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[@cf-rx4ld]

Sis I would say give it a year for now and enjoy your new bundle of joy . That coffee set up is the business 💯💯

[@MarshForever]

Thank you so much. Your right, I think I am just very hormonal & in my head.

[@denisetomlinson3031]

Hello, I normally don’t write on these channels, I just enjoy following them, but your story about the decision to have another baby hit home with me. I totally understand where you are coming from. My story is over 35 years ago, but a similar story none the less. My first born was born with developmental delay issues, due to the doctors error, but God allowed us to care for her for 2 1/2 years. She passed away on Mother’s Day 1987, my son was only 3 months old when she passed. Although I had a baby when she passed, I always felt that I was missing a child because I knew I had one that was no longer here for me to love and care for. Fast forward, my ex-husband and I did have another child 2 1/2 years after her passing and God blessed me with another girl. Although I had another girl, I still felt like I was missing a child. After I divorced my first husband, I got married again and at 38 years old I had yet another child with my second husband, and God blessed me with yet another girl. I feel God continued to bless me with daughters after losing my first born, who was a daughter. Of course at 38, and after having 4 C-sections, I knew I was finished having children. She’s been gone now for 36 years, and I still miss her and know I birthed a child that is not here. I have three wonderful grown children, but I know I had four children and one is still not here with me. I don’t think you ever get over that loss, you just learn to live with the loss, and keep that child alive in your heart and life. You will know when your are done, but you will never ever get over the loss of your child. She will always be with you and no matter what, she will always be your little angel, just like my baby is my angel. 🙏🏾❤️

[@MarshForever]

Thank you so much for being so brave and sharing your story! I truly appreciate this. I truly wanted a boy because I didn't want to feel the pressure of having a girl to "replace" the daughter we lost. Thankfully, Avia doesn't feel like she is replacing Ariel. I can't explain it but it's a totally different feeling. Praying for your continued healing and thanks again for sharing! 🥰

[@AliciaCassels]

Sis, Give it time. When you know, you'll know. It doesn't sound like you are ready to make a permanent decision right now. Enjoy your beautiful babies and give it time! God bless!

[@gwynnfamilyLifeStyle]

Mentally I was done. It started getting hard on my mental health. But I had four kids when I made that decision. I was also 33 so it made the decision easier.

[@MarshForever]

Thank you so much for sharing! Was 4 your max? I feel like my absolute max is 3.

[@nikki.khristmas.british6155]

Hi 👋🏽 my advice would be to pray and ask God for guidance/clarity first then see how your finances, marriage and children progress in 5 year's then make an executive decision...Hope this helps P.S. I have 3 children 29, 24, and 21 it's a vibe...

[@MarshForever]

Thank you so much! I truly appreciate this! 🥰

[@MarshForever]

Was 3 your absolute max? I feel like that's my absolute max, 3!

[@nikki.khristmas.british6155]

@Marsh Forever Hi👋🏽 again I actually had 4 children but my second son died as a still born I went to 38 weeks and when I went to my check up he was not alive 💔 heartbroken and in shock still don't understand why but I let go let God after I healed 3 was the max...I had my last child at 28 so now sis me and the kids are chillin 😎 going to breakfast and brunch and hanging with their friends at special occasions...3 is a good number especially spaced out give you time to get your mental health together I know how you feel with loss...Following your progress and what God's answer is...Blessings, health and prosperity sis

[@MarshForever]

@@nikki.khristmas.british6155 I am so sorry to hear that. 😔 Thank you again for being so transparent and open. 💕

[@BrownAmbition]

I get all my Starbucks syrups from Target. Lol. I feel bad cause I know they be lost on if it’s right or not

[@MarshForever]

Haaa! I am glad I am not the only one okay!! 🤣

[@lorettacox7990]

God will give you the answer as you pray for guidance regarding your family. Yes God has a sense of humor as well…..We have a 4 children; 2 adult Girl & Boy & middle school age Girl & Boy. After having our oldest children the doctors said I was unable to carry any more children. 10 years after our oldest son we had a baby girl. I had my tubes tied. My oldest wanted a baby brother & I told him ain’t no more kids coming from me & he needed to pray & ask God for another brother…..lol he did. 1 1/2 later we had a bouncing baby boy on April first. God always has the final say. Continue to trust him as you already do. Absolutely Awesome 👏🏾

[@MarshForever]

Oh wow!!! Thank you for sharing. God is a true comedian lol. I love to hear those miraculous stories.

[@sleepytimevideos4645]

I think when you are done, you know you are done. There are no mixed feelings. I think you are onto something by saying you don't want to make permanent decisions based off of your feelings now. I think it is best to ride this wave that you are currently on especially since you wouldn't have the next baby right now. Once you and your family are into a routine and the babies get a bit older, I think time (and most importantly God) will reveal to you what is next. Whether that be to have another baby or to close that chapter. But it's a feeling when you just know when you're done. But, I think as far as asking God, you ask him for clarity so that you know which way you are supposed to go. If he wants you to expand your family more, you won't stress about the finances, because he will make a way. And one question if it is not too personal - why are you stepping away from your job as an educator? What is next for you? God bless you and your family!

[@MarshForever]

Thank you so much for sharing. I truly appreciate it. This all makes so much sense and I will enjoy this moment and continue to pray for peace. I was no longer passionate about education & I feel that there is no support from families or admin. It was causing me too much unnecessary stress and energy. It has truly made me an introvert and I pray to find something working from home in my own little bubble.

[@CCsWorldTv]

No advise….. but I completely understand that feeling of missing someone❤

[@pinkleather6725]

Not to pry or appear rude . I noticed u said u did ivf with your baby have your obstetricians every mentioned how long term birth control can cause some fertility issues? I noticed you said u and your husband are 29 that's very young ..

[@MarshForever]

No its okay. I meant to mention this in the video. My OB & RE are very certain it did not come for birth control I was on. I was always on a low dose birth control pill. We were both contributing factors to our infertility. So even if I was 100% good we would have still had to do IVF. We were diagnosed at 24/25 with being infertile.