It’s time to come clean…

Day in the life mom of 2 vlog - spending time with my littles and having a chat about life and the sermon at Asbury University.
#momlife #dayinthelife #healthylifestyle

[@rhondaroles1633]

Share your faith my friend. We all struggle, and knowing we aren't alone helps!!

[@cecelia6909]

Amen! We are called to share✝️

[@zamfirtoth6441]

Sigh....click bait titles are not very attractive

[@gloriaestelasuarez]

@@zamfirtoth6441 Nor are you. Move on.

[@Paula-po9kx]

Thank you Neisha. I want information on that interactive mirror you and Beckett were using, where on earth did you get it?

[@zamfirtoth6441]

@gloriaestelasuarez, if you dont see that her last few videos are using click bait, then your deceiving yourself. I think we have plenty of deception all around us today, I like the Berry's but I'm going to speak my mind.

[@rosiosalas5792]

Neisha, this is one of the best things I’ve watched all week! Love this! Thank you for sharing this part of your journey with us! I think spiritual health plays a huge part in our physical health! As a follower of Christ, there is absolutely no way I could do this without Him! He is my life and my all, then comes my six kids and husband! Hugs! ♥️

[@gleehanson4775]

I so respect your openness! That's difficult. I'm 65 and can truly tell you that so long as you're sincerely trying hard to grow spiritually and are in your Bible and in church, it's going to be hard! We have an enemy who is determined to cause us to fail. So only worry if you cease to care and strive. You, my friend, are in a great position to progress greatly. Not only to you and Kens benefit but those two beautiful babies of yours stand to gain eternally. I enjoy your videos so much. You and Dr. B have helped me so much to lose 105 pounds. July 1, I'll have been eating keto (more and more closer to carnivore ) for 5 years. Thank you

[@ibrockinrobin67]

I agree. You are striving to grow, and that is what is important. I have also struggled to get back, mostly since Covid and I have troubles with mornings. We just need to continue to grow our faith. As a teen (40 years ago), I used to say 'I hated' this one girl. My best friend used to just say 'Matthew 5:44.' It really helped me get past that. Of course, the reason I 'hated' her was probably minimal ton your struggle. But I love learned that when we don't forgive, WE are usually the ones who suffer. Don't allow the adversary to control your heart. You will feel love, comfort, and peace if you can forgive and move on. And as you read, the Lord will get His vengeance as needed. You (and Dr B) are such inspirations to me and SO many. Thank you for sharing yourself and your wonderful little family with us. Sending a virtual hug and praying that you can feel the peace of forgiveness. Enjoy your beautiful weather. We are having thunder and lightening in a snowstorm in CA. I hope Dr B has a smooth trip home.

[@arbonneladyTN]

Well done! 105 lbs is terrific!

[@Ladyblueyes1]

This side of you is my FAVORITE side! SO real and humble! Thank you for this❤

[@loriroberts2131]

I really don’t know a lot about the Methodist religion, but as a follower of Jesus Christ, it is important to share our faith. I’m so glad to hear you share your faith.❤️We all struggle everyday with sin of one form or another…no one is perfect. In the Bible Paul talks about dying to ourselves every day. We are all a work in progress. I love your channel, I watch both you and Ken and have learned so much. Thank you for all that you both do to help people eat well.

[@agentredfox]

One of my spiritual teachers told me forgiveness is more about releasing yourself from the toxic emotions rather than letting those that wronged you off the hook. But I know from personal experience that’s sometimes easier said than done. And no matter the spiritual path, we all struggle sometimes. You got this-time heals all😊

[@fakeperson4069]

Love this ❤❤❤❤😊

[@sheilamagie2361]

❤❤

[@Rosebud4u1]

Totally agree!

[@SewWhittle]

Totally agree!

[@commonsense246]

I have found myself willing to forgive but forgetting is extremely challenging. After all our brains are computers, easy to file it away but certain triggers pull up the file. I don't think that's possible for humans, for God mercifully, always. My hubs is a Preacher's Boy and our church was his Daddy's. Burned and left, don't trust "religion" just Jesus. I'll never return to "church". The Holy Spirit is enough for me. My whole family whom I actually live on the same property with are all dedicated Christians. They are congregationally committed we are not. We still love each other and don't preach to each other. Yes we are to forgive, but that doesn't mean you must make yourself a target for them...I stay away from people who are spiteful and hypocritical, while still loving them and praying for them. But I'm not gonna deliberately go there. I don't see anything in the Word that says we should.

[@peregrinuslohr5512]

Thank you for sharing your faith. I too, am a woman of the Christian faith. Your candor is an encouragement to me and many. May the Lord bless you and your precious family!

[@jeane.albright3274]

Faith is a journey. Thank you for sharing yours. A grocery store clerk once told me that she didn't go to church because it's full of hypocrites. I looked right then left and moved in closer to whisper "so is the grocery store". She giggled with me. People fail all the time, God is the faithful one. You are doing a great job Neisha! I really mean it - thank you for sharing!

[@sandramosteller9156]

Love this❤

[@beingwellwithbrooke4873]

So glad you shared Neisha! Don’t be ashamed of the gospel. People can hurt you but God never will. Think what they did to Him, He knows and understands you♥️

[@alivingstone4Him]

Amen! He will always love us and be faithful to us through thick and thin. He sure has with me. The only faithful friend who has stayed by my side when others left me in my times of great need. He is so faithful! “What a friend we have in Jesus, all our sins and griefs to bear…. In His arms He’ll take and shield us, thou wilt find a solace there.” Thank-You King Jesus!

[@beingwellwithbrooke4873]

@Fortescue Gimlet God is my reality. This is a broken world that is filled with the consequence of sin. We have sin in us too but Jesus blood covers it and provides an escape to an eternal place where there is no more pain. Because of Jesus sacrifice, we are able to join and connect our Holy God in heaven and here on Earth. God brings all things around for good, believe it or not.

[@cindymeyer982]

I’ve been treated badly many times and finally this year through prayer and Bible study, God helped me see that it wasn’t about me…their behavior showed me and others who they are!! I don’t want to be like them. Ephesians 6:12 we don’t fight against flesh and blood but against principalities, against powers, against rules of the dark powers (basically satan )… thanks for sharing we all struggle. ❤️🙏✝️

[@RubyMorton]

Amen me too. Took me a min to get it.

[@BW_Reformation]

My son is around Beckett’s age and I’ve followed you for years. Becoming a mother brought me back to my faith. I knew I had to raise up my child with God’s truth. Praying for y’all sis ❤🙏

[@rachelwamsley6570]

Praise God!! How happy I am to hear you talk about the word of God. ❤

[@gloryriggins7024]

I love that you shared your struggle with anger. When we expose our true feelings to the light; we are better able to deal with those emotions instead of pushing them down and allowing them to fester bitterness inside us. Thank you for sharing your faith with us. We are all daily being sanctified and changed from glory to glory. You have been so transparent with your life and it has been a real joy to walk this keto/carnivore lifestyle with a fun, entertaining and genuinely lovely lady like yourself. This is your ministry and you are serving a purpose to many. Thank you!

[@lilalee5154]

Mmm

[@jojones1085]

Keep asking the Lord to help u with the hurt, I & many others have walked there also it's not usually done quickly but by degrees, as we keep desiring to be free of this hurt & pain .

[@ItalianGoneCarnivore]

Neisha, thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your struggle. You were Holy Spirit led and you obeyed. It's so sad that within the body of Christ, we injure each other so horribly. It happens to us all - not easy. I recently started going back to church after taking a break - never broke from Faith in Jesus, He's too amazing to leave behind :) But recently being with a solid group of bible believers who share the love of Christ has been such a blessing to me. As we stay in the Word, we renew our minds and allow the Holy Spirit to work. I'm so very happy for you, I really am. May the Lord strengthen and continue to guide you and the family. Stay strong, my sista. - With love, a fellow believer and carnivore - Anna Maria

[@francineposa6103]

Anna Marrria ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@immaculate10]

I'm Catholic, as well, and I am excited to begin Lent. I highly recommend Fr. Mike Schmidt's podcast, The Bible In A Year. I listened last year and loved it all! It did a wonderful job of keeping me on track, even though it did take me a little longer than a year to finish. I'm going to just keep listening to it over and over again for the rest of my life. Praying for a rich, spiritual lent for you and your beautiful family! Our family has been praying the rosary together every day for years, and it has brought so many blessings!

[@SavedInANanosecond.]

Every denomination of Christianity essentially believes and teaches "Jesus did His part. You gotta do yours to be saved." Nope. Jesus accomplished it all! No "part" for a person to "do" apart from BELIEVING The Gospel (i.e., Believing that Jesus Christ died for all YOUR sins according to the Scriptures, was buried, and rose again on the 3rd Day according to the Scriptures.) Just BELIEVE...That's all God requires to be saved! And the only "proof" of a person's salvation is that they have BELIEVED The Gospel. Justification (salvation) has always been and will always be solely on the basis of FAITH (belief, trust) in The Lamb Slain Before The Foundation of The World...and His Name is Jesus!!!!

[@immaculate10]

​@777GJ I appreciate your comment and totally agree with you in saying that we need to believe, and Jesus has thoroughly redeemed us as a free gift. However, that free gift of salvation requires a response one way or another. Our belief should have an effect which influences our actions. I am a Bible believing Catholic, as all Catholics should be, so I prefer to base my belief on Matthew 16:27 - "For the Son of Man is to come with His angles in the glory of His Father, and then He will repay every man according to his works." Notice he does not say according to his belief. Also, John 3:36 tells me that, "he who does not obey the Son shall not see life." The verb in that verse is obey, not believe. It is my belief that compels me to obey. I can share with you many other verses on the subject, but suffice it to say, I have never come across a Bible verse that says all we need to do is believe. If you have found one, please share. I was a Protestant for 22 years and have been a Catholic for almost 30. I have thoroughly studied both sides of the argument. I encourage you to do the same before it is too late. This sweet lady's post is not the place to get into a debate on the subject, so I will leave it at this. Please do your homework and be thoroughly educated on both sides of the subject before you criticize another's faith.

[@leekflower1]

The Catechism in a year is great too!

[@libfloyd4432]

Absolutely, Immaculate! He also does a Catechism in a year. Hope you have a fruitful Lent.

[@dixiechamberlain4788]

Same! Catholic, praying for the church! And doing the Bible in a year with father Mike and the catechism in a year as well. Love it!

[@corybalderas5042]

What an amazing testimony Neisha! You and Dr Berry are an awesome blessing to many! God bless you!!!

[@JustLaurenThanks]

There is "church-inanity" and Christianity. Huge difference. I grew up Christian and now am not affiliated with any religious life, but I do have faith. You and Dr. Berry are two amazing examples of the true core tenants of Christianity (and just being good humans, in general). Don’t be too hard on yourself. Faith, hope, and love are what matter, no matter how you choose to practice them. Idiots get their comeuppance with time, but the biggest revenge is losing access to a beautiful person like you ❤

[@robertwilliams376]

Pick up a Bible

[@JustLaurenThanks]

@@robertwilliams376 Which one? I have several. King James, NIV, NRSV, New Living Translation? Don’t need any of them to tell me that you need a reading comprehension class. But hey…Matthew 7:1-3, amiright?

[@Linda-ic1il]

@@robertwilliams376 Rude!

[@Linda-ic1il]

@@JustLaurenThanks I agree with you and my dad is a pastor. I have read the bible at least 30 times and bible studies as well. I do NOT affiliate with any religion except Almighty God or the Divinity. Were all one with the creator. God Bless you. :)

[@nancy9478]

It took decades for me to understand that Jesus paid the price for us all. If the Father loves us enough to forgive everything we do if we confess our sins, I must forgive others no matter how I feel about the matter. Easier said than done, I know. You will get there, Niesha. Everything I have been thru I now see as a life lesson from the Lord, good or bad there was something to be learned, only yook 63 years. You have a beautiful family and help so many on your channel, and on Doc Berrys channel, that in itself is serving the Lord in a very wonderful way. Have you helped people struggling with food addiction? Yes. Have you taught us to take care of our bodies so our anxiety gets better? Yes. I could go on. We all have been around religious know it alls and they can hurt us to the core. God has always dealt with it in His time. I too left the church system and would rather not partake in the drama. Or be a part of a church too involved in social justice to preach the bible and help the people in thier own backyard. You are such a good mom and wife. Keep loving Jesus and praying about your hurt, He knows your heart and will heal it.

[@j.w.822]

I'm a relatively new carnivore (3.5 weeks), and came across your page via Ken's. It's a blessing to see God working both in and through you. Not only touching the places of your heart that you said were "plotting vengeance in your head", yet here you are allowing it to be brought into the light. Praying as you draw near to Him through this season. Encouraging you to keep sharing in a vulnerable way on your platform. God will use it to reach those in your community in ways we may never know. 🙏🏻

[@GinaCriv]

A wise person once said the best revenge against someone who wronged you is to live your best life...them seeing you doing that will affect them more than you being angry at them. I would say that you are doing exactly that...with your loving husband, your beautiful children, and your close supportive network. Continued blessings to you, sunshine. 🙏🏾

[@boink800]

For all those who are celebrating this time of Lent, may your faith give you much strength and grace.

[@terrifoster8986]

Unforgivness, and holding grudges, is like taking poison and hoping the other person dies. When we don't forgive we allow those persons power over us, they essentially live rent free in heads, and it actually causes us harm while they go about their day, most likely not giving us a second thought. Forgiving them doesn't make what they did ok, it allows you to take back your life and not spend time and energy on those who don't deserve it. I learned this the hard way. Have a blessed day!

[@debbiejackson39]

What a sweet blessing to have your Grandfather’s bible!

[@TeeAnn]

Great video. I’m not religious and don’t see a correlation between SAYING that you are “religious” or “Christian” and actually being a good person. I did go to 12 years of Catholic school and will say that I’m thankful for that upbringing in that time frame (post fire and brimstone). Being a good person doesn’t require faith, “Do Unto Others” isn’t unique to any one church or religion. This is what I taught my kids who were brought up without religion. They are good, thoughtful people. Take inspiration wherever you can find it! You are doing a great job as far as I can tell :) (Also, you just taught me the technique of rolling a lemon before you juice it, can’t believe I haven’t seen this before… love to learn new things!)

[@Mrs.EmiB.RRT99]

Thank you for sharing! I am a Christian (Methodist too) and find the reading and meditating on scripture helps so much. It's a message that spans all time and space. We appreciate you so much! ❤️

[@stevendunn264]

Thank you for sharing. I am going through something similar. I always said to myself my relationship is with God, not the church. But God tells us to “Gather together” I want to go to church but sometimes the people stumble me. God help me.

[@abbyaveritte22]

Neisha, thank you for sharing your faith. We all struggle right along with you, but thank goodness GOD gave us his Word to guide us with these day to day struggles…. I love this video and I appreciate your “realness.” God bless you and your family as you build your relationship with HIM through His Word! ❤

[@Happytalk321]

Amen to that! Love you Neisha, mean it!

[@denalongmire1118]

I’m proud of you for stepping out and sharing your faith!❤

[@Nancy-Miles]

I love so very much that you share your faith. I think it's wonderful! Thank you so much! You are so right that it's very important. Having a good church to fellowship with helps a lot, though they are getting harder and harder to find. In addition to fellowship, reading His word, and prayer, I love love love supplementing with sermons from pastors with very sound, biblical doctrine. Dr Voddie Bauchum is one of my faves. Also, Paul Washer, Justin Peters, Jeff Durbin...Ray Comfort's sermon called "Hell's Best Kept Secret" is a great one. I even love to go old school sometimes and find Charles Spurgeon's sermons to listen to. God bless you and your family❣🕊

[@deedeehayes8012]

Thank you for sharing, I loved it! The music in the beginning was beautiful. Reading your Bible everyday is a great way to let your anger go. Remember forgiveness is for you not them. God is sovereign over everything and he will get justice for you in his time. It is hard for us to let go and let God..( stupid flesh.. lol) Also we will never be perfect until we get to heaven. Thank God Jesus came to save us❤️. I’m truly grateful for you. I appreciate you and Dr. Berry .. lots of love from a sister in Christ!

[@GrammyBeth]

I so appreciate your openness. You don’t have to worry, He’s always working even when we don’t see it He’s working!

[@carriewalsh285]

Neisha this whole honest conversation really brought tears to my eyes. I am so proud of you and I know also for myself that there are seasons for all of us. God is always walking through them with us. I love that you are a worshipper. I have found that those that have that gift also have the gift of bringing others into the presence of God. Just like David. Thank uou for being so real and honest 😊💗🌸

[@tanialucille]

God is awakening His people! I love that you're sharing this side of you.

[@carmelmaldonado6258]

I can definitely relate to your struggles. Going through something similar right now but God always wins. Remember, it's not the faith, it's the people. God is still the same. Thank you for being real. Love you and your family. ❤️

[@arleneroberts3221]

That was very brave of you to share. You and Dr. Berry are awesome and this makes me love you guys even more!

[@nrobin8273]

I always knew that you were very special. The Bible and prayer will lead you. People are flawed for sure. Eternity is real. I’m 75 and greatly admire you Neisha. The worst thing about unforgiveness is that it hurts us and keeps us in bondage. You will have freedom and deliverance.

[@enarose7062]

Thank you for being honest and vulnerable. God is always waiting with open arms for us to return to him, again and again ❤

[@lisahayford4367]

I'm proud of you Neisha for sharing your faith! Matthew 6 14-15 is a great scripture on forgiveness.

[@stalstonestacy4316]

My husband started a job 3 years ago that keeps him out of state 5 days a week. Every schedule they have to offer prevents us from going to church and I can't go alone because of transportation limits. I think we go through these seasons to prove how sincere our faith is and to remind us that all things in this life are temporary. The only things we carry out of here with us are the love we give and the love we take. This has been the roughest 3 years I can remember but we hold onto hope for tomorrows. Thank you for being bold and courageous in sharing your testimony 🙏 ❤️

[@kriscullinan3810]

Is there someone in your church who could give you a ride? Maybe contact the church office and ask them to put the word out over their prayer line or whatever for a ride. Many churches also offer livestreaming (mine did when our governor shut the state down for a month over covid) so at least you can be fed even if you cannot make it in person. God bless!

[@kristidavis5652]

I have 2 babies, so I'm not always able to be at church in person. So when I can't be there I may watch Elevation Church on KZbin. It's live, and there are people in the live chat. It's a good experience so if you can't be present in church, you can still have a church experience. ⛪️ I hope this helps a little. Prayers

[@amyc9447]

Standard Poodle fanatic & carnivore pastor's wife, here. You hit the nail on the head. Believers can be the absolute most difficult people to love, and it is incredibly hard and lonely to navigate. I appreciate what you shared in this video. I SO wish my family could meet you guys in person in Austin this April. Your content is fantastic and you are both doing a great job in the mission you're passionate about. Thank you!

[@karendietzler6746]

My dad and mom have that same Bible, and it is in about that shape ❤️ There is so much comfort in the feel and smell and love from it. Thank you for this post. You and Ken help and love on the masses, and I am so very thankful for you both. This journey called life sure has it’s ups and downs, but when we can lean on God to show us how He sees and loves us, this gets me through every single day. ❤️

[@DeeDeeBirch]

The Lords Prayer… I am truly blown away by the simplicity of it and how it seems all encompassing! Jesus really did give us everything we needed to navigate this world . When I say this prayer, I always stop and have to meditate on the “ forgive us our trespasses as WE forgive those who trespass against us” WOW … and then the words in the Lords last moments on the cross…”Forgive them Father, for they know not what they do “. It humbles me for sure, and I have to say that there is a gift so powerful in forgiveness it’s hard to explain that freedom in your spirit… that blessing… HE FIRST LOVED US❤️🙏🏼😎

[@kari7398]

❤

[@ilovebutterflies8181]

We are all a work in progress. So proud of you for opening up!! Been there myself.

[@fromaheartofjoy]

Thank You Neisha so much for sharing about your faith and your struggles. I have been struggling also for the past 5 years. I am really fighting to get back to church myself. I am going to a different church than I was 5 years ago and for the past few years I've gone a few times a year. This year 2023, I decided to get more active in this new church, I've started going to a womens Bible Study class and it has been great. I love my new church family!! I'm so happy to know that you are my sister in Christ!!!

[@melissahauptmeier1446]

Oh Niesha this video brought me to tears.. - tears for the courage you have for proclaiming your Christianity - tears for your vulnerability in your struggle for forgiveness and last but certainly not least… - tears for my increased trust for you and Dr Berry knowing we are fellow believers in Christ (my husband is a Pastor) I just prayed for you my friend that the good Lord will bless you with a desire to forgive fully and freely as He has forgiven us and paid the ultimate price through Jesus. We know that God is not only Good, but that He is a just God even though our eyes can’t always see His justice. He is always working for the good of all those who trust in Him. Sending much love and gratitude for you and Dr Berry! ❤🙏🏻✝️

[@sheripowell5854]

Thank you for boldly sharing your faith and your struggles. Caring for our body and soul are so closely related. It’s great to see this side of you ❤

[@micahmiller9113]

Everything in life is one step at a time, including forgiveness. You're already along the path, keep going. It's so worth it.

[@deneishaeiland989]

Thank you so much for sharing this Neisha. ❤️ So many of us go through church hurt and that resentment and anger stage. I just healed from that myself. It took me 2 entire years of actively seeking healing away from the people who hurt me. It was a lot, but I can finally pray for them and wish them well without any ill feelings coming up. Now that I'm past it, I'm happy it all happened. I love God more than ever. I never knew how much I was putting my trust in the pastors and leaders where my trust should have been in God. You will come out on the other side strong, healed, and whole. You are such an inspiration and I appreciate you! This blessed my soul.

[@debbiesue84]

A vintage family Bible, such a treasure! And I totally get the smell! Forgiveness is worth the work you put into it, it is so freeing when you let God lift that burden from your shoulders. I’ve experienced myself, but I only got there by viewing my offenders through Christ’s eyes. Here is to healing! Your family is beautiful!

[@kenwgold]

I'm so proud of you to open up on this subject. It's very important!

[@andreamaher2598]

I can relate to this all so much, sorry to hear you were judged so wrong, don't let them win,think of all of the people you help daily, you and Ken have helped change my life! Keep shining beautiful lady! ❤️🤗

[@debbiedenker8976]

You sound like me!! I grew up in the church, left it, came back… worked at the church… saw so much hypocrisy that my husband and I walked away. Then 2020 happened… we found a good church and have been going for about eight months. So glad to be back, growing my relationship with God. I just know that I want to go to heaven! There will always be hypocrites, people are messy, I try to pray for them which helps me with the anger. Thanks for sharing.🥰

[@carolbeckner7250]

Hang in there Neisha. Remember, you cannot change the wind, you only alter your sails. I follow the ancient ways. In my belief system, whatever I give out, comes back to me 3-fold. That is 27 times the degree of what I give out. That really made an impact on me. I don't want to set myself up for that much negativity coming back to me. We are all works in progress and we all fall short. You and Ken have helped and encouraged so many people in so many ways and areas. I appreciate you!

[@jt2876]

I've struggled alot too! I just lost my Mom in October to cancer. I've been watching yall for the last month and you both have inspired me to get healthy. Cancer is rampant in my family and I pray that making these lifestyle changes can inspire the rest of my family. God is using you, our health is important. If we aren't healthy we can't help other people to the best of our abilities.

[@BJ-v]

Lost my mom to cancer last May . She was my best friend so hard I still feel lost

[@CommonSenseCarnivore]

Love hearing about your faith. ❤ Forgiveness can be so challenging. When we decide to do it, even though we do not feel it- in obedience, God blesses that and then we truly feel forgiveness. Growth is crucial, I’m so thankful you’re sharing yours with us! - Resa Grace

[@Hinz2005]

You are so good at the messy bun. Also, thanks for sharing so much with us. It is welcome!

[@deborahdeclue]

I love that you shared this aspect of your life. I commend you for pushing yourself to be more Christ like when it comes to forgiveness and anger. You’re coopering with His Grace and there is struggle in that, but that‘s life. I lost legal and primary physical custody of my 3 children (ages 15,13,10) last year because of a female judge who thought it was bad for my children that I was a stay at home mom and had a history of Homeschooling, not vaccinating and because I’m a conservative Christian. Through that devastating experience, Jesus showed me how to completely trust his plan and to not feed into anger or resentment. As my Christian therapist always reminds me, it’s like I’m Alice and the court and that judge is Wonderland and the Queen. He reminded me of my favorite story in scripture, Pilate and Jesus speaking privately before his scourging when Jesus is so calm. “Do You not know that I have power to crucify You, and power to release You?” Jesus answered, “You could have no power at all against Me unless it had been given you from above. Therefore the one who delivered Me to you has the greater sin.” I could choose to be angry at my ex and his girlfriend who were awarded custody, who are vaccinating them and put them in a progressive charter school teaching them identity politics and promoting a vegan diet but that would destroy my peace. He’s taught me through the grief that nothing is worth destroying my inner peace and relationship with Him. God bless you on your walk with the Lord and I’m so glad you found a church for your family and I pray you have a fruitful Lent.✝️

[@lawdogwales5921]

Wow! I hardly ever hear of a woman losing a custody battle. Sorry for your loss and for what is happening to your children.

[@danahofmann9497]

❤I love how real you are and transparent. Focus on Jesus and who he is and don’t let the errors of man affect your relationship with God. Man fails but God is faithful and good. Forgiveness will heal your heart!

[@melissamayworth1281]

❤

[@alivingstone4Him]

Amen! Jesus is Lord! He is the best. So kind and gentle, patient and forgiving. Faithful and True. Thank-You King Jesus. Amazing love.

[@rwtanis]

Thank you for being so open with your life Neisha!! ❤️

[@mwebb3014]

Thank you for sharing this part of your life. Many of us have walked the same walk. A loving church family is priceless to aid in our understanding of faith. I’m happy y’all found a church home. 🙏🏻❤️✝️

[@zackman89100]

Beautiful testimony! Thank you so much! I’m so glad your moving into forgiveness!

[@andreasandoval7439]

Love this so much!!! Thank you for sharing your faith and your life with us!!!

[@House.Of.Dysharma]

I am spiritual. And have had times of being treated terribly by fellow "spiritual" people. We also had a house fire and lost everything in 2017. People made up their own stories about it 🙈 2021 I lost my brother suddenly. And last year went through a horrible incident at the hands of a man. All this to say, it made me question all my spiritual beliefs. Made me question being a "good" person. I wanted revenge! Thank you for sharing this. Sending you and your beautiful family love 😘❤️

[@nancyfennell2556]

Letting go of anger is quite difficult! Good on you! Thanks for your testimony.

[@judyfrazier2462]

I enjoyed you sharing your faith, Neisha and I'm thrilled you're taking those precious babies to church !

[@jeannettevickers4528]

Thank you for your open and honest discussion of your faith and your struggle to forgive. I’m so sorry for the two fires you’ve been through, all you’ve lost, unkind comments,etc. from others (I can’t imagine) and the hurt that comes from unkind church people. That’s so hard and you have been so strong. You are an amazing woman and have helped me so much with these ketovore and BBBE challenges! Anyway, it is imperative to forgive. Not forgiving is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die! I admire your courage to trust God and go back to church! Praying God will lift all the anger and unforgiveness! You are on the right track! God bless and strengthen you! I really admire you and thank you for reaching out to help others!

[@AshleyHedrick]

Thank you for this! I’ve struggled off and on as well with being angry. There will be moments in my day it will pop in my head and I have to pray and pray and talk to Jesus about things. ♥️

[@MS-lg1bv]

I absolutely love this! We need more of this in our lives. Thank you @Neisha♥️🙏🏼🕊

[@pianocya]

I've been praying for you and am excited to hear you speak of your journey. It's about seeking... day by day.

[@ButterflyElsy]

Talk about it!! We are all working on ourselves in HIS name!

[@kgurlzmom]

Adore watching these sweetheart 🥰 thank you for being so real 💜enjoy your beautiful weather

[@bonniele6116]

Neisha, Thank you for your heartfelt words and what a beautiful way to also share by showing us your new lamb! God's creations are very beautiful! 🥰

[@RealTanyaJean]

Bless you ❤ it takes courage to do what you are doing here. And I’m here for it !

[@tlpenley2102]

Thank you for sharing. I also want to say that it's completely normal to have the struggles you are having. Doesn't mean you're a bad person or not a good Christian. It means you are human and are striving to be better. That's why we have the atonement, so that we can get past our sins and trials.

[@maryglover8283]

Your honesty and willingness to share is very special. Sharing this has helped others. Much appreciated Neisha. 🙏🏻

[@jw6180]

Neisha, this is by far my favorite vlog by you. God bless, and please pass the shrimp! 😆🙏🏻💪💕

[@karanmk53]

Thank you for sharing your faith. This was also a fun video!

[@B0Ymom]

I never comment but I just want to say thank you for sharing your story and your faith. You have been such an inspiration to me. I will say a prayer for you and your sweet family. You are right nobody is perfect. I don't have a platform like you do but I feel the same way about sharing my faith. I feel like since I'm not perfect I wouldn't be a good example but all we have to do is point people to Jesus not ourselves.

[@roxannebudd1978]

Thank you for sharing this Neisha we all struggle. It was good to hear this to help me in my struggle. 🧡🙏🏻

[@IndigoNili]

Loved hearing your heart, Neisha 😘❤️

[@shelleyboggs2527]

I believe I first came across you by one of your songs I came across. It was sweet and raw. A beautiful hymn. We are not promised a life without struggles.Jesus absolutely knows we are going to need Him to make it through. Thats the purpose of the gospel. It’s beautiful. I’m proud of you for sharing what God is laying on your heart. Sharing Jesus is the most important thing EVER.

[@pattysmallwood2408]

Who is perfect? Not a single one of us. I’m so glad you are sharing this! I am so you and Dr. Ken had to go through all of that. It’s so devastating especially when people you care for let you down. In order for me to have forgiveness, I use this. It’s easier to forgive someone when I realize that’s who they are. They saying “tell me who you are and I’ll believe you “ comes to mind every time. I’ll be praying for God to give you strength and wisdom to give you peace in all of this.

[@tanjathiels1778]

You felt right ❤ so many christians are going through the same struggles, I can relate to your story too 🙏🏼 and your story helped me today. Greetings from Belgium Europe 😄

[@ogcherchenko]

Forgiveness is the first step to healing yourself, body, soul, and spirit ❤️ praying for you

[@julieswhirled9532]

Wow Neisha! Thank you for sharing this and being honest and vulnerable ! I think your anger is understandable and the Lord is not surprised but I think he’s changing your heart as well. I’m so glad to know of your faith - so much respect! God bless your family!

[@elizabethjocson7078]

Thank you for sharing ❤ I stepped away from my church as well. It was ruff getting divorced being single with 5 children. It’s been 10 years. I still have a strong testimony. Thinking of going back but I don’t know if I can go through that again.

[@sallydunbar1683]

I struggle also. Satan has a way of keeping us from what is best for us. I'm praying we can both get to where we belong, back in God's house and praising Him with other Christians! 🩷

[@marylynch951]

​@@sallydunbar1683 Yes agree the house of God

[@marylizz3248]

I'm so glad you shared this Neisha... I pray that you find your perfect church family who will inspire you to put your relationship with The Lord first. My spiritual life has grown in ways I never thought possible since I switched from online to in-person church. PRAISE GOD!

[@nellyazornes]

"Forgiveness is a gift you give yourself." TONY ROBBINS They don’t deserve your forgiveness, but you do. Absolutely loved this video.

[@wendydavis6414]

So sorry for your church hurt. You are the perfect person to be talking about your faith. Bless you and Dr. Ken. You are beautiful! Our lives are all a work in progress.

[@kristalwilliams5945]

Thanks for sharing ! May God bless your efforts ! I also am reading my Bible more this year! Doing the “Bible Recap” with Tara Leigh Cobble! She’s amazing! Blessings ❤

[@DAUGHTERofYHVH_]

Thank you so much for sharing ❤ I’ve been struggling so much and I’m so happy you came out and said this. We all have things we need to work on and grow in

[@darlenecaton4032]

Grace to you KZbin channel has a great message on the beauty and blessing of forgiveness. I had to listen several times because of my own hard heart. Thank you for sharing.

[@carlinehwrring5568]

New to your channel. Found this today. It really hit home. I was in tears. I found myself in the same but different struggles with my church. Thank you for sharing this. I'm going to knock that dust off my Bible. Keep posting please on faith.

[@cornflowertoile3026]

Anger, hurt and sadness, I know what you mean, it’s difficult some days to handle but we get through it. You’re doing really well & helping a lot of people. Stay strong & stay in your Bible, that’s so important these days.

[@jtalamo8794]

Thank you for talking about your faith. So cool! Love you both.

[@pershabesenfelder7826]

This was just what I needed to hear. I didn’t really watch you to much until I heard you sing a beautiful song at Christmas and then I started watching more videos, joined the mighty network even though I haven’t joined the challenges and started watching you more and more. I just knew by the way you sang that song you believed in Jesus. It’s so hard to forgive. Even though I know we must. I will be praying for you. You and your husband are doing a great work by bringing how to live healthy to thousands of people. Thank you for everything you do!!❤❤❤❤

[@kristenreed4586]

Thank you for your honesty in sharing your faith. It's great to find your "people" at church. People to do life with.

[@Debbie-Savings]

I totally get where you are on this subject! I have a similar situation about a church we used to go to. It was before Covid as well. Thanks for sharing what you did and for the verses in the Bible you talked about. 😊 Your babies are so sweet and such a blessing! 🥰

[@terrilunsford3594]

Thank you Neisha for sharing your spiritual journey. It’s a continuous process. I’m here to support you in a kind and loving way. My job is to encourage you. I hope others feel the same. I hope you and your babies have a great day! ❤

[@jenniferspiegelhauer6641]

Thank you so much for sharing!!! It just shows one more reason why I love you and Dr. Berry, you are real! I will be praying for you and your family. Thanks again.

[@solley5160]

Just what I needed today. I also struggle with anger. Forgiveness is hard fought for me but once I finally let my anger go I feel so much better. Have a fun day!