new season, new me? // EP 51

[@G66627]

Please never stop your car ramblings! I like how natural and unmanufactured your podcast is ❤️

[@kaitlynng7214]

exactly!! it feels like im catching up with an old friend

[@kaitlynng7214]

love the new schedule idea also and the new old truck is so cool

[@char08_itzo]

The bit about hating yourself and adopting the personality of people you love is so real 😭😭

[@Soaltt]

I kid you not I honestly feel like you speak to my soul like I had so many questions and was confused about so many things and I was getting so overwhelmed and I’m not even joking when I say I heard a voice saying I need to watch a podcast and I don’t even like podcasts so I didn’t understand and then I felt a gravitating pull towards pretty lonesome so I watched it and it made me realize I’m not alone and people think like I do sometimes and I cannot explain how much this has affected my life for the good. It’s like I get answers that I’m looking for listening to you without you even saying them

[@kendallcrews5845]

Literally. Each episode she answers the thoughts that I had been thinking all week

[@Emma-uo5uc]

My frontal lobe developed while watching this

[@user-kw4rn1ov9x]

Just remember to always trust your instincts, make choices that reflect your values, and enjoy every moment. Have fun and stay safe out there! 😊✨

[@ilovetswift13]

Moving to America was always your dream!! So happy for you Madz and I’m so excited for this new season 💗

[@Lyciethecat]

Taylor Swift is fire I love you

[@n0wayitstaken]

I never write comments as I’m always a bit cautious when publishing anything on the internet. But somehow i feel it’s necessary for me to do so now, out of all the times I’ve watched your podcast videos. I love how you speak and I love how you function, how your mind essentially translates the events that occur in your life into feelings and words. Somehow I feel like what you go through emotionally can be quite relatable to a lot of people, although the causing events for every individual might differ drastically. What I think I’m trying to say is that you truly speak out all my thoughts and help me digest certain emotions and certain changes in my life along with you, without you necessarily knowing. So thank you for putting yourself out there on such a public space, helping people like me confront certain things, often overlooked by others and unspoken of, which are difficult to individually handle. So yes thank youu ✨

[@kendallcrews5845]

Madeline please never stop these. You give the exact advice i need to hear

[@Lunastarlux]

Woah.. the going out of your way to become someone different, becoming your boyfriend or friend, and thinking you're tricking those you love into trusting you. You spoke to me with that part. I've also struggled with that. Something weird for me as well is that when I'm in my room and I'm emotional or crying my mind tries to convince me that I'm just trying to put on a performance. LIKE? girl you are the only one in the room. Being so critical of myself is so exhausting.

[@Lunastarlux]

wow I feel so seen, as I continue watching you keep on speaking to my soul haha. I'm also at a point in my life where I'm accepting myself and my role in this life I guess. I also just want to be me instead of mirroring or trying to be like those that I admire. It's a beautiful, weird feeling.

[@liscassiaflower]

I’m actually so happy for you mads, this is going to be a really great new chapter 💗 moving somewhere new for a couple months may actually be the best thing for you after such a long year

[@kalidunne3963]

I can most definitely see how anxious you are filming this but what is magical is you can see your just a normal girl grieving for things still alive and trying to love your dream and WE ARE ALL HERE FOR IT with the best intentions! Madz you got this girl xxx

[@denarendall]

You really do pull the thoughts and feelings right out of me and verbalise them perfectly. I cried towards the end of this episode, because it resonated so deeply. To hear you say you are finally enjoying your life after carrying such deep, heavy misery for so long is BEAUTIFUL. I have recently started to question whether happiness is actually within the realm of possibility for me. I am so deeply dissatisfied with my current life circumstances, to the point that I am exhausted, and it's getting harder and harder to contain the nihilism within me. But, listening to you, I feel like it could be achievable. You found it, so why can't I? Ridiculously happy for you and I hope the lightness that you are feeling continues! Love watching you win!

[@by7460]

I struggle with that too and like you’ve alluded to at the end the fact that it’s a possibility for so many people to be content and happy begs the question of why it shouldn’t be possible for me too. Happiness is most definitely attainable. I hope you taste it’s sweetness in a consistent manner ❤

[@denarendall]

@@by7460 wishing you the same, lovely! Hopefully it finds us sooner rather than later! ❤

[@LaylaaYasmin96]

hope u know mads ur ramblings make us all feel so seen, heard and human, and we love them

[@yujinna]

yay for a fresh start! you are exuding confidence

[@fionabuchman-hudspith8409]

Seeing you grow and change is so beautiful, thank you Madeline❤️❤️

[@chantalbarazarte]

IM SOOOOO happy for this new season, and you are so right to talk about the universe just changing things and giving more opportunities to change. it's amazing

[@wetawatcher]

This is fascinating. The most authentic and courageous young person I’ve come across for a long time.First ep for me and I’m subbed.😎

[@coreyzarras]

“Birds of a feather flock together” is so real. There’s many states in America you can choose from and don’t take California as the norm, it tends to be America’s outlier state. I’m from Texas but lived in Boston, Massachusetts, and felt right at home both places. Please travel and see other places in America if you get the chance to.

[@Zeynep999-o5e]

Totally agree!! I am not American and I always used to think Cali and NY was pretty much what the States was about. I spent my last summer in Montana and I fell in love!!! I live in LA now but I go up to MT at every chance I get!

[@izzysantics]

we're always somehow going through almost exactly the same things at all time its so nice and comforting to know i'm not alone and i get to listen to u say my thoughts out loud

[@olypav4593]

So happy for you Madz!! I just hope you keep your comfy vibe that you had in the UK like the little coffee vlogs and stuff, but the car already feels very comfy :)

[@Hanie-r2m]

I think there were tears in my eyes when she talked about the Mercedes🙂 so proud of you madeline🤍

[@emozyns]

i'm so proud of you and excited for this new chapter in your life!! 🖤

[@sophiawells2005]

the views going up like crazy as im watching this makes me soo happy. love this change and we are all proud of you 🫶🏼

[@Aaliyah11999]

I really love your podcasts in your car with the nature in the background. It’s a vibe. Don’t change it please 😭💗

[@heartbr3nds]

hi madz, ive recently started listening to your podcast and something recently just made me feel attracted to you hearing what u been through, how you handle situations, and the way you think, i feel heard because we do stuff similarly. I also have struggled with becoming different people during life, my boyfriends, best friends, people online and etc. growing up theres always something thats made me feel excluded with every situation ive been in, like not being enough of something or being to much of something. You're seriously a inspiration and so proud of you getting out of a stagnant lifestyle, I know ill get to that point of life as well and im excited for your future.

[@mishcats]

the fact that people in your life are able to comment on how lighter your energy is now is so heartwarming! congratulations on ur new journey!!!!

[@Helloo7101]

I love you so much Madeline I love your podcast it gives me endless amounts of joy. Proud of you

[@SHRIYAGHOSH-z5e]

This hits too close to home, the things she said about change and growth. It's more motivating than any other podcast ever.

[@mordhaumaster9793]

A conversation with you would be top of the list of 1st things to do in LA. WIsh you great luck on your journey there

[@briahnabosten]

i love how you got another little homey, yet old truck - to keep that little part of you, & bring it from london to LA (love you madz)

[@awazsaman8214]

i love this so much for you, i have been watching you for quite a while now and i just have to say you are glowing you look so happy and you look like you are doing well, and i cant wait for this next chapter its gonna be amazing

[@thedinadiaries]

I’m happy for u madz I feel like u lowkey have been stuck in London and sad and I think you’ll be happier in America!!

[@lillianragan]

you comfort me so much madeline omg i love you

[@shahika6814]

so proud of you madz. ive been around since the very beginning and cant wait to see where you go from here❤️

[@izabelaionela3437]

Please girl never stop posting😣😣

[@rachelv1255]

I’m on a roll watching ur vids rn 💋

[@tahminagaforova6655]

I feel so connected to Madeleine that her podcasts are visceral to me ❤ please continue being so genuine and real to bring light into our lives

[@stvrl0_st]

FINALLYYY !!!!Absolutely loving this podcast! The conversation flows so naturally, and the insights are spot-on. Feels like I'm right there in this car with u)) Keep it up madz❤

[@maryummoh-tv5sf]

I am obsessed with you. Thank you for sharing with us your story and showing vulnerability.

[@nuriaqqx]

THIS IS A SIGN FOR ME 😭 TYSM MADELINE 💖💖

[@mel_aras]

I was waiting for this video for the past week I really cant function when I dont listen to this girl talk, love you madeline

[@MckenzieShafer]

Moving to LA was the best change of my life. Excited for you!

[@joyguessregen]

Sending you so much love and positive energy 🫶🏼🌟🤍

[@the_fynethyme]

yesssss! new season, what a nice end of week treat

[@Paul_ABC]

Always so articulate and relatable

[@WillBeebe]

wild, right

[@Zinahvloggs]

i have never been able to relate to a celebrity/influencer more than now, love youuu madzzz

[@sofijabalode2033]

I’m genuinely enjoying your podcast , idk for a year, maybe more. I’m usually watching you while doing my makeup and I feel so exited listening to you, I always feel like I’m listening to my friend who is sitting right next to me and we are so alike ❤❤❤

[@caro5620]

oh thank god you’re back. don’t know what i’d do without your podcast

[@sheenapatricio2418]

love to see you thriving girlie ❤ so excited for this new season and new segment!!

[@LaylaaYasmin96]

SO SSO relieved this hasn't been over produced thank god

[@EarthGirl3333]

i actually felt proud when i heard you moved, thank you for sharing, CHANGe is EUPHORIC

[@sage.yoursolace]

i love u Madeline lol all the time i feel so happy that you feel at peace and happy😌 maybe your psychic, because whatever it is your talking about in each video i happen to find myself experiencing the same thing if not similar thing at the same time 🤍

[@sammiemayorga]

im so proud of you😭😭 i really think LA will treat you well. Im not in the part of the LA world that you are in but I am in the general population of it and so far ive been able to see and consume the better and beautiful parts. I am excited to see you grow Madeline.

[@mileyl.]

thank you for making relatable podcast. I think you‘re very brave to change, to look forward in life. Your life is so interesting, and madeline you‘re a sensitive great person. Treat yourself with love and kindness. Always love, a pleasure to listen to your KZbin podcast, what’s happening in your life: make me feel less lonely. And also make me feel less weird for having all those thoughts. Break a leg in life and in your journey.

[@divinedatura]

FIRST?!? Been a follower of yours since early 2022. So proud of u babe

[@farhanzainal3558]

31:02 this is def big enough for the podcast because it’s LITERALLY bluebeard from the book you introduced us to, like wym u looked at that text saying “maybe his beard wasn’t that blue”

[@ness6974]

I find you so inspiring , I really resonate with literally nearly everything you say. I struggle with self love deficit, negative thoughts, trusting intrusive over intuitive and overall having a lack of identity. Then this all transpires into how it affects my relationships with people like I either become like them so they like me … which is something weird I just thought about while you have been speaking … cuz like yo people are vain innit 🤣🤣 then it makes me struggle putting in boundaries and it’s always so much easier to villianise myself and make me responsible for EVERYTHING when it actuality it’s okay if people hurt your feelings or impact you ? like despite the fact most of our life is for our selves we are designed for community and LOVE. Because when we look at the parts of the world where there’s no love look what happens , pure and utter destruction whether this be war , genocide , heartbreak , avoidance etc etc it exists as so many different things … listening to you really makes me feel less alienated and strong in the fact I have my beliefs , I have my tangents , I can be awkward but I recognise in you that I see in myself … ITS BECAUSE I CARE. Really needed to hear this , on my Saturday morning as it’s so damn inspiring especially when I know how hard it is to even look after yourself on the bare minimum when you despise yourself nevermind getting up and being like I’m moving to LA to start my new fucking life !! Needed this 2x , your 2012 diary entry reaosnates with mine today as I had a predicament last night where I cooked food and organised a dinner / games night for friends who all arrived between 2-5 hours late … thanks for letting me know it’s an open invite ANYWHO THANK YOU

[@KarenNguyen-j7p]

hiii i love you. you're literally like the sister I never had. I am so proud of you! wishing you all the best in LA in the next couple of months

[@kanonsuzuki6856]

I loveeee mads so happy for ya!! Congrats and good job xx

[@danispaghetti]

i made a big move to Texas like a month ago and it’s so scary but moving somewhere new is amazing and im happy for us! yay america!

[@denarendall]

OH WE ARE SOOOO BACK! I am extremely excited for this new season with a slight twist. Hearing you say that you feel passionate about the pod and want to pour more into it made me happy. I hope this move allows you to grow and thrive and achieve some big goals! I'll forever love listening to you yap in the car, regardless of where in the world you're yapping from. Nobody gets me like you, babe xoxo

[@posiub]

omg i’m so happy for you

[@aesha4170]

she gives Bestie vibes informing us about her life, who she is whist giving us meaningful advice.

[@elzicle.]

madz never stop making these omg i love them so much 🫶

[@LauraOLIVIER-g5l]

hii madzz im soo happy for this new season 💞

[@karoprm9751]

Love the kisses at the end madz im so proud of u

[@Goutsss]

I think it’s always important to move geographically; personally, I become a different person away from home. I don’t have the same routine at all, which can be scary, but for me, it has always helped me develop personally. I haven’t gone very far; I come from France and have been to Switzerland and Luxembourg. Maybe one day I’ll live the American dream. But I think my city will always be my home and where I feel the safest

[@rttss.1123]

After that Texas vlog I knew you would move! So happy you get to spend some time there 🎉

[@erelahamelie1102]

I'm so happy for you, madz!

[@AngelFace-x5v]

You are true to yourself it doesn’t matter where you go

[@Theyluv_abby-7]

I’m gonna miss the original pretty lonesome but I know you’ll do great and I won’t stop keeping up with your podcast! ❤

[@BODIEDwithBRI]

Subscribed 🫶🏻 this is soooo me! Molding into who I am surrounded by because I hate myself, but you are giving me hope THANK YOU

[@ceydaaslan1917]

I don’t know how but you felt that I needed this

[@sierrabrooke4949]

I love this so much for you 😭 Good luck babe 🩷🩷

[@worm7343]

I'm so excited for you, I hope you love it here!

[@kiyaralol5818]

i’ve never clicked a notif faster

[@SafwaZamiti]

finally im soooooo happy and ready for season 2 keep it up madz

[@emilia6220]

The way I relate to every episode and am going through the same thing at the same time is genuinely crazy

[@8684LYFE]

I feel like having to drive on the other side of the road will absolutely trip me out and keep things fresh haha.

[@rlg222]

Your truly an amazing girl 🌷🌷🌷

[@KJT276]

You look better compared to 3 months ago so big up to you

[@WillBeebe]

that's good

[@JJOK1818-okthen]

The universe will always have your back ✨

[@evafrfr]

change can be so good!! proud of u!!

[@robertj6523]

madeline, were all wishing you fab times ahead, be good, be safe, be you. x

[@amirahlumumba]

CONGRATS MAD 💗💗💗💗

[@MckenzieShafer]

& so true, you are the company that you keep

[@mel_aras]

I JUST REALIZED THAT YOU CHANGED THE DESCRIPTIONS FROM THE FORMAL TONE HAHAHAHA LOVE YOU

[@patrickskramstad1485]

Wonderful vehicle choice. The inside looks great. Congratulations 🎉👏

[@bradnelson5971]

You seem happier, I’m happy for you!!!

[@aliyahharrington99]

MADELINE we love you!!! you make us not feel alone… i love that you say things people are scared to say about themselves… i will always be a supporter… i sound so lame but girl ur the best 🫶🏻💌😮‍💨🥹😘🤪🥸

[@scv1]

so interesting. you're internal dialogue reminds me of claire from modern family (as a reference, since you're in la now, lol). it's as fun to watch as it is to listen to. congrats on the move.

[@roboturtle3035]

Don't let things that have been dark in the past effect your progress. You must find someone who has as much love as you radiate. Words are only words. Some people in this life are focused on tearing others down. What's for you won't go past you. Things in life create resilience.

[@rishecks]

goodluck with everything madeline

[@briahnabosten]

yay new season, love you madeline 💕💕

[@Ohaaybrianna]

I love you Madeline love the new set 😍

[@Emilysarahmerritt]

Girl when you said watch the video I locked in 😭

[@thaliadiaz3272]

UPS and USPS are two different things girly similar but different 😅 Anyways welcome to America 🇺🇸 🦅😆

[@evafrfr]

36:30 this is so funny now, as tara posted madeline as dobby LOL

[@fionabuchman-hudspith8409]

A year ago today, the universe changed things for me. I was in a bad situation and was choosing to be okay with it until the universe didn't let me anymore. It's a year later, and my life is 100 times better, and I'm way more comfortable and happy, even though that change was tough and really scary, I needed it, and I'm so grateful.

[@mumblethedevil]

Im so happy for you Madeline ❤

[@hearts444sas]

I’m so proud of you ❤❤❤

[@Solodolo18]

I love you Madeline argy imma see you very soon thank you God for everything protecting us and bringing us justice and balance amen amen amen 🙏