video☺️
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey there, I think most people see big tech as a glamorous job with high salaries and lots of perks, while true, I also think most also don't know how toxic and mentally draining it is. I'm glad you're taking time for yourself, hope you are doing well, take care!
@theredhermit7 ай бұрын
@@andrewxuThanks so much😊 you too take care and keep creating! Loved your very real and authentic take. Looking forward to many more!
@744shinryu3 ай бұрын
I hear this 1000%, I found it wasn’t the work that burned me out, but the politics of it all.
@ms.rivera78987 ай бұрын
Our mental health is very important. We are all replaceable at jobs, whether we believe it or not. I’m glad you did what was best for you.
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
Absolutely agree. As much as companies try their best to make us feel we are "part of a community/family", we are just cog in the wheel. When push comes to shove, every single one of us are replaceable. Thanks for your comment, hope you're doing well and also putting you and your health first!
@adriennefoxtrot88197 ай бұрын
Love your vibe and relate so much to your story. I have worked as a software designer and product manager for the past decade-ish as an independent contractor and consultant. This past summer I wrapped up the projects I was on and "left the tech industry". I had a similar experience as you where it felt like the most insane and yet the most sane decision to make. I started a business in the gardening industry specifically to take things easier and live a healthier lifestyle. Staring at computers all day long thinking about computers all day long is no way for this human to live. I rather poke around in the dirt. Can't wait for more of your new content. You have already inspired me by showing me how powerful it is to share burn out stories with others. Thank you!
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Adrienne, thanks for your comment. I'm so happy for you, truly! I also wanted to do something like that, move to a smaller town, start a simple life, gardening etc. But I'm not a big fan of bugs haha 😂 so not very realistic for me, maybe one day. But happy you did it though! And I agree, sometimes it's these simple things, mundane, basic activities that makes us feel alive. Life can be simple and happy. Hope you're doing well, take care! ❤️
@shopnilrahman57297 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing! I know that KZbin has been recently promoting smaller channels and I'm glad that I found this one. You have a way of speaking. Keep @ it and this channel will explode. I'm lucky that I'm subscribing as one of your first 500 subscribers (when you reach like 1M)
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
Hey there! Thanks for your kind and encouraging words, I really appreciate it! Thanks for following along, hope you're doing well.
@ClaireandNanami7 ай бұрын
@andrewxu KZbin usually shows me stuff from channels with huge followings. It is nice to see a video from a small channel. It makes me want to start my own youtube channel. Anyway, I think a lot of people end up burned out in technical jobs. Jobs like engineering, software development, and data science are mentally taxing.
@shopnilrahman57297 ай бұрын
@@andrewxu Thanks! 500+ new subscribers in a week, thats insane!
@Igor-vk8flАй бұрын
That's exactly what I hate on people specially youtubers. "you need to do more, you need to learn a new language, you need to get more responsabilities on you job, more more more." DUDE chill. I just want to be a frontend developer and do the same things everysingle day. I work for money not for fun. Why shuold I want to complicate and stress the f out my life for no reason? If my salary is good for me i want to do the easiest job and go home enjoy my LIFE. Job is not life!
@purplelove68Ай бұрын
I needed to hear this today. I’m grateful this popped up on my feed. Thank you ❤
@andrewxuАй бұрын
Glad it was helpful!
@tomn82127 ай бұрын
Thanks Andrew for sharing your story. I’ve in SWE longer than you and had many burnt out in the past when I just wanted to quit. But I couldn’t do it b/c of my kids. Fast forward, I balanced my life by playing tennis at competitive levels and it worked out for me since. Good luck to you!
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey there, really happy to hear that you are able to find a balance! Take care!
@dnangel42777 ай бұрын
Awesome! I play competitive tennis too!
@WonderfulToti7 ай бұрын
Hey Andrew, thanks for sharing your experience. I recently joined a very big (and very old) corporation as an engineer (wannabe software dev) and am incredibly frustrated by the corporate culture. I think I'm currently at an early career phase you discussed in your video - eager and ambitious to get something done. Even though the work is not terribly stressful (I just wish it was more relevant to what I want to do in the future... I'm stuck staring at excel spread sheets most days...), I feel like my ego is inducing unnecessary pressure on me to do more.I feel stuck and miserable, but I also do not want the opposite where I am ground to dust and burned out... Watching your video has given me much insight on being kinder to myself, and I'll do my best to be mindful of my mental health. I can't imagine doing this job for the rest of my life, and I am in the process of trying to discover my life's purpose and drive. Looking forward to your next update!
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Drew, hope you're doing well. I think it's important to have hobbies outside of your job, and not let the job itself be your identity. One of the things I've learned is that no matter how good a job is, it is simply just that, a job. The more emotionally invested (passionate) you become, the more resentment you will potentially build as well. Perhaps you can leverage this enthusiasm to work on side projects in your spare time. That way you will still grow in the direction you seem fit for you, at your own pace. I like reading comments like these because it gives me idea about what I can share from my journey to help others, so thanks for your comment! And good luck with everything, while tech can be stressful, there are still good things to be learned and take away, I have zero regrets having worked in tech despite the burnout. Remember to be kind to yourself ❤️
@ssj4cap3 ай бұрын
Hey thanks for the video. I relate to a lot of what you talked about. I’ve been in the software industry for 16 years or so and admittedly I’ve been very close to or at burn out several times. What I realized helped me get past those moments has been to let myself organically grow and in a way resist the external expectations and pressures to grow by peers, managers and the company as a whole. I know it’s easier said than done since they want you to keep moving up really for their own interests like bringing in new workers continuously. I think we all have our own internal speed where we feel our best and if you mess with that it can really throw you off and make you burn out faster. Some people move faster and others slower. As someone on the slower end I’ve felt I had to try to control my growth at my speed even with my manager pushing for artificial growth that I wasn’t ready for. It’s taken many years to find my best pace of growth and I think finding that is very important to create for yourself a healthy growth environment. In summary, don’t let others dictate how fast or slow you grow. Try to find your pace and try to grow at your own pace. Also learn to recognize when you’re close to burnout so that you can take care of yourself.
@andrewxu3 ай бұрын
hey there, I absolutely agree with you! It's most stressful when we're "pushed" to grow in ways and at speeds that does not align with ours, and the moment we don't "move" the way a company wants us, we'll be marked as "non performers". I'm happy you've managed to find a balance, take care!
@CarrieV97 ай бұрын
Some workplaces are better than others but some issues are common to all. Make your money, try to detach emotionally from work and all the drama/issues and get out when you can. After experiencing burnout a few times, I have adopted the mentally of the independent contractor at my salaried jobs. It helps me let some of the stress roll off and not care too much about what’s happening with work politics.
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
I think that's a great mindset to have! Happy you found a way to make it work for you. Take care!
@CozyRobi7 ай бұрын
I just wanna thank you for sharing such a personal story. You seem pretty relaxed now, I hope you are. Just subscribed to get some inspiration, because I am going through a burn out right now. It’s hard to not feel bad about not going to work. And I also get bored if I don’t do anything, so sometimes I do too much at home. I probably shouldn’t, but in a way it’s helping me heal when I’m doing all of the creative things that I couldn’t do before. I’m trying to document some things as well, just starting out 😊
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
Hey Robia, I'm glad you could relate and that you're prioritizing yourself! Checked out your content, love the vibe, keep on doing what you're doing! You will feel better soon I promise! Take care!
@CozyRobi7 ай бұрын
@@andrewxu Thank you so much for checking out my content, means a lot. Take care ✨🍀
@grodrigues36 ай бұрын
Wow. Thanks for sharing. I'm here right now. I'm not sure if I'll leave, but it's great to hear someone talk about this so openly. Mental and Physical Health is so much more important that anything else.
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
hey Garrett, sorry to hear you're in the same situation, definitely prioritize your health over anything else. I didn't realize mental health and stress can impact physical health as well, until it happened, and thank goodness it wasn't anything irreversible. Hope the situation gets better for you, be kind to yourself, and take care! ❤️
@ds53756 ай бұрын
Hi Andrew! Glad to have found your channel. I am in the middle of the same thing. I quit 4 months due to burn-out and sought therapy. I am still looking to put in another few more years in the same domain area (same role, different industry), to boost my savings before I reconsider my trajectory completely. Thanks for sharing!
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
hey there, so happy to hear you did what's right for you and focus on your health! Seems like you have yourself a solid plan, best of luck! Keep being kind to yourself ❤️
@abzish6 ай бұрын
I hope you don’t have any regrets from it. More people should have the courage to do this!
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
Absolutely zero regrets. Hope you're doing well.
@tc33239 күн бұрын
Thank you for this. I just recently quit a job because of a similar scenario. Some days are difficult even though I knew I couldn't be there.
@trevor66077 ай бұрын
Definitely can relate here as well. I had a total mental breakdown with a job a few years ago but actually ended up being laid off. Turned out to be the best thing that ever happened to me and incredibly grateful that it did
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey there, so happy to hear you're in a better place now! Everything happens for a reason, thanks for your comment. Hope you continue to do well and be kind to yourself, life is too short. take care! ❤️
@LogiOriginalGames7 ай бұрын
I can totally relate to you and your situation. I am in the similar place, software engineer, mid 20s, but already been working for over 6 years as SW engineer. I also work on my own side projects on the side of my full-time job and it's getting out of hand now. And I have a really strong feeling that I cannot do this anymore - working for a company, I just don't enjoy it. I really see myself going full-time working on my side projects that already generate some money and pursue this journey. I can always come back to work if this won't work out.
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Maroš, love what you said about "I can always come back to work if this won't work out" ☺️. I'm glad you have side projects and especially ones that is generating an income. Good luck on your journey, best of luck, take care and always be kind to yourself!
@Daytraderkev7 ай бұрын
I had a similar experience. I was in the construction engineering field for 17 years. Then had a relationship breakup, that really devastated my mental being. Add in the fact that I saw the company moral getting worse, and as a result, told myself its either now or never, and decided to quit my job. All this happened exactly when the pandemic happened in April 2020. Funny thing is when I quit during that week, that's when everyone had to start working from home. Took 2 years and just learned a bunch of new things. Those 2 years, I learned so much more about myself, and it really heightened my awareness. I learned, its about who you work for, and who you are surrounded with, the "feel goods" for the company. If we are not appreciated somewhere, there is always another person or company that will appreciate you.
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Kev, that's amazing, I'm so happy to hear you are in a better place now. I totally agree, this journey is so enlightening to help us understand more about ourselves, our needs, and life in general. Keep doing you and be kind to yourself, best of luck on your journey! ❤️
@ORIGINALwhatnow6 ай бұрын
I like this video. Thank you for making it. I like what you said that "minimalism for me is not minimalism for you".
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
hey there, glad you enjoyed it, less is more, in various ways for many ☺️
@DavidDu0ng5 ай бұрын
I've went through the same thing as well (minus the "not giving notice"). I listened to my body and had to leave. My mental health thanked me. I'm also happy I was not the only one that left a job because of stress. In my 20s/30s I would usually have something lined up as well but as stress grew, my body can't take it anymore.
@andrewxu5 ай бұрын
Hey David, I’m so happy for you! Glad you’re doing better. Take care!
@Dipsuuu6 ай бұрын
Glad you are doing great and thanks for sharing your story! I've experienced some of what you are saying. Taking a break is essential and mental health is the first priority in life!
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
hey there, thanks for watching. Hope you're doing well, always prioritize mental health! Take care!
@judyli69126 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing. This year, I feel like I'm truly out of the burnout phase and ready to start living again. I don't know exactly but it feels like it has taken 2 years to heal. In-between this, I actually changed jobs, so I never exactly stopped working during the recovery phase but I took it slow. The thing that made it easier was during my job interview for my current job, I talked about the importance of looking after myself and other colleagues (I can't remember the question) and now that I'm in the job, they really do promote work/life balance. Don't get me wrong, it's busy but knowing that they care about you makes a world of a difference. I also just want to state working out has been a massive stress reliever and something I have to do at least twice a week otherwise I don't feel right!
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
hey Judy, really glad to hear you're doing well and found what works for you. Keep being kind to yourself and always prioritize yourself, take care ❤️
@hikerbikeromar2 ай бұрын
Wow, your experience is so incredibly similar to mine. Sorry to hear you went through this, although there is some sort of solace in knowing my experience isn't unique. Thank you so much for sharing.
@andrewxu2 ай бұрын
hey Omar! You're definitely no alone, as I've learned this is a rather common thing nowadays. Hope you're doing well!
@samperry23762 ай бұрын
I gave myself a year off, My body and mind appreciated it. I used to be in a senior role but I have decided to choose job happiness over money and not live beyond my means. It's worked for me. Less responsibility and I am happier to just sit back and let my boss take the hit.
@andrewxu2 ай бұрын
hey Sam, really happy for you to have found that balance. Take care!
@jennicas41652 ай бұрын
I admire your courage to do that. I am going through the same 3 months into probationary. I wake up with chills everytime.
@andrewxu2 ай бұрын
hey Jennica, I really hope you can find some ways to take a break and prioritize yourself (health) first. I know that feeling and how debilitating it is. Please take care and be kinder to yourself every chance you get ❤️
@View6196 ай бұрын
You can always get a new job, but you can never get a new lease on your well-being. Take care of the things that can't be replaced, no matter what others may think about you.
@ML-yi7gy7 ай бұрын
Damn bro, I resonate with you 100%, I’m also a software engineer and I really hate on call. I am also very frugal and I’m giving myself at most 2 years before I quit my corporate life. Currently 3 years into my engineer journey and I have to say the amount of responsibility is getting heavier and even during my off days I feel tired. Cheers
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Weihan, I'm glad to hear that you have a plan. Life is so much more, and I hope that the freedom you are working towards can get you through the next few years. In the mean time, be kind to yourself ❤️
@hadiyazid6 ай бұрын
Your story does resonate reasonably to me. For me, I quite like my job despite the challenges and get along very well with my team, and I count myself very lucky that my Manager is very considerate and smart and professional.
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
hey Hadi, that sounds like a great place to be! Hope you're doing well, take care!
@hadiyazid6 ай бұрын
@andrewxu Thank you for the kind words. Take care, too :)
@CPerry-bu1niАй бұрын
Thank you Andrew, this was so honest and refreshing. I love how you are grateful for your burnout experience. I experienced something similar and got to work one day and couldn’t go in - I totally relate to your experience in the meeting when you left. I’m also grateful - this experience of burn out irrevocably changed my relationship with work for the better. It’s no longer important I my life and I enjoy so many more things that are so more meaningful. Loved your story and your insights at the end. Thank you ❤️
@andrewxuАй бұрын
hey there, I'm so so happy for you! Warms my heart when I hear about others learning the role "work" has in our lives and not let it drive us: Work to Live, not Live to Work.
@user197407 ай бұрын
thank you for sharing. I also had similiar experience, I had constant shoulder pain and couldn't sleep at night. and that's when I knew I had to submit my resignation.
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
Samuel I'm so happy to hear that you listened to your body and did the right thing! I hope your shoulder pain is better now, and mentally in a much better space. Take care! ❤️
@davidtan98335 ай бұрын
Love the video. I was similar to you but in the construction industry. Glad I wasn't the only one feeling that way. I wanted to climb the corporate ladder as quickly as possible but it backfired causing me to burn out. I just recently recovered and back to work but now have a different outlook in life and learn to find the balance.
@andrewxu5 ай бұрын
hey David, I'm glad you're recovered and have a different outlook in life! It's all about finding that balance, life is short. A lovely elderly couple I ran into (by fate I think) taught me a life lesson that I constantly remind myself even now: "There's no need to rush, we'll get there eventually". To me, this means that life is short, and we'll all end up in that same place sooner or later, rather than rushing to this inevitable "ending", enjoy it while we still can with good health. You can find an image I took with them on my video about "how taking sabbaticals changed my life" if you're curious! Hope you're doing well, be kind to yourself!
@meirianto6157 ай бұрын
thank you so much for sharing your story. I also quit my stressful tech job 2 years ago and have been feeling very unproductive and getting lots of judgement from people for not working, it's good to hear about others also taking a long break
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Meiri, I hope you're feeling better and on the road to recovery. There will always going to be people who won't understand, and perhaps judge, I try to remind myself that I was given a life to live the way I want to, not for/based on other people's opinions. Continue to do you, because life is short ❤️
@shantanushekharsjunerft97836 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing Andrew! The relentless pace of learning, delivering, and still dealing with complaints
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
hey there, thanks for watching. That's a great way to put it, everything was "relentless"! Hope you're doing well, remember to be kind to yourself, take care!
@anshikanagori71977 ай бұрын
I have around 10 years of experience in tech..started as software engineer and slowly moved into product management (always thought this is what I wanted) but soon I realised that product management is too stressful for me. I am currently trying to navigate through that stress but haven't yet quit my job..the company I work for is on its downfall and hence a lot of politics and chaos and my manager is never happy or satisfied with what I do. I can so much relate to the mental and physical health part you are talking about. I am planning to talk to my managers to put me in a less stressful project (not sure if it's gonna work) :/
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Anshika, sorry to hear about your situation. Hope it works out for you, please take care, and be kind to yourself ❤️
@anshikanagori71977 ай бұрын
@@andrewxu Thank you Andrew.
@alberthuynh7 ай бұрын
Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing your story. Im going through a similar experience and this video has made me feel much better about what I’m going through
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Albert, glad the video helped you in some way. Hope things will get better for you, be kind to yourself. ❤️
@UnhandledExceptionShow6 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing. As a senior software engineer, I can totally resonate with your experience in the past. I've been considering time off myself. Good luck!
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
hey there, thanks watching, hope you're doing well. I hope you can take that time off, a sabbatical or something, because life is short, and if you have the means to it, I highly recommend it! Take care!
@UnhandledExceptionShow6 ай бұрын
@@andrewxu Thank you! Yes, I'm thinking of saving up more funds to take a sabbatical, but I feel like I want to make more and prepare for rainy days. I think finances are the most common reason for most people to take a break. Looking forward to see your future videos!
@salookie80007 ай бұрын
The problem is greed for power or more money without spiritual satisfaction which becomes an unquenchable earthly desire. There's a job for everyone that satisfies with no stress. Personally I enjoy not climbing the ranks. I'm happy as a developer even in my 40's. Management is not everyone's calling. Matthew 6:26-27 "26 Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them. Are ye not much better than they? 27 Which of you by taking thought can add one cubit unto his stature?"
@vovanminh9994 ай бұрын
It's very relaxing to listen to your story Andrew, life is too short, the job is just a part of that, it's not everything in this life.
@andrewxu4 ай бұрын
thanks for your kind words! hope you're doing well, and prioritizing life over work :). take care!
@masamaeda92173 ай бұрын
I'm really glad you shared your story, it's been almost 6 months since I had my last job (after working for almost 9 years) and I still feel pretty dead inside and uninterested in doing anything. I'm really glad to hear that you said that it took you about a year to get out of the rut of just existing. I spent about 4 months traveling to 9 different countries and even that felt pretty hollow and empty most of the time. But I think this gives me some hope that I'll get out the other end ok. One of my biggest regrets is staying in the Bay Area for so long after being able to work from home, I really should have moved somewhere else. I think I probably would have had an extra ~50k if I just moved somewhere cheaper earlier. I think another huge mistake was not downsizing sooner, but I was way too burnt out to move out of my $3500 apartment but I really should have moved out when my roommates did (in addition to being burned out after they left I really liked the space and not having to live with people). Great video thanks for sharing.
@andrewxu3 ай бұрын
hey there, it's going to take some time, but have faith you'll get through this too! Those "mistakes" you made are essential part of healing and growing, and will help you become a better version of yourself. One day you will see and be grateful for them! Hope you are doing better now, be kind to yourself, take care!
@roza47785 ай бұрын
Love this for you! Definitely hard to put yourself first when you are used to being so work focused
@andrewxu5 ай бұрын
thank you! It's a gentle reminder to ourselves that life isn't all about work. Work to live, and not live to work. Hope you're doing well! Take care!
@Onyxscubababy7 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story. I was let go this year due to the RIF; although I was not burned out per se, I also put a lot of pride in my work. I rarely took vacations ( not proud of it at all), and work is a central part of my self-identity, which makes the experience challenging. I agree with putting the self-care as the top priority and giving myself the space to unpack it. Subscribed to your channel and wish you all the best!
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
hey there, thanks for your comment, I hope things are working out for you now and that you're in a better mental space. Life is short, and we are much more than just what we do for work. Work to live, and live authentically ourselves. Best of luck, take care ❤️
@CometCamori6 ай бұрын
Was let go at the end of last year. Took me more than a month to get out of my depressive swings and start bettering myself. I don't think I'll be seriously start job searching until end of the year. Studying for certifications right now and seeing what other sources of revenue I can make. Such an invaluable time to learn and try new things.
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
hey Ayden, I'm happy to hear you're doing better now and took some time off for yourself! Never stop learning 🤓, and good luck with your future endeavours! Take care!
@geoffbernard3896 ай бұрын
This is a really great post. Thank you for sharing your experience - you are helping people; can relate to a lot you have said here. My two cents is that it's not just you; tech got especially strange the last fifteen years or so. Frankly, most of these tech jobs could be split in half the pay for two people - including options, and we'd all be doing much better; the companies would be more productive; more people would have good paying jobs. Anyhow, wishing you well in your future adventures.
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
hey Geoff, thanks for your kind words. I also can't wrap my head around how some of the tech jobs out there (especially in USA) pays an absurd amount of money...I think the system is quite broken, but I don't know what the solution is, just observing. Hope you're doing well, take care!
@monterreymxisfun36275 ай бұрын
The pandemic was an excellent time to travel. Offroading and camping in a four wheel drive is as social distancing as you can get. Moab, Utah was unforgettable. One way to slow down your life away from tech is move to a small town. That's what I did.
@ChrisMoreweb7 ай бұрын
My tech career is 27+ years long and started with a startup during college as a full stack programmer. There were many stressful and difficult experiences in my 20s. But, those near impossible challenges is what taught me perseverance and finding creative ways around problems. If I quit and gave up, it would have not made me into I am today and I'm good at doing something others have said is near impossible. I am a first generation college student and had no plan B and I pushed forward as taking a break wasn't an option. I did go too far at times and hurt my neck/back multiple times, but what made it all possible without going crazy is having another persona outside of work that I put as a P1. I really killed it in my professional life, but I kept my identity outside of work as more important. I'd encourage others who feel burned out to not quit, but instead find something else in life to define yourself. If you do that, work than feels like a means to an end instead of just the end. Also, keep active.
@Catluvr5437 ай бұрын
I remember when my heart rate would spike whenever I did prod deployments at night as part of my on-call duties lmao. I quit after 2.5 years in a FAANG company, dont know how I stuck around for that long. I thought the promo was gonna be fulfilling but I hated my job even more after getting it. Now I'm in my recovery phase and it's been so refreshing. Thanks for sharing your story!
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
hey there! that sounds awful just reading it. So glad you're prioritizing yourself, take care!
@soomie85037 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story. I am watching this a second time because it is therapeutic to what I am going through now. Will probably watch it over and over again when I am feeling bad about what I am going through.
@andrewxu7 ай бұрын
hey Soomie. I don't know what you're going through, but just remember to be kind to yourself ok? You're going to get through this. Take care ❤️
@ladeutschevitabyGraziaCosta3 ай бұрын
I burned out twice in less than a year. I hated my job so much that once I experienced such severe brain fog that I got lost for an hour because I couldn't remember how to get to the office! I still have nightmares about my manager, and whenever I see someone who looks like her, my anxiety skyrockets.
@andrewxu3 ай бұрын
Hey there, sorry to hear that...I really hope you're in a better place now. Take care and remember to be kind to yourself!
@moo_goo6 ай бұрын
So, ill maybe reach out in a couple of weeks as a different channel, but I wanted to at least say thank you for this. I am experiencing severe burnout in my tech life. And I am beginning my recovery journey this year. KZbin recommended this video and I picked up my phone and am going to journal my own road to recovery after burnout. Just wanted to say thank you and Ill be shouting you out when I begin my channel. I needed this
@andrewxu6 ай бұрын
hey there, remember to be kind to yourself and take the time you need. It's going to be a rollercoaster ride of emotions, but day by day you'll get better and feel alive again, that I can promise you. Best of luck, take care, you are enough, you are doing your best, and that's all it matters. ❤️
@moo_goo6 ай бұрын
@@andrewxu much appreciated! you take care of you as well.
@bitcoinski3 ай бұрын
I was a pizza delivery driver for 4 years until one day I felt physically & mentally exhausted! I felt like I was running on a squirrel wheel! It really started to feel like a dead end job even though it was fun at the beginning. Best of luck!