Novembers Doom - What Could Have Been

[@arlineku]

My husband Paul wrote this song two days after I miscarried. Tony Myles made an absolutely breathtaking video. It was a huge honor that Anni sang (I adore her) Rachel's haunting violin. My upmost love and gratitude to Larry for his beautiful guitar playing

[@ΧρόνηςΠέγκας]

No words can describe what emotions this song aroused in my heart... Can't stop it from listening over and over and over... Sorry for your loss, hope things now are much better...

[@dravengraves86]

So sorry to hear this much love to you dearest mamma ❤️ it is such a beautiful tribute

[@TheMetalhead678]

I'm so sorry for your loss, Paul is an amazing person and I hope you're still together and there for each other. ❤

[@heidiquesada4487]

My gosh, im crying my eyes out! We have also suffered a loss . I have heard this song so many times and as haunting as it's always been... I never realized what it was about until now ! So much love sent your way!

[@gglaw42]

Belated condolences.

[@marrydruli]

I would recognize Anneke's voice anywhere. This is my 15th replay of the song. Amazing.

[@MrMarcolm]

me too ;)

[@chewynickerson]

only your 15th? what's wrong with you? /s

[@marrydruli]

Still counting! :)

[@marrydruli]

chewynickerson Still counting! :)

[@chechosandoval6811]

marrydruli unique voice she has

[@heretic124]

Just discovered this band and Agalloch by looking for similar bands to Woods of Ypres. Jaws dropped, this is undescribable.

[@RaimondiM]

I think you will like Anathema !

[@RaimondiM]

My favorite is Woods of Ypres

[@heretic124]

Raymond M. I heard about the band but never checked them out. Well, they're great! Thanks for the suggestion :) Woods are the best

[@001Scientist]

+heretic124 yes!! Anathema is one of my favourites. Their music is among the best I have ever heard and that is saying something. Listen to their songs, especially the album Weather systems

[@jimmyfuchstein2274]

Listen to a love lost by November's doom... Omfg

[@timothycoleman1930]

I'm commenting again 6 years later. I still attribute this song as my turning point. Thank you, Paul. And thank you Novembers Doom.

[@rediscoverySX]

Made me cry so bad...this is what makes metal music so unique...makes us face the cruel reality of what happened to others and could happend to us...we´re all part of humanity and we build it everyday, trought storms and light

[@lelandgaunt3993]

I can relate, my wife and I had two miscarriages, I never understood that kind of pain until it happened to us. It's so heartbreaking. Thank you Paul for expressing this so vividly, beautifully. Watching this was cathartic. From the deepest part of me, I am sorry for your loss.

[@GoreChyld]

Absolutely amazing. This band continues to prove that this genre of music is more than just "noise" as most would label it.

[@patrickbertlein4626]

Nothing wrong with noise! But yes its a very wide genre with various styles and tastes.

[@timothycoleman1930]

This song saved my life. I left my job in 2012 due to the immense amount of stress that I was under from not only it but from my fiance, who suddenly refused to talk to me after she revealed to me that she was pregnant. She didn't contact me until she lost it. Needless to say, I was beyond distraught. This song brought me back from the brink. Thank you.

[@inannaxanthus1749]

Discovered this song in the middle of a severe depression episode,i can't explain with words how badly i cried for days while listening to this song. Letting all my repressed emotions out,always tried to be strong,chill,quiet until i couldn't bear it no more. Cried so badly that weekend...still think about her but in a good way. We will never be together again,no, and i always rejected your friendship and never allowed you to talk to me or manipulate me again,no...but i will always have you inside my heart to some extent, Cari.

[@Yanelliya]

😢

[@mimis6276]

There's no easy way to see it disappear* Always dreaming of what could have been Who will be there to hold you As the morning light breaks We long to be there for you And we can only hope you knew Deeper scars then any wound could be Cold is the way, and it will never leave The great healer, was our deceiver It's hard to close my eyes in the dark We'll never know what could have been As we try to understand this We miss so much, what we never knew As we carry on without you When the rain begins to fall We protect pure innocence Empty arms, we're changed forever When two hearts break together Deeper scars then any wound could be Cold is the way, and it will never leave The great healer, was our deceiver It's hard to close my eyes in the dark We'll never know what could have been As we try to understand this We miss so much, what we never knew As we carry on without you When the rain begins to fall We protect pure innocence Empty arms, we're changed forever When two hearts break together

[@julianesantos3119]

yy

[@arlineku]

Deeper scars then any wound could be Cold is the way, and it will never leave The great healer, was our deceiver It's hard to close my eyes in the dark We'll never know what could have been As we try to understand this We miss so much, what we never knew As we carry on without you When the rain begins to fall We protect pure innocence Empty arms, we're changed forever When two hearts break together

[@RichterGreen]

I knew from the very first moment I heard it, that it was my dear Anneke... No one has that voice in this world.

[@mc23243]

one of the best songs I have ever heard

[@mkz1127]

Anneke always makes a pretty song sounds even better when she sings!

[@dimamdb2542]

can't stop repeat this song, what a deep feelings it's carry in, something directly touch the heart....... no words can tell again

[@arlineku]

Your welcome, I'm sure this song resonates differently for everyone. Its still hard for me to hear, but I think Paul created a beautiful tribute for our lost angel and for Annie to sing is a priceless gift. I'm Paul's wife Ar ~

[@sviola1160]

This reminds me of Opeth alot! I'm really loving this band!

[@doommantia6925]

Hehe they hate that comparison

[@StonyField.]

patterns in the ivy

[@mido3ontheway]

The first arpeggio is the same one from Coil

[@mido3ontheway]

And it sounds like patterns in the ivy in the middle

[@LaerteCavalcante]

@@mido3ontheway Not at all.

[@JKMV13]

i cannot even begin to gather the words to describe how incredible this song is!! Anneke's voice is absolutely beautiful. I love the violin part and the guitar solo is amazing. I cannot wait until i have this CD in my hands. Paul, Vito, Sasha, Mike, and Larry...you guys are amazing musicians and i will never stop listening to your music. i am glad that i discovered you guys last year. i wish you all the best.

[@kingdiamondbanger]

Powerful...awesome... I love this band

[@Shoujyofficial]

So emotional....wow! Awesome and beautiful song!

[@QnA22]

Everything is so pure in this song, from the guitar to Anneke's and Kuhr's voice.....and the emotions. Breathtaking.

[@brandonalfano3694]

I never expected that when a bunch of us in 6th (-ish) grade decided to pick up a guitar............. wow........ the rest of us got over it as kids sometimes do- and you found what you were born to do! Vito, you're awesome!

[@larkfellon]

ND evokes an emotional response on the vein of human creation and suffering, between the barriers of hate and purity -- truth. It is without bounds. Listening to this song and it's eloquence gives me hope and reminds me of those we have lost, but will never forget.

[@sulfurslip95]

Conheci essa banda, e especialmente essa música em 2014, desde então a escuto. Marcou bastante! Perfeita!

[@davidferman8558]

Anneke is one of the great voices in the world right now and so influential......

[@edvinj5830]

Yes yes yes, this is truly a piece of satisfaction to my lost soul I lost a couple of years ago. It feels like these tunes guides him to the place he belongs to. I wish some one could understand how much it hurts.

[@Skjolldir]

Yeah man I know how it feels like. I believe I also had a soul once, but it was taken in the same moment as my heart shattered into a thousand bloody pieces to this very song. I choose to come back here now and then to taste the true taste of life and reflect my suffering in this beautiful song, which I have choosen to carry as my main "theme song" in my life.

[@edvinj5830]

Yes but the concept is deeper than that I think. This song is about losing some one, like me, and not yourself. But it's good point though.

[@TheSamwartooth]

Full of emotion, what a beautiful piece of music.

[@karenmusilova3772]

This has helped me so much after losing multiple babies over the years... Thank you ❤️ also, you guys are one of my fave bands ever, have been for a long time!

[@solution13]

Excellent song.The guest performace of Anneke is awsome.I will buy this CD for Sure.

[@ScarsOfcrucifix]

You will never see a huge guy with an amazing voice like him, his voice is beyond amazing, this song gave me the goosebumps

[@nada199000]

i always end up listening to this in he middle of the night its just ....... beautiful

[@portishphonic]

Oh My God! Anneke van Giersbergen! What a beautiful surprise. The Gathering and Novembers Doom are 2 of my favorite bands ever

[@earthling7355]

This is made so much more powerful by the visceral emotional pain and vulnerability of this gorilla of a man struck to his soul by loss.

[@TheVercorsman]

very beautiful song . Anneke is, for me, one of the best singer

[@hellisthyhome]

need to buy this record.wow what a song.anneke u are a gift to this earth

[@renatodebrito4524]

linda música!

[@edgargalliard4340]

Everything in this song is perfect.

[@Vespian_Doom]

nail shut the coffin of all happiness... i love this song

[@str8diah]

Amazing song stunnin' duet with Anneke . faved shared and looks like all long day its gonna play here

[@jacksonlefteye]

new album is fantastic! thanks for the all kick-ass music over the years

[@arlineku]

There's no easy way to see it disappear Always dreaming of what could have been Who will be there to hold you As the morning light breaks We long to be there for you And we can only hope you knew Deeper scars then any wound could be Cold is the way, and it will never leave The great healer, was our deceiver It's hard to close my eyes in the dark

[@astolatband]

Such beauty only comes from the heart. You guys are a great inspiration to what we do.

[@cyberzombie1972]

anneke's voice is magical as always

[@vahidsafari7851]

Can you say the complete name of Anneke?

[@congeeks]

I was introduced to Novembers Doom by my better half. She got me a copy of Pale Haunt Departure. i have been a big fan since. This song and video are beautiful. Such true emotion is expressed. Makes me shaken. Thank you for letting the rest of the world in. Very brave of you. We will shoulder it with you.

[@killakillabrimbro4394]

This is the song that cemented these guys in my head as a fucking amazing band.

[@karenyoung2981]

This is the very song that turned me on to Novembers Doom! I love this song because it's so beautiful!! A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!!!

[@kelliegerock1507]

This song makes me think of my sweet baby Cody that we lost at 6 weeks old due to a genetic disorder (Kleefstra syndrome). He was born in November, it's coming up to what would have been his 3rd birthday.

[@DirkjeA]

+Kellie Gerock Your story really touches a string in my heart. How very very sad. I am sorry for your loss. Being a mum and grandmother myself I can hardly imagine the pain you suffered and how heartbroken you must have been. I hope with all my heart that you had (and still have) some loving people there to comfort you. My good wishes are for you.

[@badguitar80]

IM SO SORRY KELLIE

[@tricie2419]

beautiful song ! wonderful voice, so soft and pure of Anneke...

[@98romenningthoujam]

One of the best video I've seen in a while

[@sayedahmed6753]

Fuck yea dude and can't believe I just know the band 🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️💔

[@dimamdb2542]

beautiful guitar work... oh paul you are more than great more than words can tell..........

[@toxogandhi]

I just suffered a loss. This song is cathartic, even though it sounds more like a break up song.

[@Kraakesolv]

@nvmbrsdoom5 This is the first time I've heard LZ, Beatles and Emperor in the same influence list. Love it! Keep up the great work.

[@malbredova8582]

There's no easy way to see it disappear Always dreaming of what could have been Who will be there to hold you As the morning light breaks We long to be there for you And we can only hope you knew Deeper scars then any wound could be Cold is the way, and it will never leave The great healer, was our deceiver It's hard to close my eyes in the dark We'll never know what could have been As we try to understand this We miss so much, what we never knew As we carry on without you When the rain begins to fall We protect pure innocence Empty arms, we're changed forever When two hearts break together Deeper scars then any wound could be Cold is the way, and it will never leave The great healer, was our deceiver It's hard to close my eyes in the dark We'll never know what could have been As we try to understand this We miss so much, what we never knew As we carry on without you When the rain begins to fall We protect pure innocence Empty arms, we're changed forever When two hearts break together

[@kaoskrewuk]

Wow stunning video and Anneke had a wonderful voice :-)

[@nemesisj88]

I find it hard to find the words to describe how this song makes me feel. Its almost to emotional but i love it. Its gonna make me cry like a little boy...ah well its worth it. Great job guys!

[@mydyingbride1990]

im speechless.fantastic-one of the best i've ever heard.Great job

[@987654321oha]

Anneke did a great job again. I love hearing her voice.

[@BaronSloth]

Just listening to the album for the first time. I had to come see if there was a video for this. Absolutely beautiful.

[@LordDemonSamael]

Anneke's singing is so beautiful

[@christopherjames617]

love this song! It's so heartfelt yet still keeps that doom feeling

[@JonathanWallin95]

Really touching song! So beautiful!

[@1854Crimea]

I have been a big ND fan for years but did not like INRI , I was left speechless when I heard this, it is very beautiful and hypnotic & my 6 year old daughter loves it, Keep up the inspiring work guys.

[@doomedarts]

Beautiful song, and Anneke is great as always! It's a shame she does not appear in the video...

[@CattleDekappa]

just to clarify for those of you who wish to be insensitive cunts, this song is about how the child of the singer and his wife passed away. Give it a rest all of you.

[@hellonearth6411]

Blackenedmoons well said my friend.😊

[@TheTrueKailash]

yeah he really lost a lot of weight. i'm not sure about the story above.....?

[@Morteinfexion]

Awesome duet!! lovee it!

[@demondog122]

Never would have expected it but the two of your voices are perfect together.

[@PazEAmorr]

Love This song

[@TristVid]

A perfect mix of two different worlds.... so heartbreaking yet so beautiful.

[@arlineku]

We'll never know what could have been As we try to understand this We miss so much, what we never knew As we carry on without you When the rain begins to fall We protect pure innocence Empty arms, we're changed forever When two hearts break together

[@Piacevole]

I just love it when Anneke Van Giersbergen is caressing my soul.. bliss :-)

[@rodrigofalconieri]

que som foda da porra pqp.... queria ver vcs ao vivo em Fortaleza - CE Brasil... e poder dividir palco com vcs.... q música linda pqp!!!!!!! 😛😛😛😛

[@badass-angellus5589]

I fell in love with this song . Feel myself deep inside my soul! EU ME APAIXONEI POR ESTA MUSICA. SINTO ME PROFUNDAMENTE NO FUNDO DE MINHA ALMA.

[@mirellajambo7210]

All vocals of Paul are amazing!

[@QnA22]

This i so beautiful, excellent video, amazing female vocals. One of the best female voices I've ever heard actually!

[@isktrfu]

No her name is Nathalie Lorichs. Singer here is Anneke van Giersbergen, the ex-singer of dutch band The Gathering.

[@N30NGoblin]

The song is about his wife having a miscarriage from what i have read. It must have been a very painful think to go through!

[@JustinZirpoli]

You can spend a lot of time thinking about the what could have been's in this life it seems.

[@jhaytssabarbosa6118]

:(

[@jhaytssabarbosa6118]

+Jhaytssa Barbosa what could have been... :(

[@o0Nefertem0o]

I just cried my eyeballs out! It's such an emotional song......

[@ivankovicdaki]

This song is so beautiful.

[@BartholomewHunt87]

This track really strikes me to the core. Beautiful and tragic

[@lisardofv5069]

This… this goes beyond music. Masterpiece

[@kurono1822]

Anneke's voice...mmm....I love it!

[@MetalMitch666]

incredible song by a great band, everyone should listen to their podcast!

[@cortx2lh]

Beautiful song. I love Anneke since i was 4, at Mandylion times.

[@deb19921]

i really am sorry for your losss... and you have a gem as you partner...hope 1 day i could get to the greatness level he is in... mindnumbingly awsom...

[@jumecHS]

Awesome song!!! best doom band

[@paulvaldez7935]

Incredible great music

[@bocek666]

Böyle ilahi bir sesi duymayı birçok insan haketmiyor

[@aechellien]

çok haklısın

[@NekroVon7thDivision]

This song and the video could make any man cry, damn there is so much depression in this. But it's an amazing and beautiful song!

[@vohanam96]

They always mention "Gloomy Sunday" as the saddest song ever written that made hundreds of people commit suicide after listening to it but they never know THIS is the one.

[@derrickbonsell]

It's a lot sadder when you realize it's a true story and it led to the end of their marriage.

[@schade80]

How about Sunday Happy Sunday. You can name the songs any you want to but its always the people who can think who find the best ones.

[@CurseOfTheWise]

Wonderful song!

[@mattcooper1066]

Awesome song, old but gold

[@spawn77spawn]

so amazing!

[@rouzbehs7817]

Great job! Could be a masterpiece after 7 years.

[@TheLordFenris]

Sorry for your loss. I lost my mother when I was 12. I'm not if it feels any different. I never really healed from it, But I hope that some way you guys can.

[@13Loveisforever]

My heart has broken into two, and now I just tell myself, "what could have been, it should have been great, but now its just a saddening sorrowful loneliness to live through"

[@qlczas]

Omg... I was listening to Novembers Doom only for few weeks, and just bought their latest album without hearing it earlier. After this video, I'm sure it was WORTH IT!!! p.s. Anneke

[@canarge1]

this song its perfect. make we think about relations when come end

[@juancarlosruiz844]

this is not about that...its about a dead son...

[@zoltank.9757]

How can a beautiful song come from such a tragedy?

[@maximilianaurea7101]

'Tis tragedy and misery which spawn the deepest beauty of our Human condition. In our scars, we tell the stories of what was, what is, and what should have been. It is that pain which drives Mankind's artistic impetus most deeply, spurned from the depths of sorrow, to enshroud our hopes and give worth to all that remains. In loss, we come to love what is left.

[@ondrej7982]

Everything beautiful arises from suffering.

[@pacheco_racing]

Excellent song!!!!!!