Nirvana - I Hate Myself & I Want To Die

[@rfranquinho]

remember Kurt's words: "I'd rather burnout than to fade away" He lived by his words, and nowadays he's still remembered as all good rock legends :)

[@NeverAgain94]

It comes from Neil young lyrics on the song hey hey my my « It’s better to burn out than to fade away »

[@Turtlepig22]

Nirvana had the talent to write something so simple and make it sound so catchy. That's why I still like them after all the different music changes I went through.

[@LaingstaDG]

"Most people don't realize That two large pieces of coral, Painted brown, and attached to his skull With common wood screws can make a child look like a deer"

[@ethandenis5650]

wait this killed me

[@FiveCellarsBelow]

Am I not getting something?

[@squirrelsquirt]

@@FiveCellarsBelow Listen very carefully to the quiet spoken part.

[@FiveCellarsBelow]

squirrelsquirt oh yeah i got it now, it took me like 2 weeks after making my comment to recognize it.

[@HeartComedyDoll]

Kurt had a great sense of humour, sharp wit and sarcasm. Titles like Negative Creep and I Hate Myself And Want To Die just express his humour perfectly, filling his stereotype the way people think, and shoving it down your throat regardless.We don't get that from artists anymore. Miss ya man.

[@ToJ01978]

First band I ever saw live (in Toronto) and I will never forget it. For those that bitch that his music is simple or that he was not talented all I can say is if you want a guitar virtuoso go listen to Van Halen, if you want music that is dripping with emotion (the way art should be) you have come to the right place. Also, this is from the boxset but origionally it was from The Beavis and Butthead Experience compilation that came in 93. Chilli Peppers do a Stooges cover that is pretty decent.

[@aidenryu]

Amen! I often wonder what other amazing music Kurt would have produced if he were still alive! NIrvana is just one of those bands that you can never get enough of and Kurt's dead is just one of those mysteries that you wonder why but it is what it is. Take care!

[@hilltop530]

They were playing this on the radio for days. Not sure how many station were playing it but, I do know that Z-Rock was playing this in the early 90's. As well as, every other Nirvana song ever made. And, I thank them deeply for it.

[@Overlorddz]

Most people don't realize that large pieces of coral that have been painted brown and attached to the skull by common wood screws, can make a child look like a deer

[@zachryan115]

Hank Clock Life hack

[@fackumon292]

Lol how did you hear that?

[@jaspersmuck330]

@@fackumon292 I wonder :0

[@DavidFarmer96]

The title is how I feel almost everyday.

[@belethkain6258]

Yeah I feel like that sometimes and other times I'll say it to make a joke

[@Overlorddz]

JeremyATX it was a joke Kurt made very often. So often that he named a song after it

[@Overlorddz]

David Farmer Oh I am sorry, you should find something you really like that can stimulate your inner life some more. It's sad to wrap yourself up when there is always still lots to see. Don't let it consume yourself, but don't fight the feeling either, just let it be and make some steps towards a happy mind, once you find something it can change very quickly

[@pipes_7993]

+Diseased Remedy me too man

[@vmvarga2144]

Kurtus could not be more accurate

[@hserokdivad]

back in the day when downloading songs at .10kbps on simba, this was one of the first "rare" nirvana songs I got a hold of. It immediately became one of my favs.. thx for the upload and reverie.

[@iRawrz3]

every single nirvana song is just...fantastic.

[@erik60076]

Would have to agree with you there Averi. Kobain definitely put in certain lyrical innuendo's. One of my favorite bands of all time, even though its mostly pretty dark stuff. In The Hall Of Fame now................

[@axlrose7668]

Love that big sound. When me woman gives me unnecessary drama eternal, nirvana makes me mellow again.

[@DTYGA]

My friends make fun of me because i'm black and 14 years old and think that nirvana is the greatest thing that ever happen to music.But i can't help it nirvana is just soo great

[@redteamdarkspear]

It's awesome when you google how you're feeling and a nirvana song comes up.

[@madeintyotpc7007]

This song is so groovy

[@bikinisbabes461]

Get fucked

[@freepcrkit5970]

nice reference

[@presan]

I love myself & I want to live... o/ NICE SONG!!!! Miss the time when music was excelent like that, hard to find good music nowadays!!!!!!! Brazil loves NIRVANA 4ever!!!!

[@erik60076]

Pretty powerful title even it was meant as a joke. Yes Cobain was on heavy drugs, however he did have stomach pain. He claimed that it hurt when he ate anything. Using heroin to cure physical pain is not the answer, considering I can relate to it.

[@nursey22]

Kurt loved this song. He was actually finally happy when he wrote this song. The record company rejected it...then the rest is history.

[@SuperHndra]

someone who was never dead in the eyes of others, she makes me know ... like what the lyrics and great song,, kurt live in the heart ..

[@1ranjeeves21]

is their anywhere of them actually doing this live??

[@Kurty94]

+1ranjeeves21 Nothing has surfaced to this date. It doesn't appear at any know setlist of uncirculating shows. But there are a show or 2 where this song could make an appearance.

[@andrewrowley8710]

1ranjeeves21 nope

[@JamalTheAirplane]

Is the lyric "In the someday what's that sound" or "End this someday what's that sound"

[@nucleardisaster4795]

end this someday

[@miia6858]

relatable title

[@muskabulldog]

Happy 2011! I wish Kurt could have spent it with us. Just watched the ball drop listening to this song.

[@ChrisDyn1]

It's seems strange to miss someone you never knew, but I do miss this guy.

[@MoyerDest]

they also do "I love myself and want to live"

[@grimgolf79]

Beavis and Butthead!

[@emmakitchen1217]

uggggg who else thinks Kurt was murdered?

[@Baku69895]

No. It's a possibility and I do question how he shot himself with that gun, but he certainly fit the life of a suicidal person. He was abused by women his entire life, guilt tripped into hating himself by feminists, disowned by his father, and did hard drugs. You can't really be a more perfect candidate for suicide.

[@Dana21283]

+Allmywhat I agree its a possibility that he was murdered. Whether murdered or not, no one really knows what happened. rip a legend

[@dianamanolova4431]

He WAS murdered. There is no way you can shoot yourself without leaving any fingerprints on the shotgun. It's just impossible, people. Furthermore, he had bought tickets and planned to leave, and suddenly he is dead?! People just refuse to believe and see the truth but one day he will receive justice, cause we can't have him back, but at least he deserves to be vindicated. the police and the medical examiner have no forensic evidence that prooves Kurt Cobain's death was suicide. On the other hand, there is a substantial amount of evidence for murder.

[@adrenochromejunkie]

And where exactly have you heard that he didn't leave fingerprints on the shotgun?

[@punkrocker8614]

how can you not love nirvana for a song like this.

[@stackedactor1]

Every year or so I hear something new by Nirvana. This was my 1995 song.

[@BakesModel81]

Great stuff, Nirvana live on. Although I've outlived Nirvana, but even though I'm 76 years old I would still love to do what Nirvana did without getting depressed about it. Its a shame I can't walk properly these days or I would of grabbed my guitar found a venue and bashed out a few tunes without a care for the impending nightmare (of old age).

[@wanderingstar9322]

Thank you ❤

[@ketchup_muncher69gaming88]

I love when krist salutes before lithium

[@majk252]

Hey, verygood cut- work!! :o)

[@joaoa13portugal]

@leafgrrl im a kid, i wasnt around back when Nirvana still existed and i honestly can say i suport and understand your comment I wish i could of gone to their concerts in 88 or 89 when they played hardcore grunge, after 1991 with "Nevermind" they started to get a little 'soft', but what the heck, Nirvana is Nirvana x)

[@SmartBimpson]

'91 in Colone, Germany - the main act was Sonic Youth, and Nirvana right before - jessssssus - that was mindblowing - I'm very geatful for that!

[@styler1005]

I grew up 20 min. south of Seattle in the 90's. When I was 18 Kurts Aunt came and spoke to my Health class at Decatur H.S. about his life and death. I know of the conspiracies surrounding his death, and I don't claim allegiance to any idea's about it other than he died and it was a tragedy. What I remember from the lecture the most is the 14 year old picture of Kurt which was a before/after drugs pic. He started with marijuana, ended up at heroin - think about it ... children, you are loved.

[@darkicity]

i love this song! my favorite of Nirvana next to Stay Away

[@yhnsbby]

Requiem for the 90's Ahhh, sweet 90's.

[@ryanmul1]

i can remeber bein 14 and havin this on bootleg tape and sneking of to my room with a joint and turning the headphones up full blast GREAT MEMORY!!

[@AnJoAnPiJa]

i was born too late! i want to live in this time. today everything is mainstream. nirvana is the best band ever and always will!

[@tommybass40]

I remember Nirvana played the NY Colosseum in late '93 or early '94, can't remember exactly, but I know I couldn't get tickets but figured I'd see them the next time they came around. But there wasn't a next time around.

[@SanteriMettovaara]

A lot of their "less known" songs like this are awesome.

[@RyanWager]

Grunge and alterative for life. Rest in peace Kurt.

[@ant0586]

my god this is amazing

[@brunodk11]

we love you so much, Kurt, Krist and Dave S2 NIRVANA never died ! Nevermind

[@nirvanamkp]

if i could like this a million times i would.

[@YourMaIsFit]

Love this

[@kylereece1979]

He did indeed OD in Rome- I remember that Friday like it was yesterday- I was 14 ,and I remember running home from work after school that night,to hurringly check MTV news on him.Next month,I was in France on a school tour,and we heard he was dead. I was fucking devestated. Then,over the weeks all the reports of Rome being a suicide attempt came out-and thats covered in that Heavier than Heaven book,too. When I listen to him today I wonder what amazing music he'd make,had he lived on.

[@moonsugar1]

@MrK9nny Not having that!! Your totally right about what Noel said, but he wasnt having a go. He was just pointing out that in Britain there was a generation of kids that wanted the kinda songs Oasis wrote, like 'live forever!' Noel's actually a massive Nirvana fan. He used to cover Hey Hey My My alot and dedicated it to Kurt on occasion. Thats the Neil Young song Kurt took the line 'Its better to burn out than to fade away' from. /watch?v=pgfgKfGwnjA I love all the little stories in music!

[@alohadave8119]

Why was that so groovy!?!

[@LBCOOLB]

Nice to see so many of you still get a rise about Kurt's fault's & greatness, I love it. How many of you actually followed the band & knew what they were doing to the Rock n Roll business prior to Never Mind? Yeah...less than %1 for sure. ENJOY.

[@Peanuts747]

great video :)

[@146pogi]

me to!!! i was born six years after kurt died... and i'm from isreal and where i live EVERYONE listening to pop or hip pop... yeah its sucks i have nobady to talk to and i'm only 11 years old...

[@TestedBR]

This is easily the Grungiest song ever!!!

[@keeinv]

Thank you

[@Violenceistheanswer1]

Nirvana is one of the greatest bands ever...they will wil always be popular; sorry Kurt we all miss you

[@ShippersLFS]

Such a poetic title to a song..

[@Starfishrider]

Reminds me of a poster where Kurt had a gun (assault rifle?) pointed at his mouth and text " I Hate Myself & I Want To Die "

[@hanson666999]

R.I.P Kurt. You inspired an entire generation.

[@envirovore]

@BallsOfJericho Yes. This was cut from In Utero (was actually the working title of the album, but Kurt didn't think people would get the irony) at the last second. It was sold off to be used on The Beavis and Butthead Experience. Fucking love this track.

[@stellarfellar9960]

This song and Blew from their Bleach album, make me feel so badass

[@myemo123]

. . maybe we should have listened when this song came out. . . maybe he would still be alive!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KURT! WE MISS YOU! BUT YOU YOUR MUSIC LIVES ON FOREVER IN THE HEARTS OF US AND OUR KIDS AND OUR KIDS KIDS!

[@Juanirva]

So sad but so fuckin' good, this shit rocks. Check out the extra voice in the chorus, it's so garage band, and so sofisticated at the same time, I love Nirvana

[@jodie_]

parents trying to look good: *you dont like nirvana* me: _i hate myself & want to die_

[@DougMovementDisyple]

Kurt Cobain passed But his music lives forever...

[@ant0586]

phenomenal

[@itsjonx4465]

epico 2022

[@joemacchip]

First nirvanna song I listens to... And it really good to all those people who don't like him and bad mouth him just remember. That guy was a world famous rock star and you. Well you are sitting at home talking crap behind a keyboard and probably wondering were it went wrong and how you might have wanted his life? Thought so

[@fredgorey]

@JayCee898 the last 5 secs was from a show called Beavis & Butthead which was huge at the time of this music....

[@Kurczakirobaki]

I like how you take it for granted, just cause author says it's joke. Sometimes part of a joke is telling someone it's a joke, even tho it ain't. I don't mean to tell y'all I see through space and time, but don't take things for granted.

[@TheAblamba]

I love the beavis and butthead's voices at the end

[@BakerKC]

@strokesfan1107 It was then going to be put on an album called "I Hate Myself and I Want to Die" but the record company denied production of it.

[@Rll440]

I'm still waiting this song would be released officially. back in the early 1994, this song got ready to be released, but geffen didn't release this song. Imagine....this song will be on the chart and rock the world again.

[@kreeepyy]

The title exactly explains my feelings my right now. If you were born in the wrong family, your life will always remain miserable.

[@ThePatoasis]

I can't imagine what a greatfull band they could be if Kurt was alive "now".. best band ever

[@indigomoon6455]

Actually around the time when Kurt wrote and released that song "Come As You Are" on "Nevermind "he didnt actually have any guns at the time so techinicaly he wasn`t lying.

[@Kurt5000Cobain]

love this song!

[@masennakonieczny2377]

huhuhuhuh that kicked ass huhuhuhuh yahh that was cool that was cool

[@Rll440]

With the light out is fantastic folder box set.

[@MedievalRichard]

ONE OF THE BEST FUCKING ROCK & ROLL TUNES OUT THERE!!! THIS SHITS ON ALL MUSIC IN THE '00. !!!!!!

[@jimsters2]

I can imagine some guy in a fire yelling for the fireman to save me and him being like "Fuck you dude" And just leaving him in the fire.

[@dafnkube]

cool video for an AWEsome song.

[@Saitentraining]

I love the dirty old Seattle sound ... Nirvana was the biggest rock band ever... When do wanna hear some german grunge than you have to look at Drunken Hippies - Sad things Love.Peace&Grunge

[@evilradist]

That kicked asshhh = )))) Yeah! Rules, rules!!!

[@WesHampson]

@strokesfan1107 It was meant to be on In Utero but it was taken off at the last second.

[@ChristianF15cher]

Whoa! Uh-huh-huh. That kicked ass!

[@theA9663]

i listen to nirvana 24 hours a day RIP kurt codain :D

[@Rll440]

@lonewolf0281 and obviously nirvana is huge band of early 1990s. because we knew nirvana at that time but we don't knew other bands much from seattle. well some of them is just popular at that time. at that time we usually listen to helloween(still legend band) and sepultura. and the song 'rising force' is the 101 course for guitarist. though we knew nirvana from seattle. and we called that style hybrid type of hardrock. this is true story.

[@jc1daddy2]

One of my favorite songs ever great shit

[@LizardYup]

Such a strong melody!

[@mikephonics]

golden era of rock n roll

[@MaGiKVaiNzZ]

Biggest regret- had tickets to go see Nirvana, went to work the nightshift instead.(Fucking Idiot). I was born the same year as Kurt Cobain, and I will be eternally grateful for his musical genius and for giving a voice to the outsiders, the underdogs. As for this song, brilliant, and mournfully prophetic.

[@rymo606]

Most people don't realize that two large pieces of coral painted brown and attatched to the skull with common wood screws can make a child look like a deer.

[@TheCriminalSL]

I feel so strong listening to this song.

[@PSG0113]

lol I love the Beavis and Butt-head at the end epic

[@VincentP-x3x]

I LOVE YOU KURT!!

[@Haxenhans]

Nobody - never - like them ...not even heroes or gods... they engaged in the brain of an entire generation - love does not reflect this feeling

[@rebelyell1983x]

What sentence can make a sad man happy and a happy man sad? ........... "This too shall pass."

[@Painnnnful]

@Painnnnful ...I would become a huge fan to this day? :) I guess puberty did its thing. I'm 20 now an when I became a fan, I still remembered a lot of the songs from Nirvana-especially from Unplugged, Nevermind and the hits from In Utero.